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  1. Let's pray as we take a look at, I'm going to focus particularly on the first few verses,

  2. the parable of the Pharisee and the tax collector.

  3. Those other verses that are there are really real life situations reflecting the parable

  4. of the tax collector and the Pharisee.

  5. So let's pray.

  6. Gracious God, as we come to your word now, we ask that you would speak clearly to us

  7. particularly, Lord, as we gather in this place, we are more religious than your average Aussie person.

  8. And so, Lord, you are eyeballing us when you say these words.

  9. Father, if we trust in our religion and not in Jesus, then, Lord, convict us of that tonight.

  10. Open up our hearts.

  11. May we look only to Jesus and not what you're doing in us.

  12. And we ask it for your sake.

  13. Amen.

  14. I heard the story of a lad who mounted a campaign just before Christmas in order to secure a new bike for Christmas.

  15. And so he badgered his parents, as you kind of do at that age.

  16. His mother, confusing Jesus with Santa, said to him, well, why don't you write a letter to Jesus and tell him why you deserve to have this bike?

  17. And the young lad trudged upstairs and started to write his letter.

  18. Dear Jesus, I've been good all year.

  19. He thought to himself, no, that's not right.

  20. I haven't been good all year.

  21. So he screwed up, threw it again, threw it down in the bin.

  22. Started writing again.

  23. Dear Jesus, I've been good for the last six months.

  24. Nah, that's not true either.

  25. I mean, he's a realist more than anything, this kid.

  26. Strew it up, threw it away again.

  27. Started again.

  28. Dear Jesus, I've been good all week.

  29. Ah, no, hang on a bit.

  30. There was that incident yesterday.

  31. So he paused, really frustrated, threw that in the bin.

  32. Gets up, walks downstairs, walks into the living room, up to the mantelpiece.

  33. The nativity scene is there.

  34. Grabs Mary out of the nativity scene.

  35. Walks back up into his bedroom.

  36. Plonks her down on the desk.

  37. Sits down and starts to write his letter.

  38. Dear Jesus, if you ever want to see your mother again,

  39. He had a few things worked out about Jesus.

  40. He knew that Mary was Jesus' mother, and that's kind of a start.

  41. But in terms of how to relate to God, had no clue whatsoever.

  42. In one sense, you could say he's trying to relate to God like a terrorist.

  43. He's trying to force God's hand.

  44. And this story of the Pharisee and the tax collector really helped us in how we are to relate to God,

  45. in our confusion of what it means for us in relating to God.

  46. This story is a story where Jesus introduces us to two extraordinary men.

  47. They are almost comic characters.

  48. I think Jesus draws them so starkly apart so that we can see the issue so clearly.

  49. And the issue is there clearly in verse 9.

  50. It says there, take a look at it if you've got your Bibles there.

  51. It says,

  52. But it's not just a parable about looking down on other people.

  53. It's kind of got a little bit more depth than me just kind of turning my nose up at people

  54. as I walk past them in the street or something.

  55. The core issue is where we stand with God.

  56. It's spelt out for us in verse 14.

  57. I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God.

  58. That's the core issue.

  59. My confidence in my righteousness somehow leading me to be justified before God.

  60. That's the issue that Jesus wants to address.

  61. The story is about people who are self-confident, who are self-righteous,

  62. and somehow it makes them think that I'm okay with God, therefore.

  63. And when Jesus tells this story,

  64. He is talking particularly to people who make attempts at being religious.

  65. You could say that as He tells this story,

  66. Jesus is eyeballing people like you and me

  67. who would gather in a church and sing hymns

  68. and open up the Bible and pray

  69. and do all kinds of good Christian kind of stuff.

  70. And His message is very clear for us.

  71. God is not pleased by self-confidence or self-righteousness.

  72. He is only pleased with people who come to Him in humility.

  73. So let's have a look at it.

  74. Got your Bibles? Turn them open.

  75. Luke 18.

  76. As you know from verse 10,

  77. there are two men who go up to the temple to pray,

  78. but in verse 14,

  79. it says that only one of them goes home okay with God.

