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Wave Of Hope | Chad Dedmon

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  1. Wow. Wow, Wow, what a privilege to be here this weekend.

  2. We've had an amazing time. Friday nights, we we saw all kinds of

  3. healings and prophetic words, and people's legs were growing out and activating the kids

  4. praying. It was awesome. And then Saturday we got to go into the

  5. city, the Tacoma Mall and uh and the casino and we did prayer and

  6. communion on top of the parking structure overlooking the whole city and it was just

  7. a beautiful time. And and uh and this morning was already very very precious

  8. and uh, you know, you guys have an amazing leadership team. You

  9. guys have an amazing staff And uh yeah, go ahead, like that's that's

  10. that's worthy of honor because I see your leaders where they're just like constantly serving,

  11. they're constantly loving people. And it's it's so beautiful, and it's so

  12. beautiful to be a part of a community that's going after prayer, put a

  13. stake in the prayer, having you know, so many different dimensions of prayer,

  14. and and it really is refreshing to come into a community that that has

  15. that heartbeat to go after prayer and to really take ownership to to break off

  16. that escapism that really kind of came into the church with with you know,

  17. really Catholicism, and and you know what he was hitting on this morning of

  18. the you know, rescue me out of here, Get me out of here

  19. where the Lord is anointing us to to be his light, to be salt

  20. to you know, Christ in you, the hope of glory. And so

  21. it's so good to pour into you guys. And yeah, I've been a

  22. part of Bethel Church since two thousand and two. I've been running with low

  23. Ingle and Cheon since you know, two thousand. I used to go to

  24. Monauditorium and get blasted by God. I know all the different sections of Modernatorium

  25. where I've had crazy encounters and you know, so I just love that you

  26. guys are you know a house that's that's running with Bethel and him and my

  27. parents are actually living down in southern California and working with Jay On and working

  28. with Jay Coopman who is planted a harvest rock in Orange County where my parents

  29. live. And you guys are getting ready to have Tony Kim, who I've

  30. known for fifteen years and that guy is a reformer and so it's so cool

  31. that you're having you know, Tony come in and then Steve, I remember

  32. when he was pastoring in Weaverville. I'd go visit him in two thousand and

  33. two and two thousand and three, and man, that guy is just like

  34. one of the greatest revelations of joy. That that is not just a message,

  35. it's his lifestyle, it's what he lives out. He is one of

  36. the ultimate encouragers and bringer bringers of joy and changing your mindset. So what

  37. a rich time. And then I've known Brian since two thousand and four when

  38. he was pastoring in Connecticut, and so it's so cool that you're having the

  39. crew come in and man, what a what an amazing time, And you

  40. know, it's just so good to be here. Like Dwayne was saying,

  41. we're going to different nations, we're pouring into different places. We leave for

  42. Ecuador and uh just a couple of weeks and uh like a week and a

  43. half, and they're pray for us because they're in a pretty crazy time,

  44. which I love that I get to go in too. You know, the

  45. battlefields, the war zones like and you know they're in military lockdown right now.

  46. They're curfew. They're in a mandatory curfew, and so what a privilege.

  47. I talked to the pastor and it's like, should we cancel them.

  48. I'm like, no, this is the perfect time for me to come in.

  49. If they will let me come in, I am coming in. Yeah,

  50. And then yes, we're going to We've we've been going into Hawaii really

  51. my for the last twenty years, but there's been an uptick since really twenty

  52. nineteen. And then you know, to see how you know, they responded

  53. with COVID and just seeing the mental health that's that's that's gone on, this

  54. amount of suicide that's happening there and drug addiction. And then we had the

  55. fires and I came. I was working with Afghan refugees August with Franz.

  56. Franz was with me and and then the fires broke out in Maui and my

  57. heart broke and the Lord said, you need to go to Mali, and

  58. you need to go now, because if you're going to have if you're going

  59. to have any authority to transition them from grieving to joy, you need to

  60. be with them in the grieving. And so I went there eleven days after

  61. the fire. And we've gone now five times and we're we We've done different

  62. projects of building four hundred bikes for kids. We've we've given out over like

  63. three thousand meals. We're known as the Pancake Pastors in a number of parks

  64. and beaches. We've done all kinds of different outreaches and worship and you know,

  65. bringing people, being able to be there when people come in and go

  66. to their house for the first time and sift through the ashes. We've been

  67. able to sift to the ashes with people. We were with this one family

  68. where she was asking God, I want my jewelry back, I want my

  69. jewelry back, and we went and took communion and we worshiped on their property

  70. and we're sifting through the ashes and one of our team members finds a necklace

  71. that says her name, Jesus, sign me up for more of that.

