Sermon
Courage for the cause of Christ
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I just say again, Happy Lunar New Year and Happy New Year.
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It's January, it's that time of year where we look forward to the year that's been,
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we celebrate maybe what's been, we certainly, or the year that's coming,
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but also look back and reflect upon the year that's been, lessons learned, things like that.
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Reflection, however, is not something that we tend to do,
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it's not something that is a habit nowadays for most people,
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that is the ability to assess what has been, learn the lessons from it,
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and make the necessary changes as we move forward into the future.
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What we tend to do is escape.
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Moment of January, moment where things may be not as busy, we self-indulge,
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we escape into TV and movies and holidays and everything else,
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rather than actually pause and reflect.
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So this series in January here is really an opportunity for us to spend some time reflecting
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and looking forward to the year that is,
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and what might it be to run the race of discipleship into 2023.
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Now one of the things that I've always found helpful throughout my life,
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and particularly my Christian life, is to get close to people,
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and I'm looking at what does it look like to run the Christian life,
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is to get really close to people who have run the race and are further down the track than I am,
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and to learn lessons from them, even if they've been dead for 200 years.
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There is so many lessons to learn for those who have not just started the race,
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but actually run the race all the way to the finish line.
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And so I want to encourage you as Christian brothers and sisters to read biography,
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to read biography, to learn the lessons of those from the past.
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And so in this January series, we're looking at,
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we're really basing it on Hebrews 11, Hebrews 12,
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to be people of faith and to run the race of faith,
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and particularly where Hebrews 11 talks about the great cloud of witnesses,
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based on them, run the races before you.
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And so we've tried to throw a couple of extra people into that list of Hebrews 11,
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of great cloud of witnesses,
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and today I want us to introduce one more person to that cloud of witnesses that have gone before us,
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who have run the race and finished the course.
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And that is, today is John Patton.
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So let me pray, and I'll launch into that.
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Gracious Father, as we look at one life,
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a life redeemed by you,
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sovereignly guided by you,
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empowered by you,
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a life lived well for your glory,
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I pray that you would give us the gift of reflection,
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as we consider our own life,
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the choices we're making now,
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and whether or not it is ultimately for your glory or for our own.
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And I pray, Father,
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that the mission of Matthew that has just been thrown in front of us
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would be the mission that drives us,
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a mission to see all people come to know and to love you,
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and we ask it for your sake.
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Amen.
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A chain of islands in the Pacific were discovered in 1606 by Spain.
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They were named New Hebrides in 1773 by Captain James Cook,
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and in 1980,
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the New Hebrides gained its independence from Britain and from France,
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and was named Vanuatu.
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John Williams and James Harris from the London Missionary Society
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landed in 1839 as the first Christian missionaries.
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And this is what was written about them.
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Within a few minutes of their touching land,
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both were clubbed to death, cooked and eaten.
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The London Missionary Society sent another team
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to the island of Tanner in 1842,
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and these missionaries were driven off within seven months.
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Now, just think about that for a moment.
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That's just not history.
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Just think about that.
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Matthew just read out to us,
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go to all nations with this discipleship message,
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and it's 1,800 years before that message hits the New Hebrides.
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1,800 years.
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1,800 years.
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What was the church doing?
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Anyway, that's not my main point.
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Now, that's the remarkable missionary context
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of the life and the ministry of John G. Patton,
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a missionary to the New Hebrides
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who landed there 16 years after Williams and Harris.
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So today, if you've got your St. Paul's app,
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open it up, you'll see an outline for my message in there today.
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I want to look at the life of John G. Patton.
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I want to look at the courage of John Patton,
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and I want to look at what was the source
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of Patton's courage for the gospel.
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Most of my information comes from autobiography of John Patton,
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published in 1889.
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This is the 1965 edition of that.
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So again, encourage you to read biography
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and learn from those in the past.
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Patton was born in Scotland in 1824.
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He sailed for the New Hebrides via Australia
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with his wife Mary in April 1858.
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They reached the island of Tanner
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on November the 5th of that year,
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and four months later,
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both his wife and his brand-new-born son died.
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He served alone on the island for the next four years
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in constant danger
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until he was eventually driven off in February 1862.
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For the next four years,
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he travelled around Australia and Great Britain,
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raising awareness of the work
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of the Presbyterian mission in the New Hebrides.
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He married again in 1864.