  80. Only one of them goes home justified or as a friend of God's.

  81. In the movie Mad Max Beyond Thunderdome,

  82. there is this post-war scenario.

  83. And if two people get into a bit of biff,

  84. then what they would do is they would go into the Thunderdome

  85. to sort it out.

  86. I mean, sort it out to the death was the idea.

  87. And as the two people would go into the Thunderdome,

  88. this chant would go up,

  89. two men enter, one man leaves.

  90. Two men enter, one man leaves.

  91. And that is what we're dealing with here in this parable.

  92. There is a very real sense that as Jesus tells this story,

  93. two people go into the temple to do business with God,

  94. but only one of them is actually going to walk away

  95. having dealt with God,

  96. done any sort of business with God in any sort of meaningful way.

  97. We are told that one of them is a tax collector,

  98. the other is a Pharisee.

  99. We need to be careful not to muck it up right from the start,

  100. because if you're familiar with the Bible at all,

  101. we automatically go boo his to the Pharisee.

  102. Because we know that the Pharisee is the dude that Jesus consistently sticks the booting to.

  103. The Pharisees are the guys that Jesus always sets up.

  104. They always look bad in Jesus' mind.

  105. And so we need to try and hear this story

  106. as it would have been for Jesus' mates

  107. when the very first time they heard it,

  108. Peter, James, John and the rest of the boys,

  109. when they first heard this,

  110. they would have heard it very differently than what we hear it right now.

  111. They would have known the tax collector as the scum.

  112. The tax collector was the bad guy.

  113. He was the guy who wore the black hat

  114. and he was the guy who rode around on the mean-looking camels

  115. with the doof-doof kind of music.

  116. It's kind of difficult for us to find a parallel in this world

  117. of someone who was just as much of a scum

  118. as what a Pharisee was in first-century Palestine.

  119. They were filth.

  120. They were traitors.

  121. They sold out their God for money.

  122. They were not welcomed in any house of worship.

  123. They were scum.

  124. The Pharisee, on the other hand,

  125. was deeply, deeply respected in first-century Palestine.

  126. They were highly regarded in society.

  127. You know, they were the guys who,

  128. they wore the white hats.

  129. They were the good guys.

  130. They rode around on respectable camels,

  131. speed-limited camels,

  132. Camry kind of camels.

  133. They were not men who made their living out of religion.

  134. They were regular church attendees

  135. who were deeply serious about God,

  136. their relationship with God.

  137. And so, in Jesus' day,

  138. the people would go boo his scumbag

  139. to the tax collector,

  140. but not to the Pharisee.

  141. The Pharisee is the guy who is deadly earnest about God.

  142. He is a valuable member of society

  143. and a very significant contributor

  144. to the people of God.

  145. Well, that's the two extraordinary men.

  146. So now let's look at their two prayers

  147. because their two prayers reveal their hearts.

  148. First, let's have a look at the Pharisee's prayer.

  149. It reveals his heart very clearly.

  150. Now, as a bit of amusement,

  151. occasionally I read the personal ads in the newspaper.

  152. That's revealed something twisted about me.

  153. But I can't help but think

  154. why a person would want to publicly advertise

  155. their finer points

  156. in order to find someone else to love them,

  157. you know, to do it in a newspaper.

  158. And sometimes when you look at the list,

  159. there's not a whole lot of good points.

  160. They don't really put, you know,

  161. they're trying to put their best foot forward.

  162. So here's this guy I got,

  163. 30-year-old, six foot tall, brown hair, green eyes.

  164. That's it.

  165. Six foot tall, brown hair, green eyes.

  166. And he's seeking a lady for a friendship and or relationship.

  167. Well, you're going to be ringing that guy up, aren't you?

  168. I mean, he's not saying a whole lot about himself, is he?

  169. He doesn't appear to have a lot of good points,

  170. but at the very least,

  171. he's not advertising his bad points.

  172. That's one thing that I've consistently noticed

  173. in the personal ads.

