Sermon
Nehemiah 5:14-19
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Well, my name is Kyle, and I'm pinch hitting for Nathan this morning.
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Nathan and his family, as Wes mentioned earlier, they're on vacation.
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They're suffering for Jesus on the beach, and so y'all be in prayer for him as he's suffering this week, I'm sure.
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I'm humbled to be here with you, though, to share God's Word.
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So if you have your copy of God's Word, I invite you to turn with me to Nehemiah 5.
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Nehemiah 5.
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And as you're turning there, I want to hopefully catch you up on where we are in Nehemiah.
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In case you haven't been here with us, we've been walking through the book of Nehemiah.
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And Nehemiah is a book that really centers around the story of a great city, the city of Jerusalem.
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Jerusalem is a city that's really fallen into disrepair, and the people who live there have essentially fallen into disrepair as well.
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So God burdened a man named Nehemiah, who was the cupbearer to the king, the king of Persia,
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to rebuild this city and to restore the hearts of its people back to God.
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Essentially the theme of Nehemiah in a nutshell.
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In the earlier chapters of Nehemiah, Nehemiah was opposed by outsiders.
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He has seen a lot of opposition to this mission that he's on, to rebuild the wall of Jerusalem.
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And so in that opposition, he's struggled through it.
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He's overcome a lot of opposition.
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And up until we get to chapter 5, most of the opposition is coming from outside of the city.
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People who don't want the people of God influencing the city of Jerusalem.
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And we get to chapter 5 and we begin to see some opposition coming from within.
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Opposition coming from within the city of Jerusalem.
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Anybody ever experience that?
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The people that you thought should be the closest to you?
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The people that you think are the believers in your inner circles?
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And all of a sudden you experience opposition from that?
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Sometimes we do.
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Sometimes we experience opposition from within.
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And Nehemiah finds himself in a place where he's having to deal with some things.
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I wish we could go through the whole chapter, chapter 5.
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I wish I could focus on the whole chapter.
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We'd literally be here for a couple hours.
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So you can thank me later for not doing an entire chapter of chapter 5 of Nehemiah.
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But in the beginning of chapter 5, we see the rich people are essentially taking advantage of the poor.
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They're committing a sin that's known as usury.
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I have to explain this a little bit because usury today is defined a little bit different than usury was defined back then.
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Today, usury is defined as charging excessive interest on loaned money.
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It doesn't happen a lot today because in our country we have checks and balances that prevent things like that from happening.
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But back then, usury was defined as any interest charged to your fellow countrymen.
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And so Jews were not allowed to charge interest on borrowed money to their fellow Jews.
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It was illegal in God's law.
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And so that's what's going on here.
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They're basically the rich are getting richer, the poor are getting poorer.
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They're charging money to their own countrymen.
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And tragically as well, Nehemiah finds himself, the great leader, falling and succumbing to the same sin.
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And he himself had to repent publicly and really followed it up.
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He's an incredible leader.
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He realizes his sin.
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He repents publicly of that sin.
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And then he goes on to repay all the people, all the money that he owes back to them.
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And that's essentially what we're picking up in Nehemiah chapter 5.
Nehemiah 5 chapter mention
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We want to start in verse 14.
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And Nehemiah says this,
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Moreover, from this day, I was appointed to be their governor in the land of Judah from the 20th year to the 32nd year of King Artaxerxes.
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That's the ruler in the day.
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For a full 12 years, Nehemiah was undertaking this urban rebuilding project.
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For 12 years, neither I nor my kinsmen have eaten of the governor's food allowance.
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So the first principle that we're really seeing in this passage is that we must understand that first we've got to understand our mission.
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What is our mission?
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And Nehemiah's mission was to rebuild a wall.
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He moved into Jerusalem.
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And his little bit more than that, we're going to get into that in a minute.
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But Nehemiah's mission is essentially to come into Jerusalem and to rebuild the wall, to reconstruct the city.
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It's in disrepair.
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But what is our mission today?
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Matthew 28.
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To go and make disciples of all nations.
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Baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
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It's Acts 1.8.
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You'll receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you.
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You'll be my witnesses in Judea, Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.
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That is the mission that's given to us.
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It's not the great suggestion.
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It's the great commission.
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God has called all believers to this.
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It's not just pastors and people who are in vocational ministry.
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We're missionaries.
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It's all believers are called to this commission.
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We're all commissioned to do the great commission.
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Which is to make disciples of all nations.
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That is our mission.
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So first, we've got to understand the mission that God has called us to.
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Secondly, we must accept the fact that there are times when our personal interests are misaligned with the mission.
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There are times when the needs of the mission call for us to give up some of our personal interests and our personal desires.
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And we'll find ourselves as believers in situations where we have to serve the needs of the mission at our own personal expense.
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What that means is, for example, you're a person who is one to get married or maybe you are married in this room this morning.
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And there's times when the needs or desires of your spouse will have to supersede your own needs and desires.
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And we, being loving spouses, we sacrifice sometimes our own desires because it's what we're called to do.
