Sermon

Temptation to Doubt

St. Paul's Anglican Church Chatswood - Sermons

Open publisher episode ↗

Publisher transcript

Transcript

View source ↗
  1. Well, good evening all. If you'd like to keep your Bibles open there at Matthew 4, I'm going to pray that my voice holds out.

  2. Father, as we look at your word, I pray that you would just pour your spirit out upon us, Father, that we might see Christ and trust in who he is and what he's achieved for us on the cross.

  3. Lord, as we struggle to be your disciples, as we doubt on those matters that your word is trustworthy and true, moment by moment I pray, Father, that you would hold us, that we might stand firm, that we might know that Christ is there.

  4. And so, Lord, also pray that my voice would hold out to the end of this sermon. Amen.

  5. Some years ago, Nat and I were shopping at Macquarie Centre.

  6. We picked up a couple of items. Why is that cheery? I've heard that cheery a couple of times.

  7. Oh, you live there? What, in the shops?

  8. We're shopping at Macquarie Centre. We picked up a few items.

  9. I took them to the counter to purchase them.

  10. And, you know, as you do, you have a ballpark figure in your head as to, you know, roughly what this is going to cost.

  11. And so I went there and went to the counter, got the credit card slip, out it came, started to sign away.

  12. And I noticed that it was probably $20 or $30 less than what I'd anticipated.

  13. And I finished paying for the stuff, got my bag, got my docket, and I'm walking to the door.

  14. And I'm looking at the docket, looking at the bag, looking at the docket, looking at the bag.

  15. And then I realised that they hadn't charged me for one item.

  16. They had taken the security tag thing off it, but they hadn't charged me for it.

  17. And so, what do you do?

  18. You know, I'm almost at the door.

  19. The door's opened, and I think to myself, it's their mistake.

  20. Myers has got a lot more money than I've got.

  21. They've got a lot more things than I've got.

  22. Look at their shop.

  23. And they wouldn't miss it.

  24. I mean, it's hardly dishonest, is it, when, you know, it was their mistake.

  25. It's not like I picked it off the shelf and put on an extra pair of undies and walked out with it or something like that.

  26. And so, the question was in my mind, rolling over there, do I walk out with this or do I not?

  27. As I approached the door with this free item in my hand, it was at that point that my conscience kicked in,

  28. who, for clarity, will be known as Natalie from here on in.

  29. And she spoke very loudly with the suggestion that it would be equivalent to shoplifting if I was to walk out with it.

  30. And isn't shoplifting stealing and isn't stealing a sin?

  31. So, the first lesson is don't go shopping with your conscience.

  32. But that was it in that moment.

  33. What do I do?

  34. We went back to the counter and I paid for it.

  35. The young lady at the counter was amazed at such honesty.

  36. She was just taken aback.

  37. She said, I want to walk out with it.

  38. I said, yeah, but I'm a Christian and I don't do that sort of thing, so let me tell you about Jesus.

  39. And I felt so guilty now, I felt hypocritical.

  40. In a moment like that, it seems like God is so far away.

  41. It seems like he wouldn't know what it is to be me there.

  42. It's so hard to be a Christian.

  43. It's so hard to obey God's word in that moment.

  44. Sometimes it feels like God is so remote right here, right now, in that moment.

  45. God is up there.

  46. I'm down here.

  47. And all I have to go on is a promise.

  48. All I have to go on is the word of God.

  49. What would God know about temptation?

  50. What would he know what it is to live with just a word?

  51. Well, of course, he does know.

  52. We know that.

  53. The word of promise to Jesus was, you are my son.

  54. At his baptism, you are my son.

  55. And so as we come into Matthew chapter 4, the question would be, will Jesus resist every temptation

    Matthew 4 chapter mention

  56. to doubt that promise, that word from his father?

  57. The background of these verses is a larger section of Deuteronomy, but specifically we can hone in on Deuteronomy 8.

  58. Jesus quotes from Deuteronomy 8 in his first reply to Satan.

  59. But it says this in verses 1 to 5.

  60. He says,

  61. And so the context here is that God has taken, he has led Israel out into the wilderness for 40 years

  62. to test them to see whether or not in their heart that they would be obedient to God.

