Sermon
Our Personal God
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It is an honor to be with you all here this morning to fill in for Jason,
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and hopefully I can do half as well as we look at God's word this morning.
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Psalm 139, to the choir master, a psalm of David.
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O Lord, you have searched me and known me.
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You know when I sit down and when I rise up.
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You discern my thoughts from afar.
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You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways.
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Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it all together.
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You hem me in behind and before and lay your hand upon me.
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Such knowledge is too wonderful for me.
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It is high.
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I cannot attain it.
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Where shall I go from your spirit?
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Or where shall I flee from your presence?
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If I ascend to heaven, you are there.
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If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there.
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If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
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even there your hand shall lead me and your right hand shall hold me.
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If I say, surely the darkness shall cover me and the light about me be night.
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Even the darkness is not dark to you.
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The night is bright as the day, for darkness is as light with you.
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For you formed my inward parts.
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You knitted me together in my mother's womb.
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I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
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Wonderful are your works.
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My soul knows it very well.
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My frame was not hidden from you.
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When I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth,
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your eyes saw my unformed substance.
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In your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me,
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when as yet there were none of them.
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How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
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How vast is the sum of them!
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If I could count them, there are more than the sand.
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I awake, and I am still with you.
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Oh, that you would slay the wicked, O God!
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O men of blood, depart from me!
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They speak against you with malicious intent.
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Your enemies take your name in vain.
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Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord?
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And do I not loathe those who rise up against you?
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I hate them with complete hatred.
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I count them my enemies.
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Search me, O God, and know my heart.
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Try me and know my thoughts.
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See if there be any grievous way in me,
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and lead me in the way everlasting.
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The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of the God is everlasting.
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You may be seated.
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My note, my bookmarks are falling out.
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There we go.
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A.W. Tozer, in his book, The Knowledge of the Holy, begins his book this way.
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What comes into our minds when we think about God is the most important thing about us.
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For this reason, the gravest question before the church is always God himself.
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And the most portentous or important fact of any man is not necessarily what at any given time he may say or do,
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but what deep in his heart he conceives God to be like.
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We tend by a secret law of the soul to move toward our mental image of God.
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So in other words, if I can paraphrase, our conception or our understanding of who God is
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will help to orient us in our daily walk,
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in how we worship,
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the direction of our families,
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and ultimately the direction of our church.
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So this morning, as we begin,
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how would you describe God?
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What's some of the first things to come to mind when you think of who God is?
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Is he loving?
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Merciful?
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Powerful?
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Maybe he's limited.
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Maybe he's angry.
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He's unfair.
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Is God intimate and personal to you today?
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This morning?
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Have you built trust with God?
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Have you built a relationship with him?
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Or perhaps where you are right now, he is distant.
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Maybe impersonal.
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Maybe he's a philosophical, abstract idea.
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Something you haven't grasped personally yet.
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Maybe most importantly is your description and understanding of who God is
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biblical and accurate.
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Well, wherever you are this morning,
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as we look at Psalm 139,
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I want each and every one of you to be able to walk out of here
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with a right understanding of who God is.
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If our conception of God is the most important thing about us,
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then I think it behooves us
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to ensure that we have a right understanding of God,
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to dive into the scriptures,
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to look at it.
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If you're here this morning,
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and maybe you don't even agree with the premise of what I just read,
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well then let me, hopefully this next 30 minutes,
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will help to persuade you
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that you really need to think about who God is.
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By seeing who God is,
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we must strive to align our perspective and our conception,
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lest we violate the second commandment,
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and we create an image of God
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in our own making.
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So Holy Spirit,
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I ask that you will
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open our eyes,
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our minds,
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our hearts,
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that we may have the same understanding of God
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that David the psalmist has.
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Before we begin and dive in,
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let us go before God in prayer.
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Oh God,
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your word is more precious than fine gold
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and sweeter than purest honey.
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As we turn to look to your scripture,
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send your Holy Spirit to infuse your word with truth and grace,
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so the good news of your personal love and care and provision
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would shine before us this morning
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and delight our senses,
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so that we cannot help but to respond with wonder,
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worship,
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faith,
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and trust.
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Lord,
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help me now to proclaim your truth
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so that we may know you better.
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In Christ's holy name,
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Amen.
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As we look at the scripture,
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as we look at Psalm 139,
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depending on how your Bible breaks it out,
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you may see that there are essentially four stanzas.
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Verses 1 through 6,
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7 through 12,
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13 through 18,
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and 19 through 24.
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Each of these stanzas are made up of the first four verses.
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David provides a theme for us.
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And then the last two verses of each stanza
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are a little couplet
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that emphasize or reinvigorate that theme.
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If you are here this morning taking notes,
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I have a little line or term for each of these stanzas.
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They all begin with the sound N,
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but as my young daughter is learning,
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not every word that starts with an N starts with an N.
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Sometimes we're going to start with a K.
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So the first stanza is God knows you.
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That's the one that starts with a K.
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The second stanza is God is near you.
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The third stanza,
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God knit you.
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God created you.
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And the fourth stanza,
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God is the nemesis of the wicked.
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Not a common word,
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but I'll explain that one as we get there.
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Join me and look with me there at the first stanza.
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God knows you.
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Oh Lord, you have searched me and known me.
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When I go to Google
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and I'm searching for something on the internet,
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it's not because I know what it is
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before I search for it, right?
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But this is not the idea of God searching us
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as if God does not know something about us.
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This term here is used for a thorough examination.
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God is examining us,
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is searching us intimately and deeply.
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And the idea of knowing here
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is knowing us at an intimate,
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deep, personal level.
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The word for Lord here is Yahweh,
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Almighty God, Lord of hosts,
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the Almighty Creator God knows you.
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What an amazing and sobering thought.
