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Follow 25 Celebration Sunday
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Well, good morning, everyone.
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The year, as we've already heard a bit this morning,
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you probably remember yourself, 2020 was the unprecedented challenges of COVID-19.
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We had a limit of five and funerals a limit of 10 people.
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Only five days after that, the first general public lockdown happened here in New South Wales.
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It was so rapid, unprecedented times.
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All of our habits and behaviours were shifted dramatically.
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We had to think every time before we moved outside.
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In fact, from that general public lockdown on the 31st of March 2020,
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we experienced the constant process of restrictions being eased,
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only to be tightened again until the 25th of June 2021,
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when the Delta variant of COVID caused Sydney to go into strict lockdowns once again.
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And this hard lockdown stayed in force until the 11th of October 2021,
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when the New South Wales government allowed us to take off our pyjamas and venture out once again.
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And we started to regather for Sunday services like this in November 2021.
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That was basically the end of the first year of follow 25.
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We regathered like this, but with ongoing restrictions until the end of 2021.
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I think it's hard to reflect on follow 25 without factoring in COVID as an issue.
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Because even from the process of regathering, it was 18 months after that, well into 2022,
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before an element of a new normality started to settle in amongst us.
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COVID-19 cast a very big shadow over,
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not just the early days of follow 25, but the planning leading up to it.
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It was a pandemic that had a profound impact on society.
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As we know now, things like anxiety and mental health issues went through the roof.
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During lockdowns, issues of alcohol abuse and domestic violence climbed dramatically.
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And so the issue, people argue nowadays that the COVID-19 pandemic
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sped up the issues of anxiety and mental health in our society by 10 years,
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sped it up so fast.
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Of course, what it also did was it had a profound impact on churches.
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Early thinking of the COVID-19 pandemic was that it estimated that the pandemic sped up
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the great de-churching of the West by at least 10 years as well,
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where church attendance rapidly declined.
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And the longer we stayed online, the less people were tuning in.
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So what COVID-19 did was expose for the church in the West,
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something that some of the greats had been saying for many years,
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and that there was a shallowness to discipleship,
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to following Jesus in Western Christianity.
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For too long, the focus of churches had been, in fact,
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growing church attendance on programs and buildings,
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but in fact not on intentionally forming disciples of the Lord Jesus
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who would multiply themselves as forming other disciples of the Lord Jesus.
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And so COVID-19 was the wake-up call that we needed,
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if we were willing to be woken up,
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to push follow Jesus in all of life back into the focus for the church like ours.
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And it was the context that produced follow 25,
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and the key objective to see the majority of us grow in faith in the Lord Jesus.
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And so this morning, what we're doing is we're going to go back
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to see what it is to be a follower of the Lord Jesus Christ,
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where we started, in fact, in follow 25 and Mark 8.
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So get Mark 8 open for us there.
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And I've got, this is where we're headed today in these points.
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It's also in the St. Paul's app if you want to follow along in there.
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The word disciple, not uniquely Christian word,
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it was in fact common in Greek and both the Greek and Roman empires.
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It's a word that literally means a student, learner.
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In Jewish context, the context of Jesus,
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is that there was a saying that says that a disciple
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should become dusty with the dust of their rabbi.
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That is, we should follow their rabbi so closely
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that they would be covered in the dust that the rabbi stirred up
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by their feet as they walked.
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That is, the idea was that you would follow them in all of life
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and reflect them in all of life,
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that as they were dirty, so you became dirty with their dust.
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And it's in this context that Jesus calls disciples
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to leave everything to come follow him.
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And Mark tells us why.
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Why would they do that?
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You see, the crucial question here
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is the question of who is Jesus.
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Jesus says that.
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Well, you know, who do people say I am?
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What's the general consensus?
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Jesus says that.
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Jesus says that.
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And the views are many throughout history.
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You see, Jesus of Nazareth, Jesus the Christ,
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is undoubtedly the most popular, recognizable,
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the most quoted, the most admired,
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the most controversial figure in all of history
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and human society.
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No other person has been more scrutinized and studied.
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Entire philosophies and religions have been founded on his teaching.
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No more books, sorry, more books have been written about him
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than any other person in human history.
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Every day his name is spoken by more people
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from affectionate admiration to absent-minded curses
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right through to denouncements.
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No teaching has ever been more exploited and used than that of Jesus.
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Politicians grab one of his quotable quotes
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in order to prop up their political platform.
