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Hope in Darkness

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  1. Welcome to St Paul's.

  2. My name's Steve, lead pastor here,

  3. and I want to particularly add that welcome of ashes this morning

  4. ! on this special day for Christians right around the world.

  5. !

  6. He was popular at the end of the 19th century,

  7. basically through to the mid-20th century.

  8. A number of his works have been put into movies,

  9. starring Tom Cruise and others.

  10. But he started life, quite interesting, you see this in his work.

  11. He started life hopeful about life,

  12. but ended life quite despondent about life.

  13. He, in fact, started life sympathetic to God

  14. and ended life as a despondent atheist.

  15. And you see this in his writing.

  16. So in his short history of the world, he wrote this.

  17. Can we doubt that presently our race

  18. will more than realise our boldest imaginations,

  19. that it will achieve unity and peace,

  20. and that our children will live in a world

  21. and lovely than any palace or garden that we know,

  22. going on from strength to strength

  23. in an ever-widening circle of achievement.

  24. He wrote those words in 1937.

  25. 1937.

  26. Nine years later,

  27. in almost his final piece of writing,

  28. and after the carnage of World War II,

  29. he wrote this.

  30. The cold-blooded massacres of the defenceless,

  31. the return of deliberate and organised torture,

  32. mental torment,

  33. and a fear to a world from which such things

  34. had seemed well-nine banished,

  35. has come near to breaking my spirit altogether.

  36. Homo sapiens,

  37. as has been pleased to call himself,

  38. is played out.

  39. What Wells picks up there,

  40. and what we would pick up,

  41. having, for those of us,

  42. just read the history of the 20th century,

  43. and the carnage of the 20th century,

  44. it's hard to avoid the conclusion

  45. that there is fundamentally something wrong

  46. with this world.

  47. And you just turn on the news,

  48. even this morning,

  49. and you will see multitudes,

  50. options,

  51. varieties of what is fundamentally wrong

  52. with this world.

  53. And every culture,

  54. and every society,

  55. and every time,

  56. every religion,

  57. and philosophy of life,

  58. must give account

  59. to its people

  60. what is fundamentally wrong

  61. with this world,

  62. and therefore,

  63. how do you resolve it.

  64. And Good Friday

  65. is Christianity's account

  66. of what is fundamentally wrong

  67. with this world,

  68. and how to fix it.

  69. And in these verses here

  70. that Merle just read out for us,

  71. this fundamentally wrong

  72. with the world

  73. is, if you like,

  74. represented with the image

  75. of darkness.

  76. Darkness.

  77. In verses 52, 53,

  78. Jesus, as the soldiers come

  79. with the religious elite,

  80. draws attention to the fact

  81. that they are acting

  82. under the cloak of darkness

  83. rather than in the daylight.

  84. You had options.

  85. You saw me in the temple courts

  86. in the daylight.

  87. And then he adds this

  88. in verse 53.

  89. This is your hour

  90. when darkness reigns.

  91. Now, Jesus was saying

  92. in that moment,

  93. hey guys,

  94. you know,

  95. it's late at night,

  96. we need a little bit more,

  97. you know,

  98. turn the lights up,

  99. we need a bit more light here.

  100. He's saying here

  101. that the physical darkness,

  102. by the physical darkness

  103. in which all these events

  104. took place,

  105. are pointing to something

  106. that is so much deeper.

  107. A deeper darkness.

  108. A deeper spiritual darkness.

  109. And it's a darkness,

  110. a spiritual darkness

  111. that controls

  112. every human heart,

  113. mind,

  114. and soul.

  115. And what he's saying is,

  116. this is the hour

  117. where that darkness

  118. is clearly on display,

  119. but it's also the hour

  120. where Jesus will

  121. decisively solve

  122. that deep darkness.

  123. And so,

  124. controlled by

  125. this spiritual blindness,

  126. they come to arrest Jesus

  127. and condemn Jesus.

  128. But this is the hour

  129. when the reign

  130. of these

  131. dark spiritual powers

  132. will end.

  133. And so,

  134. that's the text,

  135. get it open,

  136. we've got four points

  137. that we're going to

  138. quickly move through

  139. in this text

  140. to unpack

  141. what that looks like.

  142. the first of it

  143. being

  144. the mocking

  145. of darkness.

  146. Now,

  147. what we notice is

  148. you read through

  149. not just this section

  150. but really

  151. into the next section

  152. as well

  153. as Jesus is crucified

  154. right after the crucifixion.

  155. He's mocked

  156. quite a lot.

  157. He's mocked

  158. for claiming

  159. to be a king,

  160. he's mocked

  161. for claiming

  162. to be God,

  163. he's mocked

  164. to be a saviour,

  165. and notice as well

  166. that

  167. everyone

  168. is involved

  169. in the mocking.

  170. It's the Romans,

  171. it's the Jews,

  172. it's the elites,

  173. it's the crowds,

  174. it's the commoner,

  175. everyone

  176. gets involved

  177. in the mocking.

  178. You can't pin

  179. the death of Jesus

  180. on the Jews.

  181. Everyone's involved.

  182. And you can't pin it

  183. on the Jews

  184. with any shred

  185. of historical credibility.

  186. Everyone's in on it.

  187. And here

  188. in verse

  189. right at the end

  190. of the passage

  191. we see that

  192. the soldiers

  193. are mocking Jesus

  194. for claiming

  195. to be a prophet.

  196. Verse 64,

  197. they blindfolded him

  198. and demanded,

  199. prophesy,

  200. who hit you?

  201. And they said

  202. many other

  203. insulting things

  204. to him.

  205. The irony

  206. of their mocking

  207. is that

  208. as they

  209. attack

  210. him

  211. and mock

  212. his prophetic

  213. powers,

  214. they're actually

  215. proving

  216. his prophetic

  217. powers.

  218. Several chapters

  219. earlier

  220. in Luke

  221. 18,

  222. we have

  223. he recorded

  224. the words

  225. of Jesus

  226. as he's

  227. on his way

  228. to Jerusalem

  229. telling his

  230. disciples

  231. what will

  232. happen to

  233. him.

  234. Everything

  235. that is

  236. written

  237. by the

  238. prophets

  239. about

  240. the

  241. son

  242. of

  243. man

  244. will

  245. be

  246. fulfilled.

  247. He'll be

  248. delivered over

  249. to the

  250. Gentiles

  251. and they

  252. will mock

  253. him

  254. and insult

  255. him

  256. and spit

  257. on him

  258. and they

  259. will flog

  260. him

  261. and kill

  262. him.

  263. That's the

  264. irony of their

  265. mocking.

  266. But the

  267. question is

  268. why are

  269. they mocking

  270. him?

  271. That's the

  272. issue.

  273. Why are

  274. they mocking

  275. him?

  276. Is it just

  277. like a

  278. mob thing?

  279. Opportunistic?

  280. It's because

  281. Jesus didn't

  282. display what

  283. they would

  284. expect of

  285. a prophet.

  286. He didn't

  287. display the

  288. power that

  289. they would

  290. expect of

  291. a prophet.

  292. In their

  293. world God

  294. did not

  295. work through

  296. weakness and

  297. vulnerability.

  298. Prophets were

  299. powerful figures.

  300. In fact even

  301. in the Old

  302. Testament the

  303. last time a

  304. bunch of

  305. soldiers turned

  306. up in order

  307. to arrest one

  308. of God's

  309. prophets,

  310. fire came

  311. down from

  312. heaven.

  313. Three times.

  314. Jesus,

  315. where's your

  316. power?

  317. Where's your

  318. power?

  319. power?

  320. They looked

  321. at his

  322. suffering,

  323. they looked

  324. at his

  325. weakness,

  326. his

  327. vulnerability

  328. and they

  329. mocked him

  330. because he

  331. didn't fit

  332. into their

  333. categories.

  334. They were

  335. blinded to

  336. who he

  337. really was.

  338. blinded to

  339. us.

  340. And part

  341. of this

  342. deep

  343. spiritual

  344. blindness,

  345. this deep

  346. darkness of

  347. spiritual

  348. blindness,

  349. humanity

  350. looks out

  351. into our

  352. world of

  353. suffering and

  354. of injustice

  355. and evil

  356. and we

  357. conclude

  358. there clearly

  359. cannot be a

  360. God.

  361. God.

  362. You can't

  363. have a

  364. God and

  365. suffering

  366. or at

  367. the very

  368. least you

  369. can't have a

  370. good God

  371. and suffering

  372. because none

  373. of those

  374. categories

  375. fit

  376. ours.

  377. They don't

  378. fit our

  379. category the

  380. way the

  381. world works

  382. because we

  383. think if

  384. there is a

  385. God,

  386. he would

  387. exhort his

  388. power,

  389. boom,

  390. and wipe

  391. out all

  392. evil.

  393. And so

  394. when we

  395. experience a

  396. dark world,

  397. when the

  398. dark clouds

  399. come around

  400. our life,

  401. we mock

  402. too,

  403. don't we?