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We're called to love our spouses in Scripture.
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To put it in the words of my seminary president, Dr. Danny Akin, he's a real funny guy at times.
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And he says, man, if you haven't figured it out already, I'll let you in on a little secret that I learned a long time ago.
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Women, they give you two options.
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You can either be right or you can be happy.
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He said, I just assume be happy.
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You parents in the room, you can relate to this as well.
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How many of you who are parents in this room, but whether you have little ones now or whether you used to have little ones,
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would have rather have been sleeping at night than being up awake with your children as they're crying,
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or better yet, if your children are throwing up and you're having to clean up the mess.
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There's often times when that happens.
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I remember my dad sitting in the back row right now.
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I remember a time when my dad literally caught it in his hands.
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And he had to carry it to the toilet and clean himself up afterwards.
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It's what we do as parents.
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We sometimes sacrifice our own needs or wants or desires to see that our children are raised in a godly manner.
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It's the same way in our calling as Christians, particularly as it relates to our commission to make disciples.
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It means that there are times when we make sacrifices.
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You might have to give up watching your favorite TV show one week in order to have a family over for dinner.
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Maybe neighbors that you're wanting to minister to that you have over for dinner.
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It might mean that you give up your cable or satellite service altogether so that you have the extra money to be able to help a family put food on their table.
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A family who's struggling to put food on their table.
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You see, this is what's going on in this text.
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Nehemiah is working in a situation where as a governor, he has the legal right to tax the people as much as he wanted to.
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And he could have made himself a very wealthy person.
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He could have been very affluent.
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He could have had all the nice things that the world could offer him in that day.
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But what he determines to do is not to impose an additional tax burden upon the people.
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And he takes it a step further.
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He forgoes his salary.
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For 12 years, he essentially works for free.
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He doesn't take anything out of the governor's food allowance.
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How many of you would be willing to do that?
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Your boss comes up to you and says,
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You know, the times are kind of lean right now and we're not going to be able to afford to pay for 12 years.
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So if you'd just work for free for 12 years, that'd be really great.
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And by the way, we're going to make you pay for your desk as well.
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We don't have enough money to buy you a desk.
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And we're going to have to pay for your laptop.
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And you're probably going to be traveling a lot for your job.
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So you're going to have to pay for your own car and your own gas mileage.
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We don't have money to pay for that stuff.
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Oh, and by the way, you might die in your job.
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How many of you are going to take that offer?
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There's no hands, right?
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No, you're going to say, I think I'm going to find a better job.
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Something that's not going to cost me hundreds of thousands of dollars and possibly my life.
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But Nehemiah is willing to set aside his own interest for the sake of the calling on his life.
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Furthermore, he tells us in verse 15,
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The former governors who were before me laid heavy burdens on the people
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and took from them bread and wine besides 40 shekels of silver.
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What I hope we're beginning to see as we travel through this book is that Nehemiah is kind of a different guy.
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He's not the typical leader.
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And he's really not the typical person to begin with.
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He is set apart for the glory of God.
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He has set himself apart.
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He doesn't do things the way that previous leaders have done them.
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He says,
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Just because former governors lay these tax burdens upon the people doesn't mean that I should.
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Nehemiah goes against the grain of the culture,
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and he went to great lengths to be unusual.
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But why?
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We see it as we continue reading on.
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It says,
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Even their servants domineered the people,
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but I did not do so because of the fear of God.
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So we're beginning to see the whole picture here.
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We're beginning to see the whole picture that Nehemiah isn't just being different for the sake of being different.
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He's not being different just so the people would like him.
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He's being different because he is set apart for the glory of God.
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He is a man who loves God.
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He's a man who understands the mission.
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He's a man who wants to fulfill that mission no matter what the cost.
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And what we learn and glean from Nehemiah is that if we're going to fulfill this mission that God has set before us,
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and if we're going to live a life that's set apart,
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it's going to come at some personal cost to us sometimes.
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For some of us, it might cost a job.
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I have a friend who used to work for a big insurance company.
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I won't name the company.
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I don't want to talk bad about a company by any means.
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But he was an underwriter for an insurance company.
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His boss came up to him one day and he said,
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you know, Adam, we're going to send you on a business trip.
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And we're going to send you with your female co-worker, just the two of them.
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He's a married man.
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He made a commitment not to travel alone with another woman that's not his wife.
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So he explains to his boss, I appreciate the opportunity, but I'm not going to be able to do that.
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I'll be happy to pay for my own rental car.
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I'll be happy to pay for my own hotel room.
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I'll be happy to pay whatever expenses I have to pay in order to not do that.
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So his boss goes to the human resources representatives for the company and they say,
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look, you can't make him based off of religious reasons.
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So the boss is like, okay, well, fine.
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I'll go back to our employee.
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And so he goes back to my friend and he says,
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look, I can't make you go on this business trip,
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but what I'm going to tell you is that you're not going to make it very far in this company
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if you're not willing to take these types of business trips.
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And he said, fine, I understand.
