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Transformed Life

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  1. Hopefully in front of you you've got a service outline.

  2. If not on your phone, you can see a sermon outline there on the St. Paul's app.

  3. I'm going to pray as we launch into this because John's gospel,

  4. when you start learning the Greek language,

  5. John's gospel is often where you start

  6. because Greek language in John is relatively straightforward.

  7. But the difficulty is while the language might be easier,

  8. Greek language, the ideas in John are very complex.

  9. And so he sort of leads you into thinking the gospel is going to be easy,

  10. but the ideas are quite complex as we launch into this.

  11. Let's pray.

  12. Gracious Father, we pray that you would help us to capture some of the essence

  13. of what the Lord Jesus is requiring of his disciples here.

  14. I pray that you would transform our lives as we remain in Jesus.

  15. Help us to see what you require of us between your first arrival and your second arrival.

  16. Help us to remain in the vine and there bear fruit, fruit that will last.

  17. So help us understand this passage so that we might live lives that glorify you

  18. until you come back.

  19. Amen.

  20. In less than two weeks, James and I are heading to the US.

  21. We're attending a conference, visiting a church and doing some other ministry things.

  22. And it's a trip that I've done a few times.

  23. I've slipped through the departure doors and into customs a number of times.

  24. And I've got to tell you, every time it happens, it never feels, it's never easy.

  25. I never find that journey through two doors that easy.

  26. It's the feeling of leaving behind loved ones.

  27. Whenever Nat and the girls come with me to send me off, I find it particularly difficult.

  28. I hang on this side of the customs doors for as long as I possibly can.

  29. I try to busy myself with paperwork and details.

  30. But I know that at some point real soon, I've got to embrace, I've got to say goodbye, and I've got to depart.

  31. Of course, it's the exact opposite in the experience in the arrivals hall.

  32. You can't wait to get through customs to see your loved ones if they're there.

  33. Hopefully they're not later or something like that.

  34. You just can't wait.

  35. It's a moment of excitement.

  36. It's a moment of joy.

  37. It's not apprehension.

  38. As we pick up John's gospel today, we're in the departure terminal with the disciples of Jesus.

  39. That's where we're sitting.

  40. In John 13, Jesus tells his disciples he's about to depart.

  41. And their world is rocked because they had hopes that Jesus would be the one who would overthrow the occupying Roman Empire and restore the promised land to Israel.

  42. In John 14, what we looked at last week, Jesus comforts his disciples by telling them three things.

  43. Number one, his departure will secure for them an eternal dwelling in the presence of God.

  44. Number two, his departure means that he can send another advocate, one just like him, who will permanently dwell with them.

  45. Not just the presence of God in the future, but the presence of God with them now.

  46. And Jesus says when this other advocate comes, it's going to be better because Jesus is beside them, but the spirit will be in them.

  47. They will even know and experience the father personally in prayer.

  48. Instead of just knowing the father through what Jesus reveals about him.

  49. And number three, Jesus will come back and take them to be with him, with God forever in perfect peace and joy.

  50. So there's a departure and there's a return.

  51. So what happens in the meantime?

  52. What are the disciples to do?

  53. What are they on about?

  54. Do they just sit in the departure lounge or make the way to the arrivals hall upstairs or downstairs or wherever it is and just wait for Jesus to come back?

  55. What are Jesus' plans for his disciples?

  56. Why they wait?

  57. What does he expect of them?

  58. So there's three things I want to draw out from John 15 this morning.

  59. Number one, the necessity of transformation.

  60. Number two, the organic nature of transformation.

  61. And number three, the means of transformation.

  62. In 15 verse one, Jesus says, I am the true vine and my father is the gardener.

  63. And then again in verse five, he says, I am the vine and you are the branches.

  64. Now, all the conversation stopped at this powerful pronouncement.

  65. You see, the force of Jesus' words to his first disciples is something like this.

  66. You know how all of Israel, God's historical people, is pictured as a vine that is meant to produce refreshing fruit.

  67. Well, I, Jesus Christ, am the fulfillment of everything that that symbol suggests.

  68. And the key word here is the word true.

  69. Those who follow Jesus belong to Jesus so that together with him, they become the true vine.

  70. Now, the word true is important because it replaces the old vine.

  71. Israel was the vine that God rescued from Egypt.

  72. Psalm 80 says that they were the root that he planted and grew throughout the land.

  73. But it was a vine that was condemned by God because it produced bad fruit.

  74. As we just saw in Isaiah 5.

  75. Isaiah 5 says that God looked for justice, but saw bloodshed.

  76. He looked for righteousness, but only heard cries of distress.

  77. Jesus Christ was the vine that was condemned by God.

  78. And the point throughout this passage in John 15 is that branches, those who put their trust in the Lord Jesus, must produce good fruit.

