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"The Conversion of Paul"

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  1. Good morning, everyone.

  2. In all ages, Christians have found great encouragement

  3. in hearing the testimonies of how other Christians

  4. came to know Christ.

  5. One testimony I frequently call to mind

  6. is that of an early theologian named Justin.

  7. He tells us that he was converted to Christ

  8. because he saw Christian after Christian

  9. being led away to die for the sake of Jesus,

  10. all while staying steadfast in their faith.

  11. And Justin was so amazed, he became a Christian himself.

  12. I frequently remember, too, a certain testimony

  13. of a woman named Nino, a slave woman back in ancient Georgia.

  14. And she converted the royal family of Georgia

  15. through her diligent prayers.

  16. Then there is the testimony of Frumentius.

  17. He was a slave in the royal household of Ethiopia,

  18. but far from becoming embittered against his enslavers,

  19. he shared the gospel with the prince of Ethiopia.

  20. And the prince of Ethiopia believed in the prince of peace,

  21. our dear Jesus.

  22. And from there, the gospel spread to that African country.

  23. I recall, too, a man named Mar-Aba.

  24. He was a zealous persecutor of Christians in ancient Persia.

  25. And one day, after persecuting a Christian,

  26. that Christian forgave him.

  27. And Mar-Aba was stunned.

  28. And he soon became a Christian himself.

  29. Friends, these kinds of testimonies,

  30. they continue in modern times, as you well know.

  31. Richard Wurmbrandt, one of the great heroes

  32. of the 20th century church,

  33. he was a Jewish atheist.

  34. He was highly educated.

  35. But one day, an uneducated farmer

  36. had the audacity to give him a Bible.

  37. Richard had read the Bible many times before,

  38. but this Bible was different,

  39. because as Richard says,

  40. this Bible was given to him in love.

  41. And Richard wept as he read of Jesus,

  42. and he was converted to Christ.

  43. I also often remember the testimony

  44. of a man named Watchman Nee of China.

  45. His mother had recently become a Christian,

  46. and after administering to him

  47. an unjust punishment,

  48. she became convicted of her sin.

  49. She returned and apologized to him.

  50. And Watchman Nee was so amazed

  51. at this Jesus who had transformed his mother

  52. that he became a Christian.

  53. And then he became a leader in the Chinese church.

  54. Nowadays, as you know,

  55. you can often hear testimonies from people

  56. in their own words online.

  57. And unexpectedly, recently,

  58. I encountered one such testimony

  59. when I was listening to the sermons

  60. of Martin Lloyd-Jones,

  61. a famous preacher in the 1950s.

  62. Evidently, a few years back,

  63. an organization had Lloyd-Jones' sermons

  64. digitized and put online.

  65. And when I was browsing through them,

  66. I heard the testimony of the man

  67. who was paid to digitize the sermons.

  68. He was not a Christian,

  69. but they hired him to digitize the sermons anyway,

  70. and a good thing, too,

  71. because by the time he had finished

  72. listening to Lloyd-Jones' sermons,

  73. Lloyd-Jones had led him to Christ.

  74. Sometimes, the online testimonies

  75. that strike you to the heart are anonymous,

  76. and you don't even know who is sharing.

  77. I recall once reading a testimony online

  78. by a woman who said that she became a Christian

  79. in large part because she was working

  80. at a small company which was making job cuts,

  81. and the manager asked all the workers

  82. to vote on who would lose their job.

  83. So they colluded together,

  84. and they all voted for the one Christian

  85. in the office,

  86. and the Christian was let go.

  87. But instead of lashing out,

  88. that Christian threw a goodbye party

  89. and invited all those who had voted against him

  90. and welcomed them joyfully into his home.

  91. And she was amazed.

  92. Friends, there are many things

  93. about these testimonies that encourage us

  94. and that challenge us.

  95. They show the awesome power of the gospel

  96. where people are led to repent of their sins,

  97. to forgive their enemies,

  98. to remain steadfast in the face of death,

  99. to love deeply their neighbors,

  100. to persist in prayer,

  101. and to preach with great conviction.

  102. In fact, Martin Lloyd-Jones,

  103. that famous preacher I mentioned,

  104. after I listened to one of his sermons,

  105. he inspired me to preach this sermon

  106. and to draw material from it.

  107. All the testimonies I've mentioned,

  108. they give different beautiful reasons

  109. for why people convert to Christ.

  110. But in this diversity,

  111. there is one deeper theme

  112. threaded through them all,

  113. and motivating them all.

  114. Despite their differences,

  115. the ultimate reason

  116. why all these people convert to Jesus

  117. is the same.

