Sermon
The Loss and Gain of Life in Christ
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I would like you to turn in your Bibles this morning to John chapter 12, and I want to read verse
John 12 chapter mention
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! 20 through 26 and have you follow along. John chapter 12, verse 20 through 26.
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Now among those who went up to worship at the feast were some Greeks. So these came to Philip,
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who was from Bethsaida in Galilee, and asked him, Sir, we wish to see Jesus. Philip went up and told
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Andrew. Andrew and Philip went and told Jesus, and Jesus answered them, The hour has come for the Son
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of Man to be glorified. Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and
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dies, it remains alone. But if it dies, it bears much fruit. Whoever loves his life loses it, and
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whoever hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. If anyone serves me,
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he must follow me. And where I am, there will my servant be also. If anyone serves me,
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the Father will honor him. Let's pray. Father, as we come to you this morning with the Word in hand,
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thankful that you have given to us the Scriptures, clear and settled in the heavens,
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that we come with dependence upon your Spirit, enabling us to have open hearts and understanding
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hearts that we might hear and behold glorious truths out of your Word. Those who are here that
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know the Lord Jesus, join in praying together that as we learn more about the Lord, that we would also
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grow in our love for Him and our willingness to serve Him and our obedience and our submission to
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His supremacy, that we would be satisfied together. And those who are here that have not come to faith yet,
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my prayer has been, and I know that this fellowship joins together in praying for that same end,
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that today, this day, would be the day of salvation for them, that your Spirit would bring them to see
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the darkness and despair of their soul and understand that there is no help apart from the work of Christ
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and from their calling upon His name as Lord and Savior. I pray that the teaching of your Word would be
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marked by the enabling of the Spirit of God and that your people would task together with me,
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praying for me, praying for me, and for the Word's impact in their own lives and also in the lives of
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others. And we thank you for this in advance. In Jesus' name, amen. Earlier in the week, last week
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actually, ended up in a very situation, very interesting situation, having a conversation with a man.
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Started out by his saying to me, what day is it? What day is it? He was a little kind of discombobulated and
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took me a second to figure out why he was asking, but as things played on, I said, it's Saturday. And
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he said, oh, oh, good. I said, okay. And I said, would you like some oatmeal? He said, absolutely.
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And the conversation played on, and I ended up actually having an opportunity to talk to him a
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little bit about the Lord. And at the start of the conversation, he said to me, I start out an atheist,
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and I moved to be an agnostic, and I've become a Christian. That sounded just tremendous. Yes,
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I like that. Except he had already told me that he'd been drunk last night, and that's why he needed
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to know what day it was. Now, I want you to know that Christians do all kinds of bad things.
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How many of you have made mistakes and sinned before? Okay. Okay. Most of us probably haven't
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been wasted all night, but we've done lots of things that are not an exact test of our faith.
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But here was a guy who started out, you know, letting me know about his previous problem,
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and then eventually ended up talking about the Lord, and that kind of led into his, oh, yeah,
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I'm a Christian. So I asked him just a very practical question. So how's that going for you?
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You follow what I'm saying? How's it working out? Well, I'm not really there, you know.
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I said, well, would you like to talk about it? No, I'm good. Off he went.
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I bring that up because what we are looking at this morning
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is a passage of Scripture that is not written to the unbeliever.
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And it is a passage that clearly indicates what following Christ actually means.
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One of the sweet truths of the gospel is that salvation brings change to us.
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From the moment of our broken heart that brings us to repentance and calling upon the name of the
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Lord for salvation, we have a change of address.
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We no longer are doomed to spend eternity in hell paying for our own sins,
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but because of the finished work of Christ, we have the absolute certain prospect
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of eternal joy and glory in Christ's presence.
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We also are a different person.
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Now, that doesn't mean that all the changes that will take place
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have already come about in a practical sense,
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but it does mean that we are not who we used to be.
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And as we continue in growing in our faith,
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we see more and more of the work of Christ in our lives and an affection for Him.
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And without question, one of the things that should characterize the person
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and does characterize the person who is a true believer
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is that they can look in the rearview mirror
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and see that things are different than they used to be.
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This passage this morning is going to help us understand
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and really, in practical terms, gauge, evaluate the authenticity of our own faith.
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I will tell you as well that this passage is a convicting passage
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and one that will make you uncomfortable
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if you are yielded to the Spirit
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and the Spirit enables me to preach with Bible authority and humility.
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I've got to tell you that one of the things that characterizes
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Tim Kenoyer's general study of the Scriptures
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is that there's seldomly a week that goes by that I don't say,
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this is the best passage.
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I'll tell you that.
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I have to say that this week I had to add something
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that was very pertinent to my own heart.
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I had to say, in addition, this is the best passage.
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I had to say, this is a passage that makes Tim Kenoyer uncomfortable
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and called me to repentance and to change.
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We'll see how that plays out in your own life, okay?
