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  1. Okay, well, morning, everyone.

  2. With your Bibles in your hands, come with me to Genesis chapter 30.

    Genesis 30 chapter mention

  3. And here's C.S. Lewis on the screen.

  4. I've been reading poems, romances, vision, literature, legends, and myths my whole life.

  5. If I know what they are like, I know none of them are like the Bible.

  6. So be reminded as you pick up the Bible this morning that this is no ordinary book.

  7. Come at this enthusiastically this morning.

  8. Come at this expectantly this morning.

  9. That as we open this book, the voice of the living God is heard.

  10. So often we can just go through the motions, can't we, when we come to hearing from God as we open his word.

  11. But come at that expectantly this morning.

  12. I know none of them are like the Bible.

  13. So Genesis 30 verse 25 is where we are today.

    Genesis 30:25

  14. I want to tell you about a lady who I met on holiday called Mary.

  15. So we're on holiday to Bath in the south of England.

  16. Mary was part of the church family there.

  17. She ran the kids church.

  18. She looked after her kids.

  19. And we bumped into Mary on the Monday after the Sunday that we met her.

  20. And so she asked me what life was like in Edinburgh.

  21. And so I told her.

  22. And after telling her, I responded and asked her the same question.

  23. I said, what is life like in Bath?

  24. And here's what she said.

  25. She said, there's a joke that we tell ourselves in Bath.

  26. That Bath is a place where, and this is her line,

  27. it's the place where ambition goes to die.

  28. Right?

  29. And I made a joke about how that should be the new city motto.

  30. I don't think she got it in my accent, but we moved on.

  31. But before we go hating on Mary,

  32. believe it or not, she was being hugely complimentary about the place where she lives.

  33. Right?

  34. If people are interested in climbing career ladders and making a name for themselves,

  35. trying to make it in a city,

  36. they go two hours east and they go to the big smoke.

  37. They go to London.

  38. Right?

  39. But if you want a nice life,

  40. if you want good schools,

  41. if you want stunning scenery,

  42. if you want wonderful Georgian architecture,

  43. safe neighbourhood,

  44. recycling bins go out on the right day,

  45. et cetera, et cetera,

  46. then you go to Bath.

  47. And the subtext of what Mary was saying

  48. is that this is a city where people come

  49. and they settle.

  50. And I heard her say it,

  51. and it reminded me of the greatest fear that I have for my Christian life,

  52. and I wonder if it's yours as well.

  53. Not physically speaking, but spiritually speaking,

  54. is that I just settle down in this world.

  55. And life's cushy,

  56. and it's nice,

  57. and it's comfortable.

  58. And I let the things of this world,

  59. the comforts, the pleasures,

  60. take me,

  61. and the currents of that sea

  62. cause me to drift away from my love for Jesus Christ.

  63. Right?

  64. I stop pursuing

  65. and learning more of the big heart of Jesus.

  66. Let me tell you,

  67. it's the most easy thing in the world to stand up here

  68. and deliver something when your heart's not in it.

  69. I never want to get to that stage

  70. where this is not a burning passion of mine

  71. to know Jesus more,

  72. to see more of his character and his love

  73. stamped all across my life,

  74. enjoying him

  75. and living in light of who he is.

  76. And what this is today

  77. is God's loving and gracious invitation to us

  78. to be a people

  79. who are living for the heavenly city.

  80. As the reformers used to say,

  81. what was said of them,

  82. that they were forward tilted people.

  83. Right?

  84. Life was lived on the tiptoes

  85. expecting that this is not the final destination.

  86. Do you know,

  87. it's the easiest thing as well

  88. in my generation,

  89. people my generation

  90. talk about their forever homes.

  91. Right?

  92. Buying your forever home.

  93. And you can be in that home for 10 years,

  94. you can be in it for 50 years,

  95. but let me tell you,

  96. this is not your forever home.

  97. And why this matters,

  98. and whoever you are here today,

  99. I want you to listen to this challenge

  100. that comes at this today.

  101. Why you should listen

  102. is that we are all meaning-seeking creatures.

  103. We are all meaning-seeking creatures.

  104. We are all looking for a bigger reason

  105. for which we exist.

  106. Something to live for,

  107. something to make your life worth it.

  108. And it is all wrapped up

  109. in our culture's newfound craving

  110. for an identity.

  111. Yeah?

  112. Something to make your life make sense.

  113. You know,

  114. it was astrologer Carl Sagan,

  115. who, as I understand it,

  116. wasn't a believer,

  117. commented on a picture

  118. that NASA took of the Earth

  119. from their Voyager spacecraft,

  120. right?

  121. Some 4 billion miles away

  122. from Earth.

  123. See if you can find it on the screen.

  124. Right?

  125. The picture that's become famous

  126. as the pale blue dot.

  127. And its conclusion,

  128. after seeing this picture

  129. and reflecting on the smallness

  130. of planet Earth

  131. and the seeming insignificance

  132. of our little lives

  133. on planet Earth.

  134. He said this,

  135. he said,

  136. if we crave some cosmic purpose,

  137. then let us find ourselves

  138. a worthy goal.

  139. In other words,

  140. we're so small,

  141. who knows what's going on?

  142. You better make your life

  143. worth something

  144. and find something

  145. to live for.

