Sermon
Hope for the Hopeless
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Well, good morning. My name is Deb Gould and I am the membership pastor here at St. Paul's
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and am privileged to bring you this message today.
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So in London, 12 years ago, there was a woman who had travelled to London to do some study
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in leadership. She had a Sunday free and was extremely excited that she could do a
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number of churches in London if she got her timing just right. If she started out very
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early in the morning, she could travel to All Souls Langham Place and hear a great preacher.
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Then she could cut across town to go to Holy Trinity Brompton and then she could come back
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to All Souls and maybe go back to Holy Trinity Brompton again. But the timing had to be
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just so. Now, I don't know if you know London, but London in the back streets, they all swerve
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and curve. And this person, she thought that she could take a shortcut to ensure that she
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got to All Souls Langham Place with plenty of time to hear this great preaching.
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But those curves and those swerves meant that she got lost and very seriously lost.
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And then she didn't know if she was heading north, south, east or west and frustration would
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be a total understatement.
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Now, suddenly in her path along one of these back streets, there was an old lady who politely
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asked if she could be helped. But this woman who was heading off to church, she brushed the
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woman aside because she was in a hurry. And so the woman asked a second time, could she ask a
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question? She needed a bit of help? And she was brushed aside a second time because she was heading
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to church. A very similar story to what we heard last week with the Good Samaritan, isn't it?
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Now, today's passage addresses attitudes like this, where selfishness reigns and helping the hopeless
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is not given freely. We are on to our second last message of our Share Hope series. And today is hope
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for the hopeless. Now, there's an outline in the St. Paul's app if you wish to go there to take any
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notes. And so please, please do that. But we're going to look at two main aspects of this topic today.
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What does it actually really mean to be people of hope? And secondly, how can we help the hopeless?
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Now, when we look at both the Matthew passage and the Romans passage today, we see the seriousness
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of what Jesus is saying, and we need to pay very, very close attention to that. In Romans 3,
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we see that there is an equal playing field, if you wish. That is, we are all sinners.
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No one is righteous on their own, and we do not seek God. Let's look at verses 9 to 12 in the Romans passage.
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What shall we conclude then? Do we have an advantage? Not at all. For we have already made the charge
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that Jews and Gentiles alike. But the good news is Jesus.
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His life, his death and resurrection, in him, we can find life and forgiveness and faith.
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Hope is given to those who trust him. It has nothing to do with us.
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It has nothing to do with who we love and how well we love people. It's all about what Jesus has done.
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Hence, no person is better than the other. And with this hope comes changed lives.
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Jesus, in the Matthew passage, clearly expects to see his followers live differently.
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Hope brings changes. Our hope in Jesus is to drive us to something different.
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Because we have forgiveness. We have grace. We have purpose, security, compassion, mercy, character,
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understanding, and much, much more.
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As people of hope, even though there is chaos around us,
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we can be confident and calm in the storm because Jesus promises never to leave us nor forsake us.
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And when doubts of God's goodness come into our minds,
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we can stop and remember all that God has done for us in Jesus.
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And we can hand over to him all of those doubts and those fears and those concerns and all those anxieties at the foot of the cross.
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And we can remember and have confidence that if we fail to trust God in a particular situation,
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we can still turn to him and repent and be very confident of his forgiveness and his grace
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because his grace is sufficient for us.
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Or alternatively, we could be people who worry and live in fear,
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who are anxious about the world and anxious of our day-to-day circumstances
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and the discrepancies that happen around us.
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Are you worried about your future?
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Choosing not to be an authentic Christian
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because you're looking for acceptance from the people around you
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rather than acceptance from Jesus himself?
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Or are you concerned about your finances
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so you choose not to be radically generous?
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Or are you choosing only to be the so-called righteous Christian
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on the day that you watch this live stream?
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The question remains,
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Are you, am I, a person of hope?
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Because we have everything, friends.
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Everything we need, we have in Jesus.
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Yes, life can be tough.
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Yes, you may be struggling at present financially
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because you have lost your job through this COVID period.
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Yes, there may be broken relationships
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that you long to have restored.
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There may be uncertainty of a future
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or there may be health issues with either you or a loved one.
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But we still have everything we need in Jesus.
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Despite all of that,
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we have a hope that is eternal
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if you are a follower of him.
