Sermon
JUDGES Half Heated Discipleship
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Now I think certainly our society, but Christians generally have a problem with the book of
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Judges.
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It is so earthly, so puzzling, so primitive, so violent.
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Judges could be described as despicable people doing deplorable things.
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That's a summary of the book of Judges, despicable people doing deplorable things.
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It records a history of murder, assassination and massacres, of immorality, lawlessness and
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unfaithfulness.
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And one way to deal with embarrassing books of the Bible is simply to ignore it.
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Just, you know, let's just preach on the Gospels or something like that.
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But it's difficult to do with Judges because it contains some of the Bible's most recognisable
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leaders and most flawed people.
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Samson, Gideon, Deborah.
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I mean, these are the great Sunday school stories.
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They revolve around these characters.
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And so with characters who are so colorful and so flawed and so dramatic, it is easy, I think,
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to miss the actual intention of the book of Judges and just pluck the characters out and
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just do a character study instead.
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And totally miss the point of Judges.
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Judges.
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This book is revelation from God about God.
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That's what it is.
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And it is pure gospel.
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Pure gospel.
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Judges is about the God of mercy and long-suffering patience who continually works in and through
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and for his people.
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And what's more, he does it despite the constant resistance of God's people against his purposes.
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God relentlessly offers his grace to people who neither deserve it nor seek it and don't even
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appreciate it when they're being saved by it.
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List all the heroes you like in the book of Judges, but there is only one.
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And that's God himself.
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He is the only hero in this book.
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It is God who consistently rescues Israel from the stupidity of their decisions and the mess
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that they have created for themselves.
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The 12 human judges who we'll start to look at next week, or the saviors in this book, point
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us to the great saviour.
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Through all of their flaws and their strengths, we see our need for our saviour.
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And so we need to read this book with a great deal of humility.
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So the first thing we need to do is fit judges in the Bible.
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Where does it fit?
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Where does it fit in God's unfolding plan of salvation?
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God has rescued his people from Egypt.
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He's promised them that he's taking them to the promised land.
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And the very first verse of this book and the last verse puts it within its historical setting.
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It covers the period from the death of Joshua and the end of the exodus from Egypt period
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to, at the end of the book, the very last phrase says, very last sentence,
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is that in those days there was no king in Israel and everyone did as they saw fit in their own eyes.
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And so it's the period between the leadership of Moses and Joshua to David and Solomon.
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It's a period of something like 200 to 400 years.
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And the question at the very first verse of Judges really is asking the question,
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well, who's going to lead us now?
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Who's our leader now?
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Joshua's dead.
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Anyone?
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Anyone?
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Anyone want to lead?
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Anyone?
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Anyone?
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What we are introduced to in the verses of Judges section by section is 12 judges, 12 rulers.
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They are not leaders per se, but rescuers.
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They are redeemers and saviors.
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They're the people that God raises up to pull his people once again out of oppression and slavery because of their disobedience.
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And as we look into the very first verses, there is one vital lesson that we learn.
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In all of those verses I just read, there is one vital lesson.
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One main point.
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It's not so much a list of Palestinian places that aren't on the tourist route nowadays.
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There's much more to it than that.
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And to understand this lesson that we've just read out, we need to effectively look over our shoulders to understand what Judges 1 is all about.
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We're going to look back.
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Which is what, in fact, the very first verse of Judges does for us.
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It encourages us to look back.
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It says, after the death of Joshua.
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Joshua was one of only two men.
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One of only two men.
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Two men.
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In the whole generation that had been rescued from Egypt who had remained faithful in trusting God's promises to bring his people from Egypt into the promised land.
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Two men.
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That's it.
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And the book of Joshua, one book before Judges, charts God's work in and through his people to keep his promises to them, to take them to the promised land.
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To bring them into the land, to defeat their enemies and to begin to give them blessing and rest in their new home.
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It teaches us that because God always keeps his promises, God's people can bravely obey him and worship him.
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And this is the book.
