Sermon
The Invisible Work of God
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Transcript
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Good morning, everyone, and welcome to St. Paul's.
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We've not met you before.
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My name's Steve, the senior pastor here at St. Paul's.
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And this is a very important term for us here as a church.
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It's the end of Follow 25, if you're familiar with that.
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What Follow 25 has been for us is it's been our five-year ministry plan
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to see us grow in faith in Jesus Christ
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and be transformed into the image of Jesus
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from the inside out, both individually and corporately.
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Our plan has been to grow deeper and more confident in God,
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particularly in a time and a place
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where the prevailing view of society towards the Christian faith
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is anywhere between apathy through to hostility.
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And so this term, what we're doing is we're looking back
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at what's happened in the last five years at the same time
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while we're planning to look forward and seeking God's will
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for our future together and what he's calling us into.
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And so to help us to reflect on what's been and to inspire us
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to look ahead with anticipation,
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we are going back two and a half thousand years in history
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to the book of Esther in the Bible,
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which the first bits have just been read out to us.
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Now, at first glance, when you take a helicopter view
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of the book of Esther, it appears like it's one of those
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kind of Cinderella stories of the Old Testament.
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It's the orphan girl who, you know, raised up and becomes,
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you know, queen of Persia.
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It's, you know, rags to riches kind of story.
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It's a heartwarming, you know, the poor girl gets good kind of thing.
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And yet the reality is the book of Esther is fundamentally
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so much more than that.
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In fact, the book is about how God saves his people
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from the brink of disaster, that he never abandons his people.
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Because what we're reading here in the book of Esther
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is one of the most perilous times in the history of God's people.
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They're in exile in a foreign land.
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They are a minority group ruled by a very powerful empire.
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And as we will see in the coming weeks,
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they are literally on the brink of extermination.
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And what this book shows us is it teaches how to follow God,
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how to trust him, and even how to expect big things of him
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when, even when the society around us,
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even when we're a minority group and society around us
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is morally, spiritually, and culturally indifferent
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or even hostile to the God whom we follow.
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So if you've got the St. Paul's app,
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three points for today that we're going to look at
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just in these sections just being read out.
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And the first point, God is working despite appearances.
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One of the oddest things about the book of Esther
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is that there is no mention of God in the book at all.
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At all.
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Not even once.
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It's not like the writer got to the end of it
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and sent it off for publishing.
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It came back and re-read his.
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Went, oh my goodness.
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I forgot to mention God.
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You know, like I'm pretty confident it's not an oversight.
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I'm pretty confident that the writer here is making a point.
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And the point is, is that God is always at work.
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You see, whenever the God of Israel,
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if you look at the Old Testament,
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saw his people in trouble in the past,
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he comes through for them in extraordinary
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and spectacular ways.
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And yet you get to the book of Esther
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and there's no mighty miracle.
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There's no vision.
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Not even a dream.
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It appears throughout the entire book
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that God is absent.
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That God is totally silent.
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That God's not there.
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And yet, when you read through the book,
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what you discover is a whole heap of a string,
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if you like, of apparent consequences.
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You know, if those things had not happened,
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God's people would have in fact been exterminated.
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And each one is connected to the other.
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You know, if Xerxes had not been a fool
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and Xerxes had not got drunk
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and made a boast about his queen Vashti,
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Vashti would have still been queen
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if he had not got drunk.
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And yet Esther must be queen
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in order to save God's people.
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And what if there was no one
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who was Jewish good enough
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to be part of the harem?
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What if Esther had not been pretty?
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What if Esther was not chosen
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to be part of the group?
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What if the king had favoured
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one of the other girls in the harem?
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The whole narrative of Esther is
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what if, what if, what if, what if,
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what if, what if, what if?
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All the way through.
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And all of them are ordinary,
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even flawed things,
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bad things.
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And by themselves,
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they don't appear to be significant at all.
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See, here's the point
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that I think the writer is trying
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to get across here.
