Sermon
Grace Greater than our Biggest Failures
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You may be seated.
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This morning, we're going to welcome the Reverend Andrew Goisweta to our pulpit.
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Andrew is the former assistant pastor at a Presbyterian church in Traveler's Rest, South Carolina,
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and now serves as the campus minister for Reformed University Fellowship at Davidson College.
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And Andrew's not just simply a guest preacher.
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He's actually had some influence on our church.
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So I'm going to tell you a couple of stories.
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I first met Andrew in 2008 as a student.
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We were both students at Davidson College, and Andrew went ahead of me to Covenant Seminary.
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Andrew started Covenant in St. Louis in the summer of 2012.
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And July 3rd, 2012, was a Sunday.
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July 4th, 2012, Andrew walked over from his apartment on campus,
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and he scanned in his worship guide from the worship service the previous Sunday and emailed it to me.
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You might be wondering, why was he sending you a worship guide?
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Well, he wanted me to see what this church was doing,
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which is that they had these interesting worship guides where they had a sidebar explanation
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of what was happening in the worship service.
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And I thought, that is so cool.
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If I'm ever leading a church, we have to do that.
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So nine years later, it finally happened last year in 2021.
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So if you can either thank or insult Andrew depending on your feelings about the worship guide,
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it's his fault.
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The other thing that's Andrew's fault is, so that was 2012.
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And then in 2014, I actually started at Covenant Seminary.
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And what I think none of you know is this Bible that I use every Sunday to preach from
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was a gift from Andrew as soon as I arrived in seminary.
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And he gave it to me partially to show me the importance of having a Bible.
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What's neat about this Bible is it can stay open on any page of the Bible, including Genesis 1.
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So it's a preaching Bible.
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And he told me, it's really important when you preach,
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you've got to always have the Bible in your hand so people know where the authority comes from.
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So that's some influence.
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It has this inscription in the front that says,
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For my dear friend, Matthew Capone, June 2, 2014, from Andrew Goizueta, Proverbs 30, verse 5.
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And Proverbs 30, verse 5 says this,
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Every word of God proves true.
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He is a shield to those who take refuge in him,
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which is fitting because Andrew's going to come now and bring us God's word.
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So, Andrew, we're delighted to have you.
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Matthew, for that kind introduction, it is great to be with you this morning,
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joined by my wife, Amanda.
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This is actually my second time worshiping with y'all.
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Even though it's my first time preaching for you, it's my second time worshiping here.
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The first time was several years ago at Matthew's installation service.
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And what a joy that was to be here for that special occasion
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and to worship the Lord that Sunday morning, that Lord's Day morning.
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So it's a delight and a privilege to be able to preach God's word for you this morning.
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I want to thank Matthew and the elders for having me.
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My sole regret in offering to preach for Matthew this morning
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was that I wouldn't get to hear him preach this morning.
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As y'all know very well, Matthew is quite the gifted preacher
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and has been for very many years.
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I know that he has served y'all well through those preaching gifts.
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But even more importantly, Matthew is a good man.
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And I'm sure you've learned that as well.
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He did not mention this, but he was actually the best man in my wedding.
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And one of my dearest friends for very many years.
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So it's a privilege to preach in his stead this morning.
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If you have a copy of God's word, I'd invite you to turn with me to John chapter 21.
John 21 chapter mention
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We're going to be looking at verses 4 through 19 this morning.
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And we are jumping into the very end of this gospel account.
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We're going to be looking at the very famous passage of Jesus restoring Peter.
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And as we prepare to read God's word, I want to ask you this.
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Have you noticed how very many TV shows these days,
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they begin with the two words, previously on.
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And then they launch into a recap.
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In fact, Matthew and Amanda and I were watching a TV show last night,
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and it did the very same thing.
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It started with previously on.
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And it helps orient you to where you are in the story.
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So as we're jumping into the very end of John chapter 1,
John 1 chapter mention
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I want to begin by saying, previously on John's gospel,
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Jesus has been crucified.
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He's been buried in the tomb in Jerusalem.
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He remained there for three days.
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And on the third day, he has risen again to new life.
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And he appeared to many of his disciples on multiple occasions.
