Sermon
The Course of the Disciple
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Well, good morning, team.
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Last time we considered together the call of Christ to Simon, to put out into the deep
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how it came to him, what Simon needed to overcome to answer it, and what came of it.
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And this morning we want to take up the course that this calling sets us upon.
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What is its nature?
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What is the shape of the path which shapes us as disciples?
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And likely it's true at all times, but it seems dramatically true in our own time that
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we are in need of a refresher as to our course as disciples.
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Let's recognize right out of the gate, it's really hard to stay on course in our calling.
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To put it another way, it is not an easy task faithfully to fulfill Christ's charge to be
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in the world, but not of it.
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There is such a natural inveterate tendency, I certainly find it in myself, chameleon-like,
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to take on the color of my context, to conform to my surroundings, to assimilate the character
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of my setting.
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Now it's not typically deliberate or even conscious on my part.
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I'm going to absorb a worldly perspective.
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I'm going to contract a worldly character.
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Here I go.
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No, it's more like swimming around in the ocean.
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I wonder if you've done this.
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And discovering that unwittingly I have been taken quite a ways down the beach by the current.
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But, Paul likens it to taking on the shape of the world's mold.
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Like jello conforming to the shape of the bowl.
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Don't let the world squeeze you into its mold, he exhorts in Romans 12.
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And it happens to all of us.
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And it was happening to the young Corinthian church.
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Even on the fundamental issue of what it means to be Christ's disciple,
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their culture had tugged the Corinthians quite a ways down the beach.
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And Paul writes to help them find their way back to their towels.
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Reminding them what it means to follow Christ.
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And I find that I am just as much in need of such a reminder as the Corinthians were.
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So our question for this morning, and of our text,
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is what does it mean to follow Christ in terms of the course that it puts us on?
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And I want to answer this critical question by turning to a text in 2 Corinthians.
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2 Corinthians 4, and I'll be picking up in verse 7.
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So if you have your Bibles, you might want to turn there.
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I'll try to tether my remarks to the text.
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Let me read the passage for us.
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So 2 Corinthians 4, beginning in verse 7.
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But we have this treasure in jars of clay
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to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us.
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We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed.
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Perplexed, but not driven to despair.
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Persecuted, but not forsaken.
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Struck down, but not destroyed.
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Always carrying in the body the death of Jesus,
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so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies.
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For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake,
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so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh.
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So death works, is at work in us, but life in you.
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Since we have the same spirit of faith, according to what has been written,
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I believed, and so I spoke.
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We also believe, and so we also speak,
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knowing that he who raised our Lord Jesus
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will raise us also with Jesus
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and bring us with you into his presence.
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For it is all for your sake,
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so that as grace extends to more and more people,
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it may increase thanksgiving to the glory of God.
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So, we do not lose heart.
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Though our outer self is wasting away,
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our inner self is being renewed day by day.
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For this light, momentary affliction
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is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory
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beyond all comparison.
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As we look not to the things that are seen,
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but to the things that are unseen.
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For the things that are seen are transient,
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but the things that are unseen are eternal.
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Let's pray.
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Father, we thank you for your word,
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your living word, Jesus Christ,
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and how he is presented to us in your written word,
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the scriptures here open before us.
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And thank you that in searching them out to find Christ,
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you have not left us to our own devices,
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but has given us the very spirit of Christ
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in dwelling within us,
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to illuminate Christ himself,
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and make him shine before us,
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that we might be transformed increasingly into his image,
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to your great delight and glory.
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In Jesus' name.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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So, what is the calling of the disciple?
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Well, leaping right in,
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I want to assert
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that it is first
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a call
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to experience death.
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A call to experience death.
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And this may sound jarring,
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perhaps exaggerated,
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somewhat extreme,
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but I assure you
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it is no attempt at rhetorical inflation.
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It is rather,
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it seems,
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the frank testimony of the apostle.
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Take a look at it with me.
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As he states in verse 11,
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here we're in 2 Corinthians chapter 4,
2 Corinthians 4 chapter mention
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okay,
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that's there at verse 11.
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He writes,
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for we who live,
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that is we who have been made spiritually alive
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by Christ through the gospel,
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for we who live,
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have we been made spiritually alive?
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Then this refers to us,
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okay?
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For we who live
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are constantly
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being delivered over to death
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for Jesus' sake.
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Neither is this experience of death
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a fluke
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or a random matter.
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doesn't just happen to be the case,
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coincidentally.
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No, it's by design
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and none other than
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divine design.
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Notice
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what theologians call
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or exegetes call
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the divine passive.
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Being delivered.
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Being delivered.
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Indicated that it is,
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indicating that it is God
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who actually
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delivers us
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over
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to death.
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death.
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So this is God's game plan
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for the disciple.
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The sovereignly appointed path
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for the follower of Christ.
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What is this
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death
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to which the disciple
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is being
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delivered
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to?
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Well,
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notice
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that it is something
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that transpires
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constantly.
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Again,
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verse 11.
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This death
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is always
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happening
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to the disciple.
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Indeed,
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to underscore
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the ongoing nature
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of this experience
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of death,
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Paul elucidates
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verse 10
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there
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with a word
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that conveys
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the notion
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of a perpetual
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process.
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Now,
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not all translations
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reflect this,
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but we would better
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have
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dying.
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Better reflects
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the Greek here.
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Dying
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as distinct
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from simply
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death.
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Caring about
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in the body
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the dying
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of Jesus.
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And again,
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worth marking
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always,
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always.
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Not occasionally
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or under extreme
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circumstances,
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rather always.
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So,
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the disciple
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carries about
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in the body
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the dying
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of Jesus.
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Have you
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tended to think
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of your life
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in those terms?
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So,
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what do you do
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if someone asks you?