  146. Makes sense, doesn't it?

  147. If that's your outlook on life.

  148. You've got to find your meaning.

  149. You've got to find a purpose.

  150. And I'm reminded that

  151. every time I turn on the news

  152. and I see things like

  153. the just oil activists, right?

  154. And that's not a comment at all

  155. on the validity of the cause.

  156. It's just a little snippet example

  157. of how people in our world

  158. are desperate for something

  159. to believe in

  160. and give their life meaning and worth.

  161. But what God is saying today

  162. to the Christian believer

  163. is not that you need to go out

  164. and find yourself a worthy goal.

  165. The gospel is the opposite.

  166. The gospel says,

  167. God by his grace,

  168. that I've given you a worthy goal

  169. and I've saved you to live

  170. for a worthy goal.

  171. To quote Seth Lewis

  172. in his book,

  173. Dream Small.

  174. And he's a believer

  175. and he says this,

  176. once you grasp that God

  177. has given you the goal,

  178. you don't need to find

  179. your own meaning in life.

  180. He said this,

  181. I'm not interested

  182. in naming my dreams

  183. at empty promises,

  184. no matter how big they look.

  185. I want to spend my strength

  186. and my short time

  187. on this planet

  188. on things that really matter,

  189. no matter how small they look.

  190. And so into our world,

  191. dear friends,

  192. that encourages you,

  193. what's always the second question

  194. we ask people

  195. after,

  196. where are you from?

  197. What do you do?

  198. Right?

  199. And so often I know

  200. that many of you

  201. answer that question

  202. and you feel like

  203. you don't have a good answer

  204. for that,

  205. what do you do?

  206. Maybe particularly

  207. if I'm going to pick one,

  208. maybe particularly

  209. if you're a mum

  210. who stays at home,

  211. you're a parent

  212. that stays at home

  213. and you answer that question

  214. and you think,

  215. actually,

  216. am I living for something?

  217. Absolutely it is

  218. because it's caught up

  219. in what God has given you

  220. as an identity.

  221. All of us is an identity.

  222. We're living for something bigger

  223. than just what we do

  224. with our lives

  225. and Hebrews 11

  226. gives us the interpretive lens

  227. through which we can understand

  228. the massive change

  229. that goes on

  230. in Jacob's heart today

  231. as God says,

  232. come and live

  233. for the better city.

  234. This is what the writer

  235. to the Hebrews says,

  236. by faith he,

  237. and that's Abraham,

  238. he made his home

  239. in the promised land

  240. like a stranger

  241. in a foreign country.

  242. He lived in tents

  243. as did Isaac

  244. and Jacob

  245. who were heirs with him

  246. of the same promise

  247. for he was looking forward

  248. to the city

  249. with foundations

  250. whose architect

  251. and builder

  252. is God.

  253. As it was with Abraham,

  254. so it is with Isaac.

  255. As it is today

  256. as we read about Jacob,

  257. God is calling him

  258. to live for the bigger

  259. and better city.

  260. And so as we take in

  261. a turning point

  262. in Jacob's life today,

  263. I want us to see

  264. and look out for these

  265. in the reading

  266. that there are two

  267. big barriers

  268. that God is calling

  269. Jacob by faith

  270. to overcome

  271. as he responds

  272. to God's word

  273. this morning.

  274. What we're going to see

  275. is that Jesus

  276. has defeated

  277. those barriers

  278. for us

  279. and he's calling us

  280. to live in light

  281. of who he is

  282. and to live

  283. for that better city

  284. as we delightfully

  285. and diligently

  286. pursue him.

  287. So this is Genesis 30

  288. in at verse 25.

  289. And guys,

  290. maybe we could get

  291. the words on the screen

  292. and follow with me

  293. in your Bible,

  294. please,

  295. if you have one there.

  296. Genesis 30

  297. in at verse 25.

  298. Watch for the turning point.

  299. Think about the two barriers.

  300. Think about the better city.

  301. After Rachel gave birth

  302. to Joseph,

  303. Jacob said to Laban,

  304. send me on my way

  305. so I can go back

  306. to my own homeland.

  307. Remember,

  308. Jacob is living

  309. away from his homeland

  310. almost as it were

  311. under house arrest

  312. it feels

  313. by this guy Laban, right?

  314. Give me my wives

  315. and children

  316. from whom I've served you

  317. and I will be on my way.

  318. You know how much work

  319. I've done for you.

  320. But Laban said to him,

  321. if I have found favor

  322. in your eyes,

  323. please stay.

  324. I have learned

  325. by divination

  326. that the Lord

  327. has blessed me

  328. because of you.

  329. He added,

  330. name your wages

  331. and I will pay them.

  332. Jacob said to him,

  333. you know how I've worked

  334. for you

  335. and how your livestock

  336. has fared under my care.

  337. The little you had

  338. before I came

  339. has increased greatly

  340. and the Lord

  341. has blessed you

  342. wherever I have been.

  343. But now,

  344. when may I do something

  345. for my own household,

  346. what shall I give you,

  347. he asked?

  348. Don't give me anything,

  349. Jacob replied.

  350. But if you will do

  351. this one thing for me,

  352. I will go on

  353. tending your flocks

  354. and watching over them.

  355. Let me go

  356. through all your flocks

  357. today,

  358. let me go through

  359. all your flocks today

  360. and remove from them

  361. every speckled

  362. or spotted sheep,

  363. every dark colored lamb

  364. and every spotted

  365. or speckled goat.