  63. And of course, what we know is that they failed comprehensively.

  64. They tempted God at Meribah and Massah.

  65. They were idolatrous in the golden calf.

  66. They grabbed at the manna when God said to them, don't store up any more than a day.

  67. They grabbed at it and stored it up and they ignored the word of God.

  68. And so the picture of us here is God leads Jesus out into the wilderness for testing.

  69. The question is, will Jesus fail?

  70. Will he fail like Israel has done, like all the other people of God?

  71. Will Jesus fail?

  72. Now, Jesus has been declared the new person of God.

  73. That's what happens when the Holy Spirit descended upon him as the form of a dove.

  74. The dove was a symbol of the people of God in the Old Testament.

  75. And Jesus declared by God to be the true Israelite.

  76. And now he is out in the desert.

  77. And will he fail?

  78. And so what we have here is in Matthew 4, we have a fight between the two arch enemies, if you like.

  79. Two big arch enemies.

  80. And what is at stake here is not sort of prize money in a big fancy world title belt,

  81. but the eternal destination of all people.

  82. The scene is Satan and Jesus are pitted against one another.

  83. They are there in the ring and we are in the stadium watching it all happen.

  84. We're there to cheer Jesus.

  85. And that is what ultimately this passage is about.

  86. It is more than just providing an example for us as to how to deal with temptation.

  87. Because these temptations are uniquely directed towards Jesus as the Son of God.

  88. And so the fight begins round one.

  89. The bell goes.

  90. They jump off of their corners, off their little stools.

  91. Satan comes bounding across and goes whack!

  92. And hits Jesus right where he is weak.

  93. Verse 3.

  94. The tempter came to him and said,

  95. If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.

  96. You see, that was a blow that was aimed at knocking Jesus out.

  97. You see, it says there,

  98. After 40 days and 40 nights without food,

  99. Jesus is hungry.

  100. And you kind of get that, don't you?

  101. I mean, you understand that bit?

  102. He's hungry.

  103. What we probably don't understand is that after 40 days and 40 nights,

  104. you actually go through a hunger stage in the early stages.

  105. And then you go through a point in your fasting where you don't feel anything.

  106. And then right at the end, just before, while your life is hanging on the balance,

  107. you get hungry again.

  108. In other words, Jesus has to eat now.

  109. And Satan comes to him described as the tempter.

  110. What does he do?

  111. He tempts him right at the point of his need.

  112. Satan is saying,

  113. Use your power, Jesus, to satisfy your hunger.

  114. And that temptation would be so strong.

  115. I mean, he could do it, couldn't he?

  116. Just turn some rocks into bread.

  117. And what would be the problem with that in the end?

  118. I mean, what would it matter if Jesus turned a few bits of rock into some bread,

  119. or just one big rock into a lump of bread?

  120. What would it matter?

  121. After all, if you've ever seen photos of Palestine or ever been there,

  122. there's a whole lot of rocks around.

  123. It's not like they'd miss a few.

  124. And it's not going to, you know, sort of disturb the balance of the ecology or something like that.

  125. So what's going on here?

  126. What is the nature of this temptation?

  127. Verse 3, have a look at it.

  128. If you are the Son of God.

  129. What is Satan playing at here?

  130. Of course he's the Son of God.

  131. We know him to be the Son of God, don't we?

  132. I mean, in Jesus' baptism, it says there in Matthew 3, verse 17,

    Matthew 3:17

  133. this is my Son.

  134. God had declared it.

  135. This is my Son, whom I love.

  136. With him I am well pleased.

  137. And so Satan is tempting Jesus.

  138. You know, if you really are the Son of God, why are you hungry?

  139. How can you be a child of God when you've got these issues?

  140. How can you trust the Word of God, who says that He will supply your needs when you are hungry?

  141. How can you trust that?

  142. Let me say that whatever temptation it is that you face, and we all face temptations if we take God and His Word seriously,

  143. whatever your temptation is, the bottom line of the temptation, it all comes down to this.