  404. Don't we

  405. join in the

  406. mocking?

  407. Clearly

  408. God doesn't

  409. exist,

  410. otherwise he

  411. would stop

  412. this.

  413. Or clearly

  414. God is not

  415. a good

  416. God.

  417. God is

  418. wrong.

  419. But what

  420. if our

  421. categories are

  422. wrong?

  423. What if our

  424. categories are

  425. all wrong?

  426. I remember

  427. one day,

  428. actually it's

  429. happened a few

  430. occasions,

  431. but one

  432. particular day,

  433. taking off in

  434. an aeroplane.

  435. And this

  436. day was a

  437. stormy day.

  438. It was one

  439. of those

  440. really wet

  441. stormy,

  442. where the

  443. clouds were

  444. dark,

  445. and it

  446. felt like

  447. the sun

  448. doesn't exist.

  449. It was like

  450. turn the

  451. lights off,

  452. back on

  453. again.

  454. And it

  455. was the

  456. middle of

  457. the day,

  458. and as we

  459. took off,

  460. it was

  461. dark,

  462. and as we

  463. went into

  464. the clouds,

  465. the cabin of

  466. the aircraft

  467. just got

  468. darker and

  469. darker.

  470. It was

  471. eerie.

  472. And we

  473. bumped our

  474. way through

  475. the clouds,

  476. and then

  477. gradually the

  478. darkness

  479. within the

  480. cabin,

  481. you could

  482. see just

  483. lifting a

  484. little bit,

  485. and then

  486. there was

  487. this,

  488. you know,

  489. a moment

  490. of a

  491. sunlight just

  492. sort of

  493. beamed through

  494. the window,

  495. and then

  496. within moments

  497. after that,

  498. pop,

  499. pop,

  500. pop,

  501. bang,

  502. and we

  503. were up

  504. through the

  505. clouds,

  506. and you

  507. look out

  508. the window,

  509. and the

  510. sun's shining,

  511. and the

  512. skies are blue,

  513. and the

  514. only clouds,

  515. the clouds

  516. that were

  517. down there,

  518. that blocked

  519. my vision

  520. of the

  521. sun,

  522. momentarily.

  523. The sun

  524. was there

  525. the whole

  526. time.

  527. The light

  528. was there

  529. the whole

  530. time,

  531. but the

  532. clouds meant

  533. I couldn't

  534. see it.

  535. No matter

  536. how deep

  537. the darkness

  538. is,

  539. it doesn't

  540. impact the

  541. existence of

  542. the sun

  543. one bit.

  544. Not one bit.

  545. No matter

  546. how bad

  547. things get

  548. in life,

  549. it doesn't

  550. nullify the

  551. loving,

  552. saving purposes

  553. of God.

  554. And when

  555. we mock,

  556. when we

  557. question,

  558. our

  559. categories

  560. are wrong.

  561. It is a

  562. spiritual

  563. darkness

  564. that caused

  565. us not

  566. to see

  567. God

  568. or to

  569. trust

  570. God

  571. in the

  572. darkness.

  573. And this

  574. is the

  575. problem

  576. that we

  577. all have.

  578. And it's

  579. the kiss

  580. of Judas

  581. that actually

  582. points to

  583. the depths

  584. of this

  585. problem.

  586. The kiss

  587. of Judas

  588. is very,

  589. very

  590. significant.

  591. It's the

  592. kiss of

  593. darkness.

  594. Verse 47,

  595. the man

  596. who was

  597. called

  598. Judas,

  599. one of the

  600. twelve,

  601. was leading

  602. them.

  603. That is,

  604. the soldiers

  605. and religious

  606. elite.

  607. And he

  608. approached

  609. Jesus to

  610. kiss him.

  611. But Jesus

  612. asked him,

  613. Judas,

  614. are you

  615. betraying the

  616. son of

  617. man with

  618. a kiss?

  619. Now,

  620. in Jesus'

  621. time and

  622. culture,

  623. disciples

  624. were never

  625. permitted to

  626. greet their

  627. teacher

  628. first.

  629. Because in

  630. greeting the

  631. teacher, it

  632. implies equality

  633. with the

  634. teacher.

  635. And so

  636. a disciple

  637. in this

  638. moment would

  639. greet the

  640. other disciples

  641. first and

  642. then they

  643. would greet

  644. the teacher

  645. to show

  646. deference.

  647. And so

  648. Judas'

  649. kiss here

  650. in the

  651. darkness

  652. was not

  653. simply a

  654. signal to

  655. the mob

  656. that this

  657. is Jesus.

  658. This is the

  659. one you're

  660. looking for.

  661. I'll point

  662. him out to

  663. you.

  664. But it

  665. is in

  666. fact an

  667. act of

  668. rejection.

  669. It's an

  670. act of

  671. independence.

  672. He was

  673. saying to

  674. Jesus in

  675. this moment,

  676. you are no

  677. longer my

  678. rabbi,

  679. I am

  680. your equal.

  681. And I

  682. don't need

  683. you.

  684. His kiss

  685. was the

  686. rejection

  687. of a

  688. personal

  689. relationship.

  690. A

  691. personal

  692. intimate

  693. relationship.

  694. He had

  695. spent three

  696. years with

  697. Jesus.

  698. It was

  699. not the

  700. kiss of

  701. rejection of

  702. an enemy.

  703. It is

  704. shocking

  705. what he

  706. did in

  707. this moment

  708. and what

  709. it meant

  710. for Jesus

  711. in this

  712. moment.

  713. You know,

  714. someone walks

  715. into here,

  716. I don't

  717. know you,

  718. never met

  719. you,

  720. and they

  721. come up to

  722. me straight

  723. out of the

  724. service and

  725. says,

  726. Steve,

  727. I'm never

  728. coming back.

  729. Don't like a

  730. thing you did,

  731. never coming

  732. back.

  733. And I go,

  734. oh,

  735. wow,

  736. that hurt

  737. for a

  738. while.

  739. One of

  740. you,

  741. it's

  742. different

  743. though,

  744. that if

  745. one of

  746. you who's

  747. been here

  748. and with

  749. me for

  750. the last

  751. 17 years

  752. says,

  753. Steve,

  754. I'm done

  755. with this

  756. and I'm

  757. done with

  758. you,

  759. I'm out

  760. of here,

  761. I'm never

  762. coming back.

  763. And it's

  764. all because

  765. of you.

  766. That will

  767. take a

  768. while for

  769. me to

  770. get over

  771. it,

  772. if ever,

  773. maybe.

  774. You know,

  775. I'll get

  776. there but

  777. it'll hurt

  778. deeper.

  779. If Nat

  780. comes up

  781. to me

  782. after the

  783. service

  784. and says

  785. the same

  786. thing,

  787. oh boy,

  788. that's crushing.

  789. That's an

  790. entirely different

  791. category altogether.

  792. And so

  793. this kiss

  794. was a kiss

  795. of rejection

  796. and independence.

  797. And it's

  798. a vivid

  799. picture

  800. in this

  801. kiss,

  802. it's a

  803. vivid

  804. picture

  805. of what

  806. the Bible

  807. calls

  808. sin.

  809. And it

  810. is the

  811. source

  812. of the

  813. deep

  814. spiritual

  815. darkness

  816. of humanity.

  817. It is

  818. sin

  819. is living

  820. as if

  821. God

  822. does not

  823. exist.

  824. It is

  825. rejection

  826. of him

  827. over my

  828. life and

  829. in relation

  830. with my

  831. life.

  832. You see,

  833. what the

  834. Bible says,

  835. Christian faith

  836. in terms

  837. of our

  838. worldview

  839. is God

  840. created

  841. humanity

  842. to enjoy

  843. a relationship

  844. with him

  845. and to

  846. have that

  847. relationship

  848. with God

  849. at the

  850. center of

  851. our lives.

  852. And sin

  853. so much

  854. therefore is

  855. not so much

  856. in the Bible

  857. the rejection

  858. or the

  859. breaking

  860. of a

  861. bunch

  862. of

  863. rules.

  864. That's

  865. not

  866. fundamentally

  867. what sin

  868. is.

  869. At the

  870. deepest

  871. level,

  872. sin

  873. is breaking

  874. God's

  875. heart.

  876. That's

  877. what sin

  878. is.

  879. It is a

  880. trampling

  881. all over

  882. God's

  883. heart

  884. and all

  885. sin,

  886. every act

  887. of sin

  888. is a

  889. betrayal

  890. of the

  891. intimacy

  892. with God

  893. for which

  894. we were

  895. created.

  896. It is

  897. the kiss

  898. of Judas

  899. every time

  900. we do

  901. it.

  902. You see,

  903. because the

  904. God of

  905. Christianity

  906. is not a

  907. force.

  908. He's not a

  909. power.

  910. He is

  911. deeply

  912. relational.