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And then David goes on to describe
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some of the ways that God knows us.
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Verse two, you know when I sit down
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and when I rise up.
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God knows everything the psalmist does.
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Whether resting,
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watching TV,
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reading a book,
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working,
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exercising,
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using your phone,
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eating a meal.
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God knows what you are doing.
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He discerns his thoughts from afar.
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Before we take any actions,
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God knows our invisible thoughts.
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And not just your thoughts,
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but the motivations for the actions you have.
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These are thoughts that flitter through our mind
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and are gone again.
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Sometimes these are embarrassing thoughts
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as we think about what God has seen in our minds.
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These are the deep,
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heartful longings and desires
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upon which we dwell
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and mull over
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our heart longs for.
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Nothing is hidden from God.
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Verse three,
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you search out my path
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and my lying down
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and are acquainted with all of my ways.
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The concept of path here
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has to do with the public areas.
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When we go out to the store,
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we're at work,
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God knows.
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The idea of lying down
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is privacy
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and the privacy of your own home.
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The four walls of your house
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do not block God's view
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from what is happening
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inside of your house.
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There is nowhere we can go
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that God does not know about.
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Now one thing that David
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did not have to deal with
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is smartphones or computers.
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But God knows where you go digitally
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just as much as physically.
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The Lord is intimately acquainted
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with all of our ways.
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Look at verse four,
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even before a word is on my tongue,
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behold, O Lord,
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you know it all together.
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The Lord knows what you're going to say
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before you even say it.
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And then the negative phrasing here
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that David uses
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is a poetic way
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of noting the emphasis.
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Even before a word is on my tongue.
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The Lord knows what I'm going to say
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in five minutes,
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even though I don't know exactly
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what I'm going to say yet.
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Hopefully based on my notes,
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I have a semblance of any idea
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of what I'm going to say.
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But I don't know what I'm going to say
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in five minutes.
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The Lord knows perfectly
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what will come out of my mouth.
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Though we might try to conceal
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what we're thinking
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from other people,
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God knows.
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And the totality
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and the completeness
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is emphasized
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in that final word
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of verse four,
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all together.
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You and I cannot deceive God.
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God knows who I am.
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God knows who you are.
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God knows who you are.
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To emphasize this,
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David in verse five continues,
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you hem me in
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behind and before
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and you lay your hand upon me.
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This idea of hemming in
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is to surround us.
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You and I cannot escape
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God's knowledge of us.
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He is behind us,
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scouting out before us.
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He's flanking on our left,
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guiding us on the right.
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Nothing is going to get past
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God to us
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without his knowledge.
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And under his watch,
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there is nothing
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we can ever do
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to outmaneuver
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or outsmart
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our Heavenly Father.
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Remember Jonah?
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What did Jonah try to do?
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He ran away
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from God's instruction
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to go and preach
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at Nineveh.
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He tried to go
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the direct opposite direction.
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Was there a point
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where God didn't know
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where Jonah was?
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No, of course not.
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God knew where Jonah was
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the entire time.
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He sent the storm
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to remind Jonah.
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And as they threw Jonah overboard
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in the midst of the sea,
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God provided a fish
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to swallow Jonah up
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to save him from drowning.
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It was the first recorded
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prayer meeting
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under the sea.
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The Lord's hand
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was there with Jonah
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to preserve
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and to protect
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and to guide
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despite Jonah's
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direct rebellion
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and disobedience.
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Similarly,
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the hand of God
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here in Psalm 139
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is not a hand
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of oppression.
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It's a hand
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of care,
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of guidance,
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of provision
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and protection.
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I'm reminded
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of Jesus'
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reassurance.
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my father
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is greater
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than all
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and no one
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is able
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to snatch
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a single one
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of my sheep
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that hear
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the shepherd's voice
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out of my father's hands.
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John 10.
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There is no
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safer place
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to be
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than in the hands
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of the son
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and of almighty God.
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Now,
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before we look
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at verse 6,
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I want you to look down
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in your Bible
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and count
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the number
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of times
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that the words
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I and my
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are used
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while I get
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a sip of water.
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Would you have
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the number?
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Go ahead
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and shout it out.
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Go ahead.
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You have a number?
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Go ahead.
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I'm going to make
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this a little bit
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interactive.
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I don't know
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if Jason ever
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do this.
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How many
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I's and my's
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there,
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depending on
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your version
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of scripture
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there?
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I'm sorry,
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yeah,
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for verses
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1 through 5.
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1 through 5.
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I should have
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been more
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explicit.
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8?
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Somebody's got
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8?
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Anybody else
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have a different
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number?
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I've got 11
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in my version
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of the ESV.
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I know,
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I have an older
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version of the ESV.
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11 times
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in those first
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5 verses,
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David uses
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the term
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my or I.
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What's the point
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of pointing this out?
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Couldn't David,
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the psalmist,
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have just said
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God knows
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everything?
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God is
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omniscient?
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He would have
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been correct,
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right?
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If he had just
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said God
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knows everything.
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But that's not
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what David
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chose to do.
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God's knowledge
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of us,
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God's knowledge
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of everything
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is not an
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abstract,
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theoretical
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construct.
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God's knowledge
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of you and I
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is deeply
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personal.
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It is
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experiential.
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Hence the
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title of my
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message this
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morning,
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our personal
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God.
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God knows
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my ins
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and outs,
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my likes,
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my dislikes,
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my habits,
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my hobbies,
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my weaknesses,
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my sins,
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my deepest
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desires and
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struggles.
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God knows
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everything
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about who
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I am.
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The false
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gods
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that were
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worshipped in
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the ancient
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Near East
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were not
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personal.
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those that
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didn't actually
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interact with
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people,
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with humans,
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were not
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caring,
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were not
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loving.