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When we see the plagues
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in the book of Exodus,
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we say,
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there is God at work
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saving his people.
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Praise God.
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When we see Xerxes drunk,
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we don't go,
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there is God at work
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saving his people.
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And Esther is telling us,
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don't make the mistake
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of overlooking the ordinary,
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even the sinful and the bad,
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about God bringing about his purposes.
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Don't make the mistake
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of the materialist
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who judges situations
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based on what they can see
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and feel
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and can know firsthand.
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He may not be seen,
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but God is at work
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all the way through this book.
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His silence
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is not his absence.
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His hiddenness
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is not his abandonment.
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God is not obsessed
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with appearances
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the way that we are.
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He's working out his promises
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even when it appears
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that he's nowhere around.
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And there are things going on
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in our lives right now.
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We could be looking
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right at it,
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things that God is doing
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that are so ordinary
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and we're not either
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not seeing it
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or we're not embracing it.
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You see,
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even in all the ugliness
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of Esther 1 and 2,
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and it is ugliness,
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there's hardly anything redeemable
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in Esther chapters 1 and 2
Esther 1 chapter mention
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at all.
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God is at work.
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He's using the flawed,
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the failed,
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and the questionable
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people in this chapter
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like Xerxes,
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all his noblemen,
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and Esther
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to bring about his plans
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and his purposes.
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God is at work
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despite appearances.
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And that matters to us
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because we live in a world
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that is obsessed
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with appearance.
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The book of Esther begins,
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if you've got it there,
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open up chapter 1.
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It begins by introducing us
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to the great empire
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of King Xerxes I,
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also known as Xerxes the Great,
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or the fourth king of kings
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of the Achamanian Empire.
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Verse 1,
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this is what happened
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during the time of Xerxes,
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the Xerxes who ruled
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over 127 provinces,
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stretching from India
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to Kush.
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Xerxes I,
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his reign
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was from 486
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to 465 BC
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when he was
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assassinated
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by the head
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of his security.
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His empire
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included
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northwestern India,
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Pakistan,
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Afghanistan,
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Uzbekistan,
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Iran,
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Iraq,
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Armenian,
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Azerbaijan,
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Syria,
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Lebanon,
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Israel,
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Jordan,
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Turkey,
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northern Greece,
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Egypt,
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Libya,
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Eritrea,
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Ethiopia,
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and Sudan.
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There is no one
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at that time
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more powerful
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on the face
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of the earth
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than Xerxes I,
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and he knew it.
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He was not a humble man,
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and so he holds a party
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to show the world
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just how great he is
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in case there was any confusion
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about the matter.
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Verse 4 tells us
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that it went on
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for a full
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180 days.
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He displayed
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the vast wealth
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of his kingdom
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and the splendor
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and the glory
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of his majesty.
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In other words,
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he got all of his wealth
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out and he paraded it
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like a ticker tape parade
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in front of his friends
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and it took six months
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for the parade to end.
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And with an open bar,
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it's not surprising
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he was drunk.
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See,
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the whole point here
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is we are meant
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to gaze
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upon the greatness
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of Xerxes,
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gaze wide open,
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eyed at his gold
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and his silver
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and his jewelry
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and the sheer
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accumulation
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of his power
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and his wealth
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and his splendor
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and his majesty,
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and we are meant
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to admire him.
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We are meant
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to be envious
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of him.
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He is the ancient
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version
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of a social media
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influencer.
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I have
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the enviable
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life.
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Be like me.
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Everyone was meant
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to want to be
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Xerxes.
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That's the point.
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But Queen Vashti
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knows the man.
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While Xerxes
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is over here
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for six months
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doing his best
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to get the thumbs up
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and the likes
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and the little love hearts
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as many as possible
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amongst the crowd
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that's gathered,
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Vashti is hosting
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her own separate banquet
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for the ladies.
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And Xerxes' party
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gets a little
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out of control,
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tends to happen
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when the ladies
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are not around.