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Joshua is the book that provides the background for the book of Judges.
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In fact, it is the book that provides the yardstick, if you like.
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The measuring tool by which we measure the progress and the success of the taking of the promised land in the book of Judges.
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So let's, you've got your Bibles in front of you, but let's turn back to the beginning of Joshua to see what God called his people to do.
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What is his specific mission for his people having rescued them out of slavery in Egypt?
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So Joshua, this is God speaking to Joshua as he takes up the reins as the leader of God's people after the death of Moses.
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So Joshua chapter 1, verse 5 to start with,
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As I was with Moses, so I will be with you.
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I will never leave you nor forsake you.
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Be strong and courageous because you will lead these people to inherit the land that I swore to their ancestors to give them.
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Be strong, very courageous.
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Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you.
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Do not turn from it to the right or to the left that you may be successful wherever you go.
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Keep this book of the law always on your lips.
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Meditate on it day and night so that you may be careful to do everything written in it.
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Then you will be prosperous and successful.
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Have I not commanded you?
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Be strong and courageous.
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Do not be afraid.
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Do not be discouraged.
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For the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.
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So in verses 7 and 8, God reminds Israel that their military advances into the promised land will be accompanied by a close and humble and obedient walk with God.
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Victory and rest in the promised land will come because they are dependent and obedient people of faith in the promises of God.
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They will not achieve victory and rest for themselves.
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And so the book of Joshua records the beginning of the campaign to take the promised land.
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And the purpose for driving out the Canaanites to conquer the promised land, it was not vengeance.
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It was not economic gain, but it was spiritual.
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It wasn't vengeance.
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It wasn't for economic gain, which is why they were not to take any plunder.
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They weren't to have any slaves.
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They weren't to enslave the people.
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They are to be removed so that Israel didn't fall under the influence of their gods.
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By the time we get to the end of Joshua's life, there is still so much more to be done.
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You can see that at the end of the book of Joshua.
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Much of the land still needs to be settled.
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And God's call on his people, both then and now, is to combine a trust in his promises with courage, with bravery, with risk.
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True Christian discipleship is risk-taking and it is radical because true disciples rely on God to keep his promises to bless them
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and not on their own instincts, not on their own plans, not on their own insurance policies.
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And so with the mission and the purpose of God clear for his people,
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we are now ready to launch into Judges chapter 1 and see how they go at trusting in the promises of God
Judges 1 chapter mention
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to be with them and to give them victory and rest.
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And we arrive at verse 3 and Judas failed already.
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Who's to go up first?
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Judah.
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What did Judah do?
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Turn to the Simeonites.
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Hey guys, you guys want to come with us?
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It would be a whole lot easier taking the land if we did it together.
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Now that makes sense from a military perspective.
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But they didn't trust God for the victory.
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And yet despite this, verse 4, God graciously grants them victory in spite of their disobedience.
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Judah continues to take its inheritance in verses 8 to 11 and then again in verses 17 to 18.
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And in between those victories, there's this little story in verses 12 to 16,
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which we get a glimpse.
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In amongst all of this, there is a glimpse of one faithful, obedient family.
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Caleb's family.
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Surprise, surprise.
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And what they do here is they demonstrate the covenant faithfulness and courageous obedience to God
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that all Israel should have.
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Caleb, Othniel, who will be introduced to soon, and in particular Aksar,
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reveal wholehearted discipleship.
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They believe in the promises of God and keep grasping for more.
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And they are a rebuke.
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This woman here is a rebuke.
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Caleb's daughter is a rebuke to all of Israel.
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Now if the chapter ended in verse 18,
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you would kind of go, it's mostly encouraging, kind of.
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You know, until you get to verse 19.
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The Lord was with the men of Judah,
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but they were unable to drive the people from the plains
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because they had chariots fitted with iron.
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Now if you did not know what God had said to his people through Joshua,
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the book of Joshua,
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there would be plausible reasons why the Israelites didn't succeed in their military campaign.
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We don't have chariots.
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They've got chariots.
