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Don't Be Deceived

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  1. Good morning, everyone.

  2. My name is you all.

  3. I'm the RUF campus minister at the Air Force Academy.

  4. And as you all can imagine, everything in 2020 just looks a little different, right?

  5. And our ministry also looks very different this year.

  6. More Zoom calls than I care to discuss.

  7. More small groups, more outdoor events, more off-campus events, more face masks, more hand sanitizer.

  8. You guys know the drill at this point.

  9. Everything just looks different.

  10. The coronavirus has thrown a wrench in our plans, but not in God's plans.

  11. And God is still doing some amazing things through our ministry at USAPHA.

  12. Every week, 50 to 75 cadets hear the gospel through RUF.

  13. Lives are changing.

  14. Hearts are healing.

  15. Idolatries are shrinking.

  16. And our community is growing.

  17. Praise God.

  18. Thank you guys for your continued prayers, your financial support, for making our ministry possible.

  19. I can say sincerely that our ministry would not be possible without Cheyenne Mountain Presbyterian Church.

  20. Thank you guys so much.

  21. So it is said that a picture is worth a thousand words.

  22. So here's a picture of one of our recent outdoor worship events.

  23. As you can see, it's at Forest Gate Presbyterian.

  24. So it's a beautiful thing.

  25. Forest Gate has been providing the facility.

  26. Village 7 has been providing us transportation and providing a shuttle.

  27. And then Grace and Peace and Cheyenne Mountain have been providing our meals,

  28. allowing us to pay for dinner and drinks for our students.

  29. It's just a really cool thing to see all the churches in an area come together to make our ministry possible.

  30. Here's another picture.

  31. This is our sophomore class.

  32. They were recognized recently.

  33. So we took them out to Texas Roadhouse and treated them to steak lunches.

  34. Anyway, amazing, amazing ministry happening at USAPHA.

  35. And thank you for being a part of it.

  36. Now, a picture may be worth a thousand words,

  37. but this morning I'm going to try to use about 3,000 words to paint you a picture.

  38. And I pray that the picture that I paint with my limited finite words

  39. is far more meaningful than 3,000 words.

  40. If you could look at a picture of your soul,

  41. what do you think that picture would look like?

  42. Oscar Wilde, in his novel written in 1890,

  43. a novel called The Picture of Dorian Gray,

  44. he poses this question to his readers in a frightening fashion,

  45. in a dramatic way.

  46. The story tells, the novel tells the story of this handsome young man.

  47. His name is Dorian Gray, and he has a portrait painted.

  48. He's a beautiful young man.

  49. He looks at this portrait of himself,

  50. and he realizes that one day he's going to grow old,

  51. and he begins to dread this future reality.

  52. And so in the pursuit of immortality,

  53. Dorian Gray, he makes a wish that his portrait,

  54. this beautiful portrait of himself,

  55. would grow old so that he could stay young.

  56. In a sense, he sells his soul to the devil for immortality,

  57. and his wish comes true.

  58. Now that Dorian is essentially immortal,

  59. he starts doing whatever he wants to do,

  60. and the things that he wants to do,

  61. they're not good things.

  62. After some time, he goes back into this room

  63. that he had stored this painting, this portrait,

  64. and he looks at the painting,

  65. and he realizes that it wasn't just a reflection

  66. of his physical decay,

  67. but it was also a reflection of his spiritual decay as well.

  68. So all the evil that he had been doing

  69. was reflected in this hideous portrait of his soul.

  70. And so Dorian does what I think anyone would do

  71. in that situation.

  72. He wraps the portrait up.

  73. He puts it in the secluded room.

  74. He locks the door, and he throws away the key.

  75. And then he goes on living a hedonistic lifestyle.

  76. He throws himself into sensual behaviors,

  77. experimenting with every vice known to man.

  78. Dorian concludes,

  79. the only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it.

  80. And that's exactly what he does time and time again

  81. throughout this short novel.

  82. Meanwhile, his portrait that's locked away in this room

  83. becomes increasingly more hideous and revolting.

  84. The novel illustrates how the person we project to others

  85. may be a very different person from who we are inside.

  86. So let me ask you the opening question again.

  87. If you could look at a picture of your soul,

  88. what would that picture look like?

  89. This morning, we're going to look at three scenes.

  90. There are unpleasant scenes from the Gospel of Mark, Mark 14.

  91. Each unpleasant scene invites us to see ourselves,

  92. to see our soul in the disciples.