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It might be to honor him as one of God's prophets
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or simply as an enlightened man.
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It might be to reject him as a fraud,
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to hail him as the king of kings and the saviour of the world.
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No person is more misunderstood,
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marginalized, commercialized than the person of Jesus.
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He's viewed as a stern taskmaster
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or as a moral jellyfish,
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just willing to hand out forgiveness
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and turn the blind eye to anyone
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who might pray a simple shallow prayer of confession
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only to go on the next moment living life
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devoid of his presence.
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In other words, the point is that if you get the person
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of Jesus wrong,
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you get Christianity entirely wrong.
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Entirely wrong.
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Who he is and what he did
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are the crucial questions
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because it defines what does it mean to follow him.
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And Mark is one of those biographies of Jesus
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that he wants to make sure that we're not vague
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about the answers to those questions.
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Who he is, what he's done
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and what does it mean to follow him.
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In verse 29, Peter answers the big question
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of the identity of Jesus.
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He says Jesus is the Messiah.
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He's the Christ.
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He's using a word that literally means
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you are the anointed one.
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The anointed one.
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You're the Messiah.
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You are the Christ,
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which means you are the greatest king.
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You are the king to end all kings.
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You're the ruler to end all rulers.
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And you're the king.
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Using the word Messiah means that you will come
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to defeat evil.
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And Jesus accepts the title.
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He does not rebuke Peter at all.
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And that has massive implications
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for all of humanity.
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Because Peter is using a title
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that has implications for every single human being.
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It's a title which means that Jesus
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is not calling people here to be curious onlookers.
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He's not even calling people to be converts.
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He's calling them to be disciples.
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Followers.
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Followers.
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Fully committed followers
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to the Christ.
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The king to end all kings.
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The ruler of all rulers.
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And the word Christian,
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the word disciple,
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the word follower of Jesus,
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whatever you want to use,
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are interchangeable words
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which really describe
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a relationship with Jesus
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that is a lifelong,
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all of life journey
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where you follow,
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where you are getting dusty
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with the dust
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of the Christ.
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The ruler of all.
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That's a Christian.
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But then he,
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Jesus throws a little bit more light
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on what it means to be,
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what it means for him to be the Christ
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and implications for us who follow it.
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So verse 31,
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he then began to teach them
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that the son of man
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must suffer many things
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and be rejected by the elders,
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the chief priests
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and the teachers of the law
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and then he must be killed
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and after three days rise again.
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He spoke plainly about this
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and Peter took him aside
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and began to rebuke him.
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He says,
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the son of man
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must suffer.
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So,
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he accepts the title
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of the anointed one
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and now he refers to himself
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as the son of man.
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As I said last week,
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the son of man
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is a divine figure
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mentioned hundreds of years earlier
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in the book of Daniel chapter 7.
Daniel 7 chapter mention
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And this son of man
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comes with authority,
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all the authority of God
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to put everything right
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in a world,
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in God's world
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that has gone horribly wrong
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because of sin.
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And Jesus refers to himself
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as that one.
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But,
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the idea
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of the son of man's suffering
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makes absolutely
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no sense
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whatsoever
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to these Jewish lads
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following Jesus
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in this moment.
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You see,
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the Messiah,
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the son of man
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was meant to defeat
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evil and injustice
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and make everything wrong,
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everything right
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that's wrong in the world.
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How on earth
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could the Messiah,
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the son of man
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do that
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by suffering?
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But Jesus
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is emphatic.
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He is
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planning
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to die.
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It's a planned
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and a voluntary
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act.
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You see,
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it's one thing
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for Jesus to say,
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listen guys,
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I'm here,
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I'm going to fight evil.
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And,
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you know,
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but in the end
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I will die,
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I will be defeated.
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It's another thing
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entirely
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for them to say,
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in actual fact,
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death is the reason
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I came
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to live.
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And none of this
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makes sense
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to Peter at all.
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At all.
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You see,
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from an early age
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when he could crawl,
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he was told
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that the Messiah
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would come
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and defeat
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evil and
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injustice
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and he would
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ascend the throne
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in Jerusalem
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and reestablish
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the nation
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of Israel,
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God's people.
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people.
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And Jesus
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says,
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I am the Messiah.
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Peter said it
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with his own mouth,
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I am the Messiah.
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I am the
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Son of Man
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but I've come
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to die
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not to
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live
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and reign.
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I've come
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to lose
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power
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not gain it.
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I've come
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to serve
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not to
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be served.