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See, my friend was willing to be set apart for the glory of God.
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He was willing, if it cost him his job, he was willing to go,
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to move to a different position, to move to a different job in order to be set apart, to be different.
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And I submit to you that Nehemiah is somebody who is being different in this case.
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Maybe your job has been the excuse for you.
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Maybe you've been so busy in your job
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and that's the excuse for the reason why you haven't been sharing the gospel with people.
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Maybe you've delayed your mission, the Great Commission,
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and your job has been your excuse.
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It might be that God's calling you to free up some time in your life
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in order to fulfill the Great Commission.
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It might be that God's calling you to use some of your own personal finances
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to go toward a foreign mission trip to share the gospel with unreached people groups.
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Or maybe you're a business owner.
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God's calling you to take your business in a new direction
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to give a percentage of those funds
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in order to help fund mission groups that would be serving both here and abroad.
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There's a great example of a company that does this on a regular basis.
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It's Chick-fil-A.
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And if you decided you wanted to go get a Chick-fil-A after church today,
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if you wanted to go get a big, juicy Chick-fil-A chicken sandwich,
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you know that we all...
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Or maybe you're like a...
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Maybe you like the Cool Wraps.
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I don't know what your preference is.
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But, man, everything that they serve is just so good.
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It doesn't just taste good.
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We all just crave Chick-fil-A sometimes.
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And it seems like we always crave Chick-fil-A the most on Sundays, right?
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Because why?
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You can't go to Chick-fil-A.
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If you go to Chick-fil-A today, you're going to be very disappointed
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because they're closed.
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But why are they closed?
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Because the leadership at Chick-fil-A believes it's important
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for their employees to be able to attend a corporate worship service
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if they so choose.
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Chick-fil-A also gives a lot of money
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away to things like their wind-shaped camps
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and make an impact on Georgia's children
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and children all over the place.
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They go to their camps.
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But would Chick-fil-A make more money
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if they were open seven days a week as opposed to six?
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Of course they would.
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In fact, Sundays are some of the biggest revenue-making days
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for the fast food industry.
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But they close their doors
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because they understand
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sometimes the mission that's before us
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will cost us.
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You say, well, I don't own a business
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and I don't really have a lot of money to give away.
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That's okay.
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I know exactly where you are.
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I completely understand.
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In fact, the Apostle Paul also understood
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when he wrote in Philippians 4,
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where he says,
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I know what it's like to be in need.
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I know what it's like to have plenty.
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I've learned the secret of being content
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in any and every situation,
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whether well-fed or hungry.
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So Paul had learned what it was to be content,
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whether he had a lot of food,
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whether he had a lot of things,
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or whether he had very, very little.
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But I guarantee you,
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there's a place in Paul's life
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where he was not content.
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And Paul was never content
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with where he was with the spread of the gospel.
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He always knew there was more towns to visit,
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that there were more people to share the gospel with,
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and there was more strangers to meet
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to make an impact on them with the gospel.
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That's one thing that Paul completely understood.
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And you see, it doesn't matter
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where we stand financially.
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It doesn't matter where we stand spiritually.
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With 4.5 billion people in the world today
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that are without Jesus.
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I want you to just let that soak into your mind
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and into your heart right now.
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4.5 billion people in this world without Jesus.
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1.4 billion of those people
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have no access to the gospel.
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We can't really fathom that in our culture.
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You see, we live in a culture
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where the Bible is translated,
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I don't know how many times,
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but probably at least 50 times
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in our own language.
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There's people who don't even have access
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to the scripture
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that we have access to each and every day.
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They don't even have access to it
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in their own language.
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1.4 billion people.
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Zero access to the gospel.
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Believers.
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There is much more to be done.
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Too few of us in our culture
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are sacrificing for the mission.
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This mission is going to cost us something.
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What Nehemiah here is saying
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is that God has placed this desire in my heart.
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It doesn't matter how much the cost.
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It doesn't matter how much it is.
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It's all worth it
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to be able to see people's lives
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and people's hearts changed.
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Verse 16.
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I also applied myself to the work on this wall.
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We did not buy any land
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and all my servants were gathered there for the work.
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There's a couple things going on here.
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First of all, he mentions land.
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Specifically, he mentions not buying any land.
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Let me tell you how this would work.
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Let's say you have a place
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that's very depressed economically.
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A city like Jerusalem.
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And the people there are suffering
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because of the economy.
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But on top of that,
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simultaneously, what's going on
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is that there is a famine.
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There's shortage on money.
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There's shortage on food.
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And what Nehemiah could have done
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is he could have moved into town.
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He could have raised the taxes.
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And then he could have thereby
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decreased the land value.
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And he could have bought up all of their land
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at pennies on the dollar.
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Just a fraction of the cost.
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Thereby being a burden on the people.
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What Nehemiah is saying,
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he says, no,
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while that might be legal,
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that's not something that I'm interested in doing.
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That's not something that God would want me to do.
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The second part of this verse.
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All my servants were gathered there for the work.