  913. He's a

  914. deeply

  915. personal

  916. God.

  917. Isaiah

  918. 49,

  919. 15,

  920. God has

  921. the

  922. audacity

  923. to take

  924. the

  925. image

  926. of the

  927. intimacy

  928. of a

  929. new

  930. mother

  931. with a

  932. newborn

  933. child

  934. and says

  935. that the

  936. kind of

  937. overwhelming

  938. love that

  939. that mother

  940. has for

  941. that child

  942. is nothing

  943. compared to

  944. his love

  945. for humanity.

  946. And so

  947. the kiss

  948. of Judas

  949. is a

  950. betrayal

  951. of

  952. relationship

  953. with God.

  954. See,

  955. Christianity

  956. does not

  957. divide the

  958. world between

  959. the bad

  960. people who

  961. break the

  962. rules and

  963. the good

  964. people who

  965. keep the

  966. rules or

  967. most of

  968. the rules.

  969. That's not

  970. how the

  971. world's

  972. divided.

  973. And we

  974. get a

  975. glimpse of

  976. this in

  977. Luke 22.

  978. Jesus is

  979. eating with

  980. his disciples

  981. just before

  982. the Garden

  983. of

  984. Gethsemane

  985. celebrating

  986. the Passover

  987. meal.

  988. And what

  989. he says to

  990. them towards

  991. the end of

  992. that meal,

  993. he says,

  994. one of you

  995. is going to

  996. betray me.

  997. And then it

  998. says this in

  999. verse 23,

  1000. there be a

  1001. question among

  1002. themselves which

  1003. of them it

  1004. might be who

  1005. would do

  1006. this.

  1007. Jesus.

  1008. In other

  1009. words, they're

  1010. sitting around

  1011. the table with

  1012. Jesus, all

  1013. the core

  1014. crew, and

  1015. Jesus says,

  1016. one of you is

  1017. going to betray

  1018. me, and

  1019. they go,

  1020. well, who?

  1021. Which one?

  1022. See the

  1023. point?

  1024. It's not

  1025. obvious that

  1026. Jesus is talking

  1027. about Judas

  1028. at all.

  1029. They don't

  1030. go in that

  1031. moment, you

  1032. know, looking

  1033. at Jesus, then

  1034. everyone looks

  1035. to Judas.

  1036. What's obvious

  1037. he's talking

  1038. about Judas,

  1039. isn't he,

  1040. guys?

  1041. Remember when

  1042. we went out

  1043. two by two

  1044. preaching?

  1045. Judas didn't

  1046. have so many

  1047. converts, did

  1048. he?

  1049. And when we

  1050. were healing

  1051. sick, I

  1052. mean, who

  1053. ever got

  1054. healed by

  1055. Judas?

  1056. Judas isn't

  1057. tithing as

  1058. much.

  1059. He's not

  1060. as good.

  1061. as humble

  1062. as the

  1063. rest of

  1064. us are.

  1065. It was

  1066. not obvious

  1067. to them

  1068. that Judas

  1069. was the

  1070. one who

  1071. was going

  1072. to betray.

  1073. He was

  1074. no different

  1075. from the

  1076. rest.

  1077. He was

  1078. no different

  1079. to you

  1080. and me.

  1081. Judas,

  1082. like the

  1083. others,

  1084. were using

  1085. God rather

  1086. than centering

  1087. his life

  1088. on God.

  1089. And even

  1090. on the

  1091. walk to

  1092. the Garden

  1093. of Gethsemane,

  1094. the debate

  1095. was not

  1096. who amongst

  1097. us would

  1098. possibly

  1099. fail

  1100. Jesus.

  1101. The debate

  1102. was who

  1103. amongst us

  1104. is the

  1105. greatest.

  1106. Such was

  1107. their pride.

  1108. God.

  1109. You see,

  1110. in this

  1111. moment,

  1112. the favour

  1113. of the

  1114. religious

  1115. elite

  1116. and that

  1117. 30 pieces

  1118. of silver

  1119. were more

  1120. important to

  1121. Judas.

  1122. You see,

  1123. our spiritual

  1124. blindness is

  1125. we are blind

  1126. to the

  1127. reality

  1128. that we

  1129. are trampling

  1130. all over

  1131. God's

  1132. heart

  1133. as we

  1134. choose to

  1135. live

  1136. ourselves.

  1137. unable to

  1138. trust God

  1139. when things

  1140. are hard

  1141. and we

  1142. trample

  1143. all over

  1144. his heart

  1145. when things

  1146. are good

  1147. and we

  1148. ignore him.

  1149. We

  1150. practise the

  1151. kiss of

  1152. Judas all

  1153. the time.

  1154. And Jesus

  1155. came into

  1156. the darkness,

  1157. suffered in

  1158. the darkness

  1159. to rescue

  1160. us from

  1161. this deep

  1162. spiritual

  1163. darkness

  1164. that lives

  1165. lives

  1166. independent

  1167. of God.

  1168. So let's

  1169. now look

  1170. back at

  1171. the beginning

  1172. of this

  1173. text and

  1174. the suffering

  1175. of Jesus,

  1176. the suffering

  1177. of darkness.

  1178. Verse 39,

  1179. Jesus went

  1180. out as

  1181. usual to

  1182. the Mount

  1183. of Olives

  1184. and his

  1185. disciples

  1186. followed him

  1187. and on

  1188. reaching the

  1189. place he

  1190. said to

  1191. them,

  1192. pray that

  1193. you will

  1194. not fall

  1195. into

  1196. temptation

  1197. and he

  1198. withdrew

  1199. about a

  1200. stone's

  1201. throw

  1202. beyond

  1203. them,

  1204. knelt

  1205. down and

  1206. prayed,

  1207. Father,

  1208. if you're

  1209. willing,

  1210. take this

  1211. cup from

  1212. me,

  1213. but yet

  1214. not my

  1215. will,

  1216. but yours

  1217. be done.

  1218. An angel

  1219. from heaven

  1220. appeared to

  1221. him and

  1222. strengthened

  1223. him and

  1224. being in

  1225. anguish,

  1226. he prayed

  1227. more earnestly

  1228. and his

  1229. sweat was

  1230. like drops

  1231. of blood

  1232. falling to

  1233. the ground.

  1234. This is the

  1235. only place

  1236. in the

  1237. Bible where

  1238. this word

  1239. anguish

  1240. is used.

  1241. Other

  1242. other

  1243. gospels

  1244. say that

  1245. he was

  1246. appalled

  1247. and

  1248. profoundly

  1249. troubled.

  1250. His

  1251. affliction

  1252. was so

  1253. great,

  1254. is the

  1255. image,

  1256. his affliction

  1257. was so

  1258. great that

  1259. he was

  1260. sinking under

  1261. the weight

  1262. of it and

  1263. an angel

  1264. needed to

  1265. come and

  1266. steady

  1267. him.

  1268. He was

  1269. in such

  1270. agony,

  1271. there was

  1272. blood in

  1273. his sweat.

  1274. Now

  1275. that's

  1276. actually

  1277. possible.

  1278. It's a

  1279. rare

  1280. medical

  1281. condition

  1282. where

  1283. capillary

  1284. blood

  1285. vessels

  1286. which

  1287. surround

  1288. sweat

  1289. glands

  1290. actually

  1291. rupture

  1292. and it's

  1293. usually

  1294. triggered

  1295. by

  1296. extreme

  1297. physical

  1298. or

  1299. emotional

  1300. shock,

  1301. stress.

  1302. Now

  1303. Jesus

  1304. isn't

  1305. under,

  1306. he hasn't

  1307. run a

  1308. marathon

  1309. and if

  1310. he had

  1311. he'd be

  1312. doing it

  1313. with the

  1314. disciples

  1315. and they'd

  1316. all be

  1317. going but

  1318. only Jesus

  1319. is here.

  1320. He's

  1321. under

  1322. extreme

  1323. emotional

  1324. shock.

  1325. He's

  1326. staggering

  1327. and the

  1328. angel needs

  1329. to come

  1330. and steady

  1331. him.

  1332. What

  1333. caused

  1334. it?

  1335. It's

  1336. there in

  1337. verse

  1338. 42.

  1339. Father,

  1340. if you

  1341. are

  1342. willing,

  1343. take

  1344. this

  1345. cup

  1346. from

  1347. me.

  1348. Yet

  1349. not

  1350. my

  1351. will,

  1352. but

  1353. yours

  1354. be

  1355. done.

  1356. His

  1357. anguish

  1358. is

  1359. connected

  1360. to the

  1361. cup.

  1362. And

  1363. for the

  1364. first

  1365. time,

  1366. he began

  1367. to

  1368. experience,

  1369. get a

  1370. glimpse

  1371. of the

  1372. cup

  1373. and he

  1374. prays

  1375. that that

  1376. cup

  1377. would be

  1378. taken

  1379. away

  1380. because

  1381. the

  1382. anguish

  1383. of it

  1384. was so

  1385. great.