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Now, the tough life might be a surprise to us.
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COVID certainly was a surprise to us.
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But let me say,
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nothing is a surprise to God.
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The test is,
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how are we going to live through the tough times?
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And where are we going to put our faith
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and our trust in the tough times?
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Now, here at St. Paul's,
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we want to give this hope
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to those who do not yet know it.
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The hopeless.
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We want to see justice.
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We want to see lives changed.
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We want to see people come to know Jesus
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as Lord and Saviour.
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But here's the thing, though.
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You need to be very confident
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of the gift from Christ
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that is a sure hope.
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And if you waver in this confidence,
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you will not be able to give hope
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to the hopeless.
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You cannot give away what you do not have.
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Now, you will hold on to money
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and possessions for yourself or your family
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if you do not have this hope.
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You will be consumed about yourself
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and you will not look outwards.
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And dare I say,
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you will be in great spiritual danger.
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In Matthew verse 31, we read,
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when the Son of Man comes in his glory
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and all the angels with him,
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he will sit on his glorious throne.
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All the nations will be gathered before him
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and he will separate the people
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one from another
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as a shepherd separates the sheep
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from the goats.
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He will put the sheep on his right
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and the goats on his left.
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The sheep are those who follow Jesus
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and have an eternal inheritance
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waiting for them.
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They are the ones who obey the commands.
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Those who ignore the commands of God
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to help the hopeless
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are liable to be cast to the left
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with the goats.
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Now, this needs some self-reflection.
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Are you a sheep
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or are you a goat?
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Are you truly aware
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of your need of a saviour
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and you are in awe
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of the forgiveness
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that Jesus has won for you?
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Is your character
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growing
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into being more and more Christ-like?
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Is there a willingness
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for sacrificial
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and unconditional love
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to those
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in need of Jesus
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as Jesus would desire
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of a follower of his?
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What I'm asking of you is this.
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Is for you
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to know
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where you are
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at this moment in time.
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Are you standing
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in a place
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marked
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with hope?
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Now, you know
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in shopping malls
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and maybe at the airport
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two places
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that
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I haven't been too much
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in this COVID period
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but you know
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those
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directories
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and
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it shows you
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where you
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want to go.
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But a key part
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of those directories
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is that there's
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this cross
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that says
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you are here
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and
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once you know
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where you are
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and you know
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the destination
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you want to go to
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you can
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work out
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how to get there.
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Now, you can stand
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in front of
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a map
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of that nature
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that does not
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have the cross
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on it
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you could stand
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there all day
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long
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and see
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where you want
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to go
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and have no idea
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how to get to it
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because you don't
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know where you are
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at this moment
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in time.
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We all
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need to stop
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and think
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where am I
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right now
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in relationship
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to the cross.
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Am I
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truly
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confident
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in the hope
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of Jesus
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or am I
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fluctuating
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with all
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that the world
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is throwing
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at me?
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If so
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what are you
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going to do
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about it?
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it will be
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different
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for each
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of us
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but once
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we know
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that
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the piece
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of information
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of where
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we are
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right now
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and our
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destination
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then we
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can determine
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the direction
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of which
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to go
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so that
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we can be
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people
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who have
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hope
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and we
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can give
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that
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to others.
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Now
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I'm going
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to assume
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from now
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on
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that we
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are people
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of hope
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that we
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are people
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who know
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who we
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are before
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Christ
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and then
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once we
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know that
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we then
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need to
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discern
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where
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to give
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this hope
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how do
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we
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discern
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what to
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do
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from here?
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Well
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let's
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look now
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at how
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to determine
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where to
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help.
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The needs
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around our
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world
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are very
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great
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and they
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are everywhere.
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Opportunities
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are so
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grand.
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Situations
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so different.
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we cannot
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physically
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help
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every
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hopeless
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person.
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We
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cannot
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physically
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help
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every
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ministry
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or
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every
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situation.
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That
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would be
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impossible.
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But we
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do need
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to start
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somewhere.
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Whilst
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writing
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this I
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was reminded
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of an
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old
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camp
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song
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of
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many
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many
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many
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years
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ago
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and
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there's
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a line
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in the
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song
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that says
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it only
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takes a
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spark
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to get
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a fire
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going.
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And it's
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a little
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bit like
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what James
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preached
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just recently.