  72. So we go Ecuador to Malli, which is going to be fun and yeah,

  73. I'm excited. And so we have if you want to just stay connected

  74. to us, and we love it having prayer support where you know some of

  75. us. You can't go to Ecuador with us or Maui, but you can

  76. know when we're going there and you could be covering us in prayer. You

  77. could follow us online or you know, there's a here's a connection piece right

  78. here. You can just take your phones out and the amazing QR codes and

  79. and uh oh yeah, so it says catch the wave, uh dot org,

  80. catch the wave global dot org and that's our website and uh and then

  81. also we're putting on I love that you guys are going after prayer and and

  82. I love intercession. You know that that's one of the things that God has

  83. called us to is to intercede for you know, our land and for you

  84. know, going into different places. We've done per paddles and seven different countries

  85. and and uh and and all over on the East Coast and the Atlantic and

  86. I cannot wait. I've done the border of Mexico and California, and I

  87. got to do the border one of these days of Washington into Canada. And

  88. uh but that will happen soon, hopefully. And but but we are doing

  89. a school of intercession online that is like go at your own pace. You

  90. get videos, they'll be lives. We have Heidie Baker, Michael Miller,

  91. my mom, my beautiful wife, Julia justin Stunball and and we just begin

  92. to just equip on intercession, how to be an intercessor, how to stand

  93. in the gap, how to be someone who's connected to the Father, connected

  94. to Heaven, and also connected to your city, connected to your land.

  95. And it's very much a joshua One model of intercession. Wherever your feet tread,

  96. I give you that land is your inheritance. And it's so important that

  97. we have that in the go of the Gospel and in how prayer and evangelism

  98. work together. And I love, you know, talking with Dwayne about all

  99. the different prayer assignments that you guys have been stewarting and going after and and

  100. you know, I love just taking communion every prayer assignment. Communion is one

  101. of the best places of intercession because the blood of Jesus. We always take

  102. a little bit of the blood. When we poured into the water, we

  103. poured into the land, and we asked the Lord to heal the land.

  104. And it's been so amazing to see scalable prayer that you know, we I

  105. shared this in our evangelist some prayer activation. But I'll sometimes get before per

  106. assignment. The Lord will wake me up mid night and say, hey,

  107. this is Ezekiel training, or this is Isaiah training. And we were going

  108. to go prayer paddle the Golden Gate Bridge. And so the Lord said,

  109. hey, this is Ezekiel training. And I read the Book of Ezekiel and

  110. the valley of dry bones really stood out to me, and and and I

  111. went. It was the Wednesday before the prayer paddle, and this pastor in

  112. San Francisco caused me and says, one of our youth just committed suicide off

  113. the Golden gate Bridge. And so I'm like, all right, there's a

  114. territorial spirit there that is wooing people. This is where you come geographically in

  115. this location. If you're dealing with suicide, you know, suicidal thoughts,

  116. dealing with depression, this is where you come to end your life. And

  117. I said, okay, this is where we're going to take the blood of

  118. Jesus and we're going to pray in the opposite spirit the way that Ezekiel did

  119. that the circumstances, there's a valley of dry bones. But what does God

  120. see and how to co labor with him, how to move in that opposite

  121. spirit, and how to begin to prophisy over the land that I see an

  122. army that I am seeing what the Father is seeing and releasing the four winds

  123. of heaven. And so the day before the pur paddle, I went surfing

  124. in Santa Cruz and the Lord says, hey, like Ezekiel, moving in

  125. the opposite spirit. I want you to go out there with just swim trunks,

  126. which it's freezing. Everyone's got wet suits and booties and hoods and gloves.

  127. And the Lord's like, I want you to go out there in the

  128. opposite spirit, like Ezekiel, and paddle out with just your swim trunks and

  129. and only catch party waves, which us surfers were sometimes a little selfish.

  130. You usually only see one surfer per one wave, and if someone tries to

  131. hop on your wave, we're usually screaming at them and hooting and hollering at

  132. them to get off the wave. And the Lord's like, no, I

  133. want you to catch waves and invite people to jump on the wave with you.

  134. And so, you know, the Lord sends people out in two.

  135. So I looked at my buddy and I said, hey, I feel like

  136. this is Ezekiel training. That's all good. That's good to both go in

  137. swim trunks. And he's like, all right, this is crazy and we

  138. ended up. You know, we're calling people into our waves. And this

  139. guy goes, wow, thanks for bringing the party vibes out here. Before

  140. you paddled out, there was these two guys yelling. They started, you

  141. know, they were they almost started fighting. And you have all these teenagers.

  142. They were cussing, you know, like all his bad language, all

  143. his anger. Thanks for bringing the party vibes here. What is he saying?

  144. He says, you're changing the atmosphere. And my buddy goes, all

  145. party vibes. Jesus is like the king of party vibes. He had more

  146. joy than any of his companions, you know. And the guy goes,

  147. hey, man, I'll go to that church. And I look at him

  148. like, well, we're at church, and I laid hands on it,

  149. and I'm like, let him experience the party vibe gee, you know,

  150. the Jesus party. And then this wave comes like this is our wave,

  151. and we all catch the wave. And then the next day we do the

  152. we do the prayer paddle and we have winded our face like like you know,

  153. and it's called stand up paddleboarding, so we call this the paddle of

  154. humility. When there's a lot of wind, and we got to get on

  155. our knees, and I say, this is perfect. We're in a prayer

  156. service on our knees. This is how intercessors fought battles way before us.