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He took his wife Margaret back this time
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to the smaller island of Anewa.
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They laboured together there for 41 years.
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When they came to Anewa in November 1866,
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the islanders in that place were destitute.
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They were cannibals who had, by that time,
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only occasionally ate people,
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but it was normally their enemies that they ate.
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And Christian missionaries were enemies.
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They practised infanticide,
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that is the killing of infants,
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widow sacrifices.
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So if your husband died,
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they normally killed you
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so that you could be with him in the afterlife.
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They would...
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A number of other things.
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He and Margaret laboured in those conditions
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for 41 years, hard conditions.
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In the next 15 years,
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within 15 years of his landing,
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the entire island of Anewa turned to Christ.
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Remarkable.
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That in itself is remarkable.
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To go from cannibalism to life in Christ
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is remarkable.
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Margaret died in 1905 in Kew, Victoria.
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Patton outlived her another two years.
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He died in Canterbury, Victoria.
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In January 28th, 1907.
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Both are buried in Kew, Melbourne.
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You can visit their tombs today.
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This coming Sunday...
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Sorry, this next Sunday
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will be 116 years since his death.
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And his legacy is remarkable.
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Vanuatu nowadays has a population
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of around 250,000 people.
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Around 94% of that population
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are confessing Christians.
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73% claim to be Protestant Christians
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with the largest group,
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the Presbyterian Church.
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With 550 congregations
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with over 70,000 people affiliated
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with that denomination.
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That's more than Sydney Anglicanism.
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And a large part of it,
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they track it back to John G. Patton.
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So, that's his life.
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That's his legacy.
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Let's look at his courage.
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One of the things that stands out
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as you read his life
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is that he was a man of just incredible courage
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for the cause of Christ.
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Incredible courage.
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And I've got a few things I want to mention.
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He had courage to make the advancement
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of the gospel,
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his greatest and highest priority of life,
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even as a teenager.
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Mark that.
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Even as a teenager.
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In his teens,
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he had an opportunity
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to further his career prospects
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as a surveyor,
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which was,
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you know,
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in his day and age,
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that was unheard of.
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This guy did not come
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from some,
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you know,
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wealthy connected family.
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And so,
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this was a remarkable opportunity
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for effectively a peasant boy.
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He was called into the boss's office
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and was promised promotion
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and special training
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entirely at the government's expense.
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And the only condition was
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that he signed
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a seven year engagement contract.
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This is what he wrote
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about that moment.
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Thanking him most gratefully
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for his kind offer,
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I agreed to bind myself
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for three years or four,
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but not for seven.
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Excitedly,
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he said,
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why?
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Will you refuse an offer
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that many gentlemen's sons
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would be proud of?
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I said,
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my life is given
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to another master.
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And so,
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I cannot engage
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for seven years.
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He asked sharply,
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to whom?
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I replied,
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to the Lord Jesus.
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And I want to prepare
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as soon as possible
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for his service
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in the proclaiming
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of the gospel.
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In great anger,
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he sprang across the room,
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called the paymaster
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and exclaimed,
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accept my offer
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or you are dismissed
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on the spot.
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His anger
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made him unwilling
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or unable
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to comprehend
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my difficulty.
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The drawing instruments
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were delivered up,
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I received my pay
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and I departed
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without further parley.
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Secondly,
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he had courage
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to overcome
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the criticism
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that he received
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from respected elders
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for in fact
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going to the New Hebrides
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New Hebrides
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as a missionary.
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A Mr. Dickinson
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who he described
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as a dear
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old Christian gentleman
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tried to deter him
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from the New Hebrides.
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The cannibals!
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You'll be eaten
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by cannibals!
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Now remember,
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Williams and Harris
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were eaten
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by cannibals
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19 years earlier.
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Patton's response.
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I love it.
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Let me read it to you.
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I'll put my tone on it.
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I'm not sure
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it's Patton's tone
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but I can't read it
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with any other tone.
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Mr. Dickinson,
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you are advanced
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in years now
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and your own prospect
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is soon to be laid
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in the grave
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there to be eaten
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by worms.
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I love the moxie
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of this guy.
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I really do.
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I confess to you
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that if I can live
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but live and die
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serving and honouring
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the Lord Jesus
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it will make
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no difference to me
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whether I'm eaten
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by cannibals
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or by worms.
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And in the great day
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my resurrection body
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will rise
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as fair of yours
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in the likeness
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of the risen Redeemer.
