Sermon
Helpless But Hopeful
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Please take your Bibles and open them up this morning to Psalm chapter 38.
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! Psalm chapter 38.
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This is another Psalm of David, and you may have noticed a theme of this morning of lots of talking
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! singing about sin and confessing sin. There's a reason for that. It's because our Psalm this morning
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is a penitential Psalm. It's hard to pronounce, but it's a penitential Psalm, one of seven,
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where David is praying for forgiveness for his sins. The title of the sermon is Helpless but
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Hopeful, and the idea is all of us in our sin, we are helpless to deal with this problem of our sin,
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but the gospel of Jesus Christ makes us hopeful that there is someone who can bear this burden
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for us. So if you found it, Psalm chapter 38, when you found it, let's stand together in honor of the
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reading of God's Word as I read this Psalm for us this morning. Psalm chapter 38.
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He says,
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There is no soundness in my flesh because of your indignation. There is no health in my bones because of my sin.
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For my iniquities have gone over my head. Like a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me. My wounds stink and fester because of my foolishness.
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I am utterly bowed down and prostrate. All the day I go about mourning, for my sides are filled with burning. There is no soundness in my flesh.
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I am feeble and crushed. I groan because of the tumult of my heart.
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O Lord, all my longing is before you. My sighing is not hidden from you. My heart throbs.
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My strength fails me. In the light of my eyes, it is also gone from me.
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My friends and companions stand aloof from my plague, and my nearest kin stand far off.
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Those who seek my life lay their snares. Those who seek my hurt speak of ruin and meditate treachery all day long.
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But I am like a deaf man. I do not hear. Like a mute man who does not open his mouth.
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I have become like a man who does not hear and in whose mouth are no rebukes.
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But for you, O Lord, do I wait. It is you, O Lord, my God, who will answer.
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For I said, only let them not rejoice over me who boast against me when my foot slips.
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For I am ready to fall, and my pain is ever before me.
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I confess my iniquity. I am sorry for my sin.
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But my foes are vigorous, they are mighty, and many are those who hate me wrongfully.
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Those who render me evil for good accuse me because I follow after good.
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Do not forsake me, O Lord. O my God, be not far from me.
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Make haste to help me, O Lord, my salvation.
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The grass withers and the flower fades, but the word of the Lord endures forever.
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Father God, we pray once more as we open up your word and sit under the preaching of your word.
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Lord God, would you speak powerfully through this psalm to convict us of sin
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and to show us the depth of our sin, the ugliness of our sin,
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so that we might call out in desperation to Christ, who has borne our sin for us
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and his life and his death and his resurrection as our only hope.
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We pray this all in Jesus' name. Amen.
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Amen.
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You may be seated.
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Well, several years ago, our family had left town for a week or so to go on a trip, a family vacation.
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We lived at the beach at this time, and so while we were gone,
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we allowed some friends to stay at our house,
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and we gave just a few simple ground rules for them while they were there.
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Lock the doors on your way out.
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Eat whatever you want.
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Make yourself at home.
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Our home is your home.
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And, oh, by the way, please take out the trash when you leave.
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When we got back home, our friends were gone.
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Some of the food had been eaten, but pretty quickly we realized the trash was still there.
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For several days, up to a week, the trash sat there unattended to.
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Naturally, whatever was there in the trash had grown ripe.
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It stunk worse than anything you could possibly imagine.
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And worse than that, when we flipped on the lights, we realized it had attracted all sorts of bugs and roaches into our kitchen.
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We were horrified when we came back into our house and saw roaches everywhere.
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And so we did what we had to do.
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We got to work killing the bugs.
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We got to work freshening the air.
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We got to work cleaning the kitchen as best as we could.
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But the most important thing that we could do in that moment was get rid of the trash.
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And take it outside.
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Because the worst thing we could have done is to let that sit there and ignore it and let it continue to sit.
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Because the longer it sits, the worse the problem gets.
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And church, the truth is the same is true for our sin.
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Our sin, if ignored or unattended to, if left unconfessed like trash that is left out in the heat,
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it will not just go away on its own.
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Sin that is not brought to the Lord and repented of.
