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Transformed Life
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Hopefully in front of you you've got a service outline.
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If not on your phone, you can see a sermon outline there on the St. Paul's app.
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I'm going to pray as we launch into this because John's gospel,
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when you start learning the Greek language,
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John's gospel is often where you start
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because Greek language in John is relatively straightforward.
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But the difficulty is while the language might be easier,
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Greek language, the ideas in John are very complex.
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And so he sort of leads you into thinking the gospel is going to be easy,
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but the ideas are quite complex as we launch into this.
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Let's pray.
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Gracious Father, we pray that you would help us to capture some of the essence
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of what the Lord Jesus is requiring of his disciples here.
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I pray that you would transform our lives as we remain in Jesus.
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Help us to see what you require of us between your first arrival and your second arrival.
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Help us to remain in the vine and there bear fruit, fruit that will last.
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So help us understand this passage so that we might live lives that glorify you
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until you come back.
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Amen.
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In less than two weeks, James and I are heading to the US.
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We're attending a conference, visiting a church and doing some other ministry things.
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And it's a trip that I've done a few times.
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I've slipped through the departure doors and into customs a number of times.
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And I've got to tell you, every time it happens, it never feels, it's never easy.
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I never find that journey through two doors that easy.
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It's the feeling of leaving behind loved ones.
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Whenever Nat and the girls come with me to send me off, I find it particularly difficult.
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I hang on this side of the customs doors for as long as I possibly can.
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I try to busy myself with paperwork and details.
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But I know that at some point real soon, I've got to embrace, I've got to say goodbye, and I've got to depart.
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Of course, it's the exact opposite in the experience in the arrivals hall.
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You can't wait to get through customs to see your loved ones if they're there.
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Hopefully they're not later or something like that.
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You just can't wait.
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It's a moment of excitement.
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It's a moment of joy.
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It's not apprehension.
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As we pick up John's gospel today, we're in the departure terminal with the disciples of Jesus.
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That's where we're sitting.
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In John 13, Jesus tells his disciples he's about to depart.
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And their world is rocked because they had hopes that Jesus would be the one who would overthrow the occupying Roman Empire and restore the promised land to Israel.
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In John 14, what we looked at last week, Jesus comforts his disciples by telling them three things.
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Number one, his departure will secure for them an eternal dwelling in the presence of God.
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Number two, his departure means that he can send another advocate, one just like him, who will permanently dwell with them.
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Not just the presence of God in the future, but the presence of God with them now.
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And Jesus says when this other advocate comes, it's going to be better because Jesus is beside them, but the spirit will be in them.
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They will even know and experience the father personally in prayer.
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Instead of just knowing the father through what Jesus reveals about him.
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And number three, Jesus will come back and take them to be with him, with God forever in perfect peace and joy.
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So there's a departure and there's a return.
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So what happens in the meantime?
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What are the disciples to do?
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What are they on about?
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Do they just sit in the departure lounge or make the way to the arrivals hall upstairs or downstairs or wherever it is and just wait for Jesus to come back?
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What are Jesus' plans for his disciples?
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Why they wait?
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What does he expect of them?
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So there's three things I want to draw out from John 15 this morning.
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Number one, the necessity of transformation.
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Number two, the organic nature of transformation.
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And number three, the means of transformation.
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In 15 verse one, Jesus says, I am the true vine and my father is the gardener.
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And then again in verse five, he says, I am the vine and you are the branches.
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Now, all the conversation stopped at this powerful pronouncement.
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You see, the force of Jesus' words to his first disciples is something like this.
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You know how all of Israel, God's historical people, is pictured as a vine that is meant to produce refreshing fruit.
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Well, I, Jesus Christ, am the fulfillment of everything that that symbol suggests.
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And the key word here is the word true.
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Those who follow Jesus belong to Jesus so that together with him, they become the true vine.
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Now, the word true is important because it replaces the old vine.
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Israel was the vine that God rescued from Egypt.
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Psalm 80 says that they were the root that he planted and grew throughout the land.
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But it was a vine that was condemned by God because it produced bad fruit.
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As we just saw in Isaiah 5.
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Isaiah 5 says that God looked for justice, but saw bloodshed.
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He looked for righteousness, but only heard cries of distress.
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Jesus Christ was the vine that was condemned by God.
