Sermon
Settling Down
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Okay, well, morning, everyone.
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With your Bibles in your hands, come with me to Genesis chapter 30.
Genesis 30 chapter mention
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And here's C.S. Lewis on the screen.
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I've been reading poems, romances, vision, literature, legends, and myths my whole life.
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If I know what they are like, I know none of them are like the Bible.
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So be reminded as you pick up the Bible this morning that this is no ordinary book.
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Come at this enthusiastically this morning.
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Come at this expectantly this morning.
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That as we open this book, the voice of the living God is heard.
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So often we can just go through the motions, can't we, when we come to hearing from God as we open his word.
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But come at that expectantly this morning.
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I know none of them are like the Bible.
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So Genesis 30 verse 25 is where we are today.
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I want to tell you about a lady who I met on holiday called Mary.
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So we're on holiday to Bath in the south of England.
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Mary was part of the church family there.
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She ran the kids church.
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She looked after her kids.
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And we bumped into Mary on the Monday after the Sunday that we met her.
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And so she asked me what life was like in Edinburgh.
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And so I told her.
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And after telling her, I responded and asked her the same question.
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I said, what is life like in Bath?
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And here's what she said.
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She said, there's a joke that we tell ourselves in Bath.
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That Bath is a place where, and this is her line,
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it's the place where ambition goes to die.
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Right?
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And I made a joke about how that should be the new city motto.
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I don't think she got it in my accent, but we moved on.
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But before we go hating on Mary,
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believe it or not, she was being hugely complimentary about the place where she lives.
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Right?
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If people are interested in climbing career ladders and making a name for themselves,
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trying to make it in a city,
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they go two hours east and they go to the big smoke.
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They go to London.
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Right?
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But if you want a nice life,
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if you want good schools,
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if you want stunning scenery,
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if you want wonderful Georgian architecture,
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safe neighbourhood,
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recycling bins go out on the right day,
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et cetera, et cetera,
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then you go to Bath.
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And the subtext of what Mary was saying
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is that this is a city where people come
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and they settle.
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And I heard her say it,
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and it reminded me of the greatest fear that I have for my Christian life,
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and I wonder if it's yours as well.
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Not physically speaking, but spiritually speaking,
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is that I just settle down in this world.
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And life's cushy,
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and it's nice,
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and it's comfortable.
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And I let the things of this world,
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the comforts, the pleasures,
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take me,
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and the currents of that sea
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cause me to drift away from my love for Jesus Christ.
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Right?
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I stop pursuing
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and learning more of the big heart of Jesus.
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Let me tell you,
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it's the most easy thing in the world to stand up here
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and deliver something when your heart's not in it.
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I never want to get to that stage
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where this is not a burning passion of mine
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to know Jesus more,
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to see more of his character and his love
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stamped all across my life,
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enjoying him
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and living in light of who he is.
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And what this is today
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is God's loving and gracious invitation to us
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to be a people
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who are living for the heavenly city.
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As the reformers used to say,
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what was said of them,
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that they were forward tilted people.
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Right?
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Life was lived on the tiptoes
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expecting that this is not the final destination.
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Do you know,
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it's the easiest thing as well
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in my generation,
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people my generation
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talk about their forever homes.
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Right?
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Buying your forever home.
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And you can be in that home for 10 years,
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you can be in it for 50 years,
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but let me tell you,
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this is not your forever home.
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And why this matters,
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and whoever you are here today,
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I want you to listen to this challenge
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that comes at this today.
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Why you should listen
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is that we are all meaning-seeking creatures.
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We are all meaning-seeking creatures.
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We are all looking for a bigger reason
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for which we exist.
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Something to live for,
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something to make your life worth it.
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And it is all wrapped up
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in our culture's newfound craving
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for an identity.
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Yeah?
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Something to make your life make sense.
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You know,
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it was astrologer Carl Sagan,
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who, as I understand it,
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wasn't a believer,
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commented on a picture
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that NASA took of the Earth
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from their Voyager spacecraft,
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right?
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Some 4 billion miles away
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from Earth.
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See if you can find it on the screen.
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Right?
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The picture that's become famous
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as the pale blue dot.