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Well, our story begins more than a week after those events.
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No longer are we in Jerusalem, but we are up in the north in Galilee.
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And this story begins after Jesus' disciples have been fishing all night,
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and they've caught nothing.
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So that's where our story begins early the next morning.
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So would you please give your attention to the reading of God's word?
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This is John chapter 21, verses 4 through 19.
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Just as day was breaking, Jesus stood on the shore,
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yet the disciples did not know that it was Jesus.
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Jesus said to them,
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Children, do you have any fish?
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They answered him, No.
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He said to them,
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Cast the net on the right side of the boat, and you will find some.
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So they cast it, and now they were not able to haul it in because of the quantity of fish.
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That disciple whom Jesus loved therefore said to Peter,
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It is the Lord.
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When Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord,
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he put on his outer garment, for he was stripped for work,
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and threw himself into the sea.
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The other disciples came in the boat, dragging the net full of fish,
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for they were not far from the land, but about a hundred yards off.
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When they got out on land, they saw a charcoal fire in place,
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with some fish laid out on it, and bread.
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Jesus said to them,
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Bring some of the fish that you have just caught.
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So Simon Peter went aboard and hauled the net ashore full of large fish,
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one hundred fifty-three of them.
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And although there were so many, the net was not torn.
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Jesus said to them,
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Come and have breakfast.
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Now none of the disciples dared ask him,
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Who are you?
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They knew it was the Lord.
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Jesus came and took the bread and gave it to them,
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and so with the fish.
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This was now the third time that Jesus was revealed to the disciples
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after he was raised from the dead.
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When they had finished breakfast,
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Jesus said to Simon Peter,
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Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?
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He said to him,
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Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.
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He said to him,
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Feed my lambs.
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He said to him a second time,
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Simon, son of John, do you love me?
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He said to him,
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Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.
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He said to him,
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Tend my sheep.
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He said to him the third time,
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Simon, son of John, do you love me?
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Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, do you love me?
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And he said to him, Lord, you know everything.
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You know that I love you.
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Jesus said to him, feed my sheep.
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Truly, truly, I say to you, when you were young, you used to dress yourself and walk
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wherever you wanted.
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But when you are old, you will stretch out your hands and another will dress you and
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carry you where you do not want to go.
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This he said to show by what kind of death he was to glorify God.
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And after saying this, he said to him, follow me.
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Every word of God proves true.
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He's a shield to those who take refuge in him.
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Would you pray with me?
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Father in heaven, would you grant us this morning eyes to
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to see and ears to hear glorious things spoken of you in your word?
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We ask this in the powerful name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior.
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Amen.
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Now, I don't know if Pastor Matthew does this when he preaches, but a lot of times I will
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preach and I'll save the main point, the big idea, to the very end of the sermon.
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Not this morning.
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This morning I am too excited and this is too important for you to miss.
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So here it is.
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Here's the big picture, the big idea from this morning's passage.
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In fact, it's right there printed in your bulletin.
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God's grace is bigger than our biggest failures.
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Can I say that again?
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God's grace is bigger than our biggest failures.
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You know, that's the message of all of Scripture.
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And in particular, it's the message of this morning's passage.
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And as we dig into this story that we just read, let me ask you this.
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What's been your biggest failure from this past week?
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Take a second.
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Think over this last week.
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Perhaps it was a sharp word spoken out of anger and frustration to a child, to a spouse, to a parent.
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Maybe it was a show that you watched or a website you visited that you know you had no business visiting.
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Maybe it was a word of gossip or slander where you highlighted someone else's failures instead of covering over them in love.
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Maybe it was a word of gossip.
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Maybe it was a word of gossip.
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What's been your biggest failure from this past week?
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Maybe you're sitting here this morning and you're thinking, well, shoot, I've had a pretty good week this week.
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I haven't had big failures.
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Well, if that's you, let me ask you this.
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What's your biggest failure from the past month or the past year or your entire life?
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If you have read any of the four gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke, or John, then you already know what Peter's biggest failure was, don't you?
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Peter's biggest failure was denying Jesus three times, just mere hours, maybe even minutes, since promising to Jesus that he wouldn't.
