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  1. Well, good morning, everyone.

  2. The year, as we've already heard a bit this morning,

  3. you probably remember yourself, 2020 was the unprecedented challenges of COVID-19.

  4. !

  5. We had a limit of five and funerals a limit of 10 people.

  6. Only five days after that, the first general public lockdown happened here in New South Wales.

  7. It was so rapid, unprecedented times.

  8. All of our habits and behaviours were shifted dramatically.

  9. We had to think every time before we moved outside.

  10. In fact, from that general public lockdown on the 31st of March 2020,

  11. we experienced the constant process of restrictions being eased,

  12. only to be tightened again until the 25th of June 2021,

  13. when the Delta variant of COVID caused Sydney to go into strict lockdowns once again.

  14. And this hard lockdown stayed in force until the 11th of October 2021,

  15. when the New South Wales government allowed us to take off our pyjamas and venture out once again.

  16. And we started to regather for Sunday services like this in November 2021.

  17. That was basically the end of the first year of follow 25.

  18. We regathered like this, but with ongoing restrictions until the end of 2021.

  19. I think it's hard to reflect on follow 25 without factoring in COVID as an issue.

  20. Because even from the process of regathering, it was 18 months after that, well into 2022,

  21. before an element of a new normality started to settle in amongst us.

  22. COVID-19 cast a very big shadow over,

  23. not just the early days of follow 25, but the planning leading up to it.

  24. It was a pandemic that had a profound impact on society.

  25. As we know now, things like anxiety and mental health issues went through the roof.

  26. During lockdowns, issues of alcohol abuse and domestic violence climbed dramatically.

  27. And so the issue, people argue nowadays that the COVID-19 pandemic

  28. sped up the issues of anxiety and mental health in our society by 10 years,

  29. sped it up so fast.

  30. Of course, what it also did was it had a profound impact on churches.

  31. Early thinking of the COVID-19 pandemic was that it estimated that the pandemic sped up

  32. the great de-churching of the West by at least 10 years as well,

  33. where church attendance rapidly declined.

  34. And the longer we stayed online, the less people were tuning in.

  35. So what COVID-19 did was expose for the church in the West,

  36. something that some of the greats had been saying for many years,

  37. and that there was a shallowness to discipleship,

  38. to following Jesus in Western Christianity.

  39. For too long, the focus of churches had been, in fact,

  40. growing church attendance on programs and buildings,

  41. but in fact not on intentionally forming disciples of the Lord Jesus

  42. who would multiply themselves as forming other disciples of the Lord Jesus.

  43. And so COVID-19 was the wake-up call that we needed,

  44. if we were willing to be woken up,

  45. to push follow Jesus in all of life back into the focus for the church like ours.

  46. And it was the context that produced follow 25,

  47. and the key objective to see the majority of us grow in faith in the Lord Jesus.

  48. And so this morning, what we're doing is we're going to go back

  49. to see what it is to be a follower of the Lord Jesus Christ,

  50. where we started, in fact, in follow 25 and Mark 8.

  51. So get Mark 8 open for us there.

  52. And I've got, this is where we're headed today in these points.

  53. It's also in the St. Paul's app if you want to follow along in there.

  54. The word disciple, not uniquely Christian word,

  55. it was in fact common in Greek and both the Greek and Roman empires.

  56. It's a word that literally means a student, learner.

  57. In Jewish context, the context of Jesus,

  58. is that there was a saying that says that a disciple

  59. should become dusty with the dust of their rabbi.

  60. That is, we should follow their rabbi so closely

  61. that they would be covered in the dust that the rabbi stirred up

  62. by their feet as they walked.

  63. That is, the idea was that you would follow them in all of life

  64. and reflect them in all of life,

  65. that as they were dirty, so you became dirty with their dust.

  66. And it's in this context that Jesus calls disciples

  67. to leave everything to come follow him.

  68. And Mark tells us why.

  69. Why would they do that?

  70. You see, the crucial question here

  71. is the question of who is Jesus.

  72. Jesus says that.

  73. Well, you know, who do people say I am?

  74. What's the general consensus?

  75. Jesus says that.

  76. Jesus says that.

  77. And the views are many throughout history.

  78. You see, Jesus of Nazareth, Jesus the Christ,

  79. is undoubtedly the most popular, recognizable,

  80. the most quoted, the most admired,

  81. the most controversial figure in all of history

  82. and human society.

  83. No other person has been more scrutinized and studied.

  84. Entire philosophies and religions have been founded on his teaching.

  85. No more books, sorry, more books have been written about him

  86. than any other person in human history.

  87. Every day his name is spoken by more people

  88. from affectionate admiration to absent-minded curses

  89. right through to denouncements.

  90. No teaching has ever been more exploited and used than that of Jesus.

  91. Politicians grab one of his quotable quotes

  92. in order to prop up their political platform.

  93. It might be to honor him as one of God's prophets

  94. or simply as an enlightened man.

  95. It might be to reject him as a fraud,

  96. to hail him as the king of kings and the saviour of the world.

  97. No person is more misunderstood,

  98. marginalized, commercialized than the person of Jesus.

  99. He's viewed as a stern taskmaster

  100. or as a moral jellyfish,

  101. just willing to hand out forgiveness

  102. and turn the blind eye to anyone

  103. who might pray a simple shallow prayer of confession

  104. only to go on the next moment living life

  105. devoid of his presence.

  106. In other words, the point is that if you get the person

  107. of Jesus wrong,

  108. you get Christianity entirely wrong.

  109. Entirely wrong.

  110. Who he is and what he did

  111. are the crucial questions

  112. because it defines what does it mean to follow him.

  113. And Mark is one of those biographies of Jesus

  114. that he wants to make sure that we're not vague

  115. about the answers to those questions.

  116. Who he is, what he's done

  117. and what does it mean to follow him.

  118. In verse 29, Peter answers the big question

  119. of the identity of Jesus.

  120. He says Jesus is the Messiah.

  121. He's the Christ.

  122. He's using a word that literally means

  123. you are the anointed one.

