Sermon
Hated for Doing Right
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Well, good morning again, church. Our sermon text today is Psalm 69. Let me invite you to go there
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with me. If you're at home, let me encourage you to grab a Bible. If you're here in the sanctuary,
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it's going to be on the screens as well. I'm going to start by reading the first 13 verses of Psalm
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69, and then we'll kind of walk through the rest of the psalm as we go. But before I read the first
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half of the psalm, let me pray for us, and then we'll dive in. Let's pray. Lord Jesus, thank you
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that we can come to you as we are, that we don't need to clean ourselves up or get ourselves right
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before we come to you, because God, you promise that you are the one who can make us right,
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that you're the one who loves us as we are and changes us by your grace into who we need to be.
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And we thank you that it's through your written word that you do that work of sanctifying us,
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changing us, and transforming us more and more into the likeness of your own self, Lord Jesus.
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So, would you in your mercy come and meet with us now as we turn to this psalm? Help us to
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understand it. God, help us to receive it and help us to live it out. We pray this in Jesus' name.
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Father, amen. Psalm 69.
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To the choir master, according to the lilies of David,
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Save me, O God, for the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in deep mire where there's no foothold.
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I've come into deep waters and the flood sweeps over me. I'm weary with my crying out. My throat
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is parched. My eyes grow dim with waiting for my God. More in number than the hairs of my head are
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those who hate me without cause. Mighty are those who would destroy me, those who attack me with lies.
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What I did not steal must I now restore? O God, you know my folly. The wrongs I've done are not
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hidden from you. Let not those who hope in you be put to shame through me, O Lord God of hosts.
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Let not those who seek you be brought to dishonor through me, O God of Israel. For it is for your
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sake that I have borne reproach, that dishonor has covered my face. I've become a stranger to my
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brothers, an alien to my mother's sons. For zeal for your house has consumed me, and the reproaches
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of those who reproach you have fallen on me. When I wept and humbled my soul with fasting,
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it became my reproach. When I made sackcloth my clothing, I became a byword to them. I'm the talk
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of those who sit in the gate, and the drunkards make songs about me. But as for me, my prayer is to
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you, O Lord. At an acceptable time, O God, in the abundance of your steadfast love, answer me
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in your saving faithfulness.
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Well, you know, I think sometimes we can think that the Christian life is a bit like a computer
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program. If we put in the right code, if we put in the right commands, then we sort of get the outcome
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that we want. As long as I do it right, then I get a good result. Or we can think of the Christian
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life kind of like a vending machine. If I put in the money, if I slide my credit card, then the candy
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kind of drops to the bottom, and everything's good. But you know, you don't have to read the Bible for
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long, especially the Psalms, to realize that is not how things work. Sometimes we can do all the right
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things for all the right reasons, and the result is not material blessing and comfort, but rather
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increased trouble and trial. Sometimes our genuine devotion to God, in other words, can lead to just a
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flood of trouble and a flood of hatred, even, from other people. And that's what Psalm 69 is all about.
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In this Psalm, it kind of falls into two broad halves. In the first half of the Psalm, David kind of lays
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out his situation, and then in the second half of the Psalm, he sort of takes that situation to God in
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prayer. So today I want to kind of explore this situation together, and then we'll kind of explore
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that prayer together as well, and see how we can respond when our devotion to God results in hatred
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sometimes from other people. So first, let's look at that situation. In these first 13 verses that we
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just read, David prays, and he just lays out his heart before the Lord. And you know, that just, just
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in and of itself, that is a good example for us. Sometimes when we're feeling so overwhelmed, when we
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feel like we're sinking, the best place to start is to just open our hearts to God in prayer, and just
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express what's welling up in there. The Psalm just starts like a rocket, doesn't it? Save me, God!
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I'm sinking! And sometimes that's where we need to begin. And these opening verses where David says,
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I'm sinking beneath the waves of the flood, he's desperate, but we find out in verse 4 why he's so
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desperate, why he feels like he's sinking. He says, more in number than the hairs of my head are those
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who hate me without cause. And as David keeps on praying, we start to see that the reason why he's so
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hated, the real root of that animosity, that reproach from other people, is actually David's
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sincere devotion to God. Look at verse 8. I become a stranger to my brothers, an alien to my mother's
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sons. Why? For zeal for your house has consumed me, and the reproaches of those who reproach you
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have fallen on me. David says, when I wept and humbled my soul with fasting, it became my reproach.
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When I made sackcloth my clothing, I became a byword to them. I'm the talk of people now.