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Verse 10,
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we see Xerxes
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make too many trips
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to the open bar
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and he decides
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it's time
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not just to show
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off to everyone
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that he's the wealthiest,
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most powerful man
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in the world,
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but he also has
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the best looking woman
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in the world
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that he has
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as his queen.
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Verse 11,
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bring before me
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Queen Vashti
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wearing her royal crown
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in order to display
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her beauty
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to the people
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and the nobles
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for she was lovely
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to look at.
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That's the point.
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Bring out my queen,
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put her on the end
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of the parade
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so all the guys
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can drool at her too.
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He wasn't interested
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in her friends,
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his friends meeting her.
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she was brought out
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and paraded
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amongst all
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of his drunken
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friends
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so that she might
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be admired
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and people would go,
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Xerxes,
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lucky man.
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And for some,
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if Vashti refuses
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to come,
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it's an incredible
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act of bravery
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on her behalf
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and defiance.
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You see,
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in a hierarchical shame
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and honour culture,
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for an authority
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like this
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to be rejected
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is not just
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a personal affront,
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it's a cultural crisis.
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The king
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was furious
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at this.
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He's furious.
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But instead of getting
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some marriage counselling,
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he holds a cabinet meeting
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to work out
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what now needs
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to be done
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with Vashti.
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It's a crisis.
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It's a cultural crisis.
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What do we do
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with someone
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who will not join
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on the end
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of the parade
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for the sake
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of appearance?
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What do we do
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with someone
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who's not
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going to join
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with the culture?
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And of course,
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the nobles
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are concerned
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because they've got
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their wives
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who Vashti
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may inspire them
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to do the same thing.
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I mean,
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anarchy will reign
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in our homes.
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Vashti is banished
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and the royal decree
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went out
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to the whole kingdom
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so that
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when everyone
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heard it,
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verse 20,
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all the women
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will respect
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their husbands
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from the least
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to the greatest.
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Chapter 2
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begins with
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Xerxes.
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It appears
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that the
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next day
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comes
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the...
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he's kind of
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waking up
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from his drunken
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stupor
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and realises,
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oh my goodness,
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I've now
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banished Vashti.
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I need to find
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another trophy
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wife.
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And the whole
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kingdom is searched
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for the best-looking
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candidates.
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It's probably,
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from what we could
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tell,
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the first recorded
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instance of an
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international
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beauty pageant,
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Miss Persia
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Empire
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for 80 BC.
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It's likely
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that there
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as many
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as 1,000
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young women
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were brought
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back to the
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king's harem
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to see
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which one
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will be
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his favoured
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one.
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They underwent
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beauty treatments
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and training
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for a whole
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year
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just to get
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ready
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for one night
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with the
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king.
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That's it.
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One night
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alone with
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Xerxes.
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Every single
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thing in
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that preparation
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turned on
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that one
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night.
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And there
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were only
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one of four
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possible outcomes.
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Xerxes,
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you have your
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night with
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Xerxes,
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he sends you
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back to
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become a
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permanent
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concubine
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but he never
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calls you
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again.
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You see,
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after you've
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had that
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one night
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with Xerxes,
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you don't go
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back to your
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family and
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your friends.
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You are
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forever his
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concubine
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and he may
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never call
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you again
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which means
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that you're
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essentially
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banished to
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permanent
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widowhood
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around about
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the age of
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18 in that
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sort of
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vicinity
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somewhere.
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Secondly,
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you become
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a concubine
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which he calls
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for, you
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know,
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occasionally
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for entertainment
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when he feels
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like it
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and that'll
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be for the
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rest of
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your life.
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Now,
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thirdly,
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you might
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be one of
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the one
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or two,
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maybe three
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chosen women
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whom he
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marries
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and the
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children that
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you have
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will become
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royal heirs
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with royal
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benefits.
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But fourthly,
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if you are
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the one he
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most favours,
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you become
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the queen.
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He marries
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and you
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become the
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queen.