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And so
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Peter in this
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moment
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condemns
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Jesus
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in the
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strongest
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possible
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terms.
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The
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strongest
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possible
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terms.
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And Jesus
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rebukes him.
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You see,
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Jesus is emphatic.
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I must
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suffer.
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And the
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word must
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there
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controls
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the
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entire
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sentence.
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I must
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suffer.
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I must
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be rejected.
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I must
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be killed.
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And I
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must be
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resurrected.
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And all
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of those
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musts
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have to
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happen
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for humanity
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to be
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saved
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and for
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the world
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to be
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renewed.
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For justice
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to be
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served,
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Jesus
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must
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suffer.
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He
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must
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suffer.
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You see,
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when
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someone
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wrongs
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us
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in any
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category
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of life,
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what happens
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in that
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moment is
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a debt
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is
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established.
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For
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instance,
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if you
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grab my
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phone and
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you break
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my phone
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or you
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steal my
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phone,
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a debt
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has been
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established.
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Imagine you
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break it,
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you tread on
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it,
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although
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apparently
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it's not
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meant to
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break.
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So we'll
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see.
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Hopefully
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not.
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There are
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really only
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two options
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in that
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moment.
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Either you
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pay to
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repair or
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to replace
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my phone
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or I
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say to
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you,
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don't worry
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about it,
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I forgive
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you.
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They're the
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only two
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options.
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in the
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first case,
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you pay
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the debt.
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You
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either get
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my phone
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repaired or
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you replace
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it,
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you've got
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to open
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up your
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wallet or
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your key
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card and
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you've got
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to pay
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for it.
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In other
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words,
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and in the
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second case,
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I pay for
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the debt.
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That is,
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the value
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of that
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phone doesn't
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just disappear
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into the
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ether
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somewhere.
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The value
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of the
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phone is
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still there
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and someone
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has to pay
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for it.
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And if I
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choose to
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forgive you
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that debt,
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then I
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have to
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pay the
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debt.
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I either
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pay the
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repairs on
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the phone
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or I pay
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for a new
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phone or
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I go back
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to paper
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and pen
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and landline
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or pigeons
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or whatever.
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In other
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words,
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I absorb
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the debt
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in some
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way and
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I have
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to pay
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for it
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if I
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forgive you.
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And that
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happens on
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every level
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in society.
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If someone
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robs us
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of an
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opportunity
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of happiness
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or reputation
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or in
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some,
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a debt
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is accrued
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at that
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point.
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A relational
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debt is
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accrued.
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And there's
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only two
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choices.
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You can
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make the
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other person
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pay by
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destroying
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their
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opportunities
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and ruining
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their
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reputation.
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That is,
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you can
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hope that
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they suffer
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or you
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can ensure
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that they
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do.
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And in
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that moment,
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as I said
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last week,
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evil wins.
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it's
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fighting fire
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with fire.
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And when
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you fight
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fire with
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fire,
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one debt
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creates
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another debt
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which creates
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another debt
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which creates
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another debt
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and it
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goes on
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and evil
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wins.
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And the
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only
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alternative
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in that
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moment
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instead of
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fighting fire
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with fire
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is to
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forgive.
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forgive.
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But
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forgiveness
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is so
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hard.
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It's in
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fact the
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harder way.
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It's
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absolute
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agony
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because
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forgiveness
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means I
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choose to
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absorb the
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debt
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that you
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have against
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me.
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It means
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not trying
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to get my
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reputation
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back by
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tearing down
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your reputation
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even subtly
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sharing prayer
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points.
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Lord we want
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to pray for
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this person
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who's wrong
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to me.
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Did I mention
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them by name
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by the way
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so that you
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all know?
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True
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forgiveness
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always
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requires
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suffering.
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Debt
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never just
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vanishes.
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And that's
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why Jesus
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says here
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I
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must
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suffer.
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The
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only way
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that the
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son of
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man can
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defeat
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evil
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and
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maintain
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justice.
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The
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only way
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that God
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can forgive
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us is
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if he
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was to
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absorb the
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debt
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himself
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and pay
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for it
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himself.
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The
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alternative
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is he
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obliterates
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humanity.
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It's
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either
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humanity
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pays the
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debt for
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its sin
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of rejecting
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God their
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creator
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by
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suffering
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under
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the
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justice
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of
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God.
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You
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reject
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the
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author
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of
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life
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and
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so you
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die
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eternal
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life.