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You know, drunkards are making songs about me. They're reviling me. So what we see here is that
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David, that people have seen the psalmist, they've seen David's devotion to God, they've seen his humble
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repentance, his sincere heart of worship to God in spirit and truth, and how have they responded?
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With reproach and hatred. So this psalm has a pretty particular focus. It's not just about praying when
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people are out to get you in general. It's about praying when your sincere faith leads to a flood
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of criticism, contempt, mockery, even hatred. So it's good to pause here and say, has that ever happened
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to us? Has that ever happened to you? Has your sincere desire to please God ever made you the subject of
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mockery or contempt? Has it ever gotten you into trouble with other people? David says that even
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some of his own family members have turned against him in verse 8. I'm a stranger to my brothers. I'm an
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alien to my mother's sons. His own brothers have rejected him. And then in verse 12, it's, you know,
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it's not just who he calls the drunkards, the sort of like hoi polloi, everybody out there. It's not just,
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it's not just those people who are mocking him, but he says it's those who sit at the gate.
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And those who sit at the gate in the ancient world, they would have been sort of the leaders
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of the community. They would have been the respected community members who sit at the gate of the city
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to make judicial decisions over things that are happening in the life. They were sort of the ruling
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council. So everyone has turned against David here. Now, you know, as we think about this, you know,
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I'm sure we can think of lots of things about sincere devotion to God. There are lots of elements
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about having a heart sincerely devoted to God that could bring on this sort of alienation
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and contempt from other people. But in this Psalm, David pinpoints something very specific in verses
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10 and 11. Verses 10 and 11, he says, I humbled my soul with fasting. I made sackcloth my clothing.
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What is that describing? What is that reality talking about? Well, those are ways of talking about
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genuine, humble repentance. The mark of genuine spirituality, of real zeal for God
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is humble repentance, a contrite spirit. And David says that humble, contrite spirit,
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walking with repentance towards God, that has made him the target of countless enemies.
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Friends, you see, in the gospel, we admit the biblical message of salvation, what the core message
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of the Bible is about. In that saving message of the Bible, we admit that we are sinners who are saved
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by sheer grace. There's nothing that we can do to make us right with God. We confess that we need a Savior.
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And that confession, that humble confession of repentance, that at the end of the day,
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the fact that we're all sinners, is the most offensive thing about the message of the Bible.
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That we cannot save ourselves, that all our good works are not sufficient,
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that there are no truly good people in the world, that all have sinned and fall short of the glory
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of God. And only those who admit their sin and receive God's rescue and his son will be saved.
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That message, what David is showing us here, is one of the most offensive things
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about true biblical spirituality. Because in our fallen hearts, we just, we recoil against that message,
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don't we? We want to think that my own performance, my own life is good enough for God to owe me favor.
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I want to think that what I have done is the thing that grants me a place in God's favor.
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We are inescapable in our self-justification. We're always going to look to something to then hold up
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and say, God, you have to bless me. I'm good enough now. My good works, my performance, my credentials.
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But the gospel comes in and says, no, you still need a savior. Because whatever it is you're building
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your identity on, it's going to crumble in the end before the perfect wrath and love of God.
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That message is at the heart of the gospel.
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And it is always offensive to our natural human hearts.
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And so, as Paul says
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in 1 Timothy 3.12,
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all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus
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will be persecuted.
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Now,
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this situation that David is laying out here
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that he describes, I think it's both a comfort and it's a challenge to us.
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Before we move on to the prayer,
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let's just pause and think about the situation.
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I think it's both a comfort and it's a challenge.
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It's a comfort because,
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brothers and sisters,
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if you have lost friends,
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or if you've been alienated
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from some of your family relationships,
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or if you've lost your reputation at work
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because of
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your sincere desire
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to please God,
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then Psalm 69
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comes with a word of comfort and says,
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you're not alone.
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You stand
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with a countless
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host of saints
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who've gone before you,
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who have walked that road.
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You're not alone.
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Be comforted.
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Be encouraged.
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But,
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I think we also have to admit
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that this situation's a bit of a challenge to us,
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isn't it?
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You know, this week as I was
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studying Psalm 69,
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I've had to ask myself,
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you know,
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is my own humble heart
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of repentance
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and sincerity for God
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shaping my life so much
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that I experience
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reproach
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at times,
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exclusion,
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like David did?
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Or is my life
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really just
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indistinguishable
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from the world around me?
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Is how I use
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my money?
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Is how I use
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my time?
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Is how I use
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my body
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any different
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from the world around me
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who don't know
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the God of grace?
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You know,
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there are always going to be things
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in the gospel,
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in biblical Christianity
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that will be appealing
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to any culture
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in which it stands.