  93. And my friends, it isn't a pretty picture.

  94. Each of the scenes in Mark 14,

  95. it paints a picture not only of the disciples,

  96. but of ourselves.

  97. And it is a portrait that forces each of us

  98. to ask the question,

  99. what did Jesus get when he got me?

  100. What did he get when he got me?

  101. Mark 14, it's going to make us a little uncomfortable.

  102. It'll make us feel a little uneasy.

  103. But the truth is, we desperately need Mark 14.

  104. Mark 14 helps us see ourselves rightly.

  105. And we need to see ourselves rightly

  106. by looking honestly at this portrait of the disciples

  107. on the night that Jesus was arrested and betrayed.

  108. Because here's the thing, my friends.

  109. You will never feel the weight of the Gospel

  110. until you see yourselves in the disciples in Mark 14.

  111. And you will never grasp the depths of God's love for you

  112. until you see what it cost God to get you.

  113. So if you are willing and able,

  114. I invite you to please stand

  115. for the reading of God's holy, inerrant, and inspired word.

  116. And this is a long passage this morning.

  117. As I said, we're going to look at three scenes

  118. and we're going to break them down.

  119. Mark 14, verses 26 through 50.

    Mark 14:26–50

  120. All right, here's the first scene.

  121. And when they had sung a hymn,

  122. they went out to the Mount of Olives.

  123. And Jesus said to them,

  124. you will all fall away, for it is written,

  125. I will strike the shepherd and the sheep will be scattered.

  126. But after I am raised up, I will go before you to Galilee.

  127. Peter said to him, even though they fall away, I will not.

  128. And Jesus said to him, truly,

  129. I tell you this very night before the rooster crows twice,

  130. you will deny me three times.

  131. But he said emphatically, if I must die with you,

  132. I will not deny you.

  133. And they all said the same.

  134. Second scene.

  135. And they went to the place called Gethsemane.

  136. And he said to his disciples, sit here while I pray.

  137. And he took with him Peter and James and John

  138. and began to be greatly distressed and troubled.

  139. And he said to them, my soul is very sorrowful,

  140. even to death.

  141. Remain here and watch.

  142. And going a little further, he fell on the ground and prayed

  143. that if it were possible, the hour might pass from him.

  144. And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible for you.

  145. Remove this cup from me.

  146. Yet not what I will, but what you will.

  147. And he came and found them sleeping.

  148. And he said to Peter, Simon, are you asleep?

  149. Could you not watch for one hour?

  150. Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation.

  151. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.

  152. And again, he went away and prayed, saying the exact same words.

  153. And again, he came and found them sleeping,

  154. for their eyes were very heavy.

  155. And they did not know what to answer him.

  156. And he came the third time and said to them,

  157. are you still sleeping and taking your rest?

  158. It is enough.

  159. The hour has come.

  160. The son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.

  161. Rise, let us be going.

  162. See, my betrayer is at hand.

  163. Third scene.

  164. He threw his sword and struck the servant of the high priest

  165. and cut off his ear.

  166. And Jesus said to them,

  167. have you come out as against a robber

  168. with swords and clubs to capture me?

  169. Day after day, I was with you in the temple teaching,

  170. and you did not seize me.

  171. But let the scriptures be fulfilled.

  172. And get this.

  173. And they all left him in flood.

  174. This is the very word of God.

  175. Let me pray.

  176. Heavenly Father, this is a convicting passage

  177. as we see ourselves in imperfect disciples.

  178. We pray that you would open our eyes

  179. to see our shortcomings, our imperfections,

  180. our brokenness,

  181. so that we will see our need for a sinless savior.

  182. And it's through his name we pray.

  183. Amen.

  184. Amen.

  185. All right.

  186. You may be seated.

  187. All right.

  188. So the disciples have just left the upper room.

  189. And Jesus takes his disciples to the Mount of Olives.

  190. And he reminds them of a prophecy from Zechariah 13.

  191. The prophecy went something like this.

  192. I will strike the shepherd,

  193. and the sheep will be scattered.

  194. He reminds them of this ancient prophecy.

  195. And he says, it's time.

  196. Jesus tells his closest friends,

  197. his disciples, for three years,

  198. that they were about to deny him.

  199. They were about to fall away.

  200. They were about to desert him.

  201. And in response, the disciples essentially say,

  202. well, that's just not going to happen, Jesus.

