Sermon
True Righteousness
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the pulpit this morning, a true friend of our church over many years. Please welcome Pastor
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Jonathan Clark. Hey, good morning, friends. As John said, my name is Jonathan Clark. I've been
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around Cheyenne Mountain Presbyterian Church for a long time. I interned with Cheyenne Mountain
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Pres when I was in seminary. I actually had a cup of coffee with the wife of the pastor who started
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Cheyenne Mountain Presbyterian Church. He actually baptized me when I was a baby. So many of you
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have known my parents for a long time. So yeah, it's good to be with you again. I work currently,
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as John said, as a college pastor with the college ministry of the church that Cheyenne Mountain is a
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part of in denomination. It's called the Reformed University Fellowship. And so my call is to preach
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the faith once delivered to all the saints to college students in Colorado Springs, both
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at UCCS mainly, but also we're looking at Colorado College and Pikes Peak, other places. And so it's
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a real, I love my job. And it's been an exciting year to do campus ministry in Colorado Springs.
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It's a delight. We've seen the Lord work in some amazingly awesome ways. I just had a girl text me
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today a couple weeks ago. She said, Jonathan, what's the Trinity? I don't know what this thing is. And I
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said, well, let's dig into the Word and start learning what it is and how God loves you. And
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other students, we have a student who's on our servant leadership team who said, hey, I think I
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want to step back from servant leadership because I want to be able to do more ministry that I can do
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on my own with RUF than having to do other stuff. And so he said, I want to lead Bible studies and do
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this. So the Lord's really been blessing RUF. If you're interested in hearing more, I'd love to,
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I actually have a couple of my end of year newsletters left over. I can share one of those with you or
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get a cup of coffee, whatever. But this is not why we're here today. We are here to worship the
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or it's printed in your bulletin. And I'll be reading verse 9, starting in verse 9.
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This is God's Word, so pay careful attention to it. This is Jesus speaking. He also told this parable
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to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous and treated others with contempt.
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Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The
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Pharisee, standing by himself, prayed thus, God, thank you that I am not like other men, extortioners,
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unjust, adulterers, and even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week. I give tithes of all that I get.
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Verse 13, but the tax collector, standing far off, would not even lift up his eyes to heaven,
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but beat his breast, saying, God, be merciful to me, a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his
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house justified rather than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one who
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humbles himself will be exalted. This is God's Word. Would you pray with me? Father in heaven, we have
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come from so many different places and times and distances and stories to be with you now.
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And we pray that you would meet us across all of that with your Spirit through your Word,
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that you would minister to each of us as we uniquely need, that you would convict, that you
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exhort, that you would admonish, and that you would shape Christ in all of us, that we would walk out of
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here more able to glorify you and love our neighbor. It's in Jesus' name we pray. Amen.
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So, I was recently reading a short story by one of my favorite short story authors, a woman named
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Flannery O'Connor. Flannery O'Connor is an author who writes in what's called the Southern Gothic
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style of literature, and she writes during the 1950s. And she's a Southern writer, so she's writing in
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the American South around Georgia in the 1950s. And so, she's dealing with questions of race and
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gender and also righteousness. And she writes a story about a woman named Mrs. Turpin.
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The story's name is Revelation. And Mrs. Turpin is a good Christian woman. She's a good Christian woman,
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and she always goes to church. She's polite to strangers, to people who are new or different,
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that she's very kind. And she's always finding ways to look at another person and just observe.
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And maybe in little and small ways compare herself to these other people, right? And so,
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she begins to write, you know, to have these comparisons with a black person because she's
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in the American South in the 1950s. She would say, well, I'm white. With the Ritz person, she would say,
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well, she's just a decent salt of the earth kind of person, right? Which the smart person, she would
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say she's a simple person. With the foolish person, she'd say, I'm educated. I'm educated, right?
