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Final Rest
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Well, good morning, everyone.
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You'd be grateful to keep your Bibles open there.
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! Esther's 8 through to 10.
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If you've just joined us, we've been working our way through this book of Esther,
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particularly realising that it's not just some kind of Cinderella story of some poor orphan Jewish girl
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who rises to greatness, become the Queen of Persia,
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but ultimately it's a story about how God brings salvation to his people
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through silently but sovereignly working through ordinary circumstances of life.
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And we come to the end of it today.
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So if you've got the Sir Paul's app, you'll see an outline for today's message, three points there.
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And we're kicking off with the temporary victory of Esther.
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So having, well, just to sort of summarise where we've been,
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King Xerxes was convinced by the narcissistic Haman, who was chief of his administration,
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to issue a decree to the whole entire Persian empire to kill, destroy and annihilate the Jews,
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something that Haman himself obviously didn't like the Jews very much.
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And so last time we met, what we got there was the first stages of glimpses, if you like,
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of a reversal of fortune in chapter 6,
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when Xerxes publicly honours Esther's cousin Mordecai,
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the person who Haman hated the most,
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publicly honours him just in the nick of time before Haman murders him.
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And that moment there marked the reversal of fortunes and the swift downfall of Haman.
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Haman was very soon, from that moment, he was executed on the stake that he himself had built
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in order to impale Mordecai.
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And so with Haman's downfall, Mordecai rises to Haman's place of power.
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And so with Xerxes' original edict to annihilate the Jews, gone out into the empire,
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and as we've just read, it cannot be reversed, it cannot be repealed.
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Instead, what now happens is a counter-edict is drawn up,
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allowing the Jews to defend themselves when they are now attacked.
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What that means is, without this edict, the Jews would have been breaking the law
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if they attempted to defend themselves in any way.
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And the edict, we read, means that not only can they defend themselves,
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but anyone who attacks them,
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they can now take possession of all of their property.
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Now, you would expect that this counter-edict
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would have put the whole thing to rest,
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and people would have gone,
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OK, look, you know, deal's off.
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Let's just go home and rethink this.
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You'd think it'd be over, but it wasn't.
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Not in any sense.
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In fact, quite a number were willing to carry through
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with the original edict, even in the citadel,
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which we might remember from the very first message.
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The citadel is the seat of power and influence.
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Even there in the palace,
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there are more than 500 who wanted to kill the Jews.
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Verse 16 says that at the end of the day,
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75,000 were killed.
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75,000 attacked the Jews on that day
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in order to kill and annihilate them.
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And the only ones named of those 75,000
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are the, well done, Anne,
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the Haman's sons with names you just can't pronounce.
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Why?
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Why name his 10 sons?
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I think for one really important reason.
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There's a couple, but I'll give you one important reason.
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At the end of chapter 5,
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when Haman's ego was bruised by Mordecai
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because Mordecai would not bow down and honour him
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as he thought that he should be doing,
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he goes home, gathers all of his friends and his family
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and has a boast fest.
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He boasted about three things in chapter 5
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to reveal that he was a man worthy to be honoured.
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He boasted about his power,
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he boasted about his wealth
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and he boasted about his sons,
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which is another way of boasting about his legacy
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and about his name going on beyond him.
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And in chapter 7,
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we see the reversal happening.
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His position is taken away from him
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and given to Mordecai in chapter 8.
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In chapter 8, his wealth is taken away from him
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and as we just read, given to Esther.
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And now his sons, following through with their father's plan
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to annihilate the Jews,
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his sons are now taken away from him.
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In other words, his name is no longer.
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His name, his heritage is over.
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He is finished.
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His legacy is done.
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The great reversal of Haman,
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who set himself up against God's people,
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is now complete.
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Every basis of his boasting has now been removed.
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All that he built his life on,
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all that his ego, that pumped up his ego, is gone.
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The one who boasted,
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the one who profoundly proud in heart
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has now been deeply and completely, totally humbled.
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Regardless, having said all of that,
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in the sense that there is a sense of poetic justice here,
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regardless of that, in this narrative,
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many in our society struggle with the Bible
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portraying God's people like this,
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executing judgment on others.