  118. And in fact, the same reason

  119. is not just present in these testimonies,

  120. but in all testimonies,

  121. including yours and mine.

  122. The ultimate reason

  123. for why we come to Christ

  124. is nothing less than God

  125. stepping into our lives,

  126. God intervening in our hearts

  127. to turn us from our sins

  128. and to welcome us into his kingdom.

  129. And it is the same for everyone, friends.

  130. At the end of the day,

  131. the all-embracing foundational reason

  132. for why we come to Christ

  133. is that God rescued us,

  134. God washed us,

  135. God made us clean,

  136. God forgave us of all our wrongs.

  137. And in his good providence

  138. and in his grace

  139. through his son Jesus,

  140. he restored us.

  141. The foundational reason

  142. why we came to Christ

  143. is not due to us,

  144. but due to God.

  145. And what testimony

  146. can be more encouraging than that?

  147. Friends, with this in mind today,

  148. we read perhaps

  149. the greatest testimony ever given.

  150. We read the testimony

  151. of Saul of Tarsus.

  152. Saul was a murderer.

  153. He persecuted the early church.

  154. He assisted in executing Stephen,

  155. the first Christian martyr.

  156. But then as the Bible says,

  157. Jesus intervened in Saul's life.

  158. He appeared to Saul.

  159. He transformed Saul.

  160. He turned him from Saul of Tarsus

  161. into Paul the apostle.

  162. And Paul went on

  163. to preach the gospel for decades.

  164. And he went on to write

  165. many letters of the New Testament.

  166. And I want to encourage you

  167. this morning

  168. that what Jesus did for Saul,

  169. though he was the worst of sinners,

  170. he also does for you,

  171. though you be the worst of sinners.

  172. In fact, Scripture tells us

  173. that Saul's conversion

  174. is an example for us

  175. to follow and to consider.

  176. Paul explains this himself

  177. in his own words

  178. that we heard earlier this service.

  179. He says in his letter to Timothy,

  180. I received mercy for this reason,

  181. that in me,

  182. as the foremost of sinners,

  183. Jesus Christ might display

  184. his perfect patience

  185. as an example

  186. to those

  187. who are to believe in him

  188. for eternal life.

  189. Scripture itself declares

  190. that Paul's testimony

  191. is an example

  192. for all of us who believe.

  193. So this morning,

  194. we will take Paul's testimony

  195. as this very example

  196. as we look to Christ

  197. and as we walk with him

  198. and as we come to him.

  199. Would you join me in prayer?

  200. Father in heaven,

  201. we come to you humbly

  202. and we ask that your Holy Spirit

  203. would be with us,

  204. would empower us

  205. to hear your words

  206. and to see your face,

  207. to be convicted of our sins,

  208. but to feel your loving embrace

  209. of mercy and forgiveness.

  210. Lord, I pray

  211. that your Spirit

  212. would be heavy upon us

  213. with conviction

  214. and with joy.

  215. And we pray this

  216. in the mighty name of Jesus.

  217. Amen.

  218. Paul's testimony

  219. is so important

  220. that it's repeated

  221. three times in the Bible.

  222. And this morning,

  223. we will focus

  224. on the third time

  225. Paul gives his testimony.

  226. And this is in the book of Acts,

    Acts 26 chapter mention

  227. chapter 26,

  228. which can be found

  229. on page 879

  230. of your pew Bible.

  231. That's 879.

  232. Acts, chapter 26.

    Acts 26 chapter mention

  233. We'll begin in verse 9.

  234. Paul is standing trial

  235. for his faith in Christ,

  236. and he makes his defense

  237. before King Agrippa

  238. in these words.

  239. He says,

  240. in verse 9,

  241. I myself was convinced

  242. that I ought to do many things

  243. in opposing the name

  244. of Jesus of Nazareth,

  245. and I did so in Jerusalem.

  246. I not only locked up

  247. many of the saints in prison

  248. after receiving authority

  249. from the chief priests,

  250. but when they were put to death,

  251. I cast my vote against them.

  252. I punished them often

  253. in all the synagogues

  254. and tried to make them blaspheme.

  255. And in raging fury against them,

  256. I persecuted them

  257. even to foreign cities.

  258. In this connection,

  259. I journeyed to Damascus

  260. with the authority

  261. and commission

  262. of the chief priests.

  263. At midday, O King,

  264. I saw on the way

  265. a light from heaven

  266. brighter than the sun

  267. that shone around me

  268. and those who journeyed with me.