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But there are also
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going to be things
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that go against
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the grain
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of any culture.
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So we have to ask ourselves,
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we have to take the challenge
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and say,
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am I living in line
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with the truth of the gospel,
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with that humble,
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repentant heart,
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or am I just
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indistinguishable
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from the world around me?
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So there's a challenge
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here for us.
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And it's a challenge
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to renew
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our sincerity
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towards God.
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To say,
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Lord,
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renew
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my passion for you,
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my zeal for you,
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my devotion to you,
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my humble commitment to you.
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So that's the situation
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that David is under here
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and we can often
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relate to it
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and we can take comfort
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and we can take challenge
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from it.
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But starting in verse 13,
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David turns from
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kind of laying out
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the situation
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to now asking God
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to respond.
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He turns from the situation
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to prayer,
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to petition.
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He's not content
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just to lay it out.
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He says,
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okay God,
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now you've got to do
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something about it.
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And there are three
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broad things
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that David's going to pray for
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in the second half
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of Psalm 69.
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First,
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he's going to pray
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a prayer for rescue.
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And second,
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he's going to pray
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a prayer for justice.
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And then third,
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he's going to pray
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a prayer of hope
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and encouragement
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for others.
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So a prayer for rescue,
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a prayer for justice,
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and a prayer of hope
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and encouragement
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for others.
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So first,
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let's look at this
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prayer for rescue.
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We're going to pick up
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in verse 13
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and go to verse 18.
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Let's read that.
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Let me read that for us.
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David says,
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But as for me,
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my prayer is to you,
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O Lord,
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and an acceptable time,
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O God,
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in the abundance
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of your steadfast love.
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Answer me in your
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saving faithfulness.
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Deliver me from sinking
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in the mire.
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Let me be delivered
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from my enemies
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and from the deep waters.
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Let not the flood
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sweep over me
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or the deep swallow me up
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or the pit close
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its mouth over me.
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Answer me,
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O Lord,
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for your steadfast love
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is good.
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According to your
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abundant mercy,
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turn to me.
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Hide not your face
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from your servant,
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for I am in distress.
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Make haste to answer me.
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Draw near to my soul.
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Redeem me.
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Ransom me
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because of my enemies.
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Now,
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when we feel like
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we're sinking
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beneath a flood
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of unjust reproach
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and hatred,
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David's showing us here
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that first
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we have to pray
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for God
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to rescue,
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to deliver.
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I mean,
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I think it would be
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very ironic,
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don't you,
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to try to save ourselves
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when the primaries
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reason we're being
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criticized
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is because we believe
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that we can't
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save ourselves,
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right?
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So rather than
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anxiously plotting
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and planning
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and fretting
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and maneuvering
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when we experience
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unjust pressure
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and attack
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and reproach,
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our first response
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should be to pray
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for God
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to deliver.
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Don't let me sink,
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God.
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Sustain me.
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Hold me up.
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We can bring this
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to God in prayer.
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prayer.
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And David marshals,
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he sort of draws out
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of his experience
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all sorts of words
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and images here
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to talk about God
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rescuing him.
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But note
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where he ends
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in verse 18.
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He says,
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redeem me,
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God.
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Ransom me.
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You know,
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we can often glide
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pretty quickly
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over these
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words.
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You know,
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David takes
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one,
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two,
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three,
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four,
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five,
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six verses here
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to basically say,
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save me,
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God,
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right?
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And we can sometimes
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just kind of glide
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over them.
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But sometimes it's good
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to slow down
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to sort of hit the brakes
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when we get to these
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parts of the Bible
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and really just sort of
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slow down
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and focus in
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on what's being said.
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You know,
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the Bible uses
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all sorts of words
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to describe God's
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saving work.
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There's no one word
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that can capture
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its fullness.
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So sometimes it's good
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to just slow down
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and listen to these words.
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David says,
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redeem me
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and ransom me.
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The language of redeem,
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of redeeming,
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that's the language
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you would use
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when a family member,
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when a near relative
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sees you
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in distress.
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You know,
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in the ancient world
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maybe a famine
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has come through
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and you've lost
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your fields,
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you've had to sell
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your property,
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you've become
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a hired hand,
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your ability
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to get your feet
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under you
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has been lost,
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you're just systemically
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down and out.
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There's no way up.
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Well,
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a redeemer
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is that relative
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who comes,
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sees you in distress,
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they come to your side
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and they buy back
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your land for you
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and they buy back
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your equipment
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and your livestock
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for you
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and they restore it
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to you
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and they put you
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back on your feet again.
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You remember
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the book of Ruth?
