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Royalty VS Religion Part 3 | Pastor Dwain Wolfe | Aug 3rd 2025

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  1. Father, We thank you for your word. Today, we thank

  2. you that you're feeding us with mana from heaven. You

  3. ever had you ever had syrup on your manna? I

  4. think that's what happened at the New Horizon. We get

  5. syrup on our manna. Oh yeah, syrup on the mana.

  6. Thank you for it, Jesus name. Everybody said, you know

  7. what mana is. You know what mana is. Mana is

  8. what God fed the children of Israel with for forty

  9. years when they were wandering through the wilderness. He sustained

  10. them with mana. But it was a picture of his word.

  11. He sustained them with his word as they were going

  12. through the wilderness, and every day they would go out

  13. and gather some mana. Right, So bread is important, yes?

  14. How many of you think bread is important? Bread is

  15. metaphoric to old food. How many of you eat in

  16. the building, anybody eat in this building? How many of

  17. you think food is important? All? Right? Those that didn't

  18. raise your hand, no lunch for you. Bread is important, right?

  19. And so God sustains us with bread. Yes, so we

  20. had a We had a visitor at the wolf house

  21. last night. I don't know if I should tell this

  22. story or not. I'm not sure if I'm gonna get

  23. in trouble or not pastor results not listening. But last night,

  24. yours truly was very exhausted, probably after whipping up on

  25. everybody in cornhole and uh, what's that air again? Pick

  26. a ball? I don't even know what it is. But

  27. after such great victories, I got home and I was

  28. a little exhausted, and so I like, I collapsed. All

  29. my stuffing fell out, and so i'm you know, I

  30. went to bed early, and so I'm and I'm wiped out.

  31. And so I said the passageholes sent honey, did you

  32. close the and it's three stories down? I said, honey,

  33. did you close the dining room door? Oh? I don't

  34. think so. Was it open? Yeah, it was open. I

  35. don't think so. Well, you probably should close that. Oh

  36. all right, all right, anyway, so this morning, this morning,

  37. we get up and she proceeds to the kitchen earlier

  38. than me. Now, kitchen, the kitchen is where you find

  39. the bread of life. The kitchen is where you find nourishment.

  40. The kitchen is where you eat. The kitchen is where

  41. everything is available to you. Should you should you intentionally

  42. do something about her? Right? And so she goes down

  43. to the kitchen sooner than me, and then I hear them,

  44. and I had this funny feeling last night. I don't know.

  45. Last night, at the table at the house parting, for

  46. some odd reason, people brought up raccoons. Chris, you were there,

  47. Joe Simms is at that table, Jim was at that table,

  48. and somebody else. Anyway, somebody brought up raccoons, and so

  49. I had this funny feeling last night though our raccoon

  50. was gonna come in the house. Now. I don't know

  51. if it was the table discussion or what it was,

  52. but I get this hollered from Joel Honey come up quickly.

  53. I'm like, oh boy, so something came in the house

  54. last night. We don't know what it was. Something came

  55. in the house last night. It pulled the Dave Killer's

  56. bread off the countertop and had eaten a bunch of it,

  57. and then it left kind of like a lot of us,

  58. It left a couple of heels sitting there, uneaten. Even

  59. the raccoons don't like the heels. What's with that? That

  60. proves right there that the heels, Oh that's not the

  61. best right there anyway. But the raccoon knew where to go,

  62. It knew to come to the kitchen. I don't know

  63. if it's the raccoon. It might, I don't know what

  64. it was it. But the tooth marks, all right, the

  65. tooth because there were bites out of the bread. They

  66. didn't look like mouse bites. They were fairly large. Would

  67. you rather have a raccoon in your house or a

  68. mouse or a rat? Raccoon, I think a raccoon, and

  69. then you know that it's not there, right, It's like, okay, okay,

  70. I think it's gone, but a rat, a rat could

  71. be hiding. Right. So anyway, we had a crazy visord

  72. last night. So but I think it fits because what

  73. the Lord's calling us to do is to get into

  74. the kitchen. The Lord's calling us to uh to intentionally

  75. devour the bread of heaven. And this is you know,

  76. this is the beautiful part of the privilege of royalty

  77. is that we get the bread of heaven. We get

  78. the bread of heaven. Right, So Matthew four, men shall

  79. not live by but by every word that proceeds from

  80. the mouth of God. Now God is not done talking.