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It sits, it festers, it stinks, and eventually it welcomes all sorts of unwelcome consequences into our lives.
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Here in Psalm 38 this morning, King David is dealing with the stench of his own sin.
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He's dealing with the painful consequences of sin in his own life.
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He bears it.
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He sees it for as ugly and as foul as it is.
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And so he cries out for help to the only one who is able to remove it from him.
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But he cries out in confidence to his covenant God to bear his sin for him.
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This is the main idea for us this morning.
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It's this.
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If our sin is unbearable, we must bring it to the one who is able to bear it for us.
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If our sin is unbearable, we must bring it to the one who is able to bear it for us.
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We'll walk through the psalm in four parts together this morning.
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This will be our outline if you're taking notes.
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First, we will see the pain of bearing sin.
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Second, we will see the personal effect of bearing sin.
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Third, we will see the picture of the sin bearer.
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And fourth, finally, we'll see the posture of the sinner.
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First, we see the pain of bearing sin.
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We see this in verses 1 through 8.
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If you look there with me, starting in verse 1.
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Here in verse 1, David is pleading with God to withhold his discipline from him.
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David is dealing here with the wrath of God.
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He says, O Lord, rebuke me not in your anger, nor discipline me in your wrath.
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He says the Lord's discipline is like arrows that have gone into him.
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He says his hand is heavy upon him.
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His whole flesh is unsound, is unhealthy,
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because of the indignation and the anger of his God.
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He says there's no health in his bones.
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And some see this as a literal sickness that David's dealing with here.
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And it could be, or it could just be a poetic way of describing this top to bottom,
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inside and out, entire agony that David is in.
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Either way, it's clear to me, David is totally undone because of his son.
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And so he prays, God, would you give me some relief from your wrath against me?
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Can you just give me a break?
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Can you let up a little bit?
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And if you stopped reading here, you might think,
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man, well this God is just a little bit mean, isn't he?
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Why would this God do this to poor David?
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And sometimes that's how people think and talk about God.
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Why would a loving God pour out his wrath against his own creation?
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Why would God be indignant and angry and full of wrath towards his own creation?
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Why would he be wrathful?
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And I can't worship a God like that.
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I want to worship a God of love and kindness and mercy
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who just loves us as we are, right?
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The modern idea of God does not like psalms like this.
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God is just presented as harsh.
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We have to recognize two truths for this to make any sense to us here.
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Two truths that the non-believer just completely ignores.
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One, we have to remember the holiness of our God.
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And two, we have to remember the horror of our sin.
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The God of the Bible, yes, he is love.
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Yes, he is gracious.
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Yes, he is merciful.
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Yes, he is kind.
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And yes, he is just.
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Yes, he is holy, holy, holy.
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Yes, he is righteous.
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A righteous God can no more overlook rebellion and wickedness
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than a righteous judge could let the guilty go free.
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And a holy God can no more wink his eye at sin
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than a good parent can let his children go and run in the street.
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Our God is holy, holy, holy.
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And he is right to judge sin.
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And he is right to discipline his children
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when they want to drink poison or play with knives.
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God is holy.
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And the second truth is that we are not.
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Not in and of ourselves, at least.
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David understands that God is disciplining him for sin in his life.
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This is not an act of hatred towards David.
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He is not being harsh towards David.
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This discipline is an act of love and kindness towards David.
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David is a part of the sin that still remains in his heart.
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David sees he needs God's help to cleanse him inside and out
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from this weight of sin that he cannot lift.
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He says, my iniquities have gone up over my head.
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Like a heavy burden, they're too heavy for me.
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He is sinking.
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He's drowning in this recognition of his sin.
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And several years ago, I went to dig up some hydrangeas
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that had been there for who knows how long.
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I mean, years and years and years.
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They were just beautiful.
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They were flourishing.
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The owners were going to just get rid of them.
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And Amanda would not let that stand.
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And so we went with just a couple of shovels
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and said, we're just going to dig these things up.
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And I had completely underestimated.
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The longer that bush sits there,
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the deeper and the wider and the stronger
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that network of roots goes,
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you can't just spend an hour digging that thing up.