  157. And you know it's it's supposed to be a stand up paddleboard, but here

  158. we are on our knees fighting the wind. And then we get under the

  159. Golden Gate Bridge and there's all these currents and we have video footage of these

  160. elephant seals that are like eight feet ten feet, which you've got even bigger

  161. animals that are hunting those guys. But anyways, we were in there and

  162. the wind was at our face, and then we just started prophisying with this

  163. open vision where I saw people that were struggling with suicide, struggling with depression,

  164. that the Lord was going to anoint them, deliver them, and that

  165. they would be the next Lonnie Frisbees, the faces of the Jesus People movement,

  166. because you could only give away what you have. And we're seeing in

  167. our country an epidemic of anxiety and mental health issues and suicide. So the

  168. Lord will always bring an annoying that breaks the yoke of the enemy that we

  169. actually have land. You know, it talks about injustice and the blood,

  170. and the land cries out that's where we come in as intercessors Jesus. So

  171. so we started promising. I I just started declaring that UD be the John

  172. ten ten Bridge, that people would come here to end their life, but

  173. then they would find it that John, you know, Jesus said, hey,

  174. I gave my life so that you could find it and have life more

  175. abundantly. And so we're promising, and then suddenly the winds shift where they're

  176. still at our face, but now it's in our back. Now it's at

  177. our sides. And I look at my team and like we are in an

  178. Ezekiel moment. The four winds of Heaven are here. And what was kind

  179. of a bummer is we had a drone, the Mavig two many that can

  180. withstand thirty five an hour winds, and we have the footage that's connected to

  181. our phone where you see the winds shift and it takes our drone and hits

  182. it against the Golden Gate bridge and ping pongs around and drops in the water.

  183. And I'm like, wow, that was a worthy sacrifice for the resurrection

  184. power of God to come manifest. But The next morning, I'm preaching at

  185. this church in San Francisco, and I minister and I see, you know,

  186. during ministry time, and I see this teenager and I start praying for

  187. him, and I, you know, I can I know that he's at

  188. least thirteen fourteen years old, And I said, I see you as a

  189. nine year old boy, and you're climbing up on your heavenly father's lap and

  190. he's holding you, and he's breaking off abandonment and like rejection, this whole

  191. abandonment that he starts wailing, starts crying. He begins to tell us that

  192. his father was deported by ice, so he's not like his father left him

  193. willingly, abandoned him willingly. He was separated from his dad. And the

  194. father is healing and it is setting him free of this abandonment issue, in

  195. this identity of being abandoned and wiping it away, saying I'm your heavenly father.

  196. And I could tell, like, you know, he like there's something

  197. missing, And I realized, oh man, I should ask him, do

  198. you have do you know Jesus, do you have you asked you to live

  199. in your heart? And he goes, no, I've never done that I'm

  200. going, well, hey, what's your name? Ezekiel. So it's really

  201. good when you're in Ezekiel training. When Ezekiel gets saved and set free.

  202. He later got healed of a back injury. But this is twenty twenty one.

  203. He's like still in this church. He's brought his family in there.

  204. He went and led a mission trip to Dominican Republic this last year. You

  205. know, the pastor's sending me videos of him being baptized, and I'm like,

  206. wow, that is amazing fruit and you know, and it continues to

  207. go where you have to understand, prayer is scalable. So I went on

  208. had this whole bike like assignment and I biked the Golden Gate Bridge and I'm

  209. and this is in you know that the prayer paddle was September twenty twenty one.

  210. And then in February twenty two, I'm biking over the Golden Gate Bridge

  211. and I noticed these beams shooting now and I see this cop walking by and

  212. I'm like, hey, officer, I see these beams. I was here

  213. like a few months ago and I didn't see these beams. What are these

  214. beams? Go? Oh? We In October, we voted as a city

  215. to come up with prevention solutions for the suicides. Golden Gate Bridge is the

  216. number one suicide the number one bridge for suicide in our country, and they

  217. came up with a solution to have censored nets so that when you jump,

  218. you land in these nets and it alerts the authorities. They have a police

  219. station on the end of the Golden Gate Bridge and it takes the average person

  220. ten minutes to get out of these nets, so it gives enough time for

  221. their first responders to intersect these ones that are committing, that are attempting suicide.