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Nehemiah is saying,
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not only have I been an example financially,
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but I'm also being an example in my work,
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in my obedience in my work.
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So what Nehemiah is really indicating to us here
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is that a leader must be willing to persevere,
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to give their lives to the cause,
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and be willing to pay the price for the mission.
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Then he gives us another leadership insight,
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beginning in verse 17.
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And I love this.
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I hope that you can track with me through this
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because this is so intriguing to me.
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It says,
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Moreover, there are at my table
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150 Jews and officials,
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besides those who came to us
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from the nations that were around us.
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Wait a minute.
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How many people was he inviting over for dinner?
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150?
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And they sat where?
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At my table?
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I don't know about you,
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but that has got to be some really gargantuan table
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for 150 people.
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Maybe they were just really small people.
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You never really know.
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It says,
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Now what was prepared?
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At whose expense?
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At my expense?
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Nehemiah's personal expense.
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Can you imagine a dinner party every night
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for 150 people?
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Can you imagine the cost of that?
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It says,
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Now that that which was prepared for each day
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was one ox,
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six choice sheep.
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Also birds were prepared for me.
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And once in ten days,
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all sorts of wine were furnished in abundance.
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Prepared each day.
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And these were lavish meals.
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And Nehemiah's paying for it all.
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And he says,
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Yet for all of this,
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I did not demand the governor's food allowance
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because the servitude was heavy on his people.
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You say,
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Well, great.
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That's awesome.
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You know,
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Nehemiah,
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he had a bunch of people over to his house
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around what must have been a huge table.
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And he was doing these big dinner parties.
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What does that mean for us in our culture today?
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I want you to track with me here
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because mealtime in Scripture,
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I know this is going to sound silly at first,
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but meals are incredibly important in Scripture.
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I want you to think back with me to Genesis.
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The story begins where there's a Trinitarian God,
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a God that exists in three persons,
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the Father,
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the Son,
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and the Holy Spirit.
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This God creates the world
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and everything that's in it.
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And in that world,
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He creates man
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in His own image
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and His own likeness.
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And there's one thing,
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before sin enters the world,
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there's one thing that God says isn't good.
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And that's that man should not be alone.
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It's not good for man to be alone.
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So what we see from the very beginning
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that God is a relational God
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and that He's created us to be relational people.
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And from the very beginning,
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we begin to see that.
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But what happens is something tragic happens.
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Adam and Eve partake of fruit,
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which they were forbidden to eat.
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They partake of a meal outside of God's will.
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sin enters into the world.
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And God made a promise to us in Genesis 3.15
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that Jesus Christ,
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the second member of that Trinity,
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would enter into human history.
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Even as early as Genesis 3,
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we had that prophecy.
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And then you zoom forward,
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Jesus comes.
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Jesus being a pretty important guy, right?
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He is God.
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He's pretty important.
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He,
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over and over and over and over again,
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throughout His life,
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throughout His ministry,
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He takes time to sit down
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and to eat with people.
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He has dinner with them.
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In fact,
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His ministry even begins
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at a wedding feast.
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The wedding at Canaan,
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where He turns water into wine.
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That's where His ministry begins,
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is at a meal.
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Then,
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Jesus,
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over and over again,
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spends a good portion of His life
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at the dinner table
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eating with sinners like Zacchaeus.
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And it,
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man,
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it lit the Pharisees on fire.
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These religious leaders of the day,
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they hated the fact that He ate with sinners.
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And they would whisper among themselves,
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Can He believe that He's eating with sinners?
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Surely,
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if He was God,
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He would know those people were sinners.
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But Jesus found it incredibly important
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to spend time with sinners,
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to eat with sinners.
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He sits down and has a drink beside
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a well in Samaria with an outcast,
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a woman who is an outcast.
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He also made time to eat with His friends
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like Mary, Martha, Lazarus.
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Then,
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as the cross was approaching,
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as His death was imminent,
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He has the most famous meal
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in all of human history,
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where He sits down with His twelve disciples.
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We call it the Last Supper.
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And this meal is the reason why
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each and every week,
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we participate in the Lord's Supper.
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This idea that the bread
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symbolizes Jesus' body that was broken.
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And the juice that we drink,
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it symbolizes His blood.
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And we partake of this meal
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in order to remember the sacrifice
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that Jesus made for us on the cross.
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The sacrifice that would reconcile us back to God,
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but not only reconcile us back to God,
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but to reconcile all of us
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back to one another.
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And that's why we do it each and every week.
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That's why we participate in the Lord's Supper
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each and every week.
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We partake of the elements
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so that we can remember
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the sacrifice that Jesus paid for us
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on the cross.
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Then you get to the very end of Scripture.
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Just a few chapters
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from the very end of Revelation.
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It's Revelation 19.
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We see another meal.
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And man,
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this meal is going to be incredible.
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It's a meal in which
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all people,
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everyone who's ever
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accepted Jesus
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as their Lord and Savior,
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we're all gathered together.
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Every tribe,
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tongue,
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nation,
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language,
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everybody is gathered all together
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and we're celebrating
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the second coming of the Lamb.