  79. Jesus makes it the edifying mark of a true believer.

  80. It is how you identify a true believer.

  81. Not by what they do, not by how successful they are, not by the things they do in the name of Christ, but who they are.

  82. Jesus says, the father who's the gardener, cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit.

  83. If there is no fruit in our life, then we had better reconsider the authenticity of our Christianity.

  84. And the fruits, the fruit that God was looking for in Isaiah 5 were the qualities of justice and righteousness.

  85. And they are both inequalities.

  86. In John 15, the fruit Jesus speaks of is simply the reproduction of the life of the vine in the branch.

  87. Jesus is looking for the fruit of his life in us.

  88. Jesus is looking for change, transformation of our character.

  89. Which is what fruit in the Bible is, and especially so in the New Testament, where it's explicit.

  90. One list of such fruit is Galatians 5.

  91. The fruit, one fruit with a bunch of characteristics.

  92. The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance.

  93. Which is patience and forgiveness of those who have wronged us.

  94. Kindness, that's unselfishness.

  95. Goodness, which is transparency and integrity.

  96. Faithfulness, which is courage.

  97. Gentleness, which is humility and self-control.

  98. Against such things there is no law.

  99. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.

  100. And so what Jesus is saying in John 15 is that my expectation of you is for transformation.

  101. And I, Jesus, am the key to that inner change of your life.

  102. How does the selfish person become unselfish?

  103. How does the controlling, manipulative person become a liberator?

  104. How does the coward become courageous?

  105. How does the whiner become grateful?

  106. How does the taker become a giver?

  107. How does the worrier become a rock?

  108. How does the bigot become understanding?

  109. There is no more relevant question for our society, for our culture.

  110. There's no more relevant question for our city.

  111. There's no more relevant question for your family, for your marriage, for your friendships.

  112. There's no more relevant question for this church as we seek to grow together in humility and unity.

  113. How do you get such transformation?

  114. And when Jesus says, I am the true vine, he's saying I am the key to growth and change for good.

  115. Now, every bookstore in this city is filled with material on how to change and develop your inner potential.

  116. They are mechanical books that give you a technique.

  117. Or they are moral books, morality books, calling you to try a bit harder and be a bit more virtuous.

  118. Or they are magic books telling you how to tap into some kind of power that you currently don't have.

  119. The Bible, Christianity, Jesus offers something different.

  120. It's not a technique.

  121. It's not traditional morality.

  122. It's not new age spirituality either.

  123. Christianity says you need a vital connection with Jesus Christ, the only cosmic and concrete person who ever lived.

  124. Christianity is about a personal relationship with Jesus who is the cosmic Lord of all and drawing on his never-ending pulsating life.

  125. And the promise here from Jesus is that change is actually possible.

  126. Don't you want that when you've been struggling with the same issue for 40 years?

  127. Notice verse 16.

  128. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit, fruit that will last.

  129. In fact, in Romans 8, we are told the entire work of Jesus in choosing us, in making us right with God,

  130. is so that we would change to be like him.

  131. That's his purpose.

  132. Everything he did.

  133. All of his plans.

  134. All of it.

  135. The loss of his glory.

  136. The coming to be one of us.

  137. His death on the cross.

  138. His resurrection.

  139. Everything he has done is for the purpose of fruit.

  140. His goal in Romans 8 is to change us into his image until we reflect his glory.

  141. His goal is to take us from the squalor of sin and brokenness and make us great in his presence.

  142. His goal is to glorify us and to put his beauty into our lives.

  143. He's committed to taking his life and putting his life into us.

  144. We may be pessimistic about being able to change.

  145. And Jesus Christ says,

  146. I am the one who brought the universe into existence by just by the sound of my voice.

  147. And all of my power is committed to changing you and dealing with every flaw, every problem, every weakness, every sin in your life.

  148. All of my power is directed in dealing with that.

  149. So there's the necessity of transformation because that's what God, that's what Jesus is doing in working in your life.

  150. Secondly, there's the organic nature of transformation.

  151. This is, this is really important.

  152. In the last paragraph where Jesus leaves behind the vine and the branch metaphor,

  153. he says that we need to hear his word and we need to obey his commands.

  154. Now, if we had just got that, if we just got that bit,

  155. you could easily conclude that Christianity was basically a mechanical and a moral thing.

