Sermon
HUMBLE AUTHENTICITY
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I know a man who was convicted and sentenced to two consecutive life sentences for a double murder.
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He murdered a mother and her baby.
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This was a number of years ago.
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At one point, this man was placed in the same section of Long Bay Jail
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as the guys who were involved, who were convicted for murder in the Milpere Bicy Bicy massacre
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back in Father's Day in 1984, I think it was.
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I'm a bit vague. I was pretty young at the time.
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And in that massacre, I think six bikies were killed,
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but they gunned down a 14-year-old girl in the crossfire, an innocent girl.
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And so one day in Long Bay Jail, these bikies grabbed hold of this bloke that I know,
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beat him up really badly, poured boiling water all over him and put him in intensive care.
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And the reason they did that was because they considered him to be such a lowlife for having killed a baby.
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Now, I find it remarkable.
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It's a remarkable trait of the pride-driven human heart
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that no matter where we are, no matter what we're guilty of,
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we can always find someone who makes us feel morally superior.
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Even in a supermax prison, surrounded by the worst of the worst,
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you will always find someone who makes you feel better.
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There will always be someone who will make our sinfulness and our lack of righteousness
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look positively praiseworthy in our eyes.
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Much like the Pharisee in the parable that was read out to us in Luke 18,
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where he says,
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God, I thank you that I'm not like other men.
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And especially that tax collector over there.
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What a scumbag.
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Jesus directed this parable, he says right at the beginning in verse 9,
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to those who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else.
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And the parable has a really tough ending.
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And the tough ending of this parable tells me that our core value of humble authenticity
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that we're looking at tonight is a matter of life and death.
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This is how Jesus puts it.
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I tell you that this man, the tax collector, rather than the other,
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went home justified before God,
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for everyone who exalts himself will be humbled.
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That is, God will humble them.
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God will, in effect, crush them.
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And he who humbles himself will be exalted.
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God will lift up the humbled.
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So this issue of self-righteousness and humility is so crucial
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because it is ultimately about life and death and eternal life and death.
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And there is a stark contrast between the Pharisee and the tax collector
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and how they arrive at their self-evaluations.
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The Pharisee assesses his righteousness by looking at someone that he considers a scumbag.
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His tax collector.
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The tax collector, humbled by his own sense of sin,
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calls out to God.
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He doesn't even look up to heaven.
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He doesn't even look at God.
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He is so crushed by his sin and he calls out to God.
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John Calvin, bloke from years ago, said,
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It is certain that man never achieves a clear knowledge of himself
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unless he has first looked upon God's face
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and then descends from contemplating him to scrutinizing himself.
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For we always seem to ourselves righteous and upright and wise and holy.
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This pride is innate in all of us.
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Unless, by clear proofs, we can stand convinced of our own unrighteousness,
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foulness, folly and impurity.
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And so that's what we're going to do tonight.
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Take a leaf out of Calvin's book
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and we are going to begin with contemplating God first
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and having contemplated the majesty and holiness of God,
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we'll get an assessment of ourselves as human beings.
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So let's have a look.
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Isaiah invites us to share his vision of God in Isaiah 6, verses 1 to 4,
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if you come with me on that one.
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Isaiah 6, 1 to 4.
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And this is obviously just one glimpse of God,
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but I think it'll be enough for us at least to start for tonight.
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And then you can continue on from here,
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studying the attributes of God.
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One thing that I want to encourage you to do.
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Attributes of God and study your own human heart.
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Know your heart and know God.
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At least seven glimpses of God here in these first four verses.
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Firstly, in verse 1, it says we see that God is alive.
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King Uzziah is dead, but God lives.
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Psalm 90, verse 2 says,
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That's two sermons ago I said that.
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God is ultimate reality because he existed before anything was made.
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God was the living God when this universe banged into existence.
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And that's not a sneaky reference to the Big Bang there.
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He was the living God in 1966 when Time magazine put on their front cover,
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God is dead.