  269. And when we had all fallen

  270. to the ground,

  271. I heard a voice saying to me

  272. in the Hebrew language,

  273. Saul, Saul,

  274. why are you persecuting me?

  275. It is hard for you

  276. to kick against the goads.

  277. And I said,

  278. who are you, Lord?

  279. And the Lord said,

  280. I am Jesus,

  281. whom you are persecuting.

  282. But rise and stand upon your feet.

  283. For I have appeared to you

  284. for this purpose,

  285. to appoint you as a servant

  286. and a witness to the things

  287. in which you have seen me

  288. and to those in which

  289. I will appear to you,

  290. delivering you from your people

  291. and from the Gentiles

  292. to whom I am sending you,

  293. to open their eyes

  294. so that they may turn

  295. from darkness to light

  296. and from the power of Satan

  297. and to God

  298. that they may receive

  299. forgiveness of sins

  300. and a place among those

  301. who are sanctified

  302. by faith in me.

  303. Therefore, O King Agrippa,

  304. I was not disobedient

  305. to the heavenly vision,

  306. but declared first

  307. to those in Damascus

  308. and then in Jerusalem

  309. and throughout all

  310. the region of Judea

  311. and also to the Gentiles

  312. that they should repent

  313. and turn to God,

  314. performing deeds

  315. in keeping with their repentance.

  316. When reading this passage,

  317. most people are immediately

  318. struck by the extraordinary things

  319. that happened to Saul of Tarsus.

  320. But our goal this morning

  321. is not to focus

  322. on the miraculous elements

  323. of the story,

  324. the flash of light,

  325. the appearance of Jesus,

  326. the blinding, the healing.

  327. Don't be distracted

  328. by these things.

  329. Because at bottom,

  330. this story is a story

  331. of the normal Christian conversion.

  332. As I said earlier,

  333. Saul became an example to us

  334. about how we all become Christians

  335. and how even after our conversion,

  336. God again and again

  337. intervenes in our lives

  338. to turn us from our sins,

  339. to welcome us into his kingdom,

  340. to wash us and to make us clean,

  341. and to forgive us of all our wrongs.

  342. This morning,

  343. using Saul as an example,

  344. we will walk through his testimony

  345. and we're going to see

  346. five points or stages,

  347. five moments

  348. that we all go through

  349. in our conversion to Christ.

  350. And I should give you fair warning

  351. that the first three of these

  352. can be hard to hear,

  353. but the last two

  354. are glorious beyond words.

  355. Let's begin with stage one.

  356. Paul says in verse nine,

  357. I myself was convinced

  358. that I ought to do many things

  359. in opposing the name

  360. of Jesus of Nazareth,

  361. and I did so in Jerusalem.

  362. I not only locked up

  363. many of the saints in prison

  364. after receiving authority

  365. from the chief priests,

  366. but then when they were put to death,

  367. I cast my vote against them,

  368. and I punished them often

  369. in all the synagogues

  370. and tried to make them blaspheme,

  371. and in raging fury against them,

  372. I persecuted them

  373. even to foreign cities.

  374. This passage describes

  375. what Paul was like

  376. before his conversion.

  377. Paul puts it this way.

  378. He says that before Jesus met him,

  379. he was trying to do many things

  380. that were in opposition

  381. to the name of Jesus of Nazareth,

  382. and he was trying to do many things.

  383. Now, I know many of you

  384. have never tried to persecute Christians

  385. and murder them

  386. like Saul of Tarsus was doing,

  387. but what is important here

  388. is not precisely what Saul was doing,

  389. but why he was doing it.

  390. He says in verse nine,

  391. I was convinced

  392. that I ought to do many things

  393. in opposing the name of Jesus.

  394. A more literal translation is,

  395. I thought to myself

  396. myself that I had to do many things

  397. hostile to the name of Jesus of Nazareth.

  398. Why was Paul doing

  399. these wicked things in unbelief?

  400. He says he was simply doing

  401. what he thought was best.

  402. He was conducting himself

  403. according to his own estimate

  404. and according to what was good

  405. in his own eyes.

  406. And this is a problem

  407. because it means that

  408. before Saul's conversion,

  409. he was the subject of all things.

  410. God was merely an object

  411. to be manipulated.

  412. Just look at what this quote reveals.

  413. I thought to myself,

  414. I was convinced, Saul says.

  415. Did Saul ask God

  416. what was good?

  417. Was Saul submitting himself

  418. to the will of the Almighty?

  419. No.

  420. I thought to myself, he says.

  421. He came to his own conclusion

  422. about what was good

  423. and what was evil,

  424. what was right

  425. and what was wrong.