  203. We would never desert you.

  204. We would never deny you.

  205. That prophecy must have been talking about other sheep.

  206. Like, remember all those people at your triumphal entry?

  207. Yeah, I was probably talking about them.

  208. Because look, it hasn't even been that long.

  209. And we're the only ones left.

  210. Where are they?

  211. They're the sheep that have been scattered.

  212. We're still with you.

  213. And we're with you to the end.

  214. They essentially say, till death do us part.

  215. Peter goes a step further.

  216. It's as if Peter pulls Jesus aside

  217. and has like this quiet, private conversation.

  218. And Peter doesn't hesitate to throw

  219. all of his buddies under the bus.

  220. Peter goes, I know these guys.

  221. And I hate to say it, Jesus,

  222. but your prophecy is probably right.

  223. I wouldn't be surprised if they all fall away.

  224. But I'm different.

  225. I'm better.

  226. I'm not like them.

  227. My faith is true.

  228. My faith is unshakable.

  229. When they fall away,

  230. which they probably will,

  231. I won't fall away.

  232. I'm with you, Jesus.

  233. I'm with you to the end.

  234. After hearing this,

  235. Jesus has to get specific with Peter.

  236. Right?

  237. And so he says,

  238. Peter, not only will you desert me,

  239. but you will deny me three times

  240. before the rooster crows twice.

  241. This first scene is a portrait of denial.

  242. Peter doesn't think so, right?

  243. Peter says, yeah, right.

  244. That's not going to happen.

  245. I'm different.

  246. I'm better.

  247. My faith is real.

  248. I actually get it.

  249. In verses 66 through 72,

  250. Mark, the author of this gospel,

  251. he gives us front row seats to this encounter.

  252. Peter, he comes across a harmless servant girl.

  253. And she is going to lob three juicy softballs his way.

  254. She says, hey, aren't you one of his disciples?

  255. I think I've seen you with Jesus.

  256. And Peter replies, no.

  257. You must be thinking of someone else.

  258. I don't know what you're talking about.

  259. Strike one.

  260. Second pitch is thrown.

  261. No, seriously, aren't you one of his disciples?

  262. I swear I've seen you before.

  263. And Peter replies,

  264. I don't know what you're talking about.

  265. I don't know him.

  266. I'm positive I am not one of his followers.

  267. Strike two.

  268. And then the third pitch,

  269. the third juicy softball is thrown his way.

  270. She says, how many?

  271. She says,

  272. essentially, don't lie to me.

  273. I know I've seen you with Jesus before.

  274. Just tell the truth.

  275. I won't do anything.

  276. And what does Peter say?

  277. The text says,

  278. he goes,

  279. I swear to God,

  280. I don't know him.

  281. Strike three.

  282. And the rooster crows a second time.

  283. Luke,

  284. in his gospel,

  285. he fills us in on a,

  286. an often over-missed detail.

  287. And it is a heartbreaking detail.

  288. Luke tells us that immediately after the rooster crowed a second time,

  289. the Lord,

  290. the text says,

  291. the Lord turned and looked at Peter.

  292. Jesus witnessed

  293. at least Peter's third denial.

  294. Now it seems that Jesus' trial has ended

  295. and he's being taken by the guards

  296. across the courtyard

  297. to his prison cell.

  298. His face is already black and blue

  299. from the guards who covered his face

  300. and beat him

  301. while yelling,

  302. prophesy.

  303. Prophesy.

  304. Who hit you?

  305. That is the face

  306. that Peter saw

  307. after he denied Jesus

  308. for the third time

  309. to a harmless servant girl

  310. who posed zero threat.

  311. Do you see yourselves in Peter?

  312. Now this is interesting.

  313. While the guards are beating Jesus up

  314. and yelling,

  315. prophesy,

  316. Jesus' prophecy

  317. to Peter

  318. to Peter

  319. is being fulfilled.

  320. Isn't that interesting?

  321. But can you imagine the pain

  322. that it must have caused

  323. Jesus to see Peter,

  324. his closest disciple,

  325. possibly his closest friend,

  326. deny him

  327. when Jesus had

  328. just taken a beating for him?

  329. Now this probably hurt Jesus

  330. more than all of the prior blows

  331. Jesus received from the guards combined.

  332. Look at Peter.

  333. And so much for Peter's

  334. I'm different talk, right?

  335. His I'm better,

  336. his they may fall away,

  337. but not me.

  338. I get it.

  339. I'm with you to the end talk.

  340. So much for his words.

  341. Not even Peter

  342. had the faith

  343. to back up

  344. his claims

  345. to be faithful.