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And he will be alive, living 10 trillion ages from now
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when all the puny human pot shots at his existence have dropped into oblivion
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like a pebble into the bottom of the Pacific Ocean.
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Over 54 million people die each year.
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But not God.
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In a brief 120 years,
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this planet will be populated with at least 10 billion brand new people.
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And the 7.238 something or other billion of us right now
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will all be gone
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off the face of the earth
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just like King Uzziah.
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But not God.
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He always has been and he always will be alive.
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Secondly, we see that God is authority.
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Verse 2.
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Saw the Lord seated on a throne.
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God sits on his throne.
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And that is the picture that you see consistently throughout the Bible.
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God sits on his throne.
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He rules.
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All is at peace and calm in his heavenly kingdom.
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You get no picture of God in the Bible at all, anywhere,
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of God needing to cut the grass, pull the weeds out, load a truck,
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or direct traffic, or anything like that.
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He sits and he rules.
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The throne is his right to rule the universe that he has created.
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He has authority over our lives, whether we like it or not.
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And after him there is nowhere else to appeal.
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There is nothing beyond him.
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Thirdly, we see that God is all-powerful.
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The throne of his authority is not one among many thrones.
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It says,
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I saw the Lord seated on a throne, high and exalted.
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That throne is,
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God's throne is high and exalted,
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is that it signifies his superior power over every other throne,
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every other authority.
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No opposing authority can nullify God's decrees.
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He always fulfills and accomplishes what he purposes.
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Nothing can get in his way.
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As God says a little later in Isaiah 46, verse 10,
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I make known the end from the beginning,
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from ancient times,
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what is still to come,
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I say my purpose will stand,
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and I will do all that I please.
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And so to be gripped by the all-powerful sovereign God
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is either marvellous,
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because you know he's on your side,
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or it is terrifying,
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because you know that he is against you.
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I want to say indifference to the sovereignty of God,
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and he's all-encompassing power,
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means that you just haven't seen him.
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You can't be indifferent to the sovereignty of God,
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and he's all-encompassing power,
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just means you haven't seen him.
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You haven't seen it for what it is.
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Let me tell you friends,
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if you're a person who trusts in the Lord Jesus,
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in this world of chaos and instability and sin,
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the sovereign authority of the living God
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is a refuge full of joy.
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It is a refuge full of joy.
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It gets you out of bed in the morning.
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For me, the sovereignty of God is a matter of survival,
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day by day.
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Fourthly, we see that God is magnificent.
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I saw the Lord seated on a throne,
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high and exalted,
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and the train of his robe filled the temple.
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Most of you,
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a number of you,
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weren't even alive when this happened.
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1981,
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Diana, Princess of Wales,
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married Charles,
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and the wedding day was televised,
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it was live.
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I was a young kid at this point,
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like I was 11 or something like that.
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And what happened was,
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we had sort of like a wedding party.
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So,
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that is not I did.
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A bunch of families got together,
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watched it all on this little TV.
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They weren't flat screens back in those days.
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This little TV,
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we're all watching this stuff,
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all the weddings happening.
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And I can remember it vividly
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in this person's lounge room.
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It's the middle of the night.
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And,
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what are we doing here?
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At a wedding,
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for goodness sake.
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But the big moment was,
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when Diana copped out of the carriage,
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and started to walk up the steps of,
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of St Paul's Cathedral in London.
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And as she got out of the carriage,
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the train of her dress,
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just kept coming,
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and kept coming,
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and kept coming,
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and kept coming.
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It was eight metres long.
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And I didn't care,
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but all the women in the room went,
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oh,
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wow,
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look at that.
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And,
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really?
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That was my response,
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as an 11 year old boy,
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and frankly,
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it still would be now.
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But,
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what would it mean,
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if the train of her dress,
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not just filled the steps,
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as a ball's cathedral,
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but all inside cathedral,
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all the pews,
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and the,
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the choir loft,
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and the pulpit,
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and the,
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the balconies,
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and the whole lot,
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it was all made out of one piece of material.