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Our citizens of modern Western civilization
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are a product of a culture
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that has normalized unconditional self-acceptance.
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That is our normal response,
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unconditional self-acceptance.
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And so, because we are drilled into us
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from a very young age,
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that we must accept ourself,
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who we are.
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And it's the dominant theme of self-acceptance.
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When it comes to hearing about God's acceptance of us,
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that's not so amazing.
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What else would we expect God to do?
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That's his job.
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His job is to accept me as I have accepted me.
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In fact, the idea of grace
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in Western civilization is not so amazing.
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It's God's job.
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That's what we expect him to do,
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to accept me as I have accepted me.
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And yet, in our same culture,
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the idea that God would stand in judgment of humanity
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and demand from us repentance
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or obedience of any form at all,
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and the idea that he will finally condemn
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all those who proudly reject him
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and set themselves up against him,
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as we have a glimpse here of Haman,
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that concept is shockingly counterintuitive to us,
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deeply perplexing.
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How can God,
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who we have created in our own image,
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a God of love,
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also hold us accountable?
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That is perplexing.
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And so, therefore,
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in our civilization,
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our society,
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there are some aspects of the Christian faith
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which we want to go,
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that's absolutely right, of course,
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because it agrees with our worldview,
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but there are others,
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aspects of the Christian faith
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that we think are fundamentally dangerous
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and we would despise
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because it sets itself up against our worldview.
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The bigger picture here
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that's happening here
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is that God's anger at his enemy
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is not some kind of cranky explosion.
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It's not an act of revenge.
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God's acts of justice and retribution
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in the Bible
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are his settled opposition
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to the cancer
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which is eating out the insides of humanity,
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the cancer of sin,
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a humanity that is created
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in his image
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to enjoy relationship with him,
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a humanity that he loves
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with his whole being.
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And the Bible says
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that God's anger
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flows from his love
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and his delight
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in that which he has created
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to be enjoyed.
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He is angry at evil
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and injustice.
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He is angry
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at the pride of humanity
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that sets itself up against him
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because it is destroying
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the peace
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and the integrity
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of what he has made.
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God's punishment of evil
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is not an overreach.
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It is certainly shocking
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and it is certainly terrifying.
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That's what images of this
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like Esther
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is meant to,
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the conclusion
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is meant us to be.
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It is his justice.
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In that sense,
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the punishment fits the crime
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and it's the kind of justice
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that we want to live for,
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we want in society.
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We want,
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if someone does wrong to me,
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we want wrong
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to be done to them.
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We want justice
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in that moment.
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We want the punishment
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to fit the crime.
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And so the Bible
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clearly declares
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that those who proudly
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set themselves up
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against God
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in life
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will be brought low.
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They will be humbled.
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They will be held accountable.
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They will be punished.
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But notice something else
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in this text.
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A couple of times
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in these verses,
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we are told very clearly
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that the wealth,
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the Jews did not take
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the wealth
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of their attackers.
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Even though Xerxes' edict,
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the law,
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said that they could.
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As they acted
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in self-defence,
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they were allowed
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to take the plunder
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of those who attacked them.
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but they didn't.
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Emphatically,
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three times,
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they didn't.
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In other words,
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the bloodshed
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that we read of here
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was an act
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of self-defence
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against tens
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of thousands
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of people
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who wanted them dead
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for no reason
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than their race,
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than their culture,
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or their religion.
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For no other reason
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than that.
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In other words,
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this is not,
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what we are reading here
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is not an act
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of imperial action
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by which they were
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enriching themselves
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and increasing
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their power.
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we are told
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several times
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they needed
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relief
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from their enemies
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who were seeking
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to annihilate them.
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And chapter 9,
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verse 17
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tells us
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that that relief
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from their enemies
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is exactly what they got.
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They rested
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and made it
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a day
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of feasting
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and joy.
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And this particular day
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became an annual day
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of celebration
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for,
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of salvation
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and rescue
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and rest from enemies
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for the Jewish nation.
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However,
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let me just say
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as we get to there,
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this is nothing new.