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The book of Ruth
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is sort of a great book
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in the Old Testament
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about redeeming,
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about a redeemer.
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Boaz was the redeemer,
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the nearest relative
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of Ruth and Naomi
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when they come back
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to the land of promise
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and they're completely destitute,
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they've lost everything
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and Boaz is the nearest relative
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and he sees them in distress
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and what it means
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for Boaz
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to be a redeemer
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in that moment
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is to marry Ruth the widow
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and rescue
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the family from ruin.
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He binds himself
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to the family
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in marriage
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to redeem them,
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to rescue them.
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Now think about Psalm 69.
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David had lost his friends.
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He'd even lost
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his family relationships.
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Everybody
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was turning against him.
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But he prays to the Lord
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who's his redeemer.
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The Lord is the one
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who sticks closer
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than a brother,
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the one who will not leave us
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destitute or alone,
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the one who will see us
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in our distress
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and restore to us
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what we've lost.
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David says,
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redeem me God.
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Be my redeemer.
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But the Lord
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doesn't just redeem,
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he ransoms.
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David says,
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ransom me,
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oh God.
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Now a ransom
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in the ancient world
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was a payment.
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It was a price
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that you paid
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to set something free
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when it was trapped.
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If you had fallen
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into slavery,
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a ransom could be paid
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to give you
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your freedom again,
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to liberate you.
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Now you see,
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in Psalm 69,
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David is experiencing
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the agonizing realization
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that there is a cost
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for sincere devotion to God.
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There's a cost
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for that.
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But when we pray,
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ransom me,
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oh God,
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because of my enemies,
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we're reminded
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that God
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is willing
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to pay a cost
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for us.
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Ransom me.
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You know,
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when God liberated
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his people
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from slavery in Egypt,
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the great saving act
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in the Old Testament,
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the exodus from Egypt,
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when God liberated
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his people
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from slavery in Egypt,
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what was he doing there?
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He was putting
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his own name
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on the line.
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His reputation
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was now bound up
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forever
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with the fate
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of his people.
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He was willing
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to pay the cost
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with his own name
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to set them free.
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But in the New Testament,
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we see that God
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isn't just willing
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to put his name
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on the line for us.
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God's willing
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to give his own son
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for us.
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God's willing
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to pay the cost
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fully.
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Jesus willingly came
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and ransomed us,
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paid the price
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to set us free.
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And if that is true,
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if we know
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that the God
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of the universe
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has paid the price
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for us,
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if he has ransomed us,
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if God has ransomed us,
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then we know
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that our enemies
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can never really
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destroy us.
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How could our enemies
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sink us
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when God
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is our redeemer,
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when God
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is our ransom?
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No flood
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could ultimately
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shake us.
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No amount
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of torrent
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or torment
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or criticism
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around us
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could shake us
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if we have
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the Lord God
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as our redeemer,
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if we have
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the Lord God
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willing to put
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his own self
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on the line
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for us?
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How could he let us
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sink beneath
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the weight
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of our enemies?
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Never.
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So David's confident
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that at the acceptable
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time,
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in verse 13,
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at the right time,
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in God's
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good timing,
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he will be delivered.
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But after praying
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for rescue,
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David then turns
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to praying
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for justice.
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This is the second
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part of David's prayer,
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a prayer for justice.
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And this is
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verses 19
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through 29.
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Let me read
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19 through 29
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for us.
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David says,
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you know my reproach
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and my shame
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and my dishonor.
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My foes are all
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known to you.
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Reproaches have
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broken my heart
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so that I am
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in despair.
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I looked for pity
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but there was none
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and for comforters
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but I found none.
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They gave me poison
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for food
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and for my thirst
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they gave me sour
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wine to drink.
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Let their own table
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before them
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become a snare.
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When they are at peace
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let it become a trap.
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Let their eyes be darkened
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so they cannot see.
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Make their loins
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tremble continually.
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Pour out your indignation
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upon them
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and let your burning anger
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overtake them.
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May their camp
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become a desolation
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and let no one dwell
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in their tents.
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For they persecute him
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whom you've struck down
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and they recount
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the pain
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of those you've wounded.
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Add to them
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punishment upon punishment.
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May they have
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no acquittal from you.
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Let them be blotted
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out of the book
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of the living.
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Let them not be enrolled
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among the righteous.
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But I am afflicted
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and in pain.
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Let your salvation
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oh God
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set me on high.
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Out of his deep
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anguish
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David prays here
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in these verses
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that God would deal
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with his enemies
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in perfect justice.
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That all the wrong
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that they've done
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he says
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God let it be done
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back to them.