  366. They will be my wages.

  367. And my honesty

  368. will testify for me

  369. in the future.

  370. Whenever you check

  371. on the wages

  372. you have paid me,

  373. any goat in my possession

  374. that is not speckled

  375. or spotted

  376. or any lamb

  377. that is not dark colored

  378. will be considered stolen.

  379. Agreed,

  380. said Laban.

  381. Let it be

  382. as you have said.

  383. That same day

  384. he removed

  385. all the male goats

  386. that were streaked

  387. or spotted

  388. and all the speckled

  389. or spotted female goats,

  390. all that had white on them

  391. and all the dark colored lambs

  392. and he placed them

  393. in the care of his sons.

  394. Then he put a three day journey

  395. between himself and Jacob

  396. while Jacob continued

  397. to tend the rest

  398. of Laban's flocks.

  399. Jacob, however,

  400. took fresh cut branches

  401. from poplar,

  402. almond and plain trees

  403. and made white stripes

  404. on them

  405. by peeling the bark

  406. and exposing

  407. the white inner wood

  408. of the branches.

  409. Then

  410. he placed

  411. the peeled branches

  412. in all the watering

  413. troughs

  414. so that

  415. they would be

  416. directly in front

  417. of the flocks

  418. when they came

  419. to drink.

  420. This will all make sense

  421. when we go through it,

  422. okay?

  423. When the flocks

  424. were in heat

  425. and came to drink

  426. they mated in front

  427. of the branches

  428. and they bore young

  429. and they were streaked

  430. or speckled

  431. or spotted.

  432. Jacob set apart

  433. the young of the flock

  434. by themselves

  435. but made the rest

  436. face the streaked

  437. and dark coloured

  438. animals that belonged

  439. to Laban.

  440. Thus he made

  441. separate flocks

  442. for himself

  443. and did not put them

  444. with Laban's animals.

  445. Whenever the stronger

  446. females were in heat

  447. Jacob would place

  448. the branches

  449. in the troughs

  450. in front of the animals

  451. so that they would mate

  452. near the branches

  453. but if the animals

  454. were weak

  455. he would not place

  456. them there.

  457. So the weak animals

  458. went to Laban

  459. and the strong ones

  460. to Jacob.

  461. In this way

  462. the man grew

  463. exceedingly prosperous

  464. and came to his own

  465. large flocks

  466. and female

  467. and male servants

  468. and camels

  469. and donkeys.

  470. Jacob heard that

  471. Laban's sons were saying

  472. Jacob has taken

  473. everything our father

  474. owned

  475. and has gained

  476. all his wealth

  477. from what belonged

  478. to our father.

  479. And Jacob noticed

  480. that Laban's attitude

  481. towards him

  482. was not what it

  483. had been.

  484. Then the Lord

  485. said to Jacob

  486. go back to the land

  487. of your fathers

  488. and to your relatives

  489. and I will be with you.

  490. So Jacob sent word

  491. to Rachel and Leah

  492. to come out

  493. to the fields

  494. where his flocks were.

  495. He said to them

  496. I see that your father's

  497. attitude towards me

  498. is not what it was before

  499. but the God of my father

  500. has been with me.

  501. You know that I've worked

  502. for your father

  503. with all my strength

  504. yet your father

  505. has cheated me

  506. by changing my wages

  507. ten times.

  508. However God

  509. has not allowed him

  510. to harm me.

  511. If he said

  512. the speckled ones

  513. will be your wages

  514. then all the flocks

  515. gave birth to speckled young

  516. and if he said

  517. the streaked ones

  518. will be your wages

  519. then all the flocks

  520. bore streaked young.

  521. So God has taken away

  522. your father's livestock

  523. and has given them to me.

  524. In breeding season

  525. I once had a dream

  526. in which I looked up

  527. and saw that the male goats

  528. mating with the flock

  529. were streaked

  530. speckled or spotted.

  531. The angel of God

  532. said to me in a dream

  533. Jacob

  534. I answered

  535. here I am

  536. and he said

  537. look up and see

  538. that all the male goats

  539. mating with the flock

  540. are streaked

  541. speckled or spotted

  542. for I have seen

  543. all that Laban

  544. has been doing to you.

  545. I am the God

  546. of Bethel

  547. where you

  548. anointed a pillar

  549. and where you

  550. made a vow

  551. to me.

  552. Now leave this land

  553. at once

  554. and go back

  555. to your native land.

  556. Then Rachel and Leah

  557. replied

  558. do we still have

  559. any share

  560. in our fathers

  561. in the inheritance

  562. of our fathers estate?

  563. Does he not regard us

  564. as foreigners?

  565. Not only has he sold us

  566. but he's used up

  567. what was paid for us.

  568. Surely all the wealth

  569. that God took away

  570. from our father

  571. belongs to us

  572. and our children

  573. so

  574. do whatever

  575. God has told you.

  576. Amen.

  577. And this is God's word

  578. to us this morning.

  579. And just remember

  580. that big thing.

  581. God's called

  582. to Jacob

  583. to live

  584. for the bigger city

  585. where he is

  586. and live in faith.

  587. Jacob's away from home

  588. he's living under Laban

  589. and God says

  590. return.

  591. And so here's

  592. the first of the two barriers

  593. that God's inviting him

  594. to overcome in faith.

  595. Right?

  596. And see if you see

  597. these things in your life.