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And the point throughout this passage in John 15 is that branches, those who put their trust in the Lord Jesus, must produce good fruit.
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Jesus makes it the edifying mark of a true believer.
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It is how you identify a true believer.
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Not by what they do, not by how successful they are, not by the things they do in the name of Christ, but who they are.
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Jesus says, the father who's the gardener, cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit.
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If there is no fruit in our life, then we had better reconsider the authenticity of our Christianity.
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And the fruits, the fruit that God was looking for in Isaiah 5 were the qualities of justice and righteousness.
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And they are both inequalities.
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In John 15, the fruit Jesus speaks of is simply the reproduction of the life of the vine in the branch.
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Jesus is looking for the fruit of his life in us.
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Jesus is looking for change, transformation of our character.
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Which is what fruit in the Bible is, and especially so in the New Testament, where it's explicit.
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One list of such fruit is Galatians 5.
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The fruit, one fruit with a bunch of characteristics.
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The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance.
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Which is patience and forgiveness of those who have wronged us.
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Kindness, that's unselfishness.
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Goodness, which is transparency and integrity.
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Faithfulness, which is courage.
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Gentleness, which is humility and self-control.
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Against such things there is no law.
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Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.
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And so what Jesus is saying in John 15 is that my expectation of you is for transformation.
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And I, Jesus, am the key to that inner change of your life.
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How does the selfish person become unselfish?
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How does the controlling, manipulative person become a liberator?
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How does the coward become courageous?
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How does the whiner become grateful?
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How does the taker become a giver?
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How does the worrier become a rock?
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How does the bigot become understanding?
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There is no more relevant question for our society, for our culture.
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There's no more relevant question for our city.
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There's no more relevant question for your family, for your marriage, for your friendships.
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There's no more relevant question for this church as we seek to grow together in humility and unity.
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How do you get such transformation?
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And when Jesus says, I am the true vine, he's saying I am the key to growth and change for good.
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Now, every bookstore in this city is filled with material on how to change and develop your inner potential.
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They are mechanical books that give you a technique.
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Or they are moral books, morality books, calling you to try a bit harder and be a bit more virtuous.
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Or they are magic books telling you how to tap into some kind of power that you currently don't have.
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The Bible, Christianity, Jesus offers something different.
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It's not a technique.
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It's not traditional morality.
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It's not new age spirituality either.
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Christianity says you need a vital connection with Jesus Christ, the only cosmic and concrete person who ever lived.
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Christianity is about a personal relationship with Jesus who is the cosmic Lord of all and drawing on his never-ending pulsating life.
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And the promise here from Jesus is that change is actually possible.
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Don't you want that when you've been struggling with the same issue for 40 years?
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Notice verse 16.
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You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit, fruit that will last.
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In fact, in Romans 8, we are told the entire work of Jesus in choosing us, in making us right with God,
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is so that we would change to be like him.
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That's his purpose.
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Everything he did.
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All of his plans.
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All of it.
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The loss of his glory.
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The coming to be one of us.
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His death on the cross.
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His resurrection.
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Everything he has done is for the purpose of fruit.
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His goal in Romans 8 is to change us into his image until we reflect his glory.
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His goal is to take us from the squalor of sin and brokenness and make us great in his presence.
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His goal is to glorify us and to put his beauty into our lives.
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He's committed to taking his life and putting his life into us.
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We may be pessimistic about being able to change.
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And Jesus Christ says,
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I am the one who brought the universe into existence by just by the sound of my voice.
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And all of my power is committed to changing you and dealing with every flaw, every problem, every weakness, every sin in your life.
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All of my power is directed in dealing with that.
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So there's the necessity of transformation because that's what God, that's what Jesus is doing in working in your life.
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Secondly, there's the organic nature of transformation.
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This is, this is really important.
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In the last paragraph where Jesus leaves behind the vine and the branch metaphor,
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he says that we need to hear his word and we need to obey his commands.
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Now, if we had just got that, if we just got that bit,
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you could easily conclude that Christianity was basically a mechanical and a moral thing.
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In other words, to be a Christian, you just need to discipline.
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You just need the discipline to do a whole bunch of stuff.
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And it's just the discipline to be compliant to a whole set of rules.
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But the first part says that what Jesus is really after is to hook us into a vital and organic connection with him
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so that his life becomes our life.