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And one
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of the
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girls who
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was taken
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was a
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Jewish
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orphan
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named
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Esther
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who we
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were just
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introduced
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to.
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And when
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they took
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her,
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her older
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cousin
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Mordecai
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instructs
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her
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not to
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say
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anything
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about
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her Jewish
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identity
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or her
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beliefs.
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Nothing.
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Don't mention
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that.
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Hide that.
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and she
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was the
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one of
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the great
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harem,
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she was
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the one
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that Xerxes
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favours over
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everyone else
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and he
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marries her
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and he
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makes her
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his queen.
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And so
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this Jewish
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orphan girl
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becomes
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the queen
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of the
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greatest
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empire
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on the
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face of
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the earth.
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This is
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not a
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Cinderella
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story.
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Neither
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is it
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giving us
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relationship
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advice
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in any
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shape
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or form.
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You see,
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what this
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is telling
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us,
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when you
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stand back
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and look
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at it,
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in the
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Persian culture,
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the most
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important thing
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about a
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man was
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his wealth
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and his
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power.
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and the
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most
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important
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thing
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about a
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woman
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was her
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sexual
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and
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physical
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beauty.
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A man's
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worth
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was determined
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by the
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size of
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his wallet
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and a
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woman's
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worth
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by the
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size
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of
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her
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dress.
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Can you
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imagine
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living in a
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culture like
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that?
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It's
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pretty
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ugly.
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I mean,
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look at the
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way the
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women are
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treated here.
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Look at the
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pride and the
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arrogance of
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these blokes
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here.
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But I
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wonder,
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apart from
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some superficial
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differences,
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is the
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world still
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the same?
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Is it
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still the
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same?
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Our
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society
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says
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externals,
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images,
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appearances
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matter more
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than
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character.
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character.
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What you
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have matters
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more than
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who you
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are.
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Whether it
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be beauty,
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talents,
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money,
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connections,
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influence,
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they matter
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much more
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than your
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character.
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We are
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in our
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society
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today
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under
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constant
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pressure
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to undergo
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beauty
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treatments
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on all
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their
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various
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forms.
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Our
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culture
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says that
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unless you
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get these
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credentials,
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this kind
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of beauty,
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this kind
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of money,
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this kind
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of
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resume,
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this kind
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of
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education,
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these kinds
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of
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connections,
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in the
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end you
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don't truly
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matter.
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And it
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says it
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different to
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men and
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women and
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it says it
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different depending
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on your
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culture and
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your race
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or your
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class,
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but it's
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basically saying
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the same
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thing.
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You need to
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go through
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your culture's
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beauty
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treatments,
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you need
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to perform,
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you need
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to do
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all this
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and maybe
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once you
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do you
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will find
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approval,
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acceptance,
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admiration,
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you become
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enviable.
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We live
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in a world
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of appearances
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and performance.
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We live
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in a world
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that elevates
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the trivial
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on social
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media.
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we have
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entire
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magazines
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devoted
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to the
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antics
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of soap
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opera
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stars.
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We
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elevate
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to hero
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status
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and pay
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obscene
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amounts of
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money
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to people
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who run
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around
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hitting
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little
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balls.
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We live
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in a
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culture
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that considers
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the car
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we drive
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or the
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tone
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of our
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skin,
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the texture
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of our
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skin
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as an
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extension
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of who
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we are
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and our
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worth.
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We are
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more impressed
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by the
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school someone
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attends
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than what
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they learn
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when they're
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there.
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In other
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words,
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we blow
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it again
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and again
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and again
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just like
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Xerxes.
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and just
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like Esther
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too,
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just like
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Esther.
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You see,
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in these
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first two
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chapters,
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there's
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nothing
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redeemable
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about her.
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She has
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completely
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sold out
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her culture
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and her
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God.
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Esther
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gets to
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her pinnacle
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to where
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she is
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as queen
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by absolute
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compliance
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to the
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culture.
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She does
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what Mordecai
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tells her
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to do.