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You know
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you can look through
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these verses
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22 through 28
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and see all the ways
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in which David's
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sort of recounting
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his own experience.
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His own table
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has become a snare.
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His eyes have been darkened.
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He's trembling continually.
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His enemies are always
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saying to him
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throughout the Psalms
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there's no salvation
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for you David.
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You're not going to be
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a part of God's plan.
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And David's just saying
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God
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act in justice.
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Give to my enemies
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what they deserve.
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Now
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how do we make sense
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of a prayer like this?
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It seems pretty harsh
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doesn't it?
-
Well first
-
we have to see
-
that prayers like this
-
in the Psalms
-
and this prayer here
-
in Psalm 69 in particular
-
is an expression
-
of a soul
-
in deep
-
anguish.
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A soul that has
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experienced
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deep
-
deep
-
wrong.
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So
-
before
-
we criticize
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or we dismiss
-
such a prayer
-
you know
-
maybe it's helpful
-
to go back
-
to those moments
-
in our own life
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when perhaps
-
we've tasted a bit
-
of that anguish
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and injustice.
-
And when we go back
-
and we remember
-
those moments
-
in our own life
-
that own bitter
-
anguish
-
you know
-
we can start to realize
-
that the hearts cry
-
for justice
-
the hearts cry
-
for things to be
-
made right
-
that heart cry
-
resounds deeply
-
in the bones
-
of creatures
-
who are made
-
in the image
-
of God
-
and sometimes
-
that anguish
-
it cries out
-
in this kind of form.
-
So this is an expression
-
of a soul
-
in deep anguish
-
crying out to God
-
for real justice.
-
But second
-
notice that the prayer
-
is horizontal
-
it's not vertical
-
and this is what I mean
-
notice that what David
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is praying here
-
is not
-
God
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let me
-
make things right
-
with my enemies
-
let me
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give to them
-
what they gave to me
-
just give me a chance
-
God
-
let me pay them back.
-
It's not what David
-
is praying
-
is it?
-
He's praying a vertical prayer
-
the psalm is saying
-
God
-
you be the judge
-
God
-
you give them
-
what they deserve
-
in other words
-
it's putting God
-
in the place of judgment
-
not me
-
and only when
-
we can pray
-
that prayer
-
vertically
-
only when
-
we can
-
we can pray
-
that prayer vertically
-
can we then respond
-
rightly horizontally
-
because
-
if we don't
-
put God
-
in our own hearts
-
in the rightful seat
-
of judgment
-
without minimizing
-
the wrong
-
without excusing
-
the wrong
-
if we don't
-
sort of lift it up
-
to God
-
and say
-
God
-
you must be
-
the rightful
-
judge here
-
if we don't
-
put God
-
in that place
-
then we will
-
inevitably
-
put ourselves
-
in that place
-
if I don't
-
honestly entrust
-
the judgment
-
to God
-
I'm going to
-
seek retribution
-
or vengeance
-
for myself
-
I'm going to
-
try to balance
-
the scales
-
and it might
-
not be
-
through physical
-
harm
-
but it might
-
be through
-
verbal attack
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or it might
-
be through
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just harboring
-
evil thoughts
-
in my mind
-
about another
-
person
-
but if I
-
take my
-
sense of
-
justice to
-
God
-
if I can
-
settle things
-
vertically
-
then I can
-
respond rightly
-
horizontally
-
then when I
-
respond to
-
my enemies
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I can respond
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with equity
-
or with justice
-
where needs
-
be
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and I can
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even respond
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with forgiveness
-
David prayed
-
this prayer
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from a place
-
of deep
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anguish
-
a place
-
of deep
-
hurt
-
of being
-
deeply
-
wrong
-
and he
-
prayed it
-
to God
-
knowing that
-
God would
-
be the
-
just judge
-
but he
-
also prayed
-
it knowing
-
that God
-
promises to
-
protect his
-
people
-
to stand
-
up for the
-
oppressed
-
the downtrodden
-
the afflicted
-
this is one
-
of the
-
great
-
messages
-
of the
-
Bible
-
that God
-
will protect
-
his people
-
from all
-
harm in
-
the end
-
he prayed
-
this prayer
-
knowing that
-
God sees
-
the afflictions
-
of his
-
people
-
that God
-
knows what
-
it's like
-
do you
-
remember at
-
the end
-
of Exodus
Exodus 2 chapter mention
-
chapter 2
-
where the
-
people are
-
sort of
-
they're sort
-
of languishing
-
in slavery
-
in Egypt
-
and at the
-
end of Exodus
-
2 it
-
says God
-
heard
-
their groanings
-
he saw
-
and God
-
knew
-
David
-
picks up
-
that divine
-
reality in
-
verse 9
-
when he
-
says God
-
you know
-
my reproach
-
you know
-
my shame
-
you know
-
my dishonor
-
God
-
knows
-
my friends
-
how much
-
more can
-
we say
-
that God
-
knows
-
in light
-
of the
-
New Testament
-
knowing that
-
God the
-
Son took
-
our human
-
nature
-
was tested
-
and tried
-
in every
-
way that
-
we are
-
but without
-
sin
-
Jesus
-
lived a
-
life of
-
complete
-
and perfect
-
devotion
-
to the
-
Father
-
and what
-
did
-
Jesus
-
receive
-
as a
-
result
-
of that
-
perfect
-
life
-
of healing
-
and righteousness
-
