Sermon
Repent
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Well, good morning, church.
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We are picking up our series in the Gospel of Luke, looking at chapter 13 today, verses
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1 through 9.
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That's page 819 in the Pew Bible.
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Let me invite you to turn there with me as we look at this next section in the Gospel
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of Luke.
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Let me read chapter 13, verses 1 through 9 for us.
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There were some present at that very time who told him, that is Jesus, about the Galileans
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whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices.
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And Jesus answered them, do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than all
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the other Galileans because they suffered in this way?
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No, I tell you.
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But unless you repent, you will all likewise perish.
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Or those 18 on whom the tower in Siloam fell and killed them, do you think that they were
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worse offenders than all the others who lived in Jerusalem?
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No, I tell you.
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But unless you repent, you will all likewise perish.
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And he told this parable.
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A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard, and he came seeking fruit on it and found none.
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And he said to the vinedresser, look, for three years now I have come seeking fruit on this
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tree and I find none.
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Cut it down.
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Why should it use up the ground?
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And he answered him, sir, let it alone this year also until I dig around it and put on
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manure.
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Then, if it should bear fruit next year, well and good.
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But if not, you can cut it down.
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Let's pray together.
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Father, we ask this morning that you would give us ears to hear and hearts to receive
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what you're saying through your son this morning.
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Lord, we need a word from outside of us to tell us what is good and right and beautiful.
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Lord, we need a word from outside of us to rescue us.
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So, Father, would we hear your word this morning?
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And would you get the glory?
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We pray this in Jesus' name.
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Amen.
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Well, the theme of our text this morning is repentance.
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And in particular, Jesus teaches us two things about repentance in this passage.
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The first thing we see is that the need for repentance is universal.
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And the second thing that Jesus teaches us is that the time for repentance is now.
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We see the first in verses one through five.
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The need for repentance is universal.
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Now, to understand what's going on in this paragraph, we have to see the context.
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In fact, we won't really understand what Jesus means by repent unless we take a step back
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and catch the larger story.
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About a week ago, I watched the new Avengers movie.
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What was it called?
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Infinity War.
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Has anyone seen that?
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And if you've seen that, you know that the opening of that movie starts with like Thor's
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missing an eye.
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His brother gets killed.
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There's this purple guy who's just wrecking havoc in the universe.
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And I haven't seen some of the other movies of the Avengers series.
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So, I had absolutely no clue what was going on.
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You know, when we come to a passage like this, it can feel a bit like that.
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We hear these commands, but we don't know the context.
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So, we need to take a step back and catch the larger story.
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At the end of chapter 12, if we just look at the literary context, starting in verse 49,
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Jesus has been teaching that in his ministry, in his presence, the great time of crisis,
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of division, and decision has come for Israel.
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Will they accept him as Messiah, as King, or not?
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The signs are all there, his teaching, his miracles, but are they willing to pay attention
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and read those signs?
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That's the point of verses 54 through 56 of chapter 12.
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Are they willing to open their eyes and see who Jesus really is, just like they're willing
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to read the signs of the weather?
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Then Jesus concludes with an illustration in verses 57 through 59.
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He says, if you were on your way to court and you had to settle things with your accuser
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before going to the judge, before getting thrown into prison, you would settle things before
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you got there, right?
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Jesus' point is that God's judgment is coming, and it's time for his audience to make things
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right while they still can.
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Of course, the idea of God's judgment isn't exactly a popular idea.
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I get that.
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But, you know, it's helpful for us to see that the reality of judgment and the need for repentance
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is something that Jesus himself taught.
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You know, this isn't an idea that some particularly sinister Puritans came up with in the 17th century.
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This isn't something that medieval theologians concocted in their monasteries.
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The idea of God's judgment isn't something that the apostle Paul invented, though we like
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to blame him for a lot of our issues with religion.
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No, it was Jesus himself who spoke more than anyone else in the Bible about the reality of
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divine judgment and the need for everyone to repent.
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But it's even bigger than that.
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You see, the context of Jesus' call to repentance is the whole sweeping biblical story itself.
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What we're listening into here in this passage from Luke 13 is the crux of the entire message of the Bible.
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That message, that story that the Bible unfolds for us, that there's one true God, a God of holy love,
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who created absolutely everything, who created everything to display his glory,
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and created everything to participate in his joy.
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Do you sometimes catch the sense of glory and joy at times in creation?
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Do you get a whiff of that wonder in the world around you?
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And the biblical story says that God created humans, God created you and me,
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to actually occupy a special place in creation.
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That amidst all of the wonder and beauty that God created,
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he made humanity in his own image,
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to reflect his glory in a unique way.