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She
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listens to
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the head
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guy in
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the harem
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more than
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any of the
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other women
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in the
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harem.
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She did
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everything
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that she
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has asked
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of her.
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She
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aims to
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be the
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next
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Vashti.
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She
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is a
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blank
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page
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on
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which
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these
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men
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write
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what
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they
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want.
-
She
-
kept her
-
identity,
-
her culture
-
and her
-
God
-
secret.
-
She
-
turns her
-
back on
-
God's
-
law
-
when she
-
ultimately
-
goes and
-
has her
-
one night
-
with Xerxes.
-
she's
-
completely
-
sold out
-
and yet
-
the good
-
news of
-
this entire
-
book as
-
we will
-
see as
-
we go
-
through
-
that God
-
is not
-
yet finished
-
with her.
-
We'll
-
see again
-
and again
-
God's
-
patience
-
with her,
-
the way
-
that he
-
grows her
-
in invisible
-
ways through
-
circumstances,
-
again and
-
again and
-
again grows
-
her and
-
turns her
-
into
-
something that
-
is truly
-
great,
-
someone who
-
is truly
-
great.
-
And that
-
which brings
-
me to my
-
third point
-
is in
-
fact
-
God's
-
work,
-
his
-
invisible
-
work
-
and
-
visible
-
work.
-
His work
-
is in
-
fact to
-
make us
-
beautiful.
-
And that
-
is the
-
good news
-
of the
-
message of
-
the Bible
-
is that
-
God is
-
not,
-
this is the
-
great foundation
-
of the
-
Christian faith,
-
God
-
does not
-
bless us,
-
he does not
-
love us,
-
he does not
-
save us
-
because we
-
are beautiful,
-
because we
-
are morally
-
good or
-
exemplary in
-
any way,
-
he goes,
-
ah,
-
there's someone
-
worthy of my
-
love.
-
The message of
-
the Bible is
-
that God
-
persistently
-
and consistently
-
gives his grace
-
to people who
-
don't ask for
-
it,
-
who don't
-
deserve it,
-
and don't
-
appreciate it
-
when they're
-
being given
-
it.
-
The good
-
news is that
-
God has not
-
given up on
-
us either.
-
In 1
-
Samuel 16,
-
when
-
Samuel's
-
looking for
-
a king
-
to replace
-
Saul,
-
God says,
-
man looks
-
at the
-
outward
-
appearance,
-
but God
-
looks at
-
the heart.
-
You see,
-
true beauty
-
is not
-
on the
-
outside.
-
God is
-
the only
-
one who
-
does not
-
judge a
-
book by
-
its cover.
-
How often
-
we say
-
that,
-
don't you,
-
you should
-
never judge
-
a book
-
by its
-
cover,
-
and yet
-
we do
-
it every
-
single
-
moment,
-
every
-
single
-
day.
-
Every
-
culture
-
in one
-
way or
-
another
-
communicates
-
to its
-
members,
-
we will
-
accept
-
you,
-
but you
-
must work
-
incredibly
-
hard and
-
make yourself
-
attractive to
-
us,
-
to make
-
yourself
-
lovable,
-
to make
-
yourself
-
approval
-
worthy,
-
and then we
-
will approve
-
of you.
-
And it is
-
exhausting,
-
exhausting,
-
it is
-
exhausting,
-
and there
-
is only
-
one way
-
out,
-
and that
-
is the
-
gospel of
-
Jesus
-
Christ.
-
One of
-
the most
-
striking
-
images of
-
the Bible
-
is its
-
declaration
-
that God
-
wants to
-
be your
-
spouse.
-
He wants
-
you to
-
be his.
-
see,
-
what the
-
Bible does,
-
it betrays
-
God not
-
just as
-
the divine
-
creator and
-
the all-powerful
-
king over
-
everything and
-
rules everything
-
in the world,
-
but a God who
-
is an all-loving
-
husband.