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That is a remarkable
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perspective on life.
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He writes that
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another objection
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came up
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was this.
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He said
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the rejection is
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there are heathen
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here at home.
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Why on earth
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would you leave
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Chatswood
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for goodness sake?
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Let us seek
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and save
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first of all
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the lost ones
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perishing at our
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very doors.
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This I felt
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to be most true
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and an appalling
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fact.
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But I
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unfailingly
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observed
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that those
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who made
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this retort
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neglected
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these home
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heathens
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themselves.
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And so
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the objection
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as from them
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lost all
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its power.
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They would
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ungrudgingly
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spend more
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on a fashionable
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party at dinner
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or tea
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on concert
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or balls
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or theatres
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or on some
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ostentatious
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display
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or worldly
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and selfish
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indulgent
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ten times more
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perhaps in a
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single day
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than they would
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give in a year
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or in half
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a lifetime
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for the conversion
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of the heathen world
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either here
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or abroad.
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I do
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and always
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did
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only pity
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them
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as God's
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stewards
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making such
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miserable
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use of time
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and money
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entrusted
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to their care.
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Can you see
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why I'm doing it?
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It's an opportunity
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for the Holy Spirit
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to speak to each
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one of us
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about our time
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and our priorities
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our talents
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our treasures.
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Thirdly
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he had courage
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to risk losing
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his loved ones
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for the cause
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of the gospel.
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I've already
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mentioned this
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he and his wife
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first wife Mary
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arrived on the
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island of Tanna
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in November
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1858
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their baby
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was born
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February
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1859
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four months
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later
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yeah
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four months
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later
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Mary then
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died within
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a few weeks
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of the birth
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of the baby
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on the 3rd
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of March
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the baby boy
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died less
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than three weeks
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later on the
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20th of March
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Patton himself
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dug the graves
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with his own
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hands
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right beside
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the house
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the little
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sort of shack
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that he had built
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for them
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as a family
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and
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to add
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to his grief
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he slept
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on their graves
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to protect
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them from being
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dug up
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by the
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cannibals.
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you see
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the courage
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to risk
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the loss
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of a loved
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one is one
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thing
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the courage
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to experience
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the loss
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and to press
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on alone
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with the same
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mission