  81. God didn't when the cannon was sealed, when the canon

  82. was closed. God wasn't done talking. He created women. No, no,

  83. work with me, work with me, work with me. Women

  84. have twenty five thousand words a day. Men five gabby men,

  85. Gabby men, Jayson gabby men maybe have five to ten thousand.

  86. I don't know any gabby men in the building. Italian men.

  87. Have you been to Italy? My word? They're like women.

  88. Shut up already, any Italians in the building. Frank went

  89. home already? Okay, so Frank Frank, you know, not Frank

  90. caster home. But huh Frank Vittali. So I don't know.

  91. Is he like that? I don't know. Is he talkative? No,

  92. he's not like that. Raised in America, ruins everybody. So

  93. manahall not live by bread alone, but by every word.

  94. God has so many words over us. He's not short

  95. on words. And the cannon was was sealed, but God's

  96. mouth was not. And God dispenses the bread of heaven.

  97. But we, you know, we have to stop. We have

  98. to we have to be intentional. The kitchen doesn't chase me,

  99. the supplies of the kitchen doesn't chase me. Uh, I

  100. have to stop. I have to take time. I have

  101. to be intentional. I literally have to pause the kitchen

  102. and is this beautiful place in my home with purpose.

  103. The kitchen has purpose, and it's there that I find

  104. nourishment and sustenance. And there's other rooms that are beautiful

  105. to hang out in. There's other rooms where there's entertainment.

  106. There's other rooms where there's activities. There's other rooms where

  107. there's rest, there's other rooms where there are chores. But

  108. the kitchen is very intentional. It's the kitchen where I

  109. find nourishment. If I turn my attention to it. I

  110. can have a kitchen loaded with goodies, right, loaded with

  111. breads and spreads and goodies. But it does not force

  112. itself into my digestive system. It's waiting for me to

  113. interact with it and to initiate and to actually lean

  114. into right and to actually work my energy in that

  115. kitchen right so that the nourishment available will then get

  116. into the palate or over the palate, Is the palate

  117. is into or over? You don't know? All right, it's over,

  118. it's over over the palate, down the gullet. Is it

  119. in the gullet? You don't know. You're not familiar with

  120. these goofy words. Down the hatch, down the down the hatch.

  121. There has to be an interaction. And this is uh,

  122. you know, this is religion. Religion was religion is and

  123. was blind obedience. Wow, religion was blind obedience religion still today,

  124. as we think about religion, it's it's rules without revelation.

  125. Are you with me? Rules without revelation? If here's what

  126. I think, I think, wherever you're struggling with God's rules,

  127. it's because it's only because you're lacking revelation. Wherever I'm

  128. struggling with God's rules, I'm simply lacking revelation. Royalty, the

  129. royalty of the indwelling spirit. Here's the indwelling spirit, right,

  130. and this is royalty. And the royalty of the indwelling

  131. spirit is the release upon us of revelation. So now

  132. in Yashiah we have this privilege of coming into the kitchen.

  133. And the bread of heaven is revelation. The bread of

  134. heaven is understanding. The bread of heaven results in faith.

  135. Wherever there's revelation, there's faith. Faith is the energy of God.

  136. Faith is the fuel of heaven. Faith is the access

  137. of grace wherever we have because Jesus has commandments, but

  138. you know what he says, about his commandments. Jesus says,

  139. his commandments are not hard. Now, why would the Old

  140. Testament commandments be hard? Why would the Old Testament commandments

  141. be hard to perform? And the commandments of the Lord

  142. would be easy because the absence of faith makes them hard.

  143. This came to them as logos, This comes to us

  144. as Ramaiah. The rama is the living word of God.