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In contrast,
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David, I think,
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is intentionally
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drawing a deep
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contrast in
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calling out the
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intimate,
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personal relationship
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that the
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Heavenly Father
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has with
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David.
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God is
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loving.
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He is
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caring.
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He wants
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to get to
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know us.
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And what
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is David's
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response to
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God knowing
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him,
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everything he
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does and
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says and
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thinks?
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Look there
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at verse
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six.
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Such knowledge
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is too
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wonderful for
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me.
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It is high.
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I cannot
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attain it.
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The
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psalmist here
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cries out and
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is praising God
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for his
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knowledge.
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At the
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same time,
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he is
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comforted and
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encouraged that
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God knows
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everything about
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him.
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Do you
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find God's
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intimate,
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personal
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knowledge of
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everything you
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say and do
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and think
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comforting?
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Or deep
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down,
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does it
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terrify us
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just a little
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bit,
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that God
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knows our
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deepest
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secrets?
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Dwell on
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that for
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now.
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We're going
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to circle
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back near
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the end
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here.
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So the
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first point
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is God
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knows you.
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The second
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stanza,
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God is
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near us.
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Look there
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at verse
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seven.
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Where should
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I go from
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your spirit?
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Or where
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shall I flee
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from your
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presence?
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These are
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purely
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rhetorical
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questions.
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The psalmist
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here is not
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necessarily
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trying to
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flee God,
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but rather
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it's a
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figure of
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speech.
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If I
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were to
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run away,
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where can
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I go?
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And he
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provides some
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examples.
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Verse eight,
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if I ascend
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to heaven,
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you are
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there.
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If I
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make my
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bed in
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Sheol,
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you are
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there.
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Whether I
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go to the
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skies,
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heavens,
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whether I
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go under
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the ground
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to the
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ground,
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Sheol,
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God is
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there.
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These are
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the vertical
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extremes of
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David's world
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then.
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Verse nine,
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if I take
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the wings of
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the morning
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and dwell in
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the uttermost
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parts of
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the sea,
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again,
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the wings of
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the morning,
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the sun is
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rising in
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the east.
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Where Israel
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was to the
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west would
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have been the
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Mediterranean Sea,
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the extent
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of the
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known world
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at that
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time,
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dwell in
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the uttermost
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parts of
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the sea.
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Israel was
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not a
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great seafaring
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nation,
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so David's
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understanding of
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the sea would
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have been a
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little limited,
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but he
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understands that
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if he goes to
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the farthest
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extent of what
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David knows the
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world to be
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then,
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God will still
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be there.
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So the east
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or the west?
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And not
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just that God
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will be there,
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but God's
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hand is on
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him.
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Look at
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verse 10.
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Even there
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your hand
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shall still
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lead me,
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and your
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right hand
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shall hold
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me.
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This is the
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leading,
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protecting,
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shepherding,
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and caring
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hand of the
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Lord that
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harkens back
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to what I
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was just
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talking about
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in verse
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five.
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That David's
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like,
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ah,
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maybe darkness,
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maybe darkness
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can hide me.
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Verse 11.
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If I say,
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surely the
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darkness shall
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cover me,
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and the light
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about me at
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night,
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but even the
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darkness is
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not dark to
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you.
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The night is
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as bright as
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the day,
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for darkness
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is as light
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with you.
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It might be
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difficult for you
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and I to see
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in the dark,
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but the dark
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does not hide
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us from God.
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God can see
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in the dark
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just like we
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can see here
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this morning.
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He sees
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everything that
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happens under
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the cover of
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night.
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Thus,
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as we see
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David here,
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both God's
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omniscience,
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God's knowing
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everything,
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and his
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omnipresence,
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God being
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everywhere,
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both of these
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things are
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comforting and
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encouraging to
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David.
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All of us
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have various
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moments of our
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lives,
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walked through
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the valley
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of the
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shadow of
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death,
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whether
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oppression
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or opposition
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in this
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world,
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loneliness,
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despair,
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depression,
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poverty,
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want,
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abuse,
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neglect,
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whatever your
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life experience
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is,
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God has
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been with
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you,
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and God
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is with
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you today.
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even more
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importantly,
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for those of
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us in
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Christ here
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this morning,
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who are
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walking by
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faith and
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holding to
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Christ's death
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on the cross
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as the
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payment for
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a penalty
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for our
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sins,
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we have
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now the
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comforter,
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the Holy
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Spirit,
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who has
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sealed us
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and is
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dwelling within
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us this
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morning.
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Almighty
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God has
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taken up
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residence in
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you this
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morning.
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This is
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something that
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we have in
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the New
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Testament,
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the New
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Covenant,
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that David
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would not
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necessarily
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be experienced
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fully in
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the Old
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Covenant.
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I'm reminded
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of Romans
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8.
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There is
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nothing,
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neither death,
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nor life,
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nor angels,
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nor rulers,
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nor things
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present,
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nor things
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to come,
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nor powers,
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nor height,
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nor depth,
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nor anything
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else in all
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of creation
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will be able
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to separate
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you from
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the love of
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God in
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Christ Jesus
-
our Lord.
-
What a
-
comforting
-
reminder
-
that God's
-
presence
-
brings to
-
us.
-
You might
-
know that
-
God is
-
near.
-
You might
-
agree,
-
but you
-
really live
-
like God
-
is near.
-
You can,
-
and you
-
should.
-
You should
-
shout out
-
to him,
-
God is
-
near you.
-
This is
-
what David
-
wants us
-
to understand
-
about God.
-
God
-
knit you
-
together.
-
God
-
created
-
you.
-
Look at
-
verse 13
-
with me.
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For you,
-
you being
-
God,
-
for you
-
formed my
-
inward
-
parts.