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Well, let's look at the passage and recognize, first of all,
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that as we dive in here and look at verse 20
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and play out a little bit,
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we recognize that this passage tells us about Christ's global impact.
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It's appropriate for us to recognize that what takes place in this passage
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is a change of direction in Christ's ministry.
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Earlier, Jesus had sent His disciples only to the 12 tribes of Israel.
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The starting place of His ministry had been to the nation of Israel,
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and over and over again, He made it clear that His presentation
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and His offer and His ministry was directed towards the nation of Israel,
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to the Jews.
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You'll remember when the Syrophoenician woman came and asked that He heal her daughter.
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He said, listen, it is unfitting that children's bread be given to the dogs.
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And what was her response?
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I love this one.
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She said, hey, dogs get crumbs.
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And Jesus healed that woman's daughter.
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But His communication was that, hey,
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the ministry that I'm engaged in here at this moment is particularly to the Jewish nation.
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When the Samaritan woman came to Jesus,
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He made the statement in that passage back in John chapter 4.
John 4 chapter mention
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He said, salvation is of the Jews.
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So here we have on this great time of feast and the Passover
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where worshipers were gathering into the city of Jerusalem,
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up come a group of Greek worshipers.
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That's what we're told here.
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And they ask if they can have an interview with Jesus.
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Now look at the passage.
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It says, they came and asked Philip.
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And Philip, instead of going directly to Jesus, what does he do?
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He goes and consults with someone else because he's just a little uncomfortable.
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He has all that past instruction from Christ as, hey, listen, here's what you do.
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Here's how you minister.
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And I want you to be focused on the Jewish people and the Jewish nation
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and be sure that they hear the message of repentance.
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And so when these Greeks came and asked for the privilege of talking with Jesus,
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Philip was a little uncomfortable.
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And so he goes to Andrew and they probably had a little bit of a discourse together.
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Well, I'm not sure.
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What do you think?
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Let's go ahead.
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And they both come together to Jesus.
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You get that?
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Here they are.
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They're in front of Jesus.
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And they, oh, by the way, there's a couple Greeks.
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You know, they're not Jews, but they like to talk with you a little bit.
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It's very interesting here that these Greeks asked to talk to Jesus.
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We have no further detail about their motive,
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but it's fair to surmise that their thinking had been affected
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by the dramatic sequence of events.
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They had come to worship, but in that period of time, just prior to the cross,
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let me kind of rattle off some of the very significant things that had happened.
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For one, Jesus had healed Lazarus, raised Lazarus from the dead,
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and that was a dramatic, powerful evidence of his deity and his power.
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Secondly, he had entered into Jerusalem with all the fanfare and the regalia.
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Remember that he had come with palm fronds being waved and people shouting out,
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Hosanna, Hosanna.
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They were lit up at the prospect of Jesus coming in as the regal authority
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and ruler that was going to bring victory and blessing to them.
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Remember they threw down their coats in front of Jesus,
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and he came in on a donkey.
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That had to be significantly striking to the Greeks.
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Furthermore, Jesus had cleansed the temple.
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I want you just to stop and think about this just for a moment.
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How many of you know where Mecca is?
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Anybody know where Mecca is?
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Hello, we have some Mecca people here.
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Okay, you know where Mecca is?
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Can you imagine in your right mind someone going in?
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Well, let's try the Dome of the Rock where the golden...
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Do you follow what I'm saying?
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Just imagine someone going in there and cleaning house
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and getting rid of all the false worship that is going on
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either at Mecca or in Jerusalem where the Golden Dome is.
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Do you think that would cause a little bit of a stir?
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What do you think?
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I mean, it would light things up.
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And the Greeks, no doubt, had heard about Lazarus,
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about the wonderful entrance, and cleansing the temple.
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And so here we have them coming and asking for an opportunity
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to interview Jesus.
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They want to learn something.
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And here is Jesus who takes advantage of this.
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And what He does is He points now to the gospel's global impact.
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In including the Greeks and inviting this conversation
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instead of repressing it, He makes it very, very clear
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that the interest of the Greeks was indicative,
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pointed to the fact that the day was coming
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when the gospel's impact would not only be of value
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in the nation of Israel but would be across the entire globe.
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I love the fact that the gospel is not limited
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to an ethnic group or to a physical location
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like the land of Israel.
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It has value to every single person
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who comes into the world.
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And it is supremely important,
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not just to the nation of Israel,
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but to all of us because what?
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Salvation is the very heart
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of what Jesus came to bring to mankind.
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And I like the fact that here is Jesus
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kind of making an early indication of the fact
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that the gospel's flow and impact
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was going to transcend the nation of Israel.
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It was going to have global impact.
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That was actually what was part of the Abrahamic covenant.
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Isn't that right?
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God made the commitment and promise to Abraham.
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He said, through you,
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all the nations of the world will be blessed.
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How?