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And more than that, to be vice regents in God's good world,
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to be as it were sort of stewards or under kind of rulers,
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to cultivate and steward creation under God's good rule.
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This is what he's made us for.
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To bear his image in that way.
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Don't we kind of feel that responsibility today,
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even as we consider something like ecological justice,
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and humanity's unique role in caring for creation?
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There's something that we know that we are responsible for,
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a part and above, and that has an impact on everything else.
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But you know, this picture of humans sort of ruling joyfully under God,
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their creator, of flourishing, of bringing praise and honor to him,
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that's not how things remained.
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And as we look out in the world, we see that's not how things are, right?
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Rather than glorifying God as God, humanity rebelled against God's good rule.
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And in an act that the Bible pictures as an act of cosmic treason,
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we chose to be our own kings instead.
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And we chose to ignore God and the world God has made,
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and put ourselves in the center of things.
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And that is what the Bible means by sin.
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You see, sin doesn't necessarily mean doing lots of really bad things.
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You can actually be very, very moral,
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and still be living for yourself,
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rather than for God.
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You can be a quote-unquote good person,
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and yet still be rejecting God's kingship.
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And the penalty for sin is death.
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Just like a light bulb,
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being unscrewed from the socket eventually goes dark.
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So humanity, cut off from God,
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the source of all life and goodness and grace,
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so humanity, cut off from God,
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faces the dark of physical and spiritual death.
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All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,
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and the wages of sin is death.
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And this is where Jesus' call to repentance comes in.
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Repentance, you see, is not trying to clean up your act
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so God will accept you.
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Don't you see, if you're trying to earn God's favor
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through being a good person,
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then you're still trying to be your own king
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and your own master and run things your way.
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Because you're thinking you can fix the problem,
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and you can overcome the breach that's opened up
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between you and God.
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You can be the fixer.
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You can still be the king.
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But that's not what repentance is.
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That's not what Jesus is telling us we need.
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Repentance doesn't mean reform your life.
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It literally means change your mind.
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Repentance, it means admitting.
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You've been living as your own master,
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worshiping the wrong things,
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violating God's law.
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And to repent is actually to turn.
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It's transferring your allegiance,
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your priority from yourself as king
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to Jesus as king.
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It's willingly laying down your arms
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in the cosmic revolt
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and coming home to God.
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But here's the problem.
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When we hear Jesus' call to repent,
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to lay down our arms and receive him
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as God's rightful king,
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we can easily think that that call
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does not apply to me.
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We don't think it applies to us.
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And that brings us back
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to the heart of Luke chapter 13.
Luke 13 chapter mention
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Jesus has just said that divine judgment is coming,
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but rather than consider
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what that means for themselves,
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some people in the audience
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bring up a saucy piece of recent news.
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It's just blown up the Twitterverse
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in early Palestine.
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The news that Pilate,
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the Roman governor,
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who was a butcher
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and a cruel man,
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has just done something
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completely in character
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and murdered some Galileans in Jerusalem,
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sent his troops right in to kill them
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while they were worshiping
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and sacrificing in the temple.
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And such a gruesome death,
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Jesus' audience thinks,
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such a gruesome death like that
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must prove that those Galileans
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were really bad sinners.
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Right, Jesus?
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Isn't that the sort of judgment
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you're talking about, Jesus?
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Isn't it those sort of people
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who really need to repent?
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The ones who get what's coming to them?
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But how does Jesus respond?
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He reads right through.
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Do you think they were worse sinners
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because they suffered in this way?
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No.
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You see, it was a commonly held belief
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in the first century
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that tragedy and suffering
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was a result of personal sinfulness.
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In other words,
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if you were a bad person,
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bad things happen to you.
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But Jesus completely rejects
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that line of thinking.
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He says these people
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did not suffer this way
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because they were worse
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than anyone else.
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But more than that,
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Jesus won't allow his audience
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to deflect their own need
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for repentance
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by pointing to some group of people
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over there
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who they think must be really bad
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because of what's happened to them.
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You see what's happening here?
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It's as if the people in the crowd
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are actually saying,
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well, Jesus,
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we believe what you're saying
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about judgment.
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Surely there's going to become a time.
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The midnight hour
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is going to get struck
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when all of our masks come off,
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as Kierkegaard said, right?
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We all know that at some point
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we're going to face our maker
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and the true selves
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are going to be exposed.
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Of course,
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we believe what you're saying
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about judgment, Jesus,
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but surely that doesn't apply to us.
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Surely you must be talking
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about those Galileans
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who got what they deserved.
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Now,
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I'm sure
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that you don't share
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the mistaken first century belief
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that suffering and tragedy
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only happen to those
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who deserve it.
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That's a wrong belief
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and we should,
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along with Jesus,
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rightly reject it.