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And its conclusion,
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after seeing this picture
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and reflecting on the smallness
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of planet Earth
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and the seeming insignificance
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of our little lives
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on planet Earth.
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He said this,
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he said,
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if we crave some cosmic purpose,
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then let us find ourselves
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a worthy goal.
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In other words,
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we're so small,
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who knows what's going on?
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You better make your life
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worth something
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and find something
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to live for.
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Makes sense, doesn't it?
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If that's your outlook on life.
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You've got to find your meaning.
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You've got to find a purpose.
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And I'm reminded that
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every time I turn on the news
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and I see things like
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the just oil activists, right?
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And that's not a comment at all
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on the validity of the cause.
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It's just a little snippet example
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of how people in our world
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are desperate for something
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to believe in
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and give their life meaning and worth.
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But what God is saying today
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to the Christian believer
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is not that you need to go out
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and find yourself a worthy goal.
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The gospel is the opposite.
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The gospel says,
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God by his grace,
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that I've given you a worthy goal
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and I've saved you to live
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for a worthy goal.
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To quote Seth Lewis
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in his book,
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Dream Small.
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And he's a believer
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and he says this,
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once you grasp that God
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has given you the goal,
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you don't need to find
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your own meaning in life.
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He said this,
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I'm not interested
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in naming my dreams
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at empty promises,
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no matter how big they look.
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I want to spend my strength
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and my short time
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on this planet
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on things that really matter,
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no matter how small they look.
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And so into our world,
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dear friends,
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that encourages you,
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what's always the second question
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we ask people
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after,
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where are you from?
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What do you do?
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Right?
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And so often I know
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that many of you
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answer that question
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and you feel like
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you don't have a good answer
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for that,
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what do you do?
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Maybe particularly
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if I'm going to pick one,
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maybe particularly
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if you're a mum
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who stays at home,
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you're a parent
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that stays at home
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and you answer that question
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and you think,
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actually,
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am I living for something?
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Absolutely it is
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because it's caught up
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in what God has given you
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as an identity.
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All of us is an identity.
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We're living for something bigger
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than just what we do
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with our lives
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and Hebrews 11
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gives us the interpretive lens
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through which we can understand
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the massive change
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that goes on
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in Jacob's heart today
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as God says,
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come and live
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for the better city.
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This is what the writer
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to the Hebrews says,
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by faith he,
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and that's Abraham,
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he made his home
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in the promised land
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like a stranger
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in a foreign country.
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He lived in tents
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as did Isaac
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and Jacob
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who were heirs with him
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of the same promise
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for he was looking forward
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to the city
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with foundations
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whose architect
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and builder
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is God.
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As it was with Abraham,
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so it is with Isaac.
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As it is today
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as we read about Jacob,
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God is calling him
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to live for the bigger
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and better city.
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And so as we take in
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a turning point
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in Jacob's life today,
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I want us to see
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and look out for these
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in the reading
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that there are two
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big barriers
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that God is calling
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Jacob by faith
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to overcome
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as he responds
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to God's word
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this morning.
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What we're going to see
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is that Jesus
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has defeated
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those barriers
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for us
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and he's calling us
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to live in light
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of who he is
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and to live
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for that better city
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as we delightfully
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and diligently
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pursue him.
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So this is Genesis 30
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in at verse 25.
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And guys,
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maybe we could get
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the words on the screen
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and follow with me
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in your Bible,
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please,
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if you have one there.
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Genesis 30
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in at verse 25.
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Watch for the turning point.
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Think about the two barriers.
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Think about the better city.
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After Rachel gave birth
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to Joseph,
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Jacob said to Laban,
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send me on my way
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so I can go back
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to my own homeland.
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Remember,
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Jacob is living
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away from his homeland
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almost as it were
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under house arrest
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it feels
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by this guy Laban, right?
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Give me my wives
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and children
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from whom I've served you
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and I will be on my way.
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You know how much work
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I've done for you.
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But Laban said to him,
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if I have found favor
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in your eyes,
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please stay.
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I have learned
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by divination
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that the Lord
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has blessed me
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because of you.
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He added,
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name your wages
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and I will pay them.
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Jacob said to him,
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you know how I've worked
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for you
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and how your livestock
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has fared under my care.