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I think the oohs,
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and the ahs,
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and the wows,
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would be even more,
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magnificent,
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because that's the picture,
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of the train,
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of the robe,
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of God's,
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fills,
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all of the heavenly realms.
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It,
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it,
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it,
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the picture here,
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is that God is incomparable,
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in his splendor.
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The fullness of God's splendor,
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shows itself,
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in thousands,
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and millions of ways,
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in what he has made,
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from the heights of the galaxies,
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and,
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you know,
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like,
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you go out there,
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in the middle of the darkness,
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I know you can't do it in Chatswood,
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but you go out there,
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in the middle of the darkness,
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and you just see the galaxies,
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and you just read the passages,
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where God says,
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I just placed that one there,
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and that one there,
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and that one there,
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and spoke them into existence,
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from the heights of the galaxies,
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to the depths of the ocean,
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right down in the darkest deeps,
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of the ocean,
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where there are strange little fish,
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that have their own headlights,
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and some of them have got these dangly lights,
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on the front of them,
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and some are attached to their chins,
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and some are at the bottom of their eyes,
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and the noses glow,
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and you can't even get your rod there,
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and you go,
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what are they there for?
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I don't know,
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except,
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it's a display of the splendor,
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of God.
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You see,
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God is lavish in his splendor,
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and his creative fullness,
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spills over,
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spills over in excessive beauty,
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and if that's the way the world is,
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in all its,
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intricate detail,
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and beauty,
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and majesty,
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how much more spectacular,
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is the God who,
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thought it all up,
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and brought it all into existence?
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Fifthly,
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God is revered,
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above him,
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were seraphs,
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each with six wings,
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with two wings,
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they cover their faces,
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with two they cover their feet,
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and with two,
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they were flying.
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For whatever is going on here,
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these six strange winged creatures,
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with feats,
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and eyes,
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and intelligence,
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they never appear in the Bible again,
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at least,
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not under the name of seraphim.
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One thing is for sure,
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given the grandeur,
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of the,
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the scene,
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that we get a glimpse here,
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of the heavenly realms,
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and the power,
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of these angelic hosts,
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it's best for us,
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not to picture,
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chubby little babies,
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with wings,
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flushing around the ears of God.
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That's not the picture here.
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These are awesome beings.
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Verse four says,
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that when one of these dudes here,
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speak,
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the,
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the foundations of the temple,
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the foundations of heaven,
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shake.
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So there's no puny,
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silly little creatures in heaven,
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only magnificent one.
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And even they,
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these magnificent beings,
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as great and as good as they are,
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as untainted by human sin,
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as they are,
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even they,
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revere their maker,
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with great humility.
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Two wings cover their face,
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they won't even look upon the Lord,
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nor do they even feel worthy,
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to have their feet uncovered in his presence,
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two are covering their feet.
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How much more,
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would we shudder and quake in his presence?
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We,
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who could not even bear to endure,
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the presence of one of these seraphs.
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They,
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they,
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they would freak us out.
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Six,
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God is holy,
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verse three,
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and they were calling to one another.
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This,
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this is the seraphs,
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the ones who speak,
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and the whole foundation shudder.
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Holy,
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holy,
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holy,
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holy,
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is the Lord almighty.
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The possibility of language,
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carries the meaning of God,
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and eventually,
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you get to a point,
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where it just runs out.
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I mean,
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what's left there to say?
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And the word holy,
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carries us to the brink.
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This is,
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this is kind of as far as we go.
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And from there,
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the experience of God,
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is,
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is beyond words for us.
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And the reason I say that,
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is every effort that you have,
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in terms of trying to define,
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what the holiness of God means,
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it just keeps coming back around to say,
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God is holy,
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means,
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God is God.
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That's basically it.
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God is one of a kind,
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in a class by himself.
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In that sense,
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he is utterly holy,
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but then you have just said nothing more,
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than he's God.