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Or
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God
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chooses to
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forgive
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sin
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in which
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means he
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pays for
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it.
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Jesus
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must suffer.
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He
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must go
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to the
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cross
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and he
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must
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die.
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And so
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we have
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this
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remarkable
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moment
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here.
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Jesus
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is the
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Christ.
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He
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is the
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king to
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end all
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kings.
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He is
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the ruler
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and deserves
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our allegiance.
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He deserves
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us to
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follow him.
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He has the
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authority to
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command it.
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But he's
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the king
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that we
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could never
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possibly
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imagine.
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He's the
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king who
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must die
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because he
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chooses to
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forgive.
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You see,
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as the
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Christ with
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all authority,
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Jesus can
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demand us
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to follow
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him, but
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it's the
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Christ who
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chooses to
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suffer for
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us out of
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love in
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order to
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forgive us,
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that compels
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us to
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follow him.
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But he
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doesn't just
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stop there
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because as
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he walks
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this journey
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and our
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role as
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followers of
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him is to
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get dust,
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dust,
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let's just
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keep reading
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verse 34,
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for then
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he called
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the crowd
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to him
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along with
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his disciples
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and said,
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whoever wants
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to be my
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disciple must
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deny themselves
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and take up
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their cross
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and follow
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me.
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Whoever
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wants to
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save their
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life will
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lose it,
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but whoever
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loses their
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life for me
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and for the
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gospel will
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save it.
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What good
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is it for
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someone to
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gain the
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whole world
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and yet
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forfeit
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their soul?
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Or what
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can anyone
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give in
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exchange for
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their soul?
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Now what
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does it
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mean to
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lose our
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life for
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the gospel
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in order
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to save
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it?
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The word
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translated
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life there
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in verse
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35 is a
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word that
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literally stems
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from the
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original word
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ego.
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It means
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your identity,
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it means
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your personality,
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it means
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your sense
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of selfhood.
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Ah.
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It means
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the things
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that make
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you
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distinctively
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you,
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what you
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have built
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your life
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on.
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In other
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words,
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what Jesus
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is saying
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here in
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a roundabout
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kind of
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way is
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he's saying
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don't build
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your identity
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on gaining
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the whole
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world for
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yourself.
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He says
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in verse
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36,
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what good
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is it
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for someone
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to gain
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the whole
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world
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and yet
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forfeit
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their soul
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or forfeit
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their very
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self.
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Now
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every
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culture,
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no matter
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what culture
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we come
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from,
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says that
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if you
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gain certain
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things in
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life,
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if you
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acquire
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them or
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you achieve
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them,
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then you
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will have
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a strong
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sense of
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identity of
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who you
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are and
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you'll know
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at that
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moment that
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you are
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valuable,
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that you
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are worthy
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and then
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you'll have
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rest.
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Traditional
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cultures would
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say that
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you have
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no sense
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of self
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unless you
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gain the
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respectability
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and legacy
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of family
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and children.
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Individualistic
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cultures say
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things like
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you're nobody
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unless you
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have a
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fulfilling
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career that
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brings you
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reputation,
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money,
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status,
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that kind
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of stuff.
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Either way,
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it doesn't
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matter what
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culture you
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come from,
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all cultures
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of this
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world basically
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say the
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same thing.
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Who you
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are as a
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person,
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your identity,
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your sense
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of who you
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are is
-
based on
-
your performance.
-
In one way
-
or another,
-
it's based on
-
your performance.
-
It's based on
-
what you've
-
achieved.
-
If you
-
perform well
-
enough in
-
conforming to
-
your culture,
-
then you
-
will find the
-
love and the
-
approval and
-
the acceptance
-
that you so
-
desperately need.
-
And what
-
Jesus says here
-
is if you
-
gain the
-
entire world,
-
you do it
-
better than
-
anyone else,
-
it won't be
-
enough because
-
you will lose.
-
the more
-
you try to
-
gain,
-
the more
-
you will lose
-
your sense
-
of self.
-
It's not
-
without a
-
certain sense
-
of irony
-
that one of
-
the things
-
that COVID-19
-
brought out
-
for us,
-
particularly in
-
lockdowns in
-
the Western
-
world,
-
a growing
-
sense of
-
mental health,
-
an actual
-
pandemic of
-
mental health.
-
Why?
-
One of the
-
core foundational
-
values of
-
Western
-
civilisation is
-
personal
-
freedom.
-
And a whole
-
generation have
-
been grown up
-
through schools.