  346. And listen, y'all,

  347. this is Peter,

  348. right?

  349. This is Peter,

  350. one of the pillars

  351. of the church,

  352. the apostle of apostles.

  353. This is the guy

  354. who first professed

  355. that Jesus was the Messiah.

  356. He saw countless miracles performed.

  357. He heard countless sermons delivered.

  358. He walked with Jesus

  359. for three years.

  360. He witnessed the transfiguration.

  361. This is the guy

  362. who would be renamed Cephas,

  363. which means the rock,

  364. because his sermon in Acts 2

  365. would become the firm foundation.

  366. It would become the rock

  367. on which the church was built.

  368. This is Peter.

  369. This is the guy

  370. who would be crucified upside down

  371. for the sake of the gospel.

  372. Now, if Peter,

  373. if Peter was unfaithful,

  374. if Peter was able to deny Jesus,

  375. what makes you think

  376. that you are somehow different?

  377. What makes you think

  378. that you are somehow better

  379. than Peter?

  380. As if you get it,

  381. no one else does.

  382. My friends,

  383. don't be deceived.

  384. The spirit is willing,

  385. but the flesh is weak.

  386. You see,

  387. every time you sin,

  388. you deny Christ.

  389. Sin,

  390. by its very nature,

  391. is a betrayal of God.

  392. It's a betrayal of Jesus.

  393. It's a betrayal

  394. of Christ's redemptive work

  395. for you.

  396. So this means

  397. that every time you sin,

  398. every time you slander

  399. another person,

  400. every time you gossip

  401. about another person,

  402. you are denying Jesus.

  403. Every time you care more

  404. about what others think of you

  405. than what God thinks of you,

  406. you are betraying Jesus.

  407. Every time your heart is greedy,

  408. every time it is lustful,

  409. every time it is slothful,

  410. every time it is bitter,

  411. you are denying Jesus.

  412. Every time you sin,

  413. you deny Christ,

  414. the one who loves you,

  415. the one who made you,

  416. the one who sustains you,

  417. the one who suffered for you.

  418. Do you see yourself

  419. in this portrait?

  420. Let's turn our attention

  421. to the second scene.

  422. Okay, we're going to go

  423. with Jesus,

  424. Peter, James, and John

  425. into the Garden of Gethsemane.

  426. In this scene,

  427. we see a portrait

  428. of distraction.

  429. Jesus takes Peter,

  430. James, and John.

  431. They're his inner circle.

  432. He takes them

  433. into this olive grove,

  434. the small olive grove

  435. called Gethsemane.

  436. And he has one purpose in mind

  437. as they enter this garden.

  438. That purpose is this.

  439. They go into the garden

  440. to prepare themselves

  441. for the trials

  442. that await them.

  443. Okay?

  444. And they're about to face

  445. an array of trials

  446. and tribulations.

  447. Jesus tells them

  448. to watch and pray

  449. lest they fall into temptation.

  450. In the Garden of Gethsemane,

  451. Jesus gives these three disciples

  452. two imperatives.

  453. He tells them

  454. to watch and to pray.

  455. And these aren't suggestions.

  456. These are commands.

  457. Jesus is saying,

  458. if you want to avoid

  459. falling into temptation,

  460. here's the secret sauce.

  461. Don't overcomplicate it.

  462. Watch and pray.

  463. You have to be on your guard.

  464. You have to watch out

  465. for temptation.

  466. And you have to pray

  467. and pray and pray.

  468. But in Gethsemane,

  469. we see a stark contrast

  470. between Jesus

  471. and these three disciples.

  472. You see,

  473. Jesus knew

  474. what was about to happen to him.

  475. He knew he was going to be

  476. betrayed,

  477. arrested,

  478. mocked,

  479. beaten,

  480. and crucified.

  481. And he knew that his disciples

  482. were about to desert him

  483. and deny him.

  484. And he knew that he was about

  485. to be alienated from his father

  486. for the first time in eternity.

  487. He was about to face

  488. an isolation

  489. that he had never experienced before.

  490. And yet,

  491. knowing this,

  492. Jesus also knew

  493. that if he was going

  494. to accomplish God's redemptive plan,

  495. he had to be prepared.

  496. And so he had to watch and pray.

  497. And that's exactly

  498. what Jesus does.

  499. He watches

  500. and he prays

  501. and he prays

  502. and he prays.

  503. The disciples,

  504. on the other hand,

  505. they're fast asleep.

  506. They were incapable

  507. of one hour

  508. of true discipleship.