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is remarkable
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I felt her
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loss beyond
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all conception
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or description
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in that
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dark land
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but feeling
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immovably
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assured
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that my
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God
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and Father
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was too
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wise
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and loving
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to err
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in anything
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that he
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does
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or permits
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sovereignty
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of God
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goodness
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of God
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I looked
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up to the
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Lord
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for help
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and I
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struggled
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on
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in his
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work
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he had
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the next
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thing
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he had
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the courage
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to face
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the constant
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threat
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to his
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own life
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from the
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islanders
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I think
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this is
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what makes
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this
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autobiography
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reading
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like a
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like a
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thriller
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in his
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first four
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years of
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Tanner
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he moved
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from one
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crisis
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to the next
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crisis
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to the next
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crisis
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like
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constant
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crisis
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it's
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like
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he's
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fully
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charged
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flight
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or fight
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you know
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all the
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time
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there's no
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pastoral
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retreat
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there's no
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weekend escape
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to the beach
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or the
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mountains
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or
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you know
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there's none
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of that
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it's not a
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quick trip
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overseas
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he's there
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by himself
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all the
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time
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he writes
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my enemies
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seldom
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slacken their
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hateful designs
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against my
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life
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however
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calmed
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or baffled
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for the
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moment
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a wild
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chief
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followed me
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around
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for four
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hours
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with his
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loaded
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musket
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and though
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often
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directed
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towards
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me
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God
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restrained
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his
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hand
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I
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spoke
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kindly
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to him
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and attended
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to my
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work
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as if
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he had
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not
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been
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there
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fully
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persuaded
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that my
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God
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had
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placed
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me
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there
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and
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would
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protect
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me
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till
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my
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allotted
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task
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was
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finished
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looking
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up
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in
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unceasing
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prayer
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to my
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dear
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Lord
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Jesus
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I