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We've got guns.
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They've got tanks.
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There's a reason for this.
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So why not just be sensible about it?
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Why not just be sensible about this and compromise and negotiate a treaty?
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It was half-hearted obedience.
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And unfortunately, it was contagious.
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When you read through the rest of chapter 1,
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it kind of reads like a collection of press releases from Israel
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with their advancement,
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each tribe's advancement into the land,
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and their own spin on how they're going with it.
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Benjamin fails to dislodge the Jebusites in verse 21.
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The tribe of Judah makes a covenant with a Canaanite in verses 22 to 26.
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Can you see the failures when you read Joshua and what they've done here?
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Manasseh fails to drive out various inhabitants,
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but they become strong enough eventually to exploit them as forced labor.
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In verses 27 and 28,
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Ephraim allows Canaanites to live among them in verse 29.
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Zebulun opts for forced labor in verse 30.
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Asher doesn't simply allow the Canaanites to live amongst them.
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They choose to live amongst the Canaanites in verses 31 and 32,
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as does Naphtali in verse 33.
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Dan advances nowhere.
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It says they become confined to the hill country in verse 34.
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And the slap in the face here,
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it says in verses 35 and 36,
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that the Amorites have got more tenacity,
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more bravery than God's own people.
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Chapter 1 gives us the facts.
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But at the beginning of chapter 2,
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what happens is we get heaven's explanation.
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It starts with,
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the angel of the Lord went up from Gilgal to Bochum and said,
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that's a really significant point.
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It's easy to miss.
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This is not just another destination issue.
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Not just another Palestinian village.
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Angel happened to be there and thought,
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oh, I better go over there.
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In Joshua chapter 5,
Joshua 5 chapter mention
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it was at Gilgal that Israel made a covenant with God.
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We will remain obedient to you and we will exclude all others.
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This was the place where God had forgiven their sin.
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He had bound them to himself as his people
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and entered into relationship with them by grace.
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He had motivated,
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sorry,
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that covenant was motivated only by his own loving kindness towards his people.
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And so God's assessment of his people's performance in verse 2
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is in fact devastating.
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You have disobeyed me.
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Now Israel disobeyed God through what they had done.
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They in fact made a covenant with the people of Canaan despite being told not to.
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They enforced labor when they're told not to.
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They cohabited in Canaan when they were told not to.
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But Israel also disobeyed God through what they had failed to do.
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They failed to break down the altars of their gods.
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The purpose of this campaign was to cleanse Canaan of its idols to get rid of every idol god.
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Because there is only one god worthy of worship and total allegiance.
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And the fact that Israel didn't clear out the idols means that they hadn't rejected God as their god.
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But they hadn't fully surrendered to him as their god.
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They hadn't rejected him yet.
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But they hadn't accepted him either.
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They hadn't surrendered to him.
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One of the big points that we see right through the book of Judges
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is that this god wants lordship over every area of life.
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Either all of life is given to God in grateful, loving, obedience, or none is.
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He doesn't pick and choose.
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We don't pick and choose.
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It's either everything or it's nothing.
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In verse 19 of chapter 1, we read that it says there,
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the Israelites were unable to drive out the people from the plains because of the iron chariots.
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That's their take.
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That's their take on this issue.
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We couldn't do it.
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We just could not do it.
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God's assessment in chapter 2, verse 2, is not that you could not do it, but that you would not do it.
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You chose disobedience.
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It's always really, really helpful for us to ask ourselves the question,
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where in my life am I saying, I can't do it, God?
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But God is saying to us, actually, you won't do it.
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It's true to say you won't do it.
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It's not that you can't do it.
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It's that you won't do it.
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Israel thought they had good reasons not to obey, but God called them flimsy excuses.
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And God's assessment of Israel is based on his promises.
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So here's one promise.
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Here's one promise from 1 Corinthians 10, verse 13.
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God is faithful.
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He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.
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How about that promise?
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God will never put us into a position where we cannot obey him.
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He will never, ever, ever put us in a position where we cannot obey him.