  174. I've never noticed anyone to advertise their bad points.

  175. I've never noticed anyone to say,

  176. I'm broke, I haven't got a job,

  177. I'm looking for somewhere to live,

  178. I've got two greyhounds,

  179. I want someone to kind of mother me,

  180. do my housework,

  181. the washing, cook for me,

  182. and all that sort of stuff.

  183. Anyone interested?

  184. I've never noticed that.

  185. Because our normal human tendency,

  186. when we relate to one another,

  187. is to put our best foot forward.

  188. That's what we do.

  189. By the way, I apologise if you actually have done the personal ad thing

  190. and it's worked out for you.

  191. Good on you.

  192. Our normal human tendency is to put our best foot forward,

  193. to promote ourselves.

  194. We always do it.

  195. And it's no different when we approach God.

  196. We outline the wonderful things that we do,

  197. who we are,

  198. and say,

  199. please find me acceptable.

  200. And even when we do,

  201. at times,

  202. mention the things we do wrong,

  203. we kind of justify it,

  204. or minimise it as much as possible.

  205. So, I don't evade tax,

  206. I just minimise tax.

  207. I don't lie,

  208. it's just the occasional white lie.

  209. I don't gossip,

  210. I just share prayer points.

  211. I don't ridicule people,

  212. because I was really only joking.

  213. I'm not committing adultery,

  214. I'm having a midlife crisis.

  215. I don't steal stamps from work,

  216. I was just borrowing the stamps from work.

  217. And so, in the end of it,

  218. it's not that bad in the end.

  219. But God knows the heart.

  220. And this is what the Pharisee prays in verse 11,

  221. God, I thank you,

  222. that I'm not like other men,

  223. robbers,

  224. evildoers,

  225. adulterers,

  226. or even like that tax collector over there,

  227. God.

  228. I fast twice a week,

  229. and give a tenth of all that I get.

  230. Now, it's so easy to send this guy up,

  231. and I think it's the reason why Jesus actually does set him up like this,

  232. because we are to send him up.

  233. He basically says,

  234. hey God,

  235. I'm just ever so terribly marvelous.

  236. Ever so terribly marvelous.

  237. And do you know what I think is the despicable thing about it?

  238. He spiritualizes it so well.

  239. He spiritualizes his self-righteousness.

  240. God,

  241. I thank you.

  242. I thank you that you've made a difference in my life.

  243. I thank you that I'm not like other people.

  244. I thank you that you've changed me.

  245. I thank you,

  246. God.

  247. He at least recognized that it's God who's done it in him,

  248. but it's self-righteous at the core.

  249. And then he goes on and explains how he's different from other people.

  250. He says,

  251. I fast twice a week.

  252. That is,

  253. he goes without food twice a week.

  254. General Jewish practice by first century was that they did it once or twice a year,

  255. and occasionally they felt like it.

  256. This guy does it twice a week.

  257. And not just that,

  258. he gives a tenth of all that he gets.

  259. I mean,

  260. this guy is tithing his tomato plant,

  261. and his rosary bush,

  262. and everything.

  263. He's giving a tenth of all that he gets.

  264. And what he is saying,

  265. in effect,

  266. is,

  267. God,

  268. I'm okay.

  269. I'm okay.

  270. But the problem is,

  271. his evaluation of himself is based on the wrong standard.

  272. He looks around him,

  273. and says,

  274. I'm glad I'm not like those other scum.

  275. And God,

  276. you've made the difference in me.

  277. I know a guy

  278. who is

  279. serving two consecutive life sentences in Long Bay Jail

  280. for a murder of a mother and a baby.

  281. And he was in,

  282. at one stage,

  283. in the same wing of Long Bay Jail

  284. as a bunch of guys known as the Milpera bikie massacre guys,

  285. the criminals who were charged with murder for that.

  286. They gunned down a seven-year-old girl and others.

  287. They got this guy that I know,

  288. these bikie guys,

  289. got this guy that I know,

  290. beat him up,

  291. poured boiling water all over him.

  292. Why?

  293. Because he murdered a baby.

  294. Even in Long Bay Jail,

  295. and even being in Long Bay Jail

  296. for the murdering of a seven-year-old girl,

  297. you can still find people who are worse than you.