  1386. The

  1387. cup in

  1388. Old Testament

  1389. language

  1390. means the

  1391. cup of

  1392. God's

  1393. judgment.

  1394. It's

  1395. God

  1396. pouring out

  1397. his

  1398. judgment

  1399. against

  1400. sin in

  1401. the Old

  1402. Testament.

  1403. And

  1404. this

  1405. is the

  1406. critical

  1407. moment

  1408. in

  1409. Jesus'

  1410. life.

  1411. When

  1412. he

  1413. first

  1414. gets a

  1415. whiff,

  1416. a glimpse

  1417. of

  1418. exactly

  1419. what

  1420. the

  1421. cup

  1422. means

  1423. for

  1424. him.

  1425. What

  1426. it will

  1427. mean

  1428. for

  1429. him

  1430. to

  1431. obey

  1432. the

  1433. Father

  1434. in

  1435. this

  1436. moment.

  1437. You

  1438. see,

  1439. he was

  1440. determined

  1441. to bear

  1442. God's

  1443. judgment

  1444. for

  1445. sin.

  1446. He

  1447. knew

  1448. that

  1449. was

  1450. his

  1451. mission.

  1452. When

  1453. he

  1454. said

  1455. his

  1456. face

  1457. towards

  1458. Jerusalem

  1459. earlier

  1460. in

  1461. Luke's

  1462. gospel,

  1463. he

  1464. told

  1465. them,

  1466. I'm

  1467. going

  1468. to

  1469. go

  1470. there,

  1471. I'm

  1472. going

  1473. to

  1474. suffer

  1475. and

  1476. I'm

  1477. going

  1478. to

  1479. die

  1480. and

  1481. I'm

  1482. going

  1483. to

  1484. do

  1485. it

  1486. for

  1487. the

  1488. sin

  1489. of

  1490. the

  1491. world.

  1492. And

  1493. he

  1494. did

  1495. it

  1496. with

  1497. such

  1498. amazing

  1499. resolve

  1500. that

  1501. those

  1502. who

  1503. were

  1504. around

  1505. him

  1506. were

  1507. just

  1508. Jesus

  1509. you

  1510. can't

  1511. do

  1512. that

  1513. and

  1514. he

  1515. says

  1516. do

  1517. not

  1518. get

  1519. in

  1520. my

  1521. way

  1522. that

  1523. is

  1524. my

  1525. mission.

  1526. Even

  1527. his

  1528. demeanour

  1529. after

  1530. his

  1531. arrest

  1532. right

  1533. through

  1534. to

  1535. his

  1536. crucifixion

  1537. is

  1538. resolute

  1539. calmness.

  1540. He's

  1541. not

  1542. in

  1543. anguish

  1544. because

  1545. of

  1546. fear

  1547. of

  1548. death.

  1549. He's

  1550. not

  1551. even

  1552. in

  1553. anguish

  1554. because

  1555. of

  1556. the

  1557. weight

  1558. of

  1559. human

  1560. sin.

  1561. He's

  1562. not

  1563. in

  1564. anguish

  1565. because

  1566. of

  1567. the

  1568. suffering.

  1569. There

  1570. is

  1571. something

  1572. else

  1573. he

  1574. saw

  1575. in

  1576. the

  1577. cup

  1578. he

  1579. got

  1580. a

  1581. glimpse

  1582. of

  1583. that

  1584. caused

  1585. him

  1586. to

  1587. stagger

  1588. and

  1589. it's

  1590. the

  1591. first

  1592. time

  1593. he

  1594. saw

  1595. it.

  1596. You

  1597. see

  1598. the

  1599. consequence

  1600. of

  1601. humanity

  1602. turning

  1603. its

  1604. back

  1605. on

  1606. God

  1607. ultimately

  1608. is

  1609. for

  1610. God

  1611. to

  1612. turn

  1613. his

  1614. back

  1615. on

  1616. humanity

  1617. for

  1618. eternity.

  1619. And

  1620. Jesus

  1621. got a

  1622. glimpse

  1623. that

  1624. his

  1625. hell

  1626. was

  1627. going

  1628. to be

  1629. deeper

  1630. than

  1631. anyone

  1632. else's.

  1633. He

  1634. got a

  1635. glimpse

  1636. for the

  1637. first

  1638. time

  1639. of

  1640. what

  1641. carrying

  1642. the

  1643. weight

  1644. of

  1645. human

  1646. sin

  1647. would

  1648. mean

  1649. for

  1650. him.

  1651. The

  1652. father

  1653. turning

  1654. his

  1655. face

  1656. away.

  1657. You

  1658. see

  1659. the

  1660. best

  1661. relationship

  1662. in the

  1663. history

  1664. of

  1665. humanity

  1666. is

  1667. like

  1668. a

  1669. drop

  1670. of

  1671. sweat

  1672. in

  1673. all

  1674. the

  1675. oceans

  1676. of

  1677. the

  1678. world

  1679. compared

  1680. to

  1681. the

  1682. love

  1683. of

  1684. Jesus

  1685. and

  1686. the

  1687. father.

  1688. If

  1689. you

  1690. think

  1691. the

  1692. kiss

  1693. of

  1694. Judas

  1695. was

  1696. big

  1697. in

  1698. rejection

  1699. Jesus

  1700. got a

  1701. glimpse

  1702. here

  1703. of

  1704. something

  1705. more

  1706. profound.

  1707. His

  1708. relationship

  1709. with his

  1710. father has

  1711. been a

  1712. perfect

  1713. relationship

  1714. of mutual

  1715. love and

  1716. commitment

  1717. and service

  1718. and his

  1719. anguish

  1720. was that

  1721. he got a

  1722. glimpse of

  1723. here in

  1724. the cup

  1725. his

  1726. anguish

  1727. was the

  1728. horror

  1729. of

  1730. one

  1731. who

  1732. had

  1733. lived

  1734. wholly

  1735. for the

  1736. father

  1737. for all

  1738. of

  1739. eternity

  1740. getting

  1741. a

  1742. glimpse

  1743. of a

  1744. crack

  1745. of a

  1746. breach

  1747. of

  1748. alienation

  1749. from

  1750. God

  1751. on the

  1752. cross.