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By virtue of Christ being the Savior of all mankind,
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offering salvation through His finished work on the cross.
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Now, as we push further into the text,
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you're there in John chapter 12,
John 12 chapter mention
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you'll find that after this little business
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of the matter playing out of the question,
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hey, listen, there are Greeks that want to meet you,
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I want you to notice Christ's response.
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And Jesus answered them.
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Who is the them?
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Answer that question in your own thinking.
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Who was Jesus talking to?
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He wasn't talking to the Greeks.
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They were kind of standing back, you know,
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a little bit.
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There's Philip and Andrew.
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Can these people talk?
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Jesus says, hey.
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I believe Jesus was talking primarily to His disciples
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who had come with this question,
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Philip and Andrew.
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And He makes it clear
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that something has come to fruition
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and is at the point.
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And here's what Jesus says.
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My time is here.
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My time is now.
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Now, stop and think for a moment again,
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and it helps to kind of keep a picture
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of the larger context of Christ's ministry.
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Over and over again prior to this,
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Jesus had made statements like,
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it's not my time.
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My time is not now.
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It's not the moment.
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And here He is.
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In verse 23, Jesus answered them,
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the hour is come
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for the Son of Man to be glorified.
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I want you to think just for a moment
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about how Philip and Andrew must have felt
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when they heard Jesus say,
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yep, it's time.
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This is it.
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I'm going to be glorified.
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What kind of thinking do you think they had
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about what Christ's glory was all about?
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Oh, so that you remember,
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when they had had the Last Supper together,
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immediately after that tremendously spiritual moment,
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what had they been bickering about as they left?
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Does anybody know?
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They were fussing with each other
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about who was going to have the right hand
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and the left hand
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and who was really going to be important in the kingdom.
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They were all lit up about the prospect
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of being in charge.
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That's what they were interested in.
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And here is Jesus saying,
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it's time.
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I'm going to be glorified.
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And here they are in the heady rush of thinking,
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yeah, it's Hosanna time for real.
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And yeah, we're going to set aside that donkey
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and he's going to be doing the horse thing
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and we're going to be part of it.
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And then boom.
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Look at it.
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Look at it.
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Truly, truly, I say to you,
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unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth
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and dies,
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it remains alone.
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But if it dies,
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it bears much fruit.
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Here in the moment of the Greeks coming
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and asking for an opportunity
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to get to know Jesus a little better
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and Jesus making it clear
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that all mankind
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open to the call
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and the significance of the gospel,
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here he makes a stunning statement
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and what he does is he announces
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that his worth and glory
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is going to be in his death.
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Look at verse 24.
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Let me read it again.
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Truly, truly, I say to you,
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unless a grain of wheat
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falls into the earth and dies,
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it remains alone.
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But if it dies,
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it bears much fruit.
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I want you to think with me,
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secondly, about the fruitfulness
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of the cross.
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Jesus was at the very pinnacle
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of his popularity
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and yet in the very same sentence
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where he spoke about his glory,
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he spoke about his death
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and its fruitfulness.
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The words truly, truly,
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just so you get clued in on this,
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are always a signal
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of something that is really important
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that is going to be said next.
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Now I want to frame that.
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There's not a word in the Bible
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that does not have significance.
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We would agree to that.
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All scripture is given by inspiration
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and is profitable.
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But truly, truly
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is one of those little signals
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that the Spirit of God relies upon
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and Jesus relied upon
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to say,
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hey, pay attention to this.
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It's a little bit like
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when you were in class
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and the teacher would say,
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this is going to be on the test.
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What did all of you do?
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Yeah, yeah,
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I've heard that before.
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No, that's not what you did.
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What did you do?
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You underlined,
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you know,
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test, arrow,
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and when you were reviewing
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for the exam,
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what did you do?
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You went back
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and looked for what?
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You looked for those parts
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that you'd underlined.
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So you can,
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here's what you can do
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if you,
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and it's not adding to the Bible
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when you make a marginal gloss.
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You know what a marginal gloss is?
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A little note in the margin says,
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hey, this is important for me.
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This is really something
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to hold on to.
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Jesus has some advice
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you need to pay attention to.
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Jesus used the very common illustration
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of what happens to a seed
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to make the point about his death
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and what would follow.
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You see,
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a seed's fruitfulness
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really is impossible
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apart from its death.
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It doesn't happen any other way.
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I told my wife earlier
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this morning, actually,
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I said, hey,
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over the Labor Day holiday,
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I actually intend to plant kale
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and turnip greens
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or a couple other things.
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You know,
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fall is coming.
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How many of you noticed that?
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It's a weather change.
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Yes.
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And so,
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in order for those seeds
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to actually do anything
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and be productive,
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I have to put them in the ground.
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They have to die.
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And then,
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something happens.
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And here is Jesus
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relying upon that
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little common fact of farming
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to make the point that
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his glory
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could not be separated
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from his death.