  222. And I'm like, this is the answer to our prayers. I just

  223. would encourage you, like you would not despise the day of small begins and

  224. to not be discouraged. If you pray, you know, and then nothing

  225. you feel like is happening, that is a lie that there are things happening

  226. and changing in the spirit realm, and the spirit realm will will begin to

  227. dictate and begin to influence the natural realm. Before the natural realm influences the

  228. spiritual realm, the prayer is scalable. Jesus, Okay, that's not what

  229. I'm preaching on. Wow, Okay, good, It's not that late.

  230. So I'm going I feel like, as you guys have been in this Daniel

  231. Fast, I've been just interceding and praying for what the Lord has really giving

  232. you guys as a community. And the Lord really quickened me that there is

  233. in this you know, region of the Northwest, that the God of Hope

  234. is getting ready to crash in, and that there is a mental health healing

  235. wave that is in the beginning form over this land, and that the God

  236. of Hope is encountering those that are dealing with anxiety, depression, suicidal thought

  237. PTSD. And this just jump into Romans fifteen thirteen, which is one of

  238. the lifeline scriptures for me as I was building a well of hope and building

  239. a well of peace. May the God who gives you hope fill you with

  240. great joy. May you have perfect peace as you trust in him. May

  241. the power of the Holy Spirit fill you with hope that is very good.

  242. Yes, and amen. You know that He gives you all joy, all

  243. peace, And those that trust in Him, that you have to understand one

  244. of the greatest worship services is trust. That it's almost like you got to

  245. go through the doorway of trust to encounter the God of Hope, the room

  246. where the God of Hope lives, so that you can partake that not in

  247. just some joy, not in most of the joy, but all joy and

  248. all peace are given to you. You know, I was very fortunate to

  249. be with Bill in two thousand and two, and in two thousand and three

  250. his dad got pancreatic cancer, and for a year we contended for healing and

  251. you know, as a community, we would see cancer abow to Jesus,

  252. and Bill would make these decrees that we live in a cancer free zone,

  253. that that those that walk through the Sanctuary of Bethel that are dealing with cancer,

  254. that cancer would bow to Jesus. And then his dad gets picreatic cancer,

  255. and you know, me and Chris Overstreet would hang out at Earl's house

  256. and pray, you know, through late in the night. We took him

  257. to Santa Maria healing rooms. Like we contended together as a community for Earl's

  258. breakthrough. And then Earle graduated to be with the Lord about a year into

  259. this battle, into this journey, and Bill began to go through this grieving

  260. process where Bob Jones said, you need to cancel all your speaking engagements.

  261. You should not speak at Bethel on Sunday mornings. You should, you know,

  262. cancel all speaking engagements. So he canceled first year and he said,

  263. you know what the second year students, those are our my family. Like

  264. then there's only forty of us in the second year. This is two thousand

  265. and three, which was so awesome that we, you know, we would

  266. meet in a fifth grade classroom. We'd sit on a couch with Bill,

  267. the forty of us, and he would just cry, he would just weep.

  268. He would just you know, process with us his journey. And I'll

  269. never get a couple of months into this, he said, I'm learning to

  270. worship again. You know, I'm getting all these emails from you know,

  271. spiritual leaders like you know, greater levels, greater devils, like if you

  272. make decrees like cancer free zone, be prepared that you're going to take hits,

  273. you know, if you want to grow in that kind of authority.

  274. And he was processing, like you know theology and that in that place of

  275. God. I know you're the healer, but my dad died of cancer,

  276. especially when you see so many others healed of cancer, and that's always a

  277. tricky one for us, that's going after healing and that healing annoying. Sometimes

  278. you'll you know, you'll have two people and you'll be like, oh,

  279. you know, like it might be someone that's you know, like maybe both

  280. people are blind, and somebody's like in their eighties, and then there's like

  281. a nine year old. And sometimes you're like, oh, man, that

  282. nine year old. I want that nine year old to get healed. And

  283. then the eighty year old gets healed. You're like, God, I want

  284. that nine year old. And it's like you have to process and you take

  285. that with you in your prayer. Clauset ammunition of like I need to grow

  286. in this healing annoying. So Bill was going through that of like, God,

  287. why did you not heal my dad? And he begins to tell us

  288. in this fifth grade classroom, I'm learning to worship again that the Lord his

  289. nature is the healer, and that when I'm in heaven I'll understand everything.

  290. But I get an opportunity here on the planet that I get to use to

  291. worship him, choose to trust him and releases a fragrance to the throne room

  292. that will never have the opportunity to do when we're living in heaven. And

  293. it's trust that opens the door for the God of Hope to encounter the God

  294. of Hope. And it's it's you know, sometimes sad to see spiritual leaders

  295. in this time where there's been a demand by a generation of I demand understanding.

  296. You know, this whole deal of deconstruction and this whole deal of you

  297. know, like they're just throwing out the mystery. Well, you know,

  298. I don't understand, like how can someone really be swallowed up by a whale?

  299. Which I don't know if you saw this, but just like a year

  300. ago, there was a guy that was actually swallowed up by a whale.