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And she's the kind of person, we've all met the person like Mrs. Turpin, who will smile at you,
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greet your hand, offer you a piece of pie. But you can tell that maybe there's something else going
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on behind the smile. We get a sense that perhaps silently this person is judging us, right? That they
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think that there may be a little bit better than us. And Mrs. Turpin, in biblical terms, we would
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describe Mrs. Turpin as self-righteous, right? Self-righteous person. And one day in the story,
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Revelation, Mrs. Turpin is sitting in the doctor's office. And she's sitting in the doctor's office,
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and she's talking with the other patients about how thankful she is for her life, that she's not
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sick, that her husband is the one who's in the doctor's office. And she's talking and comparing
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herself to these people. And at one moment, in euphoria, she cries out and she shouts out. She says,
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when I think of who I could have been besides myself and what I've got, I just feel like shouting,
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thank you, Jesus. Thank you. Thank you, Jesus. We've probably all had an experience with someone
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like a Mrs. Turpin. In fact, many of you have probably had an encounter that left you with a
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bad taste in your mouth or a poisonous feeling, right? And if you've grown up in the church,
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you've probably had a feeling where you're like, I don't know if I want to go to church
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again. This person was so full of themselves, so self-righteous. I don't know if I want to be
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around them, right? And these are painful moments. And what I love about our story today is that the
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Bible speaks precisely to those moments. It speaks precisely to this. In fact, the Bible is very
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interested in what we experience when we meet a Mrs. Turpin, and it's actually very interested in
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Mrs. Turpin. And so if I could summarize what I would hope we would come away from today, the main
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thing is this, that the gospel turns self-righteousness into repentant contentment. The gospel turns
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self-righteousness into repentant contentment. For those of you who are note-takers, we're going to
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look at this in three ways. First, the universality of self-righteousness. Second, the danger of self-righteousness.
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And lastly, the way of repentance to contentment. So first, the danger, the universality of self-righteousness,
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the danger of self-righteousness, and the way of repentance to contentment. So first, let's start
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with the universality of self-righteousness, right? So in our text that I've read for us, Jesus tells
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a parable. And a parable is a short story that Jesus would often use to make a very specific and
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powerful spiritual point. He wants to get us, he wants to get at a profound spiritual truth, right?
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And sometimes parables are a bit confusing. You know, there's parables that I'm still honestly not
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sure I understand, old wine and new wineskins and all these, but not this parable. Jesus is very clear
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about what the point of this parable is, right? He tells us very clearly if you look at verse 9.
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Luke says, he told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous and treated
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others with contempt. Luke is not subtle about this parable. This parable is a story about and a story
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for people who think that they are upright, moral, on the right side of history. This parable is for
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Mrs. Turpin. And he tells us, all right, what's the parable? He says, verse 10, two men went into
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the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other tax collectors. To understand what this parable is
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doing, we have, this is very challenging for us, particularly those of us who have grown up in the
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church for a long time. We have to try and strip off our 21st century Christian glasses and hear this
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story, at least verse 10, the way that the original audience would have heard it. So the Pharisees,
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back in Jesus' time, were the pinnacle. They were the high point of moral excellence, right?
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They were untouchable. They were someone who was respected by all. They knew the Bible backwards and
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forwards. If there was a rule, they followed it. If there was something that was to be done for a pious,
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worshipful behavior towards God, they did it in spades, right?
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These are the people who are loved and respected by all. And it's very challenging for us to actually
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find groups like this, because no matter who you name, somebody doesn't like them in our moment today.
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The closest I can think of in our moment would be like a Mr. Rogers. Everybody loves Mr. Rogers,
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right? Everybody, he loves kids. He's gentle. He sings. He's a Presbyterian. Everybody loves Mr. Rogers.
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That's what the tax collectors were. I mean, sorry, that's what the Pharisees were. The tax collectors,
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on the other hand, they're the bad guys, right? They are essentially, for that time, they were
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government-sponsored thieves. Government-sponsored thieves. They were in collusion with the imperial
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invading Roman government, and they could tax essentially as much as they wanted, as long as
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they made the quota that they were supposed to give the Roman government. And so for us,
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it would be like a corrupt IRS agent who's in cahoots with the Russians. That's what the tax collector is.
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Somebody who's charging you far more taxes than they're supposed to, and working with an invading,
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oppressing enemy. And so this is, we've got Mr. Rogers and a corrupt tax agent.