  298. You can still find people.

  299. You can still look down the line and say,

  300. yeah, I might be a murderer,

  301. but not as bad as that murderer.

  302. Even when you are daily,

  303. and for the rest of your life surrounded

  304. by the consequences

  305. of your sin,

  306. you can still

  307. self-righteously justify

  308. a higher position than someone else.

  309. People who should be able to know better in one sense.

  310. And so it's a very significant warning for us

  311. because we hide it so well.

  312. The tax collector is a total contrast to the Pharisee,

  313. beats himself on his chest,

  314. and he says,

  315. God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

  316. Who does he compare himself with?

  317. Well, in the text,

  318. he doesn't really compare himself with anyone,

  319. as far as we can tell.

  320. A better reading of his statement is this,

  321. God, have mercy on me,

  322. the sinner.

  323. He's not trying to find comfort in the fact

  324. that he's part of a large group of people,

  325. all in the same boat.

  326. You know, we're all sinners.

  327. We all fall short of the glory of God.

  328. Yeah, sure, I make my mistakes.

  329. I fall short.

  330. You know, I'm no different than anyone else.

  331. I am human after all.

  332. He doesn't care about that.

  333. He says,

  334. God, I am the sinner.

  335. I'm the model sinner.

  336. I'm the essential sinner.

  337. He doesn't compare himself with other people.

  338. This guy knows he's not okay with God,

  339. and he cries out in despair.

  340. And Jesus says that that scumbag goes home justified by God.

  341. It's justified, never sinned.

  342. He goes home right with God as his friend.

  343. The way that we are to approach God is always,

  344. God, have mercy on me, the sinner.

  345. The sinner.

  346. The fulfillment of religious duties doesn't put us into God's good books.

  347. There is no way to be right with the God of this universe

  348. than to ask him for mercy.

  349. And so I want to encourage you to do just that,

  350. to throw yourself on the mercy of this God

  351. and ask him for his forgiveness.

  352. Don't expect to get into his good books via the terrorist method

  353. and make demands on God.

  354. Don't expect to get into God's good books with a resume method

  355. and sort of, you know, write out all your good points

  356. and say, God, this should be good enough.

  357. Certainly a lot better than a lot of other people.

  358. God is not impressed by religious activity.

  359. And that should be a warning for us.

  360. Let me say it should be a warning for you.

  361. Now forget that.

  362. It should be a warning for me.

  363. Now let's be realistic here.

  364. I'm the most religious person here, I'd imagine.

  365. I suspect so.

  366. I mean, I've got a reverend in front of my name.

  367. I've got some theological degrees and some other stuff behind my name.

  368. I've been at church three times today.

  369. Anyone here beat that?

  370. I live at church for goodness sake.

  371. I work at church.

  372. I'm full-time in ministry.

  373. I travel and I speak in different parts of the country.

  374. I train leaders.

  375. I run youth ministry events.

  376. I've even got a special dress that I can wear at 8.30

  377. when I do church to make me even look more religious.

  378. Are you impressed by that?

  379. You wouldn't be if you saw me at 8.30.

  380. The fact is you shouldn't be.

  381. Because God isn't impressed by it.

  382. He's not impressed by it.

  383. Don't fall into the trap of thinking that you impress God by what you do.

  384. It doesn't matter whether it's regular attendance at church,

  385. you're giving lots of money,

  386. praying on your knees or standing in your closet.

  387. It doesn't matter what it is.

  388. It doesn't matter what it is.

  389. None of those things contribute anything to you being right with God.

  390. God isn't impressed.

  391. In fact, I'd go as far as saying that God hates people putting their confidence

  392. in their religious activity.

  393. Anyone who says that there is some kind of religious activity that you must do

  394. in order to be friends with God is wrong.