  145. The rama is living bread and the privilege of you know,

  146. it's like, not everything hits your appetite the right way

  147. you ever you ever been promised one thing and you

  148. got a different thing, And I know, not everything hits

  149. our appetite. Like sometimes you're in the moon for Chinese

  150. and then they walk in the door with Mexican. You're like,

  151. I thought it was going to be eggfu Young, you're

  152. bringing tacos. You know. Sometimes you're in the moon for right.

  153. Sometimes sometimes your wife's got leftovers. Anybody ever have a

  154. leftover in their home? You know what a leftover is,

  155. And so you pull out all the leftovers, you put

  156. them out on the counter and you're like kind of

  157. like eyeh, and she's like which one, honey, And you're like, well,

  158. not that one, right, So there's no rama on it.

  159. There's no life on that one. That one's two weeks old.

  160. I think it's growing fur, all right, Just shove that

  161. one to one side, No thanks, loving right, So, and

  162. and this is see, the Holy Spirit wants to kiss

  163. the word over your heart. Not just the written word,

  164. but he wants to kiss you with a living word

  165. every day as you pause in the kitchen of intimacy.

  166. Friendship attention intentional could be worse. I don't know what

  167. kind of moves you into the kitchen. I know what

  168. moves me into the kitchen, right, so I know time

  169. spent and there's no real quality without quantity in human relationships,

  170. quality will be highly lacking. If there's no quantity, it

  171. takes quantity to find nuggets of quality. Do you think

  172. it's different with God. It's no different with God. If

  173. you if you don't invest time, but you expect great quality, right,

  174. you might just get wonderbread. Yeah, a lot of a

  175. lot of white air, puffy stuff, you know, right, so

  176. the raccoons won't even eat that stuff. That's like that's

  177. like heels. I don't know. So, but if you invest time,

  178. then you're gonna get the better nutrition, right, Because quality

  179. is somewhat governed by quantity. And it's not just him pressing,

  180. you know, him relating back to us, but it's as

  181. we press into him, you know, relationally, it's the same.

  182. You know, I'm investing in my spouse some quantity, but

  183. the quantity isn't always of high standards, because a thought comes,

  184. and then a squirrel comes, and then and then I

  185. remember something, and then and she's trying to tell me something,

  186. and we're trying to talk through something, and then I

  187. think I gotta grab my phone and take a note

  188. on something, and she's like, do I still have your

  189. attention to any Yeah, that'll just give me a second.

  190. Something gain in my mind. Here it's a valid thing. Love,

  191. it's a valid thing, you know. So even in spousal relationships,

  192. part of what makes the quality really require some quantity

  193. is because we're drawn away. I get drawn away when

  194. I'm in the spiritual kitchen. I'm in the spiritual kitchen

  195. and I'm drawing near to the Lord in worship, in

  196. adoration and thanksgiving, and I want to invest in him,

  197. knowing that he wants to invest in me. But I

  198. got to position my heart to receive what he's going

  199. to invest There's going to be word downloads, there's going

  200. to be good downloads. But I need to position my heart.

  201. And then and then my heart starts going sideways, and

  202. I think of so I gotta get done today, and

  203. then I owe my word. My taxes are due tomorrow,

  204. and then oh my goodness, if I don't get that done,

  205. and then, oh my word, I got to call the land,

  206. so I got to kill. I keep notes with me, right,

  207. and these are these are distraction life savers like I

  208. will write down what's coming to my mind. Sometimes I'll

  209. just open a live email and I won't send it

  210. and I'll just start loading it up with today's stuff. Uh,

  211. so that I don't Once I write it down, I'm

  212. done with it. I don't have to go back to it.

  213. Because I'm investing, because I'm here for quantity intentionally in

  214. this kitchen where holy Spirit, where the presence of Father,

  215. where the ministry of Jesus is here by my invitation,

  216. because because I've paused in this place and we're calling

  217. at the kitchen today, I've paused in this place to

  218. hear from him because I don't want this. I don't

  219. want it to be hard. I don't want rules without revelation.