  598. Because I saw them

  599. in my life

  600. at the minute

  601. as I've been walking

  602. through this.

  603. Here's number one.

  604. There's too many mistakes

  605. in my past.

  606. I mean it's just been

  607. blow after blow

  608. and mistake

  609. after mistake

  610. in Jacob's life

  611. thus far

  612. hasn't it?

  613. Things that have

  614. happened to him

  615. but things that he has

  616. done to other people.

  617. and the fallout

  618. that's come

  619. off the back of that.

  620. Right?

  621. Total them up.

  622. He's been hurt

  623. by his dad.

  624. He's been led astray

  625. by his mum.

  626. He's cheated his brother.

  627. He's been tricked

  628. by his father-in-law.

  629. He's got two wives

  630. who are at each other's

  631. throats.

  632. He's sitting there

  633. with kids

  634. from four different women

  635. and to top it up

  636. he's living miles

  637. away from home.

  638. And that is what

  639. we would call today

  640. that is what we would

  641. call baggage.

  642. And maybe that's you

  643. today.

  644. Dear friends

  645. we cannot undo

  646. the past

  647. but we can take

  648. God at his word

  649. and we can come

  650. to him

  651. and to receive

  652. his mercy

  653. and grace

  654. and we can

  655. change

  656. and begin

  657. to live

  658. for the future.

  659. Our God

  660. is the God

  661. of endless

  662. compassion

  663. and grace.

  664. So you're not amazed

  665. with how patient

  666. he is with his people?

  667. How patient

  668. he is

  669. as I look back

  670. and as I think

  671. about the mistakes

  672. that I've made

  673. in my life

  674. as I think

  675. about the ways

  676. when I was young

  677. and I used to

  678. think about

  679. and speak to people

  680. oh God

  681. he's so patient

  682. with us.

  683. And that's exactly

  684. what God says

  685. at verse 13

  686. of chapter 31.

  687. He calls himself

  688. what?

  689. He says

  690. I am the God

  691. of Bethel.

  692. Now that's a reference

  693. a really significant

  694. reference

  695. and feel

  696. the forgiveness

  697. and invitation

  698. that's here

  699. is the reference

  700. to something

  701. that's happened

  702. in Jacob's life

  703. back at

  704. verse 10

  705. of chapter 28.

  706. Jacob's had a dream

  707. if you remember

  708. that scene

  709. of the stairway

  710. between heaven

  711. and earth

  712. and God says

  713. because

  714. of who I am

  715. I'm going to

  716. give you this land

  717. and you're going

  718. to be a blessing

  719. to the nations

  720. and even though

  721. you go

  722. I'm going to

  723. bring you

  724. back to this land

  725. and that's the promise

  726. that God has made

  727. Jacob

  728. but the thing

  729. to see

  730. is that chapter

  731. 30

  732. might be a

  733. two chapter

  734. jump for us

  735. but it's a

  736. 20 year

  737. jump

  738. chronologically

  739. in the life

  740. of Jacob.

  741. You do the maths

  742. right?

  743. That's a lot

  744. of mistakes

  745. that's a lot

  746. of regrets

  747. in 20 years

  748. think about

  749. your life

  750. in 20 years.

  751. There's a lot

  752. going on

  753. between Bethel

  754. then

  755. and God

  756. saying return

  757. now

  758. it's been

  759. 20 years

  760. and Jacob's

  761. got to be

  762. asking himself

  763. is he not?

  764. See the mess

  765. that I've made

  766. of it

  767. in 20 years

  768. time

  769. the mess

  770. I've made

  771. of it

  772. here and now

  773. does that

  774. nullify

  775. the promises

  776. that God

  777. made to me

  778. back then?

  779. You know

  780. we had an

  781. English teacher

  782. at school

  783. substitute

  784. teacher

  785. from America

  786. from New York

  787. I think we

  788. nicknamed him

  789. Yankee

  790. and there was

  791. one rule

  792. in his classroom

  793. and he took it

  794. straight from

  795. the baseball

  796. umpire

  797. and his rule

  798. was three strikes

  799. and you're out

  800. so if he called

  801. you out three times

  802. if he called you

  803. out in late homework

  804. if he called you

  805. out talking in class

  806. then that was

  807. one strike

  808. and you got

  809. three

  810. and you used

  811. to get

  812. what was the

  813. dreaded

  814. lunchtime

  815. detention

  816. and all that

  817. meant was just

  818. you spent

  819. your lunchtime

  820. walking around

  821. picking up litter

  822. and you got

  823. to ask yourself

  824. is God

  825. like that?

  826. Is it three

  827. strikes and

  828. you're out

  829. with the Lord?