  144. Do I trust God's Word?

  145. It's a temptation to doubt God's Word.

  146. It's a temptation to doubt that what He has said is right and proper and good is, in fact, right and proper and good.

  147. That's what happened in the Garden of Eden.

  148. It's a temptation to doubt God's Word there.

  149. Satan says, in chapter 3 of Genesis,

  150. did God really say that you shouldn't eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil?

  151. You get the sense of it?

  152. Did God really say that?

  153. And Eve, who wasn't there when God said it to Adam,

  154. I don't know.

  155. Maybe.

  156. Maybe not.

  157. Maybe I got it wrong.

  158. Maybe Adam got it wrong.

  159. Go back to Adam.

  160. What did he say?

  161. I don't know.

  162. I'm not really sure.

  163. Well, let's eat of the tree anyway.

  164. It's a temptation to doubt God's Word,

  165. to doubt whether or not He has my best interest at heart.

  166. And so what is happening here is a direct attack on Jesus' faith.

  167. It is an attempt to get him to lose his trust in God,

  168. to follow his own interests rather than that of God's Word.

  169. The sense of it is that if you feel like God has abandoned you,

  170. if you feel like that He's not looking out for you and not looking after you,

  171. then you should just do it yourself.

  172. Look after yourself.

  173. Provide yourself with food if it appears that God isn't going to do it.

  174. Satan is very cunning.

  175. And perhaps you've heard a similar kind of thing yourself.

  176. If you're a Christian,

  177. how come your life has so many difficulties?

  178. I thought you were a Christian.

  179. Christians don't do that sort of thing, do they?

  180. Can't be a very good one.

  181. Surely a God who cares for you would give you something better than this.

  182. Wouldn't he?

  183. Satan has used that sort of tactic to floor Christian after Christian after Christian.

  184. Because sometimes the negative voices of this world and the evil tempter

  185. are just a whole lot louder than the indwelling Spirit and the Word of God.

  186. Satan was saying to Jesus,

  187. prove that you are the Son of God.

  188. Prove it.

  189. And sometimes just clinging to God's promise in His Word

  190. in the midst of my immediate temptation and trial and testing

  191. just doesn't seem so strong.

  192. It seems so flimsy.

  193. Satan tempts us to look for anything more

  194. than the assurance of the Word of God

  195. that we are indeed His.

  196. And so, how do you answer such temptation to doubt God's Word?

  197. Jesus does it brilliantly in verse 4,

  198. quoting from Deuteronomy,

  199. it is written.

  200. You see that again and again and again.

  201. It is written.

  202. It is written.

  203. And He quotes Scripture,

  204. man does not live on bread alone,

  205. but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.

  206. He answers this temptation to doubt God's Word

  207. with the Word of God.

  208. Now, we've got to be careful here

  209. not to be too quick to spiritualize this verse.

  210. Our souls are not fed by tip-top,

  211. but by the Word of God.

  212. That's how we can do it.

  213. So, you know,

  214. the toast I had for breakfast,

  215. that doesn't feed my soul,

  216. but the Word of God feeds my soul.

  217. The bread feeds my body.

  218. Kind of stuff.

  219. So, we just spiritualize this verse.

  220. Jesus is here quoting Deuteronomy 8,

  221. and that is not the sense of it in Deuteronomy 8.

  222. You see, when there was no bread,

  223. when God led the Israelites out in the wilderness

  224. and there was no bread,

  225. God exceptionally provided for the Israelites

  226. by giving them this thing called manna,

  227. which basically means,

  228. what is it?

  229. What is this stuff?

  230. And it's kind of like bread.

  231. And so, the point was,

  232. from every generation from that point on,

  233. was to know the truth

  234. that their very life

  235. is not confined by the eating of toast,

  236. but depends upon the commands

  237. and the pleasures of God.