  124. The anointed one.

  125. You're the Messiah.

  126. You are the Christ,

  127. which means you are the greatest king.

  128. You are the king to end all kings.

  129. You're the ruler to end all rulers.

  130. And you're the king.

  131. Using the word Messiah means that you will come

  132. to defeat evil.

  133. And Jesus accepts the title.

  134. He does not rebuke Peter at all.

  135. And that has massive implications

  136. for all of humanity.

  137. Because Peter is using a title

  138. that has implications for every single human being.

  139. It's a title which means that Jesus

  140. is not calling people here to be curious onlookers.

  141. He's not even calling people to be converts.

  142. He's calling them to be disciples.

  143. Followers.

  144. Followers.

  145. Fully committed followers

  146. to the Christ.

  147. The king to end all kings.

  148. The ruler of all rulers.

  149. And the word Christian,

  150. the word disciple,

  151. the word follower of Jesus,

  152. whatever you want to use,

  153. are interchangeable words

  154. which really describe

  155. a relationship with Jesus

  156. that is a lifelong,

  157. all of life journey

  158. where you follow,

  159. where you are getting dusty

  160. with the dust

  161. of the Christ.

  162. The ruler of all.

  163. That's a Christian.

  164. But then he,

  165. Jesus throws a little bit more light

  166. on what it means to be,

  167. what it means for him to be the Christ

  168. and implications for us who follow it.

  169. So verse 31,

  170. he then began to teach them

  171. that the son of man

  172. must suffer many things

  173. and be rejected by the elders,

  174. the chief priests

  175. and the teachers of the law

  176. and then he must be killed

  177. and after three days rise again.

  178. He spoke plainly about this

  179. and Peter took him aside

  180. and began to rebuke him.

  181. He says,

  182. the son of man

  183. must suffer.

  184. So,

  185. he accepts the title

  186. of the anointed one

  187. and now he refers to himself

  188. as the son of man.

  189. As I said last week,

  190. the son of man

  191. is a divine figure

  192. mentioned hundreds of years earlier

  193. in the book of Daniel chapter 7.

    Daniel 7 chapter mention

  194. And this son of man

  195. comes with authority,

  196. all the authority of God

  197. to put everything right

  198. in a world,

  199. in God's world

  200. that has gone horribly wrong

  201. because of sin.

  202. And Jesus refers to himself

  203. as that one.

  204. But,

  205. the idea

  206. of the son of man's suffering

  207. makes absolutely

  208. no sense

  209. whatsoever

  210. to these Jewish lads

  211. following Jesus

  212. in this moment.

  213. You see,

  214. the Messiah,

  215. the son of man

  216. was meant to defeat

  217. evil and injustice

  218. and make everything wrong,

  219. everything right

  220. that's wrong in the world.

  221. How on earth

  222. could the Messiah,

  223. the son of man

  224. do that

  225. by suffering?

  226. But Jesus

  227. is emphatic.

  228. He is

  229. planning

  230. to die.

  231. It's a planned

  232. and a voluntary

  233. act.

  234. You see,

  235. it's one thing

  236. for Jesus to say,

  237. listen guys,

  238. I'm here,

  239. I'm going to fight evil.

  240. And,

  241. you know,

  242. but in the end

  243. I will die,

  244. I will be defeated.

  245. It's another thing

  246. entirely

  247. for them to say,

  248. in actual fact,

  249. death is the reason

  250. I came

  251. to live.

  252. And none of this

  253. makes sense

  254. to Peter at all.

  255. At all.

  256. You see,

  257. from an early age

  258. when he could crawl,

  259. he was told

  260. that the Messiah

  261. would come

  262. and defeat

  263. evil and

  264. injustice

  265. and he would

  266. ascend the throne

  267. in Jerusalem

  268. and reestablish

  269. the nation

  270. of Israel,

  271. God's people.

  272. people.

  273. And Jesus

  274. says,

  275. I am the Messiah.

  276. Peter said it

  277. with his own mouth,

  278. I am the Messiah.

  279. I am the

  280. Son of Man

  281. but I've come

  282. to die

  283. not to

  284. live

  285. and reign.

  286. I've come

  287. to lose

  288. power

  289. not gain it.

  290. I've come

  291. to serve

  292. not to

  293. be served.

  294. And so

  295. Peter in this

  296. moment

  297. condemns

  298. Jesus

  299. in the

  300. strongest

  301. possible

  302. terms.

  303. The

  304. strongest

  305. possible

  306. terms.

  307. And Jesus

  308. rebukes him.

  309. You see,

  310. Jesus is emphatic.

  311. I must

  312. suffer.

  313. And the

  314. word must

  315. there

  316. controls

  317. the

  318. entire

  319. sentence.

  320. I must

  321. suffer.

  322. I must

  323. be rejected.

  324. I must

  325. be killed.

  326. And I

  327. must be

  328. resurrected.

  329. And all

  330. of those

  331. musts

  332. have to

  333. happen

  334. for humanity

  335. to be

  336. saved

  337. and for

  338. the world

  339. to be

  340. renewed.

  341. For justice

  342. to be

  343. served,

  344. Jesus

  345. must

  346. suffer.

  347. He

  348. must

  349. suffer.

  350. You see,

  351. when

  352. someone

  353. wrongs

  354. us

  355. in any

  356. category

  357. of life,

  358. what happens

  359. in that

  360. moment is

  361. a debt

  362. is

  363. established.

  364. For

  365. instance,

  366. if you

  367. grab my

  368. phone and

  369. you break

  370. my phone

  371. or you

  372. steal my

  373. phone,

  374. a debt

  375. has been

  376. established.

  377. Imagine you

  378. break it,

  379. you tread on

  380. it,

  381. although

  382. apparently

  383. it's not

  384. meant to

  385. break.

  386. So we'll

  387. see.

  388. Hopefully

  389. not.

  390. There are

  391. really only

  392. two options

  393. in that

  394. moment.

  395. Either you

  396. pay to

  397. repair or

  398. to replace

  399. my phone

  400. or I

  401. say to

  402. you,

  403. don't worry

  404. about it,

  405. I forgive

  406. you.