-
You
-
knitted me
-
together
-
in my
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mother's
-
womb.
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God
-
formed your
-
inward
-
parts.
-
If these
-
first two
-
points,
-
these first
-
two stanzas
-
of Psalm
-
139 don't
-
get this
-
point across,
-
David is
-
going to
-
get even
-
more intimate
-
and more
-
personal in
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the third
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stanza.
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This word
-
knitted is
-
often used
-
for tapestries.
-
If you've
-
ever seen a
-
tapestry of
-
all the
-
threads woven
-
together to
-
form a
-
beautiful picture,
-
if you flip it
-
around, what's
-
it look like?
-
Y'all ever
-
seen that
-
before?
-
It's a
-
mess,
-
yeah.
-
You look
-
inside of us,
-
it might look
-
like a jumbled
-
mess,
-
but God
-
has created
-
and knitted
-
us together.
-
God has
-
formed our
-
genes, our
-
DNA, our
-
organs, our
-
muscles, our
-
sinews, our
-
veins, skin,
-
hair, in
-
just the way
-
he wanted.
-
Nowadays
-
say, there's
-
probably something
-
about us that
-
we wish God
-
had made a
-
little bit
-
different.
-
But he
-
made you
-
just the way
-
he wanted.
-
He gave
-
you personality.
-
He gave
-
you a
-
temperament.
-
He gave
-
you certain
-
skills.
-
He gave
-
you certain
-
abilities.
-
He gave
-
you a
-
unique
-
laugh.
-
He gave
-
you unique
-
fingerprints.
-
All of
-
this is
-
unique to
-
you.
-
And the
-
psalmist
-
David here
-
in verse
-
14, he
-
can't help
-
but just
-
stop himself
-
and just
-
praise God
-
for what
-
he has
-
done for
-
David.
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I praise
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you for I
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am fearfully
-
and wonderfully
-
made.
-
Wonderful
-
are your
-
works.
-
My soul
-
knows it
-
very well.
-
I have a
-
brother who
-
is a medical
-
doctor and
-
I have a
-
brother-in-law
-
now who
-
has just
-
graduated from
-
medical school
-
and every
-
time we get
-
together and
-
discuss about
-
the beauty
-
and intricacies
-
of the human
-
body, I
-
cannot fathom
-
how other
-
people in the
-
world can
-
look at the
-
human body,
-
the genomes,
-
the DNA,
-
the structure
-
of the
-
eye, how
-
they believe
-
that they
-
have been
-
formed by
-
random
-
mathematical
-
chance that
-
originated in
-
a pool of
-
water.
-
I can't
-
fathom it.
-
I was going
-
to list off
-
some amazing
-
facts of the
-
human body
-
but I was
-
already running
-
long so I'm
-
going to mention
-
one.
-
The ability
-
of the human
-
body to heal
-
itself is
-
amazing if you
-
think about it.
-
from a
-
little paper
-
cut to a
-
broken bone
-
to viruses
-
to disease
-
God has
-
created the
-
human body
-
to recuperate
-
to heal
-
itself.
-
Just
-
astounding.
-
Everything about
-
how our bodies
-
point to a
-
designer and a
-
creator.
-
David continues
-
God's eyes
-
saw our
-
unformed
-
substance.
-
Even before
-
we were
-
God saw
-
us.
-
In your
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book were
-
written every
-
one of
-
them the
-
days that
-
were formed
-
for me
-
when as
-
yet there
-
were none
-
of them.
-
God has
-
been near
-
you not
-
just since
-
you were
-
born but
-
he has
-
been with
-
you since
-
you were
-
in your
-
mother's
-
womb.
-
If he
-
goes further
-
he knows
-
all of
-
your days
-
that were
-
already written
-
down in
-
his book
-
the idea
-
of a
-
journal or
-
a commentary
-
before you
-
existed for
-
a single
-
day
-
God knew
-
everything
-
about you.
-
No one
-
else can
-
see this
-
book.
-
No one
-
not even
-
yourself can
-
ever change
-
any part of
-
what God
-
has written.
-
You cannot
-
add a day
-
you cannot
-
subtract a
-
day for
-
God has
-
already numbered
-
your days.
-
Everything
-
that I do
-
everything
-
that you
-
do
-
God
-
already
-
knows.
-
His
-
knowledge
-
is
-
complete
-
and
-
perfect.
-
Now I'd
-
be remiss
-
here if I
-
didn't point
-
out that
-
this passage
-
is one of
-
the strongest
-
evidences from
-
the Bible
-
in support
-
of the
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personhood
-
of the
-
preborn.
-
One of the
-
common phrases
-
that the
-
world uses
-
is that
-
I can do
-
whatever I
-
want with
-
my body.
-
this assumes
-
that the
-
preborn is
-
just a part
-
of a
-
woman's
-
body.
-
Based on
-
the science
-
we have
-
today and
-
the evidence
-
of scriptures
-
here this
-
morning,
-
especially
-
some of the
-
pronouns that
-
David uses
-
here,
-
which clearly
-
distinguishes
-
his body,
-
his preborn
-
body,
-
from his
-
mother's
-
body,
-
we have
-
a distinct
-
and biblical
-
evidence for
-
the personhood
-
of the
-
preborn.
-
We do
-
well to
-
understand
-
why
-
we
-
protect
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the
-
preborn.
-
What is
-
David's
-
response to
-
all this
-
knowledge of
-
what God
-
has done
-
to knit
-
him
-
together?
-
Look there
-
at verse
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17.
-
How precious
-
to me are
-
your thoughts,
-
O God!
-
How vast
-
is the sum
-
of them!
-
If I
-
could count
-
them,
-
they are
-
more than
-
the sand.
-
I awake
-
and I am
-
still with
-
you.