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God is absolute reality,
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beyond which there is only more of God.
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There's nothing beyond God.
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There's nothing else that he answers to.
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There's nothing else that he is separated from,
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to make him distinct in his being.
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He is incomparable.
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His holiness determines all that he is,
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and all that he does,
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and it's not determined by any person,
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or anything.
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The arrogance of human beings,
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to think that we can determine,
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what God is like.
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His holiness is what he is as God,
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which no one else will be.
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His holiness determines,
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what it means is that,
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he's not me,
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and he's not you.
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He is other than us.
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Then the seventh and final thing about God,
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God is glorious.
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Verse 3,
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Holy,
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holy,
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holy is the Lord God Almighty.
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The whole earth,
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is full of his glory.
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And the best way to understand that,
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in this context,
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is probably to say,
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the glory of God,
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is the display,
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or the exhibition,
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of his holiness.
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God's holiness,
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is the incomparable perfection,
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of his divine nature,
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and his glory,
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is when,
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that divine nature,
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is made public to us,
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so that we can see it.
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God is glorious,
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means,
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that his being,
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has gone public,
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so that we can understand,
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what he's like.
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In Leviticus 10 verse 3,
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God says,
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Among those who approach me,
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I will show myself holy,
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in the sight of all people,
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I will be honoured,
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or a better translation,
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in the sight of all people,
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I will be glorified.
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When God,
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shows himself to be holy,
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what we see,
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is glory.
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And what we are meant to do,
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when we see glory,
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is worship.
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That's our response.
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And so when the seraphim say,
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the whole earth is full of his glory,
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what they're saying is,
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the whole earth,
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displays him.
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We're meant to make the connection.
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And the seraphim can say that,
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it's because from the heights of heaven,
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where they are in the throne room of God,
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they get to glimpse,
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all that God's made here,
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and they go,
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oh,
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oh,
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yeah,
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I get that.
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I get the connection.
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I can see how this God,
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has made that.
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And this is a reflection of this God.
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They see that.
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The whole created order reflects something of the beauty,
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and the character,
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and the worth,
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and the splendor,
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and the holiness of God.
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And so friends,
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that is the necessary first step,
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towards a life of humility.
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It is seeing something of God,
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something of his glory.
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And can I say,
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it is a continual process of seeing his glory.
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And as I said in the first sermon on this series,
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in Christ-centered Bible saturation,
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the ability to see God,
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is the gracious work of God in our lives.
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And without his help,
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we are blind to the facts about God.
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No,
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that's not what I said.
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What did I say?
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Two Sundays ago.
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We're not blind to the facts about Christ.
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We're blind to the glory.
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We can't see glory.
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We can't,
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therefore,
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we cannot see God.
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Because glory is what he's revealed.
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Without his help,
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we are blind to his glory.
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We can't even see God by our own strength,
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and that is humbling.
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But know this,
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when God graciously allows us to see him,
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when he reveals his glory to us,
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we actually,
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correspondingly,
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at the same time,
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we see our sin,
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our lack of glory.
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Isaiah 6,
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5,
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Woe to me,
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I cried,
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I am ruined.
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For I am a man of unclean lips,
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and I live among a people of unclean lips,
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and my eyes have seen the King,
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the Lord Almighty.
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So to quote John Calvin again,
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Isaiah sees in this moment
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his unrighteousness,
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foulness,
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folly,
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and impurity.
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Impurity.
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And it's the same experience that Peter had
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when he'd been out fishing all night.
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Remember the occasion,
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he's fishing out all night,
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doesn't catch anything,
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so he kind of is about as good of a fisherman
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as what I am.
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And then Jesus comes along
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and says to him,
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cast your net on the other side of the boat.
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And he's like,
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really?
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And so he does,
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and he gets this huge haul of fish,
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tries to bring it on the boat,
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huge haul of fish.
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And what happens in that moment?
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Peter goes,
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my goodness,
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look at all these fish.