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Jesus is after organic change through a brand new internal dynamic,
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not mechanical compliance through external force.
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I'll say that again because it's profound.
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Jesus is after organic change through a brand new internal dynamic,
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not mechanical compliance through external force.
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What I mean is this.
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Imagine a work colleague.
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And maybe we've all dealt with these work colleagues over the years.
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A work colleague who isn't, let's say, not committed to their job.
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They arrive late.
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They leave early.
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Anytime there's lots of work on, the team's trying to work together,
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this person calls in sick.
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They're just not there.
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They're constantly undermining members of the team, gossiping about them.
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They're constantly complaining about the company, about the systems.
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They're constantly looking for pay rises.
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And then one day, human resources, call them in and read out the list of you've done this,
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you've done this, you've done this, you've done this.
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We've got a few issues with you.
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We need to...
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Unbeknownst to them or maybe known to them,
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they have been kind of being performance managed for a bit
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and these issues have been raised over some time.
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But in this moment in front of human resources and the boss is sitting there,
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all of a sudden your colleague realizes for the first time,
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these guys actually think my behavior is really bad.
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They actually are taking this seriously.
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And I am about to lose my job.
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And all of a sudden their behavior, they just realize for the first time,
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there's consequences here.
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And they break down in tears and they're begging for the job.
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They're sobbing and they're pleading.
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They've got bills to pay.
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They've got mouths to feed.
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They need this job.
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They'll do whatever it takes.
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Just give me one more chance.
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I'll change.
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I'll change.
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Just give me one more chance.
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So HR are kind and they decide not to fire him in that moment.
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And the person just walks out of there going,
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wow, I just dodged a bullet.
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The crisis has been averted.
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What happens now?
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They change.
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They start to arrive on time.
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They leave when others leave.
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For a while.
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When they think things have settled back down,
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they start to slip back into the old habits.
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First opportunity to gossip against someone.
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Yeah, I'll jump in on that one.
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You see, in that moment,
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the short-lived changes were mechanical compliance from external force.
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They weren't driven by any form of internal change.
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The alternative is they don't slip back into the old habits,
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but they get more and more unhappy about the mechanical compliance.
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And they'll start looking for another job where they can get away with their behavior.
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You see, external force can restrain the heart,
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but it can't change the heart.
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For a short time, it, in fact, might look like real change.
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It may look like real change.
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But if there's no connection to the vine, to Jesus,
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then it will show over time.
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So here it is.
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It is very typical when you first get into Christianity
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that without realizing it,
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you move into all sorts of mechanical compliance
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instead of organic change.
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How does this body, family, this church work?
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What do I need to do to fit in?
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We often put all of our focus on getting busy serving Jesus
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instead of friendship with Jesus.
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We put all of our focus on getting busy serving Jesus
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instead of friendship with Jesus.
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And when you first become a Christian,
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you embrace the truth.
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You're not saved by good works,
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but you're saved by the grace of God
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to you in the Lord Jesus.
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But that truth is so, so foreign to the human heart,
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it is virtually impossible to believe it.
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And so we get busy doing Christian things
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like helping people, getting involved in the church
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and studying lots of stuff about this newfound faith that I have.
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You get rid of the obvious ones, the big sins,
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the juicy sins in your life.
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And if you're not careful,
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you can subconsciously start to think,
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surely God must love me because I'm doing all this stuff.
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I'm making some big changes in my life.
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And if you're not careful,
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what you're actually doing is you start moving into a pattern
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of inferring the love of God
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rather than experiencing the love of God.
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Surely God must love me.
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inferring his love
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rather than drawing on his love.
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And without really drawing on Jesus' life
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and listening to his words
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and praying to him and knowing him
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and walking with him and spending time with him,
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we are really just busy doing stuff for him.
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And when you do that,
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after a little while,
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you start to realize
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that you aren't actually really changing much at all.
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It's possible to discover
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three years, 13 years, 33 years,
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down the track, sitting in church,
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there's not much...
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I'm really not much more loving.
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I'm not much more...
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I've still got the same passions and desires
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that I've had for the last 20 years.
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I'm no more joyful.
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I'm no more patient.
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I'm no more humble.
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No better at taking any criticism.
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I'm just as sensitive as I've always been.
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I'm not overcoming the bad habits.