  156. In other words, to be a Christian, you just need to discipline.

  157. You just need the discipline to do a whole bunch of stuff.

  158. And it's just the discipline to be compliant to a whole set of rules.

  159. But the first part says that what Jesus is really after is to hook us into a vital and organic connection with him

  160. so that his life becomes our life.

  161. Jesus is after organic change through a brand new internal dynamic,

  162. not mechanical compliance through external force.

  163. I'll say that again because it's profound.

  164. Jesus is after organic change through a brand new internal dynamic,

  165. not mechanical compliance through external force.

  166. What I mean is this.

  167. Imagine a work colleague.

  168. And maybe we've all dealt with these work colleagues over the years.

  169. A work colleague who isn't, let's say, not committed to their job.

  170. They arrive late.

  171. They leave early.

  172. Anytime there's lots of work on, the team's trying to work together,

  173. this person calls in sick.

  174. They're just not there.

  175. They're constantly undermining members of the team, gossiping about them.

  176. They're constantly complaining about the company, about the systems.

  177. They're constantly looking for pay rises.

  178. And then one day, human resources, call them in and read out the list of you've done this,

  179. you've done this, you've done this, you've done this.

  180. We've got a few issues with you.

  181. We need to...

  182. Unbeknownst to them or maybe known to them,

  183. they have been kind of being performance managed for a bit

  184. and these issues have been raised over some time.

  185. But in this moment in front of human resources and the boss is sitting there,

  186. all of a sudden your colleague realizes for the first time,

  187. these guys actually think my behavior is really bad.

  188. They actually are taking this seriously.

  189. And I am about to lose my job.

  190. And all of a sudden their behavior, they just realize for the first time,

  191. there's consequences here.

  192. And they break down in tears and they're begging for the job.

  193. They're sobbing and they're pleading.

  194. They've got bills to pay.

  195. They've got mouths to feed.

  196. They need this job.

  197. They'll do whatever it takes.

  198. Just give me one more chance.

  199. I'll change.

  200. I'll change.

  201. Just give me one more chance.

  202. So HR are kind and they decide not to fire him in that moment.

  203. And the person just walks out of there going,

  204. wow, I just dodged a bullet.

  205. The crisis has been averted.

  206. What happens now?

  207. They change.

  208. They start to arrive on time.

  209. They leave when others leave.

  210. For a while.

  211. When they think things have settled back down,

  212. they start to slip back into the old habits.

  213. First opportunity to gossip against someone.

  214. Yeah, I'll jump in on that one.

  215. You see, in that moment,

  216. the short-lived changes were mechanical compliance from external force.

  217. They weren't driven by any form of internal change.

  218. The alternative is they don't slip back into the old habits,

  219. but they get more and more unhappy about the mechanical compliance.

  220. And they'll start looking for another job where they can get away with their behavior.

  221. You see, external force can restrain the heart,

  222. but it can't change the heart.

  223. For a short time, it, in fact, might look like real change.

  224. It may look like real change.

  225. But if there's no connection to the vine, to Jesus,

  226. then it will show over time.

  227. So here it is.

  228. It is very typical when you first get into Christianity

  229. that without realizing it,

  230. you move into all sorts of mechanical compliance

  231. instead of organic change.

  232. How does this body, family, this church work?

  233. What do I need to do to fit in?

  234. We often put all of our focus on getting busy serving Jesus

  235. instead of friendship with Jesus.

  236. We put all of our focus on getting busy serving Jesus

  237. instead of friendship with Jesus.

  238. And when you first become a Christian,

  239. you embrace the truth.

  240. You're not saved by good works,

  241. but you're saved by the grace of God

  242. to you in the Lord Jesus.

  243. But that truth is so, so foreign to the human heart,

  244. it is virtually impossible to believe it.

  245. And so we get busy doing Christian things

  246. like helping people, getting involved in the church

  247. and studying lots of stuff about this newfound faith that I have.

  248. You get rid of the obvious ones, the big sins,

  249. the juicy sins in your life.

  250. And if you're not careful,

  251. you can subconsciously start to think,

  252. surely God must love me because I'm doing all this stuff.

  253. I'm making some big changes in my life.

  254. And if you're not careful,

  255. what you're actually doing is you start moving into a pattern

  256. of inferring the love of God

  257. rather than experiencing the love of God.

  258. Surely God must love me.

  259. inferring his love

  260. rather than drawing on his love.

  261. And without really drawing on Jesus' life

  262. and listening to his words

  263. and praying to him and knowing him

  264. and walking with him and spending time with him,

  265. we are really just busy doing stuff for him.

  266. And when you do that,

  267. after a little while,

  268. you start to realize

  269. that you aren't actually really changing much at all.