  407. They're the

  408. only two

  409. options.

  410. in the

  411. first case,

  412. you pay

  413. the debt.

  414. You

  415. either get

  416. my phone

  417. repaired or

  418. you replace

  419. it,

  420. you've got

  421. to open

  422. up your

  423. wallet or

  424. your key

  425. card and

  426. you've got

  427. to pay

  428. for it.

  429. In other

  430. words,

  431. and in the

  432. second case,

  433. I pay for

  434. the debt.

  435. That is,

  436. the value

  437. of that

  438. phone doesn't

  439. just disappear

  440. into the

  441. ether

  442. somewhere.

  443. The value

  444. of the

  445. phone is

  446. still there

  447. and someone

  448. has to pay

  449. for it.

  450. And if I

  451. choose to

  452. forgive you

  453. that debt,

  454. then I

  455. have to

  456. pay the

  457. debt.

  458. I either

  459. pay the

  460. repairs on

  461. the phone

  462. or I pay

  463. for a new

  464. phone or

  465. I go back

  466. to paper

  467. and pen

  468. and landline

  469. or pigeons

  470. or whatever.

  471. In other

  472. words,

  473. I absorb

  474. the debt

  475. in some

  476. way and

  477. I have

  478. to pay

  479. for it

  480. if I

  481. forgive you.

  482. And that

  483. happens on

  484. every level

  485. in society.

  486. If someone

  487. robs us

  488. of an

  489. opportunity

  490. of happiness

  491. or reputation

  492. or in

  493. some,

  494. a debt

  495. is accrued

  496. at that

  497. point.

  498. A relational

  499. debt is

  500. accrued.

  501. And there's

  502. only two

  503. choices.

  504. You can

  505. make the

  506. other person

  507. pay by

  508. destroying

  509. their

  510. opportunities

  511. and ruining

  512. their

  513. reputation.

  514. That is,

  515. you can

  516. hope that

  517. they suffer

  518. or you

  519. can ensure

  520. that they

  521. do.

  522. And in

  523. that moment,

  524. as I said

  525. last week,

  526. evil wins.

  527. it's

  528. fighting fire

  529. with fire.

  530. And when

  531. you fight

  532. fire with

  533. fire,

  534. one debt

  535. creates

  536. another debt

  537. which creates

  538. another debt

  539. which creates

  540. another debt

  541. and it

  542. goes on

  543. and evil

  544. wins.

  545. And the

  546. only

  547. alternative

  548. in that

  549. moment

  550. instead of

  551. fighting fire

  552. with fire

  553. is to

  554. forgive.

  555. forgive.

  556. But

  557. forgiveness

  558. is so

  559. hard.

  560. It's in

  561. fact the

  562. harder way.

  563. It's

  564. absolute

  565. agony

  566. because

  567. forgiveness

  568. means I

  569. choose to

  570. absorb the

  571. debt

  572. that you

  573. have against

  574. me.

  575. It means

  576. not trying

  577. to get my

  578. reputation

  579. back by

  580. tearing down

  581. your reputation

  582. even subtly

  583. sharing prayer

  584. points.

  585. Lord we want

  586. to pray for

  587. this person

  588. who's wrong

  589. to me.

  590. Did I mention

  591. them by name

  592. by the way

  593. so that you

  594. all know?

  595. True

  596. forgiveness

  597. always

  598. requires

  599. suffering.

  600. Debt

  601. never just

  602. vanishes.

  603. And that's

  604. why Jesus

  605. says here

  606. I

  607. must

  608. suffer.

  609. The

  610. only way

  611. that the

  612. son of

  613. man can

  614. defeat

  615. evil

  616. and

  617. maintain

  618. justice.

  619. The

  620. only way

  621. that God

  622. can forgive

  623. us is

  624. if he

  625. was to

  626. absorb the

  627. debt

  628. himself

  629. and pay

  630. for it

  631. himself.

  632. The

  633. alternative

  634. is he

  635. obliterates

  636. humanity.

  637. It's

  638. either

  639. humanity

  640. pays the

  641. debt for

  642. its sin

  643. of rejecting

  644. God their

  645. creator

  646. by

  647. suffering

  648. under

  649. the

  650. justice

  651. of

  652. God.

  653. You

  654. reject

  655. the

  656. author

  657. of

  658. life

  659. and

  660. so you

  661. die

  662. eternal

  663. life.

  664. Or

  665. God

  666. chooses to

  667. forgive

  668. sin

  669. in which

  670. means he

  671. pays for

  672. it.

  673. Jesus

  674. must suffer.

  675. He

  676. must go

  677. to the

  678. cross

  679. and he

  680. must

  681. die.

  682. And so

  683. we have

  684. this

  685. remarkable

  686. moment

  687. here.

  688. Jesus

  689. is the

  690. Christ.

  691. He

  692. is the

  693. king to

  694. end all

  695. kings.

  696. He is

  697. the ruler

  698. and deserves

  699. our allegiance.

  700. He deserves

  701. us to

  702. follow him.

  703. He has the

  704. authority to

  705. command it.

  706. But he's

  707. the king

  708. that we

  709. could never

  710. possibly

  711. imagine.

  712. He's the

  713. king who

  714. must die

  715. because he

  716. chooses to

  717. forgive.

  718. You see,

  719. as the

  720. Christ with

  721. all authority,

  722. Jesus can

  723. demand us

  724. to follow

  725. him, but

  726. it's the

  727. Christ who

  728. chooses to

  729. suffer for

  730. us out of

  731. love in

  732. order to

  733. forgive us,

  734. that compels

  735. us to

  736. follow him.

  737. But he

  738. doesn't just

  739. stop there

  740. because as

  741. he walks

  742. this journey

  743. and our

  744. role as

  745. followers of

  746. him is to

  747. get dust,

  748. dust,

  749. let's just

  750. keep reading

  751. verse 34,

  752. for then

  753. he called

  754. the crowd

  755. to him

  756. along with

  757. his disciples

  758. and said,

  759. whoever wants

  760. to be my

  761. disciple must

  762. deny themselves

  763. and take up

  764. their cross

  765. and follow

  766. me.