  220. I don't want blind obedience. I want the bread of Heaven.

  221. I want the release of His revelation over my heart.

  222. I want I want faith. Faith comes by what say

  223. it again, Faith comes by hearing Romanstein seventeen. We could

  224. go there, We've been there before Romanston seventeen. Faith comes

  225. by hearing, but not just general hearing. Faith comes by hearing,

  226. but hearing by the Word of Christ. The word. The

  227. word therein in the passage is rama. So hearing the

  228. scripture doesn't necessarily bring faith. The scripture or the Word,

  229. or the promise or the whisper on your heart, the

  230. leading of the spirit on your heart has to be

  231. quickened by the Holy Spirit and made into a living rama.

  232. So faith doesn't come just by hearing the word, like

  233. the logos. Faith comes by the quickening of the spirit

  234. on that word, making that word alive to your heart, irresistible, powerful,

  235. grace filled, and it ignites faith immediately. It ignites faith.

  236. Even if it's a hard thing. Go give pastor Dwyane

  237. a million dollars. Even if it's a hard thing. I'm

  238. just being silly. But even if it's a hard thing,

  239. if it's God breathed. Then immediately you will sense the

  240. ability for you to lean into it with your faith,

  241. because grace is in the Word, and it's bringing the

  242. potential of faith to your heart. Right And this is

  243. this is how, this is how we're called to live.

  244. We're called to actually live this way. We're not called

  245. just to visit this faith is something we're actually called

  246. to walk by faith. Now, walk by faith. That's an

  247. illustration of every spend every day in faith, every endeavor

  248. by faith. Right. So, faith is always correlated with the Word.

  249. So if it's walked by faith, that really means walk

  250. by the ram of word. If it's if it's lived

  251. by faith, live every day by the rain of word.

  252. So and and here's here's here's the rub is that

  253. I think that it's moderately easy for us to come

  254. into the Kingdom, be born again, born of the spirit,

  255. sins forgiven, uh, baptize in water, have this experience, and

  256. then live like an Old Testament person. Wow, I think

  257. that's actually possible. It's actually possible that we find ourselves

  258. living like an Old Testament person. Now, what I mean

  259. by that is that once we've been in church for

  260. a little while, we've been around religion a little while.

  261. We've been in the Bible a little while. We've been

  262. around Christians a little while, even even attuned to our

  263. own consciousousness, because Roman chapter one says even the Gentiles,

  264. not just the Jews, have the laws of God testifying

  265. in their hearts. And so after we're in Christianity a

  266. little while. If we're not careful, we're living out of

  267. what we know to do, instead of living out of

  268. today's living bread. We're living out of what we know

  269. is a good person. What we know are good deeds,

  270. what we know is decent character, what we know will

  271. not cost us too much pain, what we know we

  272. should do to our neighbor, what we know. We're living

  273. out of what we've come to know, instead of living

  274. out of the bread of heaven. And the bread of

  275. heaven is intimate fellowship today. It's ignited by fellowship today.

  276. That gives me the enablement, the power, the quickening of

  277. the spirit to live by faith today, to walk by

  278. faith today. You all what I'm saying. I think the

  279. further you get, I think, the further you get away

  280. from a devotional experience, the more you're tempted to not

  281. go back to a devotional experience. Now me, I've got

  282. kind of a prohibitive consciousness. So and I was raised

  283. in this, you know, from birth, and so I'm afraid

  284. to sin and so but then you know, if I sin,

  285. or in this case, if I skirt the kitchen and

  286. I figure out I can go around the house another way,

  287. and then I can get upstairs another way. And there's

  288. other ways to get around the house, and I can

  289. get through the yard another way, and then I can

  290. get to the garage another way. I don't even have

  291. to go through the kitchen, if I know. The first

  292. the first day that I do that, I'm like, I'm

  293. looking for lightning bolts. I'm looking for lightning bolts. I'm

  294. looking for like the floor to open up. I'm looking

  295. for lightning bolts. I'm looking for chaos. I'm looking for

  296. the rain cloud. I'm looking for a bad day. I'm

  297. just looking right, And then it didn't happen, like wow, huh,

  298. that's interesting. Day number two. Well, I don't have time

  299. for the kitchen today either. No time for the kitchen,

  300. no time for the kitchen. I think I'll just do

  301. this my own strength. And so I found out, you know,

  302. said number two. I'm just I'm skirting around the kitchen again.