-
You can be
-
whoever you
-
want, you
-
can do
-
whatever you
-
want.
-
That is until
-
the government
-
says I can't
-
leave home.
-
My core
-
value of my
-
identity has
-
been rocked.
-
by not
-
being able to
-
even leave
-
my home.
-
You can
-
gain the
-
whole world,
-
it won't be
-
enough.
-
If we build
-
our identity
-
on a
-
relationship
-
or a
-
career
-
or whatever
-
it might be,
-
what happens
-
when something
-
goes wrong
-
with that
-
thing?
-
Our sense
-
of self
-
is rocked.
-
I don't
-
just lose
-
a job,
-
I lose
-
part of
-
myself.
-
And so
-
what Jesus
-
says here is
-
I'm not
-
come to
-
convince you
-
to shift
-
from one
-
performance-based
-
identity to
-
another
-
performance-based
-
identity.
-
He wants
-
us to
-
lose our
-
old self,
-
the old
-
identity,
-
and base
-
our sense
-
of approval
-
and worth,
-
our value,
-
on the
-
identity
-
that only
-
He can
-
give us.
-
Notice it
-
there in
-
verse 35.
-
For whoever
-
wants to save
-
their life will
-
lose it,
-
and here's the
-
alternative.
-
But whoever
-
loses their
-
life for me
-
and for the
-
gospel will
-
save it.
-
In other
-
words,
-
whoever
-
surrenders
-
their life
-
to me,
-
whoever
-
hands over
-
themselves to
-
me,
-
and the
-
gospel will
-
save it.
-
When our
-
life is lost
-
in the
-
gospel,
-
we save it.
-
And the
-
gospel,
-
if you're new
-
here,
-
or even if
-
you're not,
-
let me remind
-
you again,
-
it is the
-
foundation of
-
what we believe
-
here at
-
St. Paul's.
-
It is the
-
heart of
-
Christianity and
-
the Christian
-
discipleship.
-
You don't
-
ever move
-
beyond the
-
gospel.
-
The gospel is
-
not something
-
we do,
-
it is something
-
God has done
-
for us in
-
Jesus.
-
It is God's
-
grace to us
-
from beginning
-
to end.
-
We believe
-
and receive
-
and we live
-
as followers
-
of Jesus
-
in the light
-
of the
-
gospel.
-
And the
-
gospel is
-
the good
-
news that
-
Jesus Christ,
-
the Son of
-
God,
-
died for
-
our sins
-
and he
-
rose again
-
eternally
-
triumphant
-
over all
-
of his
-
enemies,
-
evil,
-
sin,
-
death,
-
in such
-
a way
-
that there
-
is now
-
no condemnation,
-
not even
-
a skerrick
-
of condemnation
-
for anyone
-
who puts
-
their trust
-
in Jesus
-
but only
-
the hope
-
of everlasting
-
joy
-
in him.
-
1 Thessalonians
-
5 is
-
pure gospel
-
for God
-
did not
-
appoint us
-
to suffer
-
but to
-
receive
-
salvation
-
through
-
our
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
Christ.
-
He
-
died
-
for us
-
so that
-
whether we
-
are awake
-
or asleep
-
we may
-
live together
-
with him.