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He said
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just do
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something.
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Just do
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something.
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Just give
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a spark.
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So let
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me share
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a principle
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with you
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that I
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learnt many
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years ago
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and I
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still follow
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to this
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day really.
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And that
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is we
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need to
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develop a
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holy
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discontent.
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Now when
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you look
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at our
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world,
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our
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country,
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our
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community,
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our
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neighbours,
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what
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upsets
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you?
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What
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stirs
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within your
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heart when
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you see
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injustice?
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What
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causes
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tension
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within
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you?
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Now I'm
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not talking
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about the
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sort of
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injustice
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toward you
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or situations
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where you're
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saying this
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isn't fair,
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I deserve
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better.
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That's an
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inward
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looking
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situation.
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Our focus
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as always
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is to be
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outward
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looking.
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So I'm
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talking about
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knowing
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what Jesus
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desires,
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that he
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is for
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justice
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to reign,
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for God's
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people to
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stand up
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and to be
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counted,
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for God
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to be
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glorified
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and for
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his people
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to know
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this
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Jesus
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and the
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life that
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he gives.
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That's what
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God wants.
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His
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kingdom,
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justice
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to reign.
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So what
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small thing
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triggers
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within
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you
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a
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response
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in your
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belly
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that you
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start to
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think
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that is
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not
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right.
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Because
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what you
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see that
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isn't
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right,
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let me
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assure you
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God
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sees
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and says
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that
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isn't
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right.
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Now
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in our
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Matthew
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passage,
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Jesus
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mentions a
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whole heap
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of things
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that he
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expects
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his people
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to act
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upon.
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it's
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not if
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you
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think
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about it
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you
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might
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like
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to.
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Jesus
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expects
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this
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to
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happen.
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So
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that's
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you
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and
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me.
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We're
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to
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feed
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the
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hungry,
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we're
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to
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give
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water
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to
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the
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thirsty,
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provide
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shelter
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to
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the
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homeless,
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clothe
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those
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needing
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clothes,
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help
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the
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sick,
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minister
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to
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those
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in
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prison.
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Elsewhere
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he
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says
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to care
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for the
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widows
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and
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the
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orphans,
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to love
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your
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neighbour.
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What
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is
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stirring
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within
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your
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belly,
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I'm
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asking
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you
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to
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not
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ignore
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it.
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I
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want
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you
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to
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pray
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about
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it,
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I
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want
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you
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to
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reflect
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upon
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it,
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do
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some
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investigating,
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some
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research
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about
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those
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situations.
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develop
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a
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holy
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discontent.
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Allow
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God
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to
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fan
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within
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you
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a
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flame
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so
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that
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together
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you
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and
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God
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can
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develop
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a
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plan
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to
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help
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and
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to
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give
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hope
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to
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the
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hopeless.
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less.
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This is
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how
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grace
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ministry
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started.
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13
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years,
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about
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13
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years
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ago,
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well,
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no,
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actually,
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there was
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a small
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group
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who
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were
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praying
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individually.
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We
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didn't
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know
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that the
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other
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was
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praying
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for
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years
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about
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the
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women
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working
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in
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brothels
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and
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13
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years
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ago,
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I
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started
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praying
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about
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this
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when
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I
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was
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the
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outreach
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pastor.
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It
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troubled
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me
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that
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there
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was
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a
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need
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that
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was
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not
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being
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met
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in
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these
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establishments.
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There
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was an
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opportunity
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to show
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God's
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love
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to
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women
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who
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more
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than
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likely
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have
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never
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really
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known
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unconditional
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love.
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now
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meanwhile
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there
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were
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others
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not
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just
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me
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but
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there
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were
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others
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who
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were
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also
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praying
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for
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a
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similar
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thing.
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And so
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all those
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desires
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and all
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those
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prayers
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and those
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different
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people who
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were praying
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came
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together
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and we
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started
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grace
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ministry.
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Isn't
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God
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great?
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There
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was a
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holy
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discontent
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within a
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number of
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people in
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our church
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and it
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came
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together
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to a
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ministry
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called
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Grace
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Ministry.
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Now we
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would love
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to see
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this
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ministry
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grow.
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At
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present
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there is
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only one
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team
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that
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goes
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when
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we
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don't
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have
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COVID
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to
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go.
