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Doctrines of Grace - Part 6

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  1. All right, good morning, everybody.

  2. It's good to see everyone.

  3. It's nine o'clock.

  4. People will be rolling in as we go.

  5. As we embark on just a wonderful topic of God's love for us,

  6. Father in heaven, we thank you that you have an everlasting love for your children,

  7. that this is an inseparable love,

  8. a love that had no beginning and will have no end.

  9. And, Father, as Jesus told his disciples,

  10. those whom he loves, he loves to the very end.

  11. And so we pray that this time we would glory in this love together

  12. and how you persevere with us in your grace.

  13. We pray this in Jesus' name. Amen.

  14. Amen.

  15. Okay.

  16. Well, last week, if you recall, we discussed God's distinguishing love for us.

  17. At the cross, he goes with your name on his very heart.

  18. Jesus loved his sheep with a special, unique, covenantal love, a distinguishing love.

  19. And in this class, we'll consider the topic that those whom he loves,

  20. he loves to the very end.

  21. This everlasting love, this special love that we discussed last week,

  22. is the ground of our assurance.

  23. John Owen, who we used last week as a conversation partner,

  24. right before he died, he wrote one final letter to his friends.

  25. And these were some of his last words.

  26. Owen wrote,

  27. So this everlasting love is a ground for your consolation as well, brother and sister.

  28. Before we begin, let me ask you a question.

  29. It's a rhetorical question.

  30. But have you ever started a race that you weren't sure that you could finish?

  31. Have you ever started a race that you're not quite sure you could finish?

  32. Have you ever run a race where there were difficult hills?

  33. Struggling?

  34. Weary?

  35. You're tired?

  36. You feel like you can't go any further?

  37. This is the Christian life, after all.

  38. Hebrews 12 depicts the race of faith in this way.

  39. Not as a leisurely jog, but an agonizing race.

  40. A struggle.

  41. Faith wanes and weakens.

  42. Hands drooping.

  43. Knees are weak.

  44. We stumble in many ways.

  45. The devils accuse us.

  46. Inwardly, our flesh and pride drag us down.

  47. And in this race, we see others just limping along.

  48. Exhausted.

  49. We see fellow participants dropping out of this race.

  50. Paul would write,

  51. For Demas, in love with this present world, has deserted me.

  52. And so, as you run this race, you carry the heartache of beloved companions who have deserted you.

  53. And you run this race against the grain of the world.

  54. Because in this race, spectators aren't cheering us.

  55. No, they're jeering us.

  56. The wind is not at our back.

  57. Jesus said, Expect as much in John 15, verse 18 to 19.

    John 15:18–19

  58. If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you.

  59. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own.

  60. But because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore, the world hates you.

  61. And this hatred, for many, leads to the runners being persecuted, slander, beatings, even death.

  62. The hour is coming, Jesus said, when whoever kills you will think he is offering service to God.

  63. Mocked, ridiculed, scorned by your family.

  64. Some even killed.

  65. Of course, the apostles knew this firsthand.

  66. History tells us Paul was probably beheaded by Emperor Nero.

  67. Peter tortured for a long while, then crucified upside down.

  68. In Rome, Circus Maximus.

  69. But whether it's physical death or not, there's always the death of the old man or woman in this race.

  70. As Bonhoeffer said, when Christ calls you, he bids you come and die.

  71. In this race, there are dangers not only from outside, but inside, aren't there?

  72. Fellow participants can deceive us.

  73. Satan comes as an angel of light.

  74. They run alongside you.

  75. They talk about loving Jesus.

  76. They say, you know, you see the hill of difficulty?

  77. There's an easier way.

  78. Follow me.

  79. And then they lead people astray to a dead end of destruction.

  80. Jesus warned of these false teachers.

  81. They'll come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly, they're ravenous wolves.

  82. Have you ever run a race that you're not sure you could finish?

  83. Are you confident that you will finish?

  84. Friends, this everlasting love that Owen speaks of is the ground of our comfort.

  85. A security that whom Christ has loved everlastingly, he will love to the very end.

  86. And in this class, we'll say not only will Christians finish, God has made such a promise.

  87. Paul would write, I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.

  88. By the power of God, he will make sure his children are preserved until you reach the finish line.

  89. A helper will come alongside you in this race, brother and sister.

  90. Here's how our statement of faith puts it.

  91. It's a pretty good way of putting it. I like that.

  92. So the first point is simply this, that we'll discuss today.

  93. All who are truly born anew by the Spirit will finish the race.

  94. In this race, the Apostle John writes,

  95. Everyone that is born of God overcomes the world.

  96. 1 John 5, verse 4.

    1 John 5:4

  97. We limp, we stumble, we fall.

  98. But if you are born of God, you will overcome.

  99. You will keep limping along until you reach the finish line.

  100. The Apostle John is so confident that this is the case, that he puts this overcoming in the past tense.

  101. Speaking to Christians on Satan's schemes in chapter 4, he says,

  102. Little children, you are from God and have overcome them.

  103. Past tense. It's already happened.

  104. What's the ground of this confidence?

  105. Well, John tells us, he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.

  106. John's confidence is God's Spirit working powerfully and persistently in you.

  107. And like John in Paul's mind,

  108. this guarantee that is so sure that he can speak a future glorification in the past tense.

  109. Romans 8 is about the eternal security of the believer.

  110. Romans 8, Paul would write this,

  111. God will lose none in the process.

  112. So there's a golden chain that began in eternity past.

  113. He predestined.

  114. You were beloved before the foundation of the world.

  115. This love was expressed at his death.

  116. This love was expressed in the Spirit's calling you.

  117. And this love continually is expressed in our lives each and every day.

  118. And this love will go into eternity future.

  119. He glorifies.

  120. And Paul puts this future glorification in the past tense.

  121. And in his mind, it's as good as done.

  122. You've already been glorified in God's minds.

  123. No one can break the chain.

  124. Romans 8 is the Mount Everest of eternal security.

  125. Nothing in all creation can separate us from the love of God.

  126. So when the grace of God takes hold of you, it will never let you go.

  127. The chapter begins with no condemnation.

  128. It ends with no separation.

  129. And there's a perfection of God's love for us, isn't there?

  130. An inseparable love.

  131. For I'm convinced, Paul writes, that neither death nor life, nor angels nor demons,

  132. neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, nor height, nor depth,

  133. nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us

  134. from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

  135. He says not anything else in all creation.

  136. That includes everything.

  137. That includes the sins that constantly tempt our hearts to be drawn away from Christ.

  138. Pornography.

  139. It includes your own fallen human heart.

  140. What a triumphant note.

  141. Nothing in all creation can separate us from the love of Christ.

  142. Inseparable love.

  143. We said last week, if he gave us the most precious object, his son,

  144. will he not give us lesser things?

  145. If he was willing to expend his son's blood to gain you, will he now deny his power to keep you?

  146. Of course not.

  147. No, he will keep you.

  148. He sent his son to die for you.

  149. Now, if you turn to John 6 with me, notice the certainty of Jesus' words in verse 38.

  150. Jesus is speaking about his mission.

  151. Why he has come down from heaven.

  152. Verse 38.

  153. I have come down from heaven not to do my own will, but the will of him who sent me.

  154. And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given me,

  155. but raise them up at the last day.

  156. Jesus will not look out at the countless multitudes of sheep and say,

  157. well, I'm glad that 85% made their way home.