  509. One hour.

  510. Each of them,

  511. they're about to face

  512. an array

  513. of trials

  514. and temptations

  515. and tribulations,

  516. not just in the short term

  517. but long term.

  518. Their life is going

  519. to be defined

  520. by trial.

  521. But in the garden,

  522. they neither watch

  523. nor pray.

  524. When they should have

  525. been vigilant,

  526. they were negligent.

  527. When they should have

  528. been prayerful,

  529. they were prayerless.

  530. The disciples

  531. got distracted

  532. by material things.

  533. They were concerned

  534. about worldly things.

  535. Do you see yourself

  536. in Peter,

  537. James,

  538. and John?

  539. Does this portrait

  540. of distraction

  541. apply to you?

  542. My friends,

  543. don't be deceived.

  544. The spirit is willing

  545. but the flesh is weak.

  546. There are so many things

  547. in this world

  548. that distract us.

  549. We get so fixated

  550. on the periphery

  551. that we lose sight

  552. of what's ahead of us.

  553. And my daughter,

  554. when she was in first grade,

  555. she raced,

  556. she entered into

  557. like a 50 meter race

  558. with five local schools.

  559. And my daughter

  560. is pretty fast.

  561. And during the race,

  562. she was so focused

  563. on the kids running

  564. to her left

  565. and her right

  566. instead of focusing

  567. on the finish line

  568. that she ended up

  569. running a lot slower

  570. than she actually was.

  571. And she performed

  572. a lot worse

  573. than she actually

  574. could have performed.

  575. Instead of focusing

  576. on the finish line,

  577. she was running,

  578. looking to her left

  579. and her right.

  580. And as a result,

  581. she was running

  582. with the pack.

  583. And we do the exact

  584. same thing,

  585. don't we?

  586. We get so distracted

  587. by the things

  588. of this world.

  589. We get so distracted

  590. by the things

  591. that are periphery.

  592. We get so distracted

  593. by the people

  594. who are running

  595. to our left

  596. and our right

  597. when our eyes

  598. should be fixed

  599. on Jesus.

  600. so they should be

  601. fixed on the finish line.

  602. We're always

  603. comparing ourselves

  604. to others.

  605. We're always

  606. coveting

  607. what others have.

  608. We're always

  609. so concerned

  610. about how others

  611. are living their lives

  612. that we neglect

  613. the two imperatives

  614. in Mark 14,

  615. to watch

  616. and to pray.

  617. You see,

  618. when we,

  619. like Peter,

  620. James,

  621. and John,

  622. struggle

  623. to do these two things,

  624. to watch

  625. and pray,

  626. we let good things

  627. distract us

  628. from the best thing.

  629. We prefer to play

  630. in mud puddles

  631. when the beach

  632. is around the corner.

  633. We prefer to eat

  634. breadcrumbs

  635. when there's a feast

  636. on the table.

  637. We are so easily

  638. distracted.

  639. This is not

  640. a pleasant picture

  641. of ourselves,

  642. is it?

  643. In our third

  644. and final scene,

  645. Judas shows up

  646. and he brings

  647. with him

  648. a small army

  649. and Judas

  650. portrays Jesus.

  651. Judas

  652. portrays the one

  653. who just hours

  654. earlier

  655. put a towel

  656. around his waist,

  657. grabbed a water

  658. basin,

  659. dropped to the ground

  660. and washed

  661. Judas' feet.

  662. Judas is betraying

  663. the one

  664. who just

  665. fed him

  666. bread and wine

  667. saying,

  668. this is my body

  669. which is broken

  670. for you.

  671. This is my blood

  672. which is poured

  673. out for you.

  674. Judas,

  675. one of the twelve,

  676. he got distracted

  677. by the things

  678. of this world

  679. and as a result,

  680. he denies Christ

  681. and he deserts

  682. his savior

  683. and friend

  684. in his hour of need.

  685. Well,

  686. Peter,

  687. Peter is Peter,

  688. Peter,

  689. Peter will be Peter,

  690. he's just a hothead,

  691. right?

  692. Peter has a short

  693. sword on him.

  694. Peter draws his sword

  695. and he decides

  696. that he's going

  697. to fight

  698. these armed guards

  699. even though Jesus

  700. literally just told him

  701. in the upper room

  702. and in the Mount

  703. of Olives

  704. that what was

  705. about to happen

  706. had to happen

  707. so that the scriptures

  708. could be fulfilled.

  709. And he strikes

  710. this man.