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What we're experiencing
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here at the end of Esther,
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this is nothing new
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for God's historic people
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in the Old Testament.
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They have a track record
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of leaders
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who give them rest
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temporarily.
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Moses gave it to them
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for a little while.
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Joshua gave it to them
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for a little while.
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Then there's the judges
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and there's David
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and then there's Solomon
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and now Esther.
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There's relief
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but it doesn't last.
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It's temporary.
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And we even see it here
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because tacked on the end
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of this book
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rather awkwardly
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is this little postscript
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in Esther chapter 10.
Esther 10 chapter mention
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King Xerxes imposed tribute
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throughout the empire
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to its distant shores
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and all his acts
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of power and might
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together with a full account
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of the greatness of Mordecai
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whom the king
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had promoted.
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Now at first glance,
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you read those verses
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and you go,
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I mean, okay, great.
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You know, a little postscript.
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What are they there for?
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However, in the context
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of Esther
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and the great victory
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that means one here
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for God's people
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against people
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who were seeking
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to annihilate them,
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what these little verses
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show us
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is that nothing
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has actually changed
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at all.
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Xerxes,
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the ruler of Persia,
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the kingdom
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that is oppressing
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God's people
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is still king.
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And his personal interests
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remain paramount
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regardless
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of the cost
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of his subjects.
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At least 75,000
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of his subjects
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have just died
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and it says here
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that he imposed tribute
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throughout the empire.
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He didn't,
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there's no day of mourning.
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A tribute
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is either a new tax
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or it's constricting
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people
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into forced labour.
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That's his response.
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God's people
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have received
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rest
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from
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one enemy
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but they have yet
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to receive rest
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from Xerxes himself.
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And so their relief
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here
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is temporary
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and it is fragile
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as the next day
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they start paying
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more taxes
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and they start
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getting back
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into slave labour.
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And so it's
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during this time
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in the history
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of God's people
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that the
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latter prophets
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of the Old Testament
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began to prophesy
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that there will
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someday
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be a Messiah
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and a Messiah
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who will come
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and this Messiah
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will provide
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for them
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ultimate rest.
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a final rest
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a final peace.
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In fact
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Daniel chapter 7
Daniel 7 chapter mention
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who writes
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during this time
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of exile
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talks about
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this one
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as being
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the son of man
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a powerful figure
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who will have
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great authority
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direct from God
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who will come
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and wage war
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against all evil
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all injustice
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and bring about
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the final rest
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of those
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who are God's people.
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and that final
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victory comes
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in the person
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of Jesus.
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Because several
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hundred years
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later
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Jesus of
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Nazareth
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suddenly bursts
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into the scene
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the first century
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Palestine
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and the masses
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there wondered
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who is this
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one
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who is such
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authority
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with such
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power
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not just
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with his
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teaching
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but the things
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that he does
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and Jesus
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says
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I am
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the son of man
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and I've come
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to forgive sins.
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That is
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he's the son of man
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from God
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with God's authority
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waging war
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against humanity's
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greatest enemy
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sin
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and its consequence
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eternal death.
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that's our
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greatest
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that's our
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greatest enemy
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and this
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is
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his
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mission
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but right
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from the very
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beginning
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Jesus is
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rejected
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rejected
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as the
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son of man
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and this
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is where
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we see
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Jesus
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treating
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his enemies
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quite differently.