-
You see
-
once we
-
see the
-
Son of
-
God
-
loving us
-
like that
-
we begin
-
to get
-
a strength
-
and assurance
-
and identity
-
that actually
-
sets us
-
free
-
and Peter
-
in this
-
moment
-
is
-
furious
-
he's
-
furious
-
because
-
his
-
agenda
-
for
-
Jesus
-
was an
-
agenda
-
that led
-
from strength
-
to strength
-
to strength
-
and while
-
he acknowledged
-
that Jesus
-
was the
-
king
-
he was
-
hoping
-
that he
-
would at
-
least be
-
the prime
-
minister
-
and bask
-
in the
-
glory of
-
Jesus'
-
victory
-
as he
-
took the
-
throne
-
in Jerusalem
-
and so
-
Peter's
-
agenda
-
did not
-
involve
-
suffering
-
as it
-
is the
-
agenda
-
for so
-
many
-
Christians
-
in the
-
western
-
world
-
it does
-
not
-
involve
-
suffering
-
if Jesus
-
is the
-
king
-
to end
-
all
-
kings
-
what we
-
are told
-
here is
-
we do
-
not
-
negotiate
-
with him
-
it's
-
essential
-
that we
-
see Jesus
-
the king
-
on the
-
cross
-
if we
-
simply
-
see him
-
as a
-
king
-
on a
-
throne
-
we'll
-
obey him
-
because we
-
have to
-
obey him
-
and there's
-
a definition
-
of religion
-
but he
-
is the
-
ultimate
-
king
-
who went
-
to the
-
cross
-
for us
-
and therefore
-
we can
-
submit
-
to him
-
out of
-
love
-
and trust
-
and so
-
following
-
Jesus
-
means dying
-
to self
-
determination
-
it means
-
dying to
-
control
-
my life
-
it means
-
dying to
-
using
-
Jesus
-
for my
-
own
-
agenda
-
and
-
simply
-
saying
-
with
-
our
-
whole
-
being
-
whatever
-
you
-
call me
-
to do
-
I will
-
do
-
and
-
whatever
-
you send
-
I will
-
accept
-
it's
-
a life
-
of
-
submission
-
and what
-
is the
-
goal
-
of that
-
you see
-
if you get
-
Jesus
-
wrong
-
we get
-
follow him
-
wrong
-
and we
-
also get
-
what his
-
plan for
-
us
-
is wrong
-
verse 38
-
is the
-
goal
-
of
-
Jesus
-
entire
-
mission
-
if
-
anyone
-
is
-
ashamed
-
of
-
me
-
and
-
my
-
words
-
in
-
this
-
adulterous
-
sinful
-
generation
-
the
-
son
-
of
-
man
-
will
-
be
-
ashamed
-
of
-
them
-
when
-
he
-
comes
-
in
-
his
-
father's
-
glory
-
with
-
the
-
holy
-
angels
-
in
-
other
-
words
-
what
-
he's
-
saying
-
here
-
is
-
Jesus
-
mission
-
is
-
not
-
just
-
simply
-
to
-
save
-
sinners
-
but
-
it's
-
in
-
fact
-
to
-
save
-
sinners
-
for
-
God's
-
glory
-
until
-
the
-
very
-
end
-
when
-
God
-
is
-
glorified
-
Jesus
-
came
-
into
-
this
-
world
-
to
-
reveal
-
the
-
glorious
-
God
-
to
-
a
-
world
-
that
-
is
-
intoxicated
-
with
-
its
-
own
-
glory
-
and
-
its
-
own
-
passions
-
to
-
gain
-
the
-
entire
-
world
-
growth
-
as a
-
disciple
-
of
-
Jesus
-
is
-
a
-
simultaneous
-
process
-
of
-
getting
-
a
-
bigger
-
and
-
bigger
-
vision
-
and
-
grasping
-
more
-
and more
-
faith
-
the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
as
-
king
-
over
-
my
-
life
-
and
-
a
-
growth
-
downwards
-
as I
-
divest
-
myself
-
of
-
all
-
sense
-
of
-
who
-
I
-
am
-
and
-
my
-
worthiness
-
I
-
grow
-
downwards
-
as I
-
see
-
my
-
frailty
-
and my
-
sin!
-
And so
-
I
-
grow
-
upwards
-
in
-
and
-
downwards
-
in
-
humility
-
and
-
they
-
happen
-
together
-
concurrently
-
and
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
calls
-
him
-
to
-
follow
-
him
-
so
-
that
-
we
-
might
-
become
-
like
-
him
-
for
-
God's
-
glory
-
1
-
John
-
3
-
now
-
we
-
are
-
children
-
of
-
God
-
and
-
what
-
we
-
will
-
be
-
has
-
not
-
yet
-
been
-
made
-
known
-
but
-
we
-
know
-
that
-
when
-
Christ
-
appears
-
we
-
shall
-
be
-
like
-
him
-
for
-
we
-
see
-
him
-
as
-
he
-
is
-
all
-
who
-
have
-
that
-
hope
-
in
-
the
-
future
-
my
-
words
-
in
-
him
-
purify
-
themselves
-
just
-
as
-
he
-
is
-
in
-
other
-
words
-
the
-
goal
-
of
-
being
-
saved
-
by
-
Jesus
-
the
-
goal
-
of
-
following
-
Jesus
-
is
-
personal
-
transformation
-
into
-
the
-
likeness
-
of
-
Jesus
-
to
-
become
-
as
-
he
-
is
-
like
-
Jesus
-
in
-
his
-
patient
-
endurance
-
like
-
Jesus
-
in
-
his
-
priority
-
like
-
Jesus
-
in
-
his
-
mission
-
to
-
the
-
world
-
to
-
be
-
a
-
Christian
-
is
-
to
-
walk
-
the
-
path
-
of
-
transformation
-
into
-
the
-
image
-
of
-
Jesus
-
Christianity
-
is
-
not
-
just
-
about
-
sin
-
management
-
I
-
pray to
-
praise
-
forgive
-
my
-
sins
-
and
-
now
-
Jesus
-
job
-
is
-
to
-
support
-
me
-
and
-
my
-
agenda
-
for
-
life
-
that's
-
what
-
Peter
-
got
-
wrong
-
and
-
we
-
cannot
-
grow
-
in
-
personal
-
transformation
-
unless
-
we are
-
consistently
-
looking at
-
and to
-
the
-
one
-
we are
-
to
-
become
-
like
-
that's
-
been
-
the
-
essence
-
of
-
follow
-
25
-
in
-
fact
-
the
-
key
-
objective
-
there
-
was
-
75%
-
growing
-
much
-
in
-
faith
-
why
-
that
-
key
-
objective
-
because
-
unless
-
we are
-
specifically
-
growing
-
in
-
faith
-
all
-
the
-
other
-
things
-
that
-
we
-
would
-
do
-
associated
-
with
-
being
-
a
-
disciple
-
of
-
Jesus
-
generosity
-
doesn't
-
happen
-
evangelism
-
doesn't
-
happen
-
although
-
growing
-
greater
-
confidence
-
the
-
rest
-
doesn't
-
happen
-
and
-
we've
-
heard
-
again
-
about
-
the
-
last
-
five
-
years
-
and
-
remind
-
again
-
today
-
that
-
research
-
has
-
indicated
-
that
-
there's
-
only
-
really
-
one
-
I mean
-
there's
-
multiple
-
things
-
that
-
contribute
-
to
-
growth
-
in
-
faith
-
but
-
there's
-
one
-
key
-
one