  158. No.

  159. Notice the certainty, the totality of verse 38.

  160. Jesus will lose none, no one, that the Father has given him.

  161. And if that's the belt, he adds suspenders and then a clasp connecting the two so nothing falls to the ground.

  162. It's not just the will of the Son.

  163. This is the will of the Father in verse 40.

  164. For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in him should have eternal life.

  165. And I will raise him up at the last day.

  166. In no uncertain terms, Jesus makes a promise here.

  167. Everyone who believes in Christ has eternal life.

  168. They will never perish.

  169. That's the nature of eternal life.

  170. He will cause us to persevere through deep valleys and hard trials for his glory.

  171. We walk with a limp, but we keep walking.

  172. Our safety, our security, is that each person of the Trinity loves us.

  173. One author whom I love is Richard Sibbes.

  174. Richard Sibbes was a...

  175. Yeah, 16th century in Cambridge.

  176. And just a congenial man.

  177. People called him the sweet dropper.

  178. Because people who came with guilty consciences would just find that his words developed...

  179. Give him a consolation about Christ's love.

  180. And it says that hardened sinners would have intentionally avoided going to that part of town.

  181. Because they didn't even want to have the chance that they might hear Sibbes and be converted.

  182. So that was kind of his reputation in Cambridge.

  183. Richard Sibbes says this.

  184. We are far more safe in his comprehending of us than in our clasping and holding of him.

  185. As we say of the mother and the child, both hold.

  186. But the safety of the child is that the mother holds him.

  187. See, Christ's love holds us up the way a mother holds up her child.

  188. The mother loves the child.

  189. It will not let the child go.

  190. Remember Jude's doxology?

  191. We say it all the time at our benediction.

  192. Now to him who is able to keep you from stumbling.

  193. And to present you blameless before the presence of his glory with great joy.

  194. I love that verse.

  195. Maybe an underrated verse in the book of Jude is verse 1 of that chapter.

  196. He writes,

  197. To those who are called, beloved in God the Father, kept for Jesus Christ.

  198. Called, beloved, kept, protected, preserved.

  199. So brother, sister, you are secure because he keeps you.

  200. One more, Ephesians chapter 1 verse 13.

    Ephesians 1:13

  201. Speaking of our complete assurance that when we put our faith in Christ,

  202. every Christian was sealed with the promised Holy Spirit.

  203. And Paul writes,

  204. That is a guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it,

  205. to the praise of his glory.

  206. Do you see the certainty of those words?

  207. It's a guarantee.

  208. All who are truly born anew by the Spirit will finish the race.

  209. Not because of our personal fortitude,

  210. because God has an everlasting love for us as his children.

  211. Well, that's point number one.

  212. Point number two is only those who finish the race are truly born anew.

  213. So many go astray at this point.

  214. They've heard everything that we've just said.

  215. And they wrongly think,

  216. Well, if you're secure, it doesn't matter what you do.

  217. You know, someone says,

  218. You know, I have a son named Bill.

  219. When Bill was eight, he said a prayer at a Bible camp.

  220. And he walked the aisle.

  221. He was baptized.

  222. Well, today Bill is a Buddhist.

  223. He denies the divinity of Jesus,

  224. but I believe he's secure, right?

  225. Well, no.

  226. That's not what the Scripture teaches.

  227. Only those who finish the race are truly born anew.

  228. Hebrews 3, verse 14.

    Hebrews 3:14

  229. Paul would write,

  230. Well, we don't know who the writer of Hebrews is,

  231. but maybe it's Paul.

  232. For we have come to share in Christ,

  233. if indeed we hold our original confidence firm to the end.

  234. You see, eternity hangs on a two-letter word there.

  235. If.

  236. It's an ongoing condition.

  237. If we hold our confidence until the end.

  238. The point that the author of Hebrews makes

  239. is that remaining in the faith

  240. is one of the clear signs

  241. that someone truly is in the fold,

  242. that you've come to share in Christ.

  243. And the book of Hebrews sees two possibilities.

  244. The first possibility is we hold fast our confession.

  245. And the other possibility

  246. is that our hearts become hardened

  247. by the deceitfulness of sin

  248. and fall away from,

  249. with the heart of unbelief.

  250. The writer of Hebrews gives warnings.

  251. And the primary function of those warnings

  252. is to test us.

  253. Do you have a true faith?

  254. And that warning goes to the church

  255. because you see that the membership

  256. in a visible congregation

  257. does not automatically prove

  258. that you have membership in the invisible church.

  259. The visible church,

  260. the member roles in a congregation,

  261. the visible church

  262. consists of those who are Christians

  263. and those who are not.

  264. And Hebrews really is all about

  265. a book on how to persevere,

  266. calling each person to account,

  267. to test ourselves.

  268. And God who ordained the ends

  269. also ordains the means.

  270. And those means are an obedience

  271. flowing from a renewed heart.

  272. The writer of Hebrews 3, verse 13,

    Hebrews 3:13

  273. he says this,

  274. Now this verse has been massive

  275. in my own life.

  276. When I don't feel like attending church,

  277. I'm like, not this week.

  278. I just don't feel like coming.

  279. I remember this verse.

  280. I remember that the writer of Hebrews

  281. is warning me that my heart

  282. is being hardened.

  283. Sin is deceiving me.

  284. This week, out of all weeks,

  285. I need to be with the people of God.

  286. I need to be exhorted every day

  287. so that my heart might not be hearted.

  288. And friends, isn't that the same for you?

  289. When you come to church,

  290. you might not feel like

  291. you even belong here.

  292. But then God used your brothers and sisters

  293. to help you.

  294. Think of all the one-anothering.

  295. To love one another,

  296. to meet with each other,

  297. to pray for one another,

  298. to partake of the Lord's Supper together,

  299. to exhort and admonish each other.

  300. Maybe it's after the first, second hymn

  301. where your icy heart begins to thaw

  302. and you begin to worship God

  303. as He deserves to be worshipped.

  304. God will use those means of singing together

  305. for your brothers and sisters,

  306. for you to be around them

  307. to secure the ends that He has ordained.

  308. Maybe like Florence made Chadwick.

  309. Florence made Chadwick,

  310. she was a swimmer,

  311. a long-distance swimmer in 1952.

  312. And she attempted to swim 23 miles

  313. across the English Channel in both directions.

  314. Fifteen straight hours she spent swimming in the water.

  315. Emotionally and physically,

  316. she was exhausted.

  317. And toward the end,

  318. there was a thick fog that began to set in.

  319. And the fog clouded her vision.

  320. She couldn't see the end,

  321. which made the swimming much more difficult.

  322. All she could see was the fog.

  323. And she had a trainer who was there

  324. to look out for sharks.

  325. And she begged him to pull her out of the water.

  326. Another hour passed and she called it quits.

  327. She said, I'm done.

  328. And she later discovered

  329. that the shore was only a half mile away.

  330. A half mile away.

  331. If she would have kept going,

  332. she would have made it to the end.

  333. And the next day she said,

  334. afterward in an interview,

  335. she said, all I could see was the fog.

  336. I think if I could have seen the shore,

  337. I would have made it.

  338. Doesn't the Bible repeatedly command us

  339. to do such a thing?

  340. In the fog of difficulties,

  341. set your sights on Jesus.

  342. Set your sights on the finish line.

  343. And the following year,

  344. Chadwick tried again.

  345. And the fog set in again,

  346. just like last time.

  347. But this time she had a mental image

  348. of the shoreline in her mind.

  349. And she pushed herself along.

  350. And this time she finished the race.

  351. And she did it in record time.

  352. She became the first woman

  353. to swim across the English Channel

  354. in both directions.

  355. So our actions do matter.

  356. Don't they?

  357. The message of the apostles is never,

  358. they never say, you know,

  359. since you are secure,

  360. your actions don't have any significance.

  361. Paul tells the church in Corinth

  362. to stand firm.

  363. firm.

  364. Paul and Barnabas urged churches

  365. to continue in the grace of God.

  366. Continue in the faith.

  367. One of my favorite Christmas movies

  368. around this time of year

  369. is the movie Rocky.

  370. Rocky Balboa, the boxer.

  371. Yeah, it's a Christmas movie.

  372. It's definitely a Christmas movie.

  373. Rocky, Die Hard,

  374. is a Christmas movie as well.

  375. Yes, it is.

  376. So Rocky beats

  377. the Soviet Union's

  378. most dangerous boxer, Drago,

  379. a 15-round heavyweight contest

  380. on Christmas Day

  381. and ends the Cold War.

