Sermon
"The Conversion of Paul"
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Good morning, everyone.
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In all ages, Christians have found great encouragement
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in hearing the testimonies of how other Christians
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came to know Christ.
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One testimony I frequently call to mind
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is that of an early theologian named Justin.
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He tells us that he was converted to Christ
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because he saw Christian after Christian
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being led away to die for the sake of Jesus,
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all while staying steadfast in their faith.
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And Justin was so amazed, he became a Christian himself.
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I frequently remember, too, a certain testimony
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of a woman named Nino, a slave woman back in ancient Georgia.
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And she converted the royal family of Georgia
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through her diligent prayers.
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Then there is the testimony of Frumentius.
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He was a slave in the royal household of Ethiopia,
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but far from becoming embittered against his enslavers,
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he shared the gospel with the prince of Ethiopia.
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And the prince of Ethiopia believed in the prince of peace,
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our dear Jesus.
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And from there, the gospel spread to that African country.
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I recall, too, a man named Mar-Aba.
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He was a zealous persecutor of Christians in ancient Persia.
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And one day, after persecuting a Christian,
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that Christian forgave him.
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And Mar-Aba was stunned.
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And he soon became a Christian himself.
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Friends, these kinds of testimonies,
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they continue in modern times, as you well know.
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Richard Wurmbrandt, one of the great heroes
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of the 20th century church,
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he was a Jewish atheist.
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He was highly educated.
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But one day, an uneducated farmer
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had the audacity to give him a Bible.
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Richard had read the Bible many times before,
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but this Bible was different,
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because as Richard says,
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this Bible was given to him in love.
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And Richard wept as he read of Jesus,
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and he was converted to Christ.
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I also often remember the testimony
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of a man named Watchman Nee of China.
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His mother had recently become a Christian,
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and after administering to him
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an unjust punishment,
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she became convicted of her sin.
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She returned and apologized to him.
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And Watchman Nee was so amazed
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at this Jesus who had transformed his mother
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that he became a Christian.
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And then he became a leader in the Chinese church.
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Nowadays, as you know,
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you can often hear testimonies from people
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in their own words online.
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And unexpectedly, recently,
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I encountered one such testimony
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when I was listening to the sermons
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of Martin Lloyd-Jones,
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a famous preacher in the 1950s.
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Evidently, a few years back,
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an organization had Lloyd-Jones' sermons
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digitized and put online.
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And when I was browsing through them,
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I heard the testimony of the man
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who was paid to digitize the sermons.
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He was not a Christian,
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but they hired him to digitize the sermons anyway,
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and a good thing, too,
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because by the time he had finished
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listening to Lloyd-Jones' sermons,
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Lloyd-Jones had led him to Christ.
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Sometimes, the online testimonies
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that strike you to the heart are anonymous,
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and you don't even know who is sharing.
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I recall once reading a testimony online
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by a woman who said that she became a Christian
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in large part because she was working
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at a small company which was making job cuts,
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and the manager asked all the workers
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to vote on who would lose their job.
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So they colluded together,
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and they all voted for the one Christian
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in the office,
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and the Christian was let go.
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But instead of lashing out,
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that Christian threw a goodbye party
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and invited all those who had voted against him
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and welcomed them joyfully into his home.
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And she was amazed.
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Friends, there are many things
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about these testimonies that encourage us
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and that challenge us.
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They show the awesome power of the gospel
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where people are led to repent of their sins,
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to forgive their enemies,
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to remain steadfast in the face of death,
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to love deeply their neighbors,
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to persist in prayer,
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and to preach with great conviction.
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In fact, Martin Lloyd-Jones,
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that famous preacher I mentioned,
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after I listened to one of his sermons,
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he inspired me to preach this sermon
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and to draw material from it.
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All the testimonies I've mentioned,
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they give different beautiful reasons
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for why people convert to Christ.
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But in this diversity,
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there is one deeper theme
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threaded through them all,
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and motivating them all.
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Despite their differences,
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the ultimate reason
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why all these people convert to Jesus
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is the same.
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And in fact, the same reason
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is not just present in these testimonies,
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but in all testimonies,
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including yours and mine.
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The ultimate reason
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for why we come to Christ
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is nothing less than God
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stepping into our lives,
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God intervening in our hearts
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to turn us from our sins
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and to welcome us into his kingdom.