  767. Whoever

  768. wants to

  769. save their

  770. life will

  771. lose it,

  772. but whoever

  773. loses their

  774. life for me

  775. and for the

  776. gospel will

  777. save it.

  778. What good

  779. is it for

  780. someone to

  781. gain the

  782. whole world

  783. and yet

  784. forfeit

  785. their soul?

  786. Or what

  787. can anyone

  788. give in

  789. exchange for

  790. their soul?

  791. Now what

  792. does it

  793. mean to

  794. lose our

  795. life for

  796. the gospel

  797. in order

  798. to save

  799. it?

  800. The word

  801. translated

  802. life there

  803. in verse

  804. 35 is a

  805. word that

  806. literally stems

  807. from the

  808. original word

  809. ego.

  810. It means

  811. your identity,

  812. it means

  813. your personality,

  814. it means

  815. your sense

  816. of selfhood.

  817. Ah.

  818. It means

  819. the things

  820. that make

  821. you

  822. distinctively

  823. you,

  824. what you

  825. have built

  826. your life

  827. on.

  828. In other

  829. words,

  830. what Jesus

  831. is saying

  832. here in

  833. a roundabout

  834. kind of

  835. way is

  836. he's saying

  837. don't build

  838. your identity

  839. on gaining

  840. the whole

  841. world for

  842. yourself.

  843. He says

  844. in verse

  845. 36,

  846. what good

  847. is it

  848. for someone

  849. to gain

  850. the whole

  851. world

  852. and yet

  853. forfeit

  854. their soul

  855. or forfeit

  856. their very

  857. self.

  858. Now

  859. every

  860. culture,

  861. no matter

  862. what culture

  863. we come

  864. from,

  865. says that

  866. if you

  867. gain certain

  868. things in

  869. life,

  870. if you

  871. acquire

  872. them or

  873. you achieve

  874. them,

  875. then you

  876. will have

  877. a strong

  878. sense of

  879. identity of

  880. who you

  881. are and

  882. you'll know

  883. at that

  884. moment that

  885. you are

  886. valuable,

  887. that you

  888. are worthy

  889. and then

  890. you'll have

  891. rest.

  892. Traditional

  893. cultures would

  894. say that

  895. you have

  896. no sense

  897. of self

  898. unless you

  899. gain the

  900. respectability

  901. and legacy

  902. of family

  903. and children.

  904. Individualistic

  905. cultures say

  906. things like

  907. you're nobody

  908. unless you

  909. have a

  910. fulfilling

  911. career that

  912. brings you

  913. reputation,

  914. money,

  915. status,

  916. that kind

  917. of stuff.

  918. Either way,

  919. it doesn't

  920. matter what

  921. culture you

  922. come from,

  923. all cultures

  924. of this

  925. world basically

  926. say the

  927. same thing.

  928. Who you

  929. are as a

  930. person,

  931. your identity,

  932. your sense

  933. of who you

  934. are is

  935. based on

  936. your performance.

  937. In one way

  938. or another,

  939. it's based on

  940. your performance.

  941. It's based on

  942. what you've

  943. achieved.

  944. If you

  945. perform well

  946. enough in

  947. conforming to

  948. your culture,

  949. then you

  950. will find the

  951. love and the

  952. approval and

  953. the acceptance

  954. that you so

  955. desperately need.

  956. And what

  957. Jesus says here

  958. is if you

  959. gain the

  960. entire world,

  961. you do it

  962. better than

  963. anyone else,

  964. it won't be

  965. enough because

  966. you will lose.

  967. the more

  968. you try to

  969. gain,

  970. the more

  971. you will lose

  972. your sense

  973. of self.

  974. It's not

  975. without a

  976. certain sense

  977. of irony

  978. that one of

  979. the things

  980. that COVID-19

  981. brought out

  982. for us,

  983. particularly in

  984. lockdowns in

  985. the Western

  986. world,

  987. a growing

  988. sense of

  989. mental health,

  990. an actual

  991. pandemic of

  992. mental health.

  993. Why?

  994. One of the

  995. core foundational

  996. values of

  997. Western

  998. civilisation is

  999. personal

  1000. freedom.

  1001. And a whole

  1002. generation have

  1003. been grown up

  1004. through schools.

  1005. You can be

  1006. whoever you

  1007. want, you

  1008. can do

  1009. whatever you

  1010. want.

  1011. That is until

  1012. the government

  1013. says I can't

  1014. leave home.

  1015. My core

  1016. value of my

  1017. identity has

  1018. been rocked.

  1019. by not

  1020. being able to

  1021. even leave

  1022. my home.

  1023. You can

  1024. gain the

  1025. whole world,

  1026. it won't be

  1027. enough.

  1028. If we build

  1029. our identity

  1030. on a

  1031. relationship

  1032. or a

  1033. career

  1034. or whatever

  1035. it might be,

  1036. what happens

  1037. when something

  1038. goes wrong

  1039. with that

  1040. thing?

  1041. Our sense

  1042. of self

  1043. is rocked.

  1044. I don't

  1045. just lose

  1046. a job,

  1047. I lose

  1048. part of

  1049. myself.

  1050. And so

  1051. what Jesus

  1052. says here is

  1053. I'm not

  1054. come to

  1055. convince you

  1056. to shift

  1057. from one

  1058. performance-based

  1059. identity to

  1060. another

  1061. performance-based

  1062. identity.

  1063. He wants

  1064. us to

  1065. lose our

  1066. old self,

  1067. the old

  1068. identity,

  1069. and base

  1070. our sense

  1071. of approval

  1072. and worth,

  1073. our value,

  1074. on the

  1075. identity

  1076. that only

  1077. He can

  1078. give us.

  1079. Notice it

  1080. there in

  1081. verse 35.

  1082. For whoever

  1083. wants to save

  1084. their life will

  1085. lose it,

  1086. and here's the

  1087. alternative.