  238. God's authority reaches over all of creation,

  239. and though we feed on bread

  240. in the morning time,

  241. it would be wrong for us

  242. to attribute the life and the nourishment

  243. that I currently have

  244. from that slice of tip-top toast.

  245. But,

  246. my life and my nourishment

  247. comes from the hidden blessing

  248. of the God

  249. who breathes life

  250. into that bread

  251. so that by it,

  252. I might be nourished

  253. and live.

  254. God's behind it.

  255. That's why we pray,

  256. give us today our daily bread.

  257. God's behind it.

  258. Not just in the providing of it,

  259. but in the life that comes with it.

  260. Jesus is being tempted to doubt God's word,

  261. and he replies with,

  262. God's word is constant,

  263. and God's word is life.

  264. And it is to be trusted,

  265. and it is to be relied upon.

  266. Anyone who does not rely upon

  267. the word of God

  268. for life and for nourishment

  269. can expect to be floored by Satan

  270. in the first round.

  271. And so,

  272. we, the spectators,

  273. are there

  274. watching the bout going on.

  275. First round is over.

  276. Our salvation is at stake

  277. on this,

  278. on Jesus winning,

  279. and Jesus goes to his corner,

  280. as does Satan,

  281. having won the first round,

  282. and so we, the crowd,

  283. go hip, hip.

  284. Excellent.

  285. Round two.

  286. Satan comes bounding out again

  287. from his little stool in the corner,

  288. and he goes whack,

  289. and he hits Jesus

  290. right where he is strong this time.

  291. Verse five.

  292. Then the devil took him

  293. to the holy city

  294. and had him stand

  295. on the highest point of the temple.

  296. If you are the son of God,

  297. he said,

  298. throw down,

  299. throw yourself down,

  300. for it is written,

  301. you will command his,

  302. he will command his angels

  303. concerning you,

  304. and they will lift you up

  305. with their hands

  306. so that you will not

  307. strike your foot

  308. against a stone.

  309. You see,

  310. previously Jesus had used

  311. God's word

  312. to knock Satan down,

  313. and now Satan

  314. does this really cunning

  315. little tact

  316. and wheels around

  317. and uses the word of God

  318. in order to try

  319. and floor Jesus this time.

  320. He is so cunning.

  321. I think that Satan

  322. does some of his best work

  323. when he uses the word of God

  324. against Christians.

  325. That's some of his best work.

  326. He hates the word of God.

  327. Make no mistake about it.

  328. Satan knows the Bible

  329. better than anyone

  330. in this room,

  331. but he doesn't love it,

  332. he doesn't believe it,

  333. and he certainly won't obey it.

  334. He hates it,

  335. and he will use it

  336. for our ruin.

  337. It is so important

  338. for us to know the Bible.

  339. Satan calls on Jesus

  340. to show the reliability

  341. of God's word.

  342. Hey, Jesus,

  343. if you are the son of God,

  344. the Bible says

  345. that you can jump off here,

  346. and if the Bible's true

  347. and reliable,

  348. you won't be hurt.

  349. The word of God is true.

  350. If he can be trusted,

  351. you ain't going to be damaged.

  352. Do the big bungee jump

  353. without the cord.

  354. You'll be fine.

  355. Then we will know

  356. whether this God

  357. can be taken at his word.

  358. You see,

  359. what's going on here

  360. is a testing of God.

  361. And Jesus wheels around

  362. in verse 7.

  363. It is also written,

  364. do not put the Lord

  365. your God to the test.

  366. You see, it's right.

  367. Satan was right.

  368. It was true.

  369. He quoted from Psalm 91.

  370. Absolutely.

  371. But Jesus also knows

  372. that to put God to the test,

  373. to say to God,

  374. prove that you are worthy

  375. and true,

  376. shows distrust for God

  377. and his word.

  378. So there's a difference

  379. between faith and testing.

  380. Faith comes from the perspective

  381. of me actually believing in God

  382. that he is reliable.

  383. Testing is saying,

  384. you prove yourself to me.