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The little you had
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before I came
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has increased greatly
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and the Lord
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has blessed you
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wherever I have been.
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But now,
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when may I do something
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for my own household,
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what shall I give you,
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he asked?
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Don't give me anything,
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Jacob replied.
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But if you will do
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this one thing for me,
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I will go on
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tending your flocks
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and watching over them.
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Let me go
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through all your flocks
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today,
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let me go through
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all your flocks today
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and remove from them
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every speckled
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or spotted sheep,
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every dark colored lamb
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and every spotted
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or speckled goat.
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They will be my wages.
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And my honesty
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will testify for me
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in the future.
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Whenever you check
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on the wages
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you have paid me,
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any goat in my possession
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that is not speckled
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or spotted
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or any lamb
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that is not dark colored
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will be considered stolen.
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Agreed,
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said Laban.
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Let it be
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as you have said.
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That same day
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he removed
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all the male goats
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that were streaked
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or spotted
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and all the speckled
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or spotted female goats,
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all that had white on them
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and all the dark colored lambs
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and he placed them
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in the care of his sons.
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Then he put a three day journey
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between himself and Jacob
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while Jacob continued
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to tend the rest
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of Laban's flocks.
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Jacob, however,
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took fresh cut branches
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from poplar,
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almond and plain trees
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and made white stripes
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on them
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by peeling the bark
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and exposing
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the white inner wood
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of the branches.
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Then
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he placed
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the peeled branches
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in all the watering
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troughs
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so that
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they would be
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directly in front
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of the flocks
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when they came
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to drink.
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This will all make sense
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when we go through it,
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okay?
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When the flocks
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were in heat
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and came to drink
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they mated in front
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of the branches
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and they bore young
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and they were streaked
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or speckled
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or spotted.
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Jacob set apart
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the young of the flock
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by themselves
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but made the rest
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face the streaked
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and dark coloured
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animals that belonged
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to Laban.
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Thus he made
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separate flocks
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for himself
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and did not put them
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with Laban's animals.
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Whenever the stronger
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females were in heat
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Jacob would place
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the branches
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in the troughs
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in front of the animals
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so that they would mate
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near the branches
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but if the animals
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were weak
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he would not place
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them there.
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So the weak animals
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went to Laban
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and the strong ones
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to Jacob.
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In this way
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the man grew
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exceedingly prosperous
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and came to his own
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large flocks
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and female
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and male servants
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and camels
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and donkeys.
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Jacob heard that
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Laban's sons were saying
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Jacob has taken
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everything our father
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owned
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and has gained
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all his wealth
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from what belonged
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to our father.
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And Jacob noticed
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that Laban's attitude
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towards him
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was not what it
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had been.
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Then the Lord
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said to Jacob
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go back to the land
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of your fathers
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and to your relatives
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and I will be with you.
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So Jacob sent word
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to Rachel and Leah
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to come out
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to the fields
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where his flocks were.
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He said to them
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I see that your father's
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attitude towards me
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is not what it was before
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but the God of my father
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has been with me.
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You know that I've worked
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for your father
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with all my strength
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yet your father
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has cheated me
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by changing my wages
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ten times.
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However God
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has not allowed him
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to harm me.
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If he said
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the speckled ones
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will be your wages
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then all the flocks
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gave birth to speckled young
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and if he said
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the streaked ones
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will be your wages
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then all the flocks
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bore streaked young.
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So God has taken away
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your father's livestock
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and has given them to me.
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In breeding season
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I once had a dream
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in which I looked up
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and saw that the male goats
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mating with the flock
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were streaked
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speckled or spotted.
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The angel of God
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said to me in a dream
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Jacob
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I answered
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here I am
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and he said
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look up and see
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that all the male goats
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mating with the flock
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are streaked
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speckled or spotted
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for I have seen
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all that Laban
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has been doing to you.
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I am the God
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of Bethel
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where you
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anointed a pillar
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and where you
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made a vow
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to me.
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Now leave this land
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at once
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and go back
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to your native land.
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Then Rachel and Leah
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replied
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do we still have
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any share
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in our fathers
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in the inheritance
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of our fathers estate?