  382. I mean, that's a Christmas movie

  383. if I've ever heard of one.

  384. And The Karate Kid,

  385. Easter movie,

  386. but we can talk about that

  387. another time.

  388. So Rocky's determination

  389. to go the distance,

  390. that resonates with me.

  391. The apostles' message

  392. to the churches is always

  393. go the distance.

  394. Fight it out.

  395. Finish the race.

  396. Not in our own strength.

  397. No, we rely upon God's grace.

  398. And the paradox

  399. is that God,

  400. who is keeping us,

  401. is working that grace out

  402. in our hearts

  403. as we have perseverance

  404. and persistence.

  405. You'll recall the preaching series

  406. we just went through

  407. in Revelation.

  408. What is the repeated refrain

  409. to the seven churches

  410. that we heard about?

  411. Jesus continually comes back to,

  412. He says,

  413. you must overcome

  414. to be a conqueror.

  415. You must conquer.

  416. In Rome,

  417. all the citizens

  418. would be clothed in white

  419. as the general returns

  420. after a great victory.

  421. And white is a prominent color

  422. in Revelation.

  423. White represents forgiveness,

  424. but it also represents conquering.

  425. Believers are said

  426. to be clothed

  427. in white garments.

  428. They overcome

  429. their conquerors

  430. after their earthly struggle.

  431. Jesus,

  432. speaking to the church

  433. of Thyatira,

  434. says,

  435. to the one who is victorious

  436. and does my will

  437. to the end,

  438. I will give authority

  439. over the nations.

  440. So only those

  441. who are finished

  442. the race

  443. are truly born anew.

  444. We must conquer.

  445. We must finish

  446. the race.

  447. And Hebrews

  448. and Revelation

  449. have many passages

  450. like this.

  451. And they also have warnings.

  452. They say,

  453. to those who do not conquer,

  454. God will not delight in you,

  455. but He will destroy you.

  456. There's stark warnings.

  457. Hebrews 10,

  458. but the righteous one

  459. shall live by faith

  460. and he shrinks back.

  461. My soul has no pleasure in him.

  462. And those verses,

  463. those warnings

  464. are not put in there

  465. to frighten you,

  466. but to make sure

  467. we do not fall away.

  468. It's a warning.

  469. It's like you're driving

  470. down a highway

  471. and you see a road sign

  472. that cautions drivers

  473. about the dangers ahead.

  474. The scriptures will warn us,

  475. be careful,

  476. do not turn back.

  477. You know,

  478. parents,

  479. we might do this

  480. with our children.

  481. You say,

  482. dear,

  483. you see that substance

  484. you're about to eat?

  485. Please don't eat that.

  486. Well,

  487. it has one of those

  488. hazardous toxic signs.

  489. You probably shouldn't eat that.

  490. Well,

  491. we might not say it like that.

  492. We probably use

  493. much stronger language.

  494. Honey,

  495. if you eat it,

  496. you will die

  497. in no uncertain terms.

  498. And that's why Hebrews

  499. and Revelation

  500. have such stark warnings for us.

  501. And God uses these warnings

  502. to accomplish his ends.

  503. His children cry out for strength,

  504. keep me safe, Lord.

  505. Keep me safe.

  506. Okay, well,

  507. I think this question

  508. has been asked

  509. in previous weeks.

  510. What about those

  511. who fall away like Bill?

  512. What about us?

  513. Could we think

  514. that we're Christians

  515. and not be like Bill?

  516. Well,

  517. that is a possibility.

  518. It's a very real possibility.

  519. Now,

  520. Bill is somewhat

  521. of an obvious example.

  522. Oftentimes,

  523. we don't know

  524. what is in someone's heart.

  525. You know,

  526. Judas appeared

  527. like a real disciple.

  528. He wasn't.

  529. Samson,

  530. on the other hand,

  531. with all his flaws

  532. and foibles,

  533. he did not commit apostasy.

  534. He's in the Hall of Faith

  535. in Hebrews 11.

  536. You know,

  537. Peter denied Jesus,

  538. just like Judas,

  539. but Peter was restored.

  540. You know,

  541. one story

  542. that I think about

  543. in these terms

  544. about those

  545. who fall away

  546. and the warnings

  547. that Hebrews gives us

  548. is Thomas Cranmer.

  549. So,

  550. Thomas Cranmer

  551. is one of the people

  552. that created

  553. the Book of Common Prayer.

  554. He was an Anglican.

  555. He's very similar

  556. to Peter.

  557. when Queen Mary

  558. came into power

  559. in England,

  560. Cranmer was stripped

  561. of his power

  562. as archbishop

  563. and he was imprisoned.

  564. Queen Mary

  565. threatened to burn him

  566. at the stake

  567. unless he recanted

  568. his gospel teachings.

  569. Afraid of such a prospect,

  570. he recanted everything.

  571. He denied Jesus

  572. everything.

  573. But,

  574. in Cranmer's life,

  575. that wasn't the last word.

  576. While in prison,

  577. the spirit began

  578. to work on him.

  579. He became deeply sorrowful

  580. over his denial

  581. of gospel teachings.

  582. And the authorities

  583. wanted to make

  584. an example of him,

  585. so they had him

  586. read his recantation

  587. publicly.

  588. But to their surprise,

  589. he withdrew it.

  590. And in his final words,

  591. he offered to put

  592. his right hand,

  593. the hand that signed

  594. the document

  595. that Mary gave him,

  596. into the fire first.

  597. And that's exactly

  598. what he did.

  599. He was burned.

  600. The issue is

  601. whether we definitively

  602. deny Jesus or not.

  603. We often don't know

  604. what's in someone's heart.

  605. When someone

  606. might be

  607. seeming like

  608. they're denying Jesus,

  609. God by his grace

  610. might bring them back.

  611. So we don't know

  612. what's in their heart.

  613. But if there is

  614. continued unrepentance,

  615. it's a very good indication

  616. that their faith

  617. was never

  618. real or not.

  619. 1 John 2,

    1 John 2:19

  620. verse 19,

  621. sums this idea

  622. well.

  623. John writes,

  624. They went out from us,

  625. but they did not

  626. belong to us.

  627. For if they had

  628. belonged to us,

  629. they would have

  630. remained with us.

  631. But their going

  632. shows that none of them

  633. belonged to us.

  634. Right?

  635. Jesus is very clear

  636. on this topic.

  637. Not everyone

  638. who says to me,

  639. Lord, Lord,

  640. shall enter the kingdom

  641. of heaven,

  642. but he who does

  643. the will of my Father

  644. who is in heaven.

  645. On that day,

  646. many will say to me,

  647. Lord, Lord,

  648. did we not prophesy

  649. in your name,

  650. cast out demons

  651. in your name,

  652. and do many mighty

  653. works in your name?

  654. And then I will

  655. declare to them,

  656. I never knew you.

  657. Depart from me.

  658. There's some scary words.

  659. Notice the language here.

  660. It's,

  661. I never knew you.

  662. Remember last week?

  663. I never had that

  664. covenantal,

  665. intimate knowledge of you.

  666. I never knew you

  667. in an intimate,

  668. loving way

  669. that I know my sheep.

  670. And those who fall away

  671. may give external signs

  672. of conversion.

  673. All right,

  674. remember Jesus' parable

  675. of the sower.

  676. You recall that the seed

  677. was put on rocky soil

  678. and it sprung up

  679. in different places?

  680. And the seed grew

  681. for a time

  682. in the rocky soil

  683. and they received

  684. the word with joy.

  685. Can you imagine

  686. meeting somebody

  687. in the sanctuary?

  688. They received the word

  689. with joy

  690. about Jesus'

  691. death and resurrection?

  692. But Jesus says

  693. they have no root.

  694. They last only

  695. for a short time.

  696. The cares of the world

  697. choke out the faith.

  698. So there is a real possibility

  699. that you begin the race

  700. but you don't finish the race.

  701. Well,

  702. if that's the case,

  703. can we actually truly

  704. have assurance

  705. in the race?

