Sermon
What is Your Story?
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Transcript
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Thank you, Kate, and good morning, everyone.
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Very glad to have you with us, whether you're in the church here or watching online.
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I want to begin by introducing you to Duncan Donaldson,
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otherwise known as Dunkey or as Drunken Duncan.
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I never met him, but he was a contemporary of my father who knew him fairly well.
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Duncan lived in Airdrie and was known locally as a character, in inverted commas.
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But he said that when he went into a pub, that everyone else walked out,
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because they knew that when he got a few drinks in, he would turn violent, and he was very strong.
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He reckoned he'd been in prison between 60 and 70 times.
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And then one day he was walking past Airdrie Cross,
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and someone handed him a Christian leaflet and said,
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would you like to come to a gospel meeting?
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And he thought, well, I might as well.
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Well, and he went along, he got free tea and biscuits, he got a warm welcome.
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He thought, well, I'll go back again next week.
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Arrived the following Sunday and found the hall totally locked.
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No one there.
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And he thought, oh, no, they know my reputation.
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No one's coming back.
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It turned out he was an hour early.
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So eventually everyone did arrive,
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and he found out that people had been praying for him during the week.
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And as he listened to the gospel message being preached,
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there were tears streaming down his face, and he gave his life to the Lord Jesus.
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And after that, he was completely transformed.
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He became a well-respected, much-loved school janitor.
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But what he loved to do above all was to tell his story,
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particularly in the open air, but in halls as well.
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Everywhere he went, he wanted to tell people what a difference Jesus had made in his life.
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Here's how I was.
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Here's when I met Jesus.
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And here's what has changed in me now.
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And I was reminded of Duncan Donaldson as I was reading this week
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the story of the blind man in John 9.
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Because in many ways, it's very similar.
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As we go through the chapter, the blind man is just repeating again and again,
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here's what I was.
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I was blind.
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Then I met Jesus.
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Now I can see.
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And that must be from God that the healing has taken place.
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And what I want us to leave thinking about this morning,
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we'll talk about lots of things as we get into the chapter.
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But what I want all of us to leave thinking about this morning
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is what is my story?
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Do I have a story I can tell of what Jesus has done in my life,
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the difference it makes to me of knowing him?
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And if I do, am I prepared to go and to tell people about it?
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Do I want to share it with others,
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what the Lord has done for me and what he can do for them?
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So we'll come back to that various points.
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And at the end this morning, what is your story?
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Are you able to share it with others?
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But let's begin by just reminding ourselves of a bit of the background here.
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We're looking at John's gospel.
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So every time you're in John, what you have to think is,
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what does this passage, what does this chapter tell us
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that will help us to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God?
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That is John's purpose in writing his book, and he's very focused.
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Every chapter points us to Jesus as the Messiah and as the Son of God.
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I think it's fairly evident how that applies to chapter 9.
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We're in a section that extends from chapter 5 to chapter 10,
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which is based around various feast festivals in Jerusalem
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and Jesus attending them.
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Chapter 9 is a little bit different from the chapters round about.
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If you have a red-letter Bible or you have an app that shows you
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the words of Jesus highlighted, that might be fairly evident.
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In most of the chapters in this section,
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there is some narrative,
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but there is a lot of Jesus teaching.
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He says a lot in almost all the chapters.
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In chapter 9, Jesus speaks at the beginning and at the end,
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and he doesn't feature at all in the middle.
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What comes in the middle is a kind of crime scene investigation,
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CSI, Jerusalem, if you like,
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but it's a bit more Keystone Cops and Sherlock Holmes in the way it happens.
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The Pharisees believe a crime has been committed,
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actually several crimes.
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Jesus has spat on the Sabbath.
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He's molded clay on the Sabbath.
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He's healed someone on the Sabbath.
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And according to their rules, their regulations,
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all of these things were not allowed.
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They were sins.
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Now, we will have our own view on that,
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but that's the Pharisees' view,
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and that is what they persist in as we go through the chapter.
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And so they are trying to find something
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that they can pin on Jesus
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and can arrest him and condemn him.
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And they go around talking to the people,
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talking to the blind man,
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talking to his parents,
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desperate to get something
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that they can say a crime has been committed
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and there must be consequences for it.
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And they become increasingly desperate
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as they go along,
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particularly because the blind man,
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all he can say is,
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I was blind,
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I met Jesus,
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now I can see
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that must be a work of God.