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And what this story then does is it sets up expectations for us. It makes us expect that
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the Pharisee would be a Mr. Rogers, the good guy. He's the upright one. He's the virtuous one. And this
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tax collector, clearly, he's the bad guy. He extorts the poor. He's an unpatriotic traitor.
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He's the bad guy. And the Pharisee even starts his prayer thanking God. He goes to church, and he
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prays, and he thanks God even. And it sounds very similar to what Mrs. Turpin would pray, right?
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Verse 11, the Pharisee, standing by himself, stands off, looking at him, says, prays thus,
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God, I thank you. How are you supposed to start every prayer? Thank you, God. Thanks for this day,
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right? He is off to a great start. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus. I thank God
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for who I am. I thank God, he says, thank you, God, that I am not like other men.
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Extortioners, like that tax collector. Unjust, like that tax collector. Adulterers, or even,
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like that tax collector, right? Here's a man who stands up and prays and says,
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thank you, God, for who I am and what I've done. Thank you, God, that I'm good.
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This is a man who views himself as good and who society views as good. This is a man who is
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self-righteous, right? And it's easy, it's really easy to beat up on the Pharisees, right?
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It's easy for those of us who have been around the block with the Christian faith to go, I know
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where this is going. I know where this is going. But Jesus wants us to take a hard look at ourselves
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here because the first lesson behind this parable is, is frankly, the hardest one. And it's this,
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that at the heart of the Christian faith is the core conviction that the human heart has the capacity
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for this self-righteousness, that every person has the seeds of self-righteousness within us,
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right? And let me try and show you how. So first, there's a religious version of this.
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There's a religious version of this, right? And we know this one because if you've been in a church
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for more than a week, you've seen this. This is the Mrs. Turpin, the Christian goody two-shoes,
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right? The one who shows up to church, who reads their Bible, who knows their Bible,
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who votes a certain way, who invites people to church. And we know this person because, frankly,
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they're probably miserable to be around because we feel like they're constantly looking at us and
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assessing us and judging us in small ways. And this is the person who, what does our text tell us,
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trusts in themselves. Verse 9, he told this parable to some who, what, trusted in themselves.
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And at its worst, this kind of self-righteousness leads to at least religiosity, you know, but at
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worst, it leads to religious extremism, which in any of its form is really bad for society,
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right? And this is the person who says, we are so right that we are ready to march into society and
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compel and force everyone to be like us. I thank God that I am not like other men.
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And for those of us who are Christians in the room,
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there are hard words that Jesus might say for us in this, right? Because it's this, that perhaps the
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greatest threat to your faith is your own religiosity. The greatest threat to your relationship with the
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Lord is how pious you have been. That it is so possible to make an idol out of your religious behavior.
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Now, that's the religious version. Now, some of you here may be exploring or questioning the
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Christian faith or not sure. Or maybe some of you are saying, I am not a Christian and this is great.
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He's hitting Christians hard. I am here for this, right? You think, yeah, pastor, get them. Get those
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fundamentalists. Get those self-righteous, bigoted Christians, right? Religious extremism,
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that's what's wrong with our world. And to you, I would say, no, wait a minute. Wait a minute.
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Because this is not just a Christian problem. Remember, I would argue that this is actually a
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human problem. This is something that's beyond just religion. And if you'll excuse me, I want to
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delve into something that's a little passion of mine. It's been a hobby forever. And it's 20th
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century philosophy. Stay with me. This will be fun. All right. So there's a 20th century philosopher,
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a guy named Michel Foucault. He is the father of modern philosophy of the, of the,
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a modern understanding of the individual, of the individual. And so if you see, if you drive,
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you know, you go to old Colorado city or Manitou Springs, you go into some of those,
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those trinket shops and you'll see bumper stickers that say, be true to yourself or be you only you
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can do it or express yourself today. Something like that. That's Michel Foucault. That's his philosophy
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at work, right? And Foucault's top priority as a secular non-Christian philosopher was to discern a
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way for the self to be independent and apart from all other expectations and norms in society,
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because he thought that those were going to hold the self down. And so he said, what we've got to do
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is we've got to be free from all the expectations of society and just let the individual express
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themselves, right? And this process of finding yourself, expressing your individualism,
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that's what humanity is for. That's the free self, right? And so if you're not a Christian today,
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I would argue that Foucault is sort of the foundation of how you think about the world,
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right? It's almost how, you know, the idea to be yourself, to be an individual, right?