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There is, in fact,
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very little ongoing fruit.
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Just settle.
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Got to a point and just settle there.
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Just been sitting there for decades.
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Friends, it's essential to keep coming back
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to the center of the Christian faith.
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The branch is fruitful
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because it has the life of the vine.
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It doesn't get the life of the vine
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because it's fruitful.
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We are saved by grace
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and without His grace,
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we are not capable of producing
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the change that God requires.
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Without His grace,
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without His life,
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we can't change.
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Jesus says,
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without me, you can do nothing.
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You can't change on the inside without me.
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The Paris Peace Conference,
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also known as the Versailles Peace Conference,
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was the meeting of the victorious allied powers
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following the end of World War I
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to set the terms of peace
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for the defeated central powers.
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The peace conference began in January 1919,
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so 100 years ago now,
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and it ended a year later.
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That's a very long conference.
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I suppose they had lots of things to talk about
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that were important.
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One of the delightful side stories,
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which is not recorded,
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I mean, the outcomes are recorded
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about the Paris Peace Conference.
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One of the delightful side stories
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from the conference
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was about members from the delegation of Arabia.
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These delegates,
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who were connected with Lawrence of Arabia,
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came from a harsh desert environment,
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nomadic life,
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living in tents,
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where, as you can imagine,
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food and water were relatively scarce.
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They take them from that environment,
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and they put them in hotels in Paris
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for this conference.
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And the biggest thing for them
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was that there was running water
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in the hotel room.
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Never discovered it before,
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never seen this before in their life.
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And when they vocated their hotel rooms,
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the hotel discovered
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that instead of taking the soaps
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and the pens like the rest of us,
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these guys from Arabia
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took the taps off the walls
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to take them back home.
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I think they had the assumption,
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they had the vision of running water
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in their tents.
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Get these taps and put them in the tents,
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and we'll have running water.
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It's cute.
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They didn't know the taps were useless
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unless they were attached to the water supply.
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And that's what Jesus says in verses 5 and 6,
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I am the vine,
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you are the branches.
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If you remain in me,
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and I in you,
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you will bear much fruit.
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Apart from me,
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you can do nothing.
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A Christian is someone
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for whom Jesus is their life source.
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As C.S. Lewis put it perfectly
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in his book,
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Mere Christianity.
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He says,
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the Christian way is this,
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and he's pushing against
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the idea of just mere compliance,
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and just obedience to rules,
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and little bits of changes in habits.
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He says,
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you've got it so wrong.
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The Christian life is much harder
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and easier.
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Christ says,
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give me your all.
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I don't want your time.
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I don't want your money.
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I don't want your work
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so much as I want you.
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I've not come
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to torment
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your ordinary self.
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I've come to kill it.
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No halfway measure.
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Hand over your whole
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ordinary self,
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both the things you think
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are innocent,
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as well as the things
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you think are wicked.
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I will give you
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a new self instead.
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In fact,
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I will give you myself.
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My own will
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will become yours.
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My own life
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will become
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your life.
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So,
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how do we get this
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vital connection with Jesus
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so that his life,
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this change from the inside out
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is happening in our life?
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So,
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last point,
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the means of transformation.
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There are four things
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in this passage
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and,
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frankly,
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I could spend
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a whole lot of time
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on each one of these things.
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They're all connected
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in one way or another.
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And we need
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all four of these things
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to have a vital connection
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and to see character change.
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All four of them
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are essential.
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They're interconnected,
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and they're all essential.
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Firstly,
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verse 2,
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there's the knife
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of the Lord.
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He cuts off
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every branch in me
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that bears no fruit
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while every branch
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that does bear fruit
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he prunes
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so that it will be
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even more fruitful.
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Secondly,
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there's the joy
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of the Lord.
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In verse 11,
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I have told you this
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so that my joy
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may be in you
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and that your joy
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may be complete.
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Thirdly,
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there is the friendship
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of the Lord.
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In verses 13 to 15,
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greater love
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has no one than this
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to lay down
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one's life
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for one's friends.
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You are my friends
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if you do what I command.
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I no longer
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call you servants
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because a servant
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does not know
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his master's business.
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Instead,
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I've called you friends.
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For everything
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that I learned
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from my Father,
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I have made known
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to you.
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A really crucial one.