  303. Day number two, Day number two, no lightning bolts, and

  304. I did pretty good. It did pretty good. I did

  305. pretty good. Maybe a couple of sales did all right.

  306. No lightning bolts, no lightning bolts. Floor didn't open up.

  307. Seems okay, seems all right. Yeah, well maybe day number three,

  308. Day number three. Skirt in the kitchen, don't check in

  309. with the fridge, don't get into the bread pantry. Yeah,

  310. uh huh, but no, I'm not, come on though, not

  311. that bad. I said Hallelujah five times today. I said

  312. praise the Lord. Somebody said, how that happened? I said,

  313. God didn't so I acknowledged him. I acknowledged him. Don't

  314. be judging me too bad. But I'm beginning to think

  315. maybe this intimate stuff ain't it all that's cracked up

  316. to me. I'm beginning to think maybe I don't need

  317. it all that much. After all, I'm beginning to think

  318. I'm doing pretty good. I'm doing pretty good. I didn't

  319. even send that much. I didn't I didn't even send

  320. that much. Uh huh. I'm pretty cool. Well, I mean,

  321. I know what it takes to live a good life.

  322. I know what it takes to I know what it

  323. takes that you pay your bills. You know you give

  324. honor where it's due. You act like a good person.

  325. Come on, I got a little bit of law written

  326. in my heart. It's okay. Five days in, six days

  327. in seven days in I don't know if I need

  328. to go back. Why do I need to go back

  329. to that kitchen? Why don't we just blow it up?

  330. Why do we need a kitchen in the house anyway? Now,

  331. I'm living like an Old Testament person, but I'm claiming

  332. to be royalty. I'm claiming to be a New Testament person,

  333. but I'm living like an Old Testament person. This is

  334. super common. I'm telling you, probably not in this church,

  335. but this is super common with Christians who were just

  336. checking into church, checking the church box. Got the church

  337. box up here, We're going to check the church box.

  338. But they are not. They are not spending time in

  339. the kitchen of heaven. They're not spending time and fellowship

  340. with God. They're not spending quality so that they get

  341. the quantity of the deposit that brings faith, that brings revelation,

  342. that brings grace, that brings strength that brings life. They're

  343. not doing it, and the further you go without doing it,

  344. the more you think you are indestructible. It's called deception.

  345. You know, when you're deceived, you don't know you are.

  346. That's true. That's why it's called deceived, because you you

  347. don't know you're deceived when you're deceived. So Papa's just

  348. calling us back. He's called He's called Papa, He's called

  349. Papa Romans eight fourteen through seventeen. That this relationship he's

  350. called us to, it's not one of slavery back under fear,

  351. and it's one of sonship where we have been brought

  352. near to father, and we call him Abbah, we call

  353. him the term of endearment, we call him daddy. So

  354. we're not afraid to go to the kitchen because it's

  355. not about rules and regulations in the kitchen. It's about

  356. the nourishment of what we need for this day's challenges,

  357. what we need for this day's situation, what we need

  358. for this day's opportunities, what we need for this day's vision,

  359. what we need for this day's provision, what we need

  360. for this day's insight, what we need for this day's needs.

  361. This one over here, it's prohibition oriented. Do not touch,

  362. do not taste, do not it's prohibition oriented. But this

  363. one over here, it's life giving. This is life giving.

  364. Why in the world are we avoiding the kitchen when

  365. this is Papa preparing something for us in he's there

  366. and he's preparing something for us. That is life giving. Hallelujah.