  270. It's possible to discover

  271. three years, 13 years, 33 years,

  272. down the track, sitting in church,

  273. there's not much...

  274. I'm really not much more loving.

  275. I'm not much more...

  276. I've still got the same passions and desires

  277. that I've had for the last 20 years.

  278. I'm no more joyful.

  279. I'm no more patient.

  280. I'm no more humble.

  281. No better at taking any criticism.

  282. I'm just as sensitive as I've always been.

  283. I'm not overcoming the bad habits.

  284. There is, in fact,

  285. very little ongoing fruit.

  286. Just settle.

  287. Got to a point and just settle there.

  288. Just been sitting there for decades.

  289. Friends, it's essential to keep coming back

  290. to the center of the Christian faith.

  291. The branch is fruitful

  292. because it has the life of the vine.

  293. It doesn't get the life of the vine

  294. because it's fruitful.

  295. We are saved by grace

  296. and without His grace,

  297. we are not capable of producing

  298. the change that God requires.

  299. Without His grace,

  300. without His life,

  301. we can't change.

  302. Jesus says,

  303. without me, you can do nothing.

  304. You can't change on the inside without me.

  305. The Paris Peace Conference,

  306. also known as the Versailles Peace Conference,

  307. was the meeting of the victorious allied powers

  308. following the end of World War I

  309. to set the terms of peace

  310. for the defeated central powers.

  311. The peace conference began in January 1919,

  312. so 100 years ago now,

  313. and it ended a year later.

  314. That's a very long conference.

  315. I suppose they had lots of things to talk about

  316. that were important.

  317. One of the delightful side stories,

  318. which is not recorded,

  319. I mean, the outcomes are recorded

  320. about the Paris Peace Conference.

  321. One of the delightful side stories

  322. from the conference

  323. was about members from the delegation of Arabia.

  324. These delegates,

  325. who were connected with Lawrence of Arabia,

  326. came from a harsh desert environment,

  327. nomadic life,

  328. living in tents,

  329. where, as you can imagine,

  330. food and water were relatively scarce.

  331. They take them from that environment,

  332. and they put them in hotels in Paris

  333. for this conference.

  334. And the biggest thing for them

  335. was that there was running water

  336. in the hotel room.

  337. Never discovered it before,

  338. never seen this before in their life.

  339. And when they vocated their hotel rooms,

  340. the hotel discovered

  341. that instead of taking the soaps

  342. and the pens like the rest of us,

  343. these guys from Arabia

  344. took the taps off the walls

  345. to take them back home.

  346. I think they had the assumption,

  347. they had the vision of running water

  348. in their tents.

  349. Get these taps and put them in the tents,

  350. and we'll have running water.

  351. It's cute.

  352. They didn't know the taps were useless

  353. unless they were attached to the water supply.

  354. And that's what Jesus says in verses 5 and 6,

  355. I am the vine,

  356. you are the branches.

  357. If you remain in me,

  358. and I in you,

  359. you will bear much fruit.

  360. Apart from me,

  361. you can do nothing.

  362. A Christian is someone

  363. for whom Jesus is their life source.

  364. As C.S. Lewis put it perfectly

  365. in his book,

  366. Mere Christianity.

  367. He says,

  368. the Christian way is this,

  369. and he's pushing against

  370. the idea of just mere compliance,

  371. and just obedience to rules,

  372. and little bits of changes in habits.

  373. He says,

  374. you've got it so wrong.

  375. The Christian life is much harder

  376. and easier.

  377. Christ says,

  378. give me your all.

  379. I don't want your time.

  380. I don't want your money.

  381. I don't want your work

  382. so much as I want you.

  383. I've not come

  384. to torment

  385. your ordinary self.

  386. I've come to kill it.

  387. No halfway measure.

  388. Hand over your whole

  389. ordinary self,

  390. both the things you think

  391. are innocent,

  392. as well as the things

  393. you think are wicked.

  394. I will give you

  395. a new self instead.

  396. In fact,

  397. I will give you myself.

  398. My own will

  399. will become yours.

  400. My own life

  401. will become

  402. your life.

  403. So,

  404. how do we get this

  405. vital connection with Jesus

  406. so that his life,

  407. this change from the inside out

  408. is happening in our life?

  409. So,

  410. last point,

  411. the means of transformation.

  412. There are four things

  413. in this passage

  414. and,

  415. frankly,

  416. I could spend

  417. a whole lot of time

  418. on each one of these things.

  419. They're all connected

  420. in one way or another.

  421. And we need

  422. all four of these things

  423. to have a vital connection

  424. and to see character change.