  385. Two different things.

  386. Faith is where God

  387. has promised something

  388. and even though

  389. that I'm not sure it's right,

  390. even though I'm not sure

  391. it's going to be good for me,

  392. he's promised it

  393. and his character says

  394. he's right and it's good

  395. and I should pursue it.

  396. Testing has said,

  397. I will pursue that

  398. when you prove

  399. it's going to work out

  400. all right for me.

  401. you prove yourself first.

  402. So when I try

  403. and force God's hand

  404. to prove himself

  405. and Jesus

  406. floors Satan again,

  407. end of round two,

  408. we the crowd are there

  409. watching this happen.

  410. We're excited

  411. because our salvation

  412. is at stake

  413. and we say hip hip.

  414. Hooray!

  415. Fantastic.

  416. I'm not sure everyone's

  417. saying hooray there

  418. but I know your intention.

  419. Round three.

  420. Bell goes,

  421. Satan comes out,

  422. bit of blood coming

  423. from his nose this time.

  424. But he bounds across

  425. and whacks Jesus

  426. right where he loves.

  427. Verse eight,

  428. have a look at this.

  429. Again,

  430. the devil took him

  431. to a very high mountain

  432. and showed him

  433. all the kingdoms

  434. of the world

  435. and their splendor.

  436. All this I will give you,

  437. he said,

  438. if you will bow down

  439. and worship me.

  440. Notice he doesn't come out

  441. and say this time,

  442. if you are the son of God.

  443. He knows who he's

  444. dealing with here.

  445. This is some temptation

  446. that Jesus is facing

  447. in this last one.

  448. Other parts of the Bible

  449. tells us that God

  450. so loved the world

  451. that he gave his only son

  452. and now this only son

  453. who loves the world

  454. is being offered

  455. the world.

  456. You see,

  457. now Satan is tempting Jesus

  458. with what he actually loves,

  459. with what the Father

  460. has promised him

  461. and with what he has come

  462. to achieve

  463. and to get together

  464. for the Father.

  465. And all Jesus has to do

  466. at this moment

  467. is bow down to Satan

  468. and he will get it.

  469. It'll be yours.

  470. He's offering Jesus

  471. the easy option,

  472. the no suffering version.

  473. And Jesus tells him

  474. to clear off.

  475. And we see in verse 11

  476. that he does.

  477. And he doesn't reappear again

  478. in Matthew's gospel

  479. until chapter 16.

  480. Chapter 16,

  481. Jesus says,

  482. who do you say I am?

  483. Peter says,

  484. you're the Christ.

  485. And straight after

  486. a declaration

  487. of who Jesus is,

  488. Jesus says,

  489. guys,

  490. to his main men,

  491. the disciples,

  492. guys,

  493. we're heading up to Jerusalem

  494. and I'm going to suffer

  495. and I'm going to die.

  496. And Peter,

  497. God bless him,

  498. does him footy mouth disease again.

  499. He puts his arm around Jesus,

  500. pulls him to one side

  501. and said,

  502. no,

  503. no,

  504. Jesus,

  505. you're not going to die.

  506. You're not going to die.

  507. And Peter,

  508. sorry,

  509. Jesus turns to his best mate

  510. and calls him

  511. by the name

  512. of his worst enemy.

  513. Get behind me,

  514. Satan,

  515. for you do not have in mind

  516. the things of God,

  517. but the things of men.

  518. You will not deter me

  519. from the mission

  520. the Father has given me.

  521. He will not be deterred.

  522. He won't take the easy option.

  523. Glory is on the other side

  524. of the cross.

  525. He doesn't take the easy option.

  526. He won't accept Satan's plan.

  527. If he did,

  528. it would mean the loss

  529. of everyone,

  530. not just his own life,

  531. but for all people,

  532. everyone who is gathered

  533. in this stand

  534. for all of eternity,

  535. all people from all time

  536. and eternity,

  537. who are standing there

  538. watching the battle go on,

  539. we would all be lost

  540. if Jesus took the easy plan

  541. and finished the fight

  542. at the end of round three.