  426. He took his course of action

  427. according to what he wanted to do,

  428. not according to what God

  429. wanted him to do.

  430. This is our first point

  431. to consider this morning.

  432. Before we become

  433. a disciple of Christ,

  434. we are all just like Saul was.

  435. We are all self-centered

  436. and self-possessed.

  437. When we are in a state of unbelief,

  438. the world revolves around us.

  439. We are the center of attention.

  440. We do what is right

  441. in our own eyes.

  442. This is how we all were

  443. before Christ.

  444. And this is also

  445. the same struggle we have

  446. when we are backsliding

  447. in our walk with Christ,

  448. when we turn our attention

  449. away from God

  450. and to ourselves.

  451. Then we do not trust in God.

  452. Instead, we trust in ourselves.

  453. We do not look to God

  454. for what we should do.

  455. And instead,

  456. we delight in our own eyes.

  457. For this reason, friends,

  458. we must always ask ourselves,

  459. am I trusting in myself

  460. or am I trusting in God?

  461. And so I ask you,

  462. who is directing your path today?

  463. Are you entrusting yourself to God?

  464. Or are you doing what is right

  465. in your own eyes?

  466. Now, you might say

  467. that you try hard to do good,

  468. that you're very spiritual,

  469. you follow a higher power,

  470. you try to be unselfish,

  471. you follow a particular teaching,

  472. you put your whole life into this,

  473. you do good works.

  474. Yes, perhaps you make mistakes

  475. here and there,

  476. but you're doing your best.

  477. And God can't possibly blame you

  478. for falling short,

  479. especially given how

  480. devotedly spiritual you are.

  481. But Saul of Tarsus,

  482. when he was in a state of unbelief

  483. and self-worship,

  484. he was just as devoted

  485. to spirituality

  486. and to doing what he considered

  487. to be good as any of you.

  488. He tells us,

  489. in his letter to the Galatians,

  490. he says,

  491. you've heard of my former life

  492. in Judaism,

  493. how I persecuted the church

  494. of God violently

  495. and tried to destroy it,

  496. how I was advancing in Judaism

  497. beyond many my own age

  498. among my people.

  499. So extremely zealous was I

  500. for the traditions of my fathers.

  501. But when he who had set me apart

  502. before I was born

  503. and who called me by his grace

  504. was pleased to reveal his son in me

  505. so that I might preach him

  506. among the Gentiles.

  507. Saul was zealous for doing

  508. what he thought was good.

  509. He was zealous for what he thought

  510. was true spirituality.

  511. But in all this,

  512. Saul wasn't trusting in God.

  513. Instead, he was doing

  514. what was right in his own eyes.

  515. And his beliefs and his traditions,

  516. they might have had elements

  517. of truth in them.

  518. In fact, we know that the Judaism

  519. of his day had profound truth,

  520. divinely inspired truth.

  521. But Saul was using these things

  522. to further his own purposes

  523. instead of furthering God's purposes.

  524. And today,

  525. the very same thing happens with us

  526. when we walk in unbelief.

  527. The very same thing happens

  528. when we abandon God

  529. and trust in ourselves.

  530. It happens when we trust

  531. in what we think is good

  532. in our own eyes

  533. and we trust in worldly teachings.

  534. And it can even happen

  535. when we claim to follow

  536. the commands of Christ.

  537. But in reality,

  538. are merely manipulating Christ

  539. for our own ends

  540. and doing what we think is best

  541. on our own terms

  542. and not God's.

  543. This is the first stage

  544. when we are apart from Christ.

  545. We find ourselves

  546. to be worshiping the self.

  547. We're inwardly focused.

  548. We're manipulating God.

  549. And then the second stage

  550. in coming to Christ,

  551. it happens like this.

  552. Paul tells us,

  553. in this connection,

  554. I journeyed to Damascus

  555. with the authority

  556. and commission

  557. of the chief priests.

  558. And at midday,

  559. O King,

  560. I saw on the way

  561. a light from heaven

  562. brighter than the sun

  563. that shone around me

  564. and those who journeyed with me.

  565. And when we had all

  566. fallen to the ground,

  567. I heard a voice saying to me

  568. in the Hebrew language,

  569. Saul, Saul,

  570. why are you persecuting me?

  571. Friends, the next step

  572. in becoming a disciple of Jesus

  573. has very little to do with you

  574. and your effort.

  575. Saul is on the way to Damascus.

  576. He's journeying there

  577. to do something terrible.