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Now, you and I, we may have failed pretty spectacularly this week or this month or this year or in our lives, but not quite like Peter, not like this.
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And yet, look at that very last verse that we just read together, verse 19.
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In other words, Jesus, even in the aftermath of Peter's biggest failure, Jesus turns to him and says, follow me.
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In other words, Jesus doesn't discard Peter.
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Even after his biggest failure, he doesn't discard Peter.
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In fact, he beckons Peter to himself.
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If God's grace is bigger than Peter's biggest failure, then it's bigger than our biggest failures, too.
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And what this story highlights for us, what it shows us, is just how this grace, this huge grace, comes home to us.
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And it does so in three ways.
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Through the grace of presence, the grace of place, and the grace of persistence.
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So let's begin with the grace of presence.
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Have you noticed how many protagonists, how many heroes, main characters in books or movies, have particular calling cards?
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These distinct things that they do or they say that lets everyone, including the reader or the viewer, know that they're there?
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I mean, think about it.
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Who says, elementary, my dear Watson?
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Everyone knows that's Sherlock Holmes, right?
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Or, I'll be back.
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We all know who that is, right?
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Or, to infinity and beyond.
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Like, we can't help but know who exactly is talking to us with those distinct calling cards.
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Well, Jesus has a distinct calling card, too.
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Did you catch it from this morning's story?
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Look back with me at the first couple of verses, verses 4 through 6.
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The text says, God's word says,
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Okay, so did you catch it?
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What is Jesus' calling card?
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It's him telling his disciples after a really poor night of fishing to cast the net and then providing them with this miraculous, this supernatural catch of fish.
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That's Jesus' calling card.
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That's his thing.
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That lets everyone know that it's him.
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And this is not the first time that Jesus has done this, right?
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At the beginning of Luke's gospel, in Luke chapter 5, we read that this is precisely how Jesus called his first disciples.
Luke 5 chapter mention
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It's his calling card.
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And so how, here in our story, how did the disciples respond to Jesus' calling card?
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Look at verse 7.
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First, something snaps.
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Something clicks in John's mind.
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The disciple whom Jesus loved.
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It said that he said to Peter,
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It is the Lord.
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John gets it.
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He turns to Peter and says,
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It is the Lord.
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And then something kind of goes haywire almost in Peter's mind.
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Because look what happens when Peter hears that it's the Lord.
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He put on his outer garment.
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For he was stripped for work and threw himself into the sea.
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He was so overwhelmed and overcome by the realization that Jesus is here.
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He's overwhelmed by the grace of Jesus' presence.
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And you can imagine him just thinking,
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Can this really be?
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Is Jesus really here?
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When I was 12 years old, my Grandpa Santos, my dad's dad, passed away.
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Now, Grandpa Santos was one of my favorite.
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I'll just say he was my favorite grandparent.
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He was the one that loved me and my siblings the most.
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And he had a unique calling card.
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It was this whistle.
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That this sound that he would make that let everyone know that he was present.
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That he was there.
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And you probably never heard it before.
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I'm going to try it this morning.
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But Grandpa Santos' whistle sounded like this.
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That was Grandpa Santos' thing.
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Who here has ever heard that noise before?
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Exactly.
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Right?
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A couple people.
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Have you met my grandpa?
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That's amazing.
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But whenever I would hear that, if I was in a large crowd, I would know that Grandpa Santos was there.
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Like I said, he passed away when I was 12.
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It was really sad and really tragic.
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It was the first grandparent to lose.
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He was in the hospital.
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He was recovering from surgery.
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They had removed some cancerous tumors.
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And we thought he was going to pull through and make it.
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And then the day that he was supposed to come home, everything went south.
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All of his internal systems started shutting down.
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There were complications from the surgery that they didn't catch.
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And I remember as a 12-year-old praying fervently with my family that the Lord would spare his life.
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And within a day or two, he was gone.
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Now, if I were walking around Davidson where I live, where my wife and I live with our two girls, let's say I was walking down Main Street or I was walking around campus where I work, and I heard,
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you better believe that I'd be overcome with emotion, that the hair on the back of my neck would stand up just as it's standing up right now.
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And you better believe that I'd be wondering, could this really be?