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The second coming of Christ.
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And let me tell you something.
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In this meal,
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there's going to be
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stuff there
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that you've literally
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never seen before.
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It's going to be like
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nothing you've ever seen before.
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It's going to be amazing.
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It's going to be a celebration.
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It's going to continue
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through eternity.
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And so we see that
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sin enters into the world
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with a meal.
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And yet God concludes
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this story
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as we head into eternity
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with a meal.
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And all throughout Scripture
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we see how important meals are.
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And the reason why
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this is important
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is because
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what Nehemiah is trying to do
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is he's seeking
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to transform a city.
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And he determines
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that one of the most
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effective ways to do this
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is through demonstrating
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hospitality toward people.
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Showing them how much
-
he cares about them.
-
And he's chosen to do that
-
through inviting people over
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into his home
-
and into his life.
-
And I submit to you
-
that it's going to take
-
us as a church family
-
as believers
-
it's going to take us
-
turning strangers
-
into friends
-
to impact
-
North Georgia
-
for the glory of God.
-
I'll give you
-
one example
-
of one of the many ways
-
that this can really work
-
in your lives.
-
We
-
as a seminary student
-
I went out to eat
-
one time
-
in the city of Raleigh
-
North Carolina
-
we went to go eat
-
just as a fellowship
-
of believers
-
we wanted to
-
kind of go have fun
-
that night
-
and to eat together
-
so we went to this restaurant
-
and we're having a good time
-
just had a good conversation
-
you know how things
-
normally go
-
when you go out
-
to eat with people.
-
One of my friends
-
gets up during the middle
-
of the dinner
-
that we're having
-
and goes to the restroom
-
and on his way back
-
he notices
-
that there
-
is what looks like
-
a single mom
-
sitting there
-
having dinner
-
with her children.
-
And so he comes back
-
to the table
-
and he says
-
hey guys
-
explains to us
-
I've seen this lady
-
over here
-
eating with her children
-
I think she's a single mom
-
and I don't know why
-
but I feel like
-
we should pay
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for her dinner tonight.
-
And so we
-
kind of shrugged
-
our shoulders
-
who are we
-
to say
-
that God's not
-
really truly speaking
-
to you
-
so sure
-
let's do it.
-
So we arranged
-
for our waitress
-
to go get
-
her waitress
-
and to get us
-
the bill
-
instead of her
-
the bill
-
and we would
-
make all the arrangements
-
set it all up
-
we get the bill
-
we all chip in
-
you know
-
five bucks or so each
-
there's four or five
-
of us there
-
I think it didn't
-
take too much
-
for us to pay
-
for her meal
-
and we give
-
the money
-
to our waitress
-
and they take
-
care of everything
-
and I'd like
-
to be able
-
to tell you
-
that this was
-
a life changing
-
thing for this
-
single mom
-
I wish I could
-
tell you that
-
to be honest
-
with you
-