  711. Y'all do realize

  712. that Peter

  713. was not aiming

  714. for his ear.

  715. He took his sword,

  716. a short sword

  717. which is meant

  718. for stabbing

  719. and he tried

  720. to stab

  721. this guy

  722. in the face.

  723. Now listen,

  724. after walking

  725. with Jesus,

  726. after learning

  727. from Jesus

  728. for three years,

  729. Peter still thought

  730. that attacking

  731. somebody,

  732. that killing

  733. somebody

  734. for Jesus

  735. was an acceptable

  736. solution.

  737. But then things

  738. take another turn,

  739. right?

  740. And we see

  741. that prophecy

  742. from Zechariah 13

  743. unfold before our eyes

  744. and it's hard

  745. to watch.

  746. I don't like

  747. verse 50.

  748. Verse 50 says,

  749. and they all

  750. left him

  751. and fled.

  752. Nobody stuck

  753. around.

  754. Nobody went

  755. with Jesus.

  756. Nobody was

  757. faithful.

  758. Instead,

  759. Peter,

  760. James,

  761. and John,

  762. like Judas,

  763. they desert

  764. their Savior

  765. and friend.

  766. Do you see

  767. yourself

  768. in this

  769. portrait?

  770. It's a portrait

  771. of desertion.

  772. It's not just

  773. a portrait

  774. of the disciples

  775. desertion.

  776. It's a portrait

  777. of us.

  778. Instead of

  779. sharing our

  780. faith with

  781. others,

  782. we do what

  783. the disciples

  784. did.

  785. We leave

  786. them and flee.

  787. Instead of

  788. living out

  789. our faith

  790. before others,

  791. we fear

  792. their opinion

  793. of us.

  794. And so we

  795. conform ourselves

  796. to their

  797. image.

  798. Instead of

  799. giving our

  800. time and

  801. talents to

  802. serve our

  803. community,

  804. to serve

  805. the least

  806. of these,

  807. we choose

  808. to stay

  809. in the

  810. comfort and

  811. security of

  812. our own

  813. homes.

  814. But Lord,

  815. when did we

  816. see you hungry

  817. and feed you,

  818. or thirsty

  819. and give you

  820. drink?

  821. And when did

  822. we see you a

  823. stranger and

  824. welcome you,

  825. or naked and

  826. clothe you?

  827. And when did

  828. we see you sick

  829. or in prison

  830. and visit you?

  831. And the king

  832. will answer

  833. them,

  834. truly I say

  835. to you as

  836. you did it

  837. to one of

  838. the least of

  839. these my

  840. brothers,

  841. you did it

  842. to me.

  843. Every time

  844. you deny

  845. them,

  846. you deny

  847. him.

  848. You're not

  849. any different

  850. than Peter,

  851. James,

  852. and John.

  853. So what did

  854. Jesus get

  855. when he got

  856. you?

  857. Well, I

  858. can't speak

  859. for you,

  860. but I can

  861. speak for

  862. myself.

  863. I know what

  864. Jesus got

  865. when he got

  866. me.

  867. He got a

  868. person who

  869. denies him

  870. every day,

  871. every time

  872. I sin.

  873. He got a

  874. person who

  875. doesn't love

  876. others very

  877. well.

  878. He got a

  879. person who

  880. doesn't lead

  881. his family

  882. very well.

  883. He got a

  884. person who

  885. doesn't pray

  886. to him

  887. very much.

  888. He got a

  889. person who

  890. doesn't think

  891. about him

  892. very much.

  893. He got a

  894. person who

  895. is sometimes

  896. embarrassed of

  897. him.

  898. He got a

  899. person who

  900. is easily

  901. distracted by

  902. the things

  903. of this

  904. world.

  905. He got a

  906. person who

  907. cares way

  908. too much

  909. about what

  910. other people

  911. think.

  912. He got a

  913. person who

  914. regularly

  915. chooses to

  916. eat bread

  917. crumbs when

  918. there's a

  919. feast on

  920. the table.

  921. He got a

  922. person like

  923. the disciples,

  924. a person who

  925. denies, a

  926. person who

  927. is distracted,

  928. a person who

  929. deserts his

  930. sinless Savior

  931. and friend.

  932. God.

  933. I got to

  934. say, y'all,

  935. Jesus got a

  936. pretty raw

  937. deal when

  938. he got me.

  939. Like Dorian

  940. Gray, when I

  941. see this

  942. portrait of

  943. myself, I

  944. want to wrap

  945. it up, put

  946. it in a

  947. secluded room,

  948. lock the door,

  949. and throw away

  950. the key.