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Is Grandpa Santos here?
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Are all these sad memories coming untrue?
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Brothers and sisters, have you, like Peter, have you heard Jesus' calling card?
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Have you experienced the grace of Jesus' presence?
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Have you been overwhelmed by that grace?
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If you have ever experienced genuine, loving fellowship, Christian fellowship, then you have heard Jesus' calling card.
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He promises that where two or three are gathered in his name, there he is among us.
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Or have you ever opened up God's word and let God's word open you up?
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Have you ever let yourself become saturated in God's word?
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If so, then you have heard Jesus' calling card.
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Jesus was so saturated in God's word.
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And if you have internalized God's word, then you've internalized Jesus as well.
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The word of God, the writer of the Hebrew says, is living and active.
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Why?
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Because Jesus is living and active among us in and through his word.
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Or how about this?
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Have you ever prayed?
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Have you ever offered up your sincere thoughts, longings, desires, fears, worries, anxieties?
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Have you ever lifted them up to the Lord?
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If so, then you've experienced the grace of God's presence.
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God's word promises that our prayers are like incense before the Lord.
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Even today, even right now, in the very presence of the most high God in the heavenly throne room.
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An extension of you is there.
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Your thoughts, your desires, your longings in God's own presence.
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Or how about this?
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Have you ever participated in communion?
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Have you ever taken communion?
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Have you ever been baptized?
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Have you ever witnessed a baptism?
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Then you too have heard Jesus' calling card.
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Because he promises to meet with his people in and through the sacraments of the Lord's Supper and baptism.
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Well, not only does God meet with Peter and with us through the grace of his presence,
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but he also ministers to us through the grace of place as well.
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Would you look with me at verses 9 through 14, kind of the middle of the passage that we just read.
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And as we look over these verses, I want to invite you to imagine the sights and the smells of this scene
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through the eyes and yes, even the nose of Peter.
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So enter Peter's sandals and imagine this scene through his eyes and even through his nose.
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Here's what I mean.
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So for one, it's dark out.
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Verse 4 told us that day was just breaking.
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And on the shore, there's this charcoal fire already set up.
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Jesus is there and he's breaking bread and he's serving you a meal.
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He's feeding you.
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Now, if you're Peter and you're taking in all these sights and smells,
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what do these things remind you of?
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When was the last time you saw Jesus break bread and serve you a meal?
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Oh, yeah.
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It was that night when Jesus predicted that you, Peter, would deny him.
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And you doubled down and said, no way.
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I'm going to die before I deny you.
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Or, man, what is that smell?
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I mean, what is that smell that's filling your nose, that's clinging to your hair,
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that's getting in all your clothes, that's stinging your eyes?
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What is that?
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Oh, yeah.
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How could you forget?
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It's the smell of a charcoal fire.
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Now, let me pause there.
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For you and for me, the smell of a charcoal fire, what does that remind us of?
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It was a July 4th, Independence Day, right?
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Like gathering with family and friends, cooking some hot dogs and hamburgers, right?
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Not so for Peter.
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What does the smell of a charcoal fire remind Peter of?
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Well, for Peter, that smell is the smell of failure.
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Because it was around another charcoal fire that Peter watched Jesus be dragged before a kangaroo court in the high priest's courtyard.
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And it was there around a charcoal fire that you, Peter, denied Jesus three times.
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And, you know, they say that smell is one of the strongest senses, especially as it relates to memories.
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So, again, if you're Peter and you're there on the shore of Galilee, your body might be here on the shore of Galilee,
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but your mind and your heart are back in that courtyard, around that other charcoal fire,
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watching Jesus and denying that you ever knew him.
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And so, for Peter, the smell of failure is the smell of a charcoal fire.
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It reminds him of the biggest failure that he's ever had in his entire life.
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What does failure smell like to you?
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Is it the smell of your childhood home?
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Maybe a particular room in your childhood home?
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Is it the smell of a certain perfume or a certain cologne?
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Is it the smell of stale beer or whiskey?
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Is it the smell of a high school gymnasium or locker room?
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Is it the smell of scantrons and number two pencils?
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What does failure smell like to you?
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Well, for me, failure smells like rubber.