  1088. But whoever

  1089. loses their

  1090. life for me

  1091. and for the

  1092. gospel will

  1093. save it.

  1094. In other

  1095. words,

  1096. whoever

  1097. surrenders

  1098. their life

  1099. to me,

  1100. whoever

  1101. hands over

  1102. themselves to

  1103. me,

  1104. and the

  1105. gospel will

  1106. save it.

  1107. When our

  1108. life is lost

  1109. in the

  1110. gospel,

  1111. we save it.

  1112. And the

  1113. gospel,

  1114. if you're new

  1115. here,

  1116. or even if

  1117. you're not,

  1118. let me remind

  1119. you again,

  1120. it is the

  1121. foundation of

  1122. what we believe

  1123. here at

  1124. St. Paul's.

  1125. It is the

  1126. heart of

  1127. Christianity and

  1128. the Christian

  1129. discipleship.

  1130. You don't

  1131. ever move

  1132. beyond the

  1133. gospel.

  1134. The gospel is

  1135. not something

  1136. we do,

  1137. it is something

  1138. God has done

  1139. for us in

  1140. Jesus.

  1141. It is God's

  1142. grace to us

  1143. from beginning

  1144. to end.

  1145. We believe

  1146. and receive

  1147. and we live

  1148. as followers

  1149. of Jesus

  1150. in the light

  1151. of the

  1152. gospel.

  1153. And the

  1154. gospel is

  1155. the good

  1156. news that

  1157. Jesus Christ,

  1158. the Son of

  1159. God,

  1160. died for

  1161. our sins

  1162. and he

  1163. rose again

  1164. eternally

  1165. triumphant

  1166. over all

  1167. of his

  1168. enemies,

  1169. evil,

  1170. sin,

  1171. death,

  1172. in such

  1173. a way

  1174. that there

  1175. is now

  1176. no condemnation,

  1177. not even

  1178. a skerrick

  1179. of condemnation

  1180. for anyone

  1181. who puts

  1182. their trust

  1183. in Jesus

  1184. but only

  1185. the hope

  1186. of everlasting

  1187. joy

  1188. in him.

  1189. 1 Thessalonians

  1190. 5 is

  1191. pure gospel

  1192. for God

  1193. did not

  1194. appoint us

  1195. to suffer

  1196. but to

  1197. receive

  1198. salvation

  1199. through

  1200. our

  1201. Lord

  1202. Jesus

  1203. Christ.

  1204. He

  1205. died

  1206. for us

  1207. so that

  1208. whether we

  1209. are awake

  1210. or asleep

  1211. we may

  1212. live together

  1213. with him.