  425. All four of them

  426. are essential.

  427. They're interconnected,

  428. and they're all essential.

  429. Firstly,

  430. verse 2,

  431. there's the knife

  432. of the Lord.

  433. He cuts off

  434. every branch in me

  435. that bears no fruit

  436. while every branch

  437. that does bear fruit

  438. he prunes

  439. so that it will be

  440. even more fruitful.

  441. Secondly,

  442. there's the joy

  443. of the Lord.

  444. In verse 11,

  445. I have told you this

  446. so that my joy

  447. may be in you

  448. and that your joy

  449. may be complete.

  450. Thirdly,

  451. there is the friendship

  452. of the Lord.

  453. In verses 13 to 15,

  454. greater love

  455. has no one than this

  456. to lay down

  457. one's life

  458. for one's friends.

  459. You are my friends

  460. if you do what I command.

  461. I no longer

  462. call you servants

  463. because a servant

  464. does not know

  465. his master's business.

  466. Instead,

  467. I've called you friends.

  468. For everything

  469. that I learned

  470. from my Father,

  471. I have made known

  472. to you.

  473. A really crucial one.

  474. Christianity

  475. is not,

  476. it's about being

  477. friends with Jesus,

  478. it's not about

  479. being servants

  480. of Jesus.

  481. Finally,

  482. for number four,

  483. there is the love

  484. of the Lord.

  485. Verses 9 and 10.

  486. As the Father

  487. has loved me,

  488. so have I loved you.

  489. Now remain

  490. in my love.

  491. If you keep

  492. my commands,

  493. you'll remain

  494. in my love

  495. just as I have

  496. kept my Father's

  497. commands

  498. and remain

  499. in his love.

  500. I love the connection

  501. between commands

  502. and love

  503. and also,

  504. beginning of the passage,

  505. Jesus says,

  506. remain in me.

  507. And then,

  508. here he says,

  509. remain in my love.

  510. So let's just grab

  511. one of them.

  512. One that I think

  513. pushes against

  514. and rubs against

  515. our comfort-loving

  516. culture,

  517. and that is

  518. the knife

  519. of the Lord.

  520. We won't grow

  521. in true

  522. Jesus-like

  523. character

  524. without pruning.

  525. It won't happen

  526. without pruning.

  527. The end of verse 1.

  528. My Father

  529. is the gardener.

  530. He cuts off

  531. every branch

  532. of me

  533. that bears

  534. no fruit,

  535. while every branch

  536. that does bear fruit

  537. he prunes

  538. so it will be

  539. even more fruitful.

  540. Now,

  541. Jesus is making

  542. a remarkable

  543. statement.

  544. He's saying

  545. here

  546. that when

  547. the knife

  548. of the Lord

  549. comes into

  550. our life

  551. and

  552. things

  553. get taken

  554. off,

  555. these are

  556. things that

  557. we love

  558. and hopes

  559. that we

  560. have,

  561. when that

  562. knife comes

  563. into our

  564. life,

  565. we think

  566. it's a waste.

  567. We see

  568. all the prunings

  569. and we go,

  570. that's a

  571. beautiful flower.

  572. That's a

  573. beautiful

  574. looking branch.

  575. What are you

  576. doing

  577. cutting that

  578. one off?

  579. Jesus

  580. says that

  581. God is a

  582. good and

  583. skilled

  584. gardener

  585. and he

  586. knows how

  587. to prune

  588. for our

  589. good.

  590. He's,

  591. I'm not a

  592. skilled and

  593. a good

  594. gardener.

  595. I run

  596. into a

  597. branch,

  598. I'm not

  599. going to

  600. have another

  601. cut,

  602. you're off

  603. branch,

  604. you're gone.

  605. I did

  606. that to

  607. the tree

  608. out here

  609. years ago,

  610. ran into

  611. it,

  612. walking under

  613. there one

  614. night,

  615. bang,

  616. next morning,

  617. not going

  618. to happen

  619. again.

  620. I pruned

  621. a plant in

  622. my garden

  623. about a

  624. month ago,

  625. it's now

  626. dead.

  627. the

  628. secateurs

  629. get brought

  630. out with

  631. a great

  632. deal of

  633. fear and

  634. trepidation.

  635. I'm not

  636. sure if I'm

  637. killing it

  638. or not.

  639. God is

  640. not like

  641. that.

  642. He knows

  643. what to

  644. prune for

  645. our good.

  646. Now,

  647. let me

  648. clarify here,

  649. God isn't

  650. looking out

  651. amongst

  652. people and

  653. asking

  654. himself,

  655. what will

  656. it take

  657. to make

  658. them look

  659. great?