-
This idea
-
of precious
-
is that
-
they're worthy
-
they're
-
heavy.
-
How many
-
are God's
-
thoughts?
-
More than
-
the sand.
-
God's
-
thoughts
-
encompass
-
our entire
-
lives.
-
He knows
-
what is
-
best for
-
us,
-
not today,
-
not just
-
tomorrow,
-
not just
-
next month,
-
not in
-
five years,
-
but for
-
eternity.
-
Being able
-
to retain
-
this much
-
information is
-
unfathomable
-
to me.
-
Talking to
-
the guys
-
here first,
-
let's be
-
honest,
-
you and
-
I can
-
barely have
-
two or
-
three thoughts
-
at the
-
same time,
-
right?
-
Ladies,
-
maybe you
-
can handle
-
a hundred
-
thoughts
-
at the
-
same time,
-
but that
-
is still
-
well short
-
of what
-
our Heavenly
-
Father can
-
fathom all
-
at the
-
same time.
-
He knows
-
our thoughts.
-
He knows
-
the thoughts
-
of everyone
-
here this
-
morning,
-
including
-
those who
-
are daydreaming
-
and not
-
paying attention
-
to me while
-
I'm joining
-
on up here.
-
If you're
-
daydreaming,
-
God knows
-
your thoughts.
-
Come back,
-
hear me out,
-
listen to
-
this.
-
God
-
personally
-
knows
-
you.
-
God is
-
personally
-
near to
-
you.
-
God
-
writing all
-
the days
-
of our
-
lives
-
point to
-
a big
-
truth of
-
scripture
-
that God
-
is sovereign.
-
This is a
-
big word
-
that means
-
that God
-
is powerful.
-
He is in
-
control of
-
everything.
-
This can
-
be a
-
comfort and
-
a consolation
-
to us
-
because we
-
know that
-
nothing can
-
happen to
-
us that
-
God already
-
doesn't
-
know.
-
In
-
plenty,
-
in want,
-
in health,
-
in pain,
-
in comfort,
-
in suffering,
-
we often
-
want to
-
know how
-
our lives
-
are going
-
to turn
-
out.
-
What is
-
the Lord
-
doing?
-
But David
-
says here,
-
I trust
-
you,
-
O Lord,
-
for your
-
thoughts are
-
precious.
-
They are
-
worthy.
-
You have
-
written all
-
the days
-
of my
-
life.
-
I can't
-
begin to
-
fathom and
-
count your
-
knowledge.
-
It is too
-
wonderful for
-
me.
-
Now the
-
matter of
-
God's
-
sovereignty is
-
a heavy
-
topic and
-
we don't
-
have the
-
time or
-
place this
-
morning to
-
dive in
-
and fully
-
unpack it,
-
but one
-
application that
-
I do want
-
us to consider
-
this morning.
-
It is
-
not wise or
-
fruitful for
-
us to
-
ever have
-
to worry
-
or be
-
anxious about
-
what's going
-
to happen
-
tomorrow.
-
The Lord
-
in the
-
Gospels
-
himself warns
-
us not to
-
be anxious
-
for tomorrow,
-
for our
-
Heavenly
-
Father knows
-
all that
-
you need.
-
What does
-
he say
-
next?
-
But seek
-
first the
-
kingdom of
-
God and
-
his
-
righteousness,
-
and all
-
these things,
-
food,
-
clothing,
-
housing,
-
provision,
-
will be added
-
to you.
-
We are
-
to live
-
by faith
-
day in
-
and day
-
out.
-
Our
-
understanding,
-
our grasp
-
of God's
-
provision and
-
plan for
-
us should
-
strengthen our
-
faith as
-
the Lord
-
works everything
-
out for
-
our good
-
and his
-
glory.
-
Trusting in
-
God should
-
increase our
-
love and
-
affection for
-
him and
-
increase our
-
passion and
-
zeal for
-
worshiping
-
him.
-
David is
-
pretty clear
-
in stanza
-
four that
-
not everyone
-
acknowledges
-
this God.
-
This God
-
that knows
-
you, that
-
is near you,
-
that has
-
knit you
-
together.
-
There are
-
people, maybe
-
even within
-
the church,
-
that conduct
-
their lives as
-
if God did
-
not know
-
them, as
-
if God is
-
not watching
-
them, as
-
if God did
-
not know
-
their very
-
being.
-
we see a
-
rather jarring
-
shift in
-
David's tone
-
and content,
-
the vengeance
-
of the Lord.
-
Or as I
-
put it, to
-
keep my
-
Baptist
-
not
-
alliteration
-
consonants,
-
no I should
-
have looked
-
that up,
-
whatever, to
-
keep the
-
ends going,
-
God is the
-
nemesis of
-
the wicked.
-
The nemesis
-
is retributive
-
justice.
-
A common
-
definition might
-
be arch enemy.
-
A little
-
more archaic
-
definition that's
-
not as common
-
now, it's the
-
agent of
-
someone's
-
downfall.
-
God will
-
bring vengeance
-
and God is
-
the nemesis
-
of the
-
wicked.
-
Look at
-
verses 19
-
with me.
-
David shifts
-
his tone and
-
says, oh that
-
you would slay
-
the wicked,
-
oh God,
-
oh men of
-
blood, depart
-
from me.
-
They speak
-
against you
-
with malicious
-
intent.
-
Your enemies
-
take your
-
name in
-
vain.
-
Do I not
-
hate those
-
who hate
-
you, oh
-
Lord?
-
And do I
-
not loathe
-
those who
-
rise up
-
against you?
-
I hate
-
them with
-
complete
-
hatred.
-
I count
-
them my
-
enemies.
-
This is
-
what's called
-
an imprecatory
-
prayer.