  395. Wrong.

  396. It's what you call heresy.

  397. And the best test case for it is perhaps the first believer.

  398. The first person to go to heaven straight after Jesus.

  399. You know, the dude is on the cross beside Jesus.

  400. And he's stuck up there on the cross beside Jesus.

  401. And he turns to Jesus and says,

  402. Remember me when you come into your kingdom.

  403. You see, it's a statement of faith.

  404. It's a statement of trust.

  405. He recognizes the bloke who's been crucified beside him is no ordinary person.

  406. This guy's a king.

  407. And in his death, which is about to happen very soon,

  408. he's going to enter his kingdom.

  409. This is a kingdom which goes beyond this world.

  410. And so what did Jesus say to him as he made his statement of faith and trust in Jesus?

  411. Did Jesus say,

  412. Yeah, mate, not a problem.

  413. Get yourself down off the cross and get off the church with you.

  414. And then you can come into my kingdom.

  415. No, that wasn't it.

  416. Did he say,

  417. Okay, disciple guys, bring up the buckets.

  418. We're going to baptize this dude here.

  419. And then he can be in my kingdom.

  420. Or, hey, mate, have a crack at speaking in some other weird languages.

  421. And then you can be in my kingdom.

  422. No.

  423. Today, you will be with me in paradise.

  424. Today, you will be with me in paradise.

  425. Because this man had placed his faith in Jesus Christ.

  426. Christianity is not about self-righteousness.

  427. It is about God given righteousness.

  428. But this is not just a message for those who need to come to Jesus.

  429. It's a message for those who already follow Jesus.

  430. Who have already put their trust in Jesus.

  431. Because we could stop here right now and we could pray and say,

  432. Father, thank you that I'm not like the Pharisee.

  433. But that would be wrong.

  434. Because we are.

  435. We'd miss the whole point.

  436. You see, it's so easy to start with faith in Jesus.

  437. We look at where we're at.

  438. We look at what God has done for us in Jesus.

  439. It makes an easy kind of choice.

  440. We follow Jesus.

  441. We trust in him.

  442. But then from that point on, we can start to slide back into religion.

  443. It's often a subtle shift, but it's so easy to do.

  444. It's easy because the longer you've been a Christian,

  445. the more you hang around with Christian people,

  446. the more you're involved in church and youth group and Bible studies

  447. and Christian activities and stuff like that,

  448. the more time God has had to work on you and shape you and mould you and change you.

  449. And after a while, you can start to think,

  450. Hey God, I'm not too bad.

  451. You really have done a marvellous thing in me, God.

  452. Of course, I've been working with you on that,

  453. but you've done a marvellous thing in me, God.

  454. And you can start to look down your nose at others.

  455. It is such a danger.

  456. It's such an easy thing to do.

  457. And let me tell you that the more religious activity you do,

  458. the easier it is to do.

  459. I find it an enormous temptation to be the Pharisee,

  460. to look down my nose at other people who don't come up to scratch

  461. and wonder why they don't come up to scratch.

  462. That's just in the Gist Church.

  463. Forget about anyone else.

  464. As if somehow I have mustered up a righteousness all on my own.

  465. It's so easy to shift from faith in Jesus back into what I do.

  466. And you start to think,

  467. I'm not too bad.

  468. In fact, Jesus really knew what he was doing

  469. when he invited me to be part of his kingdom.

  470. And you start to trust in your religion.

  471. I got a shocking but marvellous email this week

  472. from someone that I know and who's fairly dear to me.

  473. This is a person who grew up in a church,

  474. went to church all of his life.

  475. He's always gone to church.

  476. Went through Sunday school, youth group,

  477. became a youth leader.

  478. He ended up as a warden in his church.

  479. I've been involved in this person

  480. with a number of events,

  481. a youth ministry kind of events.

  482. He has worked for an Anglican organisation

  483. in a high profile position

  484. for a number of years.

  485. He then left that

  486. and went off to study in Bible College full time

  487. and has been going really well at Bible College.

  488. Two days ago, I got an email from him and said,

  489. Steve, I became a Christian.

  490. Two days ago, I became a Christian.

  491. And I'm like, what?

  492. I was going to give you a job.

  493. You had me fooled.

  494. You had me fooled.

  495. All the time I've known him.

  496. Could talk the talk, walk the walk.

  497. But he trusted in his own righteousness.

  498. Got to a point where he realised

  499. that the sin that was there,

  500. he couldn't hold it back any longer

  501. and he needed to repent.