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But here's the problem. In his writing, Foucault even admits that this process of expressing yourself
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demands that you assess yourself in comparison with all the other selves in the universe.
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And you look at every other person and say, I'm unique from them, and I'm a better self than them.
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I'm an individual distinct from all the other masses. And I can only validate myself as superior,
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valid, by looking at everyone else and saying, I'm not like them, right? So in other words, Foucault,
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the modern understanding, the father of the modern understanding of self-acceptance,
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demands that we assess ourselves and others in the same way of self-righteousness.
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You can't get away from it, friend. That even if you say, I'm not a religious person,
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if you are going to say that I'm a unique person, you have to do it in a way that looks at everybody
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else and says, I'm not like them. And so you may say, well, I'm a secular person, but perhaps you're
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convinced that the world needs a more inclusive and less bigoted place. But don't you see that you're
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creating the same performance metric that the religious person has, the same virtue signaling,
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the same self-righteousness? And so what I'm hoping to show you here is it doesn't matter who we are,
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Christian, non-Christian, somewhere in between, all of us, the heart posture is the same.
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And it's this, that every person has the seeds and the potential and the impulse to self-righteousness,
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to look at themselves in comparison to others and say, I'm not like them, and to trust ourselves.
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And what's most dangerous about this self-righteousness is that it's self-concealing.
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It hides from us. Most other vices in our world, you know, perhaps New Year's resolutions, you say,
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I've got this thing I need to work on. You're aware that you need to work on it, right? If any,
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if you have an addiction to alcohol or, or you get angry with your kids or whatever it is, you know,
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it's a problem. Self-righteousness is so insidious, it hides from you. You don't think you have a problem.
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In fact, you think you don't have a problem, which is precisely the problem. That's what's so
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dangerous about self-righteousness. It blinds you. You think you are doing right. You think you are
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good. It deludes you into saying, I am a good person. And that blindness leads you to have pride
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in yourself and contempt for others. So our first point is that self-righteousness is a universal
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human problem. It's a Christian problem. It's a non-Christian problem. It is the human ability,
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the human propensity to trust in ourselves as righteous, as good, as valuable in contrast to
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others. And moving to our second point, it's incredibly dangerous. It's incredibly dangerous.
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And this point is shorter, but I'll tell you this. Well, what does it do? What does self-righteous do?
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Well, for starters, it leads to contempt. Look at our text. Those who trusted in themselves,
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that they were righteous, and treated others with contempt. I take that and as causal. Their
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trust in themselves leads them to look at other people and say, that person.
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It leads them to look at others with contempt. Mrs. Turpin, in her story, in Flannery O'Connor's
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story, is the picture of contempt. The self-righteous person says, at least I'm not that bad. Thank God,
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I am not like her. Not like him. At least I'm not liberal. At least I'm not a bigot. At least I'm not
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blank, fill in the bank. And so wherever we're finding the thing that says, at least I'm not X,
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at least I am this, that's the place where there's probably self-righteousness positioning itself
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in my heart, in your heart. And we do this because it's the only way we can support ourselves is to
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lift ourselves up in comparison to someone else. The Pharisee, thank God that I am not like this
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sinner. And friends, this is the story of our society today, is it not? If you just spend half a minute on
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pretty much any media platform of your choice, you will see that the gravitational pull of social media,
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of news is to compare and contrast my group with that group, my people with that people.
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We do this in our society. We do this racially, do this economically. We do this sexually.
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Pick a thing and we say, at least we're not like them. We're the good guys, right? Why do we do this?
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It's because we're all so self-righteous. It can lead to contempt for anyone who's not liked me.