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They don't have any effective argument
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against that.
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The other backdrop to the chapter
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is we are still in the Feast of Tabernacles.
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We've been there since chapter 7,
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and indeed the first part of chapter 10
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is around the same time.
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Now, we're possibly just after the end
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of the formal feast,
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but it will still very much be in people's minds.
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So the Feast of the Tabernacles
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had three aspects to it.
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It looked back to how God had provided
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for these lives in the wilderness.
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There's a mention of Moses in this chapter.
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It looks at the present
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as a joyful harvest Thanksgiving ceremony,
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and it looks forward to the coming Messiah.
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And there are two particular themes to it.
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One is light.
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The knights are drawing in,
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and there are four great lamps
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lit in the temple
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that lights up the whole city,
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representing the light that God gives.
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And the other is water.
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It's the dry season,
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and so there's a daily ceremony
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where water is taken from the Pool of Siloam,
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carried up the hill,
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and put onto the altar.
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And you'll see again both light and water
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as we go through this chapter.
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But let's get into John 9,
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and we'll divide it into three sections.
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So the first section is from verse 1 to verse 7.
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I've called it a miraculous intervention.
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This is the narrative
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about the healing of the blind man.
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We don't know much about this blind man,
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but I think we can deduce a little bit
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about his age from the passage.
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He's got two parents still alive.
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That's established.
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And the parents say to the Pharisees,
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he is of age.
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Ask him what's happened.
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Now, being of age in first century Israel
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meant for a boy that he was at least 13 years old.
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That was when a boy was deemed to become a man.
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I'm not suggesting this man is necessarily 13 years old,
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but I think we can take it from the fact
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that his parents refer to him being of age,
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that he was relatively young.
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He may well have been a teenager.
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That's speculation,
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but I think we can assume he was probably
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quite a young man.
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And Jesus and his disciples come across him
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as they're walking through Jerusalem.
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Now, that wouldn't have been an uncommon thing
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if in that day you were disabled in any kind of way
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and weren't able to earn a living,
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there was no social security,
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so you were dependent on the goodwill of others.
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Most disabled people,
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whether blind or lame or whatever,
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they would sit beside the roadside and beg,
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and people would give them alms,
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would give them money out of sympathy.
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So it wasn't an uncommon sight,
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but for some reason it attracted the attention
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of Jesus' disciples.
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And they asked a question
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which we might find a little strange.
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They said,
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is this man blind because of his sin
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or because of the sin of his parents?
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Now, remember, he'd been blind from birth.
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So a type was saying,
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perhaps his parents had done something wrong,
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and he is suffering the retribution for that.
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Or even more surprisingly,
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they're saying,
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perhaps he did something wrong
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before he was born,
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before he even came into this world blind.
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Perhaps he's done some kind of sin
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and is being punished for that now.
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Now, we won't go into theology of that.
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It was something that might have been
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quite a common view in that day,
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although it seems strange to us.
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But Jesus makes it clear
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the reason he's blind
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is not because of his sin
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or his parents' sin.
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He is going to be healed.
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He is going to have his sight given to him,
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and that will mean that his illness
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will bring glory to God
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as Jesus heals him.
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I think maybe we need to take a little pause there.
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Because when people suffer,
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very often we ask,
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why?
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Whether it's ourself
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or someone close to us,
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we think,
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well, why is that happening?
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Now, usually there are no straightforward answers.
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We can say that all suffering
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is a result of being
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in a sinful, fallen world.
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And Christians are not exempt from that
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in any kind of way.
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I think we need to be very, very careful
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about saying that people are suffering,
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whether ourselves or others,
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because of some sin of theirs
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or because of something
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someone else has done.
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In some cases it will be.
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It will be very obvious there's a connection,
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but generally need to be very careful
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about making that deduction.
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What I think we can say
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is that every suffering,
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every illness,
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is an opportunity
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to bring glory to God.
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Now, sometimes it can be
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through miraculous healings,
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through things happening
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that confounds the medical profession
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and can only be from God.
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But other times,
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it is not as spectacular as that.
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When we suffer,
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if we're Christians,
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then that should draw us closer to God.
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That should develop our Christian character,
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help us to be more like the Lord Jesus.
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We suffered in ways
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that we never could know
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or even imagine.