  543. Jesus would have abandoned

  544. his trust in his Father

  545. who would one day give him

  546. all the nations of the earth

  547. and the heavens.

  548. And so Jesus is there

  549. with this massive temptation

  550. and he's there with a choice.

  551. Choose the way

  552. of Satan.

  553. Do what he asks.

  554. Believe the lies

  555. that all the troubles

  556. will be over

  557. or no.

  558. Declare war.

  559. And at this point,

  560. we don't cry,

  561. hip,

  562. hip,

  563. hooray.

  564. We're in the state

  565. as we go,

  566. hit him again,

  567. Jesus.

  568. Hit him again,

  569. Jesus.

  570. Knock him down,

  571. Jesus,

  572. because our future

  573. depends on you

  574. declaring war on him

  575. and winning this battle.

  576. And so Jesus,

  577. hit him again in verse 10,

  578. away from me,

  579. Satan,

  580. for it is written,

  581. worship the Lord your God

  582. and serve him only.

  583. War is what Jesus chooses.

  584. And it's a war

  585. that will be fought

  586. round after round

  587. after round

  588. throughout his life

  589. until the final round,

  590. round 15,

  591. Matthew 27.

  592. Above his head,

  593. they placed the written charge

  594. against him.

  595. This is Jesus,

  596. the King of the Jews.

  597. Two robbers were crucified

  598. with him,

  599. one on the right

  600. and one on his left.

  601. And those who passed by

  602. hurled insults at him

  603. and shaking their heads,

  604. saying,

  605. you who are going

  606. to destroy the temple

  607. and build it in three days.

  608. Save yourself.

  609. And then we hear

  610. the familiar words,

  611. come down from the cross

  612. if you are

  613. the Son of God.

  614. What a temptation

  615. to give up

  616. right at that last moment.

  617. What a temptation

  618. it would have been

  619. for Jesus

  620. to prove

  621. that he's the Son of God

  622. by saving himself

  623. from the cross,

  624. getting down,

  625. calling upon the legions

  626. of angels

  627. and stepping on of it.

  628. Especially when

  629. just moments

  630. before he cried

  631. on the cross,

  632. my God,

  633. my God,

  634. why have you

  635. forsaken me?

  636. And Satan

  637. takes the opportunity

  638. to wheel around

  639. for the last temptation.

  640. Jesus,

  641. take the easy option.

  642. He's abandoned you again.

  643. take the easy option.

  644. Come down

  645. from the cross

  646. and save yourself.

  647. Prove that you're

  648. the Son of God

  649. by saving yourself

  650. from the horror

  651. of that cross.

  652. And we're in the grandstands

  653. and we're saying,

  654. Jesus,

  655. don't!

  656. Don't,

  657. Jesus!

  658. Don't save yourself!

  659. Put up with the taunts,

  660. Jesus!

  661. Take the pain,

  662. Jesus!

  663. Stay there!

  664. You are the Son of God!

  665. Don't believe the lies!

  666. Because if you come down,

  667. then we die!

  668. And Jesus breathed

  669. his last.

  670. When the centurion

  671. and those with him

  672. who were guarding Jesus

  673. saw the earthquake

  674. and all that had happened,

  675. they were terrified

  676. and they exclaimed,

  677. surely he was

  678. the Son of God.

  679. The good news is,

  680. three days later,

  681. he rose again.

  682. The end of Matthew 28,

  683. Jesus is given

  684. what Satan had offered him

  685. in chapter 4,

  686. but the easy option.

  687. All authority

  688. in heaven and earth

  689. has been given

  690. to me.

  691. it's mine.

  692. Therefore,

  693. go and make disciples

  694. of all nations,

  695. baptizing them

  696. in the name of the Father

  697. and of the Son

  698. and of the Holy Spirit

  699. and teaching them

  700. everything

  701. that I have commanded

  702. you.

  703. And surely

  704. I am with you

  705. always

  706. to the very end

  707. of the age.