  367. This one over here, the relationship is central. God and

  368. didn't want robots. He never wanted legalistic robots. Relationship is central, relational.

  369. It's central, central, central, central, central, over here, over here.

  370. Let's go on. Let's go on. I'm gonna go to

  371. John fifteen. We're gonna close with this, John fifteen, John fifteen,

  372. let's start it. Verse seven. I used the I used

  373. the New Americans standard, but I like I like the

  374. King of James better. You know on this I'm old.

  375. But it says if you remain in me. Oh, we

  376. got the King James up. Look at that. Wow, they

  377. heard me for service, God bless America. Uh, if you

  378. abide in me and my words and my words. Now again,

  379. this is interesting. There's only two words for word in

  380. the Bible. There's only two. There's logos, and there's rama.

  381. There's only two words for word, two words for word.

  382. He was the word made flesh, the living word now

  383. dwells in us. It says, if you abide in me

  384. and my Rama abides in you, it's good. It doesn't

  385. say if you know the laws. It doesn't say if

  386. you know what was said. It doesn't. It doesn't say

  387. if you know what was It doesn't say if you

  388. know what you should do based on what God had said.

  389. It doesn't say if you've got the whole Bible memorized church.

  390. If you abide in me, dwell remain find your life.

  391. If you abide in me and my words, my rama,

  392. my living Word abides in you. Some of us in

  393. this room have only had one rama in our entire lives,

  394. and that was a salvation rama. Some of us in

  395. this room have only had two ramas or three ramas.

  396. Some of you could count on one hand how many

  397. ramas you've had, because your intimacy has been so shallow.

  398. Others of us in this room we know what it

  399. is to abide in the Rama, the living Word over

  400. our hearts, because we've pressed in and received and recognized

  401. and taken a note, and we're actually governing our lives

  402. according to the rama we've received. But we all have

  403. the same exact privilege to have the living word of

  404. God written on our hearts. And it comes in such

  405. a way that when He speaks over you, right when

  406. he speaks over you, you recognize it. And if you

  407. recognize how powerful it is to have that, you begin

  408. to yearn for that. Like there's no high like the

  409. high of God releasing a word over your heart. There

  410. is no dope like the dope of God releasing a

  411. word of your heart. There is no wine like the

  412. wine of God releasing a word of your heart. There

  413. is nothing that takes I mean you know often when

  414. it happens to me, I get goosebumps from head to toe. Right,

  415. you know what I'm talking about. Anybody in this room

  416. know what I'm talking about. So he says, if you

  417. abide in me and my Raima, will you choose more

  418. than a legalistic relationship with your father? Will you choose

  419. more than dos and don'ts with your father? Will you

  420. choose more than just leaning into what you once knew

  421. to live a good do good as life today? Will

  422. you choose to go to the kitchen in the spirit,

  423. whatever that looks like in your world, and stay there

  424. until you get rama, until you get word that you

  425. can live on, Word that you can have vision with,

  426. Word that will direct your steps, Word that will keep

  427. you in that marriage when everything tells you to leave.

  428. Word that will cause you to love your children. This

  429. is why the Lord said, my commandments are not grievous.

  430. My commandments are easy. They're easy because they're rama, and

  431. rama has grace and faith built in it. If you

  432. will do this, you can ask what you wish and

  433. it will be done for you. See the impossible miracle

  434. working prayer is on the other side of raymon. It's

  435. not on the other side of logos. It's not on

  436. the other side of your daily devotions. But daily devotions,

  437. the quantity of daily devotions open up a quality opportunity

  438. for Holy Spirit to quicken something to my heart. And

  439. when it's quickened, I can ask, decree, require in the

  440. spirit realm, and it'll be done. My Father is glorified

  441. in this that you bear much fruit and so prove

  442. to be my disciples. How do we prove? How is

  443. it proven that we are his disciples? Not with our

  444. good deeds. It's wonderful that I'm not coveting my neighbor's stuff.