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And as we develop as Christian,
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as we become more like Jesus,
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that brings glory to God.
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Paul says in Romans 5,
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suffering produces perseverance,
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perseverance character,
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and character hope.
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And hope does not put us to shame
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because God's love
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has been poured out into our hearts
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through the Holy Spirit
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he has given to us.
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So as we become more like Jesus,
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as we suffer and grow in character,
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that is glorifying to God.
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We also can glorify God
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through times of suffering,
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through the example
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that we set to others.
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Through showing our faith
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in the Lord Jesus,
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and they can look at us
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and they can say
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in the face of the most difficult situations,
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they still trust,
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they still love Jesus.
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In our church at the moment,
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we have quite a lot of people
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who are unwell.
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Some acute,
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some chronic,
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some mental illness,
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some physical illness,
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some who are suffering
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for other reasons.
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And I can look at quite a lot of them
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and I see an example they set
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that it would be good for me
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and others to follow.
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whether it's those who are suffering
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or those who care for them.
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There are some quite remarkable people
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in this church
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and we thank God for them
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that in times of difficulty
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and suffering
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would point us to Jesus
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and would show the difference
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that knowing Christ makes
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when we go through difficult times.
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So even in our suffering,
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God can be glorified.
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Now I've covered that very quickly.
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If you want to talk about it more later on,
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speak to me or to Archie or to Graham
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or to another Christian you know.
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So we've got to the point
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where the disciples have been talking to Jesus
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and then Jesus approaches the man.
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But before he does that,
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he has a little bit of explanation for us.
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And this links us back to chapter 8.
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You remember, I think it was probably
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about three weeks ago now
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that Graham was talking about Jesus,
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the light of the world
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and that we need to recognize
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that we're lost
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and to follow the light.
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Well, Jesus again says,
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I am the light of the world
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and he's about to demonstrate that
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in a physical as well
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as in a spiritual sense.
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But he says,
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I'm only here for a while.
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The night is coming.
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I think that probably refers
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to his crucifixion.
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While I'm here,
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I have to do God's work.
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And so saying that,
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he goes up to the man,
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he makes something out of the mud
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from the clay,
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puts it in the man's eye
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and sends him down
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to the pool of Siloam.
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I suspect there's a lot of symbolism in this.
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The clay that the Lord uses
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perhaps is symbolic of the fact
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that all of us are made from the earth,
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from the dust as Adam was to begin with.
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John points out the pool of Siloam
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means sent
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and Jesus sent the man
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and he himself had been sent
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into the world.
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Lots of symbolism there,
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but let's not get too caught up in that.
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What we see here
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is the most remarkable miracle.
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Imagine you are the blind man.
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You go out that morning as normal
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to beg,
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to look for sympathy from people
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and hope they'll give you some money.
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You meet this man,
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perhaps you hear a bit of the conversation
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saying,
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was he a sinner before he was born?
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And that might seem a bit strange.
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Jesus comes
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and apparently without any explanation
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puts the mud in his eyes
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and sends him away.
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It wasn't like the case of Bartimaeus
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where Bartimaeus called out to Jesus
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to have mercy.
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There's no sign
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that this man even really knew
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who Jesus was.
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And yet Jesus sends him down to the pool
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with the mud on his eyes.
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He washes his eyes
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and he can see.
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And what an amazing thing
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that must have been for the man.
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Blind all his life,
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he meets Jesus
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and he's able to see.
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And we can rejoice
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in the miracle
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of what God does there
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and in the miraculous ways
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God changes people's lives
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today as well.
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This man really had
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a story worth telling.
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Let's move on.
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And the main section
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of the chapter
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I've called
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a malicious interrogation.
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On the face of it,
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the Pharisees were saying,
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well, we're just trying
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to enforce the law.
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In practice,
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what they were doing
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was trying to trap people
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into condemning Jesus
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and ultimately
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to arrest him.
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And when they can't do that,
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they eventually take it out
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on the man
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who had been blind.
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So there are a number
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of conversations here.
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We'll just go very quickly
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through what they are.
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So it begins,
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the man born blind,
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he goes home
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and the people are wondering,
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what's happened?
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Is this really the person
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we knew
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who sat begging
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beside the road
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or is it someone else?
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And the man says to him,
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no, it's me.
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Jesus put mud in my eyes.
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I washed it off.