  578. He's plotted this beforehand.

  579. He's already murdered.

  580. He has no problem

  581. murdering again.

  582. In that previous passage,

  583. we read,

  584. Saul already told us

  585. what was going on

  586. in his mind.

  587. I thought to myself

  588. I had to do many things

  589. against Jesus of Nazareth.

  590. He was doing everything

  591. on his own terms.

  592. He was the subject

  593. and God was just

  594. the decoration of his world.

  595. And then due to no effort

  596. of his own,

  597. a flash of light

  598. was around him.

  599. He falls to the ground

  600. and a voice cries out,

  601. Saul, Saul.

  602. And all of a sudden

  603. in this second stage,

  604. Saul of Tarsus

  605. begins to realize something.

  606. He begins to realize

  607. that he is not

  608. the subject of all things.

  609. God is the subject.

  610. God is the center

  611. of all things.

  612. Saul is no longer

  613. the focus.

  614. Saul is no longer

  615. doing the talking.

  616. God is addressing him.

  617. The one who created

  618. all the world

  619. is speaking directly

  620. to him.

  621. Saul, Saul.

  622. And the very same thing

  623. happens to us, friends.

  624. When God intervenes

  625. in our lives,

  626. the very same thing

  627. must happen

  628. if we are to become

  629. a disciple of Jesus.

  630. The outward events,

  631. they may not be

  632. so miraculous,

  633. but at root

  634. they are exactly the same.

  635. You have your thoughts,

  636. your beliefs,

  637. your practices,

  638. you do what is right

  639. in your own eyes,

  640. and then suddenly

  641. it might be a certain hour,

  642. a day, a week,

  643. it might be over many months

  644. or even many years,

  645. but the light of Jesus

  646. appears to you.

  647. The light from his face

  648. is blinding.

  649. The power of his presence

  650. forces you to the ground

  651. and he cries out your name,

  652. Saul, Saul.

  653. And suddenly you find

  654. that you are now no longer

  655. the one who is talking,

  656. you are listening.

  657. God is intervening in your life.

  658. Something is being done to you.

  659. Becoming a disciple of Jesus Christ

  660. is not about reforming yourself,

  661. but about God reforming you.

  662. Now you are the object,

  663. God is the subject,

  664. and you start to realize

  665. that most profound

  666. and precious truth

  667. that what really matters

  668. is not what you think of God,

  669. but what God thinks of you.

  670. and he doesn't think very highly

  671. about what you have been doing.

  672. Has Jesus called your name?

  673. Have you been humbled before him?

  674. Or are you still waiting for his power

  675. to come into your life?

  676. If you are waiting,

  677. Scripture declares

  678. that you are waiting

  679. because you still aren't really listening.

  680. For God speaks to all people.

  681. In fact,

  682. Scripture declares

  683. the gospel has already been proclaimed

  684. in many ways to all of us.

  685. He has already spoken to you directly.

  686. He's already come into your life.

  687. In many ways,

  688. he's already appeared to you.

  689. And in this stage,

  690. you realize that you missed it

  691. because at bottom,

  692. you really didn't want to see it.

  693. The same thing, in fact,

  694. happened to Saul of Tarsus.

  695. This was not the first time

  696. Jesus had appeared to Saul.

  697. In fact,

  698. this is not the first time

  699. Jesus had appeared to Saul

  700. in the book of Acts.

  701. We see all this clearly

  702. displayed several chapters earlier

  703. in chapter 7 of the book of Acts

  704. during the story

  705. of the stoning of Stephen.

  706. If we turn there in verse 54,

  707. Luke says this.

  708. He says,

  709. When they had heard Stephen

  710. say these things,

  711. they were enraged

  712. and they ground their teeth at Stephen.

  713. But he,

  714. full of the Holy Spirit,

  715. he gazed into heaven

  716. and he saw the glory of God.

  717. And he saw Jesus

  718. standing at the right hand of God.

  719. And he said,

  720. Behold,

  721. I see the heavens opened

  722. and the Son of Man

  723. standing at the right hand of God.

  724. But they cried out

  725. with a loud voice.

  726. They stopped their ears

  727. and they rushed together at him.

  728. And then they cast him

  729. out of the city

  730. and they stoned him.

  731. And the witnesses

  732. laid down their garments

  733. at the feet of a young man

  734. named Saul.

  735. And as they were stoning Stephen,

  736. he called out,

  737. Lord Jesus,

  738. receive my spirit.

  739. And falling to his knees,

  740. he cried out again,

  741. Lord, do not hold this sin against them.

  742. And when he had said this,

  743. he fell asleep.