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I carry around
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in my body
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the dying
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of Jesus.
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Well,
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what does it
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mean?
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What does it
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mean?
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Well,
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what was
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the dying
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of Jesus?
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Jesus?
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Well,
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not simply
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his death
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upon the cross,
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though that was
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surely the culmination
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of it.
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Rather,
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it was
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the whole
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sweep of
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his life
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from Galilee
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to Galgotha
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with
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Gethsemane
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summing it up.
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Not
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my will,
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but
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thine.
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the dying
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of Jesus
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was the
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unrelieved
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dying
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to self,
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the utter
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and unbroken
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submission
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of his
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will
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to that
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of the
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Father,
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and the
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unabating
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effect
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upon body
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and soul
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of that
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unwavering
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devotion.
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the hunger,
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the thirst,
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the weariness,
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the homelessness,
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the abandonment,
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the betrayal,
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the false
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accusations,
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the flung
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taunts,
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the torn
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flesh,
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and the
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cry of
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dereliction
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from the
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cross.
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The
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dying
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of Jesus
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was all
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that it
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cost him
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to stay
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the course
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of the
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will of
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the
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Father
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to
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and
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through
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the
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bitter
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end.
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What
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then
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is it
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for the
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disciple
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to carry
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about in
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the body
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the
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dying
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of
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Jesus?
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It is
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the same
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unrelieved
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dying
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to self
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to stay
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the course
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of the
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Father's
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will
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and all
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the cost
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to body
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and soul
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of never
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wavering.
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It is
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as it
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was for
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Jesus,
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a martyrdom
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not confined
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to the hour
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of death,
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but lifelong
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of spending
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and being
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spent,
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as Paul writes
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in 2 Corinthians
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12,
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of pouring
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oneself out
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as a
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sacrifice,
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Philippians
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2.
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I die
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daily,
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says Paul,
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1 Corinthians
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15.
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So the
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shape
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of
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discipleship
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is
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daily
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dying,
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the
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steady
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cost
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of
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staying
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the
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course.
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life.
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But
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dying
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in
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the
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interest
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of
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what?
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Embracing
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the
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steady
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cost
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of
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staying
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which
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course?
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Well,
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verse 12
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gives us
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the answer.
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You see it?
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So death
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works in
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us,
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but life
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in you.
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The death
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that is
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working out
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in Paul's
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life
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has the
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correlate
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of life
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working in
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the
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Corinthians.
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Well,
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how is this
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so?
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Well,
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the suffering
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that Paul
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has endured
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has been
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the hardship
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of body
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and soul
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required to
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deliver,
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to declare,
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and to
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display the
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gospel
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to the
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Corinthians,
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which has
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brought them
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new life
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in Christ.
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So death
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works in
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me,
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says Paul,
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but life
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in you.
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Spiritual
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life for
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the
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Corinthians
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has had
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its cost.
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It has
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cost the
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apostle
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the pouring
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out of
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his life.
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concretely,
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to take
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a quick
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tally,
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as he
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does in
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chapter 11,
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it has
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cost
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beatings
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times
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without
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number,
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thrice
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39 lashes,
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being stoned
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and shipwrecked,
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dangers
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from rivers,
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robbers,
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and rogues,
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sleepless
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nights,
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hunger,
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thirst,
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cold,
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and exposure.
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And that's
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simply to
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mention the
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physical
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side of
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the cost,
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the more
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harrowing
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actually being
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the emotional
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burden.
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But as he
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urged his
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disciple
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Timothy,
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I endure
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all things
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for the
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sake of
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those who
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are chosen,
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that they
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may obtain
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the salvation
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which is in
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Christ Jesus,
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and with it
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eternal glory.
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2 Timothy
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2.10.
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Or as he
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states in our
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passage,
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verse 15,
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for all
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things are
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for your
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sakes.
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The suffering
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is simply
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the cost,
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as he puts it
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again in
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verse 15,
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of grace
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spreading
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to more
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and more
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people.
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And there is
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often
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great cost
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involved
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in this
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great cause.
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As Jesus
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would put it,
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unless a grain
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of wheat
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falls to the
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ground
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and dies,
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it remains
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alone.
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But if it
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dies,
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it bears
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much fruit.
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so,
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the dying
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that marks
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the path
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of the
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disciple,
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the suffering
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Paul is
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talking about
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here,
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has here
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an accent
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that falls
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upon a
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specific
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suffering.
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suffering.
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We might
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aptly call it
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missional
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sufferings,
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for it is
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the suffering
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sustained in
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the work of
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witness.
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To carry
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about in
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our bodies
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the dying
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of Jesus
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here
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involves
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the
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mortification
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of
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mission.
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It is
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the pain
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and travail
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of making
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Christ
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known.
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It is
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a call
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to endure
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in that
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endeavor.
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Now,
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I believe
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that the
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affliction
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the disciple
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is called
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to endure
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is broader,
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okay,
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broader
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than that
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suffered in
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bearing witness
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to Christ,
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faithfully
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seeking to
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bear his
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image.
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But this
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is the
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part that
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the disciple
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focuses upon
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here.
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So let's
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for a moment
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stick to
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this passage
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and this
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accent.
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At times,
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Paul uses
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what is
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almost a
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technical
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term for
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this
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missional
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suffering
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as he
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does in
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chapter 1
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verse 5
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of this
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book,
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2 Corinthians,
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where he
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writes,
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the sufferings
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of Christ
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or the
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Messiah
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are
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ours in
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abundance.