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Does he not regard us
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as foreigners?
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Not only has he sold us
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but he's used up
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what was paid for us.
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Surely all the wealth
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that God took away
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from our father
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belongs to us
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and our children
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so
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do whatever
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God has told you.
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Amen.
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And this is God's word
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to us this morning.
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And just remember
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that big thing.
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God's called
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to Jacob
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to live
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for the bigger city
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where he is
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and live in faith.
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Jacob's away from home
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he's living under Laban
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and God says
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return.
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And so here's
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the first of the two barriers
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that God's inviting him
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to overcome in faith.
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Right?
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And see if you see
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these things in your life.
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Because I saw them
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in my life
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at the minute
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as I've been walking
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through this.
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Here's number one.
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There's too many mistakes
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in my past.
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I mean it's just been
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blow after blow
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and mistake
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after mistake
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in Jacob's life
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thus far
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hasn't it?
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Things that have
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happened to him
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but things that he has
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done to other people.
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and the fallout
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that's come
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off the back of that.
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Right?
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Total them up.
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He's been hurt
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by his dad.
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He's been led astray
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by his mum.
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He's cheated his brother.
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He's been tricked
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by his father-in-law.
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He's got two wives
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who are at each other's
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throats.
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He's sitting there
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with kids
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from four different women
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and to top it up
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he's living miles
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away from home.
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And that is what
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we would call today
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that is what we would
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call baggage.
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And maybe that's you
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today.
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Dear friends
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we cannot undo
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the past
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but we can take
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God at his word
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and we can come
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to him
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and to receive
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his mercy
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and grace
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and we can
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change
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and begin
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to live
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for the future.
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Our God
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is the God
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of endless
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compassion
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and grace.
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So you're not amazed
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with how patient
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he is with his people?
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How patient
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he is
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as I look back
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and as I think
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about the mistakes
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that I've made
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in my life
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as I think
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about the ways
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when I was young
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and I used to
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think about
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and speak to people
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oh God
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he's so patient
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with us.
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And that's exactly
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what God says
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at verse 13
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of chapter 31.
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He calls himself
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what?
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He says
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I am the God
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of Bethel.
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Now that's a reference
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a really significant
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reference
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and feel
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the forgiveness
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and invitation
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that's here
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is the reference
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to something
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that's happened
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in Jacob's life
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back at
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verse 10
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of chapter 28.
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Jacob's had a dream
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if you remember
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that scene
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of the stairway
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between heaven
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and earth
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and God says
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because
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of who I am
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I'm going to
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give you this land
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and you're going
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to be a blessing
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to the nations
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and even though
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you go
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I'm going to
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bring you
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back to this land
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and that's the promise
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that God has made
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Jacob
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but the thing
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to see
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is that chapter
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30
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might be a
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two chapter
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jump for us
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but it's a
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20 year
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jump
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chronologically
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in the life
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of Jacob.
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You do the maths
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right?
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That's a lot
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of mistakes
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that's a lot
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of regrets
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in 20 years
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think about
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your life
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in 20 years.
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There's a lot
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going on
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between Bethel
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then
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and God
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saying return
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now
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it's been
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20 years
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and Jacob's
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got to be
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asking himself
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is he not?
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See the mess
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that I've made
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of it
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in 20 years
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time
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the mess
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I've made
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of it
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here and now
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does that
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nullify
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the promises
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that God
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made to me
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back then?
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You know
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we had an
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English teacher
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at school
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substitute
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teacher
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from America
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from New York
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I think we
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nicknamed him
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Yankee
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and there was
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one rule
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in his classroom
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and he took it
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straight from
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the baseball
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umpire
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and his rule
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was three strikes
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and you're out
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so if he called
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you out three times
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if he called you
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out in late homework
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if he called you
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out talking in class
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then that was
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one strike
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and you got
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three
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and you used
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to get
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what was the
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dreaded
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lunchtime
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detention
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and all that
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meant was just
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you spent
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your lunchtime
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walking around
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picking up litter
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and you got
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to ask yourself
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is God
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like that?
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Is it three
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strikes and
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you're out
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with the Lord?