  830. When God

  831. says return

  832. and says

  833. I'm the God

  834. of Bethel

  835. it is him

  836. graciously

  837. reminding Jacob

  838. that this is

  839. not primarily

  840. about you

  841. that we preach

  842. a gospel

  843. that is bigger

  844. than just

  845. behavior modification

  846. the entry

  847. to the gospel

  848. is not

  849. behavior

  850. qualification

  851. it is simply

  852. the blood

  853. of Jesus

  854. Christ

  855. and faith

  856. in him

  857. what God

  858. is teaching

  859. Jacob

  860. here

  861. is

  862. this is

  863. not

  864. primarily

  865. about

  866. you

  867. it is

  868. about me

  869. and my

  870. unchanging

  871. character

  872. and my

  873. heart

  874. for the

  875. peoples

  876. and the

  877. nations

  878. of the

  879. world

  880. this is

  881. about

  882. my

  883. perfect

  884. timing

  885. this is

  886. about

  887. my

  888. unstoppable

  889. and good

  890. promises

  891. and this

  892. is about

  893. me

  894. doing

  895. the thing

  896. from your

  897. line in the

  898. future

  899. that's

  900. ultimately

  901. going to

  902. be the

  903. blood

  904. bought

  905. price

  906. to free

  907. you

  908. from the

  909. grip

  910. and the

  911. debt

  912. of your

  913. mistakes

  914. and your

  915. painful

  916. past

  917. this is

  918. not just

  919. a get

  920. out of jail

  921. free card

  922. that God

  923. has given

  924. Laban here

  925. it doesn't

  926. matter

  927. no God

  928. sees

  929. and God

  930. will deal

  931. because God

  932. loves

  933. is he

  934. thinking in

  935. his heart

  936. in this

  937. moment

  938. there's

  939. too many

  940. mistakes

  941. in my

  942. past

  943. you

  944. thinking

  945. that

  946. this

  947. morning

  948. do you

  949. know what

  950. the second

  951. one is

  952. that there's

  953. too many

  954. unknowns

  955. about the

  956. future

  957. because Jacob

  958. to get up

  959. and go

  960. home here

  961. is not

  962. easy

  963. this is not

  964. going to be a

  965. hero's welcome

  966. back in his

  967. homeland

  968. right

  969. think about

  970. what he's just

  971. walked away

  972. from

  973. he's got

  974. to go

  975. back

  976. God has

  977. called him

  978. to go

  979. back

  980. to Isaac

  981. who he

  982. conned

  983. he's got

  984. to go

  985. back to

  986. Esau

  987. who he

  988. tricked

  989. so to

  990. follow the

  991. Lord there

  992. and to

  993. face up

  994. to his

  995. old sins

  996. who knows

  997. what way

  998. that's going

  999. to go

  1000. but the

  1001. promise that

  1002. God makes

  1003. to him

  1004. at 31

  1005. 3

  1006. is the

  1007. thing that

  1008. he's got

  1009. to hold

  1010. and he's got

  1011. to walk

  1012. by faith

  1013. with

  1014. and it's a

  1015. really simple

  1016. promise here

  1017. it is that

  1018. God is

  1019. with him

  1020. right

  1021. God holds

  1022. the future

  1023. it's God's

  1024. plans and

  1025. purposes

  1026. it's God

  1027. who is the

  1028. sovereign one

  1029. and if

  1030. Jacob is

  1031. looking for

  1032. proof of

  1033. that that

  1034. God is

  1035. with him

  1036. he'll need

  1037. look no

  1038. further than

  1039. all the ways

  1040. that God

  1041. has blessed

  1042. him

  1043. despite

  1044. Laban's

  1045. best efforts

  1046. to make

  1047. life as

  1048. hard as

  1049. possible for

  1050. him

  1051. and that's

  1052. what's going

  1053. on here with

  1054. the flock of

  1055. animals in case

  1056. you're wondering

  1057. in case you're

  1058. wondering

  1059. you're definitely

  1060. wondering what

  1061. on earth is

  1062. that all

  1063. about

  1064. okay what's

  1065. going on

  1066. Jacob

  1067. Laban is

  1068. effectively

  1069. giving Jacob

  1070. he said you

  1071. can have the

  1072. best

  1073. Jacob has

  1074. effectively

  1075. been given

  1076. the worst

  1077. by Laban

  1078. right

  1079. Laban has

  1080. handpicked the

  1081. best for

  1082. himself

  1083. done a runner

  1084. and said you

  1085. can have the

  1086. rest

  1087. best

  1088. and yes

  1089. Jacob has

  1090. used his

  1091. wisdom and

  1092. experience in

  1093. cattle breeding

  1094. techniques to

  1095. give it his

  1096. best shot

  1097. that's what all

  1098. that stuff is

  1099. about about the

  1100. peeling of the

  1101. branches and

  1102. whatnot he's

  1103. giving it his

  1104. best shot

  1105. because that

  1106. stuff is kind

  1107. of folklore in

  1108. this day about

  1109. how you make

  1110. cattle breed

  1111. right you get

  1112. them to look at

  1113. sticks and if

  1114. they look at

  1115. spotted sticks

  1116. they'll think

  1117. about spotted

  1118. it's that kind

  1119. of thing

  1120. right

  1121. but I think

  1122. the reason that

  1123. we're given

  1124. all of it

  1125. the writer's

  1126. intention is to

  1127. say do you

  1128. seriously think

  1129. that that was

  1130. the thing that

  1131. was making

  1132. Jacob prosperous

  1133. here a few

  1134. sticks a few

  1135. peels

  1136. what's going on

  1137. here as that