  445. It's wonderful that I'm not going to lie today or

  446. steal today. But that's not how I prove to be

  447. a disciple of a miracle working God. I prove to

  448. be a disciple of a miracle working God because I

  449. partner with Rama. And when I partner with Rama, things

  450. begin to happen through my life that are bigger than

  451. why I could do, and greater than what I deserve,

  452. things that are unexplainable by my good works. That's how

  453. we prove to be disciples. You bear much fruit and

  454. prove to be my disciples. This is the Father loved me.

  455. I also love you and remain in my love if

  456. you keep my commandments. In the midst of the nutrition.

  457. In the midst of the nutrition of the kitchen, there

  458. are servings of broccoli, carrots. Oh not everything's a butterfinger.

  459. There are servings of celery. There are other items. He

  460. calls them commandments. When we keep his commandments, we show

  461. him that we love him. You will remain in my love,

  462. just as I have kept my father's commandments and remain

  463. in his love. These things I've spoken to you, so

  464. that my joy may be in you and that your

  465. joy may be full. Let's stand even the joy, even

  466. the joy. Let's say joy, even the joy that He

  467. has in us and the joy you have in the

  468. spirit is related to the raima. It's not related to

  469. the logos. It's not related to that Bible you carry around.

  470. It's related to the Bible alive in your heart. It's

  471. related to the word he spoke over you. Can I

  472. tell you something, Joel and I just celebrated forty t

  473. years of marriage. No, no, not much credit to me,

  474. No no, no. Listen listen. I am a hormone filled

  475. young man at twenty four years old, hormone filled, high

  476. testosterone man at twenty four who were named I asked

  477. somebody your name. They told me your name. I went

  478. home to my apartment in Bellevue. I opened up the annual,

  479. and I'm going through the names freshman looking for Joel

  480. Robertson when my finger hit her photo. Now listen, listen, listen.

  481. I was extremely I was homely, but I was bold.

  482. I had more dates than you can imagine. I dated

  483. more girls than you can imagine from fifteen to twenty four,

  484. and I wanted the right one, and I had made

  485. lists of everything I wanted in a woman. Right when

  486. my finger hit her picture, I heard the Holy Spirit say,

  487. that's your wife. Nothing else mattered, literally, nothing else mattered.

  488. That word still has life on it today. When God

  489. gives you a rama, there's life on that rama. That

  490. life will sustain you through every peril, every problem, every coldie,

  491. if you will stay, if you will abide in the rama,

  492. abide in the rama. That's why we celebrated forty two years.

  493. That's why we got forty two more to go. Because

  494. Papa was in it, and he chose the best for

  495. me in the kitchen, not the best above every other woman,

  496. the best for what I needed. She's not above every

  497. ever the woman. She's what I needed because he knows

  498. what we need, and everything he's serving us in the

  499. kitchen is exactly what we need. It's what we need.

  500. Hands up everywhere across the room, Holy Spirit, we repent

  501. right now of avoiding the kitchen, skirting the kitchen, getting

  502. around the house other ways, getting out to the garage,

  503. and getting out into our big world without stopping in

  504. that kitchen or Papa's there preparing nourishment where you show it. Jesus,

  505. the Christ is there with directives and insight and understanding.

  506. For Holy Spirit is there loosing revelation on our hearts

  507. and over us. We repent of it. We're coming back

  508. right now, right now, we're coming back. We're restarting that

  509. in our lives. Holy Spirit. You show us what it

  510. looks like. You show us how to fit it in,

  511. how to make it happen. You show us what that

  512. quantity looks like to get to that quality, Holy Spirit,

  513. don't let us be deceived again, Holy Spirit. We don't

  514. want the fruit that our strength brings forth and then

  515. be satisfied with that. We want supernatural fruit. We want

  516. miracle fruit. We want fruit that goes beyond the explanation

  517. of our natural ability or strength. We want to abide

  518. your love and remain in your love. We want to

  519. be the source of your joy, Jesus, and we want

  520. to be so exuding with joy because we've acted on

  521. the rama. We pledge ourselves to this right now in

  522. Jesus' name, and everybody shouted