  1214. You see

  1215. once we

  1216. see the

  1217. Son of

  1218. God

  1219. loving us

  1220. like that

  1221. we begin

  1222. to get

  1223. a strength

  1224. and assurance

  1225. and identity

  1226. that actually

  1227. sets us

  1228. free

  1229. and Peter

  1230. in this

  1231. moment

  1232. is

  1233. furious

  1234. he's

  1235. furious

  1236. because

  1237. his

  1238. agenda

  1239. for

  1240. Jesus

  1241. was an

  1242. agenda

  1243. that led

  1244. from strength

  1245. to strength

  1246. to strength

  1247. and while

  1248. he acknowledged

  1249. that Jesus

  1250. was the

  1251. king

  1252. he was

  1253. hoping

  1254. that he

  1255. would at

  1256. least be

  1257. the prime

  1258. minister

  1259. and bask

  1260. in the

  1261. glory of

  1262. Jesus'

  1263. victory

  1264. as he

  1265. took the

  1266. throne

  1267. in Jerusalem

  1268. and so

  1269. Peter's

  1270. agenda

  1271. did not

  1272. involve

  1273. suffering

  1274. as it

  1275. is the

  1276. agenda

  1277. for so

  1278. many

  1279. Christians

  1280. in the

  1281. western

  1282. world

  1283. it does

  1284. not

  1285. involve

  1286. suffering

  1287. if Jesus

  1288. is the

  1289. king

  1290. to end

  1291. all

  1292. kings

  1293. what we

  1294. are told

  1295. here is

  1296. we do

  1297. not

  1298. negotiate

  1299. with him

  1300. it's

  1301. essential

  1302. that we

  1303. see Jesus

  1304. the king

  1305. on the

  1306. cross

  1307. if we

  1308. simply

  1309. see him

  1310. as a

  1311. king

  1312. on a

  1313. throne

  1314. we'll

  1315. obey him

  1316. because we

  1317. have to

  1318. obey him

  1319. and there's

  1320. a definition

  1321. of religion

  1322. but he

  1323. is the

  1324. ultimate

  1325. king

  1326. who went

  1327. to the

  1328. cross

  1329. for us

  1330. and therefore

  1331. we can

  1332. submit

  1333. to him

  1334. out of

  1335. love

  1336. and trust

  1337. and so

  1338. following

  1339. Jesus

  1340. means dying

  1341. to self

  1342. determination

  1343. it means

  1344. dying to

  1345. control

  1346. my life

  1347. it means

  1348. dying to

  1349. using

  1350. Jesus

  1351. for my

  1352. own

  1353. agenda

  1354. and

  1355. simply

  1356. saying

  1357. with

  1358. our

  1359. whole

  1360. being

  1361. whatever

  1362. you

  1363. call me

  1364. to do

  1365. I will

  1366. do

  1367. and

  1368. whatever

  1369. you send

  1370. I will

  1371. accept

  1372. it's

  1373. a life

  1374. of

  1375. submission

  1376. and what

  1377. is the

  1378. goal

  1379. of that

  1380. you see

  1381. if you get

  1382. Jesus

  1383. wrong

  1384. we get

  1385. follow him

  1386. wrong

  1387. and we

  1388. also get

  1389. what his

  1390. plan for

  1391. us

  1392. is wrong

  1393. verse 38

  1394. is the

  1395. goal

  1396. of

  1397. Jesus

  1398. entire

  1399. mission

  1400. if

  1401. anyone

  1402. is

  1403. ashamed

  1404. of

  1405. me

  1406. and

  1407. my

  1408. words

  1409. in

  1410. this

  1411. adulterous

  1412. sinful

  1413. generation

  1414. the

  1415. son

  1416. of

  1417. man

  1418. will

  1419. be

  1420. ashamed

  1421. of

  1422. them

  1423. when

  1424. he

  1425. comes

  1426. in

  1427. his

  1428. father's

  1429. glory

  1430. with

  1431. the

  1432. holy

  1433. angels

  1434. in

  1435. other

  1436. words

  1437. what

  1438. he's

  1439. saying

  1440. here

  1441. is

  1442. Jesus

  1443. mission

  1444. is

  1445. not

  1446. just

  1447. simply

  1448. to

  1449. save

  1450. sinners

  1451. but

  1452. it's

  1453. in

  1454. fact

  1455. to

  1456. save

  1457. sinners

  1458. for

  1459. God's

  1460. glory

  1461. until

  1462. the

  1463. very

  1464. end

  1465. when

  1466. God

  1467. is

  1468. glorified

  1469. Jesus

  1470. came

  1471. into

  1472. this

  1473. world

  1474. to

  1475. reveal

  1476. the

  1477. glorious

  1478. God

  1479. to

  1480. a

  1481. world

  1482. that

  1483. is

  1484. intoxicated

  1485. with

  1486. its

  1487. own

  1488. glory

  1489. and

  1490. its

  1491. own

  1492. passions

  1493. to

  1494. gain

  1495. the

  1496. entire

  1497. world

  1498. growth

  1499. as a

  1500. disciple

  1501. of

  1502. Jesus

  1503. is

  1504. a

  1505. simultaneous

  1506. process

  1507. of

  1508. getting

  1509. a

  1510. bigger

  1511. and

  1512. bigger

  1513. vision

  1514. and

  1515. grasping

  1516. more

  1517. and more

  1518. faith

  1519. the

  1520. Lord

  1521. Jesus

  1522. Christ

  1523. as

  1524. king

  1525. over

  1526. my

  1527. life

  1528. and

  1529. a

  1530. growth

  1531. downwards

  1532. as I

  1533. divest

  1534. myself

  1535. of

  1536. all

  1537. sense

  1538. of

  1539. who

  1540. I

  1541. am

  1542. and

  1543. my

  1544. worthiness

  1545. I

  1546. grow

  1547. downwards

  1548. as I

  1549. see

  1550. my

  1551. frailty

  1552. and my

  1553. sin!