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But at the heart level,
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don't you and I feel
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that same tendency
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to deflect
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our own need
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to repent?
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Maybe you think,
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well,
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I'm not that bad.
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I mean,
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I make mistakes,
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but I'm not as bad
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as those people.
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And for you,
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it's not the hapless
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victims of tragedy
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that you point to,
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no,
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but it's some other
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seemingly notorious
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group of people
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how we happen
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to define it today.
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And yet,
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Jesus will not
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let us
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play
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the comparison game.
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Perhaps
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your outward life
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is more moral
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than another person.
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Maybe you have it
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all together
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for the most part.
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Maybe your life
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is successful
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and things are going well.
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Maybe you haven't
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broken any laws.
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Maybe you haven't
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done anything
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that's sort of
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especially terrible
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in the world's eyes.
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But have you given
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to God
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the glory
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he deserves?
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God has given us
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every breath
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in our lungs,
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every talent
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and skill
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we possess,
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every opportunity
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we enjoy.
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God holds us
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in being
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every moment.
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We are completely
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and utterly
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dependent upon
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him
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every single
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second.
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And yet,
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most of the day,
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we utterly
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ignore him.
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We put our own
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desires
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and our own
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wants
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and our own
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agenda
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at the center
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of our affections
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and drive
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that ship
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exactly as
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we choose.
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And then,
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if things
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don't go our way,
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we finally
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find the decency
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to think of God
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if only to
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blame him
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and question
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his goodness
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because things
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haven't gone
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the way
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we wanted
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them to.
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I know this,
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friends,
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about you
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because it's
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true of me.
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I do the exact
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same thing.
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Though the outward
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degree of sin
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may be different
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from person
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to person,
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the inner
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presence of sin
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is the same
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for us all.
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We all need
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to repent
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because we're
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all sinners
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and unless
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you repent,
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Jesus says,
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you will all
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likewise
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perish.
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like a ship
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sailing
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straight
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for the cliffs.
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Unless we
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turn
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and chart
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a new course
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and follow
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a new captain,
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we will all
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crash upon
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the rocks
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of God's
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goodness
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and holiness.
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Jesus is telling
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us loud and clear
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that the need
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for repentance
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is universal.
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But that's
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not the end.
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Jesus goes on
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in verses 6
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through 9
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to tell us
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that the time
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for repentance
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is now.
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Throughout this
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whole section
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of Luke,
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this whole middle
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section of Luke's
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gospel,
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Jesus has been
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pleading with
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Israel,
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with his own
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people,
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with the people
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of promise
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to turn back
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to God
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and acknowledge
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him as their
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Messiah before
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it's too late
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and to drive
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that point
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home,
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he tells a
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parable
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about a
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barren fig tree
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in a garden
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and there are
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three observations
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we need to make
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about this
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parable.
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The first thing
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we see in this
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parable,
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friends,
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is that God
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is making
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time for us.
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The owner
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of the vineyard
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comes to his
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own garden
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and to his
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own fig tree
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looking for
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fruit and he
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finds none
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and then we
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learn that it's
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actually been
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three years
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in a row
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that the owner
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has been
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patiently waiting
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for this tree
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to bear fruit
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and still
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none.
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Surely
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the time
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has come
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to cut
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this tree
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down
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and plant
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something else
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in its place
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to make room
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for a more
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productive tree.
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But the
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vinedresser,
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the gardener
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comes and
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says,
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let's give
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it one
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more year.
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we'll dig
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around it
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so water
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can get
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down to
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the roots,
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we'll
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fertilize
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it.
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And so
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together
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the owner
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and the
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vinedresser
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agree they'll
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extend one
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more year
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to this
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barren fig
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tree.
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And you see
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Jesus'
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point.
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Right now
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God is
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making a
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time for
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us.
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He would
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be fully
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within his
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rights to
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call us
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to account
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right now.
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And yet
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God
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still
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makes
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time.
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The
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apostle
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Peter writes
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this in
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his second
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letter.
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He says,
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God is
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patient
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towards you,
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not wishing
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that any
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should perish,
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but that
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all should
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reach
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repentance.
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patience.
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And this
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patience of
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God means
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that there's
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hope.
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The parable
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Jesus tells
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here holds
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out the
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possibility
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of fruit
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bearing,
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holds out
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the possibility
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of becoming
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a vibrant
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tree when
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before there's
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been nothing
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but a history
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of barrenness.
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There's hope
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that even if
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a life has
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been lived
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utterly
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fruitlessly
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to this
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moment,
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while God
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makes time,
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there's still
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hope for
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the about
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face of
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repentance
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and for
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the new
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spiritual
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life and
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vitality
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that God
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gives with
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repentance.