-
This is David
-
praying out to
-
God, calling
-
for God to
-
show his
-
vengeance, to
-
bring his
-
vengeance against
-
the wicked.
-
These are
-
men that
-
have blood
-
on their
-
hands.
-
They're
-
murderers.
-
They deny
-
God's very
-
existence.
-
They deny
-
that God
-
is present.
-
They are
-
blasphemers who
-
speak against
-
God.
-
These are
-
people that
-
hate God.
-
Maybe our
-
first thought
-
as we're reading
-
Psalm 139 is
-
where does this
-
come from?
-
this was a
-
nice poetic
-
psalm,
-
uplifting,
-
encouraging,
-
and David
-
turns around
-
and is like,
-
kill them
-
God.
-
I don't
-
think it's
-
completely out of
-
left field
-
though.
-
For the
-
first 18
-
verses of
-
this chapter,
-
David has
-
been meditating
-
on who
-
God is.
-
The
-
immensity
-
of God's
-
knowledge,
-
his care,
-
his love,
-
his sovereignty,
-
have caused
-
David to
-
worship him,
-
to esteem
-
God,
-
to wonder
-
at how big
-
and great
-
he is.
-
And when
-
you and I
-
love and
-
appreciate God
-
as much as
-
David does
-
here in
-
Psalm 139,
-
you and I
-
ought to find
-
anything that
-
is against
-
God to be
-
revolting,
-
despicable,
-
something that
-
needs to be
-
opposed.
-
men,
-
wouldn't the
-
love for
-
your wife
-
and your
-
children cause
-
hatred and
-
justice to
-
rise up,
-
of someone to
-
desire evil
-
on them,
-
going to the
-
worst to
-
defile them?
-
Mothers,
-
ladies,
-
wouldn't your
-
mother bear
-
instincts kink
-
in if
-
somebody came
-
after one of
-
your little
-
ones?
-
You would
-
hate the
-
evil.
-
evil.
-
You would
-
hate the
-
evildoer
-
because of
-
the object
-
of that
-
evil,
-
somebody you
-
love,
-
somebody you
-
cherish.
-
evil.
-
I don't
-
see David
-
in Psalm
-
139 being
-
any different,
-
just the
-
object is
-
different.
-
David's
-
hatred is
-
directed at
-
those who
-
oppose God,
-
still evil.
-
As I was
-
preparing, I
-
was listening to
-
Alistair Begg preach
-
on one Psalm
-
39, and I
-
couldn't put it
-
any differently,
-
so I'm just
-
going to quote
-
him and
-
paraphrase it
-
to make it a
-
little bit
-
shorter.
-
He puts it
-
this way,
-
David sees
-
how evil
-
evil is,
-
but we
-
often fail
-
to.
-
As a result
-
of this, we
-
are uncomfortable
-
with God's
-
justice and
-
wrath.
-
We fail to
-
see how
-
holy God
-
is.
-
A holy
-
God cannot
-
stand evil,
-
evil, and
-
he must
-
punish
-
evildoers.
-
I'll
-
posit that
-
if you
-
are uncomfortable
-
with a
-
passage like
-
this this
-
morning,
-
maybe you
-
don't fully
-
understand God's
-
wrath and
-
justice against
-
sin and
-
evil.
-
Maybe you're
-
too comfortable
-
with the evil
-
that is around
-
us.
-
We must
-
hate
-
evil.
-
We are
-
often unsure
-
what to do
-
with this,
-
but
-
imprecatory
-
prayers are
-
not something
-
that we
-
just find
-
in the
-
Old
-
Testament.
-
Jesus
-
himself
-
references
-
Psalm 69,
-
another
-
imprecatory
-
prayer,
-
multiple
-
times.
-
We see it
-
in John
-
15 and
-
Matthew
-
27.
-
Jesus
-
himself,
-
before he
-
goes to
-
the cross
-
in Matthew
-
23,
-
has a
-
series of
-
curses,
-
promising
-
vengeance on
-
those that
-
oppose him.
-
The
-
apostle Paul
-
also uses
-
Psalm 69
-
in Romans
-
11.
-
And maybe
-
the most
-
poignant
-
language is
-
what Paul
-
says in
-
Galatians
-
1,
-
where he
-
uses very
-
strong language
-
against those
-
preaching another
-
gospel.
-
If anyone
-
is preaching
-
another different
-
gospel,
-
let them be
-
accursed.
-
That is
-
damned.
-
They are
-
anathema.
-
They are to
-
be cut
-
off.
-
Is that the
-
way you think
-
about evil?
-
Nearby to
-
where Calvary
-
Redeeming
-
Grace meets,
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there is a
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so-called
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church,
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the so-called
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preacher,
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that twists
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the gospel
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into a
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message of
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hope,
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not based
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on Christ,
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but on
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an amalgamation,
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a syncretism
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of personal
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empowerment,
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of spiritual
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meditation.
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I must confess
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that almost
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every time I
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drive by this
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so-called
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church,
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I have
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prayed one
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of these
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imprecatory
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prayers against
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this church.
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I have
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asked God
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to stop
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the deception
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that is
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happening
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within the
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walls of
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this church,
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that they
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would close
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their doors
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and the
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blaspheming
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might stop.
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But while I
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can pray that
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God would
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surely show
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his justice
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against those
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who are
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twisting his
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words,
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preaching a
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false gospel,
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I can hate
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what they
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preach.
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I can speak
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out against
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it as I'm
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doing right
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now,
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but that
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doesn't
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necessarily mean
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that I am
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the means
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of meting
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out God's
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justice.
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I think it's
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important,
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as you pointed
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out here,
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that David
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himself in
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Psalm 139
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is not the
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means of
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God's
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judgment.