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Not all rubber, but a very particular kind of rubber.
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The kind of rubber that they put in stairwells in commercial buildings.
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You know what I'm talking about?
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Like those concrete stairs in commercial buildings that have the rubber coating and that's glued down
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and it has those little bumps that prevent you from skidding.
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That smell, that's the smell of failure for me.
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Because when I was in college, when I was a junior at Davidson,
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I had a huge crush on this girl that I met in RUF.
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The same ministry that Matthew and I met in, the same ministry that I now serve with.
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And it just so happened that my junior year, she lived one floor above me in our dorm.
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And so one night, I mustered up the courage to go and ask this young woman out.
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And just so you know where this story is going, that young woman is not my wife, Amanda.
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So late one night, I get the courage.
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I'm going to go ask her out.
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I go out of my room, down the hall, get into the stairwell,
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and bam, immediately I'm hit with the smell of these rubber steps.
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Our dorm had just been renovated the year before.
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And I think, I don't know if it was the rubber or the glue that was connecting the rubber to the steps,
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but man, it was making me lightheaded.
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So distinct.
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And so I go up the steps.
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I'm getting nervous, right, to ask this young woman out.
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And I go to reach for the door, to open the door to go onto her hall,
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and I say, I can't do this.
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So I let go of the door.
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I turn around, I go back down the steps.
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I go to open the door to my hall, and I'm like, Andrew, you've come this far.
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You've got to go follow through with it.
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And I must have done this probably two or three times up and down the steps.
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And at one point, I actually started to get concerned for my own health and physical well-being
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because I was getting so lightheaded from these fumes coming off these rubber steps.
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And so I was like, all right, you've just got to go do this.
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You can't stay in this stairwell.
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Go for it.
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So I did.
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I opened the door, went onto her hall, got up to the door, knocked on her door,
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and she answered.
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I asked her out, and she turned me down.
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And then I had to go back into that stairwell,
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get my nose and my lungs filled with this obnoxious smell of rubber,
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and then go back to my room.
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Now, that is not necessarily a story of moral failure,
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but it certainly felt like social failure.
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You know, that rejection from a young lady that you're interested in,
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it certainly felt like a failure of attractability, of desirability.
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And so for years, whenever I would smell that distinct rubber smell,
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I'd be brought back to that place and be reminded of that failure.
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Until just a few years ago, when I returned to Davidson College
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to serve as the campus minister.
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And wouldn't you know it, the same stairs with the same rubber
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is in the student union where we have all of our meetings,
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as it was in that dorm room when I was a junior.
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And so from the very beginning, when I started serving as campus minister,
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I'd have to go up and down these stairs and smell that rubber smell
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to go to our large group meetings, to go to our Bible studies.
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But here's the difference.
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When I would go on Tuesday night to go get ready for large group
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as a campus minister, I had my wife Amanda by my side.
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We would often go up those steps together.
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And after a few times of that happening, I realized,
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this smell doesn't have a hold over me anymore.
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Like the Lord is redeeming that smell and that memory for me
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and replacing those with new and better memories with my wife Amanda.
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The Lord is doing something very similar here for Peter.
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He's bringing him back to that place of failure
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so that he can redeem that memory for him,
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so that he can heal him of the guilt and shame and regret
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that he felt in denying his Lord and Savior three times.
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And the Lord is inviting you to return to those places of failure
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so that he might heal and redeem those parts of your stories.
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And now it might not be practical
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for you to actually physically go back to those places.
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I mean, what if it was in another country, right?
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What if it was in your childhood home and your family since sold it?
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I'm not saying that y'all need to go back
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and like knock on a stranger's door and say,
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hey, can I go?
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I used to live here.
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Can I go to my bedroom?
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There's some unfinished business that Jesus wants.
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No, like that's not what I'm saying.
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But what I think the Lord would have us do is,
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look, you can invite Jesus into those places of failure
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by inviting a brother or sister in Christ into those stories.
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You could turn to a trusted brother or sister in Christ
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and open up and share in vivid detail
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the story of your biggest failure
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and allow the Lord Jesus to heal and redeem those memories for you.
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That's the grace of place.
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Well, we've encountered the grace of presence.