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In other
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words,
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your past
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does not
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need to
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determine
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your future
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with God.
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There is a
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gardener
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who has
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done a
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costly work
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on your
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behalf so
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that you
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might come
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alive.
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You know,
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in this
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story,
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the owner
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of the
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vineyard
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and the
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vine dresser
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of this
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parable,
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they make
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a costly
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decision,
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don't they?
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They make a
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costly decision
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to work
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and to dig
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up the soil
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around the
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tree,
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to spend
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time caring
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for this
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tree,
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to fertilize
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it,
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and perhaps
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even more,
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they absorb
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the cost
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of allowing
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this fruitless
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tree to
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remain
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and use
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up the
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ground
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when another
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more profitable
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tree could
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be put in
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its place.
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It was a
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costly decision
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for the owner
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and the
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vine dresser
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to make
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time for
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this barren
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fig tree.
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But friends,
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how much
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more costly
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was a
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decision
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made
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between God
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the Father
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and God
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the Son
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to make
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time for
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us.
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At the
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end of
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Jesus'
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journey to
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Jerusalem,
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he would
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be faced
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by the
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most
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barren
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tree
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imaginable,
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a Roman
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cross.
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And rather
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than turn
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away,
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Jesus
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identified
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fully with
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us.
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By being
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nailed to
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the cross,
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Jesus would
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literally take
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the place
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of the
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fruitless
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and
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unrepentant.
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Do you
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see it
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there?
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That
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utterly
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stripped
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down
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piece
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of
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wood
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and
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Jesus
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allowing
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himself
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to be
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pinned
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there
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in the
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place
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of the
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fruitless
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and
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unrepentant
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to
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literally
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take
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our
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place,
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to be
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cut
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down,
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to
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undergo
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the
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perishing
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we
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deserve
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so that
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you and
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I
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would
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never
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have
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to
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Jesus
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faced
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God's
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judgment
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for us
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so that
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we might
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receive
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God's
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favor.
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Through
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the
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cross,
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God
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has made
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time
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in the
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most
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costly
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way
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so that
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everyone
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who
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repents
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and
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trusts in
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Christ
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can receive
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pardon
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and new
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life.
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But the
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second observation
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from this
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parable is
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this,
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God has
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made
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time
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but the
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time won't
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be forever.
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The
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parable
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ends with
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another
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year being
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given to
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the fig
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tree but
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if the
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year ends
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and there's
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still no
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fruit that
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will be the
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end.
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The
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time of
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God's
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mercy,
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the
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opportunity
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to turn,
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to repent,
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to receive
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Christ as
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king,
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this time
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for you
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and for
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me,
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it won't
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extend
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forever,
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Jesus
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says.
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Friends,
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Jesus is
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warning us
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not to
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presume on
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God's
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mercy and
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patience.
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Our
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end could
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come at
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any moment.
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Life is
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fleeting and
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fragile.
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There are no
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guarantees that
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you or I will
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live out even
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this year.
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Does that
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sound a bit
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morbid to
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you?
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And yet,
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what good
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does it do
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to live in
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denial of
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the fact?
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If you had
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a medical
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condition that
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threatened to
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take your
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life, you
-
would want
-
to know,
-
right?
-
So you
-
could get
-
your affairs
-
in order
-
before it
-
was too
-
late.
-
Jesus is
-
the great
-
physician and
-
he's telling
-
us that our
-
spiritual
-
condition is
-
just the
-
same.
-
Sin will
-
result in
-
spiritual
-
death.
-
But if
-
we turn
-
to him,
-
if we turn
-
to Christ,
-
we can be
-
made right
-
with God,
-
our debt
-
can be
-
forgiven,
-
and we
-
can actually
-
face death
-
and judgment
-
with confidence.
-
Friends,
-
there's time.
-
God's made
-
time for you.
-
But Jesus
-
is very clear
-
that time
-
is not going
-
to extend
-
forever.
-
The third
-
observation to
-
make about
-
this parable
-
is that it's
-
open-ended.
-
Jesus doesn't
-
tell us
-
whether the
-
fig tree
-
bears fruit
-
or not,
-
does he?
-
And that's
-
intentional,
-
you see.
-
The parable
-
is meant
-
to challenge
-
us.
-
Jesus is
-
trying to
-
exhort us,
-
to persuade
-
us.
-
He's trying
-
to press
-
home the
-
question,
-
what will
-
you do?
-
The owner
-
has made
-
time for
-
you.
-
That time
-
will not
-
last forever.
-
How will
-
you respond?
-
the parable
-
is a bit
-
of a
-
cliffhanger,
-
isn't it?
-
How will
-
you respond?