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When God
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says return
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and says
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I'm the God
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of Bethel
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it is him
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graciously
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reminding Jacob
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that this is
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not primarily
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about you
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that we preach
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a gospel
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that is bigger
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than just
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behavior modification
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the entry
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to the gospel
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is not
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behavior
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qualification
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it is simply
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the blood
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of Jesus
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Christ
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and faith
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in him
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what God
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is teaching
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Jacob
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here
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is
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this is
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not
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primarily
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about
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you
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it is
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about me
-
and my
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unchanging
-
character
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and my
-
heart
-
for the
-
peoples
-
and the
-
nations
-
of the
-
world
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this is
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about
-
my
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perfect
-
timing
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this is
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about
-
my
-
unstoppable
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and good
-
promises
-
and this
-
is about
-
me
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doing
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the thing
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from your
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line in the
-
future
-
that's
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ultimately
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going to
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be the
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blood
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bought
-
price
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to free
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you
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from the
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grip
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and the
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debt
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of your
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mistakes
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and your
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painful
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past
-
this is
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not just
-
a get
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out of jail
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free card
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that God
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has given
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Laban here
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it doesn't
-
matter
-
no God
-
sees
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and God
-
will deal
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because God
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loves
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is he
-
thinking in
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his heart
-
in this
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moment
-
there's
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too many
-
mistakes
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in my
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past
-
you
-
thinking
-
that
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this
-
morning
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do you
-
know what
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the second
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one is
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that there's
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too many
-
unknowns
-
about the
-
future
-
because Jacob
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to get up
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and go
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home here
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is not
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easy
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this is not
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going to be a
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hero's welcome
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back in his
-
homeland
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right
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think about
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what he's just
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walked away
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from
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he's got
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to go
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back