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He made it clear.
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He made it clear.
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Glory
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and death
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are linked together.
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And his death
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on the cross
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would bring salvation
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for an unnumbered host,
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and it would be
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the means of glory.
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I want you to look with me
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just for a moment.
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You're there in John,
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but I want you to turn back
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to the book of Isaiah.
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As I was studying
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earlier in the week
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and,
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well,
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last week,
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and just pondering
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the marvel of this text
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and convicted deeply,
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I was struck by
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what the passage in Isaiah
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opens up for us.
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And just,
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it had a
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significant contact
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with me.
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Look at
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Isaiah chapter 53
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verse 10
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and 11.
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Yet,
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Isaiah chapter 53
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verse 10,
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it was the will
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of the Lord
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to crush him.
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I think in the King James
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it says,
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it pleased the Lord
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to bruise him.
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And you stop
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and think about that.
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I mean,
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how many of you
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as fathers
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have had to spank
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your sons?
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Don't raise your hands.
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I'm not looking for
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who has done
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and who has not.
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But I,
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a father that is
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guided by the Spirit
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of God
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and recognizes
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that there are times
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when discipline
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is necessary
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would probably confess
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that in the moment
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there is no pleasure
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in what you're doing.
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You do it out of obligation,
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out of necessity.
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You do it because
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of the burden
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of what you know
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is your responsibility
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responsibility
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as a father.
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If there's any potential
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of pleasure,
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it is at the hope
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that your obedience
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to the Scriptures
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are going to bring fruit
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in that little child's life
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that are going to be
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a blessing to that child
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and to the Lord Jesus.
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So it's hard for me
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to imagine
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what this passage
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actually says
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about God the Father
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in terms of
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His pleasure
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and His satisfaction
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in causing
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His own son
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to die.
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That's what's in view.
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Isaiah 53,
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verse 10,
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it says,
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Yet it was the will
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of the Lord
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to crush him.
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He has put him
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to grief
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when his soul
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makes an offering
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for guilt.
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He shall see
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his offspring.
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He shall prolong
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his days.
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The will of the Lord
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shall prosper
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in His hand.
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Out of the anguish
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of his soul.
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He shall see
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and be satisfied.
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By his knowledge
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shall the righteous
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one,
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my servant,
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make many
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to be accounted
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righteous.
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Do you get a thrill
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when you think about that?
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Here's what's being said.
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Back in the book
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of Isaiah,
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it says this,
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number one,
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that Christ was
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a sacrifice
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and made
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an offering
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for guilt.
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How was guilt
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satisfied
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in the Old Testament?
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Does anybody have an idea?
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You had to make
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a sacrifice.
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You see,
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here's the idea
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that we need
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to get our hands around.
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Underneath
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and behind
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the reality
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of our own sinfulness
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is that something
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has to be done
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about that sin.
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I've got to tell you,
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throwing coins
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in an offering plate
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don't do it.
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Saying that
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you're a pretty good person
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doesn't do it
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because the heart
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is deceitful
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above all things
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and desperately wicked
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and there is no way
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that a man
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can redeem his heart
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by his own activity
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and his own effort.
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The infinite offense
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of sin
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deserves
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an infinite penalty.
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That is a mathematical equation.
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Does that make sense
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to you?
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And only
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the infinite
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endurance
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of suffering
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in hell
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or the infinite
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blood of Christ
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will bring about
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satisfaction
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to the debt
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that sin creates.
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And here
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is the Scripture
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making it clear
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to us
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that Christ
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by his offering
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is going to satisfy
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the debt
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and look at verse 11
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and it says,
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and make many
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to be accounted righteousness.
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That word
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accounted
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means
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that his righteousness
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is put over
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on my account.
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why is it
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that I can say
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with absolute confidence
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that there is thou
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therefore
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no condemnation
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to them
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who are in Christ Jesus?
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It is because
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the righteousness
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of Christ
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was placed
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on the account
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of the sinner
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who is repentant
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and calls upon
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the name of the Lord.
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And so you look
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at this passage
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and you recognize here
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that Jesus
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is making it clear
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going back to
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the passage
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in John chapter 12.
John 12 chapter mention
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He is making a statement
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that listen
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I am going to die.
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They didn't expect that.
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They'd heard him
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say it many times
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but he made it
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very very clear
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that he was going
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to die
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and that as a result
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of his death
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those who came
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to faith
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would be the fruit
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of his sacrifice
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and be the fruit
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the outcome
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the product
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the blessing
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that came
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from his willing
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sacrifice.
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So let me ask you
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a practical question
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because the remainder
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of the sermon
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is not aimed
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at unbelievers
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but is aimed
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at you who are here
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who know Christ
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and I would say
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that the vast majority
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of you would say
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I know Jesus
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yeah
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I'm one of them.