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Now,
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this notion
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of the
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sufferings
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of the
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Messiah
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or the
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messianic
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woes,
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as some
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call it,
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distilled
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from the
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Old Testament
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prophets,
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Isaiah,
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Jeremiah,
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Hosea,
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and Micah,
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and developed
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by Jewish
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teaching,
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held that
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the triumphal
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messianic
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age to
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come would
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be preceded
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by woes
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or intense
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suffering,
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akin to the
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birth pangs
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of a woman
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in labor.
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this
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suffering,
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and here's
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the interesting
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thing,
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this suffering,
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the messianic
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woes,
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would be
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endured
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not by
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the Messiah
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himself,
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but rather
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born by
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those
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associated
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with him.
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And the
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New Testament
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writers took
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this up,
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a suffering
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intense,
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but of
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fixed duration
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and even
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a fixed
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quantity,
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that would
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be the
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lot of
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Messiah's
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people,
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Christ's
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disciples.
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And they
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held that
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Christ's
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death and
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resurrection,
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his ascension,
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and then his
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gifts of the
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Spirit from
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his ascended
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right hand of
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the Father
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had inaugurated,
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had begun,
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the messianic
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age.
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And his
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people,
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living now in
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the last
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days,
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were called
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to endure
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tribulation
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in fulfillment
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of the
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scriptures and
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in fulfillment
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of Jesus'
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own words
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until the
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full measure
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of this
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appointed
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suffering was
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complete
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and Christ
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returned.
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So against
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this conceptual
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backdrop,
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we understand
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what Paul
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means when
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he tells
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the
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Colossians,
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Colossians 1
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24,
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I do
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my share
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of filling
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up what
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is lacking
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in Christ's
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afflictions,
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or the
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Messiah's
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afflictions.
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He is
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speaking of
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these sufferings
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of the
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Messiah.
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And notice,
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fill up,
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which implies
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there is a
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fixed amount,
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a fixed
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measure of
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intense
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suffering that
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must be
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endured by
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Christ's
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disciples
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before he
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returns.
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What is
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this sum
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of suffering
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to be
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endured?
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Well,
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it is the
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sum of
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what it
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will cost
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to deliver,
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declare,
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and display
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the gospel
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through the
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ends of the
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earth,
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both near
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and far.
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As Jesus
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had told
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his disciples,
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the gospel
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of the
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kingdom
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shall be
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preached in
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the whole
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world for
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a witness
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to all
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nations,
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and then
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the end
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shall come.
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And as
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Paul explains
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again to
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the Colossians,
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I fill
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up what
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is lacking
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in Christ's
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sufferings,
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verse 24,
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by filling
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up,
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or fully
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carrying out,
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same word,
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the preaching
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of the
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gospel,
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verse 25.
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You see,
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as disciples,
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we enter
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into a
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partnership
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in suffering
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with our
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master.
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And that's
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indeed what
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fellowship
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means.
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It means
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partnership
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in a
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cause.
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The cause
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is redemption.
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and the
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disciple
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partners
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with the
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master
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in paying
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the cost.
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Both
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Christ
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and his
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disciple
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suffer
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to reconcile
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the world
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to God,
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to bring
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many sons
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and daughters
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to glory.
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Now,
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let me be
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very careful
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here,
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because I
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don't want
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anyone to
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misunderstand.
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We suffer
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in the
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same
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cause
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as the
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Savior,
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but our
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suffering is
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not of the
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same character.
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The
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suffering
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that our
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Lord endured
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to bring
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many to
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glory,
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none but
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he could
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bear.
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He must
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tread the
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winepress
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alone.
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He alone
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took the
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cup of
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the
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Father's
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wrath.
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His
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sufferings
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were
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propitiatory.
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The
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disciples
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simply
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propagatory.
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His
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the
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cost
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of
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atoning,
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ours
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is but
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the
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cost
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of
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announcing.
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His
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the
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procuring
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of a
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great
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salvation.
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Ours
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merely
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the
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proclaiming
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and
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parading
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that
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great
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salvation
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to the
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ends
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of the
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earth.
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And
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yet,
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though ours
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is the
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much
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smaller
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part,
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our
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part
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too
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bears
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a very
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real
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cost.
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And
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so
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fundamental
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is the
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disciples'
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call to
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take it
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up,
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that Paul
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can unpack
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what it
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means to
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know
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Christ
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as
-
having
-
fellowship
-
in his
-
sufferings.
-
That I
-
might
-
know
-
him
-
Christ,
-
he writes
-
in
-
Philippians
-
3.10.
-
That is
-
the
-
fellowship
-
of his
-
sufferings.
-
This,
-
then,
-
is the
-
call of
-
the
-
disciple.
-
The
-
call
-
to
-
partnership
-
in
-
Christ's
-
sufferings.
-
The
-
call to
-
take up
-
a share
-
of the
-
messianic
-
woes.
-
The
-
painful
-
birth
-
pains
-
that are
-
bringing
-
his
-
return
-
through
-
helping
-
fully
-
to
-
carry
-
out
-
our
-
gospel
-
mission.
-
Now,
-
of course,
-
this
-
mortification
-
of
-
mission
-
is not
-
confined
-
to the
-
shores
-
and
-
sands
-
of
-
distant
-
lands.
-
We
-
shouldn't
-
just get
-
that
-
impression.
-
We
-
ought
-
not
-
to
-
think
-
that
-
missional
-
suffering
-
is only
-
about
-
exposure
-
to
-
malaria,
-
snake
-
bite,
-
and
-
akka
-
spears,
-
eating
-
strange
-
foods,
-
and
-
learning
-
hard
-
languages.
-
No.
-
enduring
-
in the
-
endeavor
-
of
-
gospel
-
witness
-
can
-
find
-
equal
-
expression
-
in
-
New
-
Haven,
-
as in
-
the
-
New
-
Hebrides
-
or New
-
Guinea,
-
among
-
our
-
neighbors
-
at
-
hand
-
as
-
much
-
as
-
among
-
the
-
strangers
-
across
-
the
-
sea.