  301. It got spit out. I think he broke a rib or something like that.

  302. But anyways, there's been this demand for understanding when we weren't as spiritual

  303. leaders. We are not responsible for understanding. We were responsible for releasing peace

  304. that surpasses understanding. Yeah, Jesus, I went through a pretty crazy time.

  305. You know. My twenties were amazing. My wife and I we traveled

  306. around the world. We were a part of the Vineyard, we were a

  307. part of Bethel. We were running around with Heidi Baker, my wife and

  308. I ordained through Bethel Church and Irish ministries in two thousand and eight, and

  309. so it's been this wild adventure and then my thirties or thirty four, I

  310. just hit this season where there was like all these pain points, and you

  311. know, we lost We lost seven family members. I lost my grandparents.

  312. My wife lost all of her grandparents. We had a miscarriage, I had

  313. three surgeries. I had dislocated me. I had a shattered clavical I had

  314. hernia surgery. You know, I went through all these This lady stole twenty

  315. grand from us. Like there was a number of injustices or trauma points,

  316. and I was just doing everything I knew to do to like fight the good

  317. fight that you know, Hey, I'm tenacious, I'm going to keep going.

  318. And then I had this severe car accident in twenty eighteen where I should

  319. have died, and I discovered the prince of peace. I got the opportunity

  320. to build a well of hope and peace. And I've always been a very

  321. hopeful person, like optimism and positivity. But I lost hope and I realized

  322. how valuable hope was once I lost it. So this is a video that

  323. I did right after my car accident, and then I'll explain the accident,

  324. but This is a little selfie video that I did. Hi, everybody,

  325. this is Chad. It was my fore Runner gone. These guys are kind

  326. enough to help me freaking crazy, so I'm very concussed in that video.

  327. I had a pretty bad head injury. I flipped five times. What happened

  328. was I was ministering on the Central Coast in Monterey and then I was in

  329. a meeting the next day with Heidi Baker and Will Hart in reading at nine

  330. am. So it's a five hour drive, but if you have traffic,

  331. it could become a seven hour drive. So I woke up super early at

  332. three am and drove through the Bay Area traffic, and then I had a

  333. fore Runner, so I was like, all right, I could just sleep

  334. in the back of my fore Runner. Once I get to Vacaville, which

  335. from Vacaville to Ready and there's no traffic. So I was like, all

  336. right, I just got to get through the Bay Area and I'll get some

  337. sleep. I slept for forty five minutes. I'm driving another hour and I

  338. start falling asleep and then I pull over wisely and I'm like, all right,

  339. I've only got fifteen minutes window to you know, to kind of like

  340. not fall asleep anymore while I'm driving, and I don't really fall asleep,

  341. and the alarm goes and I'm kind of groggy, get into the car,

  342. forget to put my seatbelt on, hit cruise controls seventy five miles an hour,

  343. and I fall asleep at the wheel and I had my hands off the

  344. wheel. I woke up, you know, doing this, and I'm going

  345. right towards a concrete like bridge, you know, like footing, and so

  346. I pulled the wheel onto the highway five and obviously you know what's going to

  347. happen. As I pull on to the asphalt, the tires catch and I

  348. start flipping, and I felt fingers go across my legs, my torso,

  349. my chest, my head, and then the forming of a palm where there

  350. was like a cocoon, like I was completely protected by God. And the

  351. highway patrolman that you saw there, they were across the five fruit and they

  352. said, we washed you roll five times and you be ejected from the sunroof.

  353. You bounced off the five and then you got taken back into the car.

  354. When the cops came. When the high patrolman came to me, I

  355. went to go talk to him, and I couldn't talk. There were stuff

  356. in my mouth. I thought it was my teeth and it was rocks,

  357. meaning I was doing this. I had, you know, scratches, I

  358. have scars on my back of going on to the five and they say,

  359. the doctors told me that seventy percent of those that get ejected from the sunroof

  360. and in a fatality, They're like, somebody up there must really really love

  361. you. So I survived, Yeah, thank you Jesus. He's our strong

  362. tower, he's our protector. And you know, I had a really bad

  363. headed injury. I could. I had like a head migraine. I couldn't.

  364. I could. I was sensitive to light. I was I would have

  365. anxiety attacks that put on like the borne identity and be a car chase and

  366. all this, like you know, panic attacks would be happening, and you

  367. know, I would have night terrors. I'd be in the accident again.