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Christianity
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is not,
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it's about being
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friends with Jesus,
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it's not about
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being servants
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of Jesus.
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Finally,
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for number four,
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there is the love
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of the Lord.
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Verses 9 and 10.
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As the Father
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has loved me,
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so have I loved you.
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Now remain
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in my love.
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If you keep
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my commands,
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you'll remain
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in my love
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just as I have
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kept my Father's
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commands
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and remain
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in his love.
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I love the connection
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between commands
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and love
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and also,
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beginning of the passage,
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Jesus says,
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remain in me.
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And then,
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here he says,
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remain in my love.
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So let's just grab
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one of them.
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One that I think
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pushes against
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and rubs against
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our comfort-loving
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culture,
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and that is
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the knife
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of the Lord.
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We won't grow
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in true
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Jesus-like
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character
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without pruning.
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It won't happen
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without pruning.
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The end of verse 1.
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My Father
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is the gardener.
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He cuts off
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every branch
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of me
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that bears
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no fruit,
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while every branch
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that does bear fruit
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he prunes
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so it will be
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even more fruitful.
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Now,
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Jesus is making
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a remarkable
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statement.
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He's saying
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here
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that when
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the knife
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of the Lord
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comes into
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our life
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and
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things
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get taken
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off,
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these are
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things that
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we love
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and hopes
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that we
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have,
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when that
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knife comes
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into our
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life,
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we think
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it's a waste.
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We see
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all the prunings
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and we go,
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that's a
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beautiful flower.
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That's a
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beautiful
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looking branch.
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What are you
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doing
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cutting that
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one off?
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Jesus
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says that
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God is a
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good and
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skilled
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gardener
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and he
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knows how
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to prune
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for our
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good.
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He's,
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I'm not a
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skilled and
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a good
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gardener.
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I run
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into a
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branch,
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I'm not
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going to
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have another
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cut,
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you're off
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branch,
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you're gone.
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I did
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that to
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the tree
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out here
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years ago,
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ran into
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it,
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walking under
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there one
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night,
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bang,
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next morning,
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not going
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to happen
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again.
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I pruned
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a plant in
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my garden
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about a
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month ago,
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it's now
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dead.
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the
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secateurs
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get brought
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out with
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a great
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deal of
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fear and
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trepidation.
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I'm not
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sure if I'm
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killing it
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or not.
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God is
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not like
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that.
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He knows
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what to
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prune for
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our good.
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Now,
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let me
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clarify here,
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God isn't
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looking out
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amongst
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people and
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asking
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himself,
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what will
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it take
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to make
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them look
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great?
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What will
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it take to
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make them
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be great?
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I'll
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send terrible
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things into
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their life.
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That's not
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what's
-
happening
-
here.
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This is
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not what
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Jesus is
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saying.
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What
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Jesus is
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saying here
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is the
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knife
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comes on
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everyone.
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For some
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it prunes,
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for some
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it cuts
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off,
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but the
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knife comes
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on everyone.
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He's
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saying the
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same knife
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is on
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every branch.
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God's
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is the
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way.
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It's
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because we
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wrecked the
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world at
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the beginning
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of the
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true garden
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in the
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garden of
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Eden when
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we decided
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to reject
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God and
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run it
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our way.
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And because
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of that,
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this world's
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wrecked and
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we face the
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consequences of
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living in a
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wrecked world.
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because we
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don't know how
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to run the
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world.
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In the
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same way if I
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got the
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keys of my
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car and
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handed them
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to a
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five-year-old
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and said,
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there you
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go.
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It won't
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be long
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and the
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car will
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be wrecked.
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Not long
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at all.
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Everyone
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faces trouble
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and evil
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because of
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living in a
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broken world.
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And what
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Jesus is
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saying here
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is that if
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we are
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hooked into
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him,
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the same
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troubles and
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the same
-
evils,
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that happen
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to everyone
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in this
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life,
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will make
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you soft,
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not hard.
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They will
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make you
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more human,
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not less
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human.
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They will
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make you
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wise,
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not stupid.
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They will
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make you
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into a
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great person,
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not into
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a small
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person.
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That's
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what he's
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saying.
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If
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connected to
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Jesus,
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the knife
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will cut
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us and
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make us
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for more
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growth and
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for more
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inner
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transformation.