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Retirement plan.
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This is fantastic.
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No, he doesn't.
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This is how Luke records his response.
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When Simon Peter saw this,
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he fell at Jesus' knees and said,
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go away from me, Lord.
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I am a sinful man.
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You see,
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Peter had been walking with Jesus
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and talking with him
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and eating food with him for some time,
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and then in this moment,
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God allows him to see glory.
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And the immediate response is,
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I'm a sinful man.
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God allowed Peter to see his glory
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in the face of Christ in that moment.
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And when that happens,
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your own lack of glory,
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your own sinfulness is what's exposed.
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And Peter's experience
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is the same as Isaiah's experience
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because both of them got the same glimpse
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of the same God.
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John 12, 41 says,
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Isaiah said this
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because he saw Jesus' glory
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and spoke about him.
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That's a reference to Isaiah,
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chapter 6, verses 1 to 4.
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When God allows us to see his glory,
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we also see how far short
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we have fallen of that glory.
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Romans 3, 23,
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for all have sinned
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and fallen short of the glory of God.
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The Bible diagnoses sin
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as a universal deformity of human nature
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which is found at every point
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in every person.
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The phrase that gets brandished around
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is total depravity.
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And it's commonly used
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to make explicit
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the implication of sin in our lives.
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It means that there is a corruption
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of our moral and spiritual nature
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which is total.
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Not in the sense
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that we are all as bad
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as we could be
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because none of us,
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none of us
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are as bad
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as we could possibly be.
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Not one of us.
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God graciously
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restrains
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our wickedness.
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If he did not,
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no two of us
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could be left
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in the same room
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at the same time.
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We would destroy each other.
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That's kind of a glimpse
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of hell
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when God takes his hands away.
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The only reason
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you are sitting here today
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or I'm standing here today
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and not in a prison cell
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is the gracious hand of God.
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My friends,
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that is humbling.
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Total depravity means
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that no part of us
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is untouched by sin.
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There is no action of ours
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that is good
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as it could possibly be.
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Even the good things we do
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are tainted by sin.
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I mentioned this morning
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at church this morning
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that a month or two ago,
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I can't remember exactly
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what it was,
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there was an elderly lady,
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she was up reading the Bible
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and then stepping down
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off the stage,
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I was up to preach
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and I grabbed,
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I put my hand out,
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she grabbed my hand
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and I helped her down the stairs,
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you know,
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help an old lady thing,
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you know,
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one good deed sort of stuff.
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And in that moment,
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when I saw her coming down
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and realizing that she needed to help,
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it was no problem for me
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to stick my hand out
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and help her.
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And once she was down safely,
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she walked off
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and I started to ascend the stairs
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and before I even got
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to the lectern,
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the thought in my mind was,
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I wonder how many people
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saw me do that.
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Just like that,
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just happened like that.
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Everything that we do
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is tainted by sin.
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You know,
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I don't just need
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the blood of Christ
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to cover the wrong things I do,
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I need the blood of Christ
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to cover even the good things I do
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because there's no such thing
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as a perfect performance.
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I don't ever get anything
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perfectly right.
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Nothing in us or about us
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ever will match
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God's perfect standards.
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Everything is tainted by sin.
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And like Isaiah,
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we are ruined
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unless something is done for us.
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And there is only one solution.
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Isaiah 6.6
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says that one of the seraphs
-
flew to Isaiah
-
with a live coal
-
and touched his unclean lips.
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See,
-
this has touched your lips,
-
your guilt is taken away
-
and your sin is atoned for.
-
The seraph came from God
-
to Isaiah
-
to deal with Isaiah's sinfulness.
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God atoning for our sin
-
is our only hope.
-
The seraph and the live coal
-
coming to Isaiah
-
is simply a forerunner
-
to God himself
-
coming to us
-
in the person of Jesus Christ
-
to deal with our sin.
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1 John 4.10
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This is love.