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Now I can see.
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So the people then
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go to the Pharisees.
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I guess if you've got
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a religious problem
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as this might have appeared to be,
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you go to religious people.
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And they went to the Pharisees
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and told them what had happened.
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And the Pharisees
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saw an opportunity here
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perhaps to get at Jesus.
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So again,
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they go to the blind man
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and they ask him
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about the healing
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and he explains again
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very simply
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what had happened.
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And they say to him,
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well, what do you deduce
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from that?
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And he said,
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this man must be a prophet.
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Now in the Old Testament,
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most of the miracles
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of healing
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were in the times
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of the prophets
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like Elijah
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and Elisha.
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That was why
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he might have deduced
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that Jesus
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was a prophet.
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They still not satisfied.
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They think,
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well, maybe it's not
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really the same person.
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So they go to his parents
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and ask them.
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Parents are really cowardly.
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They confirm
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as their son,
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but they're not willing
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to go beyond that
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because of what
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the Pharisees
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might do to them.
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So they fob them off
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and say,
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well, he's of age.
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Go and ask him.
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The Pharisees go back
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and have a slightly
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longer conversation
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with the man.
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He gets, I think,
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a bit irritated with them
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and he says,
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well, why do you keep
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asking me these questions?
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Do you want to become
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Jesus' disciples too?
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And that really annoys
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the Pharisees
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and they end up
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sending him
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out of the temple.
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They excommunicate him
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in the religious terminology.
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And then Jesus finds him
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and explains
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what's happening
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and who he is.
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So that's the story.
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What I particularly want us
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to notice from it, though,
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is how the blind man's
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understanding increases
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as time goes on.
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As he tells this story,
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he becomes more confident in it,
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but he also becomes
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more aware of how this
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must be God at work
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in his life.
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So to begin with,
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he is just stating
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the facts.
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There was this man
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called Jesus.
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Verse 11,
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they're following along.
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There's a man called Jesus.
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He told me to go
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to the pool of Siloam
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and wash off the mud.
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I did and I saw.
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So we start with the man,
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Jesus.
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He knows nothing about him.
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At this point,
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he hasn't even seen him
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because the only time
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he encountered Jesus,
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he was blind.
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We then have
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the first
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interrogation
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by the Pharisees
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and then in verse 17,
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as I mentioned a minute ago,
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the man says,
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he's a prophet.
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So he's gone from,
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this was a man
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I'd never met before.
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I know his name was Jesus,
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but nothing more.
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And he's deduced,
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this must be a prophet
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because of what
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he's done.
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If we jump forward
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to the end
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of the second interrogation
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in verse 33,
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the man says,
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if this man
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were not from God,
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he could do nothing.
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So we've gone from,
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he's a man called Jesus,
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he's probably a prophet,
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and he could do nothing
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if he wasn't from God.
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And then Jesus comes
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and talks to the man,
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explains that he is
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the son of man,
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and then in verse 38,
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the man says,
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Lord,
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I believe
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and worships
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Jesus.
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So he goes from,
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I met this man
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called Jesus
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to,
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Lord,
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I believe
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in you.
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As he tells
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this story,
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as it sinks in
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exactly what
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the Lord Jesus
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has done
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for him,
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he begins to realize
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more and more
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how special
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this man
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Jesus
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is.
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He's a prophet,
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he's from God,
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he is the Messiah.
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That was what Jesus
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implied by calling himself
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the son of man.
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And by the end,
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he is a true disciple
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of the Lord Jesus.
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Can we come back
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to our stories?
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If you have a story
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to tell,
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to begin with,
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it can be quite difficult
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to speak to people.
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But like this man,
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the more you tell it,
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the more people
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you explain
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what Jesus has done
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for you to,
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the more confident
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you will become
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in talking about
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the Lord Jesus.
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And as you do
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and as you
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read the Bible,
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as you learn more
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about and from Jesus,
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then your faith
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will also grow.
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And you'll begin
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to understand
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more and more
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about who Jesus is
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and exactly
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what it is
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that he has done
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for you.
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I think that is
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one of the great
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lessons from this chapter.
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If you know Jesus,
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if you have an experience
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of Jesus
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in your life,
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tell people about it,
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think about what
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he's done,
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and then you'll
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grow in your faith
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and in your confidence
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in sharing it
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with others.