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You got to, it took all day to get that thing unrooted from the ground.
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The same is true with our sin.
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David sees and he recognizes these foul words at the surface.
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They find deep roots in the heart.
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These impure thoughts on the surface,
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they find deep roots down in the very soul.
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Our sin is not just things that we do on the outside.
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There are roots in our inner being.
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It is by nature who we are,
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apart from the grace of God and Christ.
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It goes far deeper into the heart
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and far deeper into the soul
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than we can possibly begin to imagine.
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David is beginning to see this
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and you see how he's affected by it?
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He is undone by this recognition of his sin.
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He describes it as stinking and festering wounds,
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like garbage that's been sitting out in the heat.
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And so he says, verse 8,
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I am utterly bowed down and prostrate.
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All the day I go about mourning,
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for my sides are filled with burning.
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There is no soundness in my flesh.
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I am feeble.
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I am crushed.
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I groan because of the tumult of my heart.
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And I wonder, friend,
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have you ever experienced this
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as you think about your own sin?
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Have you ever been this affected,
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the same way David is,
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in recognition of the horrors of your sin?
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Have you been undone
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at the recognition of your sin against a holy God?
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What I'm not asking you is,
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have you ever not liked the consequences of your sin?
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That's common to everybody.
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Nobody wants to deal with the consequences of our sin.
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That's not what I'm asking.
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Now, R.C. Sproul, in his book,
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The Holiness of God,
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he says,
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we all want to be saved from our misery,
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but not from our sin.
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We want to sin without misery.
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The foremost spiritual law of the physical universe
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is that this hope can never be realized.
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Sin always accompanies misery.
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My question for you, church,
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is have you ever tugged at the visible,
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external wrongdoing,
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the fruit that's visible on the surface,
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and pulled it all the way down
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to the roots in your heart,
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and been affected and undone
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by the horror of your sin against a holy God?
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David has.
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But his misery doesn't stop there, does it?
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Sin not only impacts us individually,
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what we see in our second point
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is that it also impacts all of our relationships.
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Sin separates.
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And so second,
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we see the personal impact of bearing sin.
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We see this in verses 9 through 14.
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With the anguish and this pain
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is enough in and of itself,
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but here we see that David is experiencing
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these consequences of sin
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in his personal life as well.
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These are the roaches and the flies
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and the lingering stench
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that comes from not taking out the trash.
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In verse 9,
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we see his relationship with the Lord
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is impacted.
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His relationship with God
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is now one of longing
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and deep sighing.
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His prayers are marked
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by this need for relief.
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I mean, these are prayers
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of confidence, by the way.
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These are the prayers of someone
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who is in covenant relationship
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with the Lord.
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Notice how he calls God
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by his covenant name.
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Oh Lord,
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oh Lord my God.
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This is a prayer to Yahweh.
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This is the covenant name of the Lord.
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David knows that this God
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is a God who is the Lord.
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The Lord slow to anger
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and abounding in steadfast love
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and faithfulness.
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He is a covenant-keeping God
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who will not abandon his people.
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And it's this special covenant relationship
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that bids David come
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in confidence to the Lord.
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And church, of course,
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we are also invited to come
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and bring our burdens on him.
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But don't you wish
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that we didn't have to pray this way?
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Listen to how David speaks with God.
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He says,
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Oh Lord,
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all my longing is before you.
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My sighing is not hidden from you.
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My heart throbs.
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My strength fails.
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The light of my eyes has gone out.
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Church, of course,
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it is good and right
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for us to call out
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to the Lord in our misery.
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But how much better would it be
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to not have to do that at all?
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Now don't you long for a time
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when your relationship with God
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wouldn't be marked by these pleas
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for deliverance
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and for this sighing over evil
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and this groaning
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over all the effects of sin
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in your life?
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Don't you long for a time
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when you can be driven
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to your knees
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to pray in adoration of God
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and not just quickly coming to him
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for help because of sin
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and all its effects?
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So often our prayers
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are clouded by our struggles
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with sin.
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And again, this is the impact
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of living in a fallen world.