  660. What will

  661. it take to

  662. make them

  663. be great?

  664. I'll

  665. send terrible

  666. things into

  667. their life.

  668. That's not

  669. what's

  670. happening

  671. here.

  672. This is

  673. not what

  674. Jesus is

  675. saying.

  676. What

  677. Jesus is

  678. saying here

  679. is the

  680. knife

  681. comes on

  682. everyone.

  683. For some

  684. it prunes,

  685. for some

  686. it cuts

  687. off,

  688. but the

  689. knife comes

  690. on everyone.

  691. He's

  692. saying the

  693. same knife

  694. is on

  695. every branch.

  696. God's

  697. is the

  698. way.

  699. It's

  700. because we

  701. wrecked the

  702. world at

  703. the beginning

  704. of the

  705. true garden

  706. in the

  707. garden of

  708. Eden when

  709. we decided

  710. to reject

  711. God and

  712. run it

  713. our way.

  714. And because

  715. of that,

  716. this world's

  717. wrecked and

  718. we face the

  719. consequences of

  720. living in a

  721. wrecked world.

  722. because we

  723. don't know how

  724. to run the

  725. world.

  726. In the

  727. same way if I

  728. got the

  729. keys of my

  730. car and

  731. handed them

  732. to a

  733. five-year-old

  734. and said,

  735. there you

  736. go.

  737. It won't

  738. be long

  739. and the

  740. car will

  741. be wrecked.

  742. Not long

  743. at all.

  744. Everyone

  745. faces trouble

  746. and evil

  747. because of

  748. living in a

  749. broken world.

  750. And what

  751. Jesus is

  752. saying here

  753. is that if

  754. we are

  755. hooked into

  756. him,

  757. the same

  758. troubles and

  759. the same

  760. evils,

  761. that happen

  762. to everyone

  763. in this

  764. life,

  765. will make

  766. you soft,

  767. not hard.

  768. They will

  769. make you

  770. more human,

  771. not less

  772. human.

  773. They will

  774. make you

  775. wise,

  776. not stupid.

  777. They will

  778. make you

  779. into a

  780. great person,

  781. not into

  782. a small

  783. person.

  784. That's

  785. what he's

  786. saying.

  787. If

  788. connected to

  789. Jesus,

  790. the knife

  791. will cut

  792. us and

  793. make us

  794. for more

  795. growth and

  796. for more

  797. inner

  798. transformation.

  799. But if

  800. we're not

  801. connected to

  802. Jesus,

  803. the very

  804. same

  805. troubles,

  806. the very

  807. same

  808. evils that

  809. come to

  810. everyone's

  811. life will

  812. cut us

  813. off.

  814. It will

  815. cut us

  816. off if

  817. the things

  818. that are

  819. being cut

  820. off,

  821. the branches

  822. that he's

  823. cutting off

  824. are our

  825. vine.

  826. If those

  827. things are

  828. our life,

  829. if they are

  830. our life

  831. source,

  832. when they're

  833. taken,

  834. they destroy

  835. us.

  836. Like the

  837. person who

  838. must be

  839. married,

  840. when they

  841. finally get

  842. married,

  843. this is my

  844. life source,

  845. and all of a

  846. sudden the

  847. marriage is a

  848. disaster,

  849. and they

  850. grow in

  851. more and

  852. more in

  853. bitterness.

  854. happiness.

  855. It's the

  856. difference

  857. between

  858. enjoying and

  859. feeling the

  860. loss of the

  861. thing that's

  862. been taken

  863. away, and

  864. that thing in

  865. fact being

  866. your joy.

  867. When Jesus

  868. isn't the

  869. vine, but

  870. something else

  871. is, that is

  872. it's your

  873. meaning, it's

  874. your hope, it's

  875. your joy, we

  876. are crushed

  877. when it's

  878. lost.

  879. But if

  880. Jesus is your

  881. life source,

  882. then when you

  883. get pruned,

  884. what you do

  885. in that

  886. moment, like a

  887. plant, when it

  888. gets pruned, it

  889. draws, it

  890. draws on the

  891. life source, it

  892. draws on the

  893. trunk, it

  894. starts to heal

  895. and grow

  896. again.

  897. We draw on

  898. his word, we

  899. draw on his

  900. promises, we

  901. draw on his

  902. commands, you

  903. listen to him

  904. speak to you

  905. through his

  906. word, you

  907. draw on his

  908. love, you

  909. draw on the

  910. friendship that

  911. you have with

  912. God, you

  913. draw on his

  914. joy for you

  915. and over you

  916. and of you, you

  917. see Jesus

  918. Christ was cut

  919. off from God.