  744. Well, there it is.

  745. Jesus appeared to Stephen

  746. and Saul was right there.

  747. And Saul didn't see Jesus

  748. because Saul was too busy

  749. thinking about all the things

  750. that he should do against Jesus.

  751. Saul didn't hear Jesus

  752. because Scripture says

  753. he stopped his ears.

  754. Saul was too caught up

  755. in his sin to notice.

  756. He was too full of himself.

  757. He was not really listening

  758. and he was not really looking.

  759. My brothers and sisters,

  760. all these points I'm making

  761. about Saul of Tarsus

  762. and his conversion

  763. may be interesting

  764. from a historical point of view,

  765. but they won't help you at all

  766. unless you answer this question.

  767. Are you listening

  768. for the voice of Jesus?

  769. Are you looking for his face?

  770. How many times has he appeared

  771. to you already

  772. and you missed him?

  773. How often has he called your name

  774. and you did not hear

  775. because you were not listening

  776. because you were so focused

  777. on yourself and your sins?

  778. He stands at the door and knocks.

  779. Will you let him in?

  780. Friends, we've seen two stages thus far

  781. when we are converted to Christ.

  782. First, we're in unbelief

  783. and self-worship.

  784. And secondly,

  785. God begins to intervene

  786. in our lives

  787. and we begin to realize

  788. that he is what matters,

  789. not us.

  790. And then if you're ready,

  791. the third stage

  792. in coming to Christ

  793. proceeds like this.

  794. When Jesus appeared

  795. and he cried out,

  796. Saul, Saul,

  797. why are you persecuting me?

  798. Then in verse 15

  799. of Acts chapter 26,

    Acts 26 chapter mention

  800. Saul replies,

  801. who are you,

  802. Lord?

  803. And the Lord said,

  804. I am Jesus

  805. whom you are persecuting.

  806. In this third stage,

  807. Saul begins to realize

  808. that what he has been doing

  809. is very wrong.

  810. The third step

  811. in our conversion

  812. is the conviction

  813. of our sins.

  814. we see that all we've done

  815. in our lives

  816. have been tainted,

  817. have been self-centered

  818. and self-absorbed.

  819. It's been wicked and evil.

  820. And more than that,

  821. we begin to realize

  822. that all of these sins

  823. we had committed,

  824. we did not just do

  825. against someone else.

  826. We did them against God.

  827. Saul, Saul,

  828. why are you persecuting me?

  829. Jesus explains this

  830. in the Gospel of Matthew.

  831. He says,

  832. truly I say to you

  833. as you did it

  834. to one of the least

  835. of these my brothers,

  836. you did it to me.

  837. The one thing

  838. we hate above all others,

  839. friends,

  840. is to think of our sins

  841. and to think of our sins

  842. not as mistakes,

  843. but as what they truly are,

  844. sinful sins.

  845. Because God knows

  846. what you do

  847. behind those closed doors

  848. or in that dark room.

  849. He knows all about

  850. what happened years ago

  851. to that person.

  852. He knows all these things

  853. and He knows

  854. that whatever you did

  855. against those people,

  856. you really did against Him.

  857. In this third stage,

  858. we come to realize

  859. that God knows

  860. all about our sins.

  861. We cannot hide from God.

  862. We cannot hide our sins

  863. from the Almighty

  864. who is all-seeing

  865. and all-knowing.

  866. Everything will be proclaimed

  867. from the rooftops.

  868. Nothing is hidden from God.

  869. And in this stage,

  870. we feel the full force

  871. of His gaze upon us

  872. and it cuts us to the heart.

  873. This is no better exemplified

  874. than on that night

  875. when Jesus was betrayed.

  876. Jesus told Peter,

  877. the apostle,

  878. that he would deny Jesus

  879. three times.

  880. And the gospel tells us

  881. that when Peter was in the courtyard

  882. of the high priest

  883. observing the trial of Jesus,

  884. that he did indeed deny Jesus

  885. three times.

  886. And immediately,

  887. after the third denial,

  888. Luke writes,

  889. and the Lord turned

  890. and looked at Peter.

  891. And Peter remembered

  892. the saying of the Lord,

  893. how he said to him

  894. before the rooster crows,

  895. today you will deny me

  896. three times.

  897. And he went out

  898. and wept bitterly.

  899. Friends,

  900. the Lord looked at Peter

  901. and Peter was convicted

  902. of his sins

  903. and he wept bitterly.

  904. And Jesus looks at all of us

  905. while we are sinning

  906. because all of us

  907. when we sin

  908. are actually sinning

  909. against God.