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We've encountered the grace of place.
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Lastly, we encounter the grace of persistence.
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Let me ask this.
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As I finished reading the last section of this story
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as Jesus is restoring Peter,
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as I read verses 15 through 19,
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where Jesus, again, he asks three times,
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do you love me, do you love me, do you love me?
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Did any of you feel for Peter?
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Like at least a little bit?
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I know I did when I first read this story
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and many times since.
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Or how about when you read that Peter was actually grieved
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the third time that Jesus asked him,
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do you love me?
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I mean, anyone else here kind of feel like,
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man, Jesus, why do you got to be so hard on poor Peter?
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Like, can't you see that you're hurting him,
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that you're causing grief,
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that you're inflicting pain?
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Anyone else kind of feel for Peter in this situation?
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Y'all, there's no way around it.
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This is a hard passage.
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And especially when we get to those last two verses
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in 18 and 19,
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where Jesus predicts how Peter would die,
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that last section, this whole last section
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can kind of feel like a wet blanket.
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Like, man, that's cold, that's harsh,
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that's heavy.
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But what I want us to see
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before we end our time in God's word this morning
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is that grace is abundant here.
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And it's the grace of persistence.
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So look with me,
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and let's notice the grace of Jesus' persistence
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and even the grace of Peter's persistence.
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So first, Jesus' persistence.
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In verses 15 through 17,
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three times Jesus asks Peter if he loves him,
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which wouldn't you know,
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that's one time for each of Peter's three denials.
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And three times Jesus restores Peter
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to his high holy calling,
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to go and fish for men.
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That calling that Jesus placed on Peter's life,
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Jesus is now restoring Peter to that calling.
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And I don't know,
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I can imagine Peter,
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after a really poor night of fishing
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where they've caught nothing,
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just being really hard and down on himself.
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Like, man,
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Peter, what made you even think
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that you could fish for men
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like Jesus called you to?
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You can't even fish for fish anymore.
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Like, I just imagine
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Peter just so hard on himself
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or even wondering,
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you know, man,
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now that Judas is gone,
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I'm the worst disciple.
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I mean, the text doesn't say it,
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so I'm not saying that this actually happened,
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but if I were Peter,
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that would be going through my head.
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I mean, Judas was the worst disciple.
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He betrayed Jesus.
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But Judas is gone.
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Who does that leave?
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That leaves me, Peter, the denier.
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I denied him three times.
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Have you ever been there?
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Have you ever been
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in this place
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where you failed just so spectacularly
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that you're like,
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man,
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is life even worth living?
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Should I keep going?
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If you have wondered that at all,
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and I'll just acknowledge that
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there have been a few times
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when I've acknowledged,
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when I've wondered that myself.
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If you've ever wondered that,
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please pay attention
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to what Jesus is saying to Peter here.
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He is saying,
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look, Peter,
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I am not done with you yet.
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He's restoring Peter
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to his Jesus calling
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to go and fish for men.
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Feed my lambs, Peter.
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Tend my sheep.
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Feed my sheep.
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I still have a use for you.
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How amazing is that?
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So why is Peter grieved?
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Why does it hurt so much?
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And why does Jesus allow Peter
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to feel that grief?
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I think what's going on here
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is that Jesus wants to make sure
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that Peter doesn't take
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the same path that Judas took.
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Jesus wants to call Peter
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off of that path
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that leads to death and despair.
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And Jesus is calling Peter
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back onto this path
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that leads to life and salvation.
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How do I know this?
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Well, in 2 Corinthians 7,
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the Apostle Paul,
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he highlights the difference
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between godly grief
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and worldly grief.
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And what does Paul say
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in 2 Corinthians 7, verse 10?
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Paul says that godly grief
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produces a repentance
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that leads to salvation
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without regret,
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whereas worldly grief
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produces death.
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Again, Jesus wants Peter
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off that path
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that leads to worldly grief
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and onto that path
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of godly grief
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that produces a repentance
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that leads to salvation.
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Jesus here,
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towards the end of our story,
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Jesus is like the field surgeon
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that is pulling
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the wounded soldier
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off the field.
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This soldier, Peter,
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has just stepped on
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this landmine of failure.