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Romans 8 tells us this,
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that our experience here
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in a fallen world
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is marked by groaning.
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Indeed, it says,
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the whole creation
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has been groaning together
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in the pains of childbirth
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until now.
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And not only the creation,
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but we ourselves,
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who have the first fruits
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of the Spirit,
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groan inwardly
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as we wait eagerly
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for adoption as sons,
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the redemption of our bodies.
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Have you ever wished
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that your conversations
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with God in prayer
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were less about the mess
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of sin in your life
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and in this world
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and in your relationships?
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Do you ever wish
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that your mind went quickly
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to praise and to adoration
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and less quickly
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to sighing and longing
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and groaning over sin
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in your life?
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The good news is,
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one day,
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we will not groan anymore.
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The Gospel tells us this,
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but here and now,
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our conversations with the Lord
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are often marked
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by this groaning
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because of our sins.
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Not only this,
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but David's relationships
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with his friends
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are also impacted by sin.
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Verse 11, it says,
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My friends and my companions,
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they stand aloof
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from my plague.
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My nearest kin,
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his family,
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stands far off.
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David is experiencing
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abandonment
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and isolation
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and separation
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from loved ones.
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He's experiencing loneliness.
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His closest companions
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have left him.
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His own family
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stands far off.
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It's hard not to think
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of the rebellion
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of David's own son,
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Absalom.
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And church,
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I know that some of you
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can relate.
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Have you ever seen sin
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wreak havoc on the relationships
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in your life?
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Have you ever seen sin
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wreak havoc on the relationships
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with your closest family members
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and your loved ones?
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Have you ever seen it
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separate you
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from those who you thought
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nothing could ever come
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in between us?
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David experiences this tension
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in his personal relationships.
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He is abandoned.
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His own kin stands far off,
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but he's not completely alone.
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His companions abandon him
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and at the same time,
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guess what happens?
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His enemies draw near.
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Those who seek my life
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lay their snares,
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he says in verse 12.
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Those who seek my hurt
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speak of ruin
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and meditate treachery
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all day long.
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He says in verse 19
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that his foes are vigorous
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and mighty and many.
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It says in verse 20
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that they stand to accuse him.
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Now this is interesting.
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That same root word
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where we get accused
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is the same root word
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where we get the name
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for Satan.
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The accuser.
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The adversary
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who loves to stand
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and accuse God's people
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day and night.
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All of this again
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is the impact
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of living in a fallen world.
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Have you ever experienced
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the distance of friends
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and the nearness of enemies?
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Have you ever experienced
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the isolation
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and the loneliness
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of living in a fallen world
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and experienced
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the nearness
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of hateful people
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who want to tear you down?
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Or the nearness
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of your own sinful flesh
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and sinful desires?
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Or the nearness
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of the enemy himself,
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Satan,
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and all who belong
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to his kingdom
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who want to tear you
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away from the truth
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and rip you away
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from enjoying
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the joy of walking
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with the Lord?
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If you are in Christ,
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I can assure you,
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you will experience
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all of this.
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You will experience
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the painful agony
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of seeing your own sin
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for what it is.
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If you are in Christ,
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you will experience
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the pain of isolation
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and loneliness
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and betrayal.
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You will experience
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the dangers
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and the trials
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and the temptations
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of the enemy
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against you in this life
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if you are in Christ.
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The question then,
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church,
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is where can we go
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with our sin?
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Where can we turn
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with our sin?
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We must bring our sin
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to the only one
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who is able
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to bear it for us.
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So third,
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I want you to see
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the picture here
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in this psalm,
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and it's this.
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Christ Jesus
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is the sin bearer.
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Christ Jesus
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is the sin bearer.
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David,
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in his suffering,
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and even in the way
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that he handles
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his suffering here
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by silently enduring,
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by acting like
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a mute man
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who gives no answer
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back for the accusations
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against him,
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by entrusting himself
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to God,
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he is pointing us
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forward to the
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great son of David,
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Jesus Christ,
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who suffered for us.
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And we've seen,
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haven't we,
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time and time again
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how these psalms
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in many ways
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are the prayers
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of Christ Jesus himself.