and goodness
-
and love
-
contempt
-
and hatred
-
and eventually
-
crucifixion
-
you know
-
when David
-
writes
-
they gave
-
me poison
-
for food
-
and for
-
my thirst
-
they gave
-
me sour
-
wine to
-
drink
-
he was
-
speaking
-
metaphorically
-
he was
-
saying
-
look
-
I did
-
good
-
to them
-
and they
-
gave
-
me
-
the
-
worst
-
in
-
return
-
but when
-
Jesus
-
was hanging
-
on the
-
cross
-
the gospel
-
of Matthew
-
tells us
-
that literally
-
they offered
-
him wine
-
to drink
-
mixed with
-
gall
-
mixed with
-
a dull
-
poison
-
to ease
-
his pain
-
Jesus
-
was offered
-
the worst
-
of human
-
enmity
-
and hatred
-
he was
-
truly hated
-
without cause
-
and yet
-
something
-
happens
-
at the
-
cross
-
Jesus
-
the perfect
-
judge
-
prays for
-
his enemies
-
father
-
forgive
-
them
-
now is
-
Jesus
-
overturning
-
or is
-
he kind
-
of contradicting
-
prayers
-
like we
-
have in
-
psalm 69
-
is he
-
saying
-
forget
-
about
-
those
-
prayers
-
now
-
that
-
I've
-
come
-
no
-
he's
-
not
-
Jesus
-
taught
-
again
-
and again
-
that perfect
-
judgment
-
would come
-
that those
-
who refuse
-
to repent
-
will be
-
shut out
-
of the
-
kingdom
-
that they
-
will be
-
blotted
-
out of the
-
book of
-
life
-
Jesus
-
talked
-
more about
-
the reality
-
of judgment
-
than anybody
-
else in
-
the Bible
-
in fact
-
the risen
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
says that
-
he will
-
himself
-
be the
-
judge
-
so
-
Jesus
-
wasn't
-
contradicting
-
the witness
-
of the
-
psalms
-
from the
-
cross
-
he was
-
fulfilling
-
it
-
the
-
judge
-
was
-
standing
-
in
-
the
-
place
-
of
-
the
-
judged
-
so
-
that
-
mercy
-
free
-
of
-
charge
-
could
-
be
-
extended
-
to
-
sinners
-
the
-
love
-
of
-
God
-
took
-
up
-
not
-
only
-
the
-
complaint
-
of
-
the
-
wronged
-
but
-
the
-
wrong
-
of
-
the
-
wrongers
-
to
-
rescue
-
them
-
so
-
today
-
we
-
too
-
can
-
pray
-
for
-
God's
-
judgment
-
and
-
for
-
God's
-
protection
-
for
-
his
-
people
-
we
-
can
-
pour
-
out
-
our
-
hearts
-
to
-
God
-
when
-
we
-
experience
-
hatred
-
without
-
cause
-
but
-
when
-
we
-
do
-
that
-
we're
-
actually
-
letting
-
God
-
be
-
the
-
judge
-
and
-
when
-
we
-
set
-
that
-
straight
-
that
-
allows
-
us
-
then
-
to
-
deal
-
with
-
our
-
enemies
-
with
-
both
-
justice
-
and
-
with
-
mercy
-
as
-
God
-
has
-
dealt
-
with
-
us
-
through
-
the
-
cross
-
in
-
both
-
justice
-
and
-
mercy
-
and
-
that
-
brings
-
us
-
to
-
the
-
third
-
part
-
of
-
David's
-
prayer
-
we've
-
seen
-
his
-
prayer
-
for
-
rescue
-
his
-
prayer
-
for
-
justice
-
and
-
the
-
psalm
-
ends
-
with
-
a
-
prayer
-
of
-
hope
-
of
-
encouragement
-
for
-
others
-
let's
-
pick up
-
with
-
29
-
we'll
-
read
-
to
-
the
-
end
-
and
-
then
-
we'll
-
finish
-
up
-
David
-
says
-
I'm
-
afflicted
-
and
-
in
-
pain
-
let
-
your
-
salvation
-
O God
-
set
-
me
-
on
-
high
-
I
-
will
-
praise
-
the
-
name
-
of
-
God
-
with
-
a
-
song
-
I
-
will
-
magnify
-
him
-
with
-
our
-
prisoners
-
let
-
heaven
-
and
-
earth
-
praise
-
him
-
the
-
seas
-
and
-
everything
-
that
-
moves
-
in
-
them
-
for
-
God
-
will
-
save
-
Zion
-
and
-
build
-
up
-
the
-
cities
-
of
-
Judah
-
and
-
people
-
shall
-
dwell
-
there
-
and
-
possess
-
it
-
the
-
offspring
-
of
-
his
-
servant
-
shall
-
inherit
-
it
-
and
-
those
-
who
-
love
-
his
-
name
-
shall
-
dwell
-
in
-
it
-
you see
-
when
-
David
-
prayed
-
this
-
prayer
-
all of
-
Psalm 69
-
he wasn't
-
just
-
praying
-
as an
-
individual
-
before
-
God
-
he was
-
praying
-
also
-
as
-
the
-
people's
-
king
-
as
-
the
-
people's
-
representative
-
as
-
their
-
head
-
and
-
that
-
means
-
that
-
what
-
was
-
true
-
of
-
him
-
was
-
true
-
of
-
them
-
as
-
their
-
king
-
and
-
that's
-
why
-
earlier
-
in
-
this
-
psalm
-
in
-
verse
-
6
-
David
-
is
-
so
-
concerned
-
that
-
the
-
shame
-
and
-
dishonor
-
he's
-
experiencing
-
for
-
his
-
devotion
-
to
-
God
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
undermine
-
the
-
faithful
-
people
-
as
-
well
-
if
-
they
-
see
-
the
-
king
-
being
-
brought
-
low
-
being
-
riddled
-
down
-
with
-
contempt
-
will
-
they
-
not
-
to
-
be
-
brought
-
low
-
will
-
it
-
not
-
weaken
-
their
-
spiritual
-
devotion
-
to
-
see
-
their
-
king
-
suffer
-
such
-
a
-
cost
-
for
-
his
-
devotion
-
to
-
God
-
David's
-
rightly
-
concerned
-
about
-
the
-
people
-
that
-
they're
-
going
-
to
-
lose
-
heart
-
when
-
they
-
see
-
him
-
experience
-
this
-
kind
-
of
-
attack
-
so
-
that's
-
why
-
the
-
psalm
-
ends
-
with
-
David's
-
not
-
just
-
with
-
David's
-
own
-
personal
-
rescue
-
or
-
David's
-
own
-
you
-
who
-
seek
-
God
-
even
-
when
-
you
-
bear
-
reproach
-
let
-
your
-
hearts
-
revive
-
do
-
not
-
think
-
that
-
these
-
afflictions
-
are
-
the
-
last
-
word
-
no
-
though
-
we
-
are
-
brought
-
low
-
now
-
God
-
will
-
set
-
us
-
on
-
high
-
and
-
we
-
can
-
be
-
so
-
sure
-
of
-
that
-
hope
-
that
-
even
-
now
-
we
-
can
-
praise
-
him
-
and
-
magnify
-
him
-
with
-
thanks
-
giving
-
David's
-
hope
-
and
-
confidence
-
in
-
God's
-
rescue
-
means
-
that
-
the
-
people
-
can
-
have
-
the
-
same
-
hope
-
and
-
confidence
-
as
-
well
-
because
-
what's
-
true
-
of
-
the
-
king
-
if
-
God
-
will
-
rescue
-
his
-
king
-
then
-
God
-
will
-
rescue
-
his
-
people
-
and
-
so
-
the
-
psalm
-
ends
-
with
-
this
-
confident
-
hope
-
that
-
God
-
will
-
save
-
Zion
-
he'll
-
build
-
up
-
the
-
cities
-
of
-
Judah
-
in
-
other
-
words
-
the
-
people
-
of
-
God
-
will
-
one
-
day
-
flourish
-
and
-
get
-
this
-
in
-
their
-
flourishing
-
creation
-
will
-
rejoice
-
heaven
-
and earth
-
will
-
praise
-
God
-
the
-
sea
-
just
-
dragging
-
us
-
forward
-
into
-
the
-
new
-
testament
-
pointing
-
us
-
ahead
-
to
-
the
-
new
-
and
-
better
-
David
-
to
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
crucified
-
and
-
risen
-
if
-
the
-
old
-
testament
-
people
-
of
-
God
-
could
-
have
-
hope
-
when
-
they
-
saw
-
David
-
rescued
-
from
-
his
-
enemies
-
how
-
much
-
more
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
can
-
we
-
have
-
hope
-
now
-
that
-
we
-
see
-
Jesus
-
the
-
king
-
of
-
the
-
universe
-
resurrected
-
and
-
triumphant
-
over
-
sin
-
and
-
death
-
and
-
hell
-
for
-
us
-
what's
-
earlier
-
if
-
the
-
world
-
hated
-
him
-
it
-
will
-
hate
-
us
-
too
-
but
-
the
-
new
-
testament
-
tells
-
us
-
that
-
if
-
we
-
share
-
in
-
his
-
sufferings
-
we
-
will
-
also
-
share
-
in
-
his
-
glory
-
and
-
the
-
whole
-
creation
-
Paul
-
says
-
in
-
Romans
-
8
-
is
-
waiting
-
and
-
groaning
-
with
-
eager
-
longing
-
with
-
bated
-
breath
-
for
-
the
-
children
-
of
-
God
-
to
-
enter
-
into
-
glory
-
to
-
experience
-
the
-
resurrection
-
with
-
Jesus
-
when
-
he
-
returns
-
and
-
when
-
that
-
day
-
happens
-
and
-
so
-
when
-
you
-
are
-
hated
-
without
-
cause
-
because
-
of
-
your
-
sincere
-
devotion
-
to
-
God
-
remember
-
that
-
when
-
you
-
share
-
in
-
his
-
sufferings
-
you
-
will
-
also
-
share
-
in
-
his
-
glory
-
in
-
fact
-
the
-
sufferings
-
of
-
this
-
present
-
time
-
Paul
-
says
-
are
-
not
-
worth
-
comparing
-
with
-
the
-
glory
-
that
-
is
-
revealed
-
to
-
us
-
the
-
new
-
testament
-
will
-
even
-