  920. See, that's the

  921. thing we've got to

  922. remember here.

  923. When we are in

  924. that furnace, when

  925. we're facing the

  926. knife of the

  927. Lord, we must

  928. see that Jesus

  929. Christ was cut

  930. off from God.

  931. He went to

  932. the cross

  933. cross for us

  934. so that we

  935. only ever have

  936. to face being

  937. cut back from

  938. God, being cut

  939. back by God.

  940. As Isaiah

  941. says, Jesus was

  942. cut off from the

  943. land of the

  944. living.

  945. He was only

  946. ever cut off, he

  947. was cut off so

  948. that we only have

  949. to face being

  950. cut back.

  951. As hard as it

  952. might be for us

  953. at times, it was

  954. infinitely harder

  955. for him.

  956. The more we

  957. think about what

  958. he has done

  959. for us, the

  960. more we're able

  961. to take the

  962. cuts.

  963. Through the

  964. knife of the

  965. Lord, you

  966. draw more and

  967. more on the

  968. love of the

  969. Lord.

  970. recently, I've

  971. got to say

  972. personally, I've

  973. been feeling the

  974. knife of the

  975. Lord in a range

  976. of areas, but

  977. one area

  978. especially that

  979. has been really

  980. challenging me in

  981. terms of the

  982. knife of the

  983. Lord in

  984. difficulty is as

  985. a father.

  986. It's been

  987. particularly tough

  988. lately.

  989. God has been

  990. pushing me to

  991. my limit of

  992. my capacity

  993. and what's

  994. been surfacing

  995. for me is

  996. one of the

  997. controlling idols

  998. of my heart,

  999. which we've all

  1000. got them, but

  1001. one of the

  1002. controlling idols

  1003. of my heart,

  1004. which is

  1005. control.

  1006. It's so much

  1007. easier when your

  1008. kids are one,

  1009. two and three,

  1010. you just pick

  1011. them up and

  1012. you can't do

  1013. that as they

  1014. get older.

  1015. And so it

  1016. draws up and

  1017. it pushes you

  1018. to your limit

  1019. and draws up

  1020. what is

  1021. default setting

  1022. of how I

  1023. would behave.

  1024. What I'm

  1025. finding at the

  1026. moment is that

  1027. I'm seeing it

  1028. more.

  1029. God is bringing

  1030. to my life

  1031. more.

  1032. I'm not liking

  1033. it.

  1034. I'm confessing.

  1035. I'm discovering

  1036. more in God's

  1037. word about his

  1038. control over the

  1039. circumstances of

  1040. my life and

  1041. everything.

  1042. I'm finding that

  1043. I'm praying more

  1044. for his enabling,

  1045. for his wisdom,

  1046. for his love,

  1047. for his joy.

  1048. I'm slowly

  1049. resting on him

  1050. more.

  1051. I've just

  1052. realized that

  1053. what God has

  1054. been doing in

  1055. my life over

  1056. here in

  1057. drawing an

  1058. idol of my

  1059. heart to the

  1060. surface through

  1061. this circumstance

  1062. is absolutely

  1063. essential for

  1064. St. Paul's

  1065. right now as

  1066. well.

  1067. Isn't it good

  1068. the way he

  1069. does that?

  1070. that this

  1071. idol is

  1072. not just

  1073. about me

  1074. being a

  1075. dad, but

  1076. it's about

  1077. me being a

  1078. husband, it's

  1079. about me being

  1080. a man, it's

  1081. about me being

  1082. the leader of

  1083. this church as

  1084. well.

  1085. See, right

  1086. now we are

  1087. seeking to

  1088. equip leaders

  1089. and to push

  1090. decision-making

  1091. right now.

  1092. And an

  1093. idol, sorry,

  1094. not idol, a

  1095. mentor of mine

  1096. said some time

  1097. ago, one of the

  1098. differences

  1099. between our

  1100. system, the

  1101. way we sit,

  1102. one of the

  1103. things that we

  1104. love in

  1105. Anglican

  1106. churches compared

  1107. to his

  1108. system, which

  1109. is a major

  1110. hindrance for

  1111. us, is that

  1112. we love order

  1113. and control.

  1114. We love it.

  1115. Maybe, you

  1116. know, so, and

  1117. so I've been

  1118. reflecting on

  1119. that and God's

  1120. been cutting

  1121. back, cutting

  1122. back, cutting

  1123. back, help me

  1124. see, you don't

  1125. have control.

  1126. You think you

  1127. do, but you

  1128. don't have

  1129. control.

