Sermon
Love And Betrayal
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Well, good morning. It is a privilege for me to be able to open the Word of God with you this morning.
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And we will read the passage out of chapter 13 in just a minute, but to tie it to what we talked about last week,
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and to tie it to where we are in the Gospel, let me just say a couple of things.
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One is in early part of chapter 13, it says this,
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Jesus knew that His hour had come.
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You know, throughout the Gospel, He says,
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My hour has not come. My hour has not come.
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And now He says here in chapter 13, My hour has come.
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What hour is He referring to?
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It's the hour that He would give up His life, where He would be willing to go to the cross.
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He'd be willing to die on behalf of His people.
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That's the hour He's referring to.
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Where we are in the Gospel of John is we're in chapter 13.
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We're looking at the very day that He would be arrested.
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This evening, chapter 13, going forward, He will be arrested.
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He will be tried. He will be convicted.
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He will be elevated on the cross the next day.
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So we're very close to the last day of Christ's earthly life.
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And I would just remind us of a couple of things He said in the early part of chapter 13
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that's really going to speak to what we're going to read this morning,
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starting in verse 18, where we're going to read.
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But He says this in verse 2.
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He said,
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This morning we're going to read about a great betrayal.
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And this great betrayal is at the hands of Judas Iscariot.
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And we see here that Christ is telling us before it happens that this is going to come to pass.
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He says this to Peter as he is washing the feet of the apostles and disciples.
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And Peter says to Him,
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You shall never wash my feet.
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And Jesus says this,
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If I don't wash your feet, you have no part with me.
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And He says,
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Not only my feet, but my hands and my head also.
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Wash all of me, Peter would say.
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And Jesus says that I only need to wash your feet.
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It is enough.
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What He is symbolically saying is that the washing of His sacrifice,
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the sacrifice of His life is sufficient for salvation.
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But I want us to catch this in verse 11.
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He says,
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He knew who was going to betray Him.
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That was why He said,
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Not all of you are clean.
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There's this truth in the Scripture in John that says that there's this one
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who is a part of my close friends,
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who is one of the apostles,
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who is going to betray Him.
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He's telling them this ahead of time.
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And He says,
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Not all of you are clean.
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In essence, He's saying that the covering of my blood has not covered Judas.
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And we'll talk more about that as we look at his betrayal.
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And as we step into verse 18,
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I would ask if you're able to stand in honor of God's Word,
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I would ask you to do that.
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If you're not physically able, we understand.
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Please remain seated.
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As we read chapter 13, starting in verse 18,
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reading through the end of the chapter.
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I hope you brought your Bible with you.
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I would encourage you to open it and read with us.
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As we read, starting in verse 18.
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I am not speaking of all of you.
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I know whom I have chosen.
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But the Scripture will be fulfilled.
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He who ate my bread has lifted up his heel against me.
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I am telling you this now before it takes place,
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that when it does take place,
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you may believe that I am He.
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Truly, truly, I say to you,
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whoever receives the one I send receives me,
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and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.
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After saying these things,
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Jesus was troubled in His spirit and testified,
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Truly, truly, I say to you,
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one of you will betray me.
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The disciples looked at one another,
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uncertain of whom He spoke.
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One of His disciples, whom Jesus loved,
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was reclining at the table at Jesus' side.
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So Simon Peter motioned to Him
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to ask Jesus of whom He was speaking.
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So that disciple, leaning back against Jesus,
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said to Him,
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Lord, who is it?
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Jesus answered,
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It is He to whom I will give this morsel of bread
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when I have dipped it.
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So when He had dipped the morsel,
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He gave it to Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot.
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Then after He had taken the morsel,
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Satan entered into Him.
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Jesus said to him,
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What you are doing, do quickly.
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Now no one at the table knew
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why He had said this to Him.
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Some thought that because Judas had the money bag,
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Jesus was telling him,
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Buy what we need for the feast,
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or that He should give something to the poor.
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So after receiving the morsel of bread,
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He immediately went out,
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and it was night.
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When He had gone out,
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Jesus said,
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Now is the Son of Man glorified,
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and God is glorified in Him.
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If God is glorified in Him,
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God will also glorify Him in Himself,
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and glorify Him at once,
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little children.
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Yet a little while I am with you.
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You will seek Me,
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and just as I said to the Jews,
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so now I also say to you,
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where I am going,
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you cannot come.
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A new commandment I give you,
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that you love one another,
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just as I have loved you.
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You also are to love one another.
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By this all people will know,
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that you are My disciples,
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if you have love for one another.
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Simon Peter said to Him,
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Lord, where are you going?
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Jesus answered him,
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Where I am going,
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you cannot follow Me now,
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but you will follow afterwards.
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Peter said to Him,
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Lord, why can I not follow you now?
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I will lay down My life for you.
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Jesus answered,
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Will you lay down your life for Me?
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Truly, truly, I say to you,
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the rooster will not crow,
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till you have denied Me three times.
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Let's pray.
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Father,
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I recognize even this morning,
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my weakness,
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and my inability to accurately share Your Word,
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unless You do it through me.
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So God, I ask that You would lead our time together,
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as we open Your Word.
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I pray that You would speak to our hearts,
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not just our ears,
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not just our head.
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I pray that You speak to our hearts.
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Father, I pray that You would open our eyes,
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and our ears to see the depth of Your Word this morning,
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and You would move us to obedience,
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I pray in Your name.
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Amen.
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You can have a seat.