  951. I don't like

  952. this portrait,

  953. but I need

  954. to see it.

  955. it shows me

  956. my brokenness.

  957. It shows me

  958. my imperfections.

  959. It shows me

  960. my need for

  961. the gospel.

  962. I need to

  963. see it, but

  964. I still hate

  965. it.

  966. The good

  967. news is God

  968. hates it

  969. too.

  970. God hates

  971. this portrait

  972. of me and

  973. you so much,

  974. in fact, that

  975. he would send

  976. his only son

  977. to become it.

  978. he sent

  979. his only son

  980. to live the

  981. life that I

  982. was required

  983. to live, that

  984. you were

  985. required to

  986. live.

  987. He sent

  988. his son to

  989. die the

  990. death that

  991. we deserved

  992. so that

  993. our soul's

  994. hideous

  995. portrait could

  996. be replaced

  997. with the

  998. gospel of

  999. God's free

  1000. grace.

  1001. This is what

  1002. we call

  1003. double imputation.

  1004. Christ,

  1005. or my sin,

  1006. comes down

  1007. on Christ,

  1008. and his

  1009. righteousness

  1010. comes up

  1011. and it

  1012. hangs in

  1013. my heart

  1014. forever.

  1015. Listen,

  1016. Mark 14

  1017. is an

  1018. unpleasant

  1019. picture.

  1020. It shows

  1021. us how

  1022. undeserving

  1023. the disciples

  1024. are, were,

  1025. of God's

  1026. free grace,

  1027. and in so

  1028. doing, it

  1029. shows us

  1030. how undeserving

  1031. we are of

  1032. God's free

  1033. and unmerited

  1034. grace.

  1035. God's

  1036. grace.

  1037. Listen,

  1038. like the

  1039. disciples, we

  1040. are a people

  1041. who betray,

  1042. who deny,

  1043. and desert

  1044. Jesus.

  1045. But with

  1046. the disciples,

  1047. we are the

  1048. ones to whom

  1049. Jesus said in

  1050. the upper room,

  1051. this is my

  1052. body broken

  1053. for you,

  1054. this is my

  1055. blood poured

  1056. out for

  1057. you.

  1058. You will

  1059. never fully

  1060. grasp the

  1061. enormity of

  1062. God's hatred

  1063. for your

  1064. sin, and

  1065. you will

  1066. never grasp

  1067. the greatness

  1068. of God's

  1069. love for

  1070. you until

  1071. you see

  1072. not just

  1073. the portrait

  1074. of the

  1075. disciples in

  1076. Mark 14,

  1077. but the

  1078. portrait of

  1079. Jesus in

  1080. the Garden

  1081. of Gethsemane.

  1082. It was the

  1083. night of

  1084. his betrayal,

  1085. and Jesus

  1086. knew what

  1087. would follow.

  1088. He knew

  1089. what was

  1090. coming.

  1091. Jesus

  1092. understood

  1093. what his

  1094. father was

  1095. asking of

  1096. him.

  1097. He

  1098. understood

  1099. what he

  1100. would have

  1101. to become.

  1102. He

  1103. understood

  1104. all of

  1105. the hideous

  1106. portraits

  1107. that he

  1108. would have

  1109. to bear.

  1110. He

  1111. understood

  1112. the cup

  1113. that he

  1114. had to

  1115. drink,

  1116. and the

  1117. thought of

  1118. this was

  1119. horrifying

  1120. to Jesus.

  1121. And so

  1122. while his

  1123. disciples are

  1124. sleeping,

  1125. while they're

  1126. distracted,

  1127. he prays,

  1128. he asks

  1129. his father

  1130. if there

  1131. was another

  1132. way.

  1133. He says,

  1134. Abba,

  1135. father,

  1136. all things

  1137. are possible

  1138. for you.

  1139. Remove

  1140. this cup

  1141. from me.

  1142. The text

  1143. says that

  1144. Jesus prayed

  1145. this prayer

  1146. over and

  1147. over and

  1148. over again.

  1149. And the

  1150. response was

  1151. always the

  1152. same.

  1153. Father,

  1154. is there

  1155. another way?

  1156. no,

  1157. son,

  1158. there's no

  1159. other way.

  1160. Father,

  1161. please remove

  1162. this cup

  1163. from me.

  1164. No,

  1165. son,

  1166. there's no

  1167. other way.