  1130. You can't

  1131. even control

  1132. the people you

  1133. brought into

  1134. this world, for

  1135. goodness sake.

  1136. You can't

  1137. control that.

  1138. And so what I'm

  1139. realising is the

  1140. big thing, the

  1141. big desire of my

  1142. heart to develop

  1143. here in this

  1144. church, to see

  1145. people in this

  1146. church empowered

  1147. and released for

  1148. ministry, the

  1149. hindrances are

  1150. not just systems,

  1151. systems, they're

  1152. not just

  1153. structures, but

  1154. hearts.

  1155. And it

  1156. begins with my

  1157. heart.

  1158. Oh, how

  1159. difficult it

  1160. was, and yet

  1161. how beautiful it

  1162. was to, and I'm

  1163. grateful for, for a

  1164. very quick rebuke

  1165. from a brother on

  1166. Friday afternoon

  1167. that saw this

  1168. default setting of

  1169. mind come to the

  1170. surface.

  1171. Just very

  1172. quickly, uh-uh-uh.

  1173. Not your call,

  1174. Steve.

  1175. That was so...

  1176. the sinful side.

  1177. What do you mean

  1178. not my call?

  1179. I'm the senior

  1180. minister of this

  1181. church.

  1182. Control, Steve.

  1183. Holy Spirit,

  1184. control, control,

  1185. control.

  1186. What is it for

  1187. you that God

  1188. needs to work in

  1189. your heart?

  1190. C.S. Lewis

  1191. writes in

  1192. Mere Christianity,

  1193. we must not be

  1194. surprised if we

  1195. are in for a

  1196. rough time.

  1197. When a person

  1198. turns to Christ

  1199. and seems to be

  1200. getting on pretty

  1201. well, he now

  1202. thinks it would

  1203. be natural if

  1204. things now went

  1205. on more smoothly.

  1206. When troubles

  1207. come along,

  1208. though, when

  1209. troubles come

  1210. along, illnesses,

  1211. money troubles,

  1212. new temptations,

  1213. you begin to get

  1214. disappointed.

  1215. Why is this

  1216. happening now?

  1217. Didn't I already

  1218. give myself to

  1219. God?

  1220. God.

  1221. It's because God

  1222. is forcing us

  1223. onward and

  1224. upward to a

  1225. higher level.

  1226. He's putting us

  1227. into situations

  1228. where we have to

  1229. be much more

  1230. braver, much

  1231. more patient,

  1232. much more

  1233. loving, much

  1234. less in control

  1235. than we've ever

  1236. dreamed before.

  1237. It seems

  1238. unnecessary to

  1239. us.

  1240. It's only

  1241. because we've

  1242. not got the

  1243. slightest idea

  1244. of the

  1245. tremendous thing

  1246. that he needs

  1247. to make of

  1248. us.

  1249. Imagine

  1250. yourself, he

  1251. says, as a

  1252. living house.

  1253. First, God

  1254. comes in to

  1255. make some

  1256. repairs and you

  1257. understand what

  1258. he's doing.

  1259. He fixes the

  1260. drains and the

  1261. leaking roof and

  1262. you understand,

  1263. yeah, that

  1264. important work

  1265. that needs to

  1266. be done.

  1267. You're not

  1268. surprised.

  1269. But then,

  1270. he starts

  1271. knocking the

  1272. house about

  1273. in ways that

  1274. hurt

  1275. abominably,

  1276. if I can say

  1277. that word.

  1278. And it makes

  1279. no sense.

  1280. What's he up

  1281. to?

  1282. Then the

  1283. explanation

  1284. comes that

  1285. he's building a

  1286. very different

  1287. house than the

  1288. one that you

  1289. thought he was

  1290. building.

  1291. He's throwing

  1292. off a new

  1293. wing in this

  1294. direction.

  1295. He's putting up

  1296. a tower there.

  1297. Now, he's

  1298. making this

  1299. courtyard.

  1300. You thought

  1301. you were being

  1302. made into a

  1303. decent little

  1304. cottage.

  1305. He's building

  1306. a palace

  1307. because he

  1308. intends to

  1309. live in it.

  1310. Jesus said,

  1311. I am the

  1312. vine, you

  1313. are the

  1314. branches, I

  1315. have appointed

  1316. you for

  1317. greatness, and

  1318. I'm fitting

  1319. you out to

  1320. live with

  1321. me in

  1322. greatness

  1323. forever.

  1324. I'm cutting

  1325. you back, not

  1326. cutting you

  1327. off.

  1328. I'm cutting

  1329. you off.

  1330. I'm cutting

  1331. you off.