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I want you to recognize
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that what Jesus
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is going to say next
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really puts us
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on the spot
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of asking ourselves
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the question
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am I the fruit
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of his sacrifice
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for sin?
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Ask yourself
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that question
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am I
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the fruit
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of his sacrifice
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for sin?
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Jesus
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had this statement
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made by his disciples
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these people want
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to come and meet you
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and talk with you
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Jesus said
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yep
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it's now time
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that I'm going
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to be glorified
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how?
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I'm going to die
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my death
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is going to produce fruit
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are you the fruit
-
of his sacrifice
-
for sin?
-
That brings us
-
to the third thing
-
that I want you
-
to recognize
-
it starts out there
-
in verse 20
-
where the Greeks
-
came and said
-
alright we want
-
to see Jesus
-
now here we are
-
looking at verse 25
-
and 26
-
whoever loves his life
-
loses it
-
whoever hates his life
-
in this world
-
will keep it
-
for eternal life
-
if anyone serves me
-
are you in the anyone?
-
are you that?
-
if anyone serves me
-
he must follow me
-
and where I am
-
there will my servant
-
be also
-
if anyone serves me
-
the father
-
will honor him
-
here's the question
-
am I one of the anyone?
-
is that fair?
-
am I an anyone?
-
am I a person
-
who really knows
-
Christ?
-
here were the Greeks
-
they wanted to know
-
more about Jesus
-
they were interested
-
in knowing
-
this spectacular
-
newsworthy
-
individual
-
and he says
-
listen it's time
-
I'm going to be glorified
-
and my glory
-
is going to be
-
directly linked
-
to my dying
-
for other people
-
what has taken
-
place so far
-
in this passage
-
is Jesus
-
bringing attention
-
to the cross
-
but let's take it further
-
now what he says
-
is
-
the fruit
-
of faith
-
produces
-
people
-
who act
-
like me
-
do you get that?
-
the last
-
two verses
-
are really
-
for us
-
as believers
-
to kind of
-
double check
-
to see whether
-
or not
-
we are
-
what we say
-
we are
-
the Greeks
-
wanted to understand
-
Jesus better
-
and he wanted
-
to be very clear
-
that his disciples
-
in particular
-
understood
-
what following him
-
really meant
-
knowing Jesus
-
means following Jesus
-
and bringing fruit
-
to his glory
-
you want to see him
-
then follow his path
-
take his
-
life
-
and walk
-
with him
-
be fruit
-
that brings glory
-
to him
-
and be one
-
who
-
by virtue
-
of the life
-
that you live
-
evidences
-
the transforming
-
power of the cross
-
so what does
-
true faith
-
produce?
-
what does
-
true fruit
-
look like?
-
it would be wrong
-
to skip over
-
this passage
-
and not have it
-
brought to bear
-
on our lives
-
personally
-
and I got to tell you
-
I was listening
-
earlier last week
-
to John Piper
-
preaching on this
-
passage
-
and remember
-
I said that this
-
passage is a great
-
one but it's also
-
deeply
-
convicting
-
true faith
-
is hard
-
let's get that
-
clear in our minds
-
it would be wrong
-
not to declare
-
the truth
-
that Jesus
-
had here for us
-
that following
-
him is costly
-
and hard
-
I
-
every now and then
-
just to kind of
-
intrigue and
-
entertain my soul
-