  368. And so I had severe PTSD. I begin to learn, I begin to

  369. educate myself of like, oh, my corsoal levels are jacked. And it's

  370. so strange too, because like I've been in twenty eleven, I was in

  371. a plane with Roland Baker and we flipped upside down tailspin and we dropped two

  372. thousand feet and we almost you know, we we we almost died. And

  373. I was like, you know, it took me a day or two to

  374. recover, but then I was fine. You know, I've had times where

  375. I've almost died and several different things, and I didn't have like crazy PTSD.

  376. But this time I couldn't recover. And it's always fun, like when

  377. you're at the airport and you're stretching and you're doing all this stuff and people

  378. are like, oh, what are you doing, you know, like you're

  379. stretching on about gals in a severe car accident. You know, I was

  380. objective for the center. Oh you didn't have your seatbelt. Huh. I'll

  381. bet you never do that again. I love it when people like put the

  382. shame on you, you know, like, but that's the great thing is

  383. if you know, sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself. And I

  384. made a poor decision that could have had consequences. I had a three year

  385. old and a four month old, and I could have had the consequences of

  386. my actions of pushing through, you know, where I should have listened more

  387. to my body and all stuff, and I didn't have my seatbelt on that

  388. that could have been a consequences that would have left my kids without their natural

  389. dad. Sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself. But when you take

  390. care of that, when you begin to do the work and begin to forgive

  391. yourself, and you don't put your pain and you shove it down, that

  392. you are present in your pain, you invite God to come where you have

  393. pain and trauma. Then you begin to have authority and you begin to have

  394. that place where shame cannot be put on you. Jesus, is it is

  395. it quiet in here for a reason? Yeah? So important that we begin

  396. to understand the power of forgiving yourself. And so I had this PTSD and

  397. and uh, I was about a month in of just like the lords,

  398. that I want you to meditate me as the God of Hope and as the

  399. Prince of Peace for three hours in the morning. So I'd wake up at

  400. six and I would just build this well of peace. And I've been I

  401. was a month in. I was at the pra Chapel and reading a Bethel

  402. and I and the Holy spirits. Is I want to take you on a

  403. journey and I went to the valley floor of your and there was an art

  404. easel. In the Holy Spirit, I want you, he says, I

  405. want you to do art again. I had not done art since I was

  406. like a little boy. And you understand my family history. My grandma,

  407. my mom's mom, was a professional artist, and she used to teach me

  408. how to do art when I was five and six, and she could sometimes

  409. be a little critical. Then I had some art teachers that were even more

  410. critical when I was like seven and eight, and so I began to sabotage,

  411. have this self sabotage that I am not creative, that I'm not an

  412. artist, to the point that I was in high school and I flunked ceramics

  413. high school. You have to work hard at flunking high school ceramics. But

  414. here I am at thirty seven, in the Holy Spirit says, I want

  415. you to pick up art. And I enrolled myself in our local college and

  416. art class, and I would have to fight these thoughts if I don't belong

  417. like here, I am thirty seven ers through twenty year olds are way better

  418. than me. That whole comparison thing just breaking off, breaking it off,

  419. and then suddenly I would lose myself in the art and I would find wholeness.

  420. I would find healing, I would find therapy as I began to do

  421. art, and I didn't even realize they've done studies at Harvard that their actual

  422. art therapy heals PTSD. But it was something that came down my family line.

  423. It was something that God gave me as a kid, and I began

  424. to sabotage that place that actually were keys to break through for my journey of

  425. stepping into wholeness. This was my first art. I don't know if they

  426. have that picture, but this was my first art piece and it was the

  427. valley floor of Yosemite, And yeah, that was a fun one. There's

  428. Julia and I. So the Lord has giving you, guys keys, and

  429. he hasn't. Some of you are stuck in your trauma or stuck in PTSD.

  430. And I'm telling you, I could say with confidence, God is giving

  431. you keys. He's given you arrows, and some of them he gave you

  432. to you as a kid or down your family line, and he's inviting you

  433. to pick it back up that it's not too late. And it's intriguing to

  434. me that we are dealing with anxiety and depression. And the number one trigger

  435. for mental health issues is sleep deprivation, and they say that over sixty percent

  436. of Americans are dealing with some form of sleep deprivation. You know that if

  437. you don't sleep for twenty four hours, you have body chemistry that is equivocal

  438. to you being intoxicated with alcohol. You know that, And it's it's really

  439. intriguing with you're dealing with anxiety or PTSD or trauma, and then you're dealing

  440. with your trauma, so you can't sleep, and then you you're you can't

  441. sleep because you're dealing with trauma, and then you have more trauma because you

  442. can't sleep. It's a very intriguing deal. But it's so interesting that God

  443. said, I want you to build a well of peace and discover me as

  444. the Prince of peace. And then you have Jesus in Mark four where he's

  445. sleeping on the boat in the midst of a storm. Here we go,

  446. a wild storm came up, waves crash over the boat. It was about

  447. to sink. Jesus was in the back, sleeping on a cushion. The

  448. disciples will come up, teacher, don't you care if we drown? What

  449. a crazy accusation to the savior of the world. He got up in order

  450. the wind to stop. He said to the waves, quiet, be stilled.

  451. Then the wind died and it was completely calm. And he said to

  452. his disciples, why are you so afraid? Don't you have any faith at

  453. all? Yet they were terrified. They asked each other, who is this?