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But I want to ask you
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this morning,
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how can Jesus pray
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this prayer?
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How can Jesus Christ
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pray like this?
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How can the sinless,
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perfect son of God
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speak as a sinner
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under the wrath of God
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enduring the agony
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of the full weight
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of bearing sin?
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How can he pray
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as a sinner
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experiencing loneliness
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and abandonment
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and the closeness
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of his enemies?
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Church,
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he can pray like this
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because this is exactly
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what Christ has endured
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for us.
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Jesus Christ
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suffered for sin,
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not his own,
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the sins of
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all his people.
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As Jesus prayed
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in the garden
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of Gethsemane,
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we're told that he was
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in so much anguish
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that he sweat blood
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as he prayed
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to the Lord
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and asked if it were
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at all possible,
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would you remove
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this cup from me?
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And yet,
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what did he say?
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Yet not as I will,
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but your will be done.
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He prayed that if at all
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possible,
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God would relieve him
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from this discipline,
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from the sharp arrows
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of his wrath
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and relieve him,
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remove this indignation
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from him.
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But even so,
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Jesus knew
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that this was
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the eternal plan
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of God
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for the salvation
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of sinners like us.
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And so he set
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his face like flint
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to go to the cross.
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Jesus took upon himself
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the full weight
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of all the ugliness,
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of all the sin,
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of all of his people.
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There is,
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here's a theological term
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for you,
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there is what we call
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a double imputation
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that happens
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at the cross of Christ
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for all of God's people.
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Through faith in Jesus,
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when you put your faith
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in Christ,
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all of his perfect
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righteousness
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and all of his
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sinlessness,
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all of the blessings
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that he has earned
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by his perfect obedience,
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all of that
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comes to us
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by faith.
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It is credited to us
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into our account.
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And,
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at the same time,
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all of our sin,
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all of our mess,
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all of our weakness,
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all of our stench,
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all of our iniquity,
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all of that
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comes to him.
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He bears it for us
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and takes it away.
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He made him
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who knew no sin
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to become sin
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for us
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so that in him
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we might become
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the righteousness
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of God.
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There is a
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two-way becoming
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in the gospel of Christ.
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This is what makes
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it such good news.
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We no longer
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bear our sin.
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He does.
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And we're not
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left in neutral.
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We are made
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perfect in the sight
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of God
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by faith in Christ.
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And so,
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Jesus,
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he prays this prayer
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not because of his own sin
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but as the sin bearer.
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He prays this prayer
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as the one
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who has endured
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the wrath of God
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for sin,
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not his own.
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But in our place,
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he prays as the one
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who endured
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the betrayal
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and the abandonment
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of his closest companions
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as Peter denies him
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three times
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as his disciples
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flee at his arrest.
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He prays this prayer
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as the one
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who allowed his enemies
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to overtake him
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and nail him
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to the cross.
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He prays as the one
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who, like David,
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did not open his mouth
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to defend himself
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but rather silently
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endured suffering
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as he waited faithfully
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on the vindication
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of God.
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I always marvel,
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church,
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at how Isaiah
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talked about this
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700 years
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before it happened.
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You see this glorious truth
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so clearly
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in Isaiah 53.
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I want to read
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this long passage to you
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but listen,
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listen for those
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common themes here
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in Isaiah 53.
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700 years
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before Jesus
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went to the cross,
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here's what he says.
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He was despised
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and rejected by men.
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A man of sorrows.
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Acquainted with grief
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as one from whom
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men hide their faces.
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He was despised
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and we esteemed him not.
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Surely he has borne
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our griefs.
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He has carried
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our sorrows.
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Yet we esteemed him
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stricken,
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smitten by God
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and afflicted.
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But he was pierced
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for our transgressions.
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He was crushed
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for our iniquities.
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Upon him
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was the chastisement
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that brought us peace
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and with his wounds
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we are healed.
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All we like sheep
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have gone astray.
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We have turned
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everyone
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to his own way.
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And the Lord
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has laid on him
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the iniquity
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of us all.
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He was oppressed
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and he was afflicted.