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In Luke
Luke 9 chapter mention
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chapter 9
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there's a place
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where some
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people
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in fact
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right at the
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very beginning
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of his
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public
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ministry
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he's
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rejected
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and they
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show themselves
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to be
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an enemy
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of Jesus
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and enemies
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of disciples
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of Jesus
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an enemy
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against the
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mission of
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Jesus
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and the
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disciples
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turn to
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Jesus
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say to
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him
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you know
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Jesus
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do you
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want us
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to call
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down fire
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from heaven
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and just
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obliterate
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this little
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village here
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you want us
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to take
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them out
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you know
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call in
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nuclear
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strike
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the smart
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bombs
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in other
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words
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what the
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disciples
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are saying
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to Jesus
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you are
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the son
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of man
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aren't you
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you are
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the one
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Daniel 7
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said about
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so show us
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your power
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and defeat
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your enemy
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right now
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and these
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people here
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are your
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enemy
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and Jesus
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rebuked
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them
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and he
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says love
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your enemies
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forgive
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your enemies
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and it
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wasn't
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until
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his main
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disciples
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had been
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with him
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for three
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years
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that they
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finally got
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it at the
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very end
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and they
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didn't like
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it
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on the
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night of
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his
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crucifixion
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his
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enemies
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in this
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case
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not
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the
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oppressive
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rulers
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the
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Romans
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but it
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was the
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Romans
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and the
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Jews
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came in
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force to
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arrest him
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in the
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garden of
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Gethsemane
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and Jesus
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mate
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Peter