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left
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all
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in
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his
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hands
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and I
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felt
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immortal
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till
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my
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work
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was
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done
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one
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of the
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most
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remarkable
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things
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about
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Patton's
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dealing
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with
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danger
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is he
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often
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rebuked
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his
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enemies
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to their
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faces
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for their
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bad
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behaviour
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even
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as they
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held an
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axe over
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their head
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to bring
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it down
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on his
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head
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remarkable
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here's
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another
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one
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one
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one
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morning
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at
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daybreak
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I
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found
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my
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house
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surrounded
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by
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armed
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men
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and
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a
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chief
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intimated
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that
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they
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had
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assembled
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to
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take
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my
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life
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seeing
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that
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I
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was
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entirely
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in
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their
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hands
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I
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knelt
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down
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and
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gave
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myself
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away
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body
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and
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soul
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to
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the
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Lord
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Jesus
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for
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what
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seemed
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to be
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the
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last
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time
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on
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earth
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rising
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in other
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words
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rising
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from
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that
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prayer
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I
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went
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out
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to
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them
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and
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contrasting
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it
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with
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all
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of
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my
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good
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contact
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towards
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them
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at
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last
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some
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of
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the
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chiefs
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rose
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and
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said
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our
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conduct
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has
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been
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bad
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but
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now
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we
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will
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fight
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for
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you
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and
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kill
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those
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who
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hate
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you
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so
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they're
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fickle
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it's
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a
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remarkable
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thriller
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lastly
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on the
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idea
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of
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courage
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and
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there's
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many
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other
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ones
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he
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had
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the
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courage
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to