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There is never, ever an I can't moment in our lives.
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Ever.
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And this is a very searching and threatening passage to apply to our lives.
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Because there may be all sorts of things in our lives that we think that we are unable to do,
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but which we actually are refusing to do.
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We're refusing to do it.
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So here's just a couple.
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Ever said,
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I just cannot forgive this or that.
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I just cannot forgive him or her.
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But God commands forgiveness in Matthew 18, 35.
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Which means we, in fact, we can, in fact, determine to put aside anger,
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to soften our hearts with the knowledge of the gospel of grace
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and act as though the wrong had never happened.
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When we don't forgive, we choose not to forgive.
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It's not that we can't.
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It's that we won't.
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When we say we can't, we mean we won't.
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We want to hang on to our anger.
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We want to hang on to our bitterness and our desire to get even.
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All under the excuse of,
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oh, you just don't understand how bad I've been treated.
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What about this one?
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Ever said,
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I can't tell them the truth.
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It would just destroy them.
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God tells us in Ephesians 4, 15 and Ephesians 4, 25
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to speak the truth in love.
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And more often than not,
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it is because of our cowardice or our pride
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that we say,
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I can't.
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It's our cowardice or our pride where we say,
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I can't.
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What we really mean is that if I were to tell them the truth,
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then they just might not like me anymore.
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What about this one?
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Ever said,
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I just cannot give
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a minimum of a tenth of my income to Christian ministry.
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I just can't do that.
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You don't understand my situation.
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I just can't do that.
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And yet God commands it.
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He says, in fact,
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that we rob him when we don't.
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God is the one who's made clear promises
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to give us everything we need.
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He cares for us more than the sparrows.
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When we say we can't,
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we mean I won't
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because I don't trust that he will.
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What about this one?
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I can't resist doing this thing
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even though I know it's wrong.
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I think we need to understand,
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we're going to see it very soon here in a moment
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in this text,
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that sin has addictive power
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over our lives.
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It is true
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that we may not be able to resist
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the temptation
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through our own sheer willpower,
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but then again,
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Israel was not meant to take the promised land
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under their own sheer willpower.
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We can, however, get help.
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We can admit our problem.
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We can humble ourselves.
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We can cry out to God for mercy
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and we can seek transformation through him
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and become accountable to others.
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1 Corinthians 10 tells me
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that God always provides a way out.
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No sin is inevitable.
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No sin is irresistible.
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And if we don't resist,
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it's likely we would simply rather keep on sinning
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and excusing it with a,
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I can't.
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When what God says here,
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it's actually, I won't.
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I refuse.
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Now, already
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in this book,
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we are introduced to one of the major tensions,
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one of the major tensions
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of the book of Judges,
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which goes right through.
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God is holy.
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God is just.
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He cannot tolerate
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or live with
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or bless
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evil sin
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in any way whatsoever.
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And God is also loving
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and he is faithful
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and he cannot tolerate
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the loss of people
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he has committed himself to.
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So what does he do?
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What does he do
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with these sinful people
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that he cannot tolerate
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but he's committed to?
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And this is a tremendous
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and almost seemingly
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irresolvable tension
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in the book of Judges.
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Will God finally give up?
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on his people.
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Right?
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I've had enough.
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Covenant reversal.
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Rip it up.
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Done with you.
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Or will he finally give in
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to his people?
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Oh, whatever.
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You know,
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kid nags you.
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No, no, no, no, no.
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Oh, whatever.
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Yes.
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Is God just going to do that?
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And the tension here
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is only resolved
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outside of the book of Judges
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centuries later.
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God takes decisive action
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to resolve it in himself.
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He takes the tension,
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resolves it in himself
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with the crucifixion
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of his son,
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the Lord Jesus Christ.
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Our sin was credited to Jesus.
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Jesus takes our sin
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so that his righteous life
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might be credited to us.
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God's anger was poured out
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on Jesus.