-
What makes
-
that so
-
great is
-
it's not
-
about what
-
we do to
-
make ourselves
-
beautiful to
-
him,
-
good for
-
him,
-
worthy of
-
him,
-
Ephesians
-
5 puts
-
it like
-
this in
-
its
-
instructions
-
to
-
husbands how
-
to love
-
their wives,
-
it says,
-
husband,
-
love your
-
wives just
-
as Christ
-
loved the
-
church,
-
his bride,
-
and gave
-
himself up
-
and gave
-
and gave
-
cleansing
-
her by
-
the washing
-
with water
-
through the
-
word and
-
to present
-
her to
-
himself as
-
a radiant
-
church without
-
stain or
-
wrinkle or
-
any other
-
blemish,
-
but holy
-
and blameless.
-
would it
-
surprise you
-
if I
-
said that
-
the whole
-
purpose,
-
the
-
trinitarian
-
God of
-
the Bible,
-
the whole
-
purpose of
-
creation is
-
that he
-
would provide
-
a spouse
-
for his
-
son,
-
that God
-
the Father
-
would provide
-
a spouse
-
for his
-
son,
-
whom his
-
son delights
-
in,
-
who is
-
blameless,
-
flawless,
-
whose heart
-
bursts when
-
he sees
-
her.
-
The Bible
-
declares in
-
the New
-
Testament
-
that that
-
is his
-
church.
-
Esther was
-
accepted by
-
Xerxes because
-
she was already
-
beautiful,
-
but Jesus
-
loves us
-
despite our
-
flaws and
-
our sin
-
and our
-
ugliness.
-
He does it
-
to make us
-
beautiful.
-
Esther had
-
to give her
-
life and
-
her freedom
-
up for the
-
king,
-
but
-
Jesus
-
Christ is
-
the only
-
king,
-
the only
-
spouse who
-
gives up
-
his life
-
and freedom
-
for us.
-
He gives
-
up everything
-
for us,
-
not because
-
we are
-
lovely,
-
but in
-
order to
-
make us
-
lovely.
-
And when
-
we understand
-
that,
-
when that
-
truth gets
-
driven down
-
into our
-
hearts,
-
we have,
-
I think,
-
at least
-
three things,
-
the three
-
things that we
-
need to be
-
free from
-
our culture's
-
enslavement
-
to external
-
appearances and
-
be made
-
truly beautiful
-
and glorious
-
on the
-
inside.
-
Firstly,
-
what it does,
-
what it does
-
is it gives us
-
a definition of
-
what true
-
beauty actually
-
is.
-
beauty is.
-
You see,
-
our culture's
-
definition of
-
beauty means
-
that we
-
cannot go
-
past a
-
mirror
-
without
-
noticing
-
ourselves.
-
that we
-
are obsessed
-
with
-
appearances.
-
Who would
-
have imagined
-
that within
-
two years
-
of combining
-
products that
-
we'd have for
-
a very long
-
time,
-
a camera
-
and a
-
phone,
-
combining
-
those two
-
things,
-
within two
-
years of
-
combining
-
those two
-
things,
-
that dictionaries
-
in the world
-
had to be
-
rewritten to
-
include the
-
word selfie.
-
a word
-
that didn't
-
exist
-
before
-
2002.
-
Selfie.
-
Millions
-
of selfies
-
are taken
-
every day.
-
And when
-
we look
-
at Jesus
-
instead of
-
ourselves,
-
we actually
-
see ultimate
-
beauty.
-
we see
-
infinite
-
glory and
-
majesty and
-
splendor.
-
And he
-
gave all
-
of that up
-
for us
-
to make
-
us beautiful.
-
He left
-
it to one
-
side.
-
He became
-
human.
-
He went
-
to a cross.
-
And the
-
book of
-
Isaiah says
-
that he
-
had no
-
beauty that
-
we would
-
desire him.
-
beauty.