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slow on
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patience
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and
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compassion
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draws his
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sword
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because he
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thinks this
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is it
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this is the
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moment we've
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been waiting
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for
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where finally
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the son of
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man will
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stand up
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and defeat
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the occupying
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Roman forces
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and he
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swipes the
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ear off
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one of the
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guys who
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comes to
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arrest Jesus
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and Jesus
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says put your
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sword away
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Peter
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and Jesus
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goes with his
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enemies
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he allows
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them to
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bound him
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and ultimately
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to bind him
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with nails
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onto a
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cross to
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die
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and he
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utters
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incredible
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words from
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the cross
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father
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forgive them
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for they do
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not know
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what they
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are doing
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he forgives
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his enemies
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and so what
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we have on
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the cross
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is Jesus
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Christ
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the son of
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man
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the son of
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God
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loving his
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enemies
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forgiving his
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enemies
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dying for
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his enemies
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and his
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death
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is the
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ultimate
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judgment
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of evil
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and injustice
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this is
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Jesus
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defeating
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our
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greatest
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enemy
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he is
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concerned
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about
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destroying
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sin
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and evil
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and injustice
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that he's
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eating away
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at the
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world
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that he
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loves
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Galatians
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3 verse
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13 says
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that Jesus
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was hung
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on a
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pole
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he was
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put on
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display
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as a
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public
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spectacle
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Christ
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redeemed
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us
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from the
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curse
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of the
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law
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by
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becoming
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a
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curse
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for us
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for it
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is
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written
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curse
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is