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God has
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called him
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to go
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back
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to Isaac
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who he
-
conned
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he's got
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to go
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back to
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Esau
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who he
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tricked
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so to
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follow the
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Lord there
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and to
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face up
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to his
-
old sins
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who knows
-
what way
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that's going
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to go
-
but the
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promise that
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God makes
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to him
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at 31
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3
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is the
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thing that
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he's got
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to hold
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and he's got
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to walk
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by faith
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with
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and it's a
-
really simple
-
promise here
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it is that
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God is
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with him
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right
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God holds
-
the future
-
it's God's
-
plans and
-
purposes
-
it's God
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who is the
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sovereign one
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and if
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Jacob is
-
looking for
-
proof of
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that that
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God is
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with him
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he'll need
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look no
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further than
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all the ways
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that God
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has blessed
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him
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despite
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Laban's
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best efforts
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to make
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life as
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hard as
-
possible for
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him
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and that's
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what's going
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on here with
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the flock of
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animals in case
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you're wondering
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in case you're
-
wondering
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you're definitely
-
wondering what
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on earth is
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that all
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about
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okay what's
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going on
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Jacob
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Laban is
-
effectively
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giving Jacob
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he said you
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can have the
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best
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Jacob has
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effectively
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been given
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the worst
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by Laban
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right
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Laban has
-
handpicked the
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best for
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himself
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done a runner
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and said you
-
can have the
-
rest
-
best
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and yes
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Jacob has
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used his
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wisdom and
-
experience in
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cattle breeding
-
techniques to
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give it his
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best shot
-
that's what all
-
that stuff is
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about about the
-
peeling of the
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branches and
-
whatnot he's
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giving it his
-
best shot
-
because that
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stuff is kind
-
of folklore in
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this day about
-
how you make
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cattle breed