-
Not that we love God
-
but that he loved us
-
and sent his son
-
as an atoning sacrifice
-
for our sins.
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1 John 2.1-2
-
makes it explicit.
-
Jesus Christ,
-
the righteous one,
-
the only one who's not sinned,
-
he is the atoning sacrifice
-
for our sins
-
and not only for ours
-
but also for the sins
-
of the whole world.
-
We are only saved
-
from our sin
-
by the action of God.
-
It is all of God
-
from first to last.
-
And so Christianity
-
is not about good people
-
getting better.
-
It's not about good people
-
getting better.
-
If anything,
-
it is good news
-
for bad people
-
coping with their failure
-
to do anything good.
-
Winston Churchill.
-
He was the master
-
of the clever put-down.
-
He once described
-
a political opponent
-
as a modest little man
-
who had a great deal
-
to be modest about.
-
But the Bible
-
consistently leads me
-
to believe
-
that I've got a great deal
-
to be modest about.
-
I've got every reason
-
to be humble.
-
I'm finite,
-
I'm weak,
-
I'm limited,
-
I'm sinful,
-
I'm inept,
-
I'm flawed,
-
I have a beginning,
-
I will have an end.
-
And yet,
-
the deceitfulness
-
of sin
-
means that I am not
-
immune from the
-
logic-defying effects
-
of pride.
-
When I first heard
-
about that incident,
-
about,
-
a number of years ago,
-
that incident about
-
those guys
-
in Long Bay Jail
-
and what they did,
-
I was amazed
-
how self-righteous
-
they were.
-
What right do murderers
-
have to judge
-
another murderer?
-
What makes them think
-
they're any better?
-
You know,
-
those guys,
-
I mean,
-
my goodness,
-
filth,
-
scumbag of the earth,
-
you gunned down
-
an innocent
-
14-year-old girl,
-
who gives you
-
the right to say
-
this guy,
-
because he killed a baby,
-
is worse than we are?
-
And yet,
-
when I say that,
-
I actually elevate
-
myself over them
-
as if they're worse
-
than I am.
-
How easy it is
-
to put ourselves
-
into this parable
-
of the Pharisee
-
and the tax collector
-
and know
-
and know
-
and know
-
that I must be
-
the tax collector
-
in order to be
-
right with God
-
and read this
-
parable
-
and go,
-
God,
-
I thank you
-
that I am not
-
like that
-
self-righteous Pharisee.
-
The irony
-
of sneering
-
at the one
-
who sneers.
-
is so entangled
-
in our hearts.
-
It's so easy
-
for us
-
to move
-
from dependency
-
in Jesus
-
back into
-
self-dependency.
-
The key
-
to living
-
the Christian life
-
is to never
-
get up
-
from the foot
-
of the cross.
-
You came
-
to Jesus
-
as an open
-
handed
-
beggar
-
and nothing
-
ever changes.
-
Nothing
-
ever changes.
-
When I see
-
beggars in the street
-
I used to think
-
get a job.
-
now I think
-
that's me.
-
I might be
-
wearing different
-
clothes
-
and I might be
-
showered
-
but that's me.
-
You came
-
as an open
-
handed beggar
-
and nothing
-
ever changes.
-
I rediscovered
-
this a fair bit
-
recently
-
in the last
-
number of years
-
in the life
-
of Charles
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Simeon.
-
he was a
-
Christian minister
-
suffered greatly
-
and after
-
you've been
-
a Christian
-
for 40 years
-
he wrote
-
this
-
there are
-
two objects
-
that I've
-
ever desired
-
for these
-
40 years
-
to behold.
-
The one
-
is my own
-
vileness
-
he means
-
his own
-
sinfulness
-
and the
-
other
-
is the
-
glory of
-
God
-
in the
-
face
-
of Christ
-
and I've
-
always
-
thought
-
that they
-
should be
-
viewed
-
together.