-
Gospel
-
grace
-
needs
-
to
-
spread
-
not
-
only
-
to
-
the
-
next
-
continent,
-
but
-
also
-
next
-
door.
-
And
-
faithfulness
-
in
-
witness
-
at
-
home,
-
right
-
here
-
where
-
we
-
are,
-
has
-
a
-
price
-
that
-
needs
-
to
-
be
-
paid.
-
Even
-
if it's
-
only
-
in
-
terms
-
of
-
some
-
time
-
we
-
would
-
have
-
been
-
inclined
-
to
-
spend
-
to
-
ourselves
-
an
-
extra
-
effort
-
to
-
care
-
and
-
in
-
prayer.
-
more.
-
And
-
the
-
mission
-
is
-
not
-
merely
-
to
-
spread
-
grace
-
to
-
more
-
and
-
more
-
people,
-
but
-
also
-
and
-
equally
-
to
-
spread
-
grace
-
through
-
people
-
more
-
and
-
more.
-
It
-
strives
-
to bring
-
the
-
gospel
-
to
-
bear
-
intensively,
-
not
-
simply
-
extensively,
-
okay,
-
to reach
-
not only
-
every
-
person
-
for
-
Christ,
-
certainly
-
that,
-
but also
-
the
-
whole
-
person.
-
And
-
indeed
-
to
-
pervade
-
not
-
merely
-
all
-
nations,
-
but
-
also
-
all
-
human
-
thought
-
and
-
culture.
-
As
-
Kuyper
-
loved
-
to
-
pronounce,
-
there
-
is not
-
one
-
square
-
inch
-
in
-
the
-
whole
-
domain
-
of
-
our
-
human
-
existence
-
over
-
which
-
Christ,
-
who
-
is
-
sovereign
-
over
-
all,
-
does
-
not
-
cry,
-
mine,
-
mine.
-
Christ's
-
kingdom
-
must be
-
expressed
-
everywhere.
-
Art,
-
music,
-
science,
-
law,
-
politics,
-
medicine,
-
urban
-
planning,
-
recreation,
-
all of
-
these things.
-
And this
-
vital truth
-
is communicated
-
in verse
-
15 of
-
our passage
-
where we
-
discover
-
that the
-
phrase
-
typically
-
translated
-
grace
-
spreading
-
to
-
more
-
and more
-
doesn't
-
quite
-
capture
-
the
-
full
-
meaning
-
which
-
should
-
include
-
the
-
notion
-
of
-
grace
-
being
-
multiplied
-
through
-
many.
-
Thus,
-
the idea
-
is that
-
through the
-
disciples'
-
suffering,
-
grace
-
is abounding
-
in depth
-
as well
-
as in
-
extent.
-
we are
-
all called
-
to take
-
up the
-
cost
-
of what
-
it takes
-
not only
-
that grace
-
get to
-
others
-
but also
-
that grace
-
might grow
-
through
-
others.
-
I have
-
on my
-
desk
-
Botticelli's
-
depiction
-
of
-
Augustine
-
in his
-
study
-
and he
-
sits there
-
pen ready
-
his eyes
-
are closed
-
in
-
concentration
-
his brow
-
is furled
-
in thoughtfulness
-
and beneath
-
his desk
-
are a
-
score of
-
crumpled up
-
pieces of
-
paper
-
it's my
-
favorite bit
-
the discarded
-
products
-
of the
-
gestation
-
of his
-
laboring
-
mind.
-
Well this
-
too
-
for some
-
of you
-
scholars
-
this too
-
is caring
-
about in
-
the body
-
the dying
-
of Jesus
-
the mortification
-
of mission
-
the careful
-
thought to
-
clarify truth
-
to articulate
-
it.
-
So
-
the call
-
of the
-
disciple
-
is a
-
call
-
to come
-
and to
-
die
-
to
-
experience
-
body
-
and soul
-
as the
-
theater of
-
an ongoing
-
death
-
the cost
-
of the
-
grace of
-
the gospel
-
spreading
-
deep and
-
wide
-
until Christ
-
returns
-
suffering
-
and
-
ongoing
-
dying
-
is
-
fundamental
-
to the
-
path
-
of the
-
disciple.
-
But there
-
is another
-
theme
-
to the
-
passage
-
critical
-
to complete
-
the picture
-
for the
-
call of
-
the
-
disciple
-
is
-
simultaneously
-
and
-
paradoxically
-
a call
-
to
-
experience
-
life.
-
A call
-
to
-
experience
-
life.
-
Paul
-
has told
-
us
-
that his
-
dying
-
has produced
-
life in
-
the
-
Corinthians
-
so
-
death
-
works
-
in us
-
but
-
life
-
in
-
you.
-
But
-
this
-
is not
-
the only
-
place
-
that the
-
dying
-
produces
-
life.
-
The
-
caring
-
about
-
of the
-
dying
-
of
-
Jesus
-
also
-
produces
-
life
-
in
-
the
-
disciple.
-
Verse
-
10
-
Caring
-
about
-
the
-
dying
-
of
-
Jesus
-
that
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
also
-
may
-
be
-
manifested
-
in
-
our
-
body.
-
Again
-
this
-
death
-
life
-
dynamic
-
is
-
God's
-
design
-
for
-
the
-
disciple.
-
Verse
-
11
-
God
-
is
-
the
-
one
-
that
-
delivers
-
over
-
into
-
death
-
in
-
order
-
that
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
might
-
be
-
manifested
-
in
-
our
-
mortal
-
flesh.