  706. Can we actually be assured

  707. that we will finish it?

  708. You know,

  709. we know that God

  710. preserves His people,

  711. but how do we know

  712. that we are actually,

  713. in fact,

  714. one of God's own,

  715. that He will protect

  716. and preserve

  717. until the very end?

  718. I think many

  719. good Christians

  720. have questions about this.

  721. There are a lot

  722. of good Christians

  723. who sincerely love

  724. the Lord

  725. and there's sometimes

  726. a black rope figure

  727. of doubt.

  728. You know,

  729. a Dementor

  730. from Azkaban,

  731. one of those guys.

  732. They might follow you around,

  733. perhaps on a Sunday,

  734. sit right next to you

  735. on the pew,

  736. whispers in your ear

  737. that you're no child

  738. of God.

  739. Look at your life.

  740. many earnest Christians

  741. have experienced this.

  742. They doubt regarding

  743. the reality of God's

  744. forgiveness in their

  745. own life.

  746. Normally,

  747. it's an ongoing sin.

  748. It's a grievous sin.

  749. Our conscience points

  750. the finger and accuses us.

  751. The clouds of doubt

  752. just seem to be

  753. hanging over our heads.

  754. In fact,

  755. we can actually see

  756. some of that

  757. in David's own life.

  758. One of my favorite psalms,

  759. Psalm 3,

    Psalms 3:2

  760. verse 2 of that psalm,

  761. David wrote this,

  762. many are saying

  763. of my soul,

  764. there is no salvation

  765. for him and God.

  766. They're saying,

  767. you know,

  768. God can save others,

  769. but there's no salvation

  770. for you.

  771. You had your chances.

  772. God has forsaken you.

  773. You are irredeemable.

  774. You know,

  775. we know the Lord

  776. loved David,

  777. but David is hearing

  778. loud voices

  779. of condemnation.

  780. Maybe you can relate

  781. to those loud voices

  782. of condemnation

  783. in your own conscience.

  784. You know,

  785. in fact,

  786. in 2 Samuel 16,

  787. we read that

  788. there's a guy,

  789. Shimei,

  790. who's actually

  791. following him around

  792. and yelling

  793. and screaming at him,

  794. David,

  795. you are a man of blood.

  796. You are a worthless man.

  797. So those loud voices

  798. of condemnation

  799. were not just coming

  800. from his own mind.

  801. They're actually

  802. from people

  803. who are following him around.

  804. And certainly,

  805. David had his flaws,

  806. but he was not

  807. a worthless man.

  808. But the,

  809. I think what one

  810. of the complexities

  811. of this is that

  812. David's own conscience

  813. knew that the enemy

  814. had grounds

  815. for these accusations.

  816. David is fleeing

  817. from Absalom

  818. in Psalm 3.

  819. And those events

  820. were set in motion

  821. how?

  822. Well,

  823. it's his own

  824. grievous sin

  825. against Bathsheba.

  826. His murder

  827. of Uriah

  828. and his subsequent

  829. adultery.

  830. Right?

  831. So,

  832. Satan's accusations

  833. often are not

  834. just falsities.

  835. Like,

  836. there's bits of truth

  837. in them.

  838. You have done wrong,

  839. haven't you?

  840. In Bunyan's

  841. Pilgrim's Progress,

  842. one of my favorite books,

  843. which I'm rereading now,

  844. which is an allegory

  845. of the Christian life,

  846. there's a character,

  847. his name is

  848. Mr. Littlefaith.

  849. Mr. Littlefaith

  850. was assaulted

  851. and robbed

  852. by faintheart,

  853. mistrust,

  854. and guilt.

  855. Three robbers.

  856. And he was wounded

  857. and left for dead

  858. by guilt,

  859. mistrust,

  860. and faintheart.

  861. Mistrust

  862. picked his pockets

  863. and then guilt

  864. beat him over the head.

  865. And the robber

  866. stole all the coins

  867. out of his pockets.

  868. And so,

  869. Mr. Littlefaith

  870. was left to beg

  871. on the streets

  872. mostly for the rest

  873. of his life.

  874. And being hungry,

  875. Mr. Littlefaith's heart

  876. was filled with grief

  877. and bitterness

  878. over this,

  879. his current condition.

  880. But then Bunyan

  881. points out,

  882. while Mr. Littlefaith

  883. had a weak faith,

  884. it was still a sincere one.

  885. These robbers

  886. couldn't reach

  887. or steal the jewels

  888. that he carried

  889. with them.

  890. And those jewels

  891. represented

  892. Mr. Littlefaith's

  893. inheritance

  894. in Christ's kingdom.

  895. And he had the

  896. opportunity to sell them,

  897. just like Esau

  898. sold his birthright,

  899. to relieve

  900. some of the hardships,

  901. but Mr. Littlefaith

  902. refused to do that.

  903. He would not,

  904. he could not

  905. ever part

  906. with the jewels

  907. that God

  908. had given him.

  909. And so Bunyan

  910. is saying,

  911. there's a difference

  912. between the jewels

  913. and the coin purse.

  914. The coin purse

  915. is our assurance

  916. and peace of mind.

  917. It can be plundered

  918. when we fall prey

  919. to doubt,

  920. shame,

  921. and guilt,

  922. but our jewels

  923. are secure.

  924. Those are always safe.

  925. The value of those jewels

  926. are immeasurable.

  927. And who can overcome

  928. these robbers?

  929. Well, Bunyan writes,

  930. only Mr. Great Grace

  931. could overcome

  932. the robbers.

  933. It was the great grace

  934. of our Lord Jesus

  935. who restored Peter.

  936. And he could restore you too.

  937. But I think

  938. rather than going

  939. to Mr. Great Grace,

  940. the Lord Jesus Christ,

  941. we tend in those moments

  942. when we feel

  943. those feelings of guilt,

  944. we tend in those moments

  945. to constantly

  946. and obsessively

  947. look at ourselves.

  948. We say to ourselves,

  949. if I can just act better,

  950. be better,

  951. maybe I'll feel

  952. more like a Christian.

  953. I'll feel like

  954. a child of God.

  955. And so maybe

  956. when you're feeling guilty,

  957. we start to

  958. white-knuckle

  959. obedience

  960. for a little while,

  961. but then we fall

  962. and we're sitting

  963. right next to that

  964. black-robed

  965. Dementor,

  966. that figure of doubt.

  967. He visits us again.

  968. And so what happens

  969. is we're on a

  970. performance hamster wheel.

  971. We're all

  972. inwardly legalists.

  973. We stumble

  974. and we're right back

  975. where we started.

  976. Our friend,

  977. the black-robed

  978. figure of doubt.

  979. But I think

  980. it's instructive

  981. what David did

  982. in Psalm 3.

  983. What David did

  984. is at the end,

  985. well,

  986. he doesn't look

  987. inside himself.

  988. David looks

  989. outside of him.

  990. Psalm 3 ends

  991. with this statement,

  992. salvation belongs

  993. to the Lord.

  994. David writes,

  995. look,

  996. I'm in a small tent,

  997. I'm going to be killed,

  998. but God is still

  999. on his holy hill.

  1000. God is still God

  1001. and he gets

  1002. the last word.

  1003. 1 John 3,

    1 John 3:20

  1004. verse 20

  1005. makes the same point.

  1006. For whenever

  1007. our hearts condemn us,

  1008. God is greater

  1009. than our hearts.

  1010. So John

  1011. and David,

  1012. they both know

  1013. our hearts condemn us.

  1014. There will be moments

  1015. where we do feel

  1016. condemnation

  1017. for those grievous

  1018. sins in our lives.

  1019. But see,

  1020. God is greater

  1021. than your hearts.

  1022. See,

  1023. he holds the gavel

  1024. and his verdict

  1025. over your life

  1026. is what really matters.

  1027. So take what

  1028. your conscience

  1029. tells you seriously,

  1030. brother and sister,

  1031. but don't let your conscience

  1032. have the final word.