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Let's look at the last
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bit of the chapter
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which I've called
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a momentous insight.
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Momentous meaning
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really important
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or significant.
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I think it is
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that.
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So we're looking
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particularly
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at verse 39.
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Jesus said,
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For judgment
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I have come
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into the world
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so that the blind
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will see
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and those who see
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will become blind.
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We'll have a very
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clear example
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of the blind seeing here.
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Not just physically,
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but as the man's eyes
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spiritually were open
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and he came to know
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and to recognize
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who Jesus was
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and to worship him.
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The reference
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of the seeing
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who become blind
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I think is fairly clear
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and they got it
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is fairly clearly
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a reference
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to the Pharisees.
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Jesus says,
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You're not going to
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see because you
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should be able to see
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but you've chosen
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not to.
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They had chosen
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darkness
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rather than light.
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The people who knew
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the Old Testament
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knew what God
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had said in the past
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knew what God
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had done
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in the past
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chose instead
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to reject
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God's Son.
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To get so caught up
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in petty arguments
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of what you couldn't
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or couldn't
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could or couldn't
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do on the Sabbath.
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That they lost sight
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of the fact
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that here was
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a wonderful thing
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God's Son
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with us
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working among us
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healing
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and drawing people
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to God.
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They were
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sighted
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but they chose
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to be
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blind.
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The saying goes
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there is none
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so blind
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as he who
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will not
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see.
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Can I put it
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a different way
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using words
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from Tim Keller?
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Now some of you
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may know
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that Tim Keller
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passed away
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earlier this weekend.
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Tim Keller
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was a minister
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in the United States.
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He for many years
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had a big church
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in Manhattan
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in New York
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which he planted.
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He found a church
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planting movement.
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He was a co-founder
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of the Gospel Coalition
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and he was a well-known
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Christian writer
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and theologian.
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Also I believe
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a very humble man
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of great integrity.
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He'll be
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much missed.
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I'm going to quote
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three things
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from him
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this morning.
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And here's the one
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that particularly
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relates
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to this passage.
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Tim Keller
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says there is
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no blindness
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so deep
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and incurable
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as the one
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we don't
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acknowledge.
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There is no
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blindness
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so deep
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and incurable
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as the one
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we don't
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acknowledge.
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Can't we see
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that in this passage?
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These Pharisees
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who should
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have sight
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who should be able
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to understand
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who Jesus is
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yet they have
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blinded themselves
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with their own law
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and they can't
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acknowledge that.
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They think
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they are superior
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they think
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they are the ones
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who see clearly
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when in fact
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they've been blinded
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by themselves.
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Let's challenge
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ourselves on that
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as well.
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We look at
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these Pharisees
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and might say
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well we are
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not like that.
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We know
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Jesus
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we follow
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him.
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But couldn't
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the Pharisees
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say we are
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Moses
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disciples?
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On the face
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of it
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they were
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good living
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religious
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people.
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I wonder
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whether many
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of us
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have blind
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spots
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in our
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Christian life.
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Things that
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we wouldn't
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want to
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acknowledge
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and yet
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which are
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going against
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God's
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way.
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Perhaps
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there are
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works of
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God we can
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see round
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about us
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and we say
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well I'm not
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sure they
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should really
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do it that
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way.
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I don't
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really approve
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of that.
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But God's
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at work
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and we
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don't
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acknowledge
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it.
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Tim
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Keller
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as I said
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worked in
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Manhattan
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in New
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York.
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He went
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to an
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environment
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where people
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said you
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have no
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chance
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as an
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evangelical
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Christian
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preaching the
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gospel.
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You're
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never
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going to
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reach
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these
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people.
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They're
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so
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materialistic
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and so
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caught up
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in themselves.
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He ended
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up with a
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church of
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more than
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5,000
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people.
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And he
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did that
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partly by
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respectfully
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challenging
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people about
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their lifestyles
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and their
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attitudes.
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So here's
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something he
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said.
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He said we
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want to
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feel beautiful.
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We want
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to feel
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loved.
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We want
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to feel
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significant.
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That's
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why we're
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working so
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hard.
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And that's
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the source
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of the
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evil.
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Talking to
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respectable
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New Yorkers,
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people who
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are pillars
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of society
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and saying
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actually you've
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got things
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wrong.
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You think
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the way to
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get on in
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life, the
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way to
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succeed is
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to work
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hard and
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to be seen
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to be an
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achiever.