-
So
-
just
-
as
-
the
-
great
-
work
-
of
-
the
-
spirit
-
was
-
the
-
incarnation
-
the
-
exhibition
-
of
-
Jesus
-
on
-
this
-
earth
-
so
-
the
-
continuation
-
of
-
the
-
spirit's
-
great
-
work
-
is
-
the
-
further
-
exhibition
-
of
-
Jesus
-
in
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
the
-
disciple.
-
How
-
does
-
the
-
spirit
-
manifest
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
in
-
the
-
disciple?
-
By
-
sustaining
-
the
-
dying
-
of
-
Jesus
-
in
-
the
-
disciple.
-
When
-
the
-
disciple
-
answers
-
the
-
call
-
to
-
come
-
and
-
to
-
die,
-
when
-
she
-
takes
-
up
-
the
-
cross
-
and
-
begins
-
to
-
carry
-
about
-
in
-
her
-
body
-
the
-
dying
-
of
-
Jesus,
-
when
-
he,
-
the
-
disciple,
-
enters
-
into
-
the
-
fellowship
-
of
-
Christ's
-
sufferings.
-
So
-
costly
-
is
-
the
-
path
-
when
-
followed
-
faithfully,
-
so
-
full
-
of
-
affliction
-
and
-
challenge
-
that
-
sober-minded
-
assessment
-
would put
-
it beyond
-
our
-
powers
-
to
-
endure.
-
We
-
would
-
falter.
-
we
-
would
-
shrink
-
back.
-
We
-
would
-
fall
-
never
-
to
-
rise.
-
But
-
it
-
is
-
precisely
-
here
-
that
-
the
-
Spirit
-
pours
-
out
-
the
-
treasure
-
of
-
the
-
Christ
-
life
-
into
-
our
-
earthen
-
vessels.
-
Verse
-
seven.
-
That
-
we
-
might
-
endure
-
to
-
stay
-
the
-
course.
-
That
-
we
-
might
-
not
-
falter
-
or
-
shrink
-
back.
-
That
-
we
-
might
-
not
-
fall
-
never
-
to
-
rise.
-
The
-
Spirit
-
infuses
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
Christ
-
so
-
that
-
verses
-
eight
-
and
-
nine
-
though
-
afflicted
-
in
-
every
-
way
-
we
-
are
-
yet
-
not
-
crushed
-
though
-
perplexed
-
we're
-
not
-
despairing
-
though
-
persecuted
-
not
-
forsaken
-
though
-
struck
-
down
-
not
-
destroyed.
-
The
-
Spirit
-
is
-
poured
-
out
-
to
-
sustain
-
the
-
disciple
-
in
-
the
-
cause.
-
The
-
Spirit
-
does
-
not
-
save
-
the
-
disciple
-
from
-
suffering
-
he
-
sustains
-
her
-
in
-
it.
-
And
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
does
-
so
-
by
-
manifesting
-
in
-
the
-
disciple
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus.
-
A
-
life
-
of
-
constant
-
mission
-
driven
-
mortification.
-
As
-
verse
-
16
-
expresses
-
that
-
death
-
life
-
dynamic
-
though
-
our
-
outer
-
self
-
is
-
decaying
-
yet
-
our
-
inner
-
self
-
is
-
being
-
renewed
-
day
-
by
-
day.
-
But
-
this
-
daily
-
renewal
-
is
-
more
-
than
-
simply
-
strengthening
-
us
-
to
-
sustain
-
the
-
costly
-
path
-
of
-
discipleship.
-
This
-
renewal
-
is
-
also
-
the
-
inward
-
transforming
-
of the
-
disciple
-
to
-
embrace
-
more
-
fully
-
this
-
path
-
of
-
self
-
giving
-
for the
-
gospel.
-
so
-
it's
-
not
-
just
-
giving
-
strength
-
for
-
the
-
path
-
but
-
bending
-
her
-
more
-
to
-
that
-
path.
-
The
-
background
-
and
-
explanation
-
for
-
this
-
inner
-
renewal
-
by
-
the
-
spirit
-
that's
-
here
-
in
-
verse
-
16
-
is
-
supplied
-
in the
-
previous
-
chapter
-
chapter 3
-
verse
-
18.
-
But we
-
all
-
Paul
-
writes
-
with
-
unveiled
-
face
-
beholding
-
as in
-
a mirror
-
the glory
-
of the
-
Lord
-
are being
-
transformed
-
into
-
the same
-
image.
-
The
-
spirit's
-
inner
-
work
-
upon
-
the
-
disciple
-
is a
-
transforming
-
work
-
transforming
-
into
-
the
-
divine
-
image.