-
Will you
-
acknowledge
-
that as
-
Jesus says,
-
you too
-
need to
-
repent?
-
Perhaps
-
you're a
-
person of
-
high moral
-
ideals.
-
Perhaps
-
you're here
-
and you're
-
a person
-
of another
-
faith
-
altogether.
-
Maybe the
-
idea of
-
repentance
-
hasn't
-
seriously
-
crossed
-
your
-
mind
-
before
-
now.
-
Maybe
-
you've
-
never
-
felt
-
the
-
need.
-
But for
-
just a
-
moment,
-
friend,
-
consider
-
the
-
cross
-
of
-
Jesus.
-
The
-
cross
-
of
-
Jesus
-
demonstrates
-
both
-
the
-
unbelievable
-
love
-
of God
-
and the
-
terrible
-
sinfulness
-
of sin.
-
The
-
cross
-
demonstrates
-
the
-
love
-
of
-
God
-
because
-
Jesus
-
was
-
willing
-
and
-
glad
-
to
-
come
-
and
-
die
-
for
-
you.
-
But
-
the
-
cross
-
also
-
demonstrates
-
the
-
sinfulness
-
of our
-
sin.
-
Jesus
-
had to
-
die
-
in order
-
for our
-
sin
-
to be
-
forgiven.
-
If
-
there
-
was any
-
other
-
way
-
to be
-
reconciled
-
to
-
God,
-
if
-
there
-
was any
-
other
-
path
-
that could
-
be
-
tread,
-
if
-
there
-
was
-
any
-
other
-
way
-
through
-
the
-
dilemma,
-
why
-
on
-
earth
-
would
-
Jesus
-
die
-
if
-
there
-
was
-
some
-
other
-
way?
-
Why
-
would
-
God
-
send
-
his
-
son
-
in
-
this
-
way?
-
Surely
-
we
-
must
-
need
-
a
-
radical
-
redemption
-
only
-
Jesus
-
can
-
give
-
and
-
that's
-
why
-
Jesus
-
tells
-
everyone
-
to
-
repent
-
and
-
trust
-
in
-
him.
-
But
-
what
-
about
-
you
-
if
-
you're
-
a
-
long
-
time
-
church
-
attender?
-
Maybe
-
you've
-
been
-
coming
-
to
-
Trinity
-
for
-
some
-
length
-
of
-
time
-
and
-
if
-
so
-
you've
-
probably
-
heard
-
most
-
of
-
what
-
this
-
passage
-
has
-
to
-
say
-
along
-
the
-
way.
-
If
-
you've
-
been
-
coming
-
to
-
Trinity
-
maybe
-
you've
-
grown
-
up
-
here
-
maybe
-
this
-
is
-
your
-
church
-
where
-
you've
-
been
-
coming
-
your
-
whole
-
life
-
maybe
-
you've
-
been
-
coming
-
here
-
ever
-
since
-
you
-
moved
-
to
-
town
-
maybe
-
you
-
come
-
because
-
your
-
spouse
-
or
-
your
-
friend
-
keeps
-
dragging
-
you
-
along
-
you've
-
heard
-
the
-
gospel
-
of
-
Jesus
-
preached
-
you've
-
heard
-
the
-
good
-
news
-
of
-
forgiveness
-
of
-
sins
-
and
-
new
-
life
-
to
-
all
-
who
-
repent
-
and
-
trust
-
in
-
Christ
-
but
-
let
-
me
-
ask
-
you
-
friend
-
have
-
you
-
actually
-
repented
-
have
-
you
-
made
-
the
-
decisive
-
turn
-
or
-
do
-
you
-
just
-
come
-
and
-
participate
-
in the
-
service
-
and
-
make
-
friends
-
over
-
coffee
-
maybe
-
even
-
serve
-
in a
-
ministry
-
all
-
those
-
things
-
are
-
good
-
things
-
but
-
it's
-
possible
-
to
-
do
-
all
-
that
-
and
-
still
-
not
-
repent
-
repentance
-
is a
-
surrendering
-
of the
-
whole
-
heart
-
to
-
Christ
-
do
-
you
-
sit
-
week
-
after
-
week
-
under
-
God's
-
word
-
without
-
any
-
real
-
turning
-
to
-
him
-
do
-
you
-
see
-
any
-
fruit
-
any
-
evidence
-
of
-
repentance
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
what
-
does
-
fruit
-
of
-
repentance
-
look
-
like
-
here's
-
how
-
J.C.