  1033. Don't let it have

  1034. the last word.

  1035. And there are

  1036. a few sources

  1037. of assurance.

  1038. So if this is you,

  1039. let me just encourage you.

  1040. There are a few sources

  1041. of assurance

  1042. that the scripture

  1043. gives us here

  1044. that we can

  1045. hold on to.

  1046. And the first one,

  1047. which is what we just

  1048. kind of talked about,

  1049. is the truth

  1050. of the gospel.

  1051. The first foundation

  1052. of assurance

  1053. are the truths

  1054. of the gospel.

  1055. The believer,

  1056. when struggling

  1057. with their own sin,

  1058. must flee

  1059. for refuge

  1060. to Christ crucified.

  1061. Paul asks,

  1062. who will bring

  1063. any charge

  1064. against God's elect?

  1065. The answer to that

  1066. is nobody.

  1067. Is it because

  1068. we never fail,

  1069. we never stumble,

  1070. we never fall?

  1071. No,

  1072. it's because

  1073. we believe

  1074. in a message

  1075. of grace.

  1076. Christ has

  1077. accomplished it

  1078. for us.

  1079. Paul continues,

  1080. it is God

  1081. who justifies.

  1082. So the verdict

  1083. over your life

  1084. is from the court

  1085. of the highest jurisdiction

  1086. and that already

  1087. has been handed down.

  1088. It's the message

  1089. that when you are

  1090. resting on Christ,

  1091. God declares

  1092. that you are

  1093. in the right

  1094. and His righteousness

  1095. imputed to you.

  1096. So that exists

  1097. whether you feel

  1098. like a Christian

  1099. or not.

  1100. And no one

  1101. can reverse it.

  1102. Robert Murray McShane,

  1103. an old Scottish minister,

  1104. says,

  1105. for every look

  1106. itself,

  1107. take ten looks

  1108. at Christ.

  1109. I've always

  1110. thought about

  1111. this verse

  1112. because,

  1113. you know,

  1114. when you're driving,

  1115. right,

  1116. and you notice

  1117. the windshield

  1118. is dirty.

  1119. It's all these

  1120. stains and smudges

  1121. on them.

  1122. You don't constantly

  1123. look at how dirty

  1124. your windshield is.

  1125. You're going to

  1126. crash the car.

  1127. No, you look

  1128. through the windshield

  1129. at the object.

  1130. So when we look

  1131. inside ourselves,

  1132. we will see

  1133. our faith often

  1134. is like a dirty

  1135. windshield.

  1136. But we look

  1137. at the object

  1138. of our faith.

  1139. You must look

  1140. to the promises

  1141. of God

  1142. in all their

  1143. bright array.

  1144. Even if you

  1145. believe you are

  1146. ungodly,

  1147. sinful,

  1148. utterly hopeless,

  1149. the worst

  1150. of the worst,

  1151. friend,

  1152. the cross

  1153. beckons you

  1154. to look to

  1155. the cross,

  1156. to Jesus.

  1157. There is simply

  1158. no condemnation

  1159. for those who

  1160. belong in Christ

  1161. Jesus.

  1162. There is nothing

  1163. that can separate

  1164. you from the

  1165. love of Christ.

  1166. God chose to set

  1167. his love on you.

  1168. He didn't have

  1169. any help from you

  1170. to accomplish

  1171. that salvation.

  1172. So you put

  1173. your trust

  1174. in the cross.

  1175. So the truth

  1176. of the gospel

  1177. are the first

  1178. main source

  1179. of assurance

  1180. that we have.

  1181. The second

  1182. source

  1183. is the subjective

  1184. witness of the

  1185. Holy Spirit.

  1186. The subjective

  1187. witness of the

  1188. Holy Spirit.

  1189. Now this is a

  1190. supernatural source

  1191. of assurance,

  1192. especially in

  1193. suffering.

  1194. Will you cry

  1195. out with Fanny

  1196. Crosby,

  1197. blessed assurance,

  1198. Jesus is mine.

  1199. Oh, what a

  1200. foretaste of

  1201. glory divine.

  1202. Now we don't

  1203. have much time

  1204. to talk about

  1205. this supernatural

  1206. form of

  1207. assurance,

  1208. but read

  1209. Romans chapter

    Romans 5 chapter mention

  1210. 5,

  1211. read 1 Peter 1.

  1212. There is a

  1213. subjective witness

  1214. of the Spirit

  1215. where the love

  1216. of God is

  1217. poured into

  1218. your heart.

  1219. and they

  1220. begin to

  1221. pray,

  1222. God,

  1223. begin to

  1224. pray for

  1225. that

  1226. witness of

  1227. the Spirit

  1228. in your

  1229. life.

  1230. And finally,

  1231. and this is

  1232. the most

  1233. complicated one,

  1234. the last

  1235. source of

  1236. assurance are

  1237. the fruits

  1238. of obedience

  1239. in your

  1240. life.

  1241. Ah,

  1242. there's the,

  1243. I don't know

  1244. if I can,

  1245. I don't know

  1246. if that's

  1247. going to help

  1248. my cause.

  1249. but Jesus

  1250. says you

  1251. will know

  1252. them by

  1253. their fruits,

  1254. right?

  1255. You can look

  1256. at the fruit

  1257. in your

  1258. life,

  1259. and that

  1260. should give

  1261. you a

  1262. sense of

  1263. whether you

  1264. actually are

  1265. in Christ

  1266. or not.

  1267. Of course,

  1268. this causes

  1269. all kinds

  1270. of questions,

  1271. and I

  1272. will say

  1273. you might

  1274. not be the

  1275. best person

  1276. to assess

  1277. this in

  1278. your own

  1279. life,

  1280. and that's

  1281. why you

  1282. become a

  1283. member of

  1284. a church,

  1285. right?

  1286. We look at

  1287. each other's

  1288. lives,

  1289. and we can

  1290. say as best

  1291. I can tell,

  1292. I think the

  1293. Lord is

  1294. working in

  1295. you,

  1296. brother and

  1297. sister.

  1298. You know,

  1299. C.S.

  1300. Lewis,

  1301. he once

  1302. counseled not

  1303. to compare

  1304. yourself with

  1305. others in

  1306. this respect.

  1307. He says,

  1308. suppose there's

  1309. an advertisement

  1310. for toothpaste

  1311. to make your

  1312. teeth whiter,

  1313. cleaner,

  1314. and suppose

  1315. someone inherited

  1316. greater teeth

  1317. and another

  1318. bad teeth.

  1319. A person

  1320. with bad

  1321. teeth is

  1322. genuinely

  1323. using the

  1324. toothpaste

  1325. to brush

  1326. their teeth

  1327. every morning,

  1328. but their

  1329. teeth don't

  1330. look as nice

  1331. as someone

  1332. born with

  1333. just naturally

  1334. good teeth.

  1335. Mrs.

  1336. White's

  1337. smile,

  1338. he says,

  1339. who never

  1340. once uses

  1341. toothpaste,

  1342. but she

  1343. was born

  1344. with great

  1345. teeth.

  1346. Does that

  1347. mean the

  1348. toothpaste

  1349. doesn't work?

  1350. No,

  1351. of course not.

  1352. In the same

  1353. way,

  1354. Lewis writes,

  1355. some people,

  1356. you know,

  1357. they can be

  1358. naturally very

  1359. angry,

  1360. but God,

  1361. by his grace,

  1362. you are making

  1363. improvements in

  1364. that area of

  1365. your life,

  1366. despite the

  1367. fact that you

  1368. might be more

  1369. angry than

  1370. other people.

  1371. Right?

  1372. Your temperament,

  1373. you're born

  1374. with it,

  1375. but it's

  1376. under new

  1377. management.

  1378. And so,

  1379. don't compare

  1380. yourself with

  1381. other people.

  1382. Right?

  1383. Be encouraged

  1384. that God

  1385. is,

  1386. he is,

  1387. he's working

  1388. your life,

  1389. and even

  1390. small improvements

  1391. are ways that we

  1392. can be encouraged

  1393. of the fruits of

  1394. obedience in our

  1395. lives.