-
Now
-
when we
-
hear
-
image
-
we ought
-
to
-
think
-
back
-
to
-
Genesis
-
and
-
the
-
debacle
-
of
-
Adam
-
in
-
the
-
garden
-
made
-
in
-
God's
-
image
-
ironically
-
in an
-
attempt
-
to be
-
more
-
like
-
God
-
you
-
remember
-
he
-
abused
-
and
-
marred
-
God's
-
image
-
he
-
became
-
less
-
like
-
God
-
through
-
self
-
grasping
-
in
-
contrast
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
is
-
the
-
perfect
-
image
-
of
-
God
-
Jesus
-
who
-
did
-
not
-
use
-
the
-
image
-
of
-
God
-
for
-
self
-
grasping
-
you
-
remember
-
2nd
-
Philippians
-
2
-
but for
-
self
-
emptying
-
self
-
emptying
-
and in
-
this
-
Jesus
-
manifests
-
the
-
image
-
of
-
God
-
fully
-
and we
-
all
-
following
-
Adam
-
are
-
naturally
-
self
-
regarding
-
self
-
grasping
-
but
-
the
-
spirit
-
comes
-
and
-
transforms
-
us
-
from
-
a
-
mockery
-
of
-
the
-
divine
-
image
-
into
-
a
-
manifestation
-
of
-
it
-
to be
-
renewed
-
is to
-
be
-
restored
-
according
-
to the
-
self
-
giving
-
self
-
emptying
-
divine
-
image
-
perfectly
-
exhibited
-
in
-
Jesus
-
so
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
it
-
means
-
for
-
the
-
disciple
-
to
-
have
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
manifested
-
in
-
his
-
body
-
an
-
abandoned
-
self
-
giving
-
in the
-
cause
-
of the
-
gospel
-
so
-
I ask
-
you
-
do
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
know
-
the
-
flow
-
of
-
Christ's
-
spirit
-
then
-
take
-
up
-
the
-
fellowship
-
of
-
his
-
sufferings
-
give
-
yourself
-
away
-
in the
-
cause
-
of the
-
gospel
-
and
-
there
-
you
-
will
-
experience
-
the
-
spirit's
-
powerful
-
working
-
in you
-
rendering
-
gloriously
-
that
-
self
-
giving
-
life
-
of
-
Christ
-
in
-
your
-
mortal
-
flesh
-
so
-
the
-
call
-
of the
-
disciple
-
is the
-
call
-
not only
-
to
-
experience
-
death
-
but it's
-
the call
-
to
-
experience
-
life
-
our
-
body
-
and soul
-
the
-
theater
-
of the
-
constant
-
sustaining
-
up
-
welling
-
of the
-
self
-
emptying
-
self
-
sacrificing
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
poured
-
out in
-
the
-
cause
-
of the
-
gospel
-
finally
-
how is
-
this
-
death
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
to
-
which
-
we
-
are
-
called
-
how is
-
it
-
nurtured
-
in the
-
experience
-
of the
-
disciple
-
how do
-
we
-
continually
-
embrace
-
it
-
well
-
our
-
embracing
-
it
-
starts
-
with
-
conviction
-
that
-
this
-
is
-
indeed
-
our
-
calling
-
this
-
is the
-
life
-
to which
-
we
-
as
-
disciples
-
of
-
Jesus
-
are
-
called
-
this
-
is the
-
life
-
that we're
-
beckoned
-
to
-
verse
-
13
-
but
-
having
-
this
-
same
-
spirit
-
of
-
faith
-
according
-
to
-
what
-
is
-
written
-
I
-
believed
-
therefore
-
I
-
spoke
-
we
-
also
-
believe
-
therefore
-
also
-
we
-
speak
-
so
-
it
-
is
-
out
-
of
-
this
-
depth
-
of
-
conviction
-
this
-
spirit
-
of
-
faith
-
that
-
we
-
launch
-
out
-
into
-
the
-
deep
-
that
-
we
-
wade
-
into
-
the
-
waters
-
of
-
speaking
-
and
-
suffering
-
for
-
Christ
-
we
-
believe
-
therefore
-
we
-
speak
-
what
-
do
-
we
-
believe
-
what
-
are
-
we
-
convinced
-
of
-
that
-
so
-
impels
-
us
-
we
-
know
-
it
-
says
-
we
-
know
-
that
-
our
-
self
-
emptying
-
is
-
in
-
the
-
sovereign
-
hands
-
of
-
God
-
issuing
-
in
-
spiritual
-
life
-
our
-
own
-
he
-
will
-
raise
-
us
-
up
-
verse
-
14
-
and
-
issues
-
in
-
life
-
not
-
only
-
for
-
ourselves
-
but
-
for
-
countless
-
others
-
for
-
whom
-
we
-
have
-
spent
-
ourselves
-
them
-
he
-
will
-
raise
-
up
-
also
-
and
-
present
-
with
-
us
-
verse
-
14
-
because
-
we
-
know
-
that
-
our
-
momentary
-
light
-
affliction
-
is
-
producing
-
for us
-
both
-
in
-
us
-
and
-
all
-
around
-
us
-
an
-
eternal
-
weight
-
of
-
glory
-
beyond
-
all
-
comparison
-
verse
-
17
-
because
-
of
-
this
-
conviction
-
we
-
venture
-
out
-
and
-
we
-
venture
-
all
-
if
-
we
-
believe
-
it
-
we
-
cannot
-
remain
-
silent
-
or
-
still
-
we
-
will
-
launch
-
out
-
into
-
the
-
deep
-
waters
-
so
-
I
-
ask
-
you
-
do
-
you
-
have
-
this
-
conviction
-
is
-
this
-
your
-
world
-
view
-
is
-
this
-
the
-
fabric
-
of
-
your
-
deep
-
belief
-
if
-
so
-
what
-
have
-
you
-
ventured
-
for
-
Christ
-
and
-
his
-
gospel
-
what
-
might
-
you
-
adventure
-
for
-
him
-
where
-
might
-
you
-
launch
-
out
-
into
-
the
-
deep
-
we
-
as
-
disciples
-
of
-
Jesus
-
ought
-
to
-
be
-
giving
-
ourselves
-
away
-
with
-
utmost
-
abandon
-
and
-
not
-
drawback
-
whoever
-
wishes
-
to save
-
his
-
life
-
shall
-
lose
-
it
-
says
-
the
-
master
-
but
-
whoever
-
loses
-
his
-
life
-
for
-
my
-
sake
-
and
-
the
-
gospels
-
shall
-
save
-
it
-
what
-
kingdom
-
exploit
-
what
-
gospel
-
enterprise
-
can
-
you
-
take
-
up
-
that
-
grace
-
may
-
spread
-
to
-
and
-
through
-
more
-
and more
-
to the
-
glory
-
of our
-
king
-
we're
-
in the
-
midst
-
of a
-
great
-
and
-
needy
-
city
-
we
-
rub
-
shoulders
-
with
-
lost
-
people
-
we
-
are
-
in the
-
midst
-
of a
-
culture
-
drifting
-
farther
-
and farther
-
from a
-
knowledge
-
of
-
God
-
will
-
we
-
venture
-
nothing
-
will
-
we
-
not
-
venture
-
all
-
when
-
in the
-
19th
-
century
-
gold
-
was
-
discovered
-
in the
-
interior
-
of
-
Africa
-
the
-
mouth
-
of the
-
Zambezi
-
river
-
began
-
to swarm
-
with
-
prospectors
-
English
-
missionary
-
C.T.