  1138. summary sentence

  1139. at verse 43

  1140. right at the end

  1141. of chapter 30

  1142. gives us as he

  1143. increases greatly

  1144. what it's showing

  1145. us is that God

  1146. is making this

  1147. all happen

  1148. he's making this

  1149. all happen

  1150. so much so

  1151. that Laban says

  1152. verse 27 of

  1153. chapter 30

  1154. I see

  1155. that the Lord

  1156. has blessed me

  1157. because of you

  1158. right he gets

  1159. that something's

  1160. up here

  1161. he's aware that

  1162. something's going

  1163. on what's going

  1164. on there is that

  1165. God is making

  1166. good on his

  1167. covenant promises

  1168. that through

  1169. Jacob God will

  1170. bless the nations

  1171. of the world

  1172. it's a little

  1173. snippet of a

  1174. glimpse of it

  1175. there and so

  1176. when God says

  1177. to Jacob

  1178. return home

  1179. and says

  1180. I am with

  1181. you

  1182. these are not

  1183. words that

  1184. come without

  1185. any backing

  1186. right in the

  1187. words of

  1188. Corrie ten Boom

  1189. who was

  1190. imprisoned in a

  1191. German concentration

  1192. camp during

  1193. World War II

  1194. and who knew

  1195. more reasons

  1196. than I think

  1197. any of us

  1198. will ever know

  1199. to worry

  1200. she said this

  1201. she said never

  1202. be scared to

  1203. commit an

  1204. unknown future

  1205. to a known

  1206. God

  1207. too many

  1208. mistakes in

  1209. my past

  1210. too many

  1211. unknowns about

  1212. the future

  1213. and God

  1214. says Jacob

  1215. I'm going to

  1216. deal with

  1217. both of

  1218. them

  1219. and we read

  1220. of Jacob

  1221. from verse

  1222. four he's

  1223. relaying that

  1224. to Rachel

  1225. and Leah

  1226. and it's

  1227. amazing isn't

  1228. it this must

  1229. be God

  1230. because it's

  1231. the first time

  1232. those two have

  1233. agreed in this

  1234. whole incident

  1235. the writer's

  1236. telling us

  1237. that Jacob

  1238. is beginning

  1239. to walk

  1240. once again

  1241. in light

  1242. of who

  1243. Yahweh

  1244. is

  1245. and he's

  1246. beginning to

  1247. think about

  1248. the promises

  1249. that he has

  1250. made him

  1251. that are

  1252. trustworthy

  1253. and if you

  1254. think about

  1255. the original

  1256. readers of

  1257. this who are

  1258. that Israelite

  1259. generation

  1260. wandering in

  1261. the wilderness

  1262. they read

  1263. this what a

  1264. rallying call

  1265. to do the

  1266. same

  1267. because this

  1268. is if you

  1269. think about

  1270. it there's

  1271. echoes

  1272. of the

  1273. exodus

  1274. all over

  1275. this

  1276. right

  1277. if you think

  1278. about what's

  1279. going on in

  1280. Jacob's life

  1281. here he's

  1282. kind of

  1283. in slavery

  1284. to this man

  1285. Laban isn't

  1286. he and God

  1287. says I am

  1288. with you

  1289. God calls

  1290. him to go

  1291. does that

  1292. remind you of

  1293. anything that's

  1294. going on for

  1295. these readers

  1296. it must have

  1297. done

  1298. it must have

  1299. done

  1300. that's how

  1301. God works

  1302. could it even

  1303. be that the

  1304. generation who

  1305. are wandering

  1306. in the wilderness

  1307. could it even

  1308. be that they're

  1309. at the 20

  1310. year mark

  1311. in that 40

  1312. year journey

  1313. could it even

  1314. be that many

  1315. of them like

  1316. Jacob here

  1317. are doubting

  1318. God's goodness

  1319. questioning his

  1320. promises

  1321. looking at the

  1322. failure and

  1323. mistakes in their

  1324. own life

  1325. and what they're

  1326. doing is they're

  1327. just drifting

  1328. and they're

  1329. settling

  1330. and Moses is

  1331. saying just like

  1332. Jacob and just

  1333. like Isaac and

  1334. Abraham before him

  1335. you've got to

  1336. start thinking

  1337. about who this

  1338. God is and

  1339. taking out his

  1340. word and getting

  1341. back into the

  1342. slipstream of his

  1343. promises in the

  1344. future that he's

  1345. won for you

  1346. come home

  1347. return

  1348. and from Jacob's

  1349. line dear friends

  1350. will come another

  1351. son who left

  1352. home

  1353. not because of

  1354. his mistakes and

  1355. his sin but

  1356. out of loving

  1357. choice the

  1358. father's choice

  1359. to send the

  1360. son is loving

  1361. choice to save

  1362. us from our

  1363. mistakes and

  1364. sin and his

  1365. choice to come to

  1366. bring us home

  1367. and that son

  1368. will tell a story

  1369. about another son

  1370. who was away from

  1371. home one of the

  1372. most famous

  1373. stories that

  1374. Jesus told

  1375. ever told

  1376. about another

  1377. son who left

  1378. home about

  1379. another son who

  1380. was estranged

  1381. from his father

  1382. about another

  1383. son who didn't

  1384. know about what

  1385. kind of welcome

  1386. he would receive

  1387. as he returned

  1388. home he didn't

  1389. want his father

  1390. in that story of

  1391. the prodigal son

  1392. he didn't want

  1393. his father he

  1394. wanted his father

  1395. dead I want