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anyone
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who's
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hung
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on a
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pole
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he
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redeemed
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us
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in order
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that the
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blessing
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of Abraham
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might come
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to the
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Gentiles
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through
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Christ
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Jesus
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so that
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by faith
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we might
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receive
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the promise
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of the
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spirit
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in other
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words
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what
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Galatians
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3 is
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saying
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for us
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is that
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Jesus
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trades
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place
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with us
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for all
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of humanity
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that's
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rejected
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their
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God
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he
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trades
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place
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and
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becomes
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cursed
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by God
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for us
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in other
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words
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we who
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have
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rejected
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God
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and are
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the
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enemies
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of God
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Jesus
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trades
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place
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and
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becomes
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God's
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enemy
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for us
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he was
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made a
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spectacle
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for our
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sin
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and evil
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and injustice
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you see
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what the
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cross
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of Jesus
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reveals
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to us
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is that
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God
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is not
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concerned
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to destroy
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this
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particular
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enemy
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or that
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particular
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enemy
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as much
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as he
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is concerned
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to destroy
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enmity
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the enmity
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the hostility
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that divides
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one person
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with another
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person
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within
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their own
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household
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even
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that divides
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groups of
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people
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cultures
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and races
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against this
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group
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and against
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that group
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but most
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of all
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Jesus
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came
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to defeat
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the enmity
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that exists
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between
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humanity
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and its
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creator
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the enmity