  454. Even the wind and the waves obey him? And I've heard it preach

  455. and it's a great principle, and it's totally you know, there is that

  456. Jesus was maybe frustrated or disappointed or bombed that Peter, and that Peter didn't

  457. realize or the disciples didn't realize that they had authority to calm the storm.

  458. But Jesus always did what the Father was doing. And what was Jesus doing

  459. He was asleep. See rest is a manifestation of uh. I mean,

  460. sleep is a manifestation of rest, and rest is a manifestation of peace.

  461. And and he I think he looked at the disciplines, goes, guys,

  462. you didn't realize that you could sleep in the storm. See, some of

  463. us will go through storms, and then we're like, you know what,

  464. I'm going into intercession when an active intercession is actually sleeping. Oh Jesus,

  465. you know, I love just you this whole like mental health awareness and you

  466. know education. You know, it's so important that when you're dealing with pain

  467. that you become curious, that you begin to understand that you might have physical

  468. ailments that come up that are actually communicating you are dealing with stuff in the

  469. soul. Maybe you get the shingles, maybe you break out in hives,

  470. Like there's many different things you have, like a panic attack, it's your

  471. soul saying hey, like, if you don't take care of this, you're

  472. gonna have physical issues going on. So don't have condemnation when that's happening.

  473. Don't have shame when that's happening. Become curious. And so I love the

  474. Brene Brown and I love all of the stuff. Where the one thing that

  475. I have seen though, is, you know, especially I'm a tweeter,

  476. so I'm a gen xer and a millennial. So some of us millennials are

  477. like in this place of gung ho of like it's all about wholeness and mental

  478. health, and I gotta take care of me before I could take care of

  479. others. And it's like no no, you don't understand one of the keys

  480. to wholeness, one of the keys for getting breakthrough of your soul is by

  481. helping others, serving others. Jesus, it's so important that we do not

  482. get on an island where we become introspective and it's all I got to get

  483. my breakthrough first. That it's sometimes your breakthrough won't come until you contend for

  484. someone else's breakthrough. And I was going through this time of like PTSD killing

  485. the giant PTSD. I loved it. I love that I have this education

  486. to build that well. And it was about two months after my car accident,

  487. this woman contacted my wife, who my wife's a real turn reading and

  488. say, hey, I want to buy an investment home, but I want

  489. to meet with you and your husband. I was in a meeting months earlier

  490. where your husband spoke and I went into an open vision. We're going to

  491. share the video in just one second, kid, so but you could you

  492. could play in there. It was like so crazy because I got present,

  493. kind of took a pause there you go. I know this will We're gonna

  494. show this video in a second, but I just want to paint. I

  495. just want to get the foundation, right is this woman said, I had

  496. an open vision that you took my husband's surfing. You're gonna hear the story

  497. of this crazy car accident, this uh or this guy was run over by

  498. a drunk driver and he has a brain injury and he can't move, he

  499. can't and his two youngest sons, he was a surfer. He never took

  500. his two youngest kids surfing. And my heart broke that this guy should take

  501. his kids. So I'm gonna help him take his kids out surfing. But

  502. his wife says, I had an open vision that you took him surfing.

  503. And I'm like, oh wow, I can't do that right now. Like

  504. I look at her and say, when I am better, I'll take him

  505. surfing. And it was months later building this of hope and peace that that,

  506. you know, it was like nine months after my car accident. It

  507. just worked out. It was just like this crazy intersection just easy. Grace

  508. did not have to work for it at all. That it just like I

  509. was already instid of the California and I'm like, and it worked out for

  510. me to take him surfing. And I took him out, got him three

  511. waves. We loaded him in the Van. I look at the ground while

  512. he's pulling away, and I suddenly remember the conversation we had in December where

  513. I said I will take him out surfing when I get better, and I

  514. look down, I'm like, I guess I'm better. And so it's so

  515. important that we serve others in our community, even when we have trauma that's

  516. coming up, that we begin to take care of that trauma by helping other

  517. people get breakthrough, to get you know, healing. And so this is

  518. the story of us taking him surfing on Father's Day with his five sons.

  519. We're taking a dad. I was his sons on Father's Day in that Yeah,

  520. I mean he would be able to do it if we didn't show up.

  521. And to be a part of that, it's pretty special and that's love.

  522. I'm Laurie Shankeenberger and my husband Steve Schakeenberger, and we have five amazing

  523. boys. Steve is addicted to surfing. Surfing is his passion. He wanted

  524. to live in Nicaragua for surfing Indonesia. He would take these guys out surfing

  525. when they were one years old. I was in the hospital having our second

  526. kid, and he would take him out surfing with a pasifier in his mouth.