  1396. your stuff I

  1397. don't want you

  1398. and so the son

  1399. goes and he

  1400. lives the life

  1401. of Riley he

  1402. goes girls he

  1403. goes parties he

  1404. goes clothes but

  1405. eventually because

  1406. of the folly he

  1407. finds himself in

  1408. the pigsty and

  1409. when he comes to

  1410. his senses and

  1411. remembers his

  1412. father he thinks

  1413. I've got to get

  1414. to him but as he

  1415. starts making that

  1416. journey home what

  1417. I'm sure came to

  1418. mind too many

  1419. mistakes in my

  1420. past and

  1421. unknown too many

  1422. unknowns about my

  1423. future what kind of

  1424. gods am I going to

  1425. encounter here

  1426. and the walking

  1427. son is met by the

  1428. running father

  1429. fattened calf ring

  1430. on his finger best

  1431. robe welcome home

  1432. because this God is

  1433. a God of compassion

  1434. and forgiveness and

  1435. grace but what is so

  1436. often missed as we

  1437. tell that story it's

  1438. where the shame has

  1439. gone you see the

  1440. shame that the son

  1441. deserved because of

  1442. running away from his

  1443. father and saying I

  1444. don't want you father

  1445. the shame that should

  1446. have been the sons

  1447. the father takes on

  1448. himself no father in

  1449. the Middle East would

  1450. run it's not what you

  1451. do don't humiliate

  1452. yourself like that no

  1453. no no but this father

  1454. was willing to

  1455. humiliate himself and

  1456. take the spotlight of

  1457. shame that his son

  1458. deserves on himself

  1459. why so that his son can

  1460. come home and that is

  1461. what Jesus does as he

  1462. goes to the cross to

  1463. take that from being a

  1464. nice story to being a

  1465. stunning reality why does

  1466. Jesus go to the cross

  1467. what is it that's made

  1468. him leave home in search

  1469. of rebels like us

  1470. why does he propitiate

  1471. turn away God's anger

  1472. against my sinful

  1473. creaturely rebellion

  1474. against this holy God

  1475. why does Jesus take it on

  1476. himself why does Jesus

  1477. take the humiliation and

  1478. shame that I deserve

  1479. why does he take the

  1480. nails that I deserve

  1481. why will he shed his

  1482. blood because it should

  1483. have been my blood that

  1484. was shed answer

  1485. he does it so that by

  1486. his grace I may be

  1487. forgiven

  1488. and that I might be

  1489. adopted into the family

  1490. of God

  1491. and that I might

  1492. love him

  1493. as he transforms my

  1494. heart I didn't see these

  1495. things before

  1496. but he's on my eyes

  1497. so that I can see the

  1498. all surpassing beauty

  1499. of Jesus

  1500. and I would live

  1501. because I know him

  1502. and I know the future

  1503. and I know the thing

  1504. that he's called me to

  1505. and I know about the

  1506. new creation that he

  1507. will return and bring

  1508. in one day where all

  1509. wrongs will be right

  1510. he calls me to live

  1511. for that future

  1512. and ultimately he calls

  1513. me to live for that

  1514. better city where he

  1515. is

  1516. you see friends that is

  1517. the gospel that I drift

  1518. from all the time

  1519. Jesus has done

  1520. everything

  1521. so that I may live

  1522. for a better city

  1523. mistakes in my past

  1524. guys he's dealt

  1525. with them

  1526. unknown future

  1527. he holds me

  1528. and he says

  1529. I'm with you

  1530. to the very end

  1531. and once we grasp

  1532. that

  1533. how could we settle

  1534. for the stuff

  1535. down here

  1536. you know I love

  1537. the funeral tomorrow

  1538. looking at the order

  1539. service

  1540. the song we're going

  1541. to finish with tomorrow

  1542. is because he lives

  1543. and it goes like this

  1544. because he lives I can

  1545. face tomorrow

  1546. because he lives all

  1547. fear is gone for I

  1548. know that he holds

  1549. the future

  1550. and life is worth the

  1551. living just because he

  1552. lives

  1553. the answer to settling

  1554. is not try harder

  1555. just in case your mind's

  1556. gone there already

  1557. it's not be better

  1558. it's not be a busier

  1559. and a better Christian

  1560. it's not serve in more

  1561. ways

  1562. it's not fill your

  1563. calendar

  1564. because that can drift

  1565. so easily into

  1566. legalism and moralism

  1567. the solution

  1568. is a heart

  1569. that's been gripped

  1570. and transformed

  1571. by

  1572. and is swimming

  1573. in the ocean

  1574. of the loving

  1575. grace of Jesus

  1576. and the new

  1577. identity that he

  1578. has given us

  1579. that he calls us

  1580. by his grace

  1581. to live for that

  1582. better city

  1583. you know just

  1584. as we close

  1585. I just want to tell

  1586. you about my

  1587. friend Kate

  1588. there was a

  1589. whatsapp group

  1590. over the last

  1591. couple of weeks

  1592. for her birthday

  1593. and she invited

  1594. all of us

  1595. who kind of

  1596. were in the same

  1597. group of friends

  1598. when we were young

  1599. hanging out together

  1600. and so I kind of

  1601. reconnected with all

  1602. those guys recently

  1603. and I remember Kate