-
Stud
-
lamented
-
how few
-
were willing
-
to endure
-
the challenges
-
of Africa
-
for the
-
gospel's
-
sake
-
when the
-
hope
-
of a
-
handful
-
of gold
-
seemed
-
sufficient
-
to bring
-
men out
-
in droves
-
are
-
gamblers
-
for gold
-
so many
-
he said
-
and gamblers
-
for God
-
so few
-
come on
-
let's
-
venture
-
something
-
for Christ
-
for it
-
is as
-
we launch
-
out
-
that the
-
spirit
-
wrought
-
life
-
of Jesus
-
comes
-
into
-
its own
-
and is
-
gloriously
-
displayed
-
do you
-
want the
-
spirit
-
launch
-
out
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
so
-
we
-
nurture
-
this
-
life
-
of the
-
disciple
-
by
-
launching
-
out
-
the
-
venture
-
but
-
alongside
-
the
-
venture
-
must
-
come
-
the
-
view
-
alongside
-
the
-
launching
-
a
-
looking
-
a
-
looking
-
verse
-
18
-
while we
-
look not
-
at the
-
things
-
which are
-
seen
-
but at
-
the
-
things
-
which are
-
not
-
seen
-
for the
-
things
-
which are
-
seen
-
are
-
temporal
-
but the
-
things
-
which are
-
not
-
seen
-
are
-
eternal
-
the
-
word
-
with
-
which
-
the
-
verse
-
begins
-
might
-
be
-
rendered
-
provided
-
we
-
shall
-
sustain
-
this
-
life
-
of a
-
disciple
-
provided
-
or
-
only
-
as
-
we
-
keep
-
our
-
eyes
-
fixed
-
upon
-
the
-
right
-
things
-
and
-
not
-
fix
-
them
-
upon
-
other
-
things
-
only
-
then
-
shall
-
we
-
endure
-
in the
-
endeavor
-
only
-
then
-
shall
-
we
-
sustain
-
the
-
cost
-
of
-
staying
-
the
-
course
-
what
-
are
-
the
-
things
-
we
-
must
-
not
-
fix
-
our
-
gaze
-
upon
-
the
-
very
-
things
-
we
-
might
-
naturally
-
be
-
inclined
-
to be
-
absorbed
-
with
-
the
-
daily
-
dying
-
and
-
decay
-
the
-
pain
-
the
-
pressure
-
the
-
perplexity
-
the
-
toils
-
the
-
tears
-
the
-
travail
-
we
-
dare
-
not
-
fix
-
our
-
eyes
-
upon
-
the
-
steady
-
cost
-
of
-
staying
-
the
-
course
-
but
-
rather
-
remember
-
that
-
these
-
afflictions
-
that
-
form
-
so much
-
a part
-
of the
-
disciples
-
visible
-
life
-
are
-
but
-
temporary
-
transient
-
ephemeral
-
in the
-
very
-
process
-
of
-
fading
-
away
-
they
-
are
-
the
-
marks
-
of
-
this
-
present
-
passing
-
age
-
and
-
shall
-
soon
-
be
-
no
-
more
-
and
-
since
-
our
-
wasting
-
away
-
is
-
itself
-
fading
-
away
-
it
-
need
-
not
-
receive
-
much
-
attention
-
since
-
jesus
-
shall
-
so
-
soon
-
very
-
soon
-
make
-
all
-
things
-
new
-
and
-
wipe
-
away
-
every
-
tear
-
let's
-
not
-
fret
-
over
-
much
-
over
-
them
-
now
-
and
-
even
-
when
-
this
-
world
-
does
-
its
-
worst
-
remember
-
the
-
master's
-
words
-
in
-
this
-
world
-
you
-
shall
-
have
-
much
-
tribulation
-
matthew
-
adds
-
they
-
may
-
kill
-
you
-
but
-
and
-
isn't
-
it
-
wonderful
-
that
-
the
-
gospel
-
can
-
add
-
this
-
do
-
they
-
may
-
kill
-
you
-
but
-
be
-
of
-
good
-
cheer
-
but
-
be
-
of
-
good
-
cheer
-
I
-
have
-
overcome
-
the
-
world
-
thus
-
Paul
-
has
-
principally
-
in
-
mind
-
here
-
for
-
things
-
seen
-
the
-
sufferings
-
of
-
this
-
world
-
but
-
by
-
extension
-
all
-
that
-
is
-
as
-
part
-
of
-
this
-
present
-
age
-
passing
-
away
-
is
-
no
-
fit
-
object
-
of
-
the
-
disciples
-
gaze
-
worldly
-
wealth
-
honors
-
ecstasies
-
let's
-
not be
-
diverted
-
from our
-
path
-
by such
-
gilded
-
dross
-
and
-
vanishing
-
smoke
-
we
-
who
-
shall
-
so
-
soon
-
be
-
transplanted
-
ought not
-
to root
-
ourselves
-
too
-
firmly
-
in the
-
soil
-
of this
-
age
-
all
-
the
-
trees
-
of this
-
present
-
world
-
are
-
marked
-
for the
-
woodsman's
-
axe
-
let us
-
rather turn
-
our sights
-
elsewhere
-
and resolve
-
to hold
-
in view
-
things
-
unseen
-
what are
-
these unseen
-
things
-
not
-
what is
-
inherently
-
invisible
-
rather
-
presently
-
invisible
-
the
-
things
-
that will
-
need
-
that will
-
indeed
-
be
-
fully
-
visible
-
at the
-
consummation
-
when
-
Christ's
-
kingdom
-
comes
-
but now
-
are only
-
partially
-
so
-
the
-
things
-
that are
-
at home
-
in the
-
coming
-
age
-
seen
-
only
-
now
-
in germ
-
in
-
gestation
-
we
-
cannot
-
yet
-
see
-
the
-
full
-
host
-
around
-
the
-
throne
-
in
-
heaven
-
but
-
they
-
are
-
being
-
gathered
-
even
-
now
-
it
-
has
-
not
-
yet
-
appeared
-
what
-
shall
-
be
-
yet
-
we
-
are
-
now
-
becoming
-
what
-
we
-
shall
-
be
-
forever
-
the
-
unseen
-
things
-
are
-
the
-
glorious
-
and
-
everlasting
-
fruit
-
even
-
now
-