  1396. But now,

  1397. the fruits of

  1398. obedience do

  1399. not drive our

  1400. assurance.

  1401. They confirm

  1402. and corroborate

  1403. that we,

  1404. in fact,

  1405. are children of

  1406. God.

  1407. If you see

  1408. fruit,

  1409. you should

  1410. improve your

  1411. confidence that

  1412. you are a new

  1413. creation,

  1414. that the old

  1415. is gone,

  1416. the new has

  1417. come.

  1418. But if the

  1419. cupboard is

  1420. barren,

  1421. scripture would

  1422. have us to

  1423. be warned.

  1424. So,

  1425. if you're not

  1426. sure of

  1427. whether,

  1428. how to view

  1429. this in your

  1430. own life,

  1431. you know,

  1432. let me encourage

  1433. you to read

  1434. Galatians chapter

  1435. five this week

  1436. and ask yourself,

  1437. is my life

  1438. characterized by

  1439. the fruit of the

  1440. spirit or the

  1441. fruit of the

  1442. flesh,

  1443. and then pray

  1444. that God

  1445. would reveal

  1446. that to you.

  1447. But if

  1448. you're not

  1449. quite sure,

  1450. you know,

  1451. maybe,

  1452. I just feel

  1453. like I'm

  1454. more characterized

  1455. by the fruit

  1456. of the flesh

  1457. than I'd like

  1458. to be.

  1459. We don't

  1460. approach the

  1461. problem of

  1462. fixing that

  1463. by trying to

  1464. yield more

  1465. fruit,

  1466. right?

  1467. Let me give

  1468. you an

  1469. illustration.

  1470. When driving

  1471. a car,

  1472. you know,

  1473. our works

  1474. are kind of

  1475. like a

  1476. speedometer,

  1477. right?

  1478. If the

  1479. speedometer

  1480. is at

  1481. zero,

  1482. how would

  1483. you try

  1484. to fix

  1485. that?

  1486. Well,

  1487. would you

  1488. try to

  1489. reach out

  1490. to the

  1491. speedometer

  1492. and then

  1493. move it

  1494. from zero

  1495. to 60?

  1496. Then you

  1497. kind of

  1498. get more

  1499. works.

  1500. And so

  1501. everything's

  1502. all solved.

  1503. The speedometer

  1504. says it's

  1505. 60.

  1506. No,

  1507. you don't

  1508. do that.

  1509. What you

  1510. would do

  1511. if the

  1512. speedometer

  1513. is not

  1514. working is

  1515. you would

  1516. lean your

  1517. weight on

  1518. the accelerator.

  1519. You lean

  1520. your weight

  1521. on the

  1522. promises of

  1523. the gospel

  1524. and God's

  1525. character.

  1526. Right?

  1527. And if it's

  1528. not moving,

  1529. maybe the

  1530. engine needs

  1531. to be

  1532. something in

  1533. the engine.

  1534. Maybe your

  1535. faith,

  1536. you need to

  1537. go back to

  1538. the truth of

  1539. the gospel

  1540. and ask

  1541. yourself,

  1542. am I really

  1543. trusting in

  1544. these?

  1545. Am I relying

  1546. upon them?

  1547. If you see a

  1548. tree with

  1549. mushy brown

  1550. fruit,

  1551. right,

  1552. you don't

  1553. like go to

  1554. the tree

  1555. and like take

  1556. one out and

  1557. start painting

  1558. it red or

  1559. green,

  1560. right?

  1561. You have to

  1562. attend to the

  1563. root of the

  1564. tree.

  1565. So don't

  1566. ignore the

  1567. root and

  1568. just start,

  1569. you know,

  1570. painting fruits

  1571. to make it

  1572. look like,

  1573. you know,

  1574. maybe that

  1575. will solve

  1576. the problem.

  1577. And this

  1578. is how Romans

    Romans 4 chapter mention

  1579. chapter 4

  1580. describes how

  1581. Abraham grew

  1582. in his

  1583. faith.

  1584. He grew

  1585. in faith

  1586. and so he

  1587. grew in

  1588. holiness.

  1589. Abraham

  1590. convinced of

  1591. God's

  1592. promises,

  1593. Romans 4

  1594. 20 says

  1595. this,

  1596. no unbelief

  1597. made him

  1598. waver

  1599. concerning the

  1600. promise of

  1601. God,

  1602. but he grew

  1603. strong in

  1604. his faith

  1605. as he gave

  1606. glory to

  1607. God,

  1608. fully convinced

  1609. that God

  1610. was able to

  1611. do what he

  1612. had promised.

  1613. You see

  1614. that he

  1615. grew strong

  1616. in his

  1617. faith as

  1618. he gave

  1619. glory to

  1620. God.

  1621. So maybe

  1622. one of the

  1623. best things

  1624. you can do

  1625. to help

  1626. you grow

  1627. in your

  1628. fruit bearing

  1629. is to really

  1630. consider and

  1631. meditate on

  1632. these doctrines

  1633. of grace

  1634. we've been

  1635. talking about.

  1636. If you give

  1637. God more

  1638. glory,

  1639. you grow

  1640. more strong

  1641. in your

  1642. faith,

  1643. that is what

  1644. grows your

  1645. holiness.

  1646. Okay.

  1647. All right.

  1648. Well,

  1649. one final

  1650. piece of

  1651. advice that

  1652. if you say,

  1653. look,

  1654. I'm doing

  1655. that,

  1656. I'm still

  1657. struggling.

  1658. You might

  1659. say,

  1660. look,

  1661. I don't

  1662. love the

  1663. things I

  1664. ought to

  1665. love and

  1666. I don't

  1667. hate the

  1668. things I

  1669. ought to

  1670. hate.

  1671. Well,

  1672. one piece

  1673. of advice

  1674. I give

  1675. you,

  1676. which has

  1677. been such

  1678. an encouragement

  1679. to me and

  1680. many other

  1681. people,

  1682. is that

  1683. struggling

  1684. against

  1685. indwelling

  1686. sin is

  1687. in fact

  1688. evidence

  1689. of grace

  1690. in your

  1691. own life.

  1692. John

  1693. Owen writes,

  1694. the spirit's

  1695. operation is

  1696. known by

  1697. the flesh's

  1698. opposition.

  1699. We find

  1700. a man's

  1701. strength by

  1702. the burden

  1703. he carries,

  1704. not the

  1705. pace that

  1706. he goes.

  1707. He says,

  1708. oh,

  1709. wretched

  1710. man that

  1711. I am,

  1712. who shall

  1713. deliver me

  1714. from this

  1715. body of

  1716. death?

  1717. Owen writes,

  1718. that's a

  1719. better evidence

  1720. of grace

  1721. than saying,

  1722. God,

  1723. I thank

  1724. you,

  1725. I'm not

  1726. as these

  1727. other men.

  1728. So if

  1729. you can

  1730. say,

  1731. oh,

  1732. wretched

  1733. man that

  1734. I am,

  1735. I don't

  1736. do the

  1737. things I

  1738. want to

  1739. do,

  1740. that's

  1741. actually a

  1742. very strong

  1743. indicator the

  1744. spirit is

  1745. working in

  1746. your life.

  1747. And God

  1748. mercifully

  1749. receives even

  1750. the imperfect

  1751. obedience of

  1752. all who are

  1753. accepted in

  1754. his son.

  1755. John Owen

  1756. continues,

  1757. know that

  1758. God despises

  1759. not small

  1760. things.

  1761. He takes

  1762. notice of

  1763. the least

  1764. breathings of

  1765. our hearts

  1766. after him

  1767. when we

  1768. ourselves

  1769. can see

  1770. nor perceive

  1771. no such

  1772. thing.

  1773. He's

  1774. saying,

  1775. look,

  1776. you might

  1777. think your

  1778. faith,

  1779. it's kind

  1780. of like a

  1781. smoldering

  1782. flax.