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exists
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because
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in our
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proud state
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we have
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rejected
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God
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and deep
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in our
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hearts
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we are
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at war
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with God
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you see
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if Jesus
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had picked
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up the
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sword
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in the
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garden
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of
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Gethsemane
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and destroyed
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the occupying
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Romans
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the enemy
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of the
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Jewish
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people
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in the
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first
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century
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he would
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have given
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his people
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in that
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moment
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temporary
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rest
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from one
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enemy
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but when
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he died
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on the
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cross
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for our
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sin
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he was
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destroying
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sin
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and evil
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itself
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death
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itself
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eternal
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death
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itself
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the
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great
-
enemy
-
of all
-
of humanity
-
he become
-
the curse
-
himself
-
he was
-
hung
-
on a
-
pole
-
and turned
-
away
-
the anger
-
of God
-
from us
-
and allowed
-
it to
-
descend
-
on him
-
the cross
-
of Jesus
-
is the
-
ultimate
-
warfare
-
against
-
God's
-
enemy
-
this is
-
so
-
important
-
for us
-
to grasp
-
because
-
as a
-
general rule
-
if someone
-
hurts our
-
reputation
-
we genuinely
-
conclude
-
that we
-
have an
-
absolute
-
perfect
-
right
-
to tell
-
everyone
-
about what
-
has happened
-
and therefore
-
in the hope
-
that we will
-
ruin their
-
reputation
-
the
-
natural
-
default
-
position
-
of every
-
human
-
heart
-
is to
-
respond
-
to evil
-
force
-
with hurtful
-
force
-
we fight
-
fire
-
with fire
-
in other
-
words
-
to defeat
-
our enemy
-
we must
-
whack
-
our enemy
-
and if
-
we whack
-
our enemy
-
hard enough
-
then we
-
will get
-
rest
-
don't we
-
that's the
-
thinking
-
if we
-
whack
-
them
-
hard
-
enough
-
we will
-
get
-
rest
-
and yet
-
the reality
-
is we
-
don't
-
all we
-
have done
-
is we
-
have made
-
our enemy
-
worse
-
the enmity
-
in other
-
words the
-
relational
-
hostility
-
is still
-
there
-
you
-
don't
-
have an
-
enemy
-
defeat
-
your
-
enemy
-
decisively
-
and they
-
come back
-
at you
-
and go
-
oh I
-
was
-
terribly
-
wrong
-
I got
-
that
-
entirely
-
you were
-
always
-
you were
-
totally
-
right
-
can we
-
now be
-
best
-
friends
-
tell me
-
when that's
-
ever
-
happened
-
in race
-
relationships
-
any
-
victory
-
in a
-
battle
-
where we
-
fight
-
fire
-
with
-
fire
-
is
-
only
-
temporary
-
when we
-
fight
-
evil
-
with
-
evil
-
we
-
don't
-
beat
-
evil
-
evil
-
wins
-
it
-
wins
-
every
-
time
-
and the
-
only way
-
to defeat
-
evil
-
is with
-
good
-
it's the
-
only way
-
and this
-
is what
-
Jesus
-
achieved
-
for us
-
on the
-
cross
-
the
-
perfectly
-
righteous
-
one
-
took on
-
all of
-
our
-
evil
-
all of
-
our
-
sin
-
all of
-
our
-
unrighteousness
-
and allowed
-
God
-
his father
-
to whack
-
him
-
for it
-
instead
-
his grace
-
is so
-
powerful
-
it's because
-
his grace
-
for us
-
destroys
-
the
-
enmity
-
there is
-
nothing
-
more
-
formidable
-
nothing
-
more
-
violent
-
if I
-
can say
-
that in
-
the most
-
positive
-
terms
-
there is
-
nothing
-
more
-
violent
-
than
-
grace
-
because
-
it
-
ultimately
-
defeats
-
evil
-
it
-
defeats
-
enmity
-
when you
-
give someone
-
grace
-
who does
-
not deserve
-
it
-
when you
-
forgive
-
them
-
when you
-
give them
-
the
-
prospect
-
when you
-
give someone
-
grace
-
when you
-
give them
-
mercy
-
when you
-
give them
-
forgiveness
-
you actually
-
turn an
-
enemy
-
and you
-
give them
-
the prospect
-
of becoming
-
a friend
-
and
-
friendship
-
is in fact
-
the only
-
way to
-
really
-
deal with
-
an enemy
-
it's the
-
only way
-
to destroy
-
an enemy
-
is to
-
make them
-
a friend
-
and that's
-
what Jesus
-
did for us
-
on the
-
cross
-
he was
-
changing us
-
from being
-
God's
-
enemies
-
deserving
-
of his
-
eternal
-
punishment
-
into his
-
friends
-
deserving
-
of his
-
eternal
-
love
-
instead of
-
whacking
-
us
-
God
-
dealt
-
with
-
his
-
righteous
-
anger
-
at our
-
evil
-
by
-
whacking
-
himself
-
so that
-
we might
-
not just
-
be his
-
friends
-
but that
-
we might
-
be co-heirs
-
with Jesus
-
his much
-
loved
-
children
-
and the
-
minute we
-
grasp hold
-
of that
-
that that
-
message which
-
is the
-
center of
-
Christianity
-
take hold
-
of that
-
it actually
-
changes us
-
from being
-
an enemy
-
to becoming
-
a friend
-
of Jesus
-
and of
-
God
-
and what
-
that does
-
therefore
-
is it
-
sends us
-
out into
-
this world
-
at rest
-
from enemies
-
if we
-
understand the
-
good news
-
of what Jesus
-
has done
-
for us
-
we actually
-
get rest
-
from all
-
of our
-
enemies
-
now
-
so let
-
me show
-
you how
-
this works
-
how do we
-
rest in
-
the victory
-
of Jesus
-
do you
-
believe
-
let me ask
-
a couple
-
questions
-
do you
-
believe
-
that Jesus
-
Christ
-
had to
-
die
-
for you
-
because
-
for your
-
sin
-
because in
-
fact you
-
are that
-
evil
-
that you
-
are that
-
flawed
-
that you
-
are that
-
much an
-
enemy of
-
God's
-
you were
-
that bad
-
do you
-
secondly
-
believe
-
that you
-
are
-