  502. He needed to confess that it's all been a facade.

  503. He needed to...

  504. And God did an amazing work in his life.

  505. He has been blown away by Jesus.

  506. He reads the Bible now

  507. and he just weeps.

  508. He used to put up with the singing at church.

  509. Now he enjoys the singing at church.

  510. He could never stand singing at church.

  511. For some reason, it was a problem for him

  512. and now he just loves it.

  513. Yeah, same stupid old hymns

  514. and he still...

  515. And now he loves them.

  516. Blown away by Jesus.

  517. The other amazing thing is he sits

  518. his end of year exams at Bible College

  519. and having just gone to his vice principal

  520. and soon his principal

  521. and repented of the last 12 months

  522. and sending emails to all these Christian people he knows

  523. and repenting of deceiving them

  524. and exposing his sin to them

  525. and what he's held close in his heart.

  526. And I'm just broken for this guy.

  527. I mean, it's just...

  528. But awesome stuff

  529. as he sits his final exams

  530. in the middle of Stuvak right now

  531. for the first time in his life

  532. he has no fear.

  533. He has no anxiety.

  534. But

  535. he could have been like this Pharisee

  536. and walked away.

  537. Walked out of the temple

  538. and not been justified.

  539. And I would have got to heaven

  540. and I would have been surprised.

  541. The question for us is

  542. are we totally looking away from ourselves?

  543. When you see yourself standing before King Jesus,

  544. the Holy Judge,

  545. what are you going to look to?

  546. What are you going to trust in

  547. in that moment?

  548. Friends, it would be shocking for us

  549. not to be terrified

  550. by those four words

  551. in the middle of verse 14.

  552. terrified by them

  553. rather than the other.

  554. I tell you,

  555. this man,

  556. the tax collector,

  557. he went down to his house

  558. justified

  559. before God

  560. rather

  561. than

  562. the other.

  563. the Pharisee,

  564. the righteous one,

  565. the one thanking God

  566. for his righteousness

  567. was not justified,

  568. he was condemned.

  569. People who trust

  570. in the righteousness

  571. that God has worked in them

  572. for the basis of their acceptance,

  573. their acquittal,

  574. their justification

  575. before God

  576. do not

  577. go down

  578. to their house

  579. justified.

  580. People who

  581. really believe

  582. that the righteousness

  583. that God

  584. helps them do

  585. in this life

  586. is a sufficient

  587. basis

  588. for their justification

  589. before God,

  590. Jesus says

  591. will not

  592. be justified.

  593. justified.

  594. So Paul's

  595. friends,

  596. this

  597. is very

  598. serious stuff

  599. because

  600. Jesus is

  601. eyeballing

  602. people like

  603. you and me

  604. when he says

  605. these words.

  606. We are not

  607. justified

  608. by the righteousness

  609. that Christ

  610. works in us

  611. but by the

  612. righteousness

  613. that Christ

  614. is

  615. for

  616. us.

  617. And so I

  618. plead with you

  619. today

  620. on behalf

  621. of Jesus

  622. that for

  623. your justification

  624. you do

  625. not look

  626. to

  627. or trust

  628. in

  629. what God

  630. has worked

  631. out in your

  632. life.

  633. Instead

  634. look to

  635. and trust

  636. in Christ

  637. alone

  638. and all

  639. that God

  640. is for you

  641. in him.

  642. So hear

  643. the words

  644. of Jesus

  645. again.

  646. Everyone

  647. who exalts

  648. himself

  649. will be

  650. humbled

  651. and he

  652. who

  653. humbles

  654. himself

  655. will be

  656. exalted.

  657. Everyone

  658. who exalts

  659. himself

  660. will be

  661. humbled

  662. and he

  663. who

  664. humbles

  665. himself

  666. will be

  667. exalted.

  668. This is

  669. what we're

  670. going to do.