-
Ryle
-
described
-
it
-
he
-
said
-
real
-
repentance
-
starts
-
to
-
look
-
like
-
this
-
it
-
begins
-
with
-
a
-
knowledge
-
of
-
sin
-
you
-
see
-
it
-
you
-
acknowledge
-
it
-
and
-
it
-
goes
-
on
-
to
-
sorrow
-
for
-
sin
-
you
-
grieve
-
it
-
it
-
leads
-
to
-
confession
-
of
-
sin
-
before
-
God
-
you
-
start
-
to
-
admit
-
it
-
and
-
call
-
out
-
to
-
God
-
for
-
forgiveness
-
but
-
then
-
it
-
starts
-
to
-
bear
-
other
-
fruit
-
it
-
starts
-
to
-
show
-
itself
-
before
-
others
-
by
-
a
-
thorough
-
breaking
-
off
-
from
-
sin
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
not
-
just
-
has
-
your
-
mind
-
changed
-
your
-
heart
-
changed
-
but
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
change
-
your
-
life
-
too
-
it
-
leads
-
to
-
a
-
new
-
direction
-
and
-
it
-
results
-
in
-
producing
-
a
-
habit
-
of
-
deep
-
distaste
-
for
-
all
-
sin
-
it
-
loses
-
the
-
savor
-
that
-
it
-
once
-
had
-
and
-
above
-
all
-
repentance
-
is
-
inseparably
-
connected
-
Ryle
-
says
-
with
-
a
-
lively
-
faith
-
in
-
the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
it's
-
a
-
turning
-
from
-
one
-
thing
-
unto
-
him
-
has
-
repentance
-
begun
-
to
-
produce
-
that
-
sort
-
of
-
fruit
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
has
-
the
-
about
-
face
-
from
-
self
-
to
-
God
-
the
-
surrender
-
of
-
your
-
whole
-
self
-
to
-
him
-
begun
-
to
-
look
-
like
-
that
-
there's
-
a
-
difference
-
you know
-
between
-
merely
-
professing
-
Christ
-
and
-
really
-
possessing
-
Christ
-
if
-
you've
-
been
-
coming
-
to
-
church
-
for
-
some
-
time
-
can
-
you
-
say
-
you
-
really
-
possess
-
him
-
maybe
-
so
-
maybe
-
by
-
God's
-
grace
-
you
-
can
-
point
-
to
-
the
-
fruit
-
of
-
repentance
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
for
-
many
-
of
-
you
-
here
-
I
-
know
-
that's
-
true
-
and
-
if
-
that
-
is
-
true
-
in
-
your
-
own
-
life
-
then
-
Christian
-
thank
-
God
-
for
-
it
-
and
-
go
-
on
-
repenting
-
to
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
your
-
earthly
-
life
-
perhaps
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
greatest
-
signs
-
that
-
repentance
-
is
-
starting
-
to
-
take
-
root
-
is
-
that
-
you
-
realize
-
how
-
much
-
you
-
always
-
needed
-
that
-
you're
-
never
-
exempt
-
even
-
if
-
you've
-
been
-
a
-
genuine
-
Christian
-
for
-
a
-
long
-
time
-
friends
-
our
-
repentance
-
will
-
continue
-
all
-
the
-
way
-
into
-
glory
-
when
-
finally
-
we're
-
made
-
new
-
in the
-
very
-
presence
-
of
-
our
-
triune
-
God
-
but
-
responding
-
to
-
Jesus'
-
parable
-
doesn't
-
just mean
-
acknowledging
-
our need
-
to
-
repent
-
it
-
means
-
seeing
-
our
-
need
-
to
-
repent
-
now
-
to
-
really
-
feel
-
the
-
urgency
-
of
-
it
-
do
-
you
-
remember
-
that
-
scene
-
from
-
the
-
screw
-
tape
-
letters
-
if
-
you're
-
a
-
CS
-
Lewis
-
fan
-
early
-
on
-
I
-
think
-
the
-
main
-
character
-
is
-
sitting
-
in
-
the
-
library
-
I
-
imagine
-
him
-
sitting
-
in
-
the
-
in
-
the
-
Bodleian
-
in
-
Oxford
-
staring
-
up
-
maybe
-
he's
-
in
-
Radcliffe
-
camera
-
sort
-
of
-
admiring
-
the
-
glass
-
window
-
and
-
suddenly
-
has
-
this
-
thought
-
oh
-
my
-
goodness
-
God
-
is
-
real
-
and
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
get
-
right
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
it
-
strikes
-
the
-
main
-
character
-
as
-
the
-
most
-