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Peter.
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And there's all sorts
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of shrapnel of regret
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surrounding his heart.
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And so Jesus,
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the field surgeon,
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the good physician,
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he is working hard
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to remove that shrapnel
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and to save Peter.
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And yes,
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it's painful.
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And just as Peter
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starts to feel overwhelmed
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and overcome
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by this pain,
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and just as Jesus
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starts losing Peter,
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Jesus has his hands
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around Peter's face.
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It's as if he's telling him,
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stay with me, soldier.
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Stay with me.
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Stay with me.
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Do you love me?
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Do you love me?
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Do you love me?
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Do you love me?
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Jesus is sharing
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the grace of persistence
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with Peter.
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And you know what?
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That leads to the grace
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of Peter's persistence.
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So let's look at
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the ending again.
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Look at verses 18 and 19.
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Yes,
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this is a hard,
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hard couple of verses.
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Jesus saying that
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that when Peter was young,
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he used to dress himself
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and walk where he wanted,
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but when he's old,
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he's going to stretch out
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his hands.
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Another is going to dress him
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and carry him
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where he does not want to go.
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And then verse 19 says,
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this Jesus said
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to show by what kind of death
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Peter was to glorify God.
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Please don't miss this.
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Here at the very end,
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Jesus promises Peter
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that he's going to end well.
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That Peter's death
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is going to glorify God.
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Peter has that promise
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from Jesus' own lips.
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And can I be honest here
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for a second?
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There are some days
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where I long to have
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that same promise
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from Jesus' own lips.
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You know those kind of days
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where things are not going well,
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where you've messed up royally,
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when you're convicted
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over your own sin,
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and you're just,
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you wonder,
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man, am I going to make it?
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Am I going to make it
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to the finish line?
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And again,
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being really honest here,
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like as a minister
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of the gospel,
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it is hard to see
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those news headlines
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of ministers
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who I'm sure
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went into ministry
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with great intent,
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but at the very end,
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they don't end well.
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And you know
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who I'm talking about.
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Their names end up
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in the news
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and in the media.
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right?
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I know
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that apart from God's grace,
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that can be me.
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And there are some days
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where I'm just longing
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for that assurance
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that I'm going to end well.
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I know what kind of day
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Peter was having
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on the Sea of Galilee
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before Jesus showed up.
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And y'all,
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it was not the same day,
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the same kind of day
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after Jesus showed up.
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Because after Jesus showed up,
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Peter has this assurance
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that he will end well.
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And brothers,
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you and I,
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brothers and sisters,
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you and I
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have that same assurance
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from our Lord
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and Savior Jesus.
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And so as I end,
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let me ask you this.
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Has Jesus shown up
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in your life?
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Have you heard
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his calling card?
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Has your hair ever stood
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on edge,
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on end,
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at the grace of his presence?
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Have you invited Jesus
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into those places
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of past failure?
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Have you heard
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Jesus' persistent
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knock,
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knock,
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knocking
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on the door
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of your heart?
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If you can answer yes
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to those questions,
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then you need to rejoice.
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this is the best news
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there ever was.
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Rejoice.
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Have joy.
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And share that joy
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with someone.
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Go tell someone about this.
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This is amazing.
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But if not,
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if you haven't experienced
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that sort of grace,
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a grace that's bigger
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than your failures,
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then please,
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would you hear
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these words
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from Jesus' own mouth?
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Jesus says,
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Behold,
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I stand at the door
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and knock.
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If anyone
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hears my voice
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and opens the door,
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I will come into him
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and eat with him
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and he with me.
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Peter heard that voice
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and opened the door.
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You all,
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you all have just heard
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that voice.
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Will you, too,
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open that door?
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Would you pray with me?
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Holy Spirit,
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I pray for all those
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in this room
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who have heard your voice,
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who want to open the door,
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but don't know how.
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Would you rush
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into them right now?
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Would you overwhelm them
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with your grace
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that is bigger
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than their failures?
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and would you,
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Holy Spirit,
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comfort and convince
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all of us
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of your presence
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and your persistence?
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We long
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for you to heal us
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and we ask
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all of these things
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in Jesus' powerful name.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.