  1554. And so

  1555. I

  1556. grow

  1557. upwards

  1558. in

  1559. and

  1560. downwards

  1561. in

  1562. humility

  1563. and

  1564. they

  1565. happen

  1566. together

  1567. concurrently

  1568. and

  1569. Jesus

  1570. Christ

  1571. calls

  1572. him

  1573. to

  1574. follow

  1575. him

  1576. so

  1577. that

  1578. we

  1579. might

  1580. become

  1581. like

  1582. him

  1583. for

  1584. God's

  1585. glory

  1586. 1

  1587. John

  1588. 3

  1589. now

  1590. we

  1591. are

  1592. children

  1593. of

  1594. God

  1595. and

  1596. what

  1597. we

  1598. will

  1599. be

  1600. has

  1601. not

  1602. yet

  1603. been

  1604. made

  1605. known

  1606. but

  1607. we

  1608. know

  1609. that

  1610. when

  1611. Christ

  1612. appears

  1613. we

  1614. shall

  1615. be

  1616. like

  1617. him

  1618. for

  1619. we

  1620. see

  1621. him

  1622. as

  1623. he

  1624. is

  1625. all

  1626. who

  1627. have

  1628. that

  1629. hope

  1630. in

  1631. the

  1632. future

  1633. my

  1634. words

  1635. in

  1636. him

  1637. purify

  1638. themselves

  1639. just

  1640. as

  1641. he

  1642. is

  1643. in

  1644. other

  1645. words

  1646. the

  1647. goal

  1648. of

  1649. being

  1650. saved

  1651. by

  1652. Jesus

  1653. the

  1654. goal

  1655. of

  1656. following

  1657. Jesus

  1658. is

  1659. personal

  1660. transformation

  1661. into

  1662. the

  1663. likeness

  1664. of

  1665. Jesus

  1666. to

  1667. become

  1668. as

  1669. he

  1670. is

  1671. like

  1672. Jesus

  1673. in

  1674. his

  1675. patient

  1676. endurance

  1677. like

  1678. Jesus

  1679. in

  1680. his

  1681. priority

  1682. like

  1683. Jesus

  1684. in

  1685. his

  1686. mission

  1687. to

  1688. the

  1689. world

  1690. to

  1691. be

  1692. a

  1693. Christian

  1694. is

  1695. to

  1696. walk

  1697. the

  1698. path

  1699. of

  1700. transformation

  1701. into

  1702. the

  1703. image

  1704. of

  1705. Jesus

  1706. Christianity

  1707. is

  1708. not

  1709. just

  1710. about

  1711. sin

  1712. management

  1713. I

  1714. pray to

  1715. praise

  1716. forgive

  1717. my

  1718. sins

  1719. and

  1720. now

  1721. Jesus

  1722. job

  1723. is

  1724. to

  1725. support

  1726. me

  1727. and

  1728. my

  1729. agenda

  1730. for

  1731. life

  1732. that's

  1733. what

  1734. Peter

  1735. got

  1736. wrong

  1737. and

  1738. we

  1739. cannot

  1740. grow

  1741. in

  1742. personal

  1743. transformation

  1744. unless

  1745. we are

  1746. consistently

  1747. looking at

  1748. and to

  1749. the

  1750. one

  1751. we are

  1752. to

  1753. become

  1754. like

  1755. that's

  1756. been

  1757. the

  1758. essence

  1759. of

  1760. follow

  1761. 25

  1762. in

  1763. fact

  1764. the

  1765. key

  1766. objective

  1767. there

  1768. was

  1769. 75%

  1770. growing

  1771. much

  1772. in

  1773. faith

  1774. why

  1775. that

  1776. key

  1777. objective

  1778. because

  1779. unless

  1780. we are

  1781. specifically

  1782. growing

  1783. in

  1784. faith

  1785. all

  1786. the

  1787. other

  1788. things

  1789. that

  1790. we

  1791. would

  1792. do

  1793. associated

  1794. with

  1795. being

  1796. a

  1797. disciple

  1798. of

  1799. Jesus

  1800. generosity

  1801. doesn't

  1802. happen

  1803. evangelism

  1804. doesn't

  1805. happen

  1806. although

  1807. growing

  1808. greater

  1809. confidence

  1810. the

  1811. rest

  1812. doesn't

  1813. happen

  1814. and

  1815. we've

  1816. heard

  1817. again

  1818. about

  1819. the

  1820. last

  1821. five

  1822. years

  1823. and

  1824. remind

  1825. again

  1826. today

  1827. that

  1828. research

  1829. has

  1830. indicated

  1831. that

  1832. there's

  1833. only

  1834. really

  1835. one

  1836. I mean

  1837. there's

  1838. multiple

  1839. things

  1840. that

  1841. contribute

  1842. to

  1843. growth

  1844. in

  1845. faith

  1846. but

  1847. there's

  1848. one

  1849. key

  1850. one

  1851. and

  1852. that

  1853. is

  1854. reading

  1855. God's

  1856. word

  1857. more

  1858. than

  1859. four

  1860. times

  1861. a

  1862. week

  1863. in

  1864. other

  1865. words

  1866. constantly

  1867. gazing

  1868. on

  1869. the

  1870. glory

  1871. of

  1872. Christ

  1873. and

  1874. God

  1875. and

  1876. his

  1877. gospel

  1878. four

  1879. more

  1880. times

  1881. a

  1882. week

  1883. and

  1884. so

  1885. when

  1886. I

  1887. put

  1888. down

  1889. there

  1890. 65%

  1891. us

  1892. growing

  1893. in

  1894. faith

  1895. that

  1896. was

  1897. a

  1898. target

  1899. according

  1900. to

  1901. people

  1902. who were

  1903. helping us

  1904. at this

  1905. point

  1906. was a

  1907. very

  1908. ambitious

  1909. target

  1910. especially

  1911. so

  1912. because

  1913. in

  1914. 2021

  1915. the

  1916. figure

  1917. for us

  1918. here

  1919. at

  1920. St.

  1921. Paul's

  1922. was

  1923. 17%

  1924. and

  1925. so

  1926. did we

  1927. hit

  1928. 65%

  1929. no

  1930. research

  1931. our own

  1932. research

  1933. this

  1934. year

  1935. we

  1936. hit

  1937. 48%

  1938. is

  1939. that

  1940. a

  1941. failure

  1942. 10

  1943. years ago

  1944. I would

  1945. have said

  1946. yes

  1947. right now

  1948. I'd say

  1949. no

  1950. in

  1951. fact

  1952. along

  1953. with

  1954. that

  1955. 48%

  1956. and

  1957. I

  1958. might

  1959. add

  1960. that

  1961. in

  1962. our

  1963. own

  1964. church

  1965. culture

  1966. here

  1967. in

  1968. Sydney

  1969. the

  1970. average

  1971. is

  1972. around

  1973. the

  1974. 24%

  1975. but

  1976. along

  1977. with

  1978. that

  1979. 48%

  1980. we

  1981. are

  1982. also

  1983. seeing

  1984. in

  1985. the

  1986. last

  1987. 12

  1988. months

  1989. 94%

  1990. of us

  1991. are

  1992. saying

  1993. that

  1994. they're

  1995. growing

  1996. in

  1997. faith

  1998. what's

  1999. the

  2000. bedrock

  2001. 78%

  2002. of us

  2003. are

  2004. saying

  2005. that

  2006. they're

  2007. doing

  2008. a

  2009. personal

  2010. devotional

  2011. life

  2012. more

  2013. than

  2014. a few

  2015. times

  2016. a

  2017. week

  2018. there

  2019. it

  2020. is

  2021. right

  2022. there

  2023. gazing

  2024. on

  2025. the

  2026. glory

  2027. of

  2028. the

  2029. gospel

  2030. and