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So this morning, I want to talk about,
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and I see four things we really want to look at in this passage.
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One is a great betrayal.
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We see, and we know that in the life,
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in the example of Judas Iscariot,
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we'll talk about that.
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And also, we see a great love in this passage,
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in the person of Christ.
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We also see a new commandment,
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and we'll talk about what that means for you and I.
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And then lastly,
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there's a great need that each of us has.
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A great betrayal,
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great love,
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a new commandment,
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and a great need is what we'll talk about.
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First, a great betrayal.
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Consider this.
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How is it possible
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that Judas Iscariot would live with Christ for three years,
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be one of the disciples that was with Him,
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that ate bread with Him,
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that watched all the miracles that He did,
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watched how He loved people and cared for people,
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not just the elite of the society,
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but the down and out.
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How He loved them,
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how He healed those who had limbs that didn't work,
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how He opened the eyes of blind men,
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how He fed 5,000 in the wilderness.
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He saw all of this.
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How could He see that?
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And how could He see how selfless Christ was,
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how much He loved and cared for people,
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and even Judas himself received care from Jesus?
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They sat at the table together.
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They lived together.
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And yet,
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how is it that He'd be willing to kill the Lord Jesus?
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We look at that and we can't fathom
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why He would get to this place,
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or how is it possible He'd get to this place?
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Let me just share this.
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It's not just that He betrayed Jesus as a friend,
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and He said,
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oh, He's not my friend anymore.
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anymore.
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That's not what is being shared by Christ here.
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This betrayal is greater than just turning and walking away.
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We will remember what He did,
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that He sought out an opportunity to betray Him.
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Remember, as Christ was doing ministry,
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especially in Jerusalem,
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that the chief priest and the council
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were seeking to arrest Him and kill Him, right?
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Many times they sent people to go arrest Him,
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and one time they came back and said,
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never man spake like this.
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We couldn't take Him.
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Oftentimes, the people were so amazed
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at the words of Christ
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that the leaders of the Jews
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didn't want to take Him at those moments
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for fear that they would be attacked.
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But know this,
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that they were trying all along
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to find an opportunity
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to take Jesus
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so that they could kill Him.
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Judas knew that.
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And one time when they left town
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and they were getting ready to come back,
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he says,
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Lord, what are you doing?
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Don't you know they're seeking to kill you?
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Why would you go right back to Jerusalem?
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There's a strong probability
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they'll find you and arrest you.
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Judas was part of that.
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Judas heard those conversations.
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Judas knew that they wanted to kill Him.
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And so what did Judas do?
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In his betrayal,
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he went to those very men
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and said,
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what will you give me
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if I hand Him to you?
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What will you give me
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if I take you to Him
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and I put Him in your hands
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so that you can arrest Him
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and you can kill Him?
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Understand that the betrayal of Judas
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was a willingness to kill Jesus.
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Doesn't that amaze you?
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How is it possible
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being around Him and seeing Him
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that He would get to this place
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where He'd be willing
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to hand Him over
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in a manner of speaking
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to those who sought to kill Him?
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Well, there's two sides to this story.
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That is the betrayal of Judas.
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One side is the side of Judas.
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The other side is the sovereign side.
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That is from God's perspective.
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How is it possible
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that God would even foreknow
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or foretell or prophesy
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or let us know that this is coming?
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Look with me, if you will,
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in verse 18.
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Christ is speaking and He says,
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He quotes the Scripture.
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He quotes Psalm 41
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and He says this.
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He says,
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He who ate my bread
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has lifted His heel against me.
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He who ate my bread
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has lifted His heel against me.
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Who is He referring to?
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He's referring to the betrayer.
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You know,
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this is prophesied
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that there's coming a time
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when one who is part of His inner circle,
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if you will,
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the twelve,
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is going to betray Him,
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is going to hand Him over
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to be killed.
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God knew ahead of time.
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God told us ahead of time.
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And Christ is doing the same.
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Christ is saying that
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He is going to
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lift His heel against me.
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He is going to
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betray me.
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We saw it as I
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talked about it early
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in verse 11.
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The one who is going to betray
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is Judas.
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And we could look at other places
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in Scripture.
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And we would
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see that
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Judas is
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the one
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who is going to betray.
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Christ talks about this
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more than once.
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For sake of time,
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I'll not turn
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to all those passages.
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But it begs a question,
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how is it possible?
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How is it possible
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that He would be willing
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to do that?
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And the passage this morning,
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it answers that question.
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Look at this.
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It says in verse 18,
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I am not speaking
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to all of you.
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Speaking about what,
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Jesus?
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It would go back
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to verse 12.
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He was washing the feet
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and He's saying,
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do you understand
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what I'm doing for you?
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Do you understand
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as I wash your feet?
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This is a demonstration
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of the forgiveness
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that I give you.
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That my death
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on the cross,
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my sacrifice
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in my life
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is sufficient
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for you
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that you would be
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cleaned,
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cleansed.
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But there's one
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who is not cleansed.
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It's this one
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that was foretold.
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It's this one
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that never received Christ,
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never understood
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Him to be the Messiah.
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And we see here
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in verse 18,
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I'm not speaking
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to all of you.
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I know whom
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I have chosen.
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Christ,
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what are you saying?
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Is there one
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whom you have not chosen?
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That's exactly
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what He's saying.
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Of the twelve,
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one is not chosen.
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One is not cleansed.
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John 17 says this.