  671. We're going

  672. to bow

  673. our heads

  674. and I

  675. want each

  676. one of

  677. you to

  678. pour

  679. over

  680. those

  681. words.

  682. To

  683. think

  684. to

  685. search

  686. to

  687. pray

  688. am

  689. I

  690. the

  691. Pharisee

  692. or am

  693. I

  694. the

  695. tax

  696. collector?

  697. For

  698. some of

  699. us here

  700. we need

  701. to make

  702. a choice.

  703. The

  704. choice

  705. is we

  706. actually

  707. do

  708. need

  709. to put

  710. our

  711. trust

  712. in

  713. Jesus

  714. and

  715. for

  716. some

  717. of

  718. us

  719. we

  720. need

  721. to

  722. make

  723. a

  724. choice.

  725. We

  726. need

  727. to

  728. say

  729. actually

  730. I

  731. have

  732. been

  733. swinging

  734. towards

  735. my

  736. religious

  737. activity

  738. thinking

  739. somehow

  740. that

  741. helps

  742. me

  743. to be

  744. right

  745. with

  746. God

  747. and

  748. I

  749. need

  750. to

  751. come

  752. back

  753. and

  754. look

  755. only

  756. to

  757. Jesus.

  758. Let's

  759. take a

  760. moment

  761. and

  762. search

  763. our

  764. hearts.

  765. Gracious

  766. God

  767. in your

  768. mercy

  769. we ask

  770. that you

  771. pour out

  772. your

  773. spirit

  774. upon us

  775. now

  776. firstly

  777. that we

  778. might

  779. see

  780. that

  781. we

  782. are

  783. justified

  784. only

  785. and

  786. ever

  787. only

  788. by

  789. Christ.

  790. Father

  791. we

  792. pray

  793. that you

  794. would

  795. help

  796. us

  797. to

  798. see

  799. that

  800. clearly

  801. for

  802. some

  803. of us

  804. here

  805. tonight

  806. Lord

  807. we

  808. need

  809. to

  810. for

  811. the

  812. first

  813. time

  814. come

  815. to

  816. you

  817. and

  818. we

  819. need

  820. to

  821. acknowledge

  822. that

  823. we

  824. need

  825. you

  826. we

  827. need

  828. to

  829. acknowledge

  830. that

  831. we

  832. have

  833. failed

  834. you

  835. that

  836. we

  837. are

  838. like

  839. this

  840. tax

  841. collector

  842. and

  843. that

  844. we

  845. are

  846. the

  847. essential

  848. model

  849. sinner

  850. reveal

  851. dig deep

  852. Lord

  853. as difficult

  854. as it is

  855. for us

  856. to do

  857. reveal

  858. that

  859. darkness

  860. that

  861. that evil

  862. that wickedness

  863. that blackness

  864. which is in

  865. us

  866. that filth

  867. which offends

  868. you

  869. may it

  870. come out

  871. in the

  872. open

  873. so that

  874. you can

  875. deal

  876. with it

  877. so that

  878. you

  879. can

  880. forgive

  881. it

  882. father

  883. for some

  884. of us

  885. we have

  886. known

  887. your love

  888. for a

  889. while

  890. but we

  891. have

  892. slipped

  893. from

  894. that

  895. and

  896. that

  897. we

  898. have

  899. moved

  900. gradually

  901. bit

  902. by bit

  903. at

  904. least

  905. being

  906. pleased

  907. by what

  908. you're

  909. doing

  910. in us

  911. in such

  912. a way

  913. that it

  914. gives us

  915. confidence

  916. self

  917. confidence

  918. our father

  919. bring us

  920. back

  921. to the

  922. cross

  923. bring us

  924. back to

  925. the son

  926. bring us

  927. back to

  928. Jesus

  929. may our

  930. confidence

  931. be him

  932. so that

  933. we might

  934. walk away

  935. from this

  936. place

  937. walk away

  938. from here

  939. justified

  940. and walk

  941. into

  942. eternity

  943. with you

  944. justified

  945. and we

  946. ask it

  947. for your

  948. sake

  949. amen