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There
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are
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intercessors
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who their
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job is
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to pray
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for the
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two people
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who go
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into the
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various
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establishments.
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And what
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we take
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is baked
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goods
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of which
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the girls
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in these
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places
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absolutely
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love.
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We take
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baked goods
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and we
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say to
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them
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this is a
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gift
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because
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Jesus
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loves you
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and it's
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a token
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of the
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love
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that we
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can give.
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They call
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us the
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Jesus
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girls.
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It is
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the
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holy
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discontent
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that is
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within us.
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we
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would
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love
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to
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grow
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this
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ministry
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because
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sadly
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within
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our
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area
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here
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at
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Chatswood
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there
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are
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loads
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of
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these
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establishments.
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So if
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you
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feel
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that you
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want to
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join
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with us
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and be
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an
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intercessor
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or be
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trained
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to go
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into
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these
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places
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we can
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train
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you.
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We
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would
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love
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to
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have
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you.
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If
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you
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love
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baking
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and
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you
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want
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to
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commit
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to
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baking
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on
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a
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semi
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regular
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basis
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to
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send
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goods
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into
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these
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places
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please
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don't
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hesitate
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to
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talk
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to
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me
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because
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we
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could
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have
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many
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teams
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visiting
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these
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places
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in
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our
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very
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own
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Chatswood.
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Once
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of course
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the
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restrictions
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are
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lifted.
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What
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is it
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that
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you
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cannot
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stand
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the
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racial
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injustices
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just
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recently
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should
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have
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stirred
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every
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one
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of
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us.
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Slavery
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of
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young
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children
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and
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adults
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is
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crying
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for
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justice.
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Speak
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to
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Jacob
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Sarkaty
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one of
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our
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members
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here
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at
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St.
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Paul's
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if
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God
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is
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stirring
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within
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you
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to
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do
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something
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in
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this
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area
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of
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slavery
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and
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injustice
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because
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Jacob
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works
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for
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International
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Justice
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Mission
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which
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is
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the
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world's
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largest
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anti-slavery
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organisation.
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Does
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your
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heart
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ache
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knowing
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that
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there
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are
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children
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and
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families
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who
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have
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no
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food
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so
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feeding
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the
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poor
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and
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clothing
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those
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who
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have
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nothing
-
is
-
stirring
-
within
-
you.
-
The
-
food
-
collection
-
box
-
that we
-
have
-
allows
-
for
-
you
-
to
-
contribute
-
food
-
for
-
Anglicare
-
our
-
Anglican
-
ministry
-
that is
-
across
-