  1783. There's

  1784. not much,

  1785. it's just

  1786. a small

  1787. little flame.

  1788. It feels

  1789. like it's

  1790. about to

  1791. go out.

  1792. It doesn't

  1793. feel like a

  1794. roaring flame.

  1795. Owen writes,

  1796. look,

  1797. you might

  1798. just see

  1799. lead or

  1800. clay,

  1801. but he

  1802. sees the

  1803. gold.

  1804. Even

  1805. when we

  1806. continue in

  1807. sin,

  1808. your struggle

  1809. against sin

  1810. pleases

  1811. God more

  1812. than your

  1813. actions.

  1814. Everything

  1815. that is

  1816. of him

  1817. is noted

  1818. in his

  1819. book,

  1820. though not

  1821. in ours.

  1822. Here's

  1823. what I

  1824. love about

  1825. what he

  1826. says.

  1827. Here's a

  1828. wonderful

  1829. verse,

  1830. a wonderful

  1831. piece of

  1832. advice that

  1833. Owen gives.

  1834. He remembers

  1835. the duties

  1836. which we

  1837. forget,

  1838. and forgets

  1839. the sins

  1840. which we

  1841. remember.

  1842. There is

  1843. more mercy

  1844. in Christ

  1845. than sin

  1846. in us.

  1847. So the

  1848. very things

  1849. that you

  1850. constantly

  1851. remember in

  1852. your mind,

  1853. if you're

  1854. in Christ,

  1855. God has

  1856. forgotten

  1857. about those

  1858. things.

  1859. And the

  1860. things that

  1861. you've

  1862. forgotten,

  1863. those true

  1864. works of

  1865. faith that

  1866. you've

  1867. actually done

  1868. in the

  1869. name of

  1870. the Lord

  1871. Jesus,

  1872. he still

  1873. remembers

  1874. those

  1875. things.

  1876. And

  1877. he's a

  1878. God of

  1879. grace.

  1880. All right,

  1881. let me

  1882. conclude.

  1883. We begin

  1884. reflecting on

  1885. the everlasting

  1886. love of God

  1887. by Owen.

  1888. Let me

  1889. conclude with

  1890. Amy Carmichael

  1891. who found

  1892. this same

  1893. love as

  1894. an everlasting

  1895. consolation for

  1896. her.

  1897. Amy Carmichael

  1898. has great

  1899. poetry.

  1900. If you've

  1901. never read

  1902. her stuff,

  1903. you ought

  1904. to.

  1905. She has

  1906. one poem

  1907. which I've

  1908. carried with

  1909. me for the

  1910. last few

  1911. years,

  1912. and it's

  1913. called

  1914. Before I

  1915. Was.

  1916. Amy writes

  1917. this,

  1918. speaking to

  1919. God,

  1920. You love

  1921. me because

  1922. you love

  1923. me.

  1924. No other

  1925. reason can

  1926. I find,

  1927. no other

  1928. reason can

  1929. there be.

  1930. No human

  1931. love,

  1932. were it not

  1933. blind,

  1934. could ever

  1935. care for

  1936. me.

  1937. But thy

  1938. pure eyes

  1939. do read

  1940. me through.

  1941. My soul

  1942. is naked

  1943. unto thee,

  1944. and yet,

  1945. oh,

  1946. wonder ever

  1947. knew,

  1948. my Lord,

  1949. thou

  1950. lovest

  1951. me.

  1952. And thou

  1953. wilt love,

  1954. if good of

  1955. mine had

  1956. caused thy

  1957. glorious love

  1958. to be,

  1959. then surely

  1960. would thy

  1961. love decline

  1962. and weary

  1963. Lord of

  1964. me.

  1965. I may

  1966. not fear,

  1967. for to the

  1968. end thou

  1969. loves,

  1970. oh,

  1971. Lord,

  1972. oh,

  1973. who but thee,

  1974. the sinner's

  1975. savior and his

  1976. friend,

  1977. would set his

  1978. love on me.

  1979. And on thee

  1980. now my heart

  1981. is set,

  1982. thy name is

  1983. music unto me.

  1984. Oh,

  1985. help me never

  1986. to forget

  1987. that I am

  1988. loved by thee.

  1989. Amen.

  1990. All right.

  1991. It's a

  1992. wonderful

  1993. poem about

  1994. God's love

  1995. for her,

  1996. and that if

  1997. he loved

  1998. her,

  1999. that's an

  2000. everlasting

  2001. love.

  2002. Okay,

  2003. well,

  2004. let's open

  2005. it up for

  2006. a few minutes

  2007. of questions

  2008. or comments,

  2009. clarifications.

  2010. We've got

  2011. about five

  2012. minutes.

  2013. faith is the

  2014. assurance of

  2015. things hoped

  2016. for,

  2017. the evidence

  2018. of things

  2019. not seen.

  2020. I've contemplated

  2021. on that.

  2022. Faith is a

  2023. gift.

  2024. It's given

  2025. to me.

  2026. I don't work

  2027. my way up,

  2028. but that's the

  2029. assurance that I

  2030. have.

  2031. If I have

  2032. faith,

  2033. that assures

  2034. me that I'm

  2035. a Christian.

  2036. And Romans 8,

  2037. 16,

  2038. it says,

  2039. the Spirit

  2040. of God

  2041. bears with us

  2042. that we are

  2043. his children.

  2044. I can't

  2045. prove that

  2046. empirically.

  2047. I know.

  2048. Yeah.

  2049. That's

  2050. supernatural

  2051. assurance.

  2052. difficult,

  2053. simple thing

  2054. I've ever

  2055. had to do

  2056. in my life.

  2057. Yes.

  2058. Thank you.

  2059. Well,

  2060. that's Elizabeth.

  2061. Yeah.

  2062. So,

  2063. talk a little

  2064. more about

  2065. the coin purse

  2066. and the jewels.

  2067. What is that?

  2068. Yeah,

  2069. the coin purse

  2070. is when

  2071. faith,

  2072. when Mr.

  2073. Little Faith

  2074. was beaten

  2075. over the head

  2076. by guilt,

  2077. mistrust,

  2078. and faint heart.

  2079. That's an allegory

  2080. of a Christian

  2081. who is experiencing

  2082. loud voices

  2083. of condemnation,

  2084. of their guilt,

  2085. and those robbers

  2086. stole all of his

  2087. coins,

  2088. and he had to

  2089. beg for the rest

  2090. of his life.

  2091. And so,

  2092. the coins

  2093. are assurance.

  2094. The coins

  2095. are our comfort

  2096. in the faith.

  2097. But the jewels,

  2098. they couldn't steal

  2099. the jewels from him.

  2100. No amount of guilt

  2101. or our own voice

  2102. of condemnation

  2103. will ever take

  2104. those away from us.

  2105. That represents

  2106. our inheritance

  2107. in Christ's kingdom.

  2108. That represents

  2109. the,

  2110. that represents

  2111. pretty much

  2112. this whole first point.

  2113. That he keeps us,

  2114. he loves us,

  2115. it's an everlasting love,

  2116. and we will never

  2117. lose those.

  2118. So,

  2119. it kind of shows

  2120. that you could be

  2121. a Christian

  2122. and not experience

  2123. a lot of assurance

  2124. of faith in your own life.

  2125. And you could struggle

  2126. with that.

  2127. But that doesn't mean

  2128. that you're not

  2129. actually...

  2130. What are the coins?

  2131. The coins are...

  2132. What coins are your

  2133. worldly goods?

  2134. Not necessarily.

  2135. How we feel about it.

  2136. salvation.

  2137. Yeah.

  2138. Yeah.

  2139. Yeah.

  2140. That's right.

  2141. So Bunyan's drawing

  2142. a distinction

  2143. between our salvation

  2144. and our assurance

  2145. of our salvation.

  2146. Those are two different things.

  2147. Yes.

  2148. We have peace with God

  2149. through Christ Jesus

  2150. our Lord.