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And it is the same for everyone, friends.
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At the end of the day,
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the all-embracing foundational reason
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for why we come to Christ
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is that God rescued us,
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God washed us,
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God made us clean,
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God forgave us of all our wrongs.
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And in his good providence
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and in his grace
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through his son Jesus,
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he restored us.
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The foundational reason
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why we came to Christ
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is not due to us,
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but due to God.
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And what testimony
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can be more encouraging than that?
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Friends, with this in mind today,
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we read perhaps
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the greatest testimony ever given.
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We read the testimony
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of Saul of Tarsus.
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Saul was a murderer.
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He persecuted the early church.
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He assisted in executing Stephen,
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the first Christian martyr.
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But then as the Bible says,
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Jesus intervened in Saul's life.
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He appeared to Saul.
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He transformed Saul.
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He turned him from Saul of Tarsus
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into Paul the apostle.
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And Paul went on
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to preach the gospel for decades.
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And he went on to write
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many letters of the New Testament.
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And I want to encourage you
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this morning
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that what Jesus did for Saul,
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though he was the worst of sinners,
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he also does for you,
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though you be the worst of sinners.
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In fact, Scripture tells us
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that Saul's conversion
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is an example for us
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to follow and to consider.
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Paul explains this himself
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in his own words
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that we heard earlier this service.
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He says in his letter to Timothy,
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I received mercy for this reason,
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that in me,
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as the foremost of sinners,
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Jesus Christ might display
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his perfect patience
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as an example
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to those
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who are to believe in him
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for eternal life.
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Scripture itself declares
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that Paul's testimony
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is an example
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for all of us who believe.
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So this morning,
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we will take Paul's testimony
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as this very example
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as we look to Christ
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and as we walk with him
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and as we come to him.
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Would you join me in prayer?
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Father in heaven,
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we come to you humbly
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and we ask that your Holy Spirit
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would be with us,
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would empower us
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to hear your words
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and to see your face,
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to be convicted of our sins,
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but to feel your loving embrace
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of mercy and forgiveness.
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Lord, I pray
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that your Spirit
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would be heavy upon us
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with conviction
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and with joy.
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And we pray this
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in the mighty name of Jesus.
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Amen.
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Paul's testimony
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is so important
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that it's repeated
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three times in the Bible.
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And this morning,
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we will focus
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on the third time
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Paul gives his testimony.
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And this is in the book of Acts,
Acts 26 chapter mention
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chapter 26,
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which can be found
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on page 879
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of your pew Bible.
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That's 879.
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Acts, chapter 26.
Acts 26 chapter mention
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We'll begin in verse 9.
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Paul is standing trial
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for his faith in Christ,
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and he makes his defense
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before King Agrippa
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in these words.
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He says,
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in verse 9,
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I myself was convinced
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that I ought to do many things
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in opposing the name
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of Jesus of Nazareth,
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and I did so in Jerusalem.
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I not only locked up
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many of the saints in prison
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after receiving authority
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from the chief priests,
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but when they were put to death,
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I cast my vote against them.
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I punished them often
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in all the synagogues
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and tried to make them blaspheme.
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And in raging fury against them,
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I persecuted them
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even to foreign cities.
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In this connection,
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I journeyed to Damascus
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with the authority
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and commission
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of the chief priests.
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At midday, O King,
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I saw on the way
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a light from heaven
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brighter than the sun
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that shone around me
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and those who journeyed with me.
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And when we had all fallen
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to the ground,
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I heard a voice saying to me
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in the Hebrew language,
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Saul, Saul,
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why are you persecuting me?
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It is hard for you
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to kick against the goads.
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And I said,
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who are you, Lord?
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And the Lord said,
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I am Jesus,
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whom you are persecuting.
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But rise and stand upon your feet.
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For I have appeared to you
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for this purpose,
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to appoint you as a servant
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and a witness to the things
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in which you have seen me
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and to those in which
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I will appear to you,
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delivering you from your people
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and from the Gentiles
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to whom I am sending you,
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to open their eyes
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so that they may turn
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from darkness to light
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and from the power of Satan
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and to God
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that they may receive
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forgiveness of sins
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and a place among those
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who are sanctified
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by faith in me.