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right you get
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them to look at
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sticks and if
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they look at
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spotted sticks
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they'll think
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about spotted
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it's that kind
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of thing
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right
-
but I think
-
the reason that
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we're given
-
all of it
-
the writer's
-
intention is to
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say do you
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seriously think
-
that that was
-
the thing that
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was making
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Jacob prosperous
-
here a few
-
sticks a few
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peels
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what's going on
-
here as that
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summary sentence
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at verse 43
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right at the end
-
of chapter 30
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gives us as he
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increases greatly
-
what it's showing
-
us is that God
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is making this
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all happen
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he's making this
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all happen
-
so much so
-
that Laban says
-
verse 27 of
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chapter 30
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I see
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that the Lord
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has blessed me
-
because of you
-
right he gets
-
that something's
-
up here
-
he's aware that
-
something's going
-
on what's going
-
on there is that
-
God is making
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good on his
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covenant promises
-
that through
-
Jacob God will
-
bless the nations
-
of the world
-
it's a little
-
snippet of a
-
glimpse of it
-
there and so
-
when God says
-
to Jacob
-
return home
-
and says
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I am with
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you
-
these are not
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words that
-
come without
-
any backing
-
right in the
-
words of
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Corrie ten Boom
-
who was
-
imprisoned in a
-
German concentration
-
camp during
-
World War II
-
and who knew
-
more reasons
-
than I think
-
any of us
-
will ever know
-
to worry
-
she said this
-
she said never
-
be scared to
-
commit an
-
unknown future
-
to a known
-
God
-
too many
-
mistakes in
-
my past
-
too many
-
unknowns about
-
the future
-
and God
-
says Jacob
-
I'm going to
-
deal with
-
both of
-
them
-
and we read
-
of Jacob
-
from verse
-
four he's
-
relaying that
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to Rachel
-
and Leah
-
and it's
-
amazing isn't
-
it this must
-
be God
-
because it's
-
the first time
-
those two have
-
agreed in this
-
whole incident
-
the writer's
-
telling us
-
that Jacob
-
is beginning
-
to walk
-
once again
-
in light
-
of who
-
Yahweh
-
is
-
and he's
-
beginning to
-
think about
-
the promises
-
that he has
-
made him
-
that are
-
trustworthy
-
and if you
-
think about
-
the original
-
readers of
-
this who are
-
that Israelite
-
generation
-
wandering in
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the wilderness
-
they read
-
this what a
-
rallying call
-
to do the
-
same
-
because this
-
is if you
-
think about
-
it there's
-
echoes
-
of the
-
exodus
-
all over
-
this
-
right
-
if you think
-
about what's
-
going on in
-
Jacob's life
-
here he's
-
kind of
-
in slavery
-
to this man
-
Laban isn't
-
he and God
-
says I am
-
with you
-
God calls
-
him to go
-
does that
-
remind you of
-
anything that's
-
going on for
-
these readers
-
it must have
-
done
-
it must have
-
done
-
that's how
-
God works
-
could it even
-
be that the
-
generation who
-
are wandering
-
in the wilderness
-
could it even
-
be that they're
-
at the 20
-
year mark
-
in that 40
-
year journey
-
could it even
-
be that many
-
of them like
-
Jacob here
-
are doubting
-
God's goodness
-
questioning his
-
promises
-
looking at the
-
failure and
-
mistakes in their
-
own life
-
and what they're
-
doing is they're
-
just drifting
-
and they're
-
settling
-
and Moses is
-
saying just like
-
Jacob and just
-
like Isaac and
-
Abraham before him
-
you've got to
-
start thinking
-
about who this
-
God is and
-
taking out his
-
word and getting
-
back into the
-
slipstream of his
-
promises in the
-
future that he's
-
won for you
-
come home
-
return
-
and from Jacob's
-
line dear friends
-
will come another
-
son who left
-
home
-
not because of
-
his mistakes and
-
his sin but
-
out of loving
-
choice the
-
father's choice
-
to send the
-
son is loving
-
choice to save
-
us from our
-
mistakes and
-
sin and his
-
choice to come to
-
bring us home
-
and that son
-
will tell a story
-
about another son
-
who was away from
-
home one of the
-
most famous
-
stories that
-
Jesus told
-
ever told
-
about another
-
son who left
-
home about
-
another son who
-
was estranged
-
from his father
-
about another
-
son who didn't
-
know about what
-
kind of welcome
-
he would receive
-
as he returned
-
home he didn't
-
want his father
-
in that story of
-
the prodigal son
-
he didn't want
-
his father he
-
wanted his father
-
dead I want
-
your stuff I
-
don't want you
-
and so the son
-
goes and he
-
lives the life
-
of Riley he
-
goes girls he
-
goes parties he
-
goes clothes but
-
eventually because
-
of the folly he
-
finds himself in
-
the pigsty and
-
when he comes to
-
his senses and
-
remembers his
-
father he thinks
-
I've got to get
-
to him but as he
-
starts making that
-
journey home what
-
I'm sure came to
-
mind too many
-
mistakes in my
-
past and
-
unknown too many
-
unknowns about my
-
future what kind of
-
gods am I going to
-
encounter here
-
and the walking
-
son is met by the
-
running father
-
fattened calf ring
-
on his finger best
-
robe welcome home
-
because this God is
-
a God of compassion
-
and forgiveness and
-
grace but what is so
-
often missed as we
-
tell that story it's
-
where the shame has
-
gone you see the