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It says,
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While I was with them,
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this is a high priestly prayer,
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this is Christ.
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We get an inside view
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of Christ speaking
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directly to the Father.
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And here's what He's saying.
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While I was with them,
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that is the twelve,
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the disciples,
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I kept them.
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In your name,
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which you have given me,
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I have guarded them.
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Isn't it a beautiful picture
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that Christ has kept
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and guarded
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His apostles,
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His disciples?
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And none of them
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has been lost
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except the Son of Destruction.
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In His prayer
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to the Father,
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He acknowledges
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that Psalm 41,
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the fulfillment
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of Psalm 41
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happens in the person
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of Judas.
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Does that mean
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that Judas was forced
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to betray Him?
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No, not at all.
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Judas did it
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of His own will.
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So we see two sides
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of this great betrayal.
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It's the side
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of Judas choosing
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to betray Him,
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choosing to go
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to the priest
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and say,
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What will you give me
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if I betray Him,
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if I hand Him to you?
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What will you give me?
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And they agreed
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to give Him
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thirty pieces of silver.
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Listen,
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for the sake of money,
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for the sake of money,
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He was willing
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to betray Jesus.
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You know,
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the Scripture does indicate
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that He had the money bag.
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Even in our passage,
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He was the one
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that carried the money bag
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so when they had
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a need for food,
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they would go to Judas,
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Can you go and get us
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the food we need
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for our group?
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Or go give money
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to the poor,
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whatever was the purpose
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of the moment.
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But the Scripture indicates
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that often He would
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pilfer out of the bag.
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He would reach
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His hand in.
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He would grab the money.
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He would use it
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for Himself.
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You know what we see
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in Judas
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is an extreme selfishness.
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That He would be willing
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to betray another,
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someone that had loved Him
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and cared for Him.
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He was willing
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to betray Him.
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Why?
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Because of His selfishness.
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That He,
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we see in His life
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this picture
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of Him living for Himself.
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This great betrayal.
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how is it possible
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He could live
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and not understand
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that Jesus is the Messiah?
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And then I want you
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to look at
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the second point
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is great love.
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So we see great betrayal
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in the life of Judas.
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Something that we can't understand.
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And I'm reminded of
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an illustration
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I want to share with you
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in reference
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before we look at
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this great love of Christ.
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I want to remind you of,
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I want to just share with you
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a little quick story.
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So I'm sitting recently,
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within the last year
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I'm sitting in a restaurant
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and I got a guy
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that's a friend of mine
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who's in his 30s
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and he's sharing with me,
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he's opened his heart to me,
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he's saying,
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man, I think I've finally found
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the girl that I want to marry.
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He said,
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here I am in my 30s,
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mid-30s,
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and I've just not been
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the type of guy
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that wanted to settle down.
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I wanted to do my own thing,
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but I think I've found the girl.
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I really believe I have.
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And he was sharing with me
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that he was,
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the very weekend
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we were sitting
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at a restaurant together
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and he was sharing with me
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that he was intending
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to ask her to marry him
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that very weekend.
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And I'm sitting on the past tense.
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He's sharing with me
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the story of his intention.
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He said,
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but this weekend
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after I got home from a trip,
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I came back
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and she didn't return my call.
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I texted,
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she didn't return my text.
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We were supposed to meet
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and she didn't show up.
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It's like,
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what is going on?
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And it turns out
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that he found out
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that she was with another guy,
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hugging on another guy,
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kissing on another guy,
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spending time with another guy
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after they had talked about marriage
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over an extended period of time.
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And that very weekend,
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he was intending
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to ask her to marry him
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and it all fell apart.
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You can imagine the pain
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that he was carrying
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as we sat at the table together.
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It's a betrayal,
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isn't it?
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It's a picture of a betrayal.
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One whom indicated
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that yes,
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I love you,
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yes,
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I'm willing to marry you
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and was heading down that road
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only the very weekend
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he was intending
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that she turned
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to another guy
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and left him.
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It's painful.
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I walk with him
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through that process.
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The picture of betrayal
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in the life of Judas
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is painful.
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It's hard to understand.
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But let me just say this.
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You know we're all capable
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of that same thing?
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Do you realize that
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in a manner of speaking,
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that's us?
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Lest we think that we're not capable of that,
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I would caution you
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to consider who we really are,
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to really look deep
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and see who we really are,
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what we're really capable of
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apart from Christ.
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Now let's look at Christ,
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this incredible great love
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that we see pictured in Christ.
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We've seen this through the book
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as we've walked through John.
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I won't spend a ton of time here,
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but I do want to highlight
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the beauty of what Christ
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is willing to do for us.
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We see here in verse 31,
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when he had gone out,
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Jesus said,
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now is the Son of Man glorified.
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What does he mean?
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Now is the Son of Man glorified.
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You know what he's saying?
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Is that it is time,
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now is time.
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And I will be betrayed
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this very night.
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And I will be taken captive
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this very night.
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And I will be killed
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and crucified tomorrow.
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Now is the time
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when the Son of Man
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is going to be glorified.
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God is going to be glorified
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in and through the Son
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as he gives his life away.
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For our sakes, right?
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We understand what he did here.
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We understand what his death meant.
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Listen to what John 15 says.
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It says this,
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greater love has no one than this
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that someone would lay down
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his life for his friends.
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Greater love has no one than this
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that he would lay down his life
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for his friends.
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You know that's what Christ
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has done for you and me.