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Therefore, O King Agrippa,
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I was not disobedient
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to the heavenly vision,
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but declared first
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to those in Damascus
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and then in Jerusalem
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and throughout all
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the region of Judea
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and also to the Gentiles
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that they should repent
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and turn to God,
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performing deeds
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in keeping with their repentance.
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When reading this passage,
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most people are immediately
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struck by the extraordinary things
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that happened to Saul of Tarsus.
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But our goal this morning
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is not to focus
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on the miraculous elements
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of the story,
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the flash of light,
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the appearance of Jesus,
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the blinding, the healing.
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Don't be distracted
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by these things.
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Because at bottom,
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this story is a story
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of the normal Christian conversion.
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As I said earlier,
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Saul became an example to us
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about how we all become Christians
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and how even after our conversion,
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God again and again
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intervenes in our lives
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to turn us from our sins,
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to welcome us into his kingdom,
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to wash us and to make us clean,
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and to forgive us of all our wrongs.
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This morning,
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using Saul as an example,
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we will walk through his testimony
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and we're going to see
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five points or stages,
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five moments
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that we all go through
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in our conversion to Christ.
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And I should give you fair warning
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that the first three of these
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can be hard to hear,
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but the last two
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are glorious beyond words.
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Let's begin with stage one.
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Paul says in verse nine,
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I myself was convinced
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that I ought to do many things
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in opposing the name
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of Jesus of Nazareth,
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and I did so in Jerusalem.
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I not only locked up
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many of the saints in prison
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after receiving authority
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from the chief priests,
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but then when they were put to death,
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I cast my vote against them,
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and I punished them often
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in all the synagogues
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and tried to make them blaspheme,
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and in raging fury against them,
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I persecuted them
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even to foreign cities.
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This passage describes
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what Paul was like
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before his conversion.
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Paul puts it this way.
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He says that before Jesus met him,
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he was trying to do many things
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that were in opposition
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to the name of Jesus of Nazareth,
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and he was trying to do many things.
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Now, I know many of you
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have never tried to persecute Christians
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and murder them
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like Saul of Tarsus was doing,
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but what is important here
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is not precisely what Saul was doing,
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but why he was doing it.
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He says in verse nine,
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I was convinced
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that I ought to do many things
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in opposing the name of Jesus.
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A more literal translation is,
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I thought to myself
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myself that I had to do many things
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hostile to the name of Jesus of Nazareth.
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Why was Paul doing
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these wicked things in unbelief?
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He says he was simply doing
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what he thought was best.
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He was conducting himself
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according to his own estimate
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and according to what was good
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in his own eyes.
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And this is a problem
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because it means that
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before Saul's conversion,
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he was the subject of all things.
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God was merely an object
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to be manipulated.
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Just look at what this quote reveals.
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I thought to myself,
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I was convinced, Saul says.
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Did Saul ask God
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what was good?
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Was Saul submitting himself
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to the will of the Almighty?
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No.
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I thought to myself, he says.
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He came to his own conclusion
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about what was good
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and what was evil,
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what was right
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and what was wrong.
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He took his course of action
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according to what he wanted to do,
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not according to what God
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wanted him to do.
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This is our first point
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to consider this morning.
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Before we become
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a disciple of Christ,
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we are all just like Saul was.
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We are all self-centered
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and self-possessed.
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When we are in a state of unbelief,
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the world revolves around us.
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We are the center of attention.
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We do what is right
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in our own eyes.
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This is how we all were
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before Christ.
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And this is also
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the same struggle we have
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when we are backsliding
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in our walk with Christ,
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when we turn our attention
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away from God
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and to ourselves.
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Then we do not trust in God.
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Instead, we trust in ourselves.
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We do not look to God
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for what we should do.
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And instead,
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we delight in our own eyes.
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For this reason, friends,
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we must always ask ourselves,
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am I trusting in myself
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or am I trusting in God?
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And so I ask you,
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who is directing your path today?
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Are you entrusting yourself to God?
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Or are you doing what is right
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in your own eyes?
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Now, you might say
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that you try hard to do good,
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that you're very spiritual,
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you follow a higher power,
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you try to be unselfish,
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you follow a particular teaching,
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you put your whole life into this,
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you do good works.