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face
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the
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criticism
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that
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he
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did
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not
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have
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the
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courage
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to
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die
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I
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mean
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how
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dare
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you
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do
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that
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after
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four
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years
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the
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entire
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island
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population
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rose
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against
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him
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and
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finally
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a
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wonderful
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answer
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to
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prayer
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as
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a
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ship
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arrived
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just
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in
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time
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to
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take
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him
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off
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the
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island
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in
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response
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to
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this
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after
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four
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years
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of
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risking
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his
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life
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hundreds
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hundreds
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of
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times
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losing
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his
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wife
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losing
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his
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child
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he
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recounts
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this
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incident
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one
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dear
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friend
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said
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you
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should
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not
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have
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left
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you
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should
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have
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stood
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at
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the
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post
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of
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duty
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till
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you
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fell
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it
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would
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have
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been
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an
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honour
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been
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to
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your
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honour
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and
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better
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for
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the
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cause
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of
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mission
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had
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you
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been
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killed
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at
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your
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post
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welcome
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home
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from your
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missionary
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service
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how
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easy
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it
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would
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have
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been
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for
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him
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to
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respond
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with
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that
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moment
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of
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discouragement
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well
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I've
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had
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enough
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of
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this
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church
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it's
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not
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suiting
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my
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needs
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I'm
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done
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I'm
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done
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how
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easy
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it
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would
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have
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been
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for
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him
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to
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respond
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with
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that
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but
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courage
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he
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pressed
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on
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for
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another
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four
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decades