I kind of
-
skip through
-
channels that have
-
a lot of
-
televangelists on them
-
you know
-
wonderful preaching
-
about how I can
-
have a better house
-
and fly in a jet
-
and you know
-
all that kind of stuff
-
you know it's a
-
really popular stuff
-
and do you realize
-
that the health
-
and wealth gospel
-
is thriving today
-
around the world
-
and you know what
-
when you listen to
-
these guys preach
-
you kind of wonder
-
what in the world
-
was Jesus talking
-
about
-
about sacrifice
-
where's the truly
-
truly in all of that
-
listen to what
-
Jesus had to say
-
about what it means
-
to follow him
-
for one we choose
-
death
-
look at the passage
-
whoever loves his
-
life loses it
-
what
-
I'd like to
-
follow Jesus
-
if it means I get
-
something for
-
that in return
-
hey
-
that's not wrong
-
thinking
-
you're thinking
-
I'm
-
wrong
-
wait
-
God does not
-
call us
-
to sacrifice
-
without promise
-
of reward
-
the problem
-
is
-
is we end up
-
being far
-
too short
-
sighted
-
I'll never
-
forget
-
reading
-
in Desiring God
-
about
-
a missionary
-
couple
-
that arrived
-
from years
-
on the field
-
broken and
-
spent by
-
their ministry
-
I think it was
-
in Africa
-
and they
-
happened to be
-
arrived
-
they happened
-
to be arriving
-
at the same
-
time that
-
some significant
-
dignitary was
-
arriving
-
and the band
-
was there
-
to welcome
-
this individual
-
as he got
-
off the
-
steamship
-
and as he
-
is walking
-
off the band
-
strikes up
-
and they're
-
giving all
-
this fanfare
-
and the wife
-
commented to the
-
husband
-
there's nobody
-
here to greet
-
us
-
and he said
-
I'm not home
-
yet
-
we're not home
-
yet
-
let's be
-
honest
-
serving
-
Jesus
-
is hard
-
you choose
-
death
-
there is
-
truth in
-
the fact
-
that
-
salvation
-
is a
-
death
-
of our
-
past
-
and our
-
corruption
-
but it
-
is also
-
a conscious
-
choice
-
that we
-
make
-
from day
-
to day
-
of putting
-
our old
-
desires
-
and habits
-
to death
-
and can I
-
tell you
-
that keeps
-
on going
-
on
-
for the
-
rest of
-
my life
-
I continue
-
because of
-
what Jesus
-
has done
-
in my life
-
of choosing
-
to not
-
do things
-
and put
-
to death
-
the flesh
-
that is
-
at battle
-
and at war
-
with my
-
own heart
-
for things
-
that don't
-
last forever
-
as Judith
-
and I
-
were praying
-
this morning
-
and spending
-
time together
-
I talked
-
about the
-
fact that
-
that we
-
look forward
-
to a time
-
when we can
-
be invested
-
again with
-
ministering to
-
international students
-
I love going
-
out to the airport
-
and picking
-
them up
-
people who
-
hardly know
-
a thread
-
of English
-
and begin
-
to minister
-
to them
-
why
-
highly expensive
-
costly
-
proposition
-
but one
-
that has
-
gospel import
-
and impact
-
and when
-
we choose
-
to follow
-
Christ
-
we choose
-
to die
-
there's another
-
statement that
-
Jesus makes
-
he says
-
we choose
-
to hate
-
this life
-
in this
-
present age
-
there is a
-
seduction
-
in the world
-
around us
-
hey we all
-
entertain it
-
don't we
-
it used
-
to be
-
it used
-
to be
-
when we
-
wanted to
-
indulge
-
our fancies
-
and we
-
wanted to
-
become
-
better
-
consumers
-
we had
-
to rely
-
on catalogs
-
remember
-
those
-
old days
-
I mean
-
Sears
-
and Robux
-
catalogs
-
how many
-
of you
-
lived with
-
fantasies
-
of what
-
you could
-
buy
-
from
-
this is
-
a
-
previous
-
generation
-
most of
-
you
-
don't even
-
remember
-
those days
-
now
-
when you
-
go on
-
Facebook
-
when you
-
go on
-
the internet
-
when you
-
go to
-
CNN
-
when you
-
go to
-
Fox
-
News
-
over in
-
the margin
-
guess what
-
there is
-
there's
-
advertisement
-
and just
-
try this
-
just click
-
on one
-
single item
-
on Amazon
-
and express
-
an interest
-
and you
-
begin getting
-
emails out
-
of the
-
ether
-
and it's
-
like hey
-
we saw
-
that you
-
were interested
-
in that
-
sweeper
-
and we
-
want you
-
to know
-
that it
-
is the
-
very best
-
sweeper
-
that anyone
-
in the
-
world
-
can possibly
-
have
-
and if
-
you just
-
click here
-
you can
-
buy it
-
with
-
PayPal
-
you know
-
how it
-
is
-
here's
-
what you
-
do
-
you
-
choose
-
to put
-
that
-
life
-
to
-
death
-
you
-
choose
-
to
-
follow
-
Jesus
-
in
-
the
-
cross
-
look at
-
what he
-
says
-
here
-
in the
-
passage
-
he
-
says
-
if
-
anyone
-
serves
-
me
-
he
-
must
-
follow
-
me
-
he
-
must
-
follow
-
me
-
we
-
are
-
far
-
too
-
focused
-
in
-
indulging
-
ourselves
-
in
-
our
-
own
-
fantasies
-
to
-
the
-
pleasure
-
of our
-
private
-
individual
-
interests
-
and
-
we're
-
not
-
about
-
the
-
cross
-
there's
-
one more
-
thing
-
we choose
-
to serve
-
look at
-
the
-
passage
-
if
-
anyone
-
serves
-