-
and
-
that
-
is
-
reading
-
God's
-
word
-
more
-
than
-
four
-
times
-
a
-
week
-
in
-
other
-
words
-
constantly
-
gazing
-
on
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
Christ
-
and
-
God
-
and
-
his
-
gospel
-
four
-
more
-
times
-
a
-
week
-
and
-
so
-
when
-
I
-
put
-
down
-
there
-
65%
-
us
-
growing
-
in
-
faith
-
that
-
was
-
a
-
target
-
according
-
to
-
people
-
who were
-
helping us
-
at this
-
point
-
was a
-
very
-
ambitious
-
target
-
especially
-
so
-
because
-
in
-
2021
-
the
-
figure
-
for us
-
here
-
at
-
St.
-
Paul's
-
was
-
17%
-
and
-
so
-
did we
-
hit
-
65%
-
no
-
research
-
our own
-
research
-
this
-
year
-
we
-
hit
-
48%
-
is
-
that
-
a
-
failure
-
10
-
years ago
-
I would
-
have said
-
yes
-
right now
-
I'd say
-
no
-
in
-
fact
-
along
-
with
-
that
-
48%
-
and
-
I
-
might
-
add
-
that
-
in
-
our
-
own
-
church
-
culture
-
here
-
in
-
Sydney
-
the
-
average
-
is
-
around
-
the
-
24%
-
but
-
along
-
with
-
that
-
48%
-
we
-
are
-
also
-
seeing
-
in
-
the
-
last
-
12
-
months
-
94%
-
of us
-
are
-
saying
-
that
-
they're
-
growing
-
in
-
faith
-
what's
-
the
-
bedrock
-
78%
-
of us
-
are
-
saying
-
that
-
they're
-
doing
-
a
-
personal
-
devotional
-
life
-
more
-
than
-
a few
-
times
-
a
-
week
-
there
-
it
-
is
-
right
-
there
-
gazing
-
on
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
so
-
for me
-
personally
-
I
-
started
-
follow
-
25
-
with a
-
commitment
-
to
-
read
-
the
-
Old
-
Testament
-
five
-
times
-
and
-
the
-
New
-
Testament
-
and
-
Psalms
-
ten
-
times
-
over
-
the
-
course
-
of
-
the
-
five
-
years
-
I
-
had
-
never
-
had
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
before
-
and
-
I
-
wasn't
-
sure
-
how
-
I
-
was
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
it
-
but
-
the
-
disruption
-
of
-
my
-
routines
-
during
-
COVID
-
19
-
restrictions
-
provided
-
the
-
opportunity
-
that I
-
needed
-
for
-
new
-
habits
-
to
-
be
-
formed
-
the
-
lockdowns
-
were a
-
blessing
-
on one
-
level
-
for me
-
as it
-
was for
-
most
-
introverts
-
by the
-
way
-
and
-
those
-
habits
-
that were
-
formed
-
in those
-
days
-
still
-
continue
-
to this
-
day
-
and
-
so
-
I'm
-
hoping
-
just in
-
the next
-
couple
-
of
-
weeks
-
to be
-
able
-
to say
-
based
-
on
-
I'm
-
up
-
to
-
date
-
and
-
I
-
see
-
no
-
reason
-
why
-
I
-
would
-
not
-
finish
-
that
-
commitment
-
I am
-
so
-
thankful
-
for the
-
challenging
-
times
-
in the
-
early
-
stage
-
of
-
Follow
-
25
-
and
-
the
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fruit
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that
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it
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bore
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I
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can
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tell
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you
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over
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the
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last
-
five
-
years
-
and
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the
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commitment
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to
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read
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God's
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word
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in
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that
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way
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my
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grasp
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of
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the
-
landscape
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of
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God's
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word
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and
-
God's
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character
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has
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grown
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exponentially
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where
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I can
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read
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what might
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be regarded
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as obscure
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passages
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in the
-
Old
-
Testament
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and go
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there's
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the
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gospel
-
right
-
there
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there's