  1753. Even

  1754. momentarily

  1755. even for

  1756. three days

  1757. in a

  1758. tomb

  1759. was

  1760. enough

  1761. and the

  1762. horror he

  1763. gets at

  1764. that

  1765. glimpse

  1766. is the

  1767. horror

  1768. that we

  1769. hear him

  1770. cry out

  1771. on the

  1772. cross

  1773. the cry

  1774. of

  1775. dereliction

  1776. my

  1777. God

  1778. my

  1779. God

  1780. why

  1781. have

  1782. you

  1783. affected

  1784. me

  1785. there is

  1786. no greater

  1787. horror

  1788. than

  1789. separation

  1790. from

  1791. God

  1792. you

  1793. see the

  1794. garden

  1795. of

  1796. Gethsemane

  1797. had

  1798. always

  1799. been a

  1800. refuge

  1801. for

  1802. Jesus

  1803. and his

  1804. disciples

  1805. he

  1806. came to

  1807. talk to

  1808. his

  1809. father

  1810. knowing

  1811. the

  1812. darkness

  1813. of his

  1814. betrayal

  1815. arrest

  1816. and rejection

  1817. on this

  1818. particular

  1819. night

  1820. he knew

  1821. his execution

  1822. was just

  1823. moments

  1824. away

  1825. and he

  1826. had

  1827. always

  1828. come

  1829. here

  1830. to

  1831. talk

  1832. to

  1833. his

  1834. father

  1835. and

  1836. he

  1837. did

  1838. it

  1839. on

  1840. this

  1841. night

  1842. and

  1843. instead

  1844. of

  1845. experiencing

  1846. heaven

  1847. being

  1848. opened

  1849. up

  1850. to

  1851. him

  1852. he

  1853. got

  1854. hell

  1855. instead

  1856. he

  1857. got

  1858. hell

  1859. he

  1860. got a

  1861. glimpse

  1862. of the

  1863. horror

  1864. of

  1865. separation

  1866. from

  1867. God

  1868. and

  1869. yet

  1870. as

  1871. one

  1872. who is

  1873. completely

  1874. obedient

  1875. to his

  1876. father

  1877. he

  1878. said

  1879. not

  1880. my

  1881. will

  1882. but

  1883. yours

  1884. be

  1885. done

  1886. he

  1887. the

  1888. dark

  1889. clouds

  1890. are

  1891. closing

  1892. in

  1893. and

  1894. yet

  1895. he

  1896. still

  1897. sees

  1898. the

  1899. brightness

  1900. of

  1901. the

  1902. love

  1903. of

  1904. the

  1905. father

  1906. he

  1907. trusts

  1908. in

  1909. his

  1910. plan

  1911. despite

  1912. knowing

  1913. what

  1914. it

  1915. will

  1916. cost

  1917. him

  1918. you

  1919. see

  1920. in

  1921. the

  1922. very

  1923. first

  1924. pages

  1925. of

  1926. the

  1927. Bible

  1928. God

  1929. creates

  1930. humanity

  1931. and

  1932. makes

  1933. them in

  1934. his

  1935. image

  1936. and

  1937. he

  1938. puts

  1939. them

  1940. in

  1941. this

  1942. perfect

  1943. paradise

  1944. called

  1945. the

  1946. garden

  1947. of

  1948. Eden

  1949. and

  1950. Adam

  1951. and

  1952. Eve

  1953. his

  1954. first

  1955. people

  1956. were

  1957. told

  1958. there

  1959. in

  1960. the

  1961. garden

  1962. it's

  1963. all

  1964. yours

  1965. enjoy

  1966. it

  1967. but

  1968. there's

  1969. one

  1970. thing

  1971. that

  1972. you

  1973. must

  1974. do

  1975. there's

  1976. one

  1977. thing

  1978. that

  1979. you

  1980. must

  1981. obey

  1982. me

  1983. on

  1984. and

  1985. you

  1986. must

  1987. not

  1988. take

  1989. of

  1990. the

  1991. tree

  1992. of

  1993. the

  1994. knowledge

  1995. of

  1996. good

  1997. and

  1998. evil

  1999. you

  2000. must

  2001. not

  2002. determine

  2003. for

  2004. yourselves

  2005. how

  2006. to

  2007. live

  2008. you

  2009. must

  2010. live

  2011. under

  2012. my

  2013. rule

  2014. and

  2015. what

  2016. is

  2017. they

  2018. believed

  2019. the

  2020. lie

  2021. they

  2022. believed

  2023. the

  2024. lie

  2025. that

  2026. God

  2027. was

  2028. holding

  2029. out

  2030. for

  2031. them

  2032. that

  2033. he's

  2034. not

  2035. good

  2036. live

  2037. life

  2038. your

  2039. way

  2040. and

  2041. you

  2042. will

  2043. flourish

  2044. they

  2045. ignored

  2046. God's

  2047. command

  2048. and

  2049. instead

  2050. of

  2051. flourishing

  2052. it

  2053. led

  2054. to

  2055. them

  2056. being

  2057. cursed

  2058. it

  2059. led

  2060. to

  2061. pain

  2062. and

  2063. suffering

  2064. and

  2065. death

  2066. they

  2067. were

  2068. separated

  2069. from

  2070. the

  2071. presence

  2072. of

  2073. God

  2074. as

  2075. he

  2076. kicked

  2077. them

  2078. out

  2079. of

  2080. the

  2081. garden

  2082. and

  2083. in

  2084. this

  2085. garden

  2086. Jesus

  2087. is

  2088. told

  2089. to

  2090. embrace

  2091. the

  2092. tree

  2093. get

  2094. nailed

  2095. to

  2096. the

  2097. tree

  2098. die

  2099. on

  2100. the

  2101. tree

  2102. and

  2103. Jesus

  2104. knows

  2105. obeying

  2106. the

  2107. command

  2108. he

  2109. obeys

  2110. it

  2111. knowing

  2112. that

  2113. he'll

  2114. receive

  2115. the

  2116. curse

  2117. he'll

  2118. receive

  2119. separation

  2120. from

  2121. God

  2122. Adam

  2123. and

  2124. Eve

  2125. were

  2126. in

  2127. a

  2128. perfect

  2129. garden

  2130. in

  2131. perfect

  2132. relationship

  2133. with

  2134. God

  2135. and

  2136. God

  2137. said

  2138. if

  2139. you

  2140. obey

  2141. me

  2142. about

  2143. this

  2144. tree

  2145. you

  2146. will

  2147. live

  2148. and

  2149. you

  2150. will

  2151. flourish

  2152. and

  2153. you

  2154. will

  2155. enjoy

  2156. my

  2157. presence

  2158. forever

  2159. and

  2160. they

  2161. chose

  2162. instead

  2163. to

  2164. do

  2165. things

  2166. their

  2167. way

  2168. and

  2169. Jesus

  2170. millennia

  2171. !