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He has laid down his life
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for you and me
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that we might have life.
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You realize,
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and I'm confident
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that most if not all of you
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understand that
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we can't ever earn
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eternal life.
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We can't ever earn
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salvation
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apart from one who is perfect
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that would die on our behalf.
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We had no hope
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and that perfect one
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was Jesus.
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And he was willing to die
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a cruel, painful death
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that you and I
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might have life.
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We look in the Word
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at some powerful passages
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in 1 Peter 2.
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It says this,
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it's that he, Jesus,
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bore our sins in his body
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on the tree,
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meaning the cross,
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the wooden cross,
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that we might die to sin
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and live to righteousness.
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It says, listen,
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this is an echo
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of Isaiah 53.
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By his wounds
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you have been healed.
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By the spear
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that pierced his side,
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by the hanging on the cross,
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the death,
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the grueling death,
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the agony of death
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that Christ experienced.
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By his wounds
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we have been healed.
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By his death
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we have been made righteous.
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It's the great exchange, right?
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Our sins were placed on him
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and his righteousness
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was placed on us
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that we might be accepted
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by the Father.
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He was willing to die
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on our behalf.
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Romans 5 says it this way,
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but God shows his love for us.
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Do you realize
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that our salvation
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is an expression
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of God's love?
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He shows his love for us
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in that while we were still sinners,
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Christ died for you and me.
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This great love,
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one who would be willing
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to go to the cross
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for you and I.
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Do you see the extremes here?
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This incredible betrayal
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that is self-focused.
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It's hard to imagine
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someone who is more selfish
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than he'd be willing
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to cause another man
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to be put to death.
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He would betray one
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who he is in friendship with.
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It just is crazy to think
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that he'd be willing
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to go to that level
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of selfishness
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that is all about him,
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all about what he can get,
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the money that he would receive,
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and yet you look
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at the selflessness of Christ.
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You see the extremes?
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The selfishness of Judah
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and the selflessness of Christ,
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that he would be willing to die.
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The beautiful picture of love,
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what does it look like,
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a willingness to die?
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Now let me ask us this question.
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And it gets real
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as I ask this question.
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Do you see yourself
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as more like Judas
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or more like Jesus?
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Do you see yourself
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as more like Judas
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or more like Jesus?
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You know,
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until we recognize
-
that we're capable
-
of doing exactly
-
what Judas does,
-
until we recognize
-
that we don't have
-
the capacity
-
to honor God.
-
You know,
-
the truth is
-
that the Word of God
-
says we're enslaved
-
to sin
-
in our natural state
-
before we're redeemed,
-
before we're born again,
-
that we don't have
-
the genuine capacity
-
to love selflessly.
-
You know that all of us
-
are selfish by nature?
-
Romans 6 said it this way,
-
we're enslaved to sin.
-
Brothers and sisters,
-
I want us to see
-
that we,
-
in our natural state,
-
are a whole lot more
-
like Judas
-
than we are Jesus.
-
Jesus.
-
We don't want
-
to believe that.
-
We want to believe
-
there's a lot of good
-
in us.
-
And there's no way
-
we would ever go
-
to that extreme.
-
You know,
-
perhaps we never would
-
betray someone
-
to their death.
-
Perhaps we wouldn't
-
be as bad
-
as we could be,
-
but you know what
-
the Word of God
-
says about us
-
in our natural state?
-
There's nothing good
-
in us.
-
We're slaves to sin.
-
All we do is sin.
-
It might have
-
a different picture
-
than betrayal,
-
but nonetheless,
-
it's offensive
-
to a holy God.
-
And until God
-
does a work
-
in our life
-
and changes us,
-
we will never
-
be like Jesus.
-
That we're
-
like Judas.
-
And until we
-
understand
-
the depth
-
of our sin,
-
we don't need
-
a Savior.
-
At least we think
-
we don't need
-
a Savior.
-
If we feel like
-
we're mostly good,
-
then our mostly
-
goodness might
-
earn our way
-
into heaven.
-
You know that's
-
not biblical.
-
There's nothing
-
you can do
-
that has any
-
spiritual value,
-
that has any
-
credit to your
-
account,
-
that has any
-
effect in God
-
accepting you
-
as His child.
-
Apart from the
-
gift of salvation
-
on our behalf,
-
we would never
-
be in His kingdom.
-
We're just like
-
in many ways,
-
Judas.
-
Brothers and
-
sisters,
-
I hope that we
-
will acknowledge
-
the depth of
-
our sin as God
-
continues to reveal
-
it.
-
In Sunday school
-
this morning,
-
we talked about,
-
you know,
-
we know a lot
-
because God's
-
revealed it,
-
but you know
-
it's a whole lot
-
deeper than we
-
think.
-
Paul even said,
-
I'm the chief
-
of sinners.
-
As I've
-
sought Him
-
and I've
-
pursued Him,
-
I've recognized
-
in comparison
-
to His holiness,
-
I've seen my
-
sin now that
-
it's darker
-
than I ever
-
thought,
-
it's deeper
-
than I ever
-
thought.
-
So,
-
this,
-
the third
-
point I want
-
to share.
-
First point is
-
great betrayal,
-
the second is
-
the great love
-
of Christ.
-
The third is
-
a new commandment.
-
Read with me
-
if you will.
-
In verse 34,
-
this is Christ
-
speaking to His
-
disciples and He
-
says this,
-
a new commandment
-
I give to you
-
that you love
-
one another
-
just as I have
-
loved you.