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You're
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missing the
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point.
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The way to
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get on in
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life, the way
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to really have
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satisfaction in
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life is to
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follow Jesus
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and to
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know him
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and to
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live for
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him.
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Perhaps that's
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a word for
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us in
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Edinburgh as
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well as
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in New
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York.
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Do we get
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too caught
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up in the
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busyness of
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life, in
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our personal
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ambitions, in
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wanting to be
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seen to be
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good and
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respectable?
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And do we
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sometimes miss
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the point that
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the key thing
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is that we
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know Jesus
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and that
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our lives
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are with
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him and
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led by
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him?
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So the
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answer that
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Tim Keller
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presents,
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the third
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quotation I'm
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going to give
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from a very
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well-known
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quotation you
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may have
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heard before,
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Tim Keller
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says,
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we are more
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sinful and
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flawed in
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ourselves than
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we ever
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dared believe,
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yet at the
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same time we
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are more
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loved and
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accepted in
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Jesus Christ
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than we
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ever dared
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hope.
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So two
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things in
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that quotation,
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we are more
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sinful and
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flawed than
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we ever
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dared believe.
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I know a
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lot about the
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sin in my
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life.
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You may know
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a bit about
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it too,
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perhaps there
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are things
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you spot
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that I
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don't spot.
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But how
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much more
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is there
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that God
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looks on
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and sees
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my sinfulness,
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my putting
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myself first
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my going
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against his
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way and
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not following
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Jesus as
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I should.
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We're more
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sinful and
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flawed than
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we ever
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dare believe.
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And yes,
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says Tim Keller,
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at the same
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time we are
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more loved and
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accepted in
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Jesus Christ
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than we ever
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dared hope.
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Despite all
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my sin,
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despite all
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my failure,
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Christ loves
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me more than
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I could ever
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hope could
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ever understand.
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He loved
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me enough
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to go to
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the cross
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on Calvary
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and to
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die for
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me there
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and to
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take my
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punishment.
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And I'm
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accepted not
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just grudgingly,
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not just
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while your
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sins are
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forgiven,
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and that's
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it.
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I'm accepted
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as a child
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of God.
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I can come
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to God as
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my father,
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knowing my
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relationship
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with him
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has been
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restored through
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the Lord
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Jesus.
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Jesus.
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And that
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is the
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story of
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everyone who
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has trusted
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in Jesus.
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And the
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challenge for
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all of us
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is have
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we come
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to that
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point?
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Have we
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recognised
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the sin
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that's in
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our life
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that we
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have gone
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our own
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way rather
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than God's
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way?
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And have
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we accepted
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the only
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way back
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to God
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is through
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Jesus?
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And if we
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have, if
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we're
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Christians,
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let's just
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think, where
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do we stand
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today?
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Are we
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in some
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ways getting
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blinded?
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Are we
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letting sinful
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things that
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maybe we
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don't even
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realise take
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the place
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of God
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in our
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lives?
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And perhaps
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we need to
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come back
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to the
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cross and
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to recognise
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again all
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that Jesus
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has done
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for us.
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So the
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question is
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again, what
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is your
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story?
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I suspect
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some people
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may be
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thinking, well
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I haven't
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got much
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of a story.
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You might
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be a
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Christian, you
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might know
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Jesus as
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your
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saviour,
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think, well
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actually my
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story is a
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bit dull.
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I trusted
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the Lord
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Jesus when
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I was seven
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years old and
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my father led
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me to the
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Lord.
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Not very
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exciting, very
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significant for
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me, but
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not the
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most exciting
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of stories.
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Well if you
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feel I've
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not got much
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of a story,
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let me tell
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you about
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one other
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person.
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We're going
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to sing one
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of his hymns
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in a few
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minutes.
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It's John
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Newton.
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It's quite
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well known that
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John Newton
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was a slave
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trader and
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that he
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lived a
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very sinful
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life, but
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he had a
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pious mother
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who remembered
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something of
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what she had
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said to him
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and in the
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midst of a
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storm when he
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feared for
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his life, he
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put himself on
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the mercy of
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God and his
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life was
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changed.
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So that was
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his conversion.
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But if you look
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at the story of
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John Newton, it
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actually took a
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long time before
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you could get to
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the point where
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he said, I was
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blind, but now I
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see.