  2172. later

  2173. is in

  2174. the

  2175. darkness

  2176. of a

  2177. different

  2178. garden

  2179. and

  2180. his

  2181. father

  2182. said

  2183. to

  2184. him

  2185. if

  2186. you

  2187. obey

  2188. me

  2189. about

  2190. this

  2191. tree

  2192. you

  2193. will

  2194. be

  2195. cursed

  2196. and

  2197. you

  2198. will

  2199. be

  2200. crushed

  2201. and

  2202. you

  2203. will

  2204. be

  2205. separated

  2206. from

  2207. me

  2208. and

  2209. he

  2210. trusted

  2211. the

  2212. father

  2213. and

  2214. was

  2215. plunged

  2216. into

  2217. unimaginable

  2218. darkness

  2219. and

  2220. this

  2221. deep

  2222. spiritual

  2223. darkness

  2224. that

  2225. Jesus

  2226. was

  2227. plunged

  2228. into

  2229. was

  2230. physically

  2231. represented

  2232. in a

  2233. world

  2234. plunged

  2235. into

  2236. darkness

  2237. darkness

  2238. at

  2239. the

  2240. point

  2241. of

  2242. his

  2243. death

  2244. it

  2245. was

  2246. now

  2247. about

  2248. noon

  2249. and

  2250. darkness

  2251. came

  2252. over

  2253. the

  2254. whole

  2255. land

  2256. until

  2257. three

  2258. in

  2259. the

  2260. afternoon

  2261. for

  2262. the

  2263. sun

  2264. had

  2265. stopped

  2266. shining

  2267. Jesus

  2268. drank

  2269. the

  2270. cup

  2271. of

  2272. God's

  2273. judgment

  2274. and

  2275. he

  2276. died

  2277. in

  2278. the

  2279. darkness

  2280. why

  2281. to

  2282. get

  2283. back

  2284. for

  2285. God

  2286. the

  2287. one

  2288. thing

  2289. that

  2290. God

  2291. did

  2292. not

  2293. have

  2294. and

  2295. that

  2296. was

  2297. humanity

  2298. alienated

  2299. from

  2300. him

  2301. to

  2302. get

  2303. you

  2304. and

  2305. me

  2306. back

  2307. in

  2308. relationship

  2309. with

  2310. him

  2311. into

  2312. a

  2313. perfect

  2314. relationship

  2315. with

  2316. him

  2317. and

  2318. so

  2319. Jesus

  2320. entered

  2321. this

  2322. world

  2323. of

  2324. darkness

  2325. was

  2326. plunged

  2327. into

  2328. the

  2329. depths

  2330. of

  2331. darkness

  2332. a

  2333. depth

  2334. to

  2335. the

  2336. depths

  2337. that

  2338. no

  2339. one

  2340. else

  2341. will

  2342. ever

  2343. experience

  2344. in

  2345. this

  2346. world

  2347. or

  2348. even

  2349. in

  2350. hell

  2351. and

  2352. he

  2353. did

  2354. it

  2355. to

  2356. rescue

  2357. humanity

  2358. who

  2359. caused

  2360. it

  2361. all

  2362. and

  2363. so

  2364. how

  2365. do

  2366. we

  2367. take

  2368. up

  2369. this

  2370. how

  2371. do

  2372. we

  2373. move

  2374. from

  2375. darkness

  2376. to

  2377. light

  2378. there's

  2379. one

  2380. other

  2381. disciple

  2382. who

  2383. gets

  2384. a

  2385. pretty

  2386. bad

  2387. rap

  2388. in

  2389. these

  2390. verses

  2391. and

  2392. that's

  2393. Peter

  2394. he

  2395. doesn't

  2396. come out

  2397. glowing

  2398. at

  2399. all

  2400. really

  2401. Judas

  2402. Judas

  2403. rejects

  2404. Jesus

  2405. and

  2406. Peter

  2407. denies

  2408. Jesus

  2409. but

  2410. it's

  2411. what

  2412. they

  2413. do

  2414. next

  2415. that

  2416. really

  2417. matters

  2418. Judas

  2419. went

  2420. into

  2421. the

  2422. darkness

  2423. and

  2424. he

  2425. stayed

  2426. in

  2427. the

  2428. darkness

  2429. not

  2430. mentioned

  2431. again

  2432. in

  2433. Luke

  2434. Peter

  2435. followed

  2436. Jesus

  2437. at

  2438. a

  2439. distance

  2440. he

  2441. followed

  2442. Jesus

  2443. maybe

  2444. he

  2445. was

  2446. curious

  2447. he

  2448. was

  2449. weak

  2450. but

  2451. he

  2452. was

  2453. curious

  2454. maybe

  2455. he

  2456. was

  2457. hoping

  2458. that

  2459. Jesus

  2460. would

  2461. eventually

  2462. say

  2463. actually

  2464. Peter

  2465. now's

  2466. the

  2467. time

  2468. to

  2469. get

  2470. your

  2471. sword

  2472. and

  2473. let's

  2474. get

  2475. the

  2476. revolution

  2477. going

  2478. let's

  2479. finally

  2480. get

  2481. the

  2482. power

  2483. on

  2484. here

  2485. but

  2486. it's

  2487. when

  2488. Peter

  2489. denies

  2490. Jesus

  2491. for the

  2492. third

  2493. time

  2494. that

  2495. the

  2496. rooster

  2497. crowed

  2498. just

  2499. as

  2500. Jesus

  2501. predicted

  2502. it

  2503. would

  2504. that's

  2505. that's

  2506. when

  2507. his

  2508. heart

  2509. broke

  2510. it's

  2511. in that

  2512. moment

  2513. verse

  2514. 61

  2515. says

  2516. the

  2517. Lord

  2518. turned

  2519. and

  2520. looked

  2521. straight

  2522. at

  2523. Peter

  2524. and

  2525. when

  2526. Peter's

  2527. blindness

  2528. started

  2529. to move

  2530. he

  2531. started

  2532. to see

  2533. light

  2534. and

  2535. what

  2536. he

  2537. saw

  2538. caused

  2539. him

  2540. to

  2541. weep

  2542. bitterly

  2543. and

  2544. what

  2545. he

  2546. saw

  2547. was

  2548. not

  2549. the

  2550. darkness

  2551. of these

  2552. events

  2553. what

  2554. he saw

  2555. was not

  2556. Judas's

  2557. betrayal

  2558. what he

  2559. saw

  2560. was the

  2561. darkness

  2562. in his

  2563. heart

  2564. and

  2565. he

  2566. wept

  2567. bitterly

  2568. his

  2569. tears

  2570. were not

  2571. tears

  2572. of remorse

  2573. they

  2574. were tears

  2575. of deep

  2576. sorrow

  2577. over the

  2578. darkness

  2579. in his

  2580. heart

  2581. and he

  2582. turned away

  2583. from it

  2584. Peter

  2585. moved

  2586. from

  2587. arrogance

  2588. to

  2589. brokenness

  2590. and what

  2591. caused

  2592. him to

  2593. see the

  2594. darkness

  2595. in his

  2596. heart

  2597. was the

  2598. word of

  2599. the

  2600. Lord

  2601. and the

  2602. look from

  2603. the

  2604. Lord

  2605. that's

  2606. what broke

  2607. him

  2608. he

  2609. realized

  2610. that

  2611. Jesus'

  2612. assessment

  2613. of him

  2614. as a

  2615. betrayer

  2616. was

  2617. correct

  2618. that

  2619. he

  2620. had

  2621. darkness

  2622. in his

  2623. heart

  2624. that

  2625. he

  2626. was

  2627. not

  2628. good

  2629. and

  2630. he

  2631. saw

  2632. that

  2633. he

  2634. was

  2635. weak

  2636. that

  2637. he

  2638. was

  2639. flawed

  2640. and

  2641. that

  2642. he

  2643. too

  2644. had

  2645. abandoned

  2646. God

  2647. but it

  2648. was also

  2649. the

  2650. look

  2651. you see

  2652. the

  2653. look

  2654. was

  2655. not

  2656. a

  2657. look

  2658. of

  2659. disgust

  2660. it

  2661. was

  2662. not

  2663. a

  2664. look

  2665. of

  2666. judgment

  2667. it

  2668. was

  2669. a

  2670. look

  2671. that

  2672. told

  2673. him

  2674. that

  2675. Jesus

  2676. was

  2677. not

  2678. done

  2679. with

  2680. him

  2681. yet

  2682. it

  2683. was

  2684. not

  2685. a

  2686. look

  2687. of

  2688. rejection

  2689. but

  2690. a

  2691. look

  2692. of

  2693. compassion

  2694. of

  2695. forgiveness

  2696. and

  2697. it

  2698. was

  2699. a

  2700. look

  2701. that

  2702. bid

  2703. him

  2704. to

  2705. come

  2706. not

  2707. a

  2708. look

  2709. that

  2710. caused

  2711. him

  2712. to run

  2713. into

  2714. the

  2715. darkness

  2716. you see

  2717. Judas

  2718. was

  2719. filled

  2720. with

  2721. regret

  2722. and

  2723. remorse

  2724. but

  2725. it

  2726. didn't

  2727. take

  2728. him

  2729. back

  2730. to

  2731. Jesus

  2732. it

  2733. led

  2734. him

  2735. to

  2736. despair

  2737. and

  2738. death

  2739. by

  2740. his

  2741. own

  2742. hand

  2743. but

  2744. Peter's

  2745. darkness

  2746. led

  2747. him

  2748. to

  2749. weep

  2750. bitterly

  2751. to

  2752. repentance

  2753. over

  2754. his

  2755. sin

  2756. and

  2757. back

  2758. to

  2759. Jesus

  2760. as

  2761. the

  2762. source

  2763. of

  2764. hope

  2765. and

  2766. salvation

  2767. and

  2768. so

  2769. the

  2770. Christian

  2771. does

  2772. not

  2773. repent

  2774. of

  2775. sin

  2776. hoping

  2777. to

  2778. gain

  2779. God's

  2780. favour

  2781. and

  2782. attention

  2783. they

  2784. repent

  2785. of

  2786. sin

  2787. because

  2788. they

  2789. have

  2790. God's

  2791. favour

  2792. and

  2793. attention

  2794. in

  2795. the

  2796. person

  2797. of

  2798. Jesus

  2799. and

  2800. so

  2801. look

  2802. to

  2803. Jesus

  2804. he is

  2805. the

  2806. solution

  2807. to

  2808. your

  2809. darkness

  2810. and

  2811. this

  2812. world's

  2813. darkness

  2814. look

  2815. to

  2816. Jesus

  2817. because

  2818. he's

  2819. fixed

  2820. his

  2821. gaze

  2822. on

  2823. you

  2824. already

  2825. on

  2826. the

  2827. cross

  2828. and

  2829. in

  2830. the

  2831. cross

  2832. look

  2833. to

  2834. Jesus

  2835. who

  2836. is

  2837. willing

  2838. to

  2839. be

  2840. plunged

  2841. into

  2842. the

  2843. darkness

  2844. of

  2845. sin

  2846. and

  2847. rejection

  2848. and

  2849. death

  2850. and

  2851. hell

  2852. to

  2853. give

  2854. us

  2855. freely

  2856. the

  2857. gift

  2858. of

  2859. forgiveness

  2860. and

  2861. acceptance

  2862. and

  2863. life

  2864. life

  2865. that will

  2866. never be

  2867. extinguished

  2868. in

  2869. heaven

  2870. you

  2871. see

  2872. the

  2873. Christian

  2874. hope

  2875. in a

  2876. world

  2877. of

  2878. darkness

  2879. and

  2880. disappointment

  2881. and

  2882. pain

  2883. and

  2884. suffering

  2885. and

  2886. injustice

  2887. the

  2888. Christian

  2889. hope

  2890. is that

  2891. this

  2892. is not

  2893. the way

  2894. it will

  2895. always

  2896. be

  2897. at the

  2898. very

  2899. end

  2900. of the

  2901. Bible

  2902. what

  2903. Jesus

  2904. has

  2905. achieved

  2906. for

  2907. us

  2908. is

  2909. not

  2910. just

  2911. light

  2912. and

  2913. acceptance

  2914. now

  2915. but

  2916. for

  2917. all

  2918. of

  2919. eternity

  2920. the

  2921. end

  2922. of

  2923. the

  2924. Bible

  2925. Revelation

    Revelation 22:5

  2926. 22

  2927. verse

  2928. 5

  2929. says

  2930. that

  2931. in

  2932. heaven

  2933. in

  2934. God's

  2935. presence

  2936. at

  2937. the

  2938. end

  2939. of

  2940. it

  2941. all

  2942. in

  2943. God's

  2944. remade

  2945. perfect

  2946. world

  2947. there

  2948. will

  2949. be

  2950. no

  2951. more

  2952. night

  2953. no

  2954. more

  2955. darkness

  2956. no

  2957. more

  2958. pain

  2959. no

  2960. more

  2961. suffering

  2962. we

  2963. don't

  2964. need

  2965. a

  2966. lamp

  2967. or

  2968. the

  2969. sun

  2970. because

  2971. the

  2972. Lord

  2973. God

  2974. will

  2975. be

  2976. its

  2977. light

  2978. that

  2979. is

  2980. the

  2981. Christian

  2982. hope

  2983. right

  2984. now

  2985. and so

  2986. whatever

  2987. pain

  2988. and

  2989. suffering

  2990. and

  2991. darkness

  2992. that

  2993. you're

  2994. experiencing

  2995. in the

  2996. depths

  2997. of

  2998. your

  2999. soul

  3000. Jesus

  3001. is

  3002. the

  3003. solution

  3004. for

  3005. you

  3006. now

  3007. for

  3008. your

  3009. own

  3010. darkness

  3011. and

  3012. sin

  3013. and

  3014. he

  3015. is

  3016. the

  3017. hope

  3018. that

  3019. he

  3020. gives

  3021. you

  3022. for

  3023. all

  3024. of

  3025. eternity

  3026. in

  3027. existence

  3028. !