-
A new commandment
-
I give you.
-
What is that
-
commandment,
-
Christ?
-
What are you
-
asking us to do?
-
And Christ says,
-
to love one another.
-
But I want you
-
to notice the
-
phrase here,
-
just as.
-
Don't miss
-
the just as.
-
Bill,
-
He wants you
-
to love
-
just as He
-
loved.
-
The same way
-
that He loved,
-
His commandment
-
is that you
-
would love
-
the same way.
-
All of us.
-
I'm not picking
-
on Bill.
-
I just happened
-
to look back
-
there and see
-
him in the
-
corner.
-
He was almost
-
going to sleep
-
and I had
-
to wake him
-
up.
-
So,
-
I got his
-
attention.
-
He's awake
-
now.
-
Bill,
-
He's called
-
us all to do
-
that.
-
To love
-
just as Christ
-
loved.
-
Let me ask
-
this,
-
what did that
-
love look
-
like?
-
You know
-
what's selfless?
-
Do you
-
find that in
-
your life
-
that you're
-
crucifying self?
-
Do you
-
find that you
-
treat people
-
in a selfless
-
way?
-
You know,
-
if we were to
-
read 1 Corinthians
-
13 about love
-
and what it
-
looks like,
-
it's not
-
self-focused,
-
is it?
-
It's others
-
focused.
-
Genuine love
-
is selfless.
-
And apart
-
from being
-
in the
-
kingdom,
-
apart from
-
receiving the
-
new life
-
that he
-
gives us,
-
apart from
-
being born
-
again,
-
apart from
-
genuinely having
-
the Holy Spirit
-
indwelling us,
-
you know what
-
chance we have
-
of being
-
selfless?
-
None.
-
You think
-
about the
-
high call
-
that he's
-
given us
-
here.
-
Dick,
-
he's calling
-
you to be
-
selfless.
-
He's calling
-
us to love
-
in this way.
-
And what
-
does that
-
love look
-
like?
-
It looks
-
just like
-
Jesus.
-
He was
-
fully
-
selfless.
-
And what
-
did he
-
do?
-
He died
-
on our
-
behalf.
-
He died
-
on the
-
behalf of
-
others.
-
He never
-
did a
-
selfless
-
act.
-
Now let
-
me ask
-
this,
-
can we
-
live
-
perfectly
-
and live
-
like
-
Jesus?
-
You know
-
what we
-
think with
-
this,
-
we think
-
in these
-
ways is
-
that I
-
know my
-
history,
-
I know
-
the way
-
I've
-
lived,
-
I know
-
more sins
-
than I've
-
ever told
-
anybody.
-
I know
-
God knows
-
them,
-
but I'm
-
not able
-
to do
-
that.
-
Why is
-
he asking
-
me to
-
do
-
something
-
that I
-
know
-
from
-
history
-
in my
-
life that
-
I can't
-
do?
-
God,
-
what are
-
you saying?
-
That I need
-
to live
-
just like
-
Jesus?
-
That's the
-
command to
-
love in
-
this way,
-
to have a
-
life of
-
selflessness,
-
to love and
-
care for
-
others.
-
God,
-
that's too
-
high.
-
We can't
-
do it.
-
God,
-
that this
-
is not
-
something
-
possible?
-
Praise God,
-
as the
-
natural man,
-
it's not
-
possible.
-
Left to
-
your own
-
ability,
-
it's not
-
possible.
-
We can't
-
do it.
-
You know
-
what God
-
did?
-
He transformed
-
us when
-
he made
-
us new.
-
it's
-
interesting,
-
if we
-
turn,
-
I'll
-
turn,
-
you'll
-
have to
-
turn,
-
but going
-
back to
-
John 15,
-
where he
-
said,
-
greater love
-
has no
-
man than
-
this,
-
that a
-
man lay
-
down his
-
life for
-
his friends.
-
You know
-
what verse
-
is before
-
it?
-
Listen to
-
the verse.
-
This is my
-
commandment,
-
that you
-
love one
-
another as
-
I have
-
loved you.
-
And he
-
says,
-
you know
-
what that
-
looks like?
-
It looks
-
like this.
-
that a
-
man would
-
lay down
-
his life
-
for his
-
friends.
-
You know
-
what he's
-
saying to
-
that inner
-
circle,
-
to the
-
apostles?
-
He's
-
saying,
-
this is
-
my
-
commandment
-
for you,
-
that you
-
love one
-
another like
-
I have
-
loved you,
-
that you
-
love in a
-
selfless way,
-
that you
-
lay down
-
your life
-
for others.
-
How is it
-
possible that
-
he would ask
-
us to lay
-
down our
-
life?
-
Is he
-
asking us
-
to jump
-
in front of
-
the bullet
-
and take
-
it?
-
For another
-
person?
-
Is that
-
what he's
-
asking us
-
to do?
-
Perhaps?
-
You know,
-
we've seen
-
movies where
-
there's one
-
lifeboat and
-
too many people
-
defend in the
-
lifeboat and
-
the decision
-
has to be
-
made who
-
goes in the
-
lifeboat.
-
And the
-
honorable man
-
would be the
-
man that
-
takes his
-
wife and
-
puts his
-
wife in
-
the boat
-
and he
-
perishes
-
because there's
-
not room
-
enough in
-
the boat.
-
That would
-
be a picture
-
in a sense
-
of taking
-
the bullet
-
or really
-
being willing
-
to give
-
our lives
-
away at
-
that moment
-
for another
-
person.