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Yet he opened
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not his mouth
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like a lamb
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that is led
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to the slaughter
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and like a sheep
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that before its shears
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is silent.
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So he opened
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not his mouth.
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By oppression
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and judgment
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he was taken away
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and as for his generation
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who considered
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that he was cut off
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out of the land
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of the living
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stricken
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for the transgression
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of my people.
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And they made his grave
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with the wicked
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and with a rich man
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in his death
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although he had done
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no violence
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and there was no deceit
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in his mouth
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yet
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it was the will
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of the Lord
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to crush him.
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He
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has put him
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to grief.
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When his soul
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makes an offering
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for guilt
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he shall see
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his offspring
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he shall prolong
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his days
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the will of the Lord
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shall prosper
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in his hand.
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Out of the anguish
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of his soul
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he shall see
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and be satisfied
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by his knowledge
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shall the righteous one
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my servant
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make many
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to be accounted
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righteous
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and he shall bear
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their iniquities.
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Do you hear
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the gospel church?
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He
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becomes
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sin.
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we
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become
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righteousness.
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He
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takes
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God's
-
wrath
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so that we
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receive
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God's
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pleasure.
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He
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becomes
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like us
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so that we
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might become
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like
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him.
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This is
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the gospel.
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If you
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have ever
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felt the
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agony
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of your
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sin
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take heart
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and know
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that
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Jesus
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has felt
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it.
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If you
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have placed
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your faith
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in him
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you need
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not fear
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the wrath
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of God
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against your
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sin because
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he has
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born it
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for us.
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And if we
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suffer in a
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fallen world
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as we all
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do and we
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all will
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the Christian
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can do so
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in hope
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and confidence
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that we are
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following our
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Savior through
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suffering and
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into glory.
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So fourth
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and finally
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let's consider
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then in him
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the posture
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of the
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secure
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center
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the posture
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of the
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secure
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center
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we'll see
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this in
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the rest
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of the
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passage.
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I see
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four postures
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here in
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David's
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heart as
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we close
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that we
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in Christ
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can imitate
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and look
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there with
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me
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verses 15
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through 22
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the first
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posture of
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the heart
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is a
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posture of
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hope.
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Verse 15
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David says
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but for you
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oh Lord
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do I wait
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it is you
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oh Lord
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my God
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who will
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answer
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for I said
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only let
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them not
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rejoice
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over me
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who boast
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against me
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when my
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foot slips.
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In this
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moment of
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pain and
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anguish
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what does
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David do?
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He calls
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out to
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the Lord.
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He puts
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his hope
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entirely
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in the
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Lord
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just as
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Christ
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on the
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cross
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entrusted
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himself
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entirely
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to the
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Father
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and waited
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patiently
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for this
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moment of
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vindication
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so now
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all of
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Christ's
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people
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in our
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suffering
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and in
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our
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pain
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we can
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also
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endure
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and hope
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that if
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we're
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in
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Christ
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we
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too
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will
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one
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day
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be
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vindicated
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raised
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up with
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him
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the enemy
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will not
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rejoice
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over us
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because God
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has already
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triumphed
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over him
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at the
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cross
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of Christ
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posture
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number
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two
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the second
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is a
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posture
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of
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desperation
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desperation
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he says
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in verse
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17
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I am
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ready
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to fall
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my
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pain
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is
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ever
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before
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me
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and
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this
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is
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again
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a
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complete
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recognition
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of his
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inability
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and his
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misery
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and again
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this is
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absolutely
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crucial
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church
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I got
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to ask
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you
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if you've
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ever
-
gotten
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to this
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point
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of
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helplessness
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before
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the
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Lord
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do you
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realize
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God
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does
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not
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help
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those