  3029. of

  3030. perfection

  3031. and

  3032. light

  3033. and

  3034. so

  3035. we

  3036. come

  3037. and

  3038. we

  3039. celebrate

  3040. what

  3041. Jesus

  3042. did

  3043. just

  3044. before

  3045. the

  3046. darkness

  3047. of

  3048. Gethsemane

  3049. the

  3050. Lord's

  3051. Supper

  3052. that

  3053. he

  3054. gave

  3055. his

  3056. disciples

  3057. I'm

  3058. going to

  3059. begin

  3060. by

  3061. reading

  3062. the

  3063. very

  3064. words

  3065. of

  3066. Peter

  3067. this

  3068. Peter

  3069. who

  3070. in

  3071. this

  3072. moment

  3073. denied

  3074. Jesus

  3075. went

  3076. on

  3077. to be

  3078. restored

  3079. and

  3080. wrote

  3081. some

  3082. of

  3083. the

  3084. New

  3085. Testament

  3086. this

  3087. is

  3088. how

  3089. he

  3090. describes

  3091. those

  3092. who

  3093. come

  3094. and

  3095. put

  3096. their

  3097. trust

  3098. in

  3099. Jesus

  3100. you

  3101. are

  3102. a

  3103. chosen

  3104. people

  3105. God's

  3106. special

  3107. possession

  3108. that

  3109. you

  3110. may

  3111. declare

  3112. the

  3113. praise

  3114. of

  3115. him

  3116. who

  3117. called

  3118. you

  3119. out

  3120. of

  3121. darkness

  3122. into

  3123. his

  3124. wonderful

  3125. light

  3126. once

  3127. you

  3128. were

  3129. not

  3130. a

  3131. people

  3132. but

  3133. now

  3134. you

  3135. are

  3136. the

  3137. people

  3138. of

  3139. God

  3140. once

  3141. you

  3142. had

  3143. not

  3144. received

  3145. !

  3146. mercy

  3147. !

  3148. but

  3149. now

  3150. you

  3151. have

  3152. received

  3153. mercy!

  3154. And

  3155. so

  3156. the

  3157. first

  3158. thing

  3159. I'd

  3160. want

  3161. to

  3162. say

  3163. is

  3164. that

  3165. if

  3166. you're

  3167. someone

  3168. who

  3169. does

  3170. not

  3171. know

  3172. Jesus

  3173. hear

  3174. the

  3175. words

  3176. of

  3177. Peter

  3178. here

  3179. calling

  3180. you

  3181. out

  3182. of

  3183. darkness

  3184. into

  3185. light

  3186. calling

  3187. you

  3188. out

  3189. from

  3190. under

  3191. the

  3192. condemnation

  3193. of

  3194. sin

  3195. the

  3196. darkness

  3197. of

  3198. that

  3199. into

  3200. the

  3201. light

  3202. of

  3203. mercy

  3204. receive

  3205. the

  3206. mercy

  3207. of

  3208. Christ

  3209. make

  3210. that

  3211. decision

  3212. today

  3213. on

  3214. this

  3215. good

  3216. Friday

  3217. that

  3218. you

  3219. might

  3220. have

  3221. the

  3222. hope

  3223. of

  3224. light

  3225. and

  3226. life

  3227. and

  3228. acceptance

  3229. for

  3230. eternity

  3231. come

  3232. out

  3233. of

  3234. the

  3235. darkness

  3236. you

  3237. do

  3238. not

  3239. need

  3240. to

  3241. end

  3242. life

  3243. like

  3244. H.G.

  3245. Wells

  3246. despondent

  3247. about

  3248. the

  3249. darkness

  3250. and hear

  3251. the words

  3252. of Jesus

  3253. calling you

  3254. out of

  3255. the

  3256. darkness

  3257. come

  3258. to me

  3259. all

  3260. who are

  3261. weary

  3262. and burdened

  3263. and I

  3264. will give

  3265. you rest

  3266. how does

  3267. he do

  3268. that

  3269. God

  3270. so

  3271. loved

  3272. the

  3273. world

  3274. that

  3275. he

  3276. gave

  3277. his

  3278. only

  3279. son

  3280. that

  3281. whoever

  3282. believes

  3283. in

  3284. him

  3285. shall

  3286. not

  3287. perish

  3288. but

  3289. have

  3290. eternal

  3291. life

  3292. and hear

  3293. the words

  3294. of the

  3295. apostle

  3296. John

  3297. if anyone

  3298. sins

  3299. we have an

  3300. advocate

  3301. with the

  3302. father

  3303. Jesus

  3304. Christ

  3305. the

  3306. righteous

  3307. one

  3308. he is

  3309. the

  3310. atoning

  3311. sacrifice

  3312. for

  3313. our

  3314. sins

  3315. I'm

  3316. going

  3317. to

  3318. invite

  3319. my

  3320. helpers

  3321. to

  3322. come

  3323. they're

  3324. going

  3325. to

  3326. distribute

  3327. the

  3328. elements

  3329. of

  3330. communion

  3331. to

  3332. you

  3333. I

  3334. would

  3335. say

  3336. to

  3337. you

  3338. that

  3339. if

  3340. you're

  3341. someone

  3342. this

  3343. is

  3344. particularly

  3345. for

  3346. those

  3347. who

  3348. are

  3349. already

  3350. in

  3351. Christ

  3352. those

  3353. who

  3354. have

  3355. accepted

  3356. Jesus

  3357. this

  3358. is

  3359. a

  3360. reminder

  3361. of

  3362. what

  3363. we

  3364. have

  3365. in

  3366. Jesus

  3367. if

  3368. you're

  3369. someone

  3370. who

  3371. you're

  3372. not

  3373. sure

  3374. about

  3375. that

  3376. or

  3377. you

  3378. definitely

  3379. know

  3380. that

  3381. I

  3382. can't

  3383. I'm

  3384. not

  3385. a

  3386. Christian

  3387. then

  3388. don't

  3389. take

  3390. these

  3391. elements

  3392. it

  3393. is

  3394. dangerous

  3395. for

  3396. you

  3397. if

  3398. you

  3399. do

  3400. dangerous

  3401. for

  3402. you

  3403. because

  3404. you

  3405. are

  3406. mocking

  3407. Christ

  3408. don't

  3409. take

  3410. them

  3411. but

  3412. if

  3413. you

  3414. do

  3415. take

  3416. it

  3417. for

  3418. your

  3419. joy

  3420. no

  3421. judgment

  3422. either

  3423. way

  3424. you

  3425. see

  3426. at

  3427. the

  3428. heart

  3429. of

  3430. the

  3431. Christian

  3432. life

  3433. is

  3434. an

  3435. active

  3436. trust

  3437. in

  3438. the

  3439. Lord

  3440. Jesus

  3441. and

  3442. his

  3443. sacrificial

  3444. death

  3445. for

  3446. us

  3447. that's

  3448. what

  3449. Good

  3450. Friday

  3451. is

  3452. all

  3453. about

  3454. and

  3455. what

  3456. we

  3457. are

  3458. doing

  3459. now

  3460. in

  3461. this

  3462. symbolic

  3463. meal

  3464. that

  3465. Jesus

  3466. gave

  3467. his

  3468. disciples

  3469. at

  3470. the

  3471. Last

  3472. Supper

  3473. we

  3474. are

  3475. participating

  3476. in

  3477. Christ's

  3478. work

  3479. for

  3480. us

  3481. we're

  3482. doing

  3483. it

  3484. together

  3485. and

  3486. what

  3487. we're

  3488. doing

  3489. in

  3490. participating

  3491. in

  3492. is

  3493. we're

  3494. expressing

  3495. !

  3496. and we're

  3497. strengthening

  3498. our

  3499. trust

  3500. and our

  3501. hope

  3502. in

  3503. him

  3504. the

  3505. Lord's

  3506. Supper

  3507. is

  3508. an

  3509. outward

  3510. invisible

  3511. sign

  3512. of

  3513. the

  3514. grace

  3515. that's

  3516. shown

  3517. to

  3518. us

  3519. in

  3520. the

  3521. sacrificial

  3522. and

  3523. atoning

  3524. death

  3525. of

  3526. Jesus

  3527. on

  3528. the

  3529. cross

  3530. and

  3531. so

  3532. as

  3533. we

  3534. share

  3535. in

  3536. these

  3537. elements

  3538. the

  3539. wafer

  3540. and

  3541. the

  3542. juice

  3543. we

  3544. are

  3545. invited

  3546. really

  3547. to

  3548. spiritually

  3549. feed

  3550. on

  3551. Christ

  3552. in

  3553. our

  3554. hearts

  3555. to

  3556. be

  3557. thankful

  3558. to

  3559. him

  3560. for

  3561. what

  3562. he

  3563. has

  3564. achieved

  3565. !