-
Is that
-
honorable?
-
Amen.
-
Yes,
-
it's
-
honorable.
-
It's
-
selfless if
-
we genuinely
-
do that
-
because we
-
care for
-
the other.
-
But you
-
know what
-
Christ did?
-
He gave
-
his life
-
away every
-
single day.
-
Every moment
-
of every day
-
he chose not
-
to sin.
-
He didn't
-
do selfish
-
things.
-
He was
-
selfless every
-
minute of
-
every day.
-
So Christ,
-
are you giving
-
us this
-
commandment to
-
be selfless
-
every single
-
day?
-
Yes and
-
amen.
-
If you
-
want to
-
hear the
-
high call
-
of God
-
you just
-
heard it.
-
A new
-
commandment
-
I give
-
you to
-
love like
-
I love
-
that means
-
to die
-
every single
-
day to
-
self and
-
to live
-
for me.
-
Matter of
-
fact,
-
Paul says
-
I crucify
-
my flesh
-
and I
-
make it
-
my slave.
-
He talks
-
about taking
-
every thought
-
captive that
-
we might
-
walk in
-
this obedient
-
life.
-
That we
-
would not
-
live according
-
to the
-
flesh but
-
we live
-
according
-
to the
-
spirit.
-
That we
-
would walk
-
in step
-
with the
-
spirit.
-
That we
-
would abide
-
in Christ.
-
John 15.
-
Abide in
-
me and
-
I and
-
you.
-
You can't
-
do anything
-
with any
-
spiritual benefit
-
unless I
-
do it
-
through you.
-
Apart from
-
me you
-
can do
-
nothing.
-
Do you
-
hear the
-
high call?
-
Paul says
-
the high
-
call of
-
God in
-
Christ
-
Jesus.
-
The high
-
call of
-
God in
-
Christ
-
Jesus as
-
we trust
-
in him
-
to do
-
through us
-
what we
-
can't do.
-
The Holy
-
Spirit is
-
willing to
-
live through
-
us in
-
this way
-
that's
-
amazing.
-
Philippians
-
3 even
-
talks about
-
it like
-
this.
-
If I
-
can get
-
there.
-
Paul says
-
these things
-
I used
-
to count
-
no no
-
Philippians
-
2 sorry
-
it said
-
I'm doing
-
this by
-
memory because
-
my tab was
-
in the wrong
-
place.
-
You know
-
when you
-
put these
-
tabs in
-
it's a
-
quick way
-
to turn
-
but I
-
messed up.
-
He talked
-
about
-
Christ
-
he says
-
Christ
-
even though
-
he was
-
very
-
God
-
did not
-
consider
-
equality
-
with
-
God
-
something
-
to be
-
grasped
-
but he
-
humbled
-
himself
-
and he
-
made
-
himself
-
a
-
servant
-
for the
-
sake of
-
others.
-
He lived
-
selflessly
-
and in
-
that same
-
passage
-
he said
-
that we
-
should
-
count
-
others
-
as more
-
important
-
than
-
ourselves.
-
Do we
-
live like
-
that?
-
Do we
-
count
-
others
-
as more
-
important
-
than
-
ourselves?
-
Do we
-
have the
-
life of
-
a servant?
-
You know
-
that's the
-
call the
-
high call
-
of God
-
but I
-
want you
-
to see
-
where we
-
really are.
-
you know
-
it's
-
interesting
-
as this
-
passage
-
goes on
-
he gives
-
us this
-
example
-
of
-
Peter
-
so
-
John
-
shows us
-
an inside
-
view of
-
what went
-
down
-
with
-
Peter
-
and here's
-
what he
-
says
-
in 36
-
Lord where
-
are you
-
going
-
that I
-
can't
-
go?
-
He says
-
where I'm
-
going
-
you can't
-
go now
-
wait a
-
minute
-
I'm
-
willing
-
to go
-
anywhere
-
with
-
you
-
he says
-
I'll
-
even lay
-
down
-
my life
-
for you
-
and Jesus
-
says
-
really?
-
Peter
-
the heart
-
is willing
-
but the
-
flesh
-
is weak
-
and he
-
says here
-
I will
-
lay down
-
my life
-
for you
-
and Jesus
-
says
-
truly
-
truly
-
I say
-
to you
-
this
-
night
-
the rooster
-
won't
-
crow
-
before you
-
deny me
-
three times
-
you know
-
what Peter
-
was relying
-
on?
-
he was relying
-
on his own
-
ability
-
you know
-
what he
-
needed?
-
you know
-
what Peter
-
needed?
-
truly needed?