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Yes, perhaps you make mistakes
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here and there,
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but you're doing your best.
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And God can't possibly blame you
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for falling short,
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especially given how
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devotedly spiritual you are.
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But Saul of Tarsus,
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when he was in a state of unbelief
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and self-worship,
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he was just as devoted
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to spirituality
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and to doing what he considered
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to be good as any of you.
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He tells us,
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in his letter to the Galatians,
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he says,
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you've heard of my former life
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in Judaism,
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how I persecuted the church
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of God violently
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and tried to destroy it,
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how I was advancing in Judaism
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beyond many my own age
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among my people.
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So extremely zealous was I
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for the traditions of my fathers.
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But when he who had set me apart
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before I was born
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and who called me by his grace
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was pleased to reveal his son in me
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so that I might preach him
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among the Gentiles.
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Saul was zealous for doing
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what he thought was good.
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He was zealous for what he thought
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was true spirituality.
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But in all this,
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Saul wasn't trusting in God.
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Instead, he was doing
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what was right in his own eyes.
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And his beliefs and his traditions,
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they might have had elements
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of truth in them.
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In fact, we know that the Judaism
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of his day had profound truth,
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divinely inspired truth.
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But Saul was using these things
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to further his own purposes
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instead of furthering God's purposes.
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And today,
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the very same thing happens with us
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when we walk in unbelief.
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The very same thing happens
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when we abandon God
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and trust in ourselves.
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It happens when we trust
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in what we think is good
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in our own eyes
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and we trust in worldly teachings.
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And it can even happen
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when we claim to follow
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the commands of Christ.
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But in reality,
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are merely manipulating Christ
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for our own ends
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and doing what we think is best
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on our own terms
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and not God's.
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This is the first stage
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when we are apart from Christ.
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We find ourselves
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to be worshiping the self.
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We're inwardly focused.
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We're manipulating God.
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And then the second stage
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in coming to Christ,
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it happens like this.
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Paul tells us,
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in this connection,
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I journeyed to Damascus
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with the authority
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and commission
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of the chief priests.
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And at midday,
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O King,
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I saw on the way
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a light from heaven
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brighter than the sun
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that shone around me
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and those who journeyed with me.
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And when we had all
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fallen to the ground,
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I heard a voice saying to me
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in the Hebrew language,
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Saul, Saul,
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why are you persecuting me?
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Friends, the next step
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in becoming a disciple of Jesus
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has very little to do with you
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and your effort.
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Saul is on the way to Damascus.
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He's journeying there
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to do something terrible.
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He's plotted this beforehand.
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He's already murdered.
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He has no problem
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murdering again.
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In that previous passage,
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we read,
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Saul already told us
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what was going on
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in his mind.
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I thought to myself
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I had to do many things
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against Jesus of Nazareth.
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He was doing everything
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on his own terms.
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He was the subject
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and God was just
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the decoration of his world.
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And then due to no effort
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of his own,
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a flash of light
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was around him.
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He falls to the ground
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and a voice cries out,
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Saul, Saul.
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And all of a sudden
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in this second stage,
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Saul of Tarsus
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begins to realize something.
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He begins to realize
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that he is not
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the subject of all things.
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God is the subject.
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God is the center
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of all things.
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Saul is no longer
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the focus.
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Saul is no longer
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doing the talking.
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God is addressing him.
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The one who created
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all the world
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is speaking directly
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to him.
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Saul, Saul.
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And the very same thing
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happens to us, friends.
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When God intervenes
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in our lives,
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the very same thing
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must happen
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if we are to become
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a disciple of Jesus.
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The outward events,
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they may not be
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so miraculous,
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but at root
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they are exactly the same.
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You have your thoughts,
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your beliefs,
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your practices,
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you do what is right
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in your own eyes,
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and then suddenly
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it might be a certain hour,
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a day, a week,
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it might be over many months
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or even many years,
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but the light of Jesus
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appears to you.
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The light from his face
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is blinding.
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The power of his presence
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forces you to the ground
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and he cries out your name,
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Saul, Saul.
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And suddenly you find
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that you are now no longer
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the one who is talking,
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you are listening.
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God is intervening in your life.
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Something is being done to you.