important
-
question
-
in
-
the
-
universe
-
but
-
then
-
he
-
gets
-
hungry
-
and
-
he
-
has
-
to
-
go
-
get
-
something
-
to
-
eat
-
by
-
the
-
time
-
he
-
makes
-
it
-
out
-
to
-
the
-
street
-
and
-
sees
-
the
-
bus
-
is
-
going
-
by
-
and
-
sees
-
the
-
new
-
books
-
he
-
wants
-
to
-
buy
-
oh
-
he's
-
on
-
to
-
something
-
else
-
but
-
friends
-
do you
-
see
-
the
-
urgency
-
of
-
repentance
-
why
-
would
-
you
-
wait
-
it's
-
a very
-
foolish
-
thing
-
to put
-
it
-
off
-
you
-
know
-
some
-
people
-
think
-
that
-
they'll
-
have
-
their
-
fun
-
now
-
and
-
then
-
when
-
they're
-
old
-
they'll
-
come
-
to
-
terms
-
with
-
God
-
but
-
that
-
is
-
a
-
very
-
foolish
-
agenda
-
friends
-
after
-
all
-
what
-
makes
-
you
-
think
-
that
-
in
-
old
-
age
-
you'll
-
have
-
any
-
desire
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
terms
-
with
-
God
-
and
-
what
-
guarantee
-
do
-
you
-
have
-
that
-
God
-
will
-
allow
-
you
-
to
-
tarry
-
that
-
long
-
and
-
moreover
-
don't
-
you
-
see
-
that
-
a
-
life
-
lived
-
for
-
God
-
in
-
Christ
-
is
-
where
-
your
-
deepest
-
purpose
-
and
-
joy
-
is
-
found
-
repentance
-
is a
-
transformation
-
from
-
death
-
to
-
life
-
from
-
sleeping
-
to
-
waking
-
from
-
captivity
-
to
-
freedom
-
from
-
the
-
dangerous
-
rocks
-
of the
-
cliff
-
ridden
-
shore
-
to the
-
open
-
seas
-
of
-
God's
-
kingdom
-
repentance
-
isn't
-
a
-
turning
-
into
-
some
-
sort
-
of
-
dark
-
alley
-
and
-
biding
-
our
-
time
-
it's
-
stepping
-
out
-
into
-
the
-
light
-
and
-
finding
-
the
-
real
-
reason
-
for
-
which
-
we
-
were
-
made
-
communion
-
with
-
God
-
and
-
a
-
life
-
lived
-
as
-
a
-
part
-
of
-
his
-
loving
-
redemptive
-
liberating
-
reign
-
in the
-
world
-
why
-
on earth
-
would you
-
want to
-
wait
-
are there
-
questions or
-
doubts you
-
still have
-
about
-
Christianity
-
maybe that's
-
what's
-
holding you
-
back
-
then
-
explore
-
them
-
without
-
delay
-
the
-
stakes
-
are
-
too
-
high
-
to
-
keep
-
putting
-
those
-
questions
-
off
-
and
-
maybe
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
consider
-
whether
-
some
-
of
-
your
-
doubts
-
and
-
questions
-
might
-
better
-
be
-
explored
-
inside
-
the
-
faith
-
rather
-
than
-
outside
-
of
-
it
-
you
-
know
-
you
-
can
-
learn
-
how
-
a
-
bike
-
a bicycle
-
works
-
by
-
riding
-
it
-
just
-
as
-
well
-
as
-
by
-
studying
-
it
-
some
-
questions
-
about
-
Christianity
-
may be
-
better
-
answered
-
in a
-
living
-
relationship
-
with
-
Christ
-
than
-
far
-
apart
-
from
-
him
-
maybe
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
take
-
a
-
step
-
and
-
keep
-
exploring
-
that
-
way
-
but maybe
-
it's not
-
the questions
-
or doubts
-
maybe it's
-
the cost
-
of following
-
Jesus that
-
causes you
-
to delay
-
perhaps the
-
idea of
-
transferring
-
your allegiance
-
to Christ
-
makes it
-
seem like
-
the very
-
thought of
-
that seems
-
like you'd
-
lose
-
just too
-
much
-
friends
-
reputation
-
pursuits
-
maybe
-
maybe you
-
feel like
-
you'd
-
lose
-
a
-
key
-
part
-
of
-
your
-
very
-
identity
-
in
-
giving
-
your
-
life
-
over
-
to
-
Christ
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and
-
transferring
-
yourself
-
to
-
him
-
the
-
cost
-
seems
-
too
-
high
-
but
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if that's
-
true
-
for you
-
friend
-
remember
-
all that
-
Christ
-
has done
-
for
-
you
-
if
-
he