-
he needed
-
what Luke
-
22
-
talks about
-
this is
-
another
-
view
-
that we
-
have
-
through the
-
eyes of
-
Luke
-
and he
-
says this
-
Simon
-
Simon
-
behold
-
Satan
-
demanded
-
to have
-
you
-
that he
-
might
-
sift
-
you
-
like
-
weak
-
but I
-
have
-
prayed
-
for you
-
that your
-
faith
-
may not
-
fail
-
notice
-
what he
-
says
-
here
-
Simon
-
the enemy
-
is in
-
pursuit
-
of you
-
to destroy
-
you
-
he didn't
-
say
-
I've
-
rescued
-
you
-
out of
-
his
-
hand
-
I've
-
kept
-
him
-
from
-
doing
-
what
-
he
-
wanted
-
to
-
do
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
he
-
said
-
I
-
prayed
-
for
-
you
-
that
-
when
-
this
-
thing
-
happens
-
that
-
you
-
might
-
not
-
fall
-
away
-
that
-
your
-
faith
-
may
-
not
-
fail
-
what
-
is
-
happening
-
here
-
this
-
is
-
a
-
pruning
-
process
-
did
-
Peter
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
pruned
-
Peter
-
in
-
his
-
pride
-
said
-
I
-
can
-
do
-
this
-
Peter
-
thinks
-
he's
-
capable
-
of
-
loving
-
in
-
this
-
way
-
I'm
-
willing
-
to
-
die
-
for
-
you
-
but
-
was
-
he
-
what
-
did
-
he
-
do
-
in
-
the
-
moment
-
of
-
crisis
-
what
-
did
-
he
-
do
-
he
-
ran
-
he
-
protected
-
self
-
and
-
if
-
we
-
read
-
in
-
the
-
passage
-
in
-
Mark
-
and
-
we
-
would
-
read
-
for
-
sake
-
of
-
time
-
I
-
won't
-
read
-
but
-
in
-
Mark
-
it
-
goes
-
through
-
exactly
-
the
-
process
-
he
-
follows
-
at
-
a
-
distance
-
he
-
sees
-
Christ
-
being
-
taken
-
into
-
the
-
courtyard
-
of
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
Caiaphas
-
place
-
and
-
he's
-
outside
-
the
-
gate
-
and
-
he's
-
looking
-
and
-
John
-
had
-
a
-
relationship
-
so
-
John
-
allowed
-
him
-
to
-
get
-
in
-
so
-
he's
-
inside
-
the
-
gate
-
and
-
as
-
he's
-
walking
-
inside
-
the
-
gate
-
there's
-
this
-
servant
-
girl
-
saying
-
wait a
-
minute
-
weren't
-
you
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
she's
-
pointing
-
to
-
Jesus
-
you're
-
one
-
of
-
his
-
right
-
and
-
he
-
goes
-
no
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
what
-
you're
-
talking
-
about
-
listen
-
left
-
to
-
ourselves
-
you
-
guess
-
what
-
we
-
do
-
the
-
same
-
thing
-
and
-
he
-
goes
-
on
-
and
-
he
-
walks
-
up
-
to
-
the
-
circle
-
where
-
they're
-
warming
-
themselves
-
around
-
the
-
fire
-
and
-
somebody
-
says
-
hey
-
you're
-
one
-
of
-
them
-
you're
-
his
-
you're
-
a
-
Galilean
-
right
-
no
-
no
-
no
-
and
-
finally
-
says
-
he
-
curses
-
and
-
says
-
curses
-
me
-
in a
-
sense
-
he
-
said
-
no
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
the
-
man
-
shut
-
up
-
why
-
you
-
keep
-
talking
-
about
-
this
-
left
-
to
-
ourselves
-
guess
-
what
-
we
-
do
-
we
-
protect
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
beautiful
-
thing
-
that
-
happened
-
afterwards
-
is
-
that
-
after
-
Christ
-
had been
-
resurrected
-
and he
-
spent
-
40 days
-
appearing
-
in various
-
scenarios
-
he appeared
-
to Peter
-
and he
-
said
-
to Peter
-
Peter
-
do you
-
love me
-
how
-
powerful
-
is this
-
that in
-
our weakness
-
and in
-
our failure
-
he still
-
loves us
-
and he
-
ministers
-
to Peter
-
when Peter
-
has been
-
broken
-
because of
-
his own
-
sin
-
his own
-
self
-
protection
-
his own
-
denial of
-
the words
-
he said
-
he would
-
never do
-
I'm
-
willing to
-
die for
-
you
-
in the
-
very
-
night
-
he
-
didn't
-
do
-
it
-
you
-
know
-
we
-
need
-
the
-
power
-
of
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
to be
-
faithful
-
he
-
went
-
to
-
him
-
and said
-
do you
-
love
-
me
-
do you
-
love
-
me
-
do you
-
love
-
me
-
yes
-
Lord
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
love
-
you
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
love
-
you
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
love
-
you
-
he
-
says
-
feed
-
my
-
sheep
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
each
-
of
-
us
-
needs
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
broken
-
if
-
we're
-
not
-
broken
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
happens
-
is
-
we
-
live
-
for
-
self
-
we
-
protect
-
self
-
you
-
know
-
James
-
talks
-
about
-
this
-
way
-
that
-
we're
-
to
-
be
-
thankful
-
for
-
the
-
trials
-
that
-
come
-
in
-
our
-
life
-
why
-
because
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
the
-
trials
-
do
-
they're
-
pruning
-
us
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
silversmith
-
when
-
he's
-
when
-
he's
-
taking
-
the
-
ore
-
and
-
he's
-
refining
-
the
-
silver