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who
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help
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themselves
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that is
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not
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true
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you will
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not find
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that in
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your
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Bible
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God
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does
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not
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help
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those
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he
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is
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not
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favoring
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those
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who
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are
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capable
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and
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and
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strong
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and
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those
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who
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just
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need
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a little
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bit
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of
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dusting
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off
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and
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then
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they'll
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be
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good
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no
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our
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God
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raises
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the
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dead
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to
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newness
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of
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life
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you
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must
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recognize
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that
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you
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are
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dead
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in
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your
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trespasses
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and
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sins
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have
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you
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recognized
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your
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complete
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inability
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to
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climb
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your
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way
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out
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of
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your
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sin
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and
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to work
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your
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way
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to
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God
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into
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his
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pleasure
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out
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of
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his
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wrath
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that
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you're
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completely
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unable
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to do
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anything
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at all
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apart from
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his grace
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at work
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in you
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third
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posture
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it's a
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posture
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of
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repentance
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posture
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of
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repentance
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you know
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some
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of the
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ways
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that
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people
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tend
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to
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deal
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with
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their
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sin
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is
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either
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just
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to
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ignore
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it
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pretend
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like
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it
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doesn't
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exist
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don't
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tell
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me
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about
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that
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I'm
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fine
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the
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way
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I
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am
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or
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maybe
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they
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minimize
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it
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it's
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not
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that
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bad
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I'm
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not
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as
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bad
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as
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the
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next
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guy
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at
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least
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my
-
neighbor
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is
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way
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worse
-
off
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than
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I
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am
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logs
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and
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specks
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or
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to
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blame
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someone
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else
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for
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their
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sin
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it's
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a
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victim
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mentality
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well I
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did
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that
-
because
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you
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did
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this
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I
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am
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who
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I
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am
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because
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this
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system
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is
-
rigged
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against
-
me
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I
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hit
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you
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because
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you
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bothered
-
me
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it's
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not
-
my
-
fault
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it's
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your
-
fault
-
at
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
the
-
day
-
let
-
me
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just
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give
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you
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another
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option
-
here
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I
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know
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that
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this
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is
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radical
-
and
-
crazy
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but
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let's
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just
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try
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something
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here
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it
-
is
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full
-
confession
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and
-
admission
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and
-
repentance
-
look
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what
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David
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says
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in
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verse
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18
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he
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sees
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the
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weight
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of
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his
-
sin
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he
-
sees
-
his
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total
-
helplessness
-
and
-
he
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says
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I
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confess
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my
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iniquity
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he
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owns
-
!
-
it!
-
And
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he
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says
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I'm
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sorry
-
for
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my
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sin
-
this
-
is
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his
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full
-
commitment
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just
-
to
-
bring
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it
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all
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to
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the
-
feet
-
of
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Jesus
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and
-
openly
-
confess
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I
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can't
-
do
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anything
-
about
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this
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would
-
you
-
please
-
doesn't
-
John
-
tell us
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didn't we
-
read this
-
morning
-
if we
-
confess
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our
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sin
-
he
-
is
-
faithful
-
and
-
just
-
to
-
forgive
-
us
-
our
-
sin
-
and
-
to
-
cleanse
-
us
-
from
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all
-
unrighteousness
-
the
-
Lord
-
is
-
far
-
more
-
willing
-
to
-
forgive
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than
-
we
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are
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to
-
confess
-
!
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Martin
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Luther
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says
-
that
-
the
-
whole
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Christian
-
life
-
is
-
one
-
of
-
continual
-
repentance
-
Cornelius
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Plantinga
-
Jr.
-
he
-
says
-
recalling
-
and
-
confessing
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our
-
sin
-
is
-
a
-
little
-
bit
-
like
-
taking
-
out
-
the
-
garbage
-
once
-
is
-
not
-
enough
-
do
-
you
-
have
-
something
-
to
-
take
-
to
-
him
-
this
-
morning
-
David
-
confesses
-
and
-
repents
-
and
-
then
-
lastly
-
fourth
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David
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responds
-
with a
-
posture
-
of
-
faith
-
this
-
is
-
trust
-
church
-
and
-
dependence
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
it
-
means
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
it
-
looks
-
like
-
to
-
be
-
a
-
Christian
-
to
-
be
-
a
-
Christian
-
is
-
to
-
recognize
-
the
-
depths
-
of
-
your
-
sin
-
to
-
bring
-
it
-
fully
-
to
-
the
-
Lord
-
to
-
say
-
I
-
can't
-
do
-
anything
-
about
-
this
-
and
-
then
-
in
-
full
-
trust
-
and
-
faith
-
to
-
hand
-
it
-
him
-
and
-
say
-
you
-
got
-
to
-
deal
-
with
-
it
-
and
-
to
-
know
-
in
-
faith
-
that
-
Christ
-
has
-
dealt
-
with
-
it
-
at
-
the
-
cross
-
so
-
that
-
now
-
in
-
him
-
you
-
can
-
call
-
upon
-
the
-
Lord
-
with
-
confidence
-
in
-
any
-
and
-
every
-
trial
-
just
-
as
-
David
-
does
-
to
-
know
-
that
-
nothing
-
can
-
separate
-
you
-
from
-
the
-
love
-
of
-
God
-
in
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
your
-
Lord
-
look how
-
he
-
prays
-
!