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Jesus satisfies
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both justice
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because sin was punished
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and loving faithfulness
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since God is now able
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to live
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and accept us
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on the merits
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of the Lord Jesus
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alone.
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And so the cross of Christ
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is the only way
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the tension of Judges
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can possibly be resolved.
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Without the good news
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of Jesus Christ,
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we will always
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either be complacent
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with our sin
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and take his mercy
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for granted
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or we will live
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under the burden
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of guilt,
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shame and fear
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because we don't know
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that his mercy covers it.
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We will go
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on one of those
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two directions.
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Either liberalism
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and license
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and go,
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well, God's in the business
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of forgiveness.
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That's his job
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so keep on sitting
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and give him a job to do.
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Or burden of guilt
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that God could not possibly
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ever forgive
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a sinner like me.
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With the good news
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of the gospel,
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we are able to live
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forgiven,
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obedient lives
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despite also living
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sinful,
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disobedient lives.
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You see,
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the cross is where
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we find the freedom
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to accept ourselves
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without being proud
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and to challenge ourselves
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without being crushed.
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God resolves the tension
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in the death
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and resurrection
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of Jesus
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and it is the power
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and the motivation
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to fully commit
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ourselves to God.
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God.
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You see,
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Israel's failure
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to obey,
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our failure
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to obey
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is a failure
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to remember.
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Our God
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is the God
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who rescues.
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He's the one
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who brought them
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out of slavery,
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out of Egypt.
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He is the God
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who remains faithful
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to them
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right through
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the wilderness
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and he said,
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I will never
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break my covenant
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with you.
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And so the core issue
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of our won't,
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of our disobedience
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is essentially
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a failure
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to remember
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who he is
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and who he has
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made us
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to be
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in him.
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And the reverse
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is also true.
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As long as we
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remember
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who he is
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and what he's
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done for us
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in the Lord Jesus,
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as much as that
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becomes the defining
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vision of our lives,
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we will serve him
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wholeheartedly,
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radically
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and joyfully.
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And Israel
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failed to do this
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and the consequences
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were clear
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and they were
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catastrophic.
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The idols
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of Canaan
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would ensnare
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them.
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Have a look
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in chapter 2,
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Judges 2 verse 3.
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This is God's
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pronouncement
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on his people.
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I will not
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drive them
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out before you.
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They will
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become traps
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for you
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and their gods
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will become
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snares to you.
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Oh,
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what a tragedy.
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I have
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rescued you
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from slavery
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and now
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you have
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chosen
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slavery.
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It's a great
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description here
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of what idolatry
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is and what
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idolatry does.
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Idolatry,
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according to the
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Bible,
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is taking a good
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aspect of creation.
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It could be
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marriage,
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days on the beach,
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business,
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family,
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money,
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and turning
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it into
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the ultimate
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source of
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our security,
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our comfort,
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our identity,
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our power.
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And these
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idols
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are what
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are called
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thorns.
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When you
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make something
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good into
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the ultimate,
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it will
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make you
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miserable.
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it will
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make you
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miserable.
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I've got a
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splinter at the
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moment in the
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bottom of my
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foot and I've
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been trying to
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get it out for
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some time,
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which is very
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difficult to do
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when it's at the
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bottom of your
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foot and you
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can't quite get
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there.
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And I really
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don't want anyone
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else to play
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with it.
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That's what a
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thorn does and
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every moment I
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know it's
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there and
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it makes life
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miserable.
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If our
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children are
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our idols,
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when their
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lives are
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troubled,
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we lose our
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joy.
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And even
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when their
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lives might
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become troubled,
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which in fact is
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all the time,
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we will worry
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and we will
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lose our
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joy.
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Idols are
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snares,
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they trap us,
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they blind us,
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they enslave us,
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and it gets to the
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point where we
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just have to have
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it.
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We cannot say
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no to it,
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become addicted
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to it.
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And this is why
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so many people
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work so hard
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and they
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sacrifice their
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family,
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their friendships,
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their health at
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the altar of a
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career or give
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themselves to
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certain relationships
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that are so
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destructive.