-
gave
-
up
-
his
-
own
-
life
-
if
-
he
-
climbed
-
the
-
barren
-
tree
-
for
-
you
-
then
-
nothing
-
we
-
lose
-
for
-
him
-
will
-
compare
-
to
-
what
-
we
-
stand
-
to
-
gain
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God
-
has
-
made
-
time
-
for
-
you
-
his
-
kindness
-
is
-
meant
-
to
-
lead
-
you
-
to
-
repentance
-
don't
-
delay
-
let's
-
pray
-
why don't
-
we
-
take a
-
few
-
moments
-
in
-
the
-
quiet
-
of
-
this
-
moment
-
together
-
just
-
to
-
reflect
-
silently
-
on
-
what
-
God
-
may
-
have
-
been
-
speaking
-
to
-
our
-
hearts
-
this
-
morning
-
for
-
some
-
of
-
us
-
this
-
morning
-
it's
-
a good
-
opportunity
-
to give
-
quiet
-
thanks
-
in
-
our
-
heart
-
that
-
our
-
eyes
-
have
-
indeed
-
been
-
opened
-
and
-
God
-
has
-
granted
-
us
-
the
-
gift
-
of
-
repentance
-
would you
-
thank him
-
this
-
morning
-
if that's
-
you
-
for
-
some
-
of us
-
there's
-
still
-
things
-
we're
-
grappling
-
with
-
as we
-
consider
-
the
-
claims
-
of
-
Christ
-
I
-
wonder
-
this
-
morning
-
if you
-
would
-
ask
-
God
-
to help
-
give
-
you
-
wisdom
-
and
-
clarity
-
on
-
some
-
of
-
those
-
questions
-
God's
-
a
-
speaking
-
God
-
Jesus
-
says to
-
ask
-
and seek
-
and knock
-
and it
-
will be
-
opened
-
to
-
us
-
would
-
you
-
ask him
-
this
-
morning
-
I
-
wonder
-
if
-
some
-
of
-
us
-
are
-
ready
-
to
-
make
-
the
-
decisive
-
turn
-
that
-
Jesus
-
talks
-
about
-
in
-
this
-
passage
-
if
-
that's
-
you
-
maybe
-
you
-
could
-
pray
-
something
-
along
-
these
-
lines
-
father
-
I
-
see
-
that
-
I'm
-
more
-
flawed
-
and
-
I'm
-
more
-
sinful
-
than
-
I
-
ever
-
dared
-
believe
-
but
-
I
-
also
-
see
-
that
-
I'm
-
even
-
more
-
loved
-
and
-
more
-
accepted
-
than
-
I
-
ever
-
dared
-
hope
-
father
-
I
-
turn
-
from
-
my
-
old
-
life
-
of
-
living
-
for
-
myself
-
I
-
have
-
nothing
-
in
-
my
-
record
-
to
-
merit
-
your
-
approval
-
but
-
now
-
I
-
rest
-
in
-
what
-
Jesus
-
did
-
and
-
ask
-
to
-
be
-
accepted
-
into
-
God's
-
family
-
into
-
your
-
family
-
father
-
for
-
his
-
sake
-
if
-
you
-
can
-
make
-
that
-
prayer
-
your
-
own
-
this
-
morning
-
would
-
you
-
tell
-
someone
-
after
-
the
-
service
-
maybe
-
the
-
friend
-
you
-
came
-
with
-
you
-
can
-
talk
-
to
-
me
-
afterwards
-
take
-
a
-
step
-
of
-
being
-
known
-
as
-
a
-
follower
-
of
-
Jesus
-
father
-
we
-
pray
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
take
-
all
-
that
-
we've
-
heard
-
this
-
morning
-
you
-
would
-
seal
-
it
-
into
-
our
-
hearts
-
and
-
above
-
all
-
Lord
-
we
-
pray
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
give
-
us
-
a
-
deep
-
gladness
-
in
-
Christ
-
who
-
has
-
opened
-
the
-
door
-
of
-
repentance
-
for
-
us
-
so
-
that
-
all
-
might
-
go
-
in
-
Jesus
-
we
-
give
-
you
-
praise
-
and
-
glory
-
this
-
morning
-
for
-
the
-
great
-
Savior
-
and
-
Lord
-
that
-
you
-
are
-
and
-
we
-
surrender
-
our
-
lives
-
to
-
you
-
amen
-
well
-
friends
-
one of
-
the
-
first
-
public
-
steps
-
that
-
we
-
take
-
when
-
we've
-
committed
-
our
-
lives
-
to
-
Christ
-
is
-
to
-
make
-
a
-
public
-
profession
-
of
-
faith
-
in
-
baptism
-
baptism
-
is
-
a
-
symbol
-
of
-
our
-
union
-
kingdom
-
kingdom
-
the
-
organization
-
to
-
Creator
-
is
-
responsible
-
to
-
our
-
empel
-
that
-
has
-
our
-
가족
-
in
-
this
-
entering
-
place
-
and
-
another
-
going
-
next
-
to
-
your
-
example
-
is
-
opening
-
this
-
morning