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Becoming a disciple of Jesus Christ
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is not about reforming yourself,
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but about God reforming you.
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Now you are the object,
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God is the subject,
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and you start to realize
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that most profound
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and precious truth
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that what really matters
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is not what you think of God,
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but what God thinks of you.
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and he doesn't think very highly
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about what you have been doing.
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Has Jesus called your name?
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Have you been humbled before him?
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Or are you still waiting for his power
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to come into your life?
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If you are waiting,
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Scripture declares
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that you are waiting
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because you still aren't really listening.
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For God speaks to all people.
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In fact,
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Scripture declares
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the gospel has already been proclaimed
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in many ways to all of us.
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He has already spoken to you directly.
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He's already come into your life.
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In many ways,
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he's already appeared to you.
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And in this stage,
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you realize that you missed it
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because at bottom,
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you really didn't want to see it.
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The same thing, in fact,
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happened to Saul of Tarsus.
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This was not the first time
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Jesus had appeared to Saul.
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In fact,
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this is not the first time
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Jesus had appeared to Saul
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in the book of Acts.
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We see all this clearly
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displayed several chapters earlier
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in chapter 7 of the book of Acts
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during the story
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of the stoning of Stephen.
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If we turn there in verse 54,
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Luke says this.
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He says,
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When they had heard Stephen
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say these things,
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they were enraged
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and they ground their teeth at Stephen.
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But he,
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full of the Holy Spirit,
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he gazed into heaven
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and he saw the glory of God.
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And he saw Jesus
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standing at the right hand of God.
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And he said,
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Behold,
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I see the heavens opened
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and the Son of Man
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standing at the right hand of God.
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But they cried out
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with a loud voice.
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They stopped their ears
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and they rushed together at him.
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And then they cast him
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out of the city
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and they stoned him.
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And the witnesses
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laid down their garments
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at the feet of a young man
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named Saul.
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And as they were stoning Stephen,
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he called out,
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Lord Jesus,
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receive my spirit.
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And falling to his knees,
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he cried out again,
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Lord, do not hold this sin against them.
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And when he had said this,
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he fell asleep.
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Well, there it is.
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Jesus appeared to Stephen
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and Saul was right there.
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And Saul didn't see Jesus
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because Saul was too busy
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thinking about all the things
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that he should do against Jesus.
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Saul didn't hear Jesus
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because Scripture says
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he stopped his ears.
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Saul was too caught up
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in his sin to notice.
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He was too full of himself.
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He was not really listening
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and he was not really looking.
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My brothers and sisters,
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all these points I'm making
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about Saul of Tarsus
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and his conversion
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may be interesting
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from a historical point of view,
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but they won't help you at all
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unless you answer this question.
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Are you listening
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for the voice of Jesus?
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Are you looking for his face?
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How many times has he appeared
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to you already
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and you missed him?
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How often has he called your name
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and you did not hear
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because you were not listening
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because you were so focused
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on yourself and your sins?
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He stands at the door and knocks.
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Will you let him in?
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Friends, we've seen two stages thus far
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when we are converted to Christ.
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First, we're in unbelief
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and self-worship.
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And secondly,
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God begins to intervene
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in our lives
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and we begin to realize
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that he is what matters,
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not us.
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And then if you're ready,
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the third stage
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in coming to Christ
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proceeds like this.
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When Jesus appeared
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and he cried out,
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Saul, Saul,
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why are you persecuting me?
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Then in verse 15
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of Acts chapter 26,
Acts 26 chapter mention
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Saul replies,
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who are you,
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Lord?
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And the Lord said,
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I am Jesus
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whom you are persecuting.
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In this third stage,
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Saul begins to realize
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that what he has been doing
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is very wrong.
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The third step
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in our conversion
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is the conviction
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of our sins.
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we see that all we've done
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in our lives
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have been tainted,
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have been self-centered
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and self-absorbed.
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It's been wicked and evil.
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And more than that,
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we begin to realize
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that all of these sins
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we had committed,
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we did not just do
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against someone else.
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We did them against God.
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Saul, Saul,
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why are you persecuting me?
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Jesus explains this
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in the Gospel of Matthew.
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He says,
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truly I say to you
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as you did it
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to one of the least
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of these my brothers,
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you did it to me.