  910. Peter experienced

  911. this gaze of Jesus.

  912. Saul of Tarsus knew it too

  913. and it blinded him.

  914. And you,

  915. Jesus looks at you also.

  916. Saul, Saul,

  917. why are you persecuting me?

  918. But there is much hope,

  919. friends.

  920. When we feel this conviction,

  921. when we feel the full weight

  922. of our sins,

  923. then thanks be to God.

  924. We move on

  925. to that fourth stage

  926. in coming to Christ.

  927. And what happens

  928. in this stage

  929. is shocking.

  930. What does God do?

  931. Does he condemn?

  932. No, friends.

  933. He forgives

  934. and he commissions.

  935. This is what Jesus

  936. says to Saul of Tarsus

  937. in verse 16.

  938. Rise.

  939. Stand on your feet.

  940. I have appeared to you

  941. for this purpose,

  942. to appoint you

  943. as a servant

  944. and witness

  945. to the things

  946. in which you have seen me

  947. and to those

  948. in which I will appear to you,

  949. delivering you

  950. from your people

  951. and from the Gentiles

  952. to whom I am sending you,

  953. to open their eyes

  954. so that they may turn

  955. from darkness to light

  956. and from the power

  957. of Satan to God,

  958. that they may receive

  959. forgiveness of sins

  960. and a place among those

  961. who are sanctified

  962. by faith in me.

  963. Jesus Christ came to earth

  964. to save sinners

  965. and to commission them

  966. as ambassadors

  967. of his kingdom.

  968. Jesus forgave Peter

  969. and commissioned Peter.

  970. Now he forgives Saul

  971. and commissions Saul.

  972. And I tell you,

  973. he desires to forgive you

  974. and commission you

  975. for his kingdom.

  976. He wants to show you

  977. all that has been appointed

  978. for you to do.

  979. Friends,

  980. we serve a God

  981. who delights in mercy.

  982. He looked upon us

  983. walking in darkness

  984. as slaves to sin

  985. and though we had wronged

  986. him deeply,

  987. he came down

  988. in the person of Jesus,

  989. the healer,

  990. the savior,

  991. to bind and restore

  992. and renew

  993. and reconcile,

  994. to pay for our sins

  995. and to give us new life.

  996. Jesus is a gentle master.

  997. We have wronged him much.

  998. We know we have done wrong,

  999. but he loves

  1000. and he longs to forgive

  1001. and commission us

  1002. in his kingdom

  1003. to spread his gospel

  1004. of the forgiveness of sins

  1005. to all nations.

  1006. The plain truth of the matter

  1007. is this.

  1008. While we were enemies of God,

  1009. Christ died for us.

  1010. What then can separate us

  1011. from the love of Christ?

  1012. Nothing, friends.

  1013. Nothing.

  1014. Hallelujah.

  1015. So then we've gone

  1016. through four stages.

  1017. The first

  1018. is being self-centered,

  1019. focused on the self,

  1020. self-worship.

  1021. The second,

  1022. you realize that God

  1023. is the subject

  1024. and what really matters

  1025. is not what you think of God,

  1026. but what God thinks of you.

  1027. And the third

  1028. is conviction of sins

  1029. and the fourth

  1030. is forgiveness of sins

  1031. and being commissioned

  1032. and appointed

  1033. into God's kingdom.

  1034. And now,

  1035. we come to that final stage.

  1036. After the Lord

  1037. steps into our lives,

  1038. after he forgives

  1039. and wipes away your sins,

  1040. then this happens.

  1041. in verse 19,

  1042. Paul says,

  1043. therefore,

  1044. O King Agrippa,

  1045. I was not disobedient

  1046. to the heavenly vision,

  1047. but I declared first

  1048. to those in Damascus

  1049. and then in Jerusalem

  1050. and throughout

  1051. all the region of Judea

  1052. and also to the Gentiles

  1053. that they should repent

  1054. and turn to God,

  1055. performing deeds

  1056. in keeping

  1057. with their repentance.

  1058. Paul says in his words,

  1059. I was not disobedient

  1060. to the heavenly vision.

  1061. He accepted his commission.

  1062. He accepted his appointment

  1063. from Jesus.

  1064. He traveled throughout

  1065. the Roman world

  1066. preaching that all

  1067. should repent,

  1068. preaching that they should

  1069. turn to the living God

  1070. and perform deeds

  1071. in keeping

  1072. with that repentance.

  1073. This is very different

  1074. than what Saul of Tarsus

  1075. was doing before.