it was kind
-
of awkward
-
you know
-
people don't
-
normally pay
-
for other people's
-
meals
-
sitting at other
-
tables
-
in a restaurant
-
so this lady
-
comes up to us
-
on our way
-
out the door
-
and just kind
-
of says
-
thanks
-
and kind
-
of walks
-
out the door
-
we didn't know
-
what to say
-
to her
-
she didn't
-
really know
-
what to say
-
to us
-
and we went
-
on about
-
eating our
-
meal
-
and she went
-
on about
-
her life
-
about five
-
minutes later
-
our waitress
-
comes up to
-
us
-
and she says
-
why would
-
you do
-
something like
-
that
-
and we
-
just
-
replied back
-
to her
-
well we're
-
just
-
we're all
-
saved by
-
the grace
-
of God
-
by the blood
-
of Jesus
-
and we
-
we just want
-
to share
-
the love
-
of Jesus
-
with people
-
and we
-
thought that
-
that might
-
be a simple
-
way to show
-
this mom
-
the love
-
of Jesus
-
she was like
-
okay
-
she went on
-
about her
-
business
-
serving other
-
tables and
-
what not
-
we went on
-
about eating
-
our meal
-
about five
-
minutes later
-
she's making
-
her rounds
-
again
-
she comes
-
back to
-
our table
-
and she
-
says
-
can I
-
just ask
-
you guys
-
something
-
what church
-
do you go
-
to
-
she was
-
almost in
-
tears
-
she was
-
almost kind
-
of broken
-
up at this
-
point
-
we all
-
went to
-
different
-
churches
-
so we
-
explained
-
to her
-
we don't
-
all go
-
to the
-
same
-
church
-
we can
-
recommend
-
some good
-
churches
-
for you
-
if you're
-
interested
-
and she
-
said
-
she wanted
-
to tell
-
us a story
-
about how
-
she was
-
experienced
-
brokenness
-
within the
-
church
-
that she
-
had kind
-
of been
-
burned
-
by church
-
people before
-
in the
-
past
-
and she
-
said
-
you know
-
I haven't
-
really since
-
then had
-
a desire
-
to go to
-
church
-
but if
-
there's a
-
church somewhere
-
out there
-
doing what
-
you guys
-
are doing
-
then that's
-
something I
-
want to be
-
a part of
-
I don't
-
tell you
-
that story
-
to pat
-
myself on
-
the back
-
I don't
-
tell you
-
that story
-
to you
-
you know
-
make much
-
of myself
-
it wasn't
-
even my
-
idea to
-
do it
-
it was
-
my friend's
-
idea
-
I tell you
-
that story
-
to show you
-
what a little
-
hospitality
-
can do
-
what a little
-
trying to
-
reach out
-
to somebody
-
can do
-
when you
-
do it
-
in the
-
name of
-
Jesus
-
and we
-
had no
-
idea
-
when we
-
decided
-
that we
-
were going
-
to pay
-
for the
-
single mom's
-
dinner
-
we had
-
no idea
-
that would
-
make an
-
impact
-
such a
-
big impact
-
on a
-
waitress
-
that was
-
serving us
-
that night
-
sometimes it
-
takes something
-
very incredibly
-
simple
-
in order to
-
make a huge
-
impact for
-
God
-
Nehemiah as
-
a leader
-
understands this
-
principle
-
he's having
-
people over
-
for dinner
-
he's interacting
-
with the
-
people
-
he could have
-
just moved
-
into Jerusalem
-
if he wanted
-
to and not
-
have paid much
-
attention to the
-
people he could
-
have just rebuilt
-
the wall and
-
just moved on
-
with his
-
business
-
but he
-
doesn't do
-
that
-
I hope that
-
what we're
-
beginning to
-
see is that
-
it was more
-
about building
-
a people than
-
it was about
-
building a wall
-
you see the
-
task on the
-
surface level
-
looks like he's
-
rebuilding the
-
city of Jerusalem
-
as physically
-
what's going on
-
here in the
-
process is that
-
God is using
-
Nehemiah to
-
rebuild his
-
people to
-
turn the
-
hearts of the
-
people of
-
Jerusalem back
-
to God
-
so next time
-
that you're
-
near a coffee
-
shop just go
-
around introducing
-
yourself
-
it might seem
-
a little awkward
-
at first
-
in fact
-
you might freak
-
a few people
-
out
-
just walking
-
up to them
-
and say
-
hey my name
-
is so and
-
so is there
-
anything that I
-
can pray about
-
for you
-
it would be
-
fun
-
it would be
-
something interesting
-
it would be
-
something interesting
-
later on to
-
post on your
-
Facebook status
-
just try it
-
but in this
-
we're sort of
-
cutting against
-
the cultural
-
grain that
-
hey we're
-
strangers and
-
we don't talk
-
to each other
-
well yeah
-
we're strangers
-
until we break
-
that ice
-
until we show
-
a little hospitality
-
then we become
-
friends
-
and when you
-
open that door
-
to friendship
-
you also
-
open the door
-
to be able
-
to share
-
Jesus
-
with the
-
lost
-
culture
-
that we
-
live in
-
this passage
-
concludes in an
-
interesting way
-
Nehemiah is
-
kind of
-
reflecting on
-
the series
-
of sacrifices
-
that he's
-
made
-
for the cause
-
of the
-
mission
-
and the
-
cause that
-
God has
-
called him
-
to
-
and he
-
says in
-
verse 19
-
remember
-
for my
-
good
-
oh God
-
all that
-
I have
-
done
-
for this
-
people
-
how many
-
of you
-
at first
-
glance