-
You want
-
to get a
-
bigger
-
bigger
-
bigger
-
picture
-
of
-
God
-
and his
-
glory
-
what will
-
happen is
-
you'll
-
discover
-
your own
-
lack
-
of
-
glory
-
and to
-
mine
-
the
-
depths
-
of
-
your
-
own
-
lack
-
of
-
glory
-
and
-
your
-
own
-
sinfulness
-
you need
-
to cling to the
-
cross
-
you go
-
together.
-
He actually
-
labored to know
-
his true
-
sinfulness.
-
heart
-
heart
-
He wrote
-
the tender
-
heart
-
the broken
-
and contrite
-
spirit
-
are to
-
me
-
far above
-
all these
-
joys that I
-
could ever
-
hope for
-
in this
-
veil of
-
tears.
-
I long
-
to be
-
in my
-
proper
-
place
-
my
-
hand
-
on my
-
mouth
-
and my
-
mouth
-
in the
-
dust.
-
I feel
-
that this
-
is safe
-
ground
-
here I
-
cannot
-
err
-
for I'm
-
sure that
-
whatever
-
God may
-
despise
-
he will
-
not
-
despise
-
the
-
broken
-
and
-
contrite
-
heart.
-
To
-
paraphrase
-
him a
-
little
-
bit
-
I
-
think
-
what
-
he's
-
saying
-
is that
-
the
-
safest
-
place
-
in the
-
world
-
is at
-
the
-
foot
-
of
-
the
-
cross
-
of
-
Christ
-
with
-
your
-
face
-
in
-
the
-
dust
-
in
-
humble
-
submission
-
in
-
total
-
dependency
-
upon
-
him.
-
Clinging
-
to his
-
righteousness
-
not
-
yours.
-
And
-
I
-
think
-
that
-
he
-
also
-
gets
-
that
-
from
-
Isaiah
-
66
-
2
-
that
-
tells
-
us
-
what
-
actually
-
draws
-
the
-
approval
-
of
-
God.
-
Not
-
our
-
ministry
-
budgets
-
not
-
our
-
building
-
program
-
not
-
how many
-
people
-
are
-
sitting
-
here
-
in
-
church
-
not
-
what
-
sort
-
of
-
good
-
deeds
-
you
-
do
-
or
-
what
-
money
-
you
-
give
-
in
-
church
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
gets
-
God's
-
attention.
-
He
-
who
-
is
-
humble
-
and
-
contrite
-
in
-
spirit
-
and
-
trembles
-
at
-
my
-
word.
-
I
-
am
-
thoroughly
-
convinced
-
that
-
there
-
can
-
be
-
no
-
effective
-
life
-
Christian
-
growth
-
or
-
ministry
-
or
-
mission
-
without
-
the
-
cultivation
-
of
-
humiliation
-
in the
-
heart
-
and the
-
weakening
-
of pride
-
in the
-
life.
-
Living
-
living
-
out
-
humbly
-
in
-
authentic
-
way
-
will
-
look
-
sort
-
of
-
like
-
this.
-
When
-
you're
-
confronted
-
with
-
the sin
-
and the
-
failure
-
of
-
another
-
person
-
you'll
-
be
-
more
-
aware
-
the
-
humble
-
person
-
will
-
be
-
more
-
aware
-
of
-
their
-
own
-
sin
-
and
-
their
-
own
-
failure
-
towards
-
God
-
than
-
another
-
person's
-
sin and
-
failure
-
towards
-
them.
-
That's
-
humility.
-
you'll
-
be more
-
aware of
-
your
-
own
-
failure
-
than
-
another
-
person's
-
failure.
-
Therefore
-
you'll
-
be less
-
judgmental
-
and less
-
critical.
-
You'll
-
also
-
mean that
-
you won't
-
try and
-
smooth over
-
your sin
-
to excuse
-
it, make
-
it less
-
than what
-
it is.
-
You'll
-
be real
-
about it.
-
I'll be
-
frank with
-
you.