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David is not
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talking about
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personal vengeance,
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this is divine
-
vengeance.
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Instead,
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David is
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directing his
-
prayer to
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God,
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he's asking
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God to
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direct and
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to display
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his justice
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on the
-
wicked.
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This is
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justice that
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God has
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already
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promised to
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those that
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disobey the
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law and the
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prophets.
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He is
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calling for
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God to be
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vindicated against
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those who deny
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his omniscience.
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He is asking
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God to
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demonstrate his
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presence to
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those that
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deny that he
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exists.
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He wants
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God to
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demonstrate his
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power to
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those that
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deny his
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authority.
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I think in
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these verses,
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19 through 22,
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David is
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aligning
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himself with
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God as
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he makes
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God's
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thoughts his
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thoughts.
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The psalmist
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wants to
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distance himself
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from the
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wicked and
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he calls for
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God to be
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his witness
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that he
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hates evil.
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This is
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essentially an
-
oath of
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fealty,
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of loyalty
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to God.
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David's
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saying,
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these are
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the Lord's
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enemies.
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I loathe
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them.
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I rise up
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and stand up
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against them.
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I count them
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as enemies
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because they
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are God's
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enemies.
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What do we
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do to
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our enemies
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today?
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Jesus in
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Matthew 5
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says we
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are to
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love our
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enemies and
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to do good
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to those who
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persecute us.
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We as
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Christians today
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are called to
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share the
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good news of
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the gospel.
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This is our
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mission.
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Vengeance is
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mine, God
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says.
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I will
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repay.
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So
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understanding
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and knowing
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that God
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is the
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nemesis
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of the
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wicked.
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What is
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David's
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response?
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Look there
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at verse
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23.
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Search me,
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O God,
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and know
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my heart.
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Try me
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and know
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my thoughts.
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See if
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there be
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any grievous
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way in
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me and
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lead me
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in the
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way
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everlasting.
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I think
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David sees
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evil for
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what it
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is.
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He knows
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God is
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going to
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destroy the
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wicked.
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And David
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looks at
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himself and
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he cares for
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his own
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holiness.
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He turns to
-
God and
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asks God to
-
examine him
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so that God
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can then
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reveal what
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God knows
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to David
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so he can
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repent of
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that sin.
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He can
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confess it
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to God
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that he
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can stay
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in the
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way
-
everlasting.
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In a
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wonderfully
-
poetic way
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David is
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repeating
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essentially
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exactly how
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he started
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the psalm.
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O Lord
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you have
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searched me
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and know
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me.
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But rather
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than stating
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a fact as
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he does in
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verse 1
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he calls out
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for God
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to do this
-
again to
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search him
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to examine
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him.
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This is a
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posture of
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humility.
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The idea
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of try
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here is
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like a
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trial.
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Bring
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forth the
-
evidence.
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Lay out
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the evidence.
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Let it
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be weighed.
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Is there
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any
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grievous
-
way
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in me?
-
Now
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while I
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was studying
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this one
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of my
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first thoughts
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was who
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is David
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to say
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something
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like this?
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David
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was not
-
perfect.
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In fact
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David
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committed
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some grievous
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sins that
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I would
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guess many
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of us have
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not committed
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here this
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morning.
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He
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committed
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adultery
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with
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Bathsheba.
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He then
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tried to
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cover it
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up by
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murdering
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her
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husband.
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He
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isn't
-
being overly
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self-righteous
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here I
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don't think.
-
He's aware
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of what he's
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done.
-
He knows
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his own
-
heart.
-
But despite
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all of this
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being laid
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bare before
-
God
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including
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his
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deceit,
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his sins,
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his wickedness
-
he can
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still say
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search me
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oh God.
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How?
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How can
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you do
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something like
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that knowing
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who you've
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done,
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knowing who
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you are?
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Because he
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knows that he's
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been forgiven
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and those sins
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have been
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covered,
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have been
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forgiven,
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have been
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atoned for
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by God.
-
With his
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sins forgiven
-
he can then
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confidently
-
approach this
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all-knowing,
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all-present
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God.
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For the
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Lord is
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merciful and
-
gracious,
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slow to
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anger and
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abounding in
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steadfast love
-
and faithfulness.
-
May God's
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gracious kindness
-
lead us to
-
repentance and
-
his grace
-
assure us to
-
trust him so
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that our
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joyful prayer
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may echo
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David's.
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Search me
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oh God.
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This is a
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bold prayer.
-
I would
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encourage you
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if this is not
-
a regular
-
practice to
-
make it a
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regular
-
practice.
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But I
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would caution
-
you that
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this is not
-
something that
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should be done
-
just to check
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off a box
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on your
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to-do list.
-
God will
-
reveal your
-
hidden sins.
-
We must be
-
humble and
-
concerned with
-
our holiness.
-
So the
-
four stanzas
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God knows
-
you.
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God is
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near you.
-
God has
-
knit you.
-
God is
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the nemesis
-
of the
-
wicked.
-
In conclusion
-
this morning I
-
want to return
-
to that initial
-
question I asked
-
in the intro.
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How would you
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describe God
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this morning?
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Does your
-
God resemble
-
the God of
-
Psalm 139?
-
Referring back to
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Tozer, another
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quote, he
-
says, a
-
right conception
-
of God is
-
basic not
-
only to
-
systematic
-
theology but
-
to practical
-
Christian
-
living.
-
Where our
-
understanding of
-
God is
-
inadequate or
-
out of
-
plum, the
-
whole structure
-
must sooner or
-
later collapse.
-
God is
-
so in other
-
words if you
-
and I fail to
-
understand who
-
God is, if we
-
fail to live
-
like God knows
-
us intimately, if
-
we fail to
-
understand and
-
to live like God
-
is near us, if
-
we fail to
-
understand that
-
God has knit
-
us together, he
-
knows every part
-
of us, if we
-
fail to understand
-
that God is the
-
nemesis of the
-
wicked, we will
-
fail in our
-
day-to-day lives.