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Second, it leads to misery. It leads to misery first towards yourself, right? Because the self-righteous
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person is incredibly lonely because no one wants to be around them at the bare minimum, and we've
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experienced that before. But second, the self-righteous person is dreadfully afraid that at any moment they
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could be found out. The self-righteous person has a keen awareness that they have the pressure to keep
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up the facade, keep up the performance, that any moment if somebody finds out that's what's really
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them, they're like, they're exposed. Then they are on display. They could be found guilty or canceled or
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kicked out, and so there's no room for mistakes. There's only perform, perform. And that's miserable.
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That is not a pleasant place to be where you cannot be honest with yourself, with others.
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And lastly, self-righteousness leads to eternal spiritual destruction.
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Look at verse 14. This is Jesus speaking. He says, I tell you, this man, talking about the tax
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collector whom we'll get to, went down to his house justified rather than the other.
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Those last four words are terrifying, rather than the other. Jesus has strong words here because that
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word justified is a crucial word in the Christian faith because it is a legal declaration that God
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accepts a person as clean, as legally cleared from guilt. Only one man goes away justified, and it is
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not the one that we expect. It is not the one that society would say, right? It's a shock to the audience.
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It's not the Pharisee. And the point is clear here that self-righteousness does not bring
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justification from God. And in fact, when we tease it out, when we pull it out to the very end,
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it leads to condemnation and spiritual death. Self-righteousness pushed out long enough in your
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life will lead to God not accepting you. And friends, that is a deadly thing. Self-righteousness
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to the end of your life means death. So it's very dangerous. Well, what are the signs? How do I know
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if this is me? How do I know if this is in my heart? How do you know if this is in your heart? Well, first,
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contempt towards others. Where are the places in your life that you feel contempt towards others?
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people who are different from me? Where are the people who you say, at least I'm not like them?
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Second, self-righteousness. And the second sign of it is a coldness towards God.
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One, now hear me say this, not the only reason. There are many reasons why we may feel cold or far
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from God in our faith. But one of the reasons may be that you feel dry in your faith is that God is far
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away is because in your heart of hearts, you actually don't think you need God. You think
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that actually I'm doing pretty good or I can do this on my own. God is, I don't need him in my life.
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And so you feel coldness towards him. Third sign is an inability to feel weak or vulnerable with others.
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That if people really knew you, they wouldn't accept you. That you have to keep up the appearance,
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keep up the facade of self-righteousness. So here's the question. Is there someone in your life who knows
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you at your most vulnerable? If the answer is no, there's probably some self-righteousness in you.
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Fourth is, if you fail, you can't own it. You have to explain it away. I do this all the time with my daughter.
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I'll fail my daughter. I'll snap at her and then I'll instantly go to her and say, well, you didn't obey the way
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daddy asked you to. Or I'll say, well, daddy had a long day. And I go, oh man, can I not just own that
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I wasn't loving to my daughter? Can I not just admit that I was not as gentle as I should have been to a
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four-year-old? Self-righteousness is, if when you fail, you can't own it, but you have to excuse it.
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That's self-righteousness. It wasn't my fault. Lastly, in your heart of hearts, the last sign is you feel
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a tremendous amount of vulnerability and insecurity. That one slip, one bad text, one time
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forgetting to delete your search history will lead to total exposure. So our second point is that
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self-righteousness leads to misery and lonely in this life and destruction in the next. Now, what do we do
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with this? What do we do with this? Well, the gospel comes in at this moment and offers us the way of
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repentance to contentment. And this is our last point. We look at the prayer of this tax collector.
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Look at verse 13. But the tax collector, standing far off, would not even lift up his eyes to heaven,
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but beat his breast, saying, God, be merciful to me, a sinner. There's so much for us to notice
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in what this tax collector is saying. I'll try to draw out a few of them first. The whole emphasis
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of the language here is of distance. If the Pharisee is standing in a prominent place by himself so
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others can look, this tax collector is at the back end of the kitchen by himself. He doesn't want
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anybody to see him. In fact, if he could find any way to pray not being at the temple, he would do it
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because he says, I don't belong here. He stands far off. He does not even look up into the presence
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of God. He beats his chest. The word beats his chest is not once, but it is consistently over a period of
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time. This man is an emotional, spiritual, and existential puddle. He's at the end of himself.