-
The one
-
of infinite
-
majesty
-
became
-
cosmically
-
unsightly
-
to make
-
us beautiful,
-
to make
-
us majestic
-
in such
-
a way,
-
so cosmic
-
unsightly
-
that his
-
father
-
turns his
-
face away
-
from him.
-
That is
-
true beauty.
-
genuine
-
beauty is
-
not
-
self-obsession.
-
It is
-
self-sacrifice.
-
And that's
-
why it
-
says at the
-
end of
-
Isaiah 53
-
about Jesus,
-
the one
-
who had
-
no beauty,
-
the suffering
-
servant of
-
humanity,
-
I will give
-
him a portion
-
among the
-
great.
-
and he
-
will divide
-
the spoils
-
with the
-
strong.
-
That's the
-
first thing.
-
The second
-
thing we get
-
when we
-
understand that
-
Jesus gives
-
up everything
-
to make us
-
beautiful is
-
a new
-
experience of
-
our beauty
-
to him.
-
Nat and
-
I, my
-
wife, were
-
married 26
-
years, eight
-
months and
-
27 days
-
ago today.
-
It's not
-
an anniversary
-
per se.
-
That's
-
9,767
-
days, not
-
that I'm
-
counting.
-
Now I
-
still remember
-
that day,
-
not far from
-
here, I still
-
remember the
-
day when she
-
appeared at
-
the door of
-
the church and
-
started to walk
-
down the
-
aisle.
-
She looked
-
stunning.
-
she was
-
absolutely
-
stunning.
-
Do you
-
know why?
-
Do you
-
know why?
-
Because an
-
awful lot of
-
money had been
-
spent on a
-
fancy dress,
-
on hair and
-
makeup, that
-
she had to get
-
woken up early
-
in order for
-
that all to be
-
worked out.
-
now bear with
-
me here.
-
I haven't
-
finished the
-
illustration just
-
yet.
-
I think Nat
-
was beautiful
-
before all of
-
that and in
-
fact I would
-
say so much
-
more to me
-
now than
-
even then.
-
but it is
-
a fact that
-
makeup and
-
fancy clothes
-
make most
-
of us,
-
pushes most
-
of us up
-
a notch in
-
terms of
-
appearances.
-
Regardless of
-
what you think
-
of my appearance
-
right now,
-
you should have
-
seen me when I
-
crawled out of
-
bed this
-
morning.
-
this morning,
-
you don't get
-
my when I
-
first wake up
-
look, I've
-
used David
-
Beckham's
-
shower gel
-
this morning.
-
Not literally
-
his shower gel
-
but the one
-
that promises
-
you, you may
-
look like him
-
if you use
-
the shower gel.
-
And also a
-
thing called
-
facial fuel.
-
which promises
-
to be a
-
facial recovery
-
accelerator.
-
Now the
-
irony of that
-
particular
-
product is
-
that I
-
didn't even
-
know, I
-
didn't even
-
buy it, it
-
was just
-
there on
-
the bench
-
and it's a
-
men's product
-
and I'm the
-
only man in
-
the house,
-
man in the
-
house, so
-
someone has
-
picked this
-
up.
-
I'm working
-
on the
-
assumption
-
that maybe
-
I need
-
it.
-
So there
-
we go,
-
recovery
-
accelerator.
-
We'll see
-
over the
-
course of
-
Esther whether
-
it's worked
-
or not.
-
Several of
-
the
-
imperfections
-
and flaws
-
that I'm
-
self-conscious
-
of have been
-
hidden, they've
-
been covered
-
up, they've
-
been worked
-
on.
-
See, when
-
Jesus uses
-
the metaphor
-
of us being
-
his bride,
-
one of the
-
things that he
-
has in mind
-
is that despite
-
all the
-
spiritual flaws,
-
despite all
-
the failings,
-
despite all
-
the sin,
-
despite all
-
of my
-
lackluster and
-
apathy towards
-
him, that he
-
has so
-
clothed me
-
with his
-
beauty, with
-
his righteousness,
-
that he
-
has so
-
surrounded me
-
and us
-
with his
-
own beauty
-
that he
-
gave us,
-
that he
-
has so
-
cleansed me
-
of my
-
sin, that
-
when he
-
sees me,
-
when he
-
sees his
-
children, when
-
he looks
-
upon his
-
church, his
-
heart
-
bursts,
-
his heart
-
bursts with
-
delight.