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The one thing
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we hate above all others,
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friends,
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is to think of our sins
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and to think of our sins
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not as mistakes,
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but as what they truly are,
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sinful sins.
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Because God knows
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what you do
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behind those closed doors
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or in that dark room.
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He knows all about
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what happened years ago
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to that person.
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He knows all these things
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and He knows
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that whatever you did
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against those people,
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you really did against Him.
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In this third stage,
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we come to realize
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that God knows
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all about our sins.
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We cannot hide from God.
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We cannot hide our sins
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from the Almighty
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who is all-seeing
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and all-knowing.
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Everything will be proclaimed
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from the rooftops.
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Nothing is hidden from God.
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And in this stage,
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we feel the full force
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of His gaze upon us
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and it cuts us to the heart.
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This is no better exemplified
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than on that night
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when Jesus was betrayed.
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Jesus told Peter,
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the apostle,
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that he would deny Jesus
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three times.
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And the gospel tells us
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that when Peter was in the courtyard
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of the high priest
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observing the trial of Jesus,
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that he did indeed deny Jesus
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three times.
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And immediately,
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after the third denial,
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Luke writes,
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and the Lord turned
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and looked at Peter.
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And Peter remembered
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the saying of the Lord,
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how he said to him
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before the rooster crows,
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today you will deny me
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three times.
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And he went out
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and wept bitterly.
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Friends,
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the Lord looked at Peter
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and Peter was convicted
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of his sins
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and he wept bitterly.
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And Jesus looks at all of us
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while we are sinning
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because all of us
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when we sin
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are actually sinning
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against God.
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Peter experienced
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this gaze of Jesus.
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Saul of Tarsus knew it too
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and it blinded him.
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And you,
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Jesus looks at you also.
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Saul, Saul,
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why are you persecuting me?
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But there is much hope,
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friends.
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When we feel this conviction,
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when we feel the full weight
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of our sins,
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then thanks be to God.
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We move on
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to that fourth stage
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in coming to Christ.
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And what happens
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in this stage
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is shocking.
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What does God do?
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Does he condemn?
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No, friends.
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He forgives
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and he commissions.
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This is what Jesus
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says to Saul of Tarsus
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in verse 16.
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Rise.
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Stand on your feet.
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I have appeared to you
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for this purpose,
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to appoint you
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as a servant
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and witness
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to the things
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in which you have seen me
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and to those
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in which I will appear to you,
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delivering you
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from your people
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and from the Gentiles
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to whom I am sending you,
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to open their eyes
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so that they may turn
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from darkness to light
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and from the power
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of Satan to God,
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that they may receive
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forgiveness of sins
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and a place among those
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who are sanctified
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by faith in me.
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Jesus Christ came to earth
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to save sinners
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and to commission them
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as ambassadors
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of his kingdom.
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Jesus forgave Peter
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and commissioned Peter.
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Now he forgives Saul
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and commissions Saul.
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And I tell you,
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he desires to forgive you
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and commission you
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for his kingdom.
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He wants to show you
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all that has been appointed
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for you to do.
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Friends,
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we serve a God
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who delights in mercy.
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He looked upon us
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walking in darkness
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as slaves to sin
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and though we had wronged
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him deeply,
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he came down
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in the person of Jesus,
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the healer,
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the savior,
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to bind and restore
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and renew
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and reconcile,
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to pay for our sins
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and to give us new life.
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Jesus is a gentle master.
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We have wronged him much.
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We know we have done wrong,
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but he loves
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and he longs to forgive
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and commission us
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in his kingdom
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to spread his gospel
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of the forgiveness of sins
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to all nations.
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The plain truth of the matter
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is this.
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While we were enemies of God,
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Christ died for us.
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What then can separate us
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from the love of Christ?
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Nothing, friends.
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Nothing.
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Hallelujah.
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So then we've gone
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through four stages.
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The first
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is being self-centered,
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focused on the self,
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self-worship.
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The second,
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you realize that God
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is the subject
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and what really matters
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is not what you think of God,
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but what God thinks of you.
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And the third
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is conviction of sins
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and the fourth
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is forgiveness of sins
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and being commissioned
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and appointed
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into God's kingdom.
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And now,
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we come to that final stage.