-
He
-
says
-
do
-
not
-
forsake
-
me
-
O
-
Lord
-
my
-
salvation
-
that's
-
a prayer
-
of
-
faith
-
from
-
someone
-
who
-
is
-
desperate
-
for
-
the
-
help
-
of
-
his
-
God
-
church
-
we
-
have
-
the
-
privilege
-
this
-
morning
-
of
-
seeing
-
this
-
type
-
of
-
recognition
-
of
-
sin
-
and
-
repentance
-
and
-
faith
-
this
-
morning
-
in
-
the
-
waters
-
of
-
baptism
-
we
-
get
-
to
-
see
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the
-
stench
-
of
-
the
-
old
-
and
-
dead
-
man
-
buried
-
with
-
him
-
in
-
baptism
-
washed
-
clean
-
and
-
raised
-
to
-
walk
-
in
-
newness
-
of
-
life
-
and
-
in
-
just
-
a
-
moment
-
we're
-
going to
-
get to
-
hear
-
James
-
and
-
Alyssa's
-
testimonies
-
I want
-
you to
-
listen
-
as they
-
share
-
for those
-
same
-
common
-
themes
-
of
-
hope
-
and
-
desperation
-
and
-
confession
-
and
-
repentance
-
and
-
faith
-
in
-
Christ
-
and
-
then
-
we're
-
going
-
to
-
go
-
out
-
and
-
see
-
that
-
new
-
life
-
and
-
that
-
new
-
joy
-
and
-
that
-
new
-
freedom
-
from
-
the
-
faith
-
as
-
they
-
prepare
-
to
-
come
-
forward
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
ask
-
you
-
again
-
is
-
there
-
any
-
sin
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
that
-
needs
-
to
-
be
-
brought
-
to
-
the
-
Lord
-
this
-
morning
-
is
-
there
-
any
-
trash
-
that
-
needs
-
to
-
be
-
taken
-
out
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
our
-
sin
-
bearer
-
has
-
come
-
to
-
take
-
it
-
away
-
and
-
we
-
rejoice
-
to
-
know
-
our
-
sins
-
they
-
are
-
many
-
but
-
praise
-
God
-
his
-
mercy
-
is
-
more
-
let's
-
pray
-
together
-
Father
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
the
-
good
-
news
-
of
-
the
-
gospel
-
that
-
starts
-
with
-
the
-
bad
-
news
-
that
-
all
-
of
-
us
-
have
-
sinned
-
against
-
you
-
and
-
the
-
bad
-
news
-
that
-
our
-
sin
-
is
-
more
-
than
-
we
-
can
-
bear
-
but
-
Father
-
the
-
good
-
news
-
is
-
that
-
Christ
-
has
-
come
-
to
-
bear
-
it
-
for
-
us
-
and
-
so
-
we
-
pray
-
Lord
-
would
-
you
-
work
-
in
-
us
-
a
-
heart
-
of
-
repentance
-
and
-
faith
-
in
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
the
-
only
-
hope
-
for
-
sinners
-
like
-
us
-
and
-
we
-
pray
-
we
-
would
-
live
-
in
-
the
-
joy
-
and
-
the
-
freedom
-
of
-
being
-
made
-
new
-
in
-
him
-
we
-
pray
-
this
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
amen