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of
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fruitful
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ministry
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on the
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island
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of
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Inewa
-
and in
-
fact
-
around
-
the
-
world
-
they
-
reckon
-
John
-
Patton
-
was
-
the
-
impetus
-
that
-
God
-
used
-
to
-
increase
-
global
-
mission
-
in a
-
remarkable
-
way
-
from
-
Europe
-
to
-
other
-
parts
-
of
-
the
-
world
-
most
-
of
-
us
-
don't
-
even
-
know
-
he
-
existed
-
so
-
let me
-
just
-
go
-
now
-
to
-
the
-
source
-
of
-
John
-
Patton's
-
courage
-
because
-
where did
-
this
-
remarkable
-
courage
-
for the
-
cause
-
of
-
Christ
-
come
-
from
-
now
-
there
-
are
-
a
-
number
-
of
-
things
-
let me
-
say
-
I
-
think
-
that
-
each
-
one
-
of
-
these
-
things
-
would
-
be
-
a
-
sermon
-
in
-
and
-
of
-
itself
-
I've
-
already
-
referred
-
to
-
his
-
trust
-
in
-
God's
-
sovereignty
-
God's
-
control
-
over
-
all
-
circumstances
-
including
-
including
-
the
-
ability
-
of a
-
native
-
with a
-
musket
-
to pull
-
the
-
trigger
-
of that
-
musket
-
he said
-
that guy
-
will not
-
be able
-
to do
-
that
-
if
-
God
-
does
-
not
-
enable
-
him
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
totally
-
under
-
God's
-
control
-
he
-
also
-
had a
-
very
-
strong
-
sense
-
of
-
God's
-
call
-
on
-
his
-
life
-
to
-
be
-
a
-
missionary
-
to
-
the
-
southern
-
seas
-
but
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
mention
-
two
-
firstly
-
his
-
courage
-
came
-
from
-
his
-
father
-
James
-
Patton
-
that
-
is
-
a
-
guy
-
like
-
John
-
Patton
-
doesn't
-
come
-
from
-
a
-
vacuum
-
even
-
if you
-
don't
-
read
-
anything
-
else
-
in
-
this
-
autobiography
-
the
-
tribute
-
that
-
he
-
pays
-
to
-
his
-
father
-
is
-
worth
-
the
-
price
-
of
-
buying
-
it
-
if
-
you
-
can
-
buy
-
it
-
anymore
-
I'm
-
not
-
sure
-
if
-
you
-
can
-
it
-
is
-
remarkable
-
the
-
first
-
75
-
80
-
pages
-
absolute
-
remarkable
-
tribute
-
to
-
his
-
father
-
father
-
his
-
father's
-
prayer
-
life
-
stands
-
out
-
particularly
-
as
-
being
-
extraordinary
-
and it
-
had a
-
deep
-
impact
-
upon
-
his
-
children
-
there
-
was a
-
small
-
room
-
in
-
their
-
little
-
little
-
cottage
-
that they
-
had
-
a very
-
small
-
cottage
-
like
-
three
-
bedrooms
-
three
-
rooms
-
sorry
-
not
-
three
-
bedrooms
-
three
-
rooms
-
I can't
-
remember
-
I think
-
there
-
was
-
like
-
eight
-
kids
-
raised
-
there
-
very
-
different
-
from
-
nowadays
-
where
-
parents
-
need
-
retreats
-
and
-
everything
-
and his
-
dad
-
would go
-
to that
-
small
-
room
-
and he
-
would
-
pray
-
it was
-
called
-
the
-
closet
-
he
-
would
-
pray
-
and the
-
impact
-
on
-
John
-
Patton
-
was
-
immense
-
how
-
much
-
my
-
father's
-
prayer
-
at this
-
time
-
impressed
-
me
-
I
-
can
-
never
-
explain
-
when
-
on
-
his
-
knees
-
and
-
all
-
of us
-
kneeling
-
around
-
him
-
in
-
family
-
worship
-
we
-
he poured
-
out his
-
whole
-
soul
-
with tears
-
for the
-
conversion
-
of the
-
heathen
-
world
-
to the
-
service
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and for
-
every
-
personal
-
and domestic
-
need
-
we all
-
felt
-
as if
-
in the
-
presence
-
of the
-
living
-
saviour
-
and learned
-
to know
-
and love
-
him as
-
our
-
divine
-
friend
-
prayer
-
prayer
-
covered
-
his
-
discipline
-
of
-
his
-
children
-
challenged
-
by this
-
if
-
anything
-
really
-
serious
-
this is
-
if
-
anything
-
really
-
serious
-
required
-
us
-
to be
-
punished
-
he
-
retired
-
first
-
to his
-
closet
-
for
-
prayer
-
and we
-
boys
-
got to
-
understand
-
that he
-
was laying
-
the whole
-
matter
-
before
-
God
-
this is a
-
man
-
let me just
-
pause
-
before I
-
say anything
-
else
-
this is a
-
man
-
60 odd
-
years later
-
reflecting on
-
this as a
-
kid
-
we
-
loved
-
him
-
all
-
the
-
more
-
when
-
we
-
saw
-
how
-
much
-
it
-
cost
-
him
-
to
-
punish
-
us
-
we
-
were
-
ruled
-
by
-
love
-
far
-
more
-
than
-
fear
-
and
-
then
-
there's
-
this
-
quote
-
about
-
his
-
dad
-
no
-
hurry
-
for
-
market
-
no
-
rush
-
to
-
business
-
no
-
arrival
-
of
-
friends
-
or
-
guests
-
no
-
trouble
-
or
-
sorrow
-
no
-
joy
-
or
-
excitement
-
ever
-
ever
-
prevented
-
us
-
at least
-
kneeling
-
around
-
while
-
our
-
father
-
led
-
our
-
prayers
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
offered
-
himself
-
and
-
his
-
children
-
to
-
there
-
James
-
Patton's
-
commitment
-
to his
-
local
-
church
-
also
-
had a
-
remarkable
-
impact
-
on the
-
young
-
John
-
James
-
was an
-
elder
-
in the
-
Presbyterian
-
church
-
in
-
Scotland
-
it was
-
about
-
four
-
miles
-
away
-
from
-
the
-
family
-
cottage
-
and
-
in
-
40
-
years
-
in
-
40
-
years
-
he
-
missed
-
church
-
three
-
times
-
40
-
years
-
and
-
just
-
so
-
that we
-
know
-
that
-
that's
-
not
-
an
-
exaggeration
-
John
-
mentions
-
the
-
three
-
times
-
once
-
when
-
the
-
snow
-
was
-
so
-
deep
-
it
-
was
-
impossible
-
couldn't
-
get
-
there
-
secondly
-
once
-
when
-
the
-
ice
-
was
-
so
-
bad
-
that
-
his
-
father
-
was
-
forced
-
to
-
crawl
-
back
-
home
-
on
-
hands
-
and
-
knees
-
because
-
he
-
had
-
fallen
-
over
-
multiple
-
times
-
attempting
-
to get
-
to
-
church
-
and
-
once
-
when
-
there
-
was
-
an
-
outbreak
-
of
-
cholera
-
and
-
all
-
commuting
-
between
-
villages
-
was
-
banned
-
and
-
just
-
to
-
make
-
sure
-
the
-
farmers
-
and
-
the
-
villagers
-
in
-
his
-
area
-
turned
-
up
-
to
-
the
-
pattern
-
home
-
to
-
plead
-
with
-
James
-
not
-
to
-
go
-
to
-
church
-
because
-
they
-
didn't
-
think
-
cholera
-
would
-
stop
-
him
-
from
-
going
-
to
-
church
-
this
-
commitment
-
to
-
a
-
public
-
devotional
-
I
-
mean
-
I
-
reckon
-
I
-
could
-
feel
-
like
-
I
-
could
-
stop
-
there
-
and
-
let
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
challenge
-
all
-
of
-
us
-
on
-
that
-
one
-
this
-
commitment
-
to a
-
public
-
devotion
-
life
-
had a
-
profound
-
impact
-
on
-
John
-
and
-
his
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
he
-
wrote
-
each
-
of
-
us
-
from
-
very
-
early
-
days
-
considered
-
it
-
no
-
penalty
-
no
-
penalty
-
but a
-
great
-
joy
-
to
-
go
-
with
-
our
-
father
-
to
-
church
-
the
-
four
-
miles
-
were a
-
great
-
treat
-
to
-
our
-
young
-
spirits
-
one
-
scene
-
which
-
often
-
moves me
-
when I
-
read it
-
one scene
-
best captures
-
the depth
-
of love
-
and I'll
-
just give you
-
a shortened
-
version of
-
it
-
the depth
-
of love
-
between
-
John
-
and his
-
father
-
and the
-
power of
-
the impact
-
of John's
-
life
-
of
-
uncompromising
-
courage
-
and purity
-
for the
-
cause of
-
Christ
-
the time
-
came
-
for the
-
young
-
John
-
to
-
leave
-
home
-
he went
-
to
-
Glasgow
-
for
-
theological
-
training
-
he called
-
a divinity
-
school
-
from his
-
home
-
to the
-
train
-
station
-
was a
-
40 mile
-
walk
-
60
-
kilometres
-
walk
-
no Uber
-
or anything
-
back in
-
those days
-
and they
-
weren't
-
wealthy
-
enough
-
to own
-
a horse
-
or a
-
carriage
-
or anything
-
like that
-
and he
-
wrote
-
this is him
-
writing
-
40 years
-
after leaving
-
home
-
for this
-
journey
-
so
-
regard that
-
this is an
-
older man
-
my dear
-
father
-
walked with
-
me for the
-
first six
-
miles of
-
the way
-
his
-
counsel
-
and tears
-
and heavenly
-
conversation
-
on that
-
parting
-
journey
-
are as
-
fresh
-
in my
-
heart
-
as it
-
had been
-
but
-
yesterday
-
and tears
-
are on my
-
cheek
-
as freely
-
now
-
as then
-
whenever
-
memory
-
steals me
-
away
-
to that
-
scene
-
for the
-
last
-
half
-
mile
-
or so
-
we walked
-
together
-
in almost
-
unbroken
-
silence
-
his lips
-
kept moving
-
in silent
-
prayers
-
for me
-
and his
-
tears
-
fell fast
-
when our
-
eyes met
-
each other
-
in looks
-
for which
-
all speech
-
was vain
-
we halted
-
on reaching
-
the appointed
-
parting place
-
he grasped
-
my hand
-
firmly
-
for a minute
-
in silence
-
and then
-
solemnly
-
and affectionately
-
said
-
God bless you
-
my son
-
your father's
-
God
-
prosper you
-
and keep
-
you
-
from all
-
evil
-
in tears
-
we embraced
-
and we parted
-
and this
-
is
-
this is
-
the impact
-
of James
-
Patton
-
right here
-
vowed
-
deeply
-
and off
-
by the
-
help of
-
God
-
to live
-
and act
-
so as
-
never
-
to grieve
-
or dishonour
-
such a father
-
and mother
-
as he has
-
given me
-
James
-
Patton's
-
greatest
-
desire
-
for his
-
children
-
was that
-
they would
-
live
-
for the
-
cause
-
of Christ
-
and
-
John
-
Patton
-
in that
-
moment
-
is declaring
-
this is
-
in page
-
25
-
26
-
of the
-
biography
-
in that
-
moment
-
declaring
-
that I
-
will live
-
in such
-
a way
-
to honour
-
my
-
father's
-
God
-
you see
-
John
-
Patton
-
didn't
-
just
-
spring
-
up
-
from
-
nowhere
-
James
-
Patton
-
courageously
-
and
-
sacrificially
-
laboured
-
hard
-
to produce
-
not just
-
a son
-
but many
-
children
-
like this
-
and if
-
it wasn't
-
for John
-
Patton
-
we wouldn't
-
even know
-
James
-
Patton
-
existed
-
but what
-
a legacy
-
secondly
-
and this
-
is the
-
main
-
source
-
of his
-
courage
-
for the
-
cause
-
of
-
Christ
-
because
-
even in
-
the
-
moments
-
his
-
dad's
-
not
-
going
-
to be
-
enough
-
his
-
courage
-
came
-
from
-
his
-
own
-
deep
-
personal
-
fellowship
-
with
-
Jesus
-
this
-
is
-
him
-
on
-
page
-
359
-
hence
-
the
-
promise
-
of
-
Matthew
-
28
-
lo
-
I'm
-
with
-
you
-
always
-
to the
-
very
-
end
-
of
-
the
-
age
-
was
-
the
-
heartbeat
-
of
-
his
-
life
-
Jesus
-
promised
-
that I
-
will be
-
with my
-
disciples
-
always
-
was the
-
heartbeat
-
of his
-
life
-
and it's
-
in fact
-
inscribed
-
on his
-
grave
-
in
-
Melbourne
-
the
-
context
-
of this
-
promise
-
of
-
Jesus
-
to be
-
with
-
his
-
disciples
-
is
-
the
-
context
-
of
-
the
-
great
-
commission
-
to
-
go
-
and
-
make
-
disciples
-
more
-
than
-
any
-
other
-
promise
-
this
-
one
-
brought
-
Jesus
-
close
-
and
-
real
-
to
-
John
-
Patton
-
in
-
all
-
of
-
his
-
dangers
-
as
-
he
-
was
-
making
-
disciples
-
there
-
was
-
a
-
measles
-
epidemic
-
that
-
killed
-
thousands
-
of
-
islanders
-
and the
-