me
-
and by
-
the way
-
I'll
-
take a
-
cheap
-
shot
-
here
-
next
-
week
-
pastor
-
shearer
-
begins
-
to
-
preach
-
for
-
four
-
weeks
-
there's
-
no
-
cheap
-
shot
-
in
-
that
-
part
-
but
-
I
-
am
-
going
-
to
-
be
-
responsible
-
for
-
taking
-
care
-
of
-
the
-
nursery
-
and
-
I
-
am
-
going
-
to
-
invite
-
all
-
of
-
you
-
to
-
serve
-
in
-
the
-
nursery
-
you
-
hear
-
me
-
there
-
will
-
be
-
some
-
personal
-
invitations
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
have
-
been
-
on
-
the
-
periphery
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
periphery
-
means
-
it
-
means
-
way
-
outside
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
put
-
my
-
arms
-
around
-
you
-
guys
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
speak
-
politely
-
to
-
you
-
women
-
and
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
say
-
hey
-
over
-
there
-
every
-
now
-
and
-
then
-
there
-
are
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
haven't
-
been
-
in
-
a
-
nursery
-
ever
-
since
-
your
-
kids
-
left
-
you
-
know
-
it's
-
like
-
I'm
-
not
-
doing
-
that
-
yes
-
you
-
are
-
at
-
least
-
I'll
-
invite
-
you
-
pastor
-
Saul
-
is
-
smiling
-
and
-
grinning
-
because
-
he
-
had
-
that
-
responsibility
-
previously
-
right
-
oh
-
okay
-
we're
-
going
-
to
-
choose
-
to
-
serve
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
see
-
some
-
other
-
thing
-
not
-
only
-
is
-
true
-
faith
-
hard
-
but
-
true
-
faith
-
is
-
glorious
-
we
-
live
-
fruitful
-
lives
-
whoever
-
hates
-
his
-
life
-
in
-
this
-
world
-
will
-
keep
-
it
-
for
-
eternal
-
life
-
we
-
live
-
fruitful
-
lives
-
can
-
I
-
tell
-
you
-
that
-
the
-
believer
-
lives
-
with
-
an
-
ambition
-
and
-
expectation
-
of
-
what
-
is
-
coming
-
ahead
-
is
-
that
-
the
-
way
-
you're
-
living
-
are
-
you
-
living
-
with
-
such
-
an
-
expectation
-
that
-
your
-
children
-
even
-
now
-
are
-
despairing
-
of
-
how
-
many
-
dumpsters
-
get rid
-
of
-
the
-
trash
-
you
-
collected
-
no
-
we're
-
living
-
with
-
an
-
ambition
-
for
-
eternity
-
we
-
keep
-
our
-
lives
-
in
-
eternity
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
notice
-
something
-
else
-
there
-
in
-
the
-
passage
-
it
-
says
-
those
-
who
-
follow
-
Jesus
-
join
-
him
-
in
-
glory
-
where
-
I
-
am
-
there
-
will
-
my
-
servant
-
be
-
also
-
how
-
much
-
do
-
you
-
think
-
about
-
the
-
day
-
that
-
you
-
are
-
going
-
to
-
be
-
with
-
!
-
Christ
-
in
-
glory
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
was
-
talking
-
with
-
a
-
believer
-
earlier
-
in
-
the
-
week
-
last
-
week
-
and
-
he
-
was
-
commenting
-
about
-
how
-
much
-
he
-
looked
-
forward
-
to
-
heaven
-
truth
-
of
-
matter
-
is
-
he
-
had
-
17
-
surgeries
-
and
-
as
-
we
-
were
-
having
-
conversation
-
about
-
life
-
he
-
brought
-
up
-
how
-
much
-
he
-
was
-
looking
-
forward
-
to
-
his
-
new
-
body
-
I
-
think
-
17
-
surgeries
-
is
-
fairly
-
significant
-
and
-
I
-
said
-
to
-
him
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
it's
-
an
-
indication
-
of
-
our
-
own
-
frailty
-
that
-
the
-
thing
-
we
-
sometimes
-
think
-
about
-
is
-
so
-
superficial
-
the
-
pleasure
-
of
-
heaven
-
will
-
not
-
primarily
-
be
-
a
-
new
-
body
-
and
-
I
-
can
-
say
-
that
-
as
-
a
-
68
-
year
-
old
-
the
-
pleasure
-
of
-
heaven
-
will
-
be
-
seeing
-
Jesus
-
where
-
I
-
am
-
there
-
will
-
my
-
servant
-
be
-
finally
-
look
-
at what
-
it says
-
at the
-
last
-
part
-
the
-
father
-
will
-
honor
-
him
-
psychologists
-
came up
-
with a
-
very
-
interesting
-
test
-
to
-
determine
-
the
-
probability
-
of a
-
child
-
succeeding
-
in
-
life
-
do
-
know
-
what
-
the
-
test
-
is
-
it's
-
a
-
marshmallow
-
test
-
simple
-
you
-
put a
-
kid
-
in a
-
room
-
set
-
him
-
at
-
a
-
table
-
and
-
put
-
one
-
marshmallow
-
on
-
the
-
table
-
and
-
you
-
say
-
to
-
the
-
kid
-
hey
-
you
-
can
-
eat
-
this
-
marshmallow
-
now
-
if
-
you
-
wait
-
I'll
-
reward
-
you
-
the
-
kid
-
who
-
has
-
an
-
inability
-
to
-
think
-
beyond
-
the
-
moment
-
grabs
-
and
-
gobbles
-
the
-
marshmallow
-
at
-
the
-
moment
-
the
-
kid
-
who
-
waits
-
indicates
-
by that
-
perspective
-
a level
-
of
-
understanding
-
about
-
what
-
may
-
lie
-
ahead
-
there
-
are
-
some
-
of you
-
here
-
this
-
morning
-
that
-
profess
-
to
-
know
-
Christ
-
but
-
you're
-
one
-
marshmallow
-
Christians
-
it's
-
all
-
about
-
now
-
it's
-
all
-
about
-
what
-
you
-
have
-
your
-
investments
-
will
-
not
-
travel
-
with
-
you
-
your
-
hobbies
-
will
-
not
-
travel
-
with
-
you
-
your
-
trophies
-
will
-
not
-
travel
-
with
-
you
-
I
-
remember
-
burying
-
being
-
at the
-
funeral
-
for
-
Bill
-
Brock
-
who
-