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But if
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we're not
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connected to
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Jesus,
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the very
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same
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troubles,
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the very
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same
-
evils that
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come to
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everyone's
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life will
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cut us
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off.
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It will
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cut us
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off if
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the things
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that are
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being cut
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off,
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the branches
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that he's
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cutting off
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are our
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vine.
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If those
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things are
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our life,
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if they are
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our life
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source,
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when they're
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taken,
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they destroy
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us.
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Like the
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person who
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must be
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married,
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when they
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finally get
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married,
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this is my
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life source,
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and all of a
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sudden the
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marriage is a
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disaster,
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and they
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grow in
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more and
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more in
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bitterness.
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happiness.
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It's the
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difference
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between
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enjoying and
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feeling the
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loss of the
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thing that's
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been taken
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away, and
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that thing in
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fact being
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your joy.
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When Jesus
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isn't the
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vine, but
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something else
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is, that is
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it's your
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meaning, it's
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your hope, it's
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your joy, we
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are crushed
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when it's
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lost.
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But if
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Jesus is your
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life source,
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then when you
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get pruned,
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what you do
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in that
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moment, like a
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plant, when it
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gets pruned, it
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draws, it
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draws on the
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life source, it
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draws on the
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trunk, it
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starts to heal
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and grow
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again.
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We draw on
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his word, we
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draw on his
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promises, we
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draw on his
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commands, you
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listen to him
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speak to you
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through his
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word, you
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draw on his
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love, you
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draw on the
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friendship that
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you have with
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God, you
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draw on his
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joy for you
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and over you
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and of you, you
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see Jesus
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Christ was cut
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off from God.
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See, that's the
-
thing we've got to
-
remember here.
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When we are in
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that furnace, when
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we're facing the
-
knife of the
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Lord, we must
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see that Jesus
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Christ was cut
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off from God.
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He went to
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the cross
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cross for us
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so that we
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only ever have
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to face being
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cut back from
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God, being cut
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back by God.
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As Isaiah
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says, Jesus was
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cut off from the
-
land of the
-
living.
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He was only
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ever cut off, he
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was cut off so
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that we only have
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to face being
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cut back.
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As hard as it
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might be for us
-
at times, it was
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infinitely harder
-
for him.
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The more we
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think about what
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he has done
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for us, the
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more we're able
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to take the
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cuts.
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Through the
-
knife of the
-
Lord, you
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draw more and
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more on the
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love of the
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Lord.
-
recently, I've
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got to say
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personally, I've
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been feeling the
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knife of the
-
Lord in a range
-
of areas, but
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one area
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especially that
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has been really
-
challenging me in
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terms of the
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knife of the
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Lord in
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difficulty is as
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a father.
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It's been
-
particularly tough
-
lately.
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God has been
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pushing me to
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my limit of
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my capacity
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and what's
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been surfacing
-
for me is
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one of the
-
controlling idols
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of my heart,
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which we've all
-
got them, but
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one of the
-
controlling idols
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of my heart,
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which is
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control.
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It's so much
-
easier when your
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kids are one,
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two and three,
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you just pick
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them up and
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you can't do
-
that as they
-
get older.
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And so it
-
draws up and
-
it pushes you
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to your limit
-
and draws up
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what is
-
default setting
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of how I
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would behave.
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What I'm
-
finding at the
-
moment is that
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I'm seeing it
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more.
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God is bringing
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to my life
-
more.
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I'm not liking
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it.
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I'm confessing.
-
I'm discovering
-
more in God's
-
word about his
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control over the
-
circumstances of
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my life and
-
everything.
-
I'm finding that
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I'm praying more
-
for his enabling,
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for his wisdom,
-
for his love,
-
for his joy.
-
I'm slowly
-
resting on him
-
more.
-
I've just
-
realized that
-
what God has
-
been doing in
-
my life over
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here in
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drawing an
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idol of my
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heart to the
-
surface through
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this circumstance
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is absolutely
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essential for
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St. Paul's
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right now as
-
well.
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Isn't it good
-
the way he
-
does that?
-
that this
-
idol is
-
not just
-
about me
-
being a
-
dad, but
-
it's about
-
me being a
-
husband, it's
-
about me being
-
a man, it's
-
about me being
-
the leader of
-
this church as
-
well.