  3566. for

  3567. us

  3568. and

  3569. I

  3570. think

  3571. as we

  3572. hold

  3573. them

  3574. we

  3575. are

  3576. captivated

  3577. by

  3578. the

  3579. symbols

  3580. of

  3581. them

  3582. of

  3583. God's

  3584. love

  3585. for

  3586. us

  3587. who

  3588. are

  3589. unworthy

  3590. we

  3591. are

  3592. strengthened

  3593. by

  3594. faith

  3595. in

  3596. Jesus

  3597. who

  3598. lived

  3599. the

  3600. perfect

  3601. life

  3602. that

  3603. we

  3604. haven't

  3605. lived

  3606. represented

  3607. in

  3608. the

  3609. wafer

  3610. the

  3611. bread

  3612. whatever

  3613. it

  3614. is

  3615. because

  3616. he

  3617. is

  3618. the

  3619. bread

  3620. of

  3621. life

  3622. and

  3623. we

  3624. are

  3625. also

  3626. strengthened

  3627. by

  3628. faith

  3629. in

  3630. the

  3631. one

  3632. whose

  3633. blood

  3634. flowed

  3635. for

  3636. our

  3637. redemption

  3638. and

  3639. so

  3640. what

  3641. we're

  3642. doing

  3643. here

  3644. is

  3645. it

  3646. basically

  3647. reminds

  3648. us

  3649. of

  3650. the

  3651. core

  3652. of

  3653. the

  3654. Christian

  3655. faith

  3656. the

  3657. gospel

  3658. the

  3659. good

  3660. news

  3661. it

  3662. humbles

  3663. us

  3664. because

  3665. which is

  3666. what the

  3667. gospel

  3668. does

  3669. what

  3670. good

  3671. friday

  3672. does

  3673. for

  3674. us

  3675. it

  3676. humbles

  3677. us

  3678. because

  3679. we

  3680. are

  3681. more

  3682. wicked

  3683. and

  3684. dark

  3685. and

  3686. evil

  3687. and

  3688. sinful

  3689. than

  3690. any

  3691. of

  3692. us

  3693. dare

  3694. to

  3695. imagine

  3696. Judas

  3697. and

  3698. Peter

  3699. didn't

  3700. even

  3701. see

  3702. it

  3703. but

  3704. at

  3705. the

  3706. same

  3707. time

  3708. in

  3709. Jesus

  3710. we

  3711. are

  3712. more

  3713. loved

  3714. and

  3715. affirmed

  3716. than

  3717. we

  3718. ever

  3719. dreamed

  3720. that's

  3721. who

  3722. we

  3723. are

  3724. and

  3725. so

  3726. knowing

  3727. the

  3728. grace

  3729. and the

  3730. mercy

  3731. and the

  3732. tenderness

  3733. of

  3734. God

  3735. knowing

  3736. that

  3737. we

  3738. live

  3739. life

  3740. our

  3741. way

  3742. let's

  3743. confess

  3744. our

  3745. sin

  3746. it

  3747. is

  3748. the

  3749. only

  3750. appropriate

  3751. way

  3752. forward

  3753. on the

  3754. screen

  3755. let's

  3756. do

  3757. this

  3758. together

  3759. heavenly

  3760. Father

  3761. you

  3762. have

  3763. loved

  3764. us

  3765. with

  3766. an

  3767. love

  3768. but

  3769. we

  3770. have

  3771. gone

  3772. our

  3773. own

  3774. way

  3775. and

  3776. rejected

  3777. your

  3778. will

  3779. for

  3780. our

  3781. lives

  3782. we

  3783. are

  3784. sorry

  3785. for

  3786. our

  3787. sins

  3788. and

  3789. turn

  3790. away

  3791. from

  3792. them

  3793. for

  3794. the

  3795. sake

  3796. of

  3797. your

  3798. son

  3799. who

  3800. died

  3801. for

  3802. us

  3803. forgive

  3804. us

  3805. cleanse

  3806. us

  3807. and

  3808. change

  3809. us

  3810. by

  3811. your

  3812. Holy

  3813. Spirit

  3814. enable

  3815. us

  3816. to

  3817. live

  3818. for

  3819. you

  3820. and

  3821. to

  3822. please

  3823. you

  3824. in

  3825. every

  3826. way

  3827. for

  3828. the

  3829. glory

  3830. of

  3831. our

  3832. Lord

  3833. Jesus

  3834. Christ

  3835. amen

  3836. I

  3837. think

  3838. the

  3839. beauty

  3840. and

  3841. the

  3842. wonder

  3843. of

  3844. Christianity

  3845. is

  3846. really

  3847. summed

  3848. up

  3849. in

  3850. these

  3851. words

  3852. of

  3853. scripture

  3854. God

  3855. is

  3856. slow

  3857. to

  3858. anger

  3859. and

  3860. he

  3861. is

  3862. full

  3863. of

  3864. compassion

  3865. he

  3866. forgives

  3867. all

  3868. who

  3869. humbly

  3870. repent

  3871. and

  3872. turn

  3873. to

  3874. his

  3875. son

  3876. Jesus

  3877. Christ

  3878. to

  3879. whom

  3880. there

  3881. is

  3882. no

  3883. condemnation

  3884. and

  3885. so

  3886. I

  3887. would

  3888. invite

  3889. you

  3890. to

  3891. say

  3892. the

  3893. words

  3894. in

  3895. the

  3896. bowl

  3897. lift

  3898. up

  3899. your

  3900. hearts

  3901. let

  3902. us

  3903. give

  3904. thanks

  3905. to

  3906. the

  3907. Lord

  3908. our

  3909. God

  3910. and

  3911. so

  3912. we

  3913. praise

  3914. and

  3915. we

  3916. thank

  3917. you

  3918. heavenly

  3919. father

  3920. for

  3921. every

  3922. spiritual

  3923. blessing

  3924. in

  3925. Jesus

  3926. our

  3927. Lord

  3928. in

  3929. whom

  3930. we

  3931. have

  3932. the

  3933. forgiveness

  3934. of

  3935. sins

  3936. the

  3937. gift

  3938. of

  3939. your

  3940. spirit

  3941. and

  3942. the

  3943. certain

  3944. hope

  3945. of

  3946. being

  3947. with

  3948. you

  3949. in

  3950. your

  3951. presence

  3952. sharing

  3953. in

  3954. your

  3955. glory

  3956. and

  3957. the

  3958. light

  3959. of

  3960. life

  3961. and

  3962. acceptance

  3963. where

  3964. we

  3965. are

  3966. redeemed

  3967. where

  3968. there's

  3969. no

  3970. more

  3971. pain

  3972. no

  3973. more

  3974. death

  3975. no

  3976. more

  3977. evil

  3978. no

  3979. more

  3980. uncertainty

  3981. no

  3982. more

  3983. darkness

  3984. a

  3985. day

  3986. when

  3987. you

  3988. will

  3989. tenderly

  3990. wipe

  3991. away

  3992. every

  3993. tear

  3994. thank

  3995. you

  3996. thank

  3997. you

  3998. father

  3999. thank

  4000. you

  4001. Jesus

  4002. thank

  4003. you

  4004. holy

  4005. spirit

  4006. amen

  4007. and

  4008. so

  4009. on

  4010. the

  4011. night

  4012. before

  4013. Jesus

  4014. died

  4015. he

  4016. took

  4017. bread

  4018. he

  4019. gave

  4020. it

  4021. thanks

  4022. and

  4023. he

  4024. gave

  4025. his

  4026. disciples

  4027. take

  4028. and

  4029. eat

  4030. this

  4031. is

  4032. my

  4033. body

  4034. given

  4035. for

  4036. you

  4037. you

  4038. live

  4039. the

  4040. perfect

  4041. life

  4042. that

  4043. we

  4044. did

  4045. not

  4046. live

  4047. let's

  4048. take

  4049. and

  4050. remember

  4051. our

  4052. darkness

  4053. and

  4054. his

  4055. perfection

  4056. and

  4057. you're

  4058. taking

  4059. up

  4060. the

  4061. clock

  4062. let's

  4063. remember

  4064. that

  4065. his

  4066. perfection

  4067. his

  4068. grace

  4069. his

  4070. mercy

  4071. led

  4072. him

  4073. to

  4074. the

  4075. cross

  4076. the

  4077. shed

  4078. sin

  4079. for

  4080. our

  4081. darkness

  4082. his

  4083. light

  4084. his

  4085. light

  4086. was

  4087. extinguished

  4088. that we

  4089. might have

  4090. light

  4091. and life

  4092. and hope

  4093. let's

  4094. drink

  4095. together

  4096. and

  4097. to

  4098. go

  4099. to

  4100. the

  4101. other

  4102. to

  4103. the

  4104. to

  4105. the

  4106. to

  4107. the