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
he
-
does
-
he
-
continues
-
to scrape
-
off
-
the
-
dross
-
and
-
he
-
heats
-
it
-
hotter
-
and
-
he
-
scrapes
-
off
-
the
-
dross
-
and
-
he
-
heats
-
it
-
just
-
right
-
and
-
what
-
happens
-
all
-
the
-
impurities
-
rise
-
to
-
the
-
surface
-
and
-
what
-
does
-
he
-
do
-
he
-
scrapes
-
off
-
the
-
impurities
-
and
-
when
-
is
-
he
-
through
-
refining
-
the
-
silver
-
y'all
-
probably
-
all
-
heard
-
this
-
when
-
he
-
looks
-
at
-
and
-
he
-
can
-
see
-
his
-
perfect
-
reflection
-
in
-
the
-
silver
-
then
-
the
-
refining
-
process
-
is
-
done
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
he
-
is
-
doing
-
that
-
in
-
our
-
lives
-
you
-
realize
-
that
-
he
-
is
-
he
-
is
-
he
-
is
-
causing
-
the
-
dross
-
to
-
rise
-
through
-
trials
-
that
-
come
-
in
-
our
-
life
-
he's
-
doing
-
it
-
on
-
purpose
-
in
-
order
-
that
-
we
-
might
-
be
-
purified
-
in
-
order
-
that
-
we
-
might
-
know
-
him
-
in
-
this
-
deep
-
intimate
-
way
-
and
-
Peter
-
went
-
through
-
a
-
process
-
of
-
brokenness
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
you
-
know
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
broken
-
so
-
that
-
we
-
wouldn't
-
continue
-
to
-
live
-
for
-
self
-
Oswald
-
Chambers
-
many
-
of y'all
-
know
-
his
-
name
-
he
-
has
-
this
-
phrase
-
that
-
has
-
become
-
well
-
known
-
and
-
the
-
phrase
-
says
-
this
-
before
-
God
-
can
-
use
-
a
-
man
-
greatly
-
he
-
must
-
wound
-
him
-
deeply
-
and
-
that
-
resonates
-
with
-
me
-
there's
-
a need
-
for us
-
to be
-
wounded
-
that
-
is
-
our
-
self
-
to
-
be
-
broken
-
in
-
order
-
that
-
we
-
quit
-
living
-
in
-
our
-
own
-
strength
-
and
-
we
-
begin
-
living
-
in
-
Christ
-
we
-
begin
-
living
-
through
-
his
-
power
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
he
-
told
-
the
-
apostles
-
he
-
says
-
don't
-
leave
-
Jerusalem
-
but
-
wait
-
here
-
until
-
when
-
until
-
Acts
-
1
-
8
-
until
-
Pentecost
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
happened
-
in
-
Pentecost
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
came
-
and
-
empowered
-
them
-
in
-
an
-
amazing
-
way
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
broken
-
in
-
order
-
that
-
we
-
won't
-
be
-
living
-
like
-
we
-
can't
-
live
-
like
-
Jesus
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
only
-
way
-
to
-
live
-
like
-
Jesus
-
to
-
be
-
broken
-
and
-
to
-
quit
-
living
-
for
-
self
-
empowered
-
by
-
self
-
with
-
our
-
own
-
ability
-
but
-
to
-
say
-
God
-
I'm
-
not
-
able
-
I'm
-
weak
-
and
-
I
-
finally
-
see
-
my
-
weakness
-
I
-
ask
-
you
-
to
-
use
-
me
-
in
-
any
-
way
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
I
-
offer
-
myself
-
as
-
a
-
living
-
sacrifice
-
to
-
you
-
use
-
me
-
for
-
your
-
glory
-
and
-
your
-
weakness
-
are
-
you
-
at
-
a
-
place
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
where
-
you
-
would
-
say
-
to
-
him
-
God
-
I
-
know
-
I
-
recognize
-
I
-
see
-
my
-
weakness
-
I
-
know
-
there's
-
more
-
show
-
it
-
to
-
me
-
I
-
don't
-
want
-
to
-
live
-
that
-
way
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
live
-
for
-
your
-
kingdom
-
and
-
your
-
righteousness
-
God
-
do
-
a
-
work
-
in
-
my
-
life
-
that
-
brings
-
you
-
glory
-
let's
-
pray
-
father
-
apart
-
from
-
your
-
power
-
in
-
our
-
lives
-
we
-
continue
-
to
-
our
-
lives
-
it
-
would
-
take
-
us
-
to
-
this
-
deeper
-
place
-
father
-
we
-
hear
-
your
-
high
-
call
-
to
-
love
-
lord
-
jesus
-
to
-
love
-
like
-
you
-
love
-
to
-
be
-
willing
-
to
-
die
-
daily
-
to
-
self
-
lord
-
I
-
pray
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
do
-
that
-
work
-
in
-
each
-
of
-
our
-
lives
-
that
-
father
-
we
-
would
-
as
-
a
-
church
-
as
-
individuals
-
in
-
this
-
church
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
god
-
we
-
desire
-
to
-
offer
-
ourselves
-
as
-
a
-
living
-
sacrifice
-
but
-
even
-
then
-
we
-
were
-
scared
-
about
-
what
-
that
-
might
-
look
-
like
-
god
-
i
-
pray
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
take
-
away
-
the
-
fear
-
and
-
replace
-
it
-
with
-
this
-
reverent
-
all
-
of
-
you
-
and
-
that
-
we
-
would
-
not
-
fear
-
to
-
protect
-
ourselves
-
but
-
father
-
we
-
would
-
be
-
willing
-
to
-
surrender
-
ourselves
-
we
-
be
-
willing
-
to
-
die
-
for
-
your
-
kingdom
-
god
-
do
-
that
-
incredible
-
work
-
that
-
we
-
can't
-
do
-
i
-
ask
-
that
-
you
-
do
-
it
-
in
-
each
-
of
-
our
-
lives
-
and
-
i
-
ask
-
in
-
jesus
-
name
-
amen