-
shame that the son
-
deserved because of
-
running away from his
-
father and saying I
-
don't want you father
-
the shame that should
-
have been the sons
-
the father takes on
-
himself no father in
-
the Middle East would
-
run it's not what you
-
do don't humiliate
-
yourself like that no
-
no no but this father
-
was willing to
-
humiliate himself and
-
take the spotlight of
-
shame that his son
-
deserves on himself
-
why so that his son can
-
come home and that is
-
what Jesus does as he
-
goes to the cross to
-
take that from being a
-
nice story to being a
-
stunning reality why does
-
Jesus go to the cross
-
what is it that's made
-
him leave home in search
-
of rebels like us
-
why does he propitiate
-
turn away God's anger
-
against my sinful
-
creaturely rebellion
-
against this holy God
-
why does Jesus take it on
-
himself why does Jesus
-
take the humiliation and
-
shame that I deserve
-
why does he take the
-
nails that I deserve
-
why will he shed his
-
blood because it should
-
have been my blood that
-
was shed answer
-
he does it so that by
-
his grace I may be
-
forgiven
-
and that I might be
-
adopted into the family
-
of God
-
and that I might
-
love him
-
as he transforms my
-
heart I didn't see these
-
things before
-
but he's on my eyes
-
so that I can see the
-
all surpassing beauty
-
of Jesus
-
and I would live
-
because I know him
-
and I know the future
-
and I know the thing
-
that he's called me to
-
and I know about the
-
new creation that he
-
will return and bring
-
in one day where all
-
wrongs will be right
-
he calls me to live
-
for that future
-
and ultimately he calls
-
me to live for that
-
better city where he
-
is
-
you see friends that is
-
the gospel that I drift
-
from all the time
-
Jesus has done
-
everything
-
so that I may live
-
for a better city
-
mistakes in my past
-
guys he's dealt
-
with them
-
unknown future
-
he holds me
-
and he says
-
I'm with you
-
to the very end
-
and once we grasp
-
that
-
how could we settle
-
for the stuff
-
down here
-
you know I love
-
the funeral tomorrow
-
looking at the order
-
service
-
the song we're going
-
to finish with tomorrow
-
is because he lives
-
and it goes like this
-
because he lives I can
-
face tomorrow
-
because he lives all
-
fear is gone for I
-
know that he holds
-
the future
-
and life is worth the
-
living just because he
-
lives
-
the answer to settling
-
is not try harder
-
just in case your mind's
-
gone there already
-
it's not be better
-
it's not be a busier
-
and a better Christian
-
it's not serve in more
-
ways
-
it's not fill your
-
calendar
-
because that can drift
-
so easily into
-
legalism and moralism
-
the solution
-
is a heart
-
that's been gripped
-
and transformed
-
by
-
and is swimming
-
in the ocean
-
of the loving
-
grace of Jesus
-
and the new
-
identity that he
-
has given us
-
that he calls us
-
by his grace
-
to live for that
-
better city
-
you know just
-
as we close
-
I just want to tell
-
you about my
-
friend Kate
-
there was a
-
whatsapp group
-
over the last
-
couple of weeks
-
for her birthday
-
and she invited
-
all of us
-
who kind of
-
were in the same
-
group of friends
-
when we were young
-
hanging out together
-
and so I kind of
-
reconnected with all
-
those guys recently
-
and I remember Kate
-
when Kate was growing
-
up
-
and I remember
-
her becoming
-
a Christian
-
and so she went
-
by the name Kate
-
with a K
-
and all of a sudden
-
when she became
-
a Christian
-
she starts wanting
-
to be known
-
as Kate
-
with a C
-
and I was
-
during the 90s
-
and it was
-
only a few years
-
after that thing
-
when Prince
-
turned his name
-
into a symbol
-
I just thought
-
it was a fad
-
I remember
-
asking her why
-
and she said
-
the meaning
-
of the name
-
Catherine
-
with a C
-
which is my
-
real name
-
the meaning
-
of that name
-
is purity
-
and so
-
having given
-
my life
-
to Jesus
-
having been
-
saved by him
-
I just want
-
to draw a line
-
in the sand
-
between my
-
old life
-
which was
-
Kate
-
with a K
-
and my new
-
life that Jesus
-
has called me
-
to which is
-
Kate
-
with a C
-
because my
-
previous life
-
was dominated
-
by my mistakes
-
and my folly
-
and it should
-
have been me
-
with shame
-
but Jesus
-
has saved me
-
made me holy
-
and I'm going
-
to live as a
-
daughter of the
-
king
-
now the
-
application of
-
that is not
-
let's all
-
parade down
-
to register's
-
office and
-
change our
-
names
-
the application
-
is because of
-
the gospel
-
in Christ
-
the old
-
has gone
-
and the new
-
has come
-
and that's
-
who you are
-
today in
-
Jesus Christ
-
to celebrate
-
the gospel
-
I love this
-
song we're
-
going to
-
we sang it
-
earlier
-
and we
-
finish with
-
this
-
these are
-
the lyrics
-
and this
-
is what
-
it's all
-
about
-
isn't it
-
I was
-
blinded
-
by my
-
sin
-
I had
-
no ears
-
to hear
-
your voice
-
did not
-
know
-
your love
-
within
-
had no
-
taste
-
for heaven's
-
joys
-
then your
-
spirit
-
gave me
-
life
-
opened up
-
your word
-
to me
-
through
-
the gospel
-
of your
-
son
-
gave me
-
endless hope
-
in peace
-
and so
-
maybe that's
-
you today
-
mistakes in
-
the past
-
too many
-
unknowns about
-
the future
-
God says
-
because of
-
who he is
-
in Christ
-
he says
-
return
-
so what we're
-
going to do
-
now we're just
-
going to have a
-
moment of silence
-
and let's just
-
pour out hearts
-
before the Lord
-
wherever you're at
-
this morning
-
whatever God's
-
spirit however he
-
has taken it and
-
apply this to your
-
life let's
-
pause and be
-
quiet reverently
-
before the
-
Lord
-
and so
-
Father we
-
thank you
-
for the
-
truth of
-
Romans 8
-
chapter 1
-
that there
-
is now
-
no
-
condemnation
-
for those
-
who are
-
in
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
and so
-
Father I
-
pray for us
-
this morning
-
Lord
-
many of us
-
will be aware
-
of the
-
mistakes in
-
the past
-
and I
-
pray
-
heavenly
-
father that
-
you would
-
bring that
-
knowledge by
-
your spirit
-
who is dwelling
-
in us he
-
would bring
-
that knowledge
-
of the
-
forgiveness
-
that's found
-
in Jesus
-
and the
-
newness of
-
life that's
-
found in
-
Jesus
-
and the
-
all surpassing
-
beauty of
-
life that's
-
found in
-
Jesus
-
and Father
-
as many of
-
us here as
-
well we
-
think about
-
the unknown
-
future we
-
think about
-
our church
-
family Lord
-
just now and
-
everything that
-
many of us are
-
going through
-
would your
-
spirit also
-
bring that
-
deep conviction
-
of what
-
Jesus has
-
won for us
-
on the
-
cross
-
about how
-
he holds
-
the future
-
about how
-
he is
-
sovereign over
-
everything that
-
happens today
-
Lord be at
-
work in our
-
hearts we
-
pray
-
oh Lord
-
help us
-
never to
-
settle
-
help us
-
always to
-
be those
-
people who
-
have an
-
eye on
-
the future
-
and so Lord
-
we thank you
-
for your
-
goodness help
-
us to live for
-
your glory this
-
week we pray
-
in Jesus'
-
name
-
Amen
-
Amen