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Because a good
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thing has become
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the ultimate.
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The more we
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pursue half-hearted
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discipleship, the
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more ensnared we
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become, the more
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miserable we
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become, the more
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unstable we
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become.
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That's what I
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think it means
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when James says
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a double-minded
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person is
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unstable in all
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that they do.
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They've got a
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foot in both
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camps.
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Verses 4 and
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5 I think is
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helpful.
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We see less of
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it as judges
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progress, but the
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people hear the
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word of God and
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they weep, they
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weep and they
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offer sacrifices.
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There's a picture
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here of genuine
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repentance.
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Tragically,
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repentance
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decreases as the
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storyline progresses.
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Heed that as a
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warning, friends.
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As the storyline
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progresses,
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repentance
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decreases.
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Our response to
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God's accusing
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word here should be
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more than wet
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eyes.
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It is good to
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remove to tears,
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but it is much
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better to be
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moved to
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repentance.
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Judges shows us
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that spiritual
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decline is
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inevitable for
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everyone and
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spiritual renewal
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then becomes the
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continual need for
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everyone.
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Decline is
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inevitable, renewal
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is a continual need.
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God wants to
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produce in us
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good grief.
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Good grief.
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Joel 2
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verses 12
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to 13,
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return to me
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with all of
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your heart,
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with fasting
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and weeping
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and mourning
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and tear open
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your heart,
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not your
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garments.
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can I
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plead with
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you to tear
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open your
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heart in
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the coming
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weeks as we
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study judges,
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repent of
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half-hearted
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discipleship.
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To be
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disciple of
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Jesus means
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we are under
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his discipline.
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Search your
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heart and ask
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whether he's
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committed to
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following God
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rather than
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the idols of
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our society
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and our
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neighbours.
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Are there
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any sins that
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you're particularly
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struggling with at
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the moment?
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How are you
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going at the
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moment,
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avoiding sexual
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immorality?
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What about
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gossip,
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slander,
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incessant
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criticism?
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Are your
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words building
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up?
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Are they
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tearing down?
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Are you
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acknowledging
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error,
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seeking
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reconciliation?
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Are you
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confessing
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sin?
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Are you
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seeing sin
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in others
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more readily
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than you see
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it in
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yourself?
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Do you
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get angry
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or depressed
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when someone
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points out a
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flaw to you?
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Has your
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commitment to
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church,
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to your
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church family
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wavered so
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now it's
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three out
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of four
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or two
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out of
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four
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or one
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out of
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four?
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Have you
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just decided
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for the
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first time
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in a while
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just not to
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join up to a
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community group
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this time?
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What's your
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prayer life like
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right now?
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What have you
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been mostly
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praying for?
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God help me
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do this.
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God provide
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for that.
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Do you
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have a
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global picture
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in God's
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glory,
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surrendering,
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confession?
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What has God
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been teaching
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you through
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his word
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lately?
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Have you
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felt your
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passion stirred
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in personal
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or corporate
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worship lately?
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Or is it
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just criticism?
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criticism?
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I don't
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give a rip
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whether you
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can sing
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the songs.
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Are you
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trying?
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Have you
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been able to
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control spending
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and your
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saving habits?
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Have you been
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able to control
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both your
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spending habits
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and your
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saving habits
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so that you
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become more
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generous?
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are there
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areas of
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your life
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where you
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have made
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big decisions
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but haven't
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consulted God
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or mature
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Christians for
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wisdom and
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God's will?
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Are you
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making decisions
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for relationship
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with Jesus
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or making
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decisions against
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relationship with
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Jesus?
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Maybe you
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haven't rejected
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him but you
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haven't fully
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surrendered to
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him either.
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Tear open
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your hearts
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to God
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with weeping
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and mourning
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and repentance.
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our sins.
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Thank you.
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Missing
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and
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glory
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and
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going
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to be
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to be
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ourselves
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unknown AH
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here.
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If
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you're
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figuring out
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everything