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And the Greek word here is powerful. He says, God, be merciful to me, a sinner. And that word
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merciful in the Greek actually says, propitiate me. God, be propitiated to me. And that's a rare,
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but it is a crucial word in the Bible because what he is saying, he's saying, God, solve the great
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existential and spiritual gap between you and me. There is a void between you and me that only you
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can and can span. Clean the great stain on my soul. In the Greek, he does not say, God, be merciful to me,
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a sinner, but he actually says, God, be merciful to me, the sinner. He says, if there is a sinner out
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there, I'm him. He brings nothing to the table, but his great need and his spiritual brokenness. This is a
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man who is deeply aware of his unrighteousness, who knows that he is broken apart from God doing
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something mysterious and wonderful in his life. And verse 14 is the great shock of the story.
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What is it? I tell you, that's Jesus' way of saying, pay attention. I tell you, this man,
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who doesn't deserve it at all, went down to his house. What is the word? Justified.
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Justified. Justified. Accepted by God. Legally absolved of all the guilt that he is so powerfully
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aware of. Cleaned in the presence of the most piercing eye in the universe. Valued and accepted
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independent of his performance. That's what justified is. This man is justified in his house.
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How is that possible? How does a simple prayer do all that? Well, friends, it's because of Jesus.
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It's because of who he is and what he has done. And we know from the rest of the gospel, we don't hear
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it here, but in the rest of the gospel, Paul tells us in Romans 3 that the righteousness comes to us,
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how? Apart from the law. Distinct. Not connected to our performance, but apart from the law. But how?
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Through faith in Christ. Who he is and what he has done on our behalf.
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And so here's this Pharisee who thinks he is righteous. He thinks he is righteous, but the
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really, truly righteous one, the really, truly justified one is the tax collector. The one who
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is, it's an amazing irony, the one who is most aware of his unrighteousness is the one who is
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declared righteous, and the one who thinks he is the most righteous is dreadfully not righteous.
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It is that faith in Jesus, as we confessed in our catechism, the resting and receiving
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on Jesus Christ. It is the tax collector, and he cries out, propitiate me. And what does 1 John 2 tell us?
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It tells us this, that just, that Jesus is what? The propitiation for our sins.
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Jesus answers this man's prayer by bridging this great spiritual gap, the void between him and God,
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and saying, I am your righteousness. And friends, he does that for you today.
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That when you feel the great sting of your contempt towards others and realize this is self-righteousness,
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Christ comes in and says, I am your righteousness. Receive and rest that alone.
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This is the man who goes away justified. That's the gospel difference. Because of the Christian gospel,
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we recognize that we are not accepted or valued by anything in this world based on our performance,
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but based on who Jesus is and what he has done. And friends, that is so freeing. That is such good news.
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That I am a great sinner and Christ is a great savior. That's the Christian.
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Justification. Justification then is a gift from God, not something that we deserve,
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not something that we earn. And the tax collector understood that. You read Psalm 130. That's what
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Psalm 130 is all about. From the depths of woe, I cry to thee. God in his steadfast love hears and
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receives. And that's the gospel. That's the good news. Now, how do we know if that's striking
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my heart? How do I know if this is beginning to impact and influence me? Well, for me, I think
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there's two things that happen at the same time. This is ironic, right? How do you know if the gospel
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is striking your heart? You will feel both unvaluable and invaluable at the same time.
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The gospel is striking your heart when you feel unvaluable and invaluable at the same time. You will
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feel unvaluable because you know that you are a sinner. You know that you are unrighteous. You know that you
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are in desperate need of a Savior, but you feel invaluable because the truth of the gospel of who
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Jesus is and what he has done and who you are in him says that you are valued, loved, cherished by the
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most valuing, loving, and cherishing person in our world. And friends, that leads to contentment.
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It leads to peace and it leads to joy.