in the
-
bud
-
the
-
blossom
-
and the
-
bloom
-
of the
-
light
-
momentary
-
affliction
-
the
-
glory
-
life
-
that
-
when it
-
comes
-
in
-
noonday
-
splendor
-
will
-
have
-
no
-
end
-
as
-
we
-
set
-
and
-
stay
-
our
-
sight
-
on
-
these
-
things
-
the
-
fruit
-
we
-
shall
-
not
-
faint
-
in
-
the
-
fray
-
our
-
sufferings
-
are
-
but
-
the
-
birth
-
pangs
-
of
-
glory
-
however
-
harrowing
-
and
-
horrible
-
they
-
seem
-
in
-
themselves
-
however
-
unlight
-
or
-
unmomentary
-
they
-
seem
-
to
-
feel
-
at
-
the
-
present
-
in
-
comparison
-
to
-
eternity
-
a
-
whole
-
life
-
of
-
utter
-
self
-
sacrifice
-
will
-
seem
-
like
-
nothing
-
but a
-
sleepless
-
night
-
in
-
a
-
bad
-
motel
-
as
-
an
-
old
-
saint
-
puts
-
it
-
though
-
we
-
have
-
a
-
hard
-
breakfast
-
yet
-
we
-
shall
-
have
-
a
-
very
-
good
-
dinner
-
the
-
future
-
display
-
shall
-
be
-
well
-
worth
-
the
-
present
-
decay
-
so
-
let
-
us
-
resolve
-
to
-
set
-
our
-
sights
-
upon
-
things
-
glorious
-
train
-
our
-
view
-
to
-
look
-
on
-
the
-
things
-
everlasting
-
and
-
so
-
press
-
on
-
toward
-
the
-
upward
-
call
-
of
-
the
-
disciple
-
counting
-
all
-
the
-
cost
-
as
-
but
-
dust
-
in
-
the
-
balance
-
of
-
eternity
-
as
-
David
-
Livingston
-
near
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
his
-
life
-
he
-
a
-
life
-
poured
-
out
-
he
-
confessed
-
anxiety
-
sickness
-
suffering
-
or danger
-
now and
-
then
-
with
-
the
-
foregoing
-
of
-
the
-
common
-
conveniences
-
and
-
comforts
-
of this
-
life
-
may
-
make
-
us
-
pause
-
and
-
cause
-
the
-
spirit
-
to
-
waver
-
and
-
the
-
soul
-
to
-
sink
-
but
-
let
-
this
-
only
-
be
-
for
-
a
-
moment
-
all
-
these
-
are
-
nothing
-
when
-
compared
-
to
-
the
-
glory
-
which
-
shall
-
be
-
revealed
-
in
-
and
-
for
-
us
-
I
-
never
-
made
-
a
-
sacrifice
-
what
-
is
-
the
-
call
-
of
-
the
-
disciple
-
it
-
is
-
a
-
call
-
to
-
experience
-
death
-
to
-
make
-
our
-
body
-
and
-
soul
-
a
-
theater
-
of
-
constant
-
dying
-
for
-
Christ's
-
sake
-
in the
-
gospel
-
and
-
it
-
is
-
simultaneously
-
and
-
paradoxically
-
a call
-
to
-
experience
-
life
-
our
-
body
-
and
-
soul
-
the
-
theater
-
of
-
a
-
continuous
-
sustaining
-
and
-
upwelling
-
of the
-
self
-
emptying
-
self
-
sacrificing
-
life
-
of
-
Jesus
-
how
-
is
-
this
-
sustained
-
the
-
venture
-
in the
-
view
-
the
-
launch
-
and the
-
look
-
by
-
stepping
-
out
-
in
-
gospel
-
exploits
-
and
-
setting
-
our
-
sights
-
upon
-
eternal
-
realities
-
amen
-
well team
-
I've gone
-
a little
-
bit over
-
so I
-
fear
-
we won't
-
have time
-
for questions
-
this time
-
but I
-
will try
-
very hard
-
to allow
-
some time
-
next
-
next
-
time we
-
meet
-
which
-
in which
-
we will
-
be talking
-
about
-
the
-
conflicts
-
of the
-
disciple
-
so
-
we'll
-
see you
-
Lord
-
willing
-
next
-
week
-
do
-
dash
-
upstairs
-
we're a
-
little bit
-
we're a
-
little bit
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late
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and
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sorry
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for
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that
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thank you
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we'll
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call
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we'll
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see you
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here
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at
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ODAR
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100
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I
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like
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showing up
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at
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8
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and I
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was like
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man the
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sign's out
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it's like