-
I'm
-
standing
-
here looking
-
at all
-
you right
-
tonight and
-
I think
-
you're a
-
bunch of
-
rotten
-
sinners.
-
That is
-
my
-
assumption.
-
My
-
assumption
-
with every
-
single
-
person sitting
-
here right
-
now is
-
that you
-
all have
-
skeletons in
-
the closet
-
that you
-
would be
-
absolutely
-
mortified if
-
we jammed
-
them up there
-
on the
-
screen right
-
now.
-
The reason
-
I know it's
-
true is
-
because that's
-
me as well.
-
I work on
-
the assumption
-
that you're
-
all human
-
and you've
-
all fallen
-
short of the
-
glory of
-
God.
-
reality
-
and I
-
believe
-
that
-
reality
-
ought to
-
be evident
-
more and
-
more in
-
the church.
-
When we
-
present that
-
we've got it
-
all together
-
and we
-
present that
-
to the
-
world,
-
it is
-
anti-gospel.
-
Let me
-
give you an
-
example of
-
authenticity.
-
One episode
-
of the TV
-
show The
-
Simpsons,
-
Homer Simpson
-
is being
-
interviewed
-
for a job
-
at the
-
nuclear power
-
plant,
-
Springfield
-
nuclear power
-
plant.
-
There's two
-
jobs,
-
three blokes
-
going for
-
an interview.
-
The three
-
of them
-
were asked
-
the question,
-
what would
-
each of you
-
say is
-
your worst
-
quality?
-
The first
-
guy says,
-
well,
-
I'm a
-
workaholic.
-
The second
-
guy says,
-
he responds
-
in a similar
-
kind of
-
self-righteous,
-
not really a
-
weakness,
-
more like a
-
strength kind
-
of way.
-
He says,
-
I push
-
myself too
-
hard.
-
Homer Simpson
-
on the other
-
hand answers,
-
well,
-
it takes me a
-
long time to
-
learn anything.
-
I'm kind of a
-
goof off and
-
things start to
-
disappear from
-
the workplace.
-
And he
-
starts going on
-
and the
-
interviewer,
-
that's enough,
-
that's enough.
-
Somehow he got
-
the job.
-
Now,
-
I want to say
-
to you,
-
I don't
-
recommend it
-
as an
-
interview
-
technique.
-
But the
-
honesty is
-
refreshing.
-
His
-
authenticity
-
is appealing
-
especially
-
against the
-
self-righteous
-
false humility
-
of the other
-
two.
-
Because that's
-
what false
-
humility is.
-
It's actually
-
pride in
-
disguise.
-
Designed to
-
extract
-
praise.
-
My friends,
-
we start the
-
Christian life as
-
beggars at the
-
foot of the
-
cross and we
-
finish the
-
Christian life as
-
beggars at the
-
foot of the
-
cross.
-
As we sing,
-
nothing in my
-
hand I bring,
-
only to the
-
cross I cling.
-
It never
-
changes.
-
We must
-
labor to lay
-
aside any
-
remnant of
-
self-righteousness
-
that lurks in
-
our hearts and it
-
lurks there in
-
every dark
-
corner.
-
At the cross is
-
where we must
-
begin and end
-
if we have
-
experienced the
-
daily joy of
-
living by God's
-
transforming grace.
-
grace.
-
We need the
-
spirit of God
-
to help us to
-
see our total
-
spiritual bankruptcy
-
and also to
-
drink deeply
-
from God's
-
infinite grace
-
to us in the
-
Lord Jesus.
-
May we experience
-
both deep
-
humiliation for
-
our sin and
-
deep joy in
-
Christ at the
-
same time.
-
And then in
-
deep awareness
-
of what we have
-
received,
-
looking only to
-
Jesus and
-
only having
-
our comparison
-
with him,
-
may we extend
-
that same
-
spirit of
-
grace to
-
others as we
-
authentically live
-
out who we
-
are, beggars,
-
in daily need
-
of grace.
-
Amen.