  2031. so

  2032. for me

  2033. personally

  2034. I

  2035. started

  2036. follow

  2037. 25

  2038. with a

  2039. commitment

  2040. to

  2041. read

  2042. the

  2043. Old

  2044. Testament

  2045. five

  2046. times

  2047. and

  2048. the

  2049. New

  2050. Testament

  2051. and

  2052. Psalms

  2053. ten

  2054. times

  2055. over

  2056. the

  2057. course

  2058. of

  2059. the

  2060. five

  2061. years

  2062. I

  2063. had

  2064. never

  2065. had

  2066. to

  2067. do

  2068. that

  2069. before

  2070. and

  2071. I

  2072. wasn't

  2073. sure

  2074. how

  2075. I

  2076. was

  2077. going

  2078. to

  2079. do

  2080. it

  2081. but

  2082. the

  2083. disruption

  2084. of

  2085. my

  2086. routines

  2087. during

  2088. COVID

  2089. 19

  2090. restrictions

  2091. provided

  2092. the

  2093. opportunity

  2094. that I

  2095. needed

  2096. for

  2097. new

  2098. habits

  2099. to

  2100. be

  2101. formed

  2102. the

  2103. lockdowns

  2104. were a

  2105. blessing

  2106. on one

  2107. level

  2108. for me

  2109. as it

  2110. was for

  2111. most

  2112. introverts

  2113. by the

  2114. way

  2115. and

  2116. those

  2117. habits

  2118. that were

  2119. formed

  2120. in those

  2121. days

  2122. still

  2123. continue

  2124. to this

  2125. day

  2126. and

  2127. so

  2128. I'm

  2129. hoping

  2130. just in

  2131. the next

  2132. couple

  2133. of

  2134. weeks

  2135. to be

  2136. able

  2137. to say

  2138. based

  2139. on

  2140. I'm

  2141. up

  2142. to

  2143. date

  2144. and

  2145. I

  2146. see

  2147. no

  2148. reason

  2149. why

  2150. I

  2151. would

  2152. not

  2153. finish

  2154. that

  2155. commitment

  2156. I am

  2157. so

  2158. thankful

  2159. for the

  2160. challenging

  2161. times

  2162. in the

  2163. early

  2164. stage

  2165. of

  2166. Follow

  2167. 25

  2168. and

  2169. the

  2170. fruit

  2171. that

  2172. it

  2173. bore

  2174. I

  2175. can

  2176. tell

  2177. you

  2178. over

  2179. the

  2180. last

  2181. five

  2182. years

  2183. and

  2184. the

  2185. commitment

  2186. to

  2187. read

  2188. God's

  2189. word

  2190. in

  2191. that

  2192. way

  2193. my

  2194. grasp

  2195. of

  2196. the

  2197. landscape

  2198. of

  2199. God's

  2200. word

  2201. and

  2202. God's

  2203. character

  2204. has

  2205. grown

  2206. exponentially

  2207. where

  2208. I can

  2209. read

  2210. what might

  2211. be regarded

  2212. as obscure

  2213. passages

  2214. in the

  2215. Old

  2216. Testament

  2217. and go

  2218. there's

  2219. the

  2220. gospel

  2221. right

  2222. there

  2223. there's

  2224. God's

  2225. character

  2226. on display

  2227. right

  2228. there

  2229. and

  2230. as

  2231. I've

  2232. seen

  2233. more

  2234. and

  2235. more

  2236. of

  2237. God

  2238. over

  2239. the

  2240. last

  2241. five

  2242. years

  2243. I've

  2244. also

  2245. seen

  2246. more

  2247. and

  2248. more

  2249. of

  2250. myself

  2251. I

  2252. started

  2253. to

  2254. see

  2255. in

  2256. the

  2257. last

  2258. five

  2259. years

  2260. and

  2261. particularly

  2262. around

  2263. the

  2264. early

  2265. days

  2266. of

  2267. COVID-19

  2268. which

  2269. started

  2270. a bunch

  2271. of

  2272. the

  2273. for

  2274. me

  2275. desires

  2276. and

  2277. passions

  2278. that

  2279. were

  2280. deep

  2281. down

  2282. inside

  2283. of

  2284. me

  2285. that

  2286. were

  2287. more

  2288. akin

  2289. to

  2290. Peter

  2291. Jesus

  2292. I

  2293. want

  2294. to

  2295. make

  2296. your

  2297. name

  2298. great

  2299. providing

  2300. you make

  2301. my name

  2302. great

  2303. with

  2304. you

  2305. as

  2306. well

  2307. glorify

  2308. yourself

  2309. if it

  2310. means

  2311. glorifying

  2312. me

  2313. with

  2314. you

  2315. with

  2316. with

  2317. that

  2318. unprecedented

  2319. season

  2320. in

  2321. church

  2322. life

  2323. with

  2324. COVID-19

  2325. all

  2326. the

  2327. markers

  2328. of

  2329. success

  2330. of

  2331. a

  2332. church

  2333. pastor

  2334. went

  2335. in

  2336. rapid

  2337. decline

  2338. rapid

  2339. decline

  2340. so

  2341. many

  2342. pastors

  2343. left

  2344. churches

  2345. during

  2346. the

  2347. pandemic

  2348. and

  2349. soon

  2350. afterwards

  2351. in

  2352. the

  2353. regathering

  2354. phase

  2355. because

  2356. it

  2357. was

  2358. just

  2359. too

  2360. hard

  2361. to

  2362. rebuild

  2363. churches

  2364. and

  2365. so

  2366. with

  2367. COVID-19

  2368. came

  2369. to the

  2370. surface

  2371. with

  2372. me

  2373. not

  2374. just

  2375. sin

  2376. but

  2377. the

  2378. anxiety

  2379. that

  2380. surfaced

  2381. with

  2382. those

  2383. sins

  2384. I

  2385. had

  2386. never

  2387. ever

  2388. considered

  2389. myself

  2390. to be

  2391. an

  2392. anxious

  2393. person

  2394. before

  2395. as

  2396. I

  2397. saw

  2398. God

  2399. more

  2400. and

  2401. more

  2402. in

  2403. his

  2404. word

  2405. through

  2406. that

  2407. season

  2408. he

  2409. has

  2410. helped

  2411. me

  2412. see

  2413. my

  2414. sin

  2415. and

  2416. he's

  2417. also

  2418. helped

  2419. me

  2420. to

  2421. become

  2422. more

  2423. confident

  2424. in

  2425. him

  2426. and

  2427. gradually

  2428. bit

  2429. by

  2430. bit

  2431. less

  2432. anxious

  2433. and

  2434. controlling

  2435. in the

  2436. midst

  2437. of a

  2438. chaos

  2439. and

  2440. more

  2441. dependent

  2442. upon

  2443. him

  2444. to

  2445. become

  2446. the

  2447. language

  2448. of

  2449. some

  2450. non-anxious

  2451. presence

  2452. to

  2453. work

  2454. more

  2455. on

  2456. that

  2457. and

  2458. so

  2459. I'm

  2460. thankful

  2461. for

  2462. what

  2463. God

  2464. has

  2465. done

  2466. in

  2467. me

  2468. over

  2469. the

  2470. past

  2471. five

  2472. years

  2473. and

  2474. what

  2475. follow

  2476. 25

  2477. has

  2478. meant

  2479. for

  2480. us

  2481. despite

  2482. us

  2483. not

  2484. achieving

  2485. all

  2486. that

  2487. I

  2488. thought

  2489. it

  2490. might

  2491. achieve

  2492. but

  2493. I

  2494. am

  2495. looking

  2496. forward

  2497. with

  2498. hope

  2499. to

  2500. what

  2501. God

  2502. might

  2503. do

  2504. together