-
See, right
-
now we are
-
seeking to
-
equip leaders
-
and to push
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decision-making
-
right now.
-
And an
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idol, sorry,
-
not idol, a
-
mentor of mine
-
said some time
-
ago, one of the
-
differences
-
between our
-
system, the
-
way we sit,
-
one of the
-
things that we
-
love in
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Anglican
-
churches compared
-
to his
-
system, which
-
is a major
-
hindrance for
-
us, is that
-
we love order
-
and control.
-
We love it.
-
Maybe, you
-
know, so, and
-
so I've been
-
reflecting on
-
that and God's
-
been cutting
-
back, cutting
-
back, cutting
-
back, help me
-
see, you don't
-
have control.
-
You think you
-
do, but you
-
don't have
-
control.
-
You can't
-
even control
-
the people you
-
brought into
-
this world, for
-
goodness sake.
-
You can't
-
control that.
-
And so what I'm
-
realising is the
-
big thing, the
-
big desire of my
-
heart to develop
-
here in this
-
church, to see
-
people in this
-
church empowered
-
and released for
-
ministry, the
-
hindrances are
-
not just systems,
-
systems, they're
-
not just
-
structures, but
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hearts.
-
And it
-
begins with my
-
heart.
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Oh, how
-
difficult it
-
was, and yet
-
how beautiful it
-
was to, and I'm
-
grateful for, for a
-
very quick rebuke
-
from a brother on
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Friday afternoon
-
that saw this
-
default setting of
-
mind come to the
-
surface.
-
Just very
-
quickly, uh-uh-uh.
-
Not your call,
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Steve.
-
That was so...
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the sinful side.
-
What do you mean
-
not my call?
-
I'm the senior
-
minister of this
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church.
-
Control, Steve.
-
Holy Spirit,
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control, control,
-
control.
-
What is it for
-
you that God
-
needs to work in
-
your heart?
-
C.S. Lewis
-
writes in
-
Mere Christianity,
-
we must not be
-
surprised if we
-
are in for a
-
rough time.
-
When a person
-
turns to Christ
-
and seems to be
-
getting on pretty
-
well, he now
-
thinks it would
-
be natural if
-
things now went
-
on more smoothly.
-
When troubles
-
come along,
-
though, when
-
troubles come
-
along, illnesses,
-
money troubles,
-
new temptations,
-
you begin to get
-
disappointed.
-
Why is this
-
happening now?
-
Didn't I already
-
give myself to
-
God?
-
God.
-
It's because God
-
is forcing us
-
onward and
-
upward to a
-
higher level.
-
He's putting us
-
into situations
-
where we have to
-
be much more
-
braver, much
-
more patient,
-
much more
-
loving, much
-
less in control
-
than we've ever
-
dreamed before.
-
It seems
-
unnecessary to
-
us.
-
It's only
-
because we've
-
not got the
-
slightest idea
-
of the
-
tremendous thing
-
that he needs
-
to make of
-
us.
-
Imagine
-
yourself, he
-
says, as a
-
living house.
-
First, God
-
comes in to
-
make some
-
repairs and you
-
understand what
-
he's doing.
-
He fixes the
-
drains and the
-
leaking roof and
-
you understand,
-
yeah, that
-
important work
-
that needs to
-
be done.
-
You're not
-
surprised.
-
But then,
-
he starts
-
knocking the
-
house about
-
in ways that
-
hurt
-
abominably,
-
if I can say
-
that word.
-
And it makes
-
no sense.
-
What's he up
-
to?
-
Then the
-
explanation
-
comes that
-
he's building a
-
very different
-
house than the
-
one that you
-
thought he was
-
building.
-
He's throwing
-
off a new
-
wing in this
-
direction.
-
He's putting up
-
a tower there.
-
Now, he's
-
making this
-
courtyard.
-
You thought
-
you were being
-
made into a
-
decent little
-
cottage.
-
He's building
-
a palace
-
because he
-
intends to
-
live in it.
-
Jesus said,
-
I am the
-
vine, you
-
are the
-
branches, I
-
have appointed
-
you for
-
greatness, and
-
I'm fitting
-
you out to
-
live with
-
me in
-
greatness
-
forever.
-
I'm cutting
-
you back, not
-
cutting you
-
off.
-
I'm cutting
-
you off.
-
I'm cutting
-
you off.