that
-
sinful
-
that
-
nothing
-
less
-
than
-
God
-
himself
-
the
-
son
-
of
-
God
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
coming
-
into
-
this
-
world
-
to die
-
in your
-
place
-
nothing
-
less than
-
that is
-
required
-
to rescue
-
you
-
and to
-
bring you
-
back to
-
God
-
if you
-
do
-
that
-
is
-
incredibly
-
humbling
-
to a
-
proud
-
heart
-
and what
-
it does
-
is it
-
vaccinates
-
you
-
against
-
what evil
-
does to
-
keep itself
-
going in
-
the world
-
when someone
-
wrongs us
-
the first
-
thing that
-
happens is
-
we get on
-
our high
-
horse
-
and religious
-
people are
-
very good
-
at this
-
as a
-
general
-
rule
-
we get
-
on our
-
high
-
horse
-
we get
-
angry
-
and so
-
self-righteous
-
I would
-
never do
-
that
-
can't believe
-
they did
-
that to
-
me
-
don't they
-
realise
-
who I
-
am
-
and that
-
is how
-
evil
-
just
-
keeps
-
going
-
and the
-
good news
-
of Jesus
-
dying on
-
the cross
-
tells me
-
that when
-
someone
-
wrongs
-
me
-
and it
-
impacts
-
me so
-
hard
-
in my
-
heart
-
my
-
instinct
-
going
-
to
-
Jesus
-
should
-
say
-
oh
-
I
-
am
-
no
-
better
-
I'm
-
a
-
sinner
-
that's
-
saved
-
by
-
sheer
-
grace
-
I'm
-
no
-
better
-
and if
-
that is
-
our
-
place
-
of
-
refuge
-
then
-
evil
-
doesn't
-
have to
-
get a
-
foothold
-
in that
-
moment
-
what I'm
-
saying
-
is that
-
if a
-
Christian
-
hates
-
someone
-
who is
-
attacking
-
them
-
then they
-
have
-
forgotten
-
that they
-
are a
-
sinner
-
saved
-
by
-
God's
-
grace
-
they
-
have
-
forgotten
-
that they
-
are an
-
enemy
-
of
-
God
-
saved
-
by the
-
grace
-
of the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
if a
-
Christian
-
hates
-
anyone
-
you've
-
forgotten
-
the
-
gospel
-
this is
-
so
-
crucial
-
for us
-
as we
-
grasp
-
to grasp
-
this
-
as we
-
look to
-
our
-
future
-
as a
-
church
-
doing
-
ministry
-
here at
-
Chatswood
-
and
-
beyond
-
we
-
exist
-
in a
-
society
-
that
-
has
-
a
-
growing
-
indifference
-
a
-
genuine
-
perplexity
-
and
-
even
-
at
-
some
-
places
-
a
-
very
-
deep
-
hostility
-
to
-
the
-
gospel
-
of the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
to
-
the
-
Christian
-
faith
-
there
-
are
-
those
-
who
-
are
-
ignorant
-
of
-
what
-
it
-
is
-
that
-
we
-
believe
-
there
-
are
-
those
-
who
-
frankly
-
don't
-
care
-
what
-
it
-
is
-
that
-
we
-
believe
-
and
-
there
-
are
-
those
-
who
-
believe
-
that
-
what
-
we
-
believe
-
is
-
fundamentally
-
dangerous
-
for
-
society
-
for
-
the
-
welfare
-
of
-
society
-
whoever
-
they
-
are
-
they're
-
not
-
our
-
enemy
-
they
-
are
-
not
-
our
-
enemies
-
and
-
we
-
do
-
not
-
meet
-
force
-
with
-
force
-
we
-
do
-
not
-
use
-
political
-
power
-
we
-
do
-
not
-
meet
-
force
-
with
-
force
-
we
-
do
-
not
-
whack
-
those
-
who
-
are
-
against
-
us
-
and
-
it
-
starts
-
here
-
with
-
us
-
as
-
a
-
church
-
as
-
a
-
community
-
where
-
a
-
community
-
that
-
loves
-
and
-
forgives
-
and
-
bears
-
with
-
one
-
another
-
across
-
all
-
different
-
stages
-
of
-
culture
-
and of
-
race
-
and of
-
gender
-
and of
-
belief
-
and of
-
social
-
levels
-
we are
-
to stand
-
with those
-
who are
-
oppressed
-
even
-
even
-
if
-
those
-
who are
-
doing
-
the
-
oppressing
-
might
-
be
-
considered
-
traditionally
-
as being
-
our
-
enemies
-
we
-
stand
-
for
-
religious
-
freedom
-
not
-
just
-
for
-
our
-
sake
-
but
-
because
-
of
-
other
-
people
-
of
-
other
-
religions
-
have
-
a
-
right
-
to
-
their
-
beliefs
-
too
-
and
-
from
-
that
-
place
-
for
-
who
-
we
-
are
-
as a
-
community
-
loving
-
each
-
other
-
across
-
different
-
cultures
-
and races
-
and genders
-
and beliefs
-
we then
-
go out
-
into a
-
world
-
and we
-
give them
-
what we
-
got from
-
Jesus
-
we forgive
-
them
-
we reach
-
out to
-
them
-
we be
-
gracious
-
to
-
them
-
which
-
means
-
on a
-
day
-
like
-
today
-
we
-
don't
-
just
-
love
-
and
-
support
-
the
-
victims
-
of
-
domestic
-
violence
-
we
-
love
-
and
-
support
-
the
-
perpetrators
-
of it
-
as well
-
even
-
as we
-
call
-
them
-
to
-
repentance
-
because
-
as we
-
extend
-
the grace
-
of the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
to
-
them
-
we
-
hope
-
and we
-
pray
-
that
-
more
-
of
-
them
-
will
-
become
-
friends
-
that
-
is
-
our
-
vision
-
as we
-
move
-
forward
-
a
-
growing
-
church
-
family
-
saved
-
and
-
at
-
rest
-
in
-
the
-
grace
-
of
-
the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
a
-
rest
-
which
-
is
-
total
-
enduring
-
final
-
rest
-
from
-
our
-
greatest
-
enemy
-
in
-
sin
-
and
-
death
-
that's
-
what
-
we
-
need
-
and
-
we
-
can
-
all
-
have
-
it
-
now
-
in
-
fact
-
Jesus
-
offers
-
it
-
to
-
you
-
today
-
Jesus
-
offers
-
you
-
right
-
now
-
rest
-
for
-
your
-
soul
-
he
-
says
-
in
-
Matthew
-
11
-
verse
-
28
-
come
-
to me
-
all
-
who
-
are
-
weary
-
and
-
burdened
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
give
-
you
-
rest
-
take
-
my
-
yoke
-
upon
-
me
-
and
-
learn
-
from
-
me
-
for
-
I'm
-
gentle
-
and
-
humble
-
in
-
heart
-
and
-
you
-
will
-
find
-
rest
-
for
-
your
-
souls
-
rest
-
come
-
to
-
Jesus
-
for
-
rest
-
do
-
you
-
have
-
a
-
deep
-
hunger
-
in
-
life
-
the
-
accumulation
-
of
-
possessions
-
and
-
honour
-
and a
-
legacy
-
pushing
-
it
-
down
-
to
-
try
-
and
-
find
-
satisfaction
-
from
-
all
-
of
-
these
-
things
-
and
-
it's
-
not
-
satisfying
-
there's
-
still
-
a
-
restlessness
-
you
-
still
-
have
-
a
-
love
-
a
-
hunger
-
for
-
love
-
and
-
security
-
and
-
significance
-
and
-
meaning
-
Jesus
-
said
-
I
-
am
-
the
-
bread
-
of
-
life
-
feed
-
on
-
me
-
and
-
you
-
will
-
never
-
hunger
-
again
-
come
-
to
-
me
-
for
-
rest
-
are
-
you
-
walking
-
in
-
darkness
-
and
-
disillusionment
-
and
-
despair
-
Jesus
-
said
-
I
-
am
-
the
-
light
-
of
-
the
-
world
-
if
-
you
-
follow
-
me
-
you
-
will
-
never
-
walk
-
in
-
darkness
-
instead
-
you'll
-
have
-
the
-
light
-
of
-
life
-
come
-
to
-
Jesus
-
for
-
rest
-
do
-
you
-
fear
-
death
-
your
-
greatest
-
enemy
-
do
-
you
-
fear
-
death
-
and
-
the
-
sting
-
of
-
death
-
sin
-
which
-
means
-
that
-
death
-
will go
-
on for
-
eternity
-
conscious
-
eternity
-
of
-
death
-
Jesus
-
says
-
I am
-
the
-
resurrection
-
and the
-
life
-
he who
-
believes
-
in me
-
will
-
live
-
even
-
though
-
he
-
dies
-
and
-
whoever
-
lives
-
and
-
believes
-
in me
-
will
-
never
-
die
-
come
-
to
-
Jesus
-
and
-
find
-
rest
-
are
-
you
-
burdened
-
are
-
you
-
worried
-
are
-
you
-
anxious
-
are
-
you
-
feared
-
do
-
you
-
have
-
guilt
-
Jesus
-
come
-
to
-
me
-
all
-
of
-
you
-
who
-
are
-
weary
-
and
-
burdened
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
give
-
you
-
rest
-
final
-
rest
-
enduring
-
rest
-
come
-
to
-
Jesus
-
end
-
the
-
enmity
-
between
-
you
-
and
-
God
-
and
-
find
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rest
-
for
-
your
-
soul
-
rest
-
from
-
all
-
the
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sickness
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and
-
the
-
pain
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and
-
the
-
disability
-
and
-
the
-
death
-
rest
-
from
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everything
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that
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takes
-
the
-
gloss
-
off
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this
-
life
-
find
-
rest
-
in
-
him
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now
-
and
-
with
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it
-
a
-
foretaste
-
of
-
the
-
final
-
perfect
-
and
-
never
-
ending
-
physical
-
rest
-
of his
-
presence
-
in his
-
new
-
creation
-
forever
-
!
-
The
-
rest
-
of
-
unspoiled
-
love
-
between
-
you
-
and
-
God
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and
-
all
-
of
-
his
-
people
-
do