-
kind of
-
read that
-
as
-
maybe
-
Nehemiah
-
has a
-
little
-
hair
-
of
-
arrogance
-
when he's
-
saying
-
that
-
dear
-
God
-
please
-
remember
-
all the
-
wonderful
-
things
-
that I've
-
done
-
amen
-
right
-
kind of
-
seems a
-
little bit
-
much
-
doesn't it
-
but remember
-
the words
-
that were
-
spoken
-
out of the
-
mouth
-
of Jesus
-
Christ
-
nearly
-
440
-
years
-
later
-
after
-
this
-
Jesus
-
says
-
in
-
Matthew
-
6
-
you don't
-
have to
-
turn
-
there
-
just
-
listen
-
to
-
these
-
words
-
do
-
not
-
store
-
up
-
for
-
yourselves
-
treasures
-
on
-
earth
-
where
-
moths
-
and
-
vermin
-
destroy
-
and
-
where
-
thieves
-
break
-
in
-
and
-
steal
-
but
-
store
-
up
-
for
-
yourselves
-
treasures
-
in
-
heaven
-
where
-
moths
-
and
-
vermin
-
do
-
not
-
destroy
-
and
-
where
-
thieves
-
do
-
not
-
break
-
in
-
and
-
steal
-
see
-
Nehemiah
-
I don't
-
believe
-
that
-
Nehemiah
-
is trying
-
to boast
-
here
-
what
-
Nehemiah
-
is saying
-
is I've
-
given
-
a lot
-
towards
-
this
-
cause
-
I've
-
given
-
up
-
many
-
years
-
of my
-
life
-
I've
-
given
-
up
-
a lot
-
of my
-
personal
-
finances
-
I've
-
given
-
up
-
my
-
life
-
for
-
this
-
cause
-
and
-
I'm
-
not
-
likely
-
to
-
receive
-
much
-
earthly
-
reward
-
for
-
this
-
I'm
-
not
-
likely
-
to
-
be
-
thanked
-
by
-
these
-
people
-
and
-
so
-
God
-
if
-
you
-
would
-
just
-
remember
-
these
-
things
-
that
-
I'm
-
storing
-
up
-
my
-
treasure
-
not
-
here
-
on
-
this
-
earth
-
but
-
in
-
heaven
-
and
-
Nehemiah
-
simple
-
prayer
-
here
-
is
-
demonstrating
-
something
-
that
-
Nehemiah
-
understood
-
that we
-
sometimes
-
don't
-
grasp
-
in our
-
culture
-
in a
-
day
-
where
-
we have
-
televangelists
-
on TV
-
who are
-
in the
-
ministry
-
for their
-
own
-
personal
-
gain
-
and say
-
you know
-
just call
-
the 1-800
-
number
-
on the
-
bottom
-
of your
-
screen
-
and if
-
you just
-
donate
-
a minimum
-
of $100
-
you can
-
be blessed
-
by God
-
and they
-
hop in
-
their
-
helicopter
-
and fly
-
home
-
right
-
see
-
say that
-
tongue
-
in
-
cheek
-
but
-
this
-
is
-
something
-
that's
-
really
-
really
-
important
-
because
-
I feel
-
like
-
this
-
is
-
something
-
we
-
don't
-
really
-
grasp
-
in
-
our
-
theology
-
we're
-
not
-
saved
-
by
-
our
-
works
-
I want
-
you
-
to
-
hear
-
me
-
clearly
-
this
-
morning
-
we're
-
saved
-
by
-
grace
-
alone
-
through
-
faith
-
alone
-
in
-
Christ
-
alone
-
there's
-
nothing
-
that we
-
can
-
do
-
on
-
our
-
own
-
to
-
bring
-
apart
-
salvation
-
in
-
ourselves
-
Ephesians
-
2
-
8
-
9
-
and
-
10
-
say this
-
for
-
by
-
grace
-
you've
-
been
-
saved
-
through
-
faith
-
not
-
of
-
yourselves
-
it
-
is
-
the
-
gift
-
of
-
God
-
not
-
as
-
a
-
result
-
of
-
works
-
so
-
that
-
no
-
one
-
may
-
boast
-
and
-
here's
-
what
-
Paul
-
is
-
saying
-
here
-
we
-
owe
-
a lot
-
to
-
God
-
we
-
owe
-
infinitely
-
to
-
God
-
because
-
of
-
our
-
sin
-
there's
-
nothing
-
that
-
you
-
and
-
I
-
can
-
do
-
to
-
repay
-
that
-
debt
-
that
-
we
-
owe
-
to
-
God
-
there's
-
absolutely
-
nothing
-
if
-
we're
-
saved
-
by
-
faith
-
but
-
then
-
he
-
says
-
for
-
we
-
are
-
his
-
workmanship
-
created
-
in
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
for
-
what
-
for
-
good
-
works
-
see
-
we may
-
not
-
be
-
saved
-
by
-
our
-
good
-
works
-
but
-
good
-
works
-
certainly
-
play
-
a
-
large
-
part
-
in
-
the
-
life
-
of
-
the
-
believer
-
you're
-
saved
-
by
-
grace
-
through
-
faith
-
so
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
walking
-
in an
-
aisle
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
!
-
saying
-
a
-
prayer
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
getting
-
a
-
ticket
-
into
-
heaven
-
I've
-
heard
-
that
-
phrase
-
more
-
times
-
than I
-
would
-
ever
-
hope
-
to
-
people
-
say
-
I'm
-
so
-
glad
-
my
-
children
-
have
-
their
-
ticket
-
into
-
heaven
-
these
-
types
-
of
-
phrases
-
cringe
-
when I
-
hear
-
them
-
you
-
don't
-
get
-
a
-
ticket
-
into
-
heaven
-
it's
-
God
-
who
-
works
-
in
-
you
-
and
-
the
-
point
-
when
-
you
-
receive
-
!
-
salvation
-
he
-
works
-
in
-
through
-
this
-
process
-
!
-
sanctification
-
!
-
as
-
you
-
become
-
more
-
holy
-
as
-
you
-
work
-
out
-
your
-
salvation
-
to
-
do
-
good
-
things
-
for
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
God
-
God
-
calls
-
us
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
as
-
believers
-
so
-
you
-
see
-
for
-
the
-
believer
-
there's
-
one
-
of
-
two
-
options
-
that
-
are
-
going
-
on
-
here
-
you
-
can
-
store
-
up
-
your
-
treasures
-
here
-
on
-
earth
-
and
-
lose
-
it
-
for
-
eternity
-
we've
-
created
-
this
-
mentality
-
in
-
our
-
culture
-
that
-
we
-
get
-
all
-
we
-
can
-
we
-
can
-
!