-
and to
-
the degree
-
that we
-
know that
-
this is
-
true of
-
us, in
-
his eyes,
-
every single
-
moment, it
-
will free
-
us from
-
our culture's
-
enslavement,
-
telling us
-
what we must
-
look like,
-
what we
-
must have,
-
what we
-
must accomplish
-
in order to
-
be accepted,
-
in order to
-
be loved,
-
in order to
-
be approved
-
of, because
-
in Jesus
-
Christ, in
-
the gospel,
-
we have the
-
approval of
-
the only
-
praiseworthy
-
one.
-
one.
-
The third
-
thing we
-
get when
-
we understand
-
that Jesus
-
gives up
-
everything to
-
make us
-
beautiful in
-
his sight,
-
is a new
-
understanding of
-
the ugly
-
things in
-
life.
-
Those things
-
which we
-
might otherwise
-
cause us to
-
question his
-
existence or
-
his power or
-
his willingness
-
to intervene
-
or even
-
his presence.
-
And including
-
the new
-
understanding of
-
the ugly
-
things within
-
the church
-
which are
-
difficult to
-
navigate and
-
process.
-
There are
-
parts of the
-
Bible that
-
talk about
-
suffering and
-
hardship,
-
refining those
-
who Jesus
-
loves.
-
And the
-
imagery is
-
always of
-
gold being
-
refined and
-
the impurities
-
being burned
-
up in the
-
furnace.
-
And once
-
we are
-
assured of
-
God's love,
-
I mean really
-
assured of
-
it, when we
-
go through
-
troubles and
-
sufferings, it
-
actually purifies
-
us.
-
It makes us
-
more beautiful
-
down on the
-
inside.
-
You see, in
-
Jesus, suffering
-
is not God
-
abandoning us
-
in any sense.
-
He uses the
-
refining process
-
to get rid of
-
the pride and
-
the foolishness
-
and the fear,
-
bit by bit, he
-
is making us
-
more beautiful
-
to him.
-
And once we
-
are assured of
-
God's love,
-
then we see the
-
hard times, the
-
ugly moments of
-
life as God's
-
spiritual beauty
-
treatments.
-
When we go
-
through the
-
hardships with
-
absolute assurance
-
that we are
-
already beautiful
-
in God's
-
sight, we
-
start to become
-
more beautiful
-
in our hearts,
-
in our lives,
-
just like
-
pressure creates
-
a diamond.
-
So God has
-
not abandoned
-
you in your
-
troubles.
-
He's at work,
-
even if it's not
-
obvious, he's at
-
work, leading
-
you, holding
-
you, refining
-
you, and
-
ultimately saving
-
you.
-
His invisibility
-
is not his
-
absence.
-
So keep
-
looking to
-
what he's
-
already done
-
for you in
-
Jesus to
-
make you
-
beautiful and
-
acceptable to
-
him.
-
It's a
-
commitment to
-
you that he
-
intends on
-
following through
-
for all of
-
eternity.
-
Once he sets
-
his heart on
-
you, he will
-
make you
-
beautiful forever.
-
Romans 8,
-
we know that
-
in all things
-
God works for
-
the good of
-
those who
-
love him,
-
who have
-
been called
-
according to
-
his purpose.
-
For those
-
God foreknew,
-
he also
-
predestined to
-
be conformed
-
to the image
-
of his son.
-
Those he
-
predestined,
-
he called,
-
those he
-
called, he
-
justifies,
-
and those he
-
justifies, he
-
glorifies.
-
When he set
-
his heart to
-
love you, the
-
end of that is
-
to make you
-
beautiful.
-
Let's
-
show
-
some