missionaries
-
were blamed
-
for it
-
and
-
John
-
wrote
-
this
-
during
-
the
-
crisis
-
I
-
felt
-
generally
-
calm
-
and
-
firm
-
of
-
soul
-
standing
-
erect
-
and
-
with
-
my
-
whole
-
weight
-
on
-
the
-
promise
-
lo
-
I
-
am
-
with
-
you
-
always
-
precious
-
promise
-
how
-
often
-
I
-
adore
-
Jesus
-
for
-
it
-
and
-
rejoice
-
in
-
it
-
blessed
-
be
-
his
-
name
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
most
-
powerful
-
in
-
my
-
view
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
most
-
powerful
-
paragraphs
-
in
-
his
-
autobiography
-
describes
-
an
-
experience
-
where
-
he's
-
hiding
-
in
-
a
-
tree
-
at
-
the
-
suggestion
-
of
-
this
-
fickle
-
unreliable
-
chief
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
island
-
is
-
coming
-
for
-
Patton
-
this
-
fickle
-
unreliable
-
chief
-
says
-
let me
-
take you
-
to this
-
special
-
place
-
and
-
hide
-
you
-
in
-
a
-
tree
-
how
-
do
-
you
-
feel
-
secure
-
yes
-
he
-
had
-
no
-
idea
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where
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he
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was
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being
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set
-
up
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but
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this
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is
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what
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he
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writes
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being
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entirely
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at
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the
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mercy
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of
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such
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doubtful
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and
-
vacillating
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friends
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I
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though
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perplexed
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felt
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it
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best
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to
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obey
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I
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I
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climbed
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into
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the
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tree
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and
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was
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left
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there
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alone
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in
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the
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bush
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the
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hours
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I
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spent
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there
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live
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all
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before
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me
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as
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if
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it
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were
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but
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of
-
yesterday
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I
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heard
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the
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frequent
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discharging
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of muskets
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and the
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yelling
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of the
-
savages
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and yet
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I
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sat
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there
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among
-
the
-
branches
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as
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safe
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as
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in the
-
arms
-
of
-
Jesus
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never
-
in
-
all
-
my
-
sorrows
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did
-
my
-
Lord
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draw
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nearer
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to
-
me
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and
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speak
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more
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soothingly
-
in
-
my
-
soul
-
than
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when
-
the
-
moonlight
-
flickered
-
among
-
those
-
chestnut
-
leaves
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and
-
the
-
night
-
air
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played
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on
-
my
-
throbbing
-
brow
-
as
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I
-
told
-
all
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of
-
my
-
heart
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to
-
Jesus
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alone
-
yet
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not
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alone
-
if
-
it
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be
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to
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glorify
-
my
-
God
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I
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will
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not
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grudge
-
to
-
spend
-
many
-
nights
-
alone
-
in
-
such
-
a
-
tree
-
to
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feel
-
again
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my
-
saviour's
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spiritual
-
presence
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to
-
enjoy
-
his
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consoling
-
fellowship
-
see
-
what he's
-
saying
-
there
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when
-
I
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was
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all
-
lost
-
Christ
-
was
-
all
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to
-
me
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and
-
it
-
was
-
beautiful
-
it
-
was
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a
-
joy
-
to
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be
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in
-
that
-
tree
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because
-
Christ
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was
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closer
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to
-
me
-
Patton
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finishes
-
his
-
recounting
-
of this
-
experience
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of
-
close
-
fellowship
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with
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Jesus
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with
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a
-
question
-
for
-
his
-
readers
-
and
-
I
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would
-
suggest
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it's
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a
-
question
-
for
-
all
-
of
-
us
-
this
-
is
-
on
-
page
-
200
-
of
-
the
-
autobiography
-
if
-
thus
-
thrown
-
back
-
upon
-
your
-
own
-
soul
-
alone
-
all
-
alone
-
in
-
the
-
midnight
-
in
-
the
-
bush
-
in
-
the
-
very
-
embrace
-
of
-
death
-
itself
-
have
-
you
-
a
-
friend
-
who
-
will
-
not
-
fail
-
you
-
then
-
in
-
other
-
words
-
do
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
friend
-
of
-
friends
-
who
-
will
-
never
-
leave
-
you
-
or
-
forsake
-
you
-
that's
-
the
-
challenge
-
of
-
Patton
-
Hebrews
Hebrews 12 chapter mention
-
chapter
-
12
-
calls us
-
to look
-
to
-
Jesus
-
the
-
friend
-
of
-
sinners
-
and
-
to run
-
the race
-
of
-
faith
-
in
-
him
-
John
-
Patton
-
is
-
one
-
who
-
ran
-
that
-
race
-
of
-
faith
-
with
-
increasing
-
joy
-
in
-
Jesus
-
as he
-
communed
-
closer
-
and
-
closer
-
with
-
Jesus
-
in
-
all
-
the
-
circumstances
-
of
-
life
-
so
-
I
-
want to
-
ask
-
you
-
as we
-
set
-
out
-
into
-
2023
-
what
-
is
-
your
-
next
-
step
-
how
-
is
-
Patton
-
challenging
-
you
-
what
-
is
-
your
-
next
-
step
-
to
-
commune
-
closer
-
with
-
Jesus
-
this
-
year