  2151. We might not always

  2152. feel that peace.

  2153. That's what

  2154. the distinction

  2155. Bunyan's drawing.

  2156. Susan.

  2157. So I'm Bill Bright's famous

  2158. for a spiritual walk.

  2159. The last page you find

  2160. is the train, right?

  2161. And he says

  2162. the locomotion,

  2163. the energy

  2164. of that train

  2165. is Christ

  2166. and he's accomplished

  2167. work for our salvation.

  2168. Our emotions are the truth.

  2169. So,

  2170. you know,

  2171. if we base

  2172. our assurance

  2173. on how we feel

  2174. from the other day,

  2175. it's going to be

  2176. a hard slog.

  2177. When you talk about Bill,

  2178. right?

  2179. So,

  2180. Bill,

  2181. for anybody

  2182. who's a parent's Bill,

  2183. the fact that

  2184. Bill

  2185. knew Christ,

  2186. right?

  2187. And then kind of

  2188. was exposed

  2189. to other things

  2190. like

  2191. the general function.

  2192. We can have

  2193. so much time

  2194. if they're a product

  2195. and they have Christ

  2196. that we will

  2197. hold on

  2198. because

  2199. nothing can take us

  2200. away from that,

  2201. right?

  2202. So,

  2203. if they have that,

  2204. that,

  2205. right?

  2206. So,

  2207. we can have

  2208. some assurance

  2209. of a parent

  2210. of Bill

  2211. or a grandparent

  2212. of Bill,

  2213. right?

  2214. I know what you mean.

  2215. I don't think

  2216. you can have

  2217. assurance of his

  2218. salvation,

  2219. but you can

  2220. certainly

  2221. know that

  2222. your efforts

  2223. to raise Bill

  2224. and teach him

  2225. the scriptures

  2226. are not in vain

  2227. and we can pray

  2228. that God

  2229. can use that

  2230. to bring Bill,

  2231. you know,

  2232. like a prodigal son.

  2233. I know my father

  2234. is generous.

  2235. My mother taught

  2236. me the scripture

  2237. and so maybe

  2238. God will work

  2239. that out

  2240. in Bill's life

  2241. and we can pray

  2242. for that

  2243. and hope for that.

  2244. One of my

  2245. favorite examples

  2246. in history

  2247. is Monica

  2248. who prayed

  2249. for Augustine.

  2250. Augustine was a Bill.

  2251. Augustine was

  2252. a billion miles

  2253. away from God

  2254. and Monica

  2255. taught him

  2256. the scriptures,

  2257. continued to pray

  2258. for him

  2259. and God

  2260. used that

  2261. mightily

  2262. in his life.

  2263. But I don't

  2264. think we can

  2265. use any

  2266. sort of

  2267. previous experience

  2268. as a present

  2269. assurance

  2270. that Bill

  2271. is in fact

  2272. a Christian.

  2273. I don't think

  2274. we can do that.

  2275. Yeah?

  2276. I think two

  2277. scriptures

  2278. that are encouraging

  2279. I think particularly

  2280. to parents

  2281. is,

  2282. well,

  2283. one,

  2284. looking at God's

  2285. love that he

  2286. wishes not to

  2287. parents,

  2288. but another one

  2289. is that

  2290. it's faith

  2291. like a mustard

  2292. seed.

  2293. And then the

  2294. other one

  2295. is train up

  2296. a child

  2297. in the way

  2298. they should go

  2299. and when they're

  2300. old they won't

  2301. depart from it.

  2302. I think these

  2303. sorts of

  2304. small planted

  2305. seeds

  2306. and God's

  2307. character

  2308. combined

  2309. that's like

  2310. the type

  2311. of that

  2312. love of the

  2313. father

  2314. I think

  2315. gives parents

  2316. the ability

  2317. to like

  2318. open their

  2319. hands

  2320. to their

  2321. children

  2322. and surrender

  2323. them to the

  2324. Lord.

  2325. I think

  2326. those are...

  2327. They're exposed

  2328. so much

  2329. to others

  2330. telling them

  2331. how can you

  2332. believe in it

  2333. and not

  2334. do it

  2335. around

  2336. this awful

  2337. thing

  2338. and all

  2339. of that.

  2340. Yeah.

  2341. And a reason

  2342. for God

  2343. to talk

  2344. about that.

  2345. Yeah.

  2346. And if they're

  2347. still open to

  2348. prayer,

  2349. they're not

  2350. going to

  2351. pray with you

  2352. and they want

  2353. to pray with you

  2354. and they want

  2355. to pray with you

  2356. and they want

  2357. to pray with you

  2358. and they want

  2359. to pray with you

  2360. and none of

  2361. those labors,

  2362. all of them

  2363. are kept in God's

  2364. book.

  2365. He knows each

  2366. one of them.

  2367. Elizabeth.

  2368. So,

  2369. God loves them

  2370. more.

  2371. Talk a little

  2372. bit more about

  2373. the black

  2374. robe,

  2375. whatever that is.

  2376. Oh, yeah.

  2377. This is the last

  2378. question.

  2379. That's the

  2380. black robe

  2381. figure of doubt

  2382. who whispers in

  2383. your ear,

  2384. you're no child

  2385. of God.

  2386. I think that

  2387. could be the

  2388. enemy,

  2389. whispering in

  2390. our ears,

  2391. accusing us.

  2392. It could be

  2393. your conscience.

  2394. Yeah, it

  2395. could be any

  2396. of those.

  2397. But I think

  2398. like David,

  2399. when you're

  2400. beloved of

  2401. God,

  2402. your salvation

  2403. is secure,

  2404. he loves you

  2405. until the very

  2406. ends.

  2407. There's still

  2408. sometimes those

  2409. black robe

  2410. figures of doubt

  2411. who come to

  2412. us.

  2413. and want

  2414. to call

  2415. into question

  2416. our identity

  2417. as a son

  2418. or daughter

  2419. of God.

  2420. And it

  2421. could be

  2422. spiritual warfare,

  2423. it could be

  2424. our consciences,

  2425. but at the

  2426. end of the

  2427. day,

  2428. it's just a

  2429. metaphor.

  2430. I just wanted

  2431. to highlight

  2432. when you

  2433. talked about

  2434. the symbolism

  2435. of white

  2436. and wearing

  2437. the white

  2438. robe as

  2439. both forgiveness

  2440. and conquering

  2441. victory,

  2442. I mean,

  2443. that's like

  2444. a totally

  2445. profound

  2446. unity of

  2447. thought in

  2448. terms of

  2449. like,

  2450. when you

  2451. look and

  2452. live your

  2453. life as

  2454. a race,

  2455. it really

  2456. is the

  2457. ministry of

  2458. reconciliation

  2459. and it

  2460. really is

  2461. the call

  2462. of forgiveness

  2463. on the

  2464. followers of

  2465. Jesus to

  2466. bring the

  2467. love of

  2468. Christ to

  2469. the world

  2470. because it

  2471. really is

  2472. this like

  2473. challenge,

  2474. like the

  2475. great mountain

  2476. of forgiveness

  2477. and reconciliation,

  2478. that is the

  2479. transformative

  2480. thing in the

  2481. world.

  2482. Amen.

  2483. And so that

  2484. is the

  2485. victory,

  2486. right?

  2487. And like

  2488. the reality

  2489. is as

  2490. Christians,

  2491. we acknowledge

  2492. we cannot

  2493. what Christ

  2494. did.

  2495. So I think

  2496. that was a

  2497. really profound

  2498. moment when you

  2499. put those two

  2500. adjacent to

  2501. each other.

  2502. Great way to

  2503. end the

  2504. class.

  2505. Forgiveness,

  2506. conquering,

  2507. they're

  2508. together.

  2509. Amen.

  2510. Thank you,

  2511. Beth.

  2512. All right.

  2513. Well, friends,

  2514. we have one

  2515. more class next

  2516. week, Lord

  2517. willing.

  2518. John will

  2519. come and

  2520. conclude our

  2521. journey together.