say
-
that
-
the
-
sufferings
-
now
-
are
-
preparing
-
for
-
us
-
an
-
eternal
-
weight
-
of
-
glory
-
beyond
-
compare
-
if
-
we're
-
willing
-
to
-
pray
-
that
-
sort
-
of
-
prayer
-
of
-
hope
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even
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in
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suffering
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and
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trial
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if
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we
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let
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that
-
hope
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get
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into
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our
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prayers
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and
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we
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start
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to
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praise
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God
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then
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like
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David
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we
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can
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start
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to
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think
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of
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others
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too
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and
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we
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can
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start
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to
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think
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of
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their
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well-being
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even
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when
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we're
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going
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through
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extremely
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difficult
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times
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isn't
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it
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true
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that
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suffering
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and
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affliction
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can
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make
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us
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very
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self
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standard
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we
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just
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worry
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about
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ourselves
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and
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our
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own
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problems
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but
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you
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know
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if
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we
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have
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the
-
hope
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of
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the
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Bible
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if
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we
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have
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the
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hope
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of
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the
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gospel
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even
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when
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we're
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suffering
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we
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can
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care
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for
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others
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and
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encourage
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others
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we
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can
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be
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thinking
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of
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others
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even
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in
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the
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midst
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of
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excruciating
-
trial
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why
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because
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we
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have
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hope
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because
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this
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is
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not
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the
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last
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word
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so
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friends
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when
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our
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devotion
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to
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God
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brings
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a
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flood
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of
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contempt
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and
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even
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hatred
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even
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when
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it
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seems
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like
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we're
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sinking
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with
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nowhere
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to
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stand
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remember
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that
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you
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have
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a
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rescuer
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and
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there
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is
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a
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just
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God
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who
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promises
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to
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protect
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you
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and
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we
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have
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hope
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this
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story
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that
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we
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are
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in
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ends
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like
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Psalm
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69
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it
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ends
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in
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praise
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let's
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pray
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together
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Lord
-
Jesus
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help
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us
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to
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live
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into
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the
-
hope
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of
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this
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Psalm
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help
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us
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not
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to
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be
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afraid
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when
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we
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face
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affliction
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Jesus
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you
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warned
-
us
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that
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we
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would
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be
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hated
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help
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that
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not
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to
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destroy
-
us
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God
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but
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help
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it
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to
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drive
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us
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to
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you
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and
-
Lord
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would
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you
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advance
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your
-
kingdom
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through
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us
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we
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pray
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in
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Jesus
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name
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Amen