all sorts
-
of areas
-
but I'm
-
sure
-
they would
-
love to
-
have more
-
people
-
who have
-
hearts
-
seeking
-
justice
-
in this
-
area.
-
Friends
-
we can
-
give
-
money
-
money
-
money
-
is
-
great
-
money
-
is
-
good
-
and
-
all
-
ministries
-
need
-
money
-
to
-
actually
-
do
-
their
-
business
-
it's
-
essential
-
but
-
dare I
-
say
-
it isn't
-
enough
-
it's
-
way
-
too
-
easy
-
for
-
us
-
to
-
hand
-
over
-
some
-
dollars
-
and
-
then
-
walk
-
away
-
and
-
forget
-
totally
-
of
-
what
-
we
-
have
-
just
-
done
-
get
-
involved
-
in the
-
ministries
-
of which
-
you have
-
financially
-
given
-
to
-
look
-
for
-
areas
-
where
-
you
-
can
-
help
-
outside
-
of just
-
giving
-
money
-
read
-
the
-
newsletters
-
that they
-
all send
-
out to
-
us
-
and
-
learn
-
about
-
the
-
people
-
whose
-
lives
-
are being
-
impacted
-
because
-
that
-
will
-
grow
-
the
-
holy
-
discontent
-
that is
-
within
-
you
-
and
-
then
-
pray
-
and
-
then
-
pray
-
and
-
then
-
pray
-
some
-
more
-
for
-
these
-
people
-
that
-
you
-
are
-
assisting
-
and
-
ask
-
the
-
Lord
-
what
-
else
-
can
-
you
-
do
-
with
-
this
-
holy
-
discontent
-
now
-
as
-
we've
-
heard
-
we are
-
raising
-
funds
-
for a
-
church
-
plant
-
up
-
on
-
the
-
gold
-
coast
-
and
-
the
-
gold
-
coast
-
traditionally
-
is
-
quite
-
a
-
hedonistic
-
but
-
beautiful
-
but
-
self
-
indulgent
-
holiday
-
destination
-
and
-
there is
-
plenty
-
of room
-
to give
-
hope
-
to the
-
hopeless
-
on the
-
gold
-
coast
-
now
-
Sam
-
and
-
Sally
-
Lowe
-
old
-
members
-
of
-
ours
-
with
-
their
-
boys
-
made
-
a
-
sacrifice
-
to
-
go
-
Sarah
-
Jones
-
an
-
old
-
member
-
of
-
ours
-
made
-
a
-
sacrifice
-
to
-
go
-
and
-
assist
-
Sam
-
and
-
Sally
-
is
-
God
-
stirring
-
within
-
you
-
to
-
make
-
a
-
sacrifice
-
to
-
take
-
the
-
hope
-
that
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
also
-
go
-
and
-
help
-
Sam
-
and
-
Sally
-
now
-
don't
-
get
-
me
-
wrong
-
we
-
don't
-
really
-
want
-
to
-
lose
-
all
-
of
-
our
-
members
-
here
-
from
-
Chatswood
-
to
-
go
-
to
-
the
-
Gold
-
Coast
-
but
-
the
-
thing
-
is
-
if
-
God
-
is
-
placing
-
on
-
your
-
heart
-
a
-
call
-
to
-
bless
-
others
-
in
-
an
-
area
-
whereby
-
they
-
need
-
help
-
then
-
of
-
course
-
we
-
are
-
going
-
to
-
rejoice
-
in
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
doing
-
for
-
his
-
kingdom
-
develop
-
a
-
holy
-
discontent
-
get
-
to
-
know
-
those
-
around
-
you
-
open
-
your
-
eyes
-
and
-
examine
-
what
-
you
-
see
-
because
-
I
-
really
-
think
-
God
-
wants
-
us
-
to
-
see
-
others
-
as
-
he
-
sees
-
them
-
even
-
when
-
we
-
are
-
wayward
-
and
-
confused
-
God
-
still
-
pursues
-
us
-
with
-
his
-
love
-
we
-
too
-
need
-
to
-
love
-
others
-
who
-
are
-
confused
-
and a
-
little
-
wayward
-
at
-
times
-
little
-
by little
-
you might
-
speak
-
to a
-
homeless
-
person
-
on the
-
street
-
you
-
only
-
need
-
a
-
small
-
amount
-
of
-
time
-
to
-
start
-
developing
-
conversations
-
where you
-
can get
-
to know
-
the
-
person
-
share
-
love
-
be
-
real
-
share
-
Jesus
-
but
-
please
-
note
-
this
-
to
-
love
-
is
-
caring
-
without
-
an
-
agenda
-
it
-
isn't
-
that
-
difficult
-
if
-
you
-
truly
-
know
-
where
-
you
-
are
-
at
-
this
-
point
-
of
-
time
-
knowing
-
Jesus
-
you
-
can
-
find
-
the
-
direction
-
that
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
go
-
so
-
if
-
we
-
go
-
back
-
to
-
our
-
Matthew
-
passage
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
see
-
the
-
enormity
-
of
-
what
-
Jesus
-
is
-
saying
-
caring
-
and
-
sharing
-
hope
-
for
-
all
-
these
-
groups
-
it
-
is
-
not
-
an
-
option
-
we
-
read
-
then
-
the
-
king
-
will
-
say
-
to
-
those
-
on
-
his
-
right
-
come
-
you
-
who
-
are
-
blessed
-
by
-
my
-
father
-
take
-
your
-
inheritance
-
the
-
kingdom
-
prepared
-
for
-
you
-
since
-
the
-
creation
-
of
-
the
-
world
-
it
-
is
-
an
-
expectation
-
of
-
everything
-
Jesus
-
has
-
done
-
for
-
us
-
it
-
was
-
the
-
same
-
expectation
-
for
-
all
-
and
-
the
-
outcome
-
of
-
obedience
-
is
-
eternal
-
life
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
the
-
outcome
-
for
-
those
-
who
-
neglect
-
the
-
expectation
-
to
-
help
-
others
-
is
-
eternal
-
punishment
-
I
-
mentioned
-
at the
-
beginning
-
a
-
person
-
who
-
was
-
approached
-
by a
-
woman
-
twice
-
and
-
how
-
she
-
continued
-
carrying
-
on
-
because
-
she
-
was
-
in a
-
hurry
-
to
-
get
-
to
-
a
-
special
-
church
-
service
-
a
-
few
-
steps
-
on
-
for
-
this
-
woman
-
God
-
very
-
severely
-
convicted
-
her
-
of
-
her
-
sin
-
of
-
her
-
lack
-
of
-
mercy
-
of
-
her
-
lack
-
of
-
compassion
-
and
-
of
-
her
-
religious
-
spirit
-
and
-
wrong
-
belief
-
that
-
getting
-
to
-
a
-
church
-
on
-
time
-
was
-
far
-
more
-
important
-
than
-
helping
-
somebody
-
who
-
was
-
in
-
need
-
she
-
had
-
no
-
idea
-
what
-
this
-
person
-
wanted
-
maybe
-
she
-
only
-
wanted
-
to
-
know
-
the
-
time
-
who
-
knows
-
but
-
with
-
tears
-
she
-
turned
-
around
-
to
-
give
-
whatever
-
help
-
that
-
was
-
needed
-
and
-
the
-
street
-
was
-
bare
-
the
-
woman
-
had
-
gone
-
there
-
was
-
not
-
a
-
person
-
in
-
sight
-
not
-
a
-
person
-
and
-
the
-
woman
-
who
-
was
-
there
-
a
-
second
-
before
-
had
-
now
-
vanished
-
was
-
she
-
real
-
was
-
she
-
an
-
angel
-
in
-
disguise
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
but
-
what
-
I do
-
know
-
is
-
that
-
lesson
-
has
-
will
-
never
-
ever
-
be
-
forgotten
-
because
-
that
-
was
-
me
-
I
-
only
-
felt
-
shame
-
at that
-
moment
-
and it
-
forced
-
me
-
to
-
turn
-
to
-
my
-
Lord
-
and my
-
Saviour
-
and to
-
ask for
-
forgiveness
-
it
-
was
-
a
-
horrible
-
moment
-
for me
-
to realise
-
what I
-
had done
-
and
-
asking for
-
forgiveness
-
God
-
granted
-
that to
-
me
-
and
-
allowed
-
me
-
to
-
continue
-
on
-
and to
-
grow
-
in a
-
love
-
and a
-
desire
-
to help
-
people
-
the
-
memory
-
though
-
has been
-
burned
-
onto my
-
heart
-
and onto
-
my
-
mind
-
friends
-
do
-
not
-
be
-
like
-
me
-
when
-
opportunity
-
to give
-
hope
-
to the
-
hopeless
-
crosses
-
your path
-
respond
-
respond
-
to it
-
what do
-
I want
-
to leave
-
with you
-
today
-
I want
-
you to
-
know
-
where you
-
are
-
in relation
-
to that
-
cross
-
and I
-
want
-
you
-
to allow
-
God
-
to fan
-
the flame
-
of
-
holy
-
discontent
-
within
-
you
-
and for
-
you to
-
act upon
-
it
-
and as
-
you do
-
know
-
that you
-
are doing
-
it for
-
Jesus
-
himself
-
because
-
as our
-
Matthew
-
passage
-
said
-
it
-
could be
-
Jesus
-
in
-
disguise
-
so
-
every
-
time a
-
needy
-
person
-
crosses
-
your
-
path
-
you
-
need
-
to be
-
asking
-
yourself
-
how
-
would I
-
respond
-
if this
-
is
-
Jesus
-
in
-
disguise
-
let me
-
pray for
-
us
-
God
-
of all
-
love
-
grace
-
mercy
-
and
-
forgiveness
-
please
-
instill
-
in our
-
hearts
-
a
-
confidence
-
in you
-
that can
-
weather
-
any storm
-
that the
-
world will
-
bring
-
give us
-
hearts
-
after your
-
own
-
heart
-
eyes
-
that see
-
what you
-
see
-
and hands
-
that will
-
give
-
what you
-
would
-
give
-
we pray
-
in our
-
saviour's
-
name
-
Jesus
-
amen
-
amen
-
Thank you.