  1604. when Kate was growing

  1605. up

  1606. and I remember

  1607. her becoming

  1608. a Christian

  1609. and so she went

  1610. by the name Kate

  1611. with a K

  1612. and all of a sudden

  1613. when she became

  1614. a Christian

  1615. she starts wanting

  1616. to be known

  1617. as Kate

  1618. with a C

  1619. and I was

  1620. during the 90s

  1621. and it was

  1622. only a few years

  1623. after that thing

  1624. when Prince

  1625. turned his name

  1626. into a symbol

  1627. I just thought

  1628. it was a fad

  1629. I remember

  1630. asking her why

  1631. and she said

  1632. the meaning

  1633. of the name

  1634. Catherine

  1635. with a C

  1636. which is my

  1637. real name

  1638. the meaning

  1639. of that name

  1640. is purity

  1641. and so

  1642. having given

  1643. my life

  1644. to Jesus

  1645. having been

  1646. saved by him

  1647. I just want

  1648. to draw a line

  1649. in the sand

  1650. between my

  1651. old life

  1652. which was

  1653. Kate

  1654. with a K

  1655. and my new

  1656. life that Jesus

  1657. has called me

  1658. to which is

  1659. Kate

  1660. with a C

  1661. because my

  1662. previous life

  1663. was dominated

  1664. by my mistakes

  1665. and my folly

  1666. and it should

  1667. have been me

  1668. with shame

  1669. but Jesus

  1670. has saved me

  1671. made me holy

  1672. and I'm going

  1673. to live as a

  1674. daughter of the

  1675. king

  1676. now the

  1677. application of

  1678. that is not

  1679. let's all

  1680. parade down

  1681. to register's

  1682. office and

  1683. change our

  1684. names

  1685. the application

  1686. is because of

  1687. the gospel

  1688. in Christ

  1689. the old

  1690. has gone

  1691. and the new

  1692. has come

  1693. and that's

  1694. who you are

  1695. today in

  1696. Jesus Christ

  1697. to celebrate

  1698. the gospel

  1699. I love this

  1700. song we're

  1701. going to

  1702. we sang it

  1703. earlier

  1704. and we

  1705. finish with

  1706. this

  1707. these are

  1708. the lyrics

  1709. and this

  1710. is what

  1711. it's all

  1712. about

  1713. isn't it

  1714. I was

  1715. blinded

  1716. by my

  1717. sin

  1718. I had

  1719. no ears

  1720. to hear

  1721. your voice

  1722. did not

  1723. know

  1724. your love

  1725. within

  1726. had no

  1727. taste

  1728. for heaven's

  1729. joys

  1730. then your

  1731. spirit

  1732. gave me

  1733. life

  1734. opened up

  1735. your word

  1736. to me

  1737. through

  1738. the gospel

  1739. of your

  1740. son

  1741. gave me

  1742. endless hope

  1743. in peace

  1744. and so

  1745. maybe that's

  1746. you today

  1747. mistakes in

  1748. the past

  1749. too many

  1750. unknowns about

  1751. the future

  1752. God says

  1753. because of

  1754. who he is

  1755. in Christ

  1756. he says

  1757. return

  1758. so what we're

  1759. going to do

  1760. now we're just

  1761. going to have a

  1762. moment of silence

  1763. and let's just

  1764. pour out hearts

  1765. before the Lord

  1766. wherever you're at

  1767. this morning

  1768. whatever God's

  1769. spirit however he

  1770. has taken it and

  1771. apply this to your

  1772. life let's

  1773. pause and be

  1774. quiet reverently

  1775. before the

  1776. Lord

  1777. and so

  1778. Father we

  1779. thank you

  1780. for the

  1781. truth of

  1782. Romans 8

  1783. chapter 1

  1784. that there

  1785. is now

  1786. no

  1787. condemnation

  1788. for those

  1789. who are

  1790. in

  1791. Christ

  1792. Jesus

  1793. and so

  1794. Father I

  1795. pray for us

  1796. this morning

  1797. Lord

  1798. many of us

  1799. will be aware

  1800. of the

  1801. mistakes in

  1802. the past

  1803. and I

  1804. pray

  1805. heavenly

  1806. father that

  1807. you would

  1808. bring that

  1809. knowledge by

  1810. your spirit

  1811. who is dwelling

  1812. in us he

  1813. would bring

  1814. that knowledge

  1815. of the

  1816. forgiveness

  1817. that's found

  1818. in Jesus

  1819. and the

  1820. newness of

  1821. life that's

  1822. found in

  1823. Jesus

  1824. and the

  1825. all surpassing

  1826. beauty of

  1827. life that's

  1828. found in

  1829. Jesus

  1830. and Father

  1831. as many of

  1832. us here as

  1833. well we

  1834. think about

  1835. the unknown

  1836. future we

  1837. think about

  1838. our church

  1839. family Lord

  1840. just now and

  1841. everything that

  1842. many of us are

  1843. going through

  1844. would your

  1845. spirit also

  1846. bring that

  1847. deep conviction

  1848. of what

  1849. Jesus has

  1850. won for us

  1851. on the

  1852. cross

  1853. about how

  1854. he holds

  1855. the future

  1856. about how

  1857. he is

  1858. sovereign over

  1859. everything that

  1860. happens today

  1861. Lord be at

  1862. work in our

  1863. hearts we

  1864. pray

  1865. oh Lord

  1866. help us

  1867. never to

  1868. settle

  1869. help us

  1870. always to

  1871. be those

  1872. people who

  1873. have an

  1874. eye on

  1875. the future

  1876. and so Lord

  1877. we thank you

  1878. for your

  1879. goodness help

  1880. us to live for

  1881. your glory this

  1882. week we pray

  1883. in Jesus'

  1884. name

  1885. Amen

  1886. Amen