  708. Everything

  709. has been given

  710. to Jesus.

  711. He is supreme,

  712. he has all

  713. the authority

  714. and he calls

  715. me to recognize

  716. his authority,

  717. to submit

  718. to his authority,

  719. to believe

  720. that he is

  721. trustworthy

  722. and true,

  723. that the word

  724. of God

  725. is secure

  726. and right

  727. and honorable

  728. and not to believe

  729. the lies of Satan.

  730. All authority

  731. has been given

  732. to Jesus.

  733. Matthew chapter 4,

    Matthew 4 chapter mention

  734. Jesus' last

  735. call to Satan,

  736. his last bow,

  737. he says

  738. in round 3,

  739. worship the Lord

  740. your God

  741. and serve

  742. him only.

  743. And in Matthew

    Matthew 28:17

  744. 28 verse 17,

  745. that is exactly

  746. what happens

  747. when the disciples

  748. come face to face

  749. with the risen Jesus.

  750. It says,

  751. when they saw him,

  752. they worshipped him.

  753. But

  754. some doubted.

  755. They worshipped him,

  756. but some

  757. doubted.

  758. as we live

  759. to worship

  760. Jesus,

  761. we will struggle

  762. with the temptation

  763. to doubt

  764. who he is,

  765. what he's achieved

  766. for us,

  767. the reliability

  768. and the effectiveness

  769. of his word,

  770. in our frailty,

  771. in our failure,

  772. in the face

  773. of temptation

  774. that we will be there

  775. moment by moment

  776. when I'm standing

  777. in my eyes

  778. and the door

  779. is there in front of me,

  780. do I trust

  781. the word of God

  782. that says

  783. it is wrong

  784. and I've got

  785. a better plan

  786. for you.

  787. You believe

  788. my word

  789. that stealing

  790. is wrong.

  791. Give it back.

  792. And where is

  793. Jesus

  794. in that moment?

  795. Surely

  796. I'm with you

  797. always

  798. to the very

  799. end of the age.

  800. I think

  801. as his

  802. disciples,

  803. I think

  804. we need

  805. to be like

  806. the father

  807. of the demon

  808. possessed boy

  809. in Mark

    Mark 9 chapter mention

  810. chapter 9.

  811. Amazing words.

  812. Jesus says,

  813. do you believe,

  814. do you believe

  815. that I can heal

  816. this son?

  817. Do you believe it?

  818. And he says,

  819. I do believe.

  820. Help me overcome

  821. my unbelief.

  822. It's like

  823. I do worship,

  824. God

  825. God

  826. isn't remote.

  827. God

  828. isn't

  829. remote.

  830. He

  831. isn't

  832. absent

  833. from my

  834. struggles

  835. to obey

  836. him,

  837. to take

  838. refuge in

  839. him,

  840. that he

  841. is the

  842. son of

  843. God

  844. and what

  845. he's

  846. promised

  847. me

  848. as

  849. his

  850. child

  851. is

  852. right

  853. and

  854. true.

  855. He

  856. says,

  857. surely

  858. I'm

  859. with you

  860. always

  861. to the

  862. very

  863. end

  864. of the

  865. age.

  866. he's

  867. very much

  868. present

  869. as I

  870. struggle

  871. to be

  872. his

  873. disciple.

  874. He

  875. hasn't

  876. abandoned

  877. me

  878. to go

  879. it

  880. alone

  881. and

  882. through

  883. the

  884. fires

  885. and

  886. the

  887. temptations

  888. and the

  889. testings

  890. as a

  891. disciple

  892. of

  893. Jesus,

  894. even

  895. when I

  896. feel like

  897. I'm

  898. in the

  899. wilderness

  900. and

  901. when

  902. doubt

  903. is at

  904. its

  905. strongest,

  906. Jesus'

  907. promise

  908. is

  909. sure.

  910. I

  911. am

  912. with you

  913. always

  914. to the

  915. very

  916. end

  917. of the

  918. age.

  919. Amen.