-
all
-
we
-
get
-
and
-
we
-
sit
-
on
-
the
-
can
-
I'm
-
sorry
-
but
-
most
-
of
-
that
-
stuff
-
in
-
that
-
can
-
is
-
not
-
going
-
to
-
go
-
with
-
you
-
to
-
heaven
-
or
-
you
-
can
-
pour
-
out
-
all
-
of
-
your
-
time
-
your
-
resources
-
and
-
your
-
money
-
toward
-
kingdom
-
purposes
-
and
-
what
-
you
-
lose
-
here
-
you
-
gain
-
abundantly
-
for
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
God
-
you
-
gain
-
it
-
in
-
eternity
-
and
-
I
-
believe
-
that's
-
exactly
-
what
-
Nehemiah
-
is
-
teaching
-
and
-
for
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
be
-
encouraged
-
today
-
for
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
there's
-
somebody
-
in
-
here
-
I
-
know
-
that
-
there
-
is
-
who
-
feels
-
discouraged
-
because
-
you
-
haven't
-
maybe
-
you
-
haven't
-
had
-
the
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opportunity
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to
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make
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this
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huge
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impact
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on
-
lots
-
and
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lots
-
and
-
lots
-
of
-
people
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in
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this
-
world
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I
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want
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you
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to
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know
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that
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it's
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not
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necessarily
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you
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don't
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have
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to
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necessarily
-
do
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Billy
-
Graham
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size
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task
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you
-
don't
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necessarily
-
have
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to
-
be
-
holding
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these
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rallies
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where
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thousands
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of
-
people
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come
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to
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know
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the
-
Lord
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in
-
order
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to
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be
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working
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to
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our
-
kingdom
-
purposes
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in
-
order
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to
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glorify
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God
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in
-
your
-
life
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in
-
fact
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sometimes
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it's
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the
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little
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things
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that
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we
-
do
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in
-
this
-
life
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that
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make
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the
-
biggest
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impact
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on
-
the
-
kingdom
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I
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don't
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believe
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that
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what
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we
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did
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that
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night
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when
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we
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paid
-
!
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that
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lady
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and
-
her
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children's
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meal
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I
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don't
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think
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that
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was
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a
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huge
-
thing
-
but
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it
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made
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an
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impact
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on
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the
-
waitress
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you
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don't
-
have
-
to
-
do
-
huge
-
things
-
to
-
make
-
an
-
impact
-
I
-
want
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to
-
share
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with
-
you
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this
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quote
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from
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a
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guy
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named
-
Blaise
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Pascal
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really
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intelligent
-
guy
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very
-
brilliant
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but it's
-
really more
-
of a
-
prayer
-
that he
-
penned
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he
-
said
-
God
-
help
-
me
-
to
-
do
-
the
-
big
-
things
-
as
-
though
-
they
-
are
-
small
-
because
-
I
-
do
-
them
-
in
-
your
-
power
-
you
-
see
-
people
-
like
-
Billy
-
Graham
-
they
-
can't
-
do
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
they
-
do
-
on
-
their
-
own
-
they
-
do
-
the
-
big
-
things
-
as
-
though
-
they
-
are
-
small
-
because
-
they
-
do
-
it
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in
-
God's
-
power
-
but the
-
second
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part
-
of that
-
prayer
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is
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even
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more
-
profound
-
to
-
me
-
he
-
says
-
Lord
-
help
-
me
-
to
-
do
-
the
-
big
-
things
-
as
-
though
-
they
-
were
-
small
-
because
-
I
-
do
-
them
-
in
-
your
-
power
-
and
-
help
-
me
-
to
-
do
-
the
-
small
-
things
-
as
-
though
-
they
-
were
-
big
-
because
-
I
-
do
-
them
-
in
-
your
-
name
-
see
-
the
-
small
-
things
-
can
-
make
-
a
-
big
-
impact
-
for
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
God
-
when
-
we
-
do
-
them
-
in
-
his
-
name
-
so
-
let's
-
all
-
work
-
together
-
like
-
Nehemiah
-
did
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as
-
he
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brought
-
together
-
a
-
people
-
as
-
he
-
rebuilt
-
not
-
just
-
a
-
wall
-
he
-
rebuilt
-
to
-
people
-
and
-
turn
-
their
-
hearts
-
back
-
to
-
God
-
the
-
same
-
task
-
as
-
before
-
us
-
today
-
to
-
turn
-
the
-
hearts
-
of
-
a
-
wicked
-
culture
-
back
-
to
-
God
-
let's
-
go
-
make
-
an
-
impact
-
in
-
our
-
cities
-
and
-
our
-
culture
-
this
-
week
-
and
-
next
-
week
-
and
-
beyond
-
for
-
the
-
glory
-
of
-
God
-
let's
-
pray
-
together