  527. Steve's accident was four years ago on February fifth, twenty seventeen, and

  528. he was mountain bike riding and he got hit by a drunk driver, which

  529. was a hit and run. They ended up figuring out who hit him,

  530. and there was a long journey of forgiveness and healing and friendship with the guy

  531. who hit him and inviting him to go to church with us, and him

  532. rededicating his life to the Lord. And I was just blown away by what

  533. God was doing in this whole accident everything else surrounding it. Being out there

  534. in the water with all his boys, that's what Steve would have wanted to

  535. have done on Father's Day. We just got to ground zero to Dahety.

  536. We're taking Steve out and Laurie and their sons and we're going to get some

  537. party waves on Father's Day. You know, this is for all the fathers

  538. that are out there that amy circumstances conditions where they can't take their kids out

  539. on ride a passage journeys. As a father to a son or daughter,

  540. that it's a privilege to be a part of the community to help those that

  541. need assistance. To you know, you still breathe them. There's still a

  542. dad, and we get to take them out surfing. And this is the

  543. kind of stuff that I was alive for. Is to help your neighbor,

  544. to help your community step into your fatherhood. That's just all gather together and

  545. just but celebrate. Steve is a dad, That dad is. His greatest

  546. identity is to being a son and a dad that he is not. His

  547. identity is not handicapped. His identity is a dad. Yeah. And so

  548. we bless you, Steve on Father's Day, and we bless you to catch

  549. waves with your sons, to go and have fun with your sons on Father's

  550. Day. And so Lord, we just pray for a hedge of protection.

  551. We thank you for all the servers out here watching and making sure he's all

  552. good. But Lord, we think of that there's angels here to protect him

  553. as well. And Lord, we just pray Lord for just the heart of

  554. a father to connect with his kids. Lord. Here we are together as

  555. a community to rally around Steve and Laurie and Lord in their household. And

  556. we just pray Lord that they would have epic times with you gone. You

  557. would have epic times as it down. See if we just say that you

  558. are an amazing down this is where you would be before this trauma happened.

  559. Then this is where you would spend time with your sons. And so here

  560. we are today June twenty, in twenty twenty one, to spend time to

  561. be with you as you enjoyed catching waves with your kids. It's good you

  562. learn than I had of. Sometimes you never call the horse. We always

  563. kid every game saving Yeah, we ran him over. What a privilege.

  564. Steve went to be home with his father in heaven in October twenty twenty one,

  565. just four months after that. That's why we're not supposed to be stuck

  566. on an island. Herope that if I would have said, oh no,

  567. I need to do more counseling. Oh I need to do more stuff,

  568. I need to work on myself. I'll take Steve out when I am.

  569. You know, another time, I would have missed the opportunity for his two

  570. youngest sons that never went surfing with their dad to now that narrative is completely

  571. changed, that those two boys will forever have that moment on bother's day with

  572. their dad. So I would just just put your hand on your heart.

  573. Lord, we just pray for the God of Hope to be established in this

  574. community. Lord, that these guys would be hope ambassadors. Lord, that

  575. they are building a well of hope and a well of peace. So Lord

  576. crash In has the Prince of peace. Lord, heal anyone in this room

  577. that are feeling stuck paralyzed in their pain. Lord, that you'd give them

  578. people to serve, to contend for, that you would give them steves in

  579. their life. So Lord, right now, I just ask that you would

  580. heal trauma, that you would begin to illuminate, and that there'd be a

  581. spirit of revelation of what are the different arrows and the different keys that God

  582. has given me to build a well of hope, to build a well of

  583. peace. We just break off hopelessness, We break off depression, we break

  584. off shame and condemnation. That you would know that you're a part of a

  585. community that cares, a community that wants to fight for your breakthrough. That

  586. you would break off loneliness and isolation. Lord, that you would give us

  587. courage to be vulnerable. So Lord, we pray that you would just crash

  588. in in this hour, that you would establish a well of hope, in

  589. the Northwest. Lord, that you are evicting the enemy of suicide, anxiety

  590. and depression. And Lord, I pray for anyone that struggles with sleep.

  591. Lord, that you would begin to give us dreams about our destiny, dreams

  592. about our heavenly father, dreams. That you would break off night terrors,

  593. and that we would wake up jumping out of bed Betty to seize the day.

  594. Lord, that you would begin to remove weariness. We'd break off the

  595. lie that you're stuck. We break off the lie that this is your reality,

  596. this is your crutch to bear, this is your identity. We break

  597. that off. That you would feel connected to the God of Hope, that

  598. your hope levels would begin to arise. So Lord, we just thank you

  599. that you are the God of the breakthrough. There would be a breaker annoying

  600. this morning, that hope is arising, that the Prince of Peace wants to

  601. encounter you wreck us. God. Amen, all right, I went a

  602. little long. Kids are probably waiting in the children's ministry. We'd love to

  603. pray for you. I'll have a team here to pray if you just you

  604. know, want another level of breakthrough of just the God of Hope crashing in

  605. thank you guys again so much for having us. What a privilege, what

  606. an honor. I love you guys. To say to Y