  1076. Remember what he had been saying.

  1077. I thought to myself

  1078. that I had to do

  1079. many things hostile

  1080. to the name of Jesus

  1081. of Nazareth.

  1082. But now,

  1083. he's looking to God

  1084. for direction.

  1085. He's repenting.

  1086. He's submitting to his Lord.

  1087. He is saying,

  1088. here I am,

  1089. O God.

  1090. I am here to do

  1091. your will,

  1092. not mine.

  1093. And this friend

  1094. is the same

  1095. with you.

  1096. God is appointing you

  1097. to his service

  1098. and to his kingdom.

  1099. He is commissioning you.

  1100. Will you accept it?

  1101. He didn't care

  1102. that Peter was only

  1103. an uneducated fisherman.

  1104. He knew that Saul of Tarsus

  1105. had committed murder.

  1106. He knows you may be unskilled.

  1107. You may be afraid.

  1108. You may be young.

  1109. You may be old.

  1110. He knows you may be in school.

  1111. You may be retired.

  1112. You may be in poor health.

  1113. You may struggle with addiction.

  1114. You may be disabled.

  1115. You may have weak faith.

  1116. You may be the worst of sinners.

  1117. He knows all these things.

  1118. But God's purpose for you

  1119. is to convict you of your sins,

  1120. to forgive you,

  1121. to restore you,

  1122. to renew you,

  1123. and then to make you

  1124. his special instrument

  1125. to shine his loving

  1126. and glorious light

  1127. to others

  1128. and to spread the gospel

  1129. of mercy and peace,

  1130. the forgiveness of sins,

  1131. and the reconciliation

  1132. of sinners with God.

  1133. Will you accept this commission

  1134. of Jesus?

  1135. I tell you,

  1136. there's nothing better.

  1137. I remember 23 years ago

  1138. when Jesus intervened in my life,

  1139. when I was in college,

  1140. walking in darkness,

  1141. absorbed in my sins,

  1142. and then Jesus Christ

  1143. stepped into my life

  1144. and convicted me of my sins

  1145. and then forgave me of my sins

  1146. and appointed me to his service.

  1147. And I tell you, friends,

  1148. this world is not worthy

  1149. to be compared

  1150. to the kingdom of God

  1151. and to the service of Christ.

  1152. Lastly, friends,

  1153. when you are appointed

  1154. to the service of Christ,

  1155. you will make the same confession

  1156. that Saul of Tarsus made

  1157. in his first letter to Timothy

  1158. that we heard earlier.

  1159. where he said this,

  1160. I thank him

  1161. who has given me strength,

  1162. Christ Jesus our Lord,

  1163. because he judged me faithful,

  1164. appointing me to his service,

  1165. though formerly I was a blasphemer,

  1166. a persecutor,

  1167. and an insolent opponent.

  1168. But I received mercy

  1169. because I had acted ignorantly

  1170. in unbelief.

  1171. And the grace of our Lord

  1172. overflowed for me

  1173. with the love and faith

  1174. that are in Christ Jesus.

  1175. The saying is trustworthy

  1176. and deserving of full acceptance,

  1177. that Christ Jesus came into the world

  1178. to save sinners

  1179. of whom I am foremost.

  1180. but I received mercy for this reason,

  1181. that in me,

  1182. as the foremost,

  1183. Jesus Christ might display

  1184. his perfect patience

  1185. as an example to those

  1186. who are to believe in him

  1187. for eternal life.

  1188. Hallelujah, friends.

  1189. Let's pray together.

  1190. Oh, Lord Jesus,

  1191. thank you that you love us enough

  1192. to convict us of our sins.

  1193. Thank you that in your love

  1194. you came to wash

  1195. and renew and rescue.

  1196. Father, I pray for those of us

  1197. here today

  1198. who do not know you.

  1199. We ask that you would

  1200. illuminate them

  1201. and turn them to you

  1202. and to your kingdom.

  1203. Father, we also pray

  1204. for those who do know you.

  1205. Lord, we pray

  1206. that you would help them,

  1207. urge them on

  1208. in their walk with Christ.

  1209. Help those of us

  1210. who are backsliding

  1211. and encourage us

  1212. in the faith

  1213. to not grow weary.

  1214. Lord, we pray

  1215. also

  1216. that you would help us

  1217. to share your gospel

  1218. of peace and forgiveness

  1219. with this world.

  1220. We pray that you would give us

  1221. a special anointing

  1222. of your Holy Spirit

  1223. to do that this week.

  1224. And we pray this

  1225. in the mighty, mighty name

  1226. of Jesus.

  1227. Amen.