was
-
the
-
founder
-
of
-
this
-
church
-
and
-
as
-
I
-
was
-
there
-
at
-
the
-
graveside
-
with
-
the
-
family
-
I
-
just
-
looked
-
over
-
there
-
to
-
the
-
side
-
and
-
there
-
was
-
John
-
Kenneth
-
Galbraith
-
headstone
-
do
-
anybody
-
know
-
who
-
Galbraith
-
is
-
probably
-
this
-
current
-
generation
-
he
-
was
-
a
-
heavy
-
lifter
-
along
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the
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lines
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of
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Bill
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Gates
-
etc
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an
-
incredibly
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rich
-
man
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buried
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in a
-
plot
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no
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bigger
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than
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Bill
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had
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and
-
has
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I
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know
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Bill's
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in
-
heaven
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and
-
beloved
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as
-
you
-
look
-
at
-
this
-
passage
-
here's
-
the
-
thing
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that
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should
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be
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undeniably
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clear
-
to
-
us
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those
-
who
-
know
-
Christ
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are
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invested
-
in
-
the
-
future
-
those
-
who
-
know
-
Christ
-
have
-
ambition
-
for
-
what
-
lies
-
ahead
-
do
-
you
-
see
-
in
-
your
-
life
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the
-
clear
-
indicators
-
of
-
a
-
willingness
-
to
-
put
-
away
-
and
-
put
-
to
-
death
-
things
-
that
-
encumber
-
your
-
present
-
life
-
and
-
service
-
or
-
are
-
you
-
so
-
occupied
-
with
-
the
-
moment
-
that
-
it's
-
fair
-
to
-
say
-
you
-
should
-
probably
-
be
-
asking
-
yourself
-
the
-
question
-
do
-
I
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really
-
know
-
Christ
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because
-
here's
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the
-
characteristic
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Jesus
-
said it
-
very
-
clearly
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whoever
-
loves
-
his
-
life
-
loses
-
it
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if
-
anyone
-
serves
-
me
-
he
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must
-
follow
-
me
-
let's
-
close
-
in
-
prayer
-
our
-
father
-
God
-
this
-
morning
-
as
-
we
-
have
-
attended
-
to
-
the
-
word
-
I
-
recognize
-
that
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it
-
is
-
primarily
-
for
-
the
-
believer
-
that
-
is
-
here
-
today
-
to
-
challenge
-
them
-
to
-
think
-
consciously
-
and
-
deliberately
-
does
-
my
-
life
-
produce
-
the
-
fruit
-
of
-
faith
-
can
-
I
-
see
-
that
-
Christ
-
has
-
made
-
a
-
difference
-
in
-
my
-
ambitions
-
and
-
my
-
affections
-
in
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
I
-
talk
-
about
-
in
-
the
-
interest
-
that
-
I
-
have
-
in
-
my
-
willingness
-
to
-
serve
-
there
-
may
-
be
-
some
-
today
-
that
-
are
-
here
-
that
-
recognize
-
when
-
they
-
compare
-
their
-
heart
-
against
-
the
-
model
-
of
-
scripture
-
there
-
may
-
be
-
some
-
that
-
say
-
I
-
have
-
drifted
-
away
-
from
-
my
-
first
-
love
-
and
-
this
-
morning
-
the
-
spirit
-
of
-
God
-
is
-
convicting
-
me
-
that
-
needs
-
to
-
be
-
restored
-
there
-
may
-
be
-
some
-
here
-
that
-
do
-
not
-
know
-
Christ
-
that
-
they
-
have
-
not
-
yet
-
come
-
to
-
faith
-
and
-
this
-
morning
-
it
-
would
-
be
-
our
-
plea
-
that
-
your
-
spirit
-
would
-
draw
-
them
-
to
-
the
-
cross
-
and
-
see
-
!
-
the
-
emptiness
-
and
-
darkness
-
of
-
their
-
soul
-
has
-
no
-
remedy
-
apart
-
from
-
Jesus
-
we
-
ask
-
this
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
Amen