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After the Lord
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steps into our lives,
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after he forgives
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and wipes away your sins,
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then this happens.
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in verse 19,
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Paul says,
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therefore,
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O King Agrippa,
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I was not disobedient
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to the heavenly vision,
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but I declared first
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to those in Damascus
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and then in Jerusalem
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and throughout
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all the region of Judea
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and also to the Gentiles
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that they should repent
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and turn to God,
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performing deeds
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in keeping
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with their repentance.
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Paul says in his words,
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I was not disobedient
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to the heavenly vision.
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He accepted his commission.
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He accepted his appointment
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from Jesus.
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He traveled throughout
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the Roman world
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preaching that all
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should repent,
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preaching that they should
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turn to the living God
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and perform deeds
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in keeping
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with that repentance.
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This is very different
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than what Saul of Tarsus
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was doing before.
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Remember what he had been saying.
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I thought to myself
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that I had to do
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many things hostile
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to the name of Jesus
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of Nazareth.
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But now,
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he's looking to God
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for direction.
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He's repenting.
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He's submitting to his Lord.
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He is saying,
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here I am,
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O God.
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I am here to do
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your will,
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not mine.
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And this friend
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is the same
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with you.
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God is appointing you
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to his service
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and to his kingdom.
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He is commissioning you.
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Will you accept it?
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He didn't care
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that Peter was only
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an uneducated fisherman.
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He knew that Saul of Tarsus
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had committed murder.
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He knows you may be unskilled.
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You may be afraid.
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You may be young.
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You may be old.
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He knows you may be in school.
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You may be retired.
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You may be in poor health.
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You may struggle with addiction.
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You may be disabled.
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You may have weak faith.
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You may be the worst of sinners.
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He knows all these things.
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But God's purpose for you
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is to convict you of your sins,
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to forgive you,
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to restore you,
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to renew you,
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and then to make you
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his special instrument
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to shine his loving
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and glorious light
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to others
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and to spread the gospel
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of mercy and peace,
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the forgiveness of sins,
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and the reconciliation
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of sinners with God.
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Will you accept this commission
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of Jesus?
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I tell you,
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there's nothing better.
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I remember 23 years ago
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when Jesus intervened in my life,
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when I was in college,
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walking in darkness,
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absorbed in my sins,
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and then Jesus Christ
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stepped into my life
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and convicted me of my sins
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and then forgave me of my sins
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and appointed me to his service.
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And I tell you, friends,
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this world is not worthy
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to be compared
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to the kingdom of God
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and to the service of Christ.
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Lastly, friends,
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when you are appointed
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to the service of Christ,
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you will make the same confession
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that Saul of Tarsus made
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in his first letter to Timothy
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that we heard earlier.
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where he said this,
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I thank him
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who has given me strength,
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Christ Jesus our Lord,
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because he judged me faithful,
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appointing me to his service,
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though formerly I was a blasphemer,
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a persecutor,
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and an insolent opponent.
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But I received mercy
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because I had acted ignorantly
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in unbelief.
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And the grace of our Lord
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overflowed for me
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with the love and faith
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that are in Christ Jesus.
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The saying is trustworthy
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and deserving of full acceptance,
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that Christ Jesus came into the world
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to save sinners
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of whom I am foremost.
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but I received mercy for this reason,
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that in me,
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as the foremost,
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Jesus Christ might display
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his perfect patience
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as an example to those
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who are to believe in him
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for eternal life.
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Hallelujah, friends.
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Let's pray together.
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Oh, Lord Jesus,
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thank you that you love us enough
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to convict us of our sins.
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Thank you that in your love
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you came to wash
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and renew and rescue.
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Father, I pray for those of us
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here today
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who do not know you.
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We ask that you would
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illuminate them
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and turn them to you
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and to your kingdom.
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Father, we also pray
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for those who do know you.
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Lord, we pray
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that you would help them,
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urge them on
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in their walk with Christ.
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Help those of us
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who are backsliding
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and encourage us
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in the faith
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to not grow weary.
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Lord, we pray
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also
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that you would help us
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to share your gospel
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of peace and forgiveness
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with this world.
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We pray that you would give us
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a special anointing
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of your Holy Spirit
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to do that this week.
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And we pray this
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in the mighty, mighty name
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of Jesus.
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Amen.