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He continued as
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a slave trader
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for several
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years, at
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first not
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seeing any
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problem with
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it, laterally
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being much
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more convicted
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about it.
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He fell
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several times
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into moral
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sin.
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And it was
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probably around
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ten years
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after his
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conversion, a
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process that
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John Newton
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went through
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in getting to
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know Jesus
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and having his
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eyes opened
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and eventually
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becoming a
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clergyman as
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well as a
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hymn writer and
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very influential
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in the
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abolition of
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slavery.
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And I think
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for many of
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us, our
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story might
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not be that
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different.
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We probably
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don't have the
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dramatic start
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that John
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Newton had.
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But having
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trusted the
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Lord Jesus,
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that is not
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something that
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immediately changes
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everything for
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most of us.
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Sometimes it
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did.
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It seems for
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Duncan Donaldson
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it did
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immediately.
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But over
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time, God
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speaks to us
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and draws us
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to himself.
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So if I look
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back at my
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own life,
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there was a
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period of
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around five
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years from
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when I was
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17 to when
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I was 22,
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which I would
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mark as being
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when I matured
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as a Christian
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and became
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committed really
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to the Lord
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Jesus.
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It started with
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a holiday
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club in this
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church, the
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first holiday
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club we had.
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I was a
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very junior
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helper.
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At the end
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of five years,
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I was leading
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my first trip
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through Union
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Mission, which
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would have
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been unimaginable
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when I was
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17.
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In between,
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there was
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university.
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And a series
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of things where
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God worked in
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my life and
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I can look
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back and
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say, I've
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got a story
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there of
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what God
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did for me.
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And of course,
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there are other
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stories as we
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go on.
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And I would
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encourage you,
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if you're a
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Christian, not
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just to think of
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the moment of
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your conversion,
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that's really
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important if you
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can identify it,
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but to think,
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what has God
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done in my
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life that has
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been significant
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and how can I
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share that
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with others?
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We all have
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a story, and
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we have a
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story that we
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should be able
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to share with
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other people.
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And if we
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have a story,
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don't be afraid
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to tell it.
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Yes, it's
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difficult to
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begin with.
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I struggle
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with it as
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well.
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But don't be
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afraid to tell
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your story.
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People want
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to hear.
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People are
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interested in
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our story.
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Some of them
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might laugh at
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us.
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Some of them
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might not be
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interested.
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But generally,
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if you've got a
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good story, that
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is a really
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powerful witness
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to others
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alongside telling
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them about
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Jesus.
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So if you
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have a story,
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tell it.
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But the
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question also
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this morning
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is, do you
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have a story?
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Can you say,
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yes, there
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was a time
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when I trusted
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in the Lord
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Jesus, when
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I handed my
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life over to
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him, and
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that has
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really changed
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and transformed
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me?
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If you can't
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say, yes, I
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have a story,
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yes, I know
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Jesus, then
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please consider
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this morning
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what Jesus
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has been
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saying to
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us, and
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what the
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story of
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the blind
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man signifies
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to us.
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Here is
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someone who
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can take
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us from
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blindness,
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from sin,
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who can
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transform us
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and can
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help us
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to know
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God and
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to have
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confidence
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in the
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future.
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Let's
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make sure
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that we
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have a
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story we
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can tell
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about God's
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goodness to
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us, and
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let's make
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sure that we
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go and we
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tell it.
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Let's pray
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together.
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Father, we
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thank you for
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your word to
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us this
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morning.
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Thank you for
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the story of
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the blind
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man, the
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very powerful
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story and
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the real
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transformation
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in his
-
life.
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Once he
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was blind,
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then he
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met Jesus,
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then he
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could see.
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And we
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thank you
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that many
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of us
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have stories
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that we
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can tell
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others about
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how Jesus
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has worked
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in our
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lives.
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Help us
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to be willing
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to do
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that and
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to share
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with others
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how God
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has been
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good to
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us.
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And we
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pray that
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all of
-
us will
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come to
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the point
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where we
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do have
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that story
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where we
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can say
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Jesus is
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my
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saviour.
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My life
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has been
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changed
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through
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trusting
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in him.
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We thank
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you for
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your presence
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with us.
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Pray for
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your blessing
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as we
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continue
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together
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now.
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In the
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name of
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the Lord
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Jesus.
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Amen.