  1168. Please,

  1169. father,

  1170. please remove

  1171. this cup

  1172. from me.

  1173. No,

  1174. son,

  1175. there's no

  1176. other way.

  1177. You are

  1178. the way.

  1179. in order

  1180. for your

  1181. distracted

  1182. sleeping

  1183. disciples

  1184. to come

  1185. to me.

  1186. You have

  1187. to drink

  1188. the cup.

  1189. You have

  1190. to become

  1191. their curse.

  1192. You have

  1193. to go

  1194. through the

  1195. cross.

  1196. You are

  1197. the way

  1198. and there

  1199. is no

  1200. other.

  1201. And Jesus

  1202. responds,

  1203. not my

  1204. will,

  1205. but your

  1206. will.

  1207. And then

  1208. he drank

  1209. every drop.

  1210. He became

  1211. our hideous

  1212. portraits so

  1213. that we

  1214. could be

  1215. united to

  1216. his.

  1217. So let me

  1218. ask you

  1219. again,

  1220. what did

  1221. God get?

  1222. What did

  1223. Jesus get

  1224. when he

  1225. got you?

  1226. Well,

  1227. he got

  1228. someone that

  1229. he would

  1230. drink the

  1231. cup of

  1232. God's

  1233. wrath for.

  1234. He got

  1235. a family

  1236. that he

  1237. would separate

  1238. himself from

  1239. God for.

  1240. He got

  1241. a church

  1242. that he

  1243. would experience

  1244. God's

  1245. displeasure

  1246. for.

  1247. He got

  1248. a kingdom

  1249. that he

  1250. would go

  1251. through hell

  1252. for.

  1253. And he

  1254. got a

  1255. radiant

  1256. bride

  1257. that he

  1258. would go

  1259. through the

  1260. cross for.

  1261. God's

  1262. love.

  1263. My friends,

  1264. Jesus was

  1265. denied,

  1266. betrayed,

  1267. and deserted

  1268. so that our

  1269. Heavenly Father

  1270. would never

  1271. deny,

  1272. betray,

  1273. or desert

  1274. us.

  1275. And that,

  1276. my friends,

  1277. is the

  1278. beautiful

  1279. portrait that

  1280. hangs in

  1281. our hearts.

  1282. And that is

  1283. the portrait

  1284. that will

  1285. never,

  1286. ever come

  1287. down.

  1288. Amen.

  1289. Amen.

  1290. Let me

  1291. pray for us.

  1292. Heavenly Father,

  1293. thank you.

  1294. Thank you for

  1295. being a good

  1296. and gracious

  1297. God to people

  1298. like us.

  1299. We don't

  1300. deserve your

  1301. grace.

  1302. We haven't

  1303. earned it.

  1304. But you

  1305. lavish us

  1306. with it

  1307. anyway.

  1308. We pray that

  1309. we would

  1310. see ourselves

  1311. in the

  1312. disciples,

  1313. that we

  1314. would see

  1315. ourselves

  1316. rightly,

  1317. so that we

  1318. would see

  1319. ourselves

  1320. in Christ.

  1321. We would

  1322. see our

  1323. need for a

  1324. sinless Savior

  1325. who did

  1326. what we

  1327. could never

  1328. do,

  1329. who lived

  1330. the life

  1331. that we

  1332. were required

  1333. to live,

  1334. who died

  1335. the death

  1336. that we

  1337. deserved.

  1338. served.

  1339. We pray

  1340. that we

  1341. would be

  1342. a people

  1343. who live

  1344. out this

  1345. good news,

  1346. who don't

  1347. fixate on

  1348. the things

  1349. of this

  1350. world,

  1351. but keep

  1352. our eyes

  1353. fixed on

  1354. Jesus,

  1355. who is

  1356. waiting for

  1357. us at

  1358. the finish

  1359. line.

  1360. We pray

  1361. all these

  1362. things in

  1363. his precious

  1364. name.

  1365. Amen.

  1366. Amen.

  1367. Amen.

  1368. Amen.

  1369. Amen.

  1370. Amen.

  1371. Amen.

  1372. Amen.

  1373. Amen.

  1374. Amen.

  1375. Amen.

  1376. Amen.

  1377. Amen.

  1378. Amen.

  1379. Amen.

  1380. Amen.

  1381. Amen.

  1382. Amen.

  1383. Amen.

  1384. Amen.

  1385. Amen.

  1386. Amen.

  1387. Amen.

  1388. Amen.

  1389. Amen.