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God's
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character
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on display
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right
-
there
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and
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as
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I've
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seen
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more
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and
-
more
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of
-
God
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over
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the
-
last
-
five
-
years
-
I've
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also
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seen
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more
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and
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more
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of
-
myself
-
I
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started
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to
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see
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in
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the
-
last
-
five
-
years
-
and
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particularly
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around
-
the
-
early
-
days
-
of
-
COVID-19
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which
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started
-
a bunch
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of
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the
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for
-
me
-
desires
-
and
-
passions
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that
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were
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deep
-
down
-
inside
-
of
-
me
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that
-
were
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more
-
akin
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to
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Peter
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Jesus
-
I
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want
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to
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make
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your
-
name
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great
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providing
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you make
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my name
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great
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with
-
you
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as
-
well
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glorify
-
yourself
-
if it
-
means
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glorifying
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me
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with
-
you
-
with
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with
-
that
-
unprecedented
-
season
-
in
-
church
-
life
-
with
-
COVID-19
-
all
-
the
-
markers
-
of
-
success
-
of
-
a
-
church
-
pastor
-
went
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in
-
rapid
-
decline
-
rapid
-
decline
-
so
-
many
-
pastors
-
left
-
churches
-
during
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the
-
pandemic
-
and
-
soon
-
afterwards
-
in
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the
-
regathering
-
phase
-
because
-
it
-
was
-
just
-
too
-
hard
-
to
-
rebuild
-
churches
-
and
-
so
-
with
-
COVID-19
-
came
-
to the
-
surface
-
with
-
me
-
not
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just
-
sin
-
but
-
the
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anxiety
-
that
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surfaced
-
with
-
those
-
sins
-
I
-
had
-
never
-
ever
-
considered
-
myself
-
to be
-
an
-
anxious
-
person
-
before
-
as
-
I
-
saw
-
God
-
more
-
and
-
more
-
in
-
his
-
word
-
through
-
that
-
season
-
he
-
has
-
helped
-
me
-
see
-
my
-
sin
-
and
-
he's
-
also
-
helped
-
me
-
to
-
become
-
more
-
confident
-
in
-
him
-
and
-
gradually
-
bit
-
by
-
bit
-
less
-
anxious
-
and
-
controlling
-
in the
-
midst
-
of a
-
chaos
-
and
-
more
-
dependent
-
upon
-
him
-
to
-
become
-
the
-
language
-
of
-
some
-
non-anxious
-
presence
-
to
-
work
-
more
-
on
-
that
-
and
-
so
-
I'm
-
thankful
-
for
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
done
-
in
-
me
-
over
-
the
-
past
-
five
-
years
-
and
-
what
-
follow
-
25
-
has
-
meant
-
for
-
us
-
despite
-
us
-
not
-
achieving
-
all
-
that
-
I
-
thought
-
it
-
might
-
achieve
-
but
-
I
-
am
-
looking
-
forward
-
with
-
hope
-
to
-
what
-
God
-
might
-
do
-
together