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Repentance leads to contentment. It leads to justification. And that is the great hope
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of every person, I would argue, in our world. So what do we do with this? What do we do with this
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Monday morning, Wednesday afternoon, Friday, 2024? Well, some of us need to be challenged in our
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self-righteousness. I know I do. I was looking over these notes again this morning and I was like,
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oh man, I need to be challenged again in my self-righteousness. And most of us, I guarantee
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most of us have at least one or two places in our lives where we tell the same story as the Pharisee,
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where we look and say, at least I'm not like so-and-so, where we feel like we can trust ourselves,
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right? Friends, self-righteousness only leads to misery and contempt. Repent. Give up that rat race.
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Recognize that it is fruitless in this life and destructive in the next. And turn in faith to
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Jesus for the first time, maybe for some of you, or for the thousandth time for some of you.
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Some of you, maybe you're at the other end of the spectrum and you are beating yourself up and you
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wondered how you dragged yourself in here this morning and you are deeply aware of your unrighteousness.
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And it is hanging over your heart and your head, that one sin that condemns and hampers you.
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And to you, Jesus would say, I am your propitiation. Go to your house justified.
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Go receive the grace. Rest in my completed work on the cross.
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In RUF, we talk about one of our top goals with students is that they grow in grace.
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Grow in grace. What does that mean? It is the process. It is a process where each person
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has an increasing awareness that I'm a sinner, an increasing awareness that I am unrighteous,
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and an equally growing awareness that God loves and saves sinners.
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If there's one thing that I would pray for your heart in 2024, it's a growth in grace. That is a
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greater awareness that you are a sinner and Christ loves sinners. If that's what you spend 2024, if
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that's what you spend your life meditating on, you can do no better. God loves you despite your sin.
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Grow in that grace. Cycle back to Mrs. Turpin, the end of her story. So right after Mrs. Turpin's
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self-righteous prayer of, thank you, Jesus, thank you, Jesus, there's this shocking moment in the story,
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and there's this girl who's been watching Mrs. Turpin in the doctor's office, and she's an ugly girl.
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She's very, very ugly. And this girl is just fuming at Mrs. Turpin, and right after Mrs. Turpin's
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exultant prayer, this girl jumps at Mrs. Turpin and tackles her, grabs her around the throat,
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and starts throttling her. And she screams at her, go to hell, you warthog. Right? And this sends Mrs.
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Turpin into a furious rage, because this girl has attacked her, has insulted her, has accused her
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of deserving hell. Everything that she didn't believe about herself. And at the end of the story, Mrs.
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Turpin storms home, and she's furious, and she goes out to her pig pen to wash her pigs.
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And she's so offended, and she's mad at everyone. She's mad at God. She's mad at the girl. She's
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mad at her husband. And she's furious, and she's washing her pigs. And Flannery O'Connor is a
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masterful writer. She says, as Mrs. Turpin is washing her pigs in the evening, the sun begins to set,
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and a blood-red, crimson sunset lights up the sky. And Mrs. Turpin has a vision of the poor of the earth,
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the poor in spirit, the tax collectors of the world, rushing into heaven, singing, rejoicing, clean,
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running into the arms of their Savior, into the blood-red sunset for the first time in their lives.
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And Mrs. Turpin realizes that actually that girl, that ugly girl who said, you're nothing but a pig,
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was right. And that all of her righteousness was worthless. And all she has to do is join this
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throng of ugly, broken, disgusting people running into a blood-red sunset to receive the grace,
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to receive the righteousness from outside of herself. And that she is only a pig before God,
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and that her only hope is to admit it, and to run into the mercy of God. And there she finds the
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secret of contentment and true righteousness. Friends, that's the gospel. That's what's on display.
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That's what's on offer for you. Receive it and trust it. Accept the contentment that the gospel offers you.
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Let me pray. Father in heaven, we are convicted, but also encouraged that we are somehow invaluable and
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unvaluable at the same time. Lord, I pray that that would move in our hearts as each of us uniquely needs,
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that the gospel would challenge us, but at the end of the day, it would throw us into the sunset of
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Christ's righteous propitiation for us, that we would trust and receive that for 2024, for our families, for our
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marriages, and that we would become people who proclaim the sweet joy of the gospel, that you would be glorified,
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that we would be content in you. It's in Jesus' name we pray. Amen.