-
As we look to
-
honor God in
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our homes, our
-
workplaces, school,
-
gyms, church,
-
wherever you go,
-
is this your
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God?
-
I love how
-
Spurgeon put it
-
in one of his
-
sermons.
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We may judge as
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to our position
-
before God by
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this test.
-
Is the thought
-
of his constant
-
observation of
-
us a subject
-
of joy?
-
or of dread?
-
I'll say that
-
again so I can
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not trip over my
-
own words.
-
Is the thought
-
of his constant
-
observation of
-
us a subject
-
of joy?
-
Or of dread?
-
If we dread it,
-
surely we have
-
the old spirit of
-
bondage that is
-
the law and sin
-
still upon us.
-
But if we find
-
joy, if we
-
rejoice in it,
-
then we may know
-
that we have
-
received the spirit
-
of adoption by
-
which we can
-
cry out,
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Abba,
-
Father.
-
If you're here
-
this morning and
-
you are not
-
walking in faith
-
of Christ's
-
sacrifice on the
-
cross,
-
God's knowledge
-
of everything you
-
say,
-
do,
-
and think
-
should terrify
-
you.
-
God sees
-
everything you
-
do and he
-
will punish
-
those who
-
have sinned
-
against him.
-
The justice
-
and wrath of
-
God against
-
those that
-
oppose him is
-
thorough and
-
complete.
-
I would
-
implore you
-
this morning
-
to cry out
-
to God for
-
his mercy.
-
Do not be
-
among the
-
wicked who
-
will be slain
-
by the
-
Lord.
-
The Lord
-
himself has
-
offered a
-
way of
-
escape.
-
The Lord's
-
kindness to
-
you should
-
drive each
-
and every
-
one of us
-
to repentance.
-
If you
-
are unsure
-
or would
-
like to
-
know more,
-
I would
-
love to
-
talk to
-
you more
-
afterwards or
-
anybody you've
-
seen up
-
front here
-
this morning.
-
Today is
-
the day of
-
salvation.
-
Today is
-
the day to
-
know that
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you can
-
live in
-
comfort in
-
God's
-
ever-present.
-
Christians,
-
brothers and
-
sisters, I
-
want each of
-
you here to
-
walk out of
-
here with
-
confidence and
-
comfort, knowing
-
that God's
-
knowledge and
-
his presence in
-
your life is
-
not a means of
-
dread, but of
-
joy.
-
David wrote
-
this about a
-
thousand years
-
before Christ
-
came.
-
We can look
-
back now,
-
two thousand
-
years later,
-
and we can see
-
Christ dying
-
on the cross,
-
appeasing God's
-
wrath, making
-
you a child of
-
God, that you
-
do not need to
-
be afraid of
-
the Father.
-
God knows
-
you.
-
God is near
-
you.
-
God has knit
-
you together,
-
and those in
-
Christ no
-
longer need to
-
live in fear,
-
but we can walk
-
in the way
-
everlasting.
-
God is
-
God.
-
Just let that
-
sink in for a
-
moment.
-
He is a
-
personal God
-
who cares for
-
you, who
-
guides you, who
-
protects you,
-
because you are
-
his adopted
-
child.
-
This
-
understanding of
-
God should
-
cause us to
-
delight in
-
him, to
-
worship him, to
-
love him, to
-
serve him, to
-
live for him
-
each and every
-
day.
-
is this
-
your God?
-
I hope so.
-
May we always
-
orient our
-
knowledge of
-
God according
-
to how God
-
describes himself
-
in his word.
-
May God's
-
gracious kindness
-
lead us to
-
repentance, and
-
his grace assure
-
us to trust in
-
him, so that our
-
joyful prayer may
-
echo David.
-
Search me,
-
oh God.
-
Know my
-
heart.
-
Lead me in
-
the way
-
everlasting.
-
You bow with
-
me in prayer.
-
Lord, you
-
have searched
-
and known
-
me.
-
You know
-
who I am.
-
You know
-
what I do.
-
You know
-
where I go.
-
You know
-
what I think.
-
You know
-
what I'm
-
going to say
-
before I
-
even say
-
it.
-
You are
-
near me
-
always, in
-
the heavens,
-
in death,
-
east, west,
-
in the midst
-
of the darkest
-
trials.
-
Lord, you
-
have formed
-
my inward
-
parts and
-
knitted me
-
together.
-
Lord, before I
-
have lived a
-
single day, you
-
had already
-
written all my
-
days in your
-
book.
-
Oh Lord, how
-
majestic you
-
are.
-
How transcendent
-
are your
-
thoughts and
-
your ways.
-
How wonderful
-
are your
-
thoughts.
-
Despite
-
knowing who I
-
am, Lord, you
-
still care for
-
me, for each
-
one of us here
-
this morning.
-
Lord, may you
-
bring peace and
-
repentance to
-
those here this
-
morning who are
-
wrestling with
-
the dread of
-
the terror of
-
who you are,
-
knowing that
-
you see all.
-
May you
-
correct how we
-
view who you
-
are, that we
-
may worship you
-
well, that we
-
may live our
-
lives consistently,
-
day in, day
-
out, that you
-
may be glorified.
-
Lord, may we be
-
a humble people
-
that pray a bold
-
prayer that you
-
search us and
-
know us
-
intimately.
-
May my
-
attitudes, actions,
-
motives, and
-
thoughts be laid
-
bare.
-
May you lead me
-
in the way
-
everlasting.
-
I pray all this